Same... When i was trying to quit hyrdos after taking them for 6 years... (80+ a day) My Mom passed away, and i did the most selfish thing a person can do... I Blamed her and God.. I knew the Universe was against me because in my time of need i lost my Mother.. The fact that i had a coffee can buried in the back yard under a car with more than 2000 Hydro 5's in it didnt help.. My wife has watched me dump the bottles i had in the house into the toilet, but had no idea i had hiding spots everywhere... point is i went to my Moms funeral completely done... and everyone mistook it as grief not knowing i couldnt feel anything past the euphoria. Over the course of 20 years ive had to quit 4 times... im 50 now.. i havent taken one in 4 years, even after dentist appointments etc. I was given pain meds after a surgery a year ago and it scared me, but i just didnt fill the script and stuck with Motrin and leaves.
@benjaminlerner are you realy sure that's the right standing though, if u wernt addicted untill you got a spafic prescriotion thesea a chance you wer overdosed for the pueoas of gett9ng you assocted. Big pharma dosnt play games thesw days they do anytbing to make morw money wether itsbin the streets or behind the counter those people do make extra unssacary 0s on thier paychecks. But I get that blaming other peoppel can lead to wborse off I just want you to know you're rights like being Abel to get free rehab.
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I love your videos brother. Keep sharing a good message. Get up, dress up, and show up. That is the key.
Keep moving forward, do not let guilt take you under . We are works in progress
This rang so true … just show up … right where your at ..be present
Same... When i was trying to quit hyrdos after taking them for 6 years... (80+ a day) My Mom passed away, and i did the most selfish thing a person can do... I Blamed her and God.. I knew the Universe was against me because in my time of need i lost my Mother.. The fact that i had a coffee can buried in the back yard under a car with more than 2000 Hydro 5's in it didnt help.. My wife has watched me dump the bottles i had in the house into the toilet, but had no idea i had hiding spots everywhere... point is i went to my Moms funeral completely done... and everyone mistook it as grief not knowing i couldnt feel anything past the euphoria. Over the course of 20 years ive had to quit 4 times... im 50 now.. i havent taken one in 4 years, even after dentist appointments etc. I was given pain meds after a surgery a year ago and it scared me, but i just didnt fill the script and stuck with Motrin and leaves.
It's hard to look at your self
You should be, be an adult, and wake up to an alarm. Bunch of enablers allowing each other to ask like a child.
What I wanna know, did you get addicted on you're own vilitiea or wer you prescribed painkillers or anti mentels first?
It started with a prescription but I don’t blame the doctor. I’m an addict and it would have happened one way or another
@benjaminlerner are you realy sure that's the right standing though, if u wernt addicted untill you got a spafic prescriotion thesea a chance you wer overdosed for the pueoas of gett9ng you assocted. Big pharma dosnt play games thesw days they do anytbing to make morw money wether itsbin the streets or behind the counter those people do make extra unssacary 0s on thier paychecks. But I get that blaming other peoppel can lead to wborse off I just want you to know you're rights like being Abel to get free rehab.
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