So Cold - BradKinn

Prod. by Feelø
Lyrics
Oh you can't hear me cry, see my dreams all die
from where you standing, on your own
it´s so quiet here, and I feel so cold
this house no longer feels like home
I was always laying on the floor,
Lord forgive me, I'm dreaming about something more.
Lord, I'm always insecure,
But I wanna be pure,
when I grew up I was sure,
I was never good enough for the Lord
Let alone my parents whom I adore,
So I learned to hide,
My guilt always hanging by my side.
My shame killing me inside,
but I Never felt whole, only half alive.
Just lay here on my bed and cry.
All these demons, that I'm fighting wanting me to die.
Let me keep on dreaming,
Don't wake me up, that day is nearing,
When he's calling names, I'm hearing,
My name won't be called is what I'm fearing.
So in this race Lord, let me keep persevering.
I wanna hear my name and the angels cheering.
Oh you can't hear me cry, see my dreams all die
from where you standing, on your own
it´s so quiet here, and I feel so cold
this house no longer feels like home
It's so cold up in my mind,
full of dreams that I let die,
I Need help, something divine,
All my burdens, Gotta leave them behind,
It takes prayer, Faith and time.
Right now I'm in a murky place,
still wishing I could rewind,
and take back all of my mistakes,
I need to get a new mind.
I'm broken, it's something that I'm always showing.
I want to keep growing, be whole before the morning.
Come, closer Lord, I'm mourning, I need you to keep going.
Hear my plea it's ongoing. Before I start slowing,
Give me all of you, till I'm overflowing.
keep me from my sin, it separates.
I need to let you in, it liberates.
So when you call my name,
I can walk through those pearly gates.
Oh you can't hear me cry, see my dreams all die
from where you standing, on your own
it´s so quiet here, and I feel so cold
this house no longer feels like home
I left you all alone,
You saw my cry and saw my dreams die.
So I can't lie, Without you I'm crazy.
You gave all of you, so I'm giving all of me.