Thank you all so much for watching, commenting and subscribing!! I have been so quiet over the years. I am hoping to be more sociable on RUclips only for now. But I really appreciate you all staying subscribed for all these years. Your kind comments mean a lot. Plenty of new music is coming this year and the first new one will premier here tomorrow at 19:00 GMT... ruclips.net/video/GC-gkkyHFdM/видео.html Thanks again and stay well!! Ben
yes! knew i should stay ! I've been hoping you would make some new music. the new one you made "feeling" is my favorite right now. your music means alot to me to :)
Você quer ir embora quando eu preciso de você? A, que sabe? Que se foda, todas as vezes eu tentei por você sabe, eu cuidei e cuido dos 4.7 anos que carrego nas minhas costas, eu sinto falta da pessoa que eu me apaixonei no começo, mais eu sei que você não vai volta, que você não é você mais, que você nunca mais vai me dar flores como no começo e tá tudo bem, tá tudo bem, estava né, agora eu só aceitei que você é assim, você e você, você é a prova mais linda que pedi pra Deus, mais você é a dor mais difícil que eu vou ter que superar, eu não vou morrer, mais uma parte de mim que existia em você, morreu hoje, mas não tem problema, até porque, o pra sempre, sempreee acaba.
Hey Ben cocks..may you reach greater heights of success...with all love and support from my side...really guy your work is highly highly appreciative 🎊🎊🎉
Same here, if it wasn't for this song, I wouldn't be alive now. I've been through a lot of shit for the past three years and I've been struggling with depression for four years and I am really thankful for this beautiful song. Lots of love from Bulgaria!
I don't think I will ever recover from this one, and I don't know why, It was a feeling that I never felt before, it was a new way to see the world. It was warm, it was calm. I was truly the best version of myself, I was happy At least I learned what it felt like to love
As I have gotten older, I've realized that loneliness, sadness, anxiety, depression, etc are all part of the human experience. We simply can't be happy happy all the time. And we cannot truly appreciate the good times & the blessings of we don't have the bad times showing us the contrast.
I lost my woman two years ago to the bottle,not that she physically died, but mentally and heart wise. helped her through rehab, trips to hospital, held her hand when she was in ER and almost dying from alcohol poisoning, thousands of dollars in debt on credit card saving her car, paying medical bills, even brought her to church, she one day asked me to pray with her that Jesus would come into her heart. Then after 7 months one sunday in church during music , she started to collapse to floor, grabbed my arm, i knew there was no way she had drinks or even secret sipped, i said are you ok, tears running down her face she told me, im ok ill tell you after church i said ok. We sat in car alone, no one else in parking lot, she said what im about to tell you, please dont think im crazy, said ok, she said during the music, which my church is a more modern full gospel church so modern christian music, electric guitars, base...anyways she said as she was standing there the back of the church disappeared, she saw what looked like clouds and sky and brilliant light, said God showed her something and spoke to her,..showed her us standing together in the church but we were older,...i was 48 at time her 31, she said she had some grey in her hair,..her hair is jet black,..she said he then said "this is the man i want for you, he will never give up on you"...crying she said,..do you believe me? Now ive been saved since 17, never had anything like that happen myself, and she had been only saved 7 months when this happened. Told her yes i believe you and i love you. She and i had both been divorced. Her ex husband former airforce guy kept her basically secluded in home as she is very attractive woman, and he eventually slapped her and went hands on, she left him came back to NY from Alaska. That was October 2021 vision thing in church, by February 2022, she relapsed and suddenly told me, i want to be alone, im happier by myself. I was with out words, past May 2023 she suddenly showed up out of blue at my apartment. Told her i still loved her, she told me sorry but i dont see a future. So then i said answer me only one thing please, did what you said happen really happen at church, the vision and God speaking to you, she said yes it did John..and i said and so now your walking away from us, from a man who loves you despite your drinking problems, body dismorphia issues, man who wipes your tears from cheek in hospital, makes you dinner every night when you come home, gives you endless foot massages because your heels hurt your feet sometimes, and most of all unlike all the men before me, shared Jesus with you because i didn't just want to see and be with you this side of eternity, and so via your free will your ignoring what God showed you?? she said yes. Here it is Christmas 2023 and i feel completely lost, no sense of purpose and left with why would God show her that BEFORE she walked away from us. My divorce was from a european woman who after 13 years together, 7 married i caught in an affair, and its left me saying...forgive me God...but WTF is this all about, after my x wife i was not looking, and then this woman came into my life,..funny, beautiful, so smart, and despite her issues loved her and for two years together with me. When i hear this song it makes me wonder, what is happening, sorry this is long, i am alone in the world, my work simply pays the bills, which i make ok money, but i just dont understand any of this. One person told me,..John,..she has a free will to reject Gods plan, no matter how much you love her...but then it plays over and over in my mind,..ok then why would God allow me to know this vision and showing us together when older???? 6 days before she walked away i was actually out secretly shopping for an engagement ring......was going to ask her. i look around at people, i am completely numb, i feel like i am only existing, not living,..waiting on God to bring me home because what is my purpose, was not designed to be alone,..i love Christmas time and yet now i hate it, i see the ghost images in my mind her sitting at the tree joyful, sober, opening her gifts, and for me the joy was seeing her find her smile again. I am the titanic, slowly filling with water, weighted down, heavier and heavier, struggling to stay above the water but sometimes i think maybe its better to let me sink and stopping fighting for ....purpose, not that i dont trust God or love him,..just dont understand how any of this is a "good plan"......
I heard this song in the commercial for Epoch documentary. The beautiful lyrics and singing compelled me to search for the song. What a beautiful song! Love it. Yes, there's beauty even in the gut wrenching heartbreak and despair captured aptly in this song.
I love this song. It’s so poignant and gut-wrenching in ways that help people understand the despair and hopelessness people can feel sometimes in their lives. I ache listening to it, but it reminds me of our humanity and the need to be inclusive, not exclusive and divisive. I first heard this song about a month ago on ads for a movie from Epoch TV about a divisive issue, that members in our world community experiences, but is being vilified by one political party. It makes me sad that such a wonderful song was brought to my ears through an organization tethered by the fascist far-right.
I found this song through that ad too. I don't know what fascists you're talking about though, I just see people expressing legitimate concerns about a divisive topic. Nonetheless a great song!
It's time to live again. Not just today. But for tomorrow and everyday after. Don't Ever give up on Love. If one door closes for you break the fuckin window to get in. Show them how much you love and care. Don't stop.... Never surrender
I listen to this song every night when I’m feeling down which is every night mostly even sometimes in the day I listen to it and the song really helps me although today I ended up screaming and crying at some point in the song and that’s never happened before I guess I was just really sad today I love this song can’t hear it emough
This song just randomly popped into my head, it's so timeless and hauntingly beautiful. I'm so glad I remembered it. Thank you for this incredible music. It truly speaks to me.
Aye man forgot to comment Yesterday. I was quite surprised to see you in my notifications. Ι a long time ago clicked on the notification thing on your channel to be notified and it worked surprisingly.
OMG OMG OMG!! It's one of my fav song so i subscribed you! It took so long for you to upload this but thank you thank you thank you! Now I can give the view to the rightful owner 💜
@@BenCocks Thank you for making it! I always have to look it up because I end up humming it and I'm like "what's the name again oh yeah Picture of Me" 😅❤
I listened to rex orange county before he got discovered and famous along with ben cocks. I pray one day people will also discover your music and love them like we all do in this comment section.
I discovered this song in The First short film about the bi guy. I'm glad I watched that when it was available. I wouldn't have discovered this otherwise. Both this song and the short film are masterpieces.
Hermoso tema, Benjamin. Busqué tu historia o biografía por todo internet y no encontré nada, algo lamentable pensé. Pero este tema es hermoso. Saludos desde Venezuela.
Thank you all so much for watching, commenting and subscribing!! I have been so quiet over the years. I am hoping to be more sociable on RUclips only for now. But I really appreciate you all staying subscribed for all these years. Your kind comments mean a lot. Plenty of new music is coming this year and the first new one will premier here tomorrow at 19:00 GMT...
ruclips.net/video/GC-gkkyHFdM/видео.html
Thanks again and stay well!!
Ben
yes! knew i should stay ! I've been hoping you would make some new music. the new one you made "feeling" is my favorite right now. your music means alot to me to :)
Best song I've ever listened to xx
Ben, I have been listening to that BMG atmosphere song you did with Lettie for like 10 years waiting for more! Anything in the works?
Can I duet your song with a freestyle...?
نايف سعد بن محمد بن المدني كناوكنة دظنيروشنية مكنتيظورنية
You know you are masochistic when you hear this song even though you know it will tear you apart and you love it.
Rumo aos 100 milhões de visualizações desse clipe
finally is oficial yesssss!!!
When did this song first come out and where?+
Is my music favorite
😔💔
Você quer ir embora quando eu preciso de você? A, que sabe? Que se foda, todas as vezes eu tentei por você sabe, eu cuidei e cuido dos 4.7 anos que carrego nas minhas costas, eu sinto falta da pessoa que eu me apaixonei no começo, mais eu sei que você não vai volta, que você não é você mais, que você nunca mais vai me dar flores como no começo e tá tudo bem, tá tudo bem, estava né, agora eu só aceitei que você é assim, você e você, você é a prova mais linda que pedi pra Deus, mais você é a dor mais difícil que eu vou ter que superar, eu não vou morrer, mais uma parte de mim que existia em você, morreu hoje, mas não tem problema, até porque, o pra sempre, sempreee acaba.
Se alguém estiver lendo, curte pra eu lembra que merece mais.
Thanks for watching guys!!
Ben Cocks ilove you best artiste
Your deserve more then 6.2 K sups! YOur amazing
Ben Cocks you are totally wellcome, always worth my time to listen to your music
My current favorite song. You deserve way more hype!!!
Hey Ben cocks..may you reach greater heights of success...with all love and support from my side...really guy your work is highly highly appreciative 🎊🎊🎉
i cant stop listening this song i have heared it like 110 times or more its to good
I listen to when I’m sad
*I've to say I've been listening to this song for the past 3 years... I just love it.. Thank you.*
Thank you so much for hitting the repeat for this long!!
Same
@@BenCocks I love, Bring Us The Sun and One Sweet World. And maybe Crazy.
Same here, if it wasn't for this song, I wouldn't be alive now. I've been through a lot of shit for the past three years and I've been struggling with depression for four years and I am really thankful for this beautiful song. Lots of love from Bulgaria!
@@КристиянаРуменова-я2ъ I’m so pleased the track has been a positive thing for you! Thank you for you comment! All the very best! Ben
I don't think I will ever recover from this one, and I don't know why,
It was a feeling that I never felt before, it was a new way to see the world.
It was warm, it was calm.
I was truly the best version of myself,
I was happy
At least I learned what it felt like to love
This song has taught me that it is ok to be lonely to be sad and that to this day I am not the only Person who has gone through a tough time!!
As I have gotten older, I've realized that loneliness, sadness, anxiety, depression, etc are all part of the human experience. We simply can't be happy happy all the time. And we cannot truly appreciate the good times & the blessings of we don't have the bad times showing us the contrast.
We are here for you!
Watch ur back pal
Omg i so sorry. I cry Always when i hear this song😭
i've heard this song since 2013. N now it's still hurt
I lost my woman two years ago to the bottle,not that she physically died, but mentally and heart wise. helped her through rehab, trips to hospital, held her hand when she was in ER and almost dying from alcohol poisoning, thousands of dollars in debt on credit card saving her car, paying medical bills, even brought her to church, she one day asked me to pray with her that Jesus would come into her heart. Then after 7 months one sunday in church during music , she started to collapse to floor, grabbed my arm, i knew there was no way she had drinks or even secret sipped, i said are you ok, tears running down her face she told me, im ok ill tell you after church i said ok. We sat in car alone, no one else in parking lot, she said what im about to tell you, please dont think im crazy, said ok, she said during the music, which my church is a more modern full gospel church so modern christian music, electric guitars, base...anyways she said as she was standing there the back of the church disappeared, she saw what looked like clouds and sky and brilliant light, said God showed her something and spoke to her,..showed her us standing together in the church but we were older,...i was 48 at time her 31, she said she had some grey in her hair,..her hair is jet black,..she said he then said "this is the man i want for you, he will never give up on you"...crying she said,..do you believe me? Now ive been saved since 17, never had anything like that happen myself, and she had been only saved 7 months when this happened. Told her yes i believe you and i love you. She and i had both been divorced. Her ex husband former airforce guy kept her basically secluded in home as she is very attractive woman, and he eventually slapped her and went hands on, she left him came back to NY from Alaska. That was October 2021 vision thing in church, by February 2022, she relapsed and suddenly told me, i want to be alone, im happier by myself. I was with out words, past May 2023 she suddenly showed up out of blue at my apartment. Told her i still loved her, she told me sorry but i dont see a future. So then i said answer me only one thing please, did what you said happen really happen at church, the vision and God speaking to you, she said yes it did John..and i said and so now your walking away from us, from a man who loves you despite your drinking problems, body dismorphia issues, man who wipes your tears from cheek in hospital, makes you dinner every night when you come home, gives you endless foot massages because your heels hurt your feet sometimes, and most of all unlike all the men before me, shared Jesus with you because i didn't just want to see and be with you this side of eternity, and so via your free will your ignoring what God showed you?? she said yes. Here it is Christmas 2023 and i feel completely lost, no sense of purpose and left with why would God show her that BEFORE she walked away from us. My divorce was from a european woman who after 13 years together, 7 married i caught in an affair, and its left me saying...forgive me God...but WTF is this all about, after my x wife i was not looking, and then this woman came into my life,..funny, beautiful, so smart, and despite her issues loved her and for two years together with me. When i hear this song it makes me wonder, what is happening, sorry this is long, i am alone in the world, my work simply pays the bills, which i make ok money, but i just dont understand any of this. One person told me,..John,..she has a free will to reject Gods plan, no matter how much you love her...but then it plays over and over in my mind,..ok then why would God allow me to know this vision and showing us together when older???? 6 days before she walked away i was actually out secretly shopping for an engagement ring......was going to ask her. i look around at people, i am completely numb, i feel like i am only existing, not living,..waiting on God to bring me home because what is my purpose, was not designed to be alone,..i love Christmas time and yet now i hate it, i see the ghost images in my mind her sitting at the tree joyful, sober, opening her gifts, and for me the joy was seeing her find her smile again. I am the titanic, slowly filling with water, weighted down, heavier and heavier, struggling to stay above the water but sometimes i think maybe its better to let me sink and stopping fighting for ....purpose, not that i dont trust God or love him,..just dont understand how any of this is a "good plan"......
My friend, you have a lot to offer.
Find someone who values it.
She values the bottle.
This Comment Is Criminally Underrated
I am in love with the song so much 😭
Thank you Madison!!
Привет!
I'm so glad u made this song it was so meaningful for me and so powerful . You just described everything I'm feeling . 😥
I heard this song in the commercial for Epoch documentary. The beautiful lyrics and singing compelled me to search for the song.
What a beautiful song! Love it. Yes, there's beauty even in the gut wrenching heartbreak and despair captured aptly in this song.
Same here
Same❤
Praise that docudrama bro.. ***the untold realities***
That's exactly how I came to this song. It took a few tries to find after I keep getting that ad.
Im listening to this song such a 4 years... every time im cry. Thats beautifull
I love this song. It’s so poignant and gut-wrenching in ways that help people understand the despair and hopelessness people can feel sometimes in their lives. I ache listening to it, but it reminds me of our humanity and the need to be inclusive, not exclusive and divisive.
I first heard this song about a month ago on ads for a movie from Epoch TV about a divisive issue, that members in our world community experiences, but is being vilified by one political party. It makes me sad that such a wonderful song was brought to my ears through an organization tethered by the fascist far-right.
Same!
Same!
I found this song through that ad too. I don't know what fascists you're talking about though, I just see people expressing legitimate concerns about a divisive topic. Nonetheless a great song!
0:01 get the tissues
Is this tik tok legal?
Can I free style your song?
I'll duet it whatever you want I just want the instrumental. And it'll lead back to you.
It's good. Won't lie.
About love and loss.
Eminem style
...
Still the best song 2023 ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍 follow my hearts of supports the causes 🤙
BAHAHAHA MY EX LISTENS TO THIS SONG. AND SHE LITERALLY MANIPULATED ME FOR 9 months😊
It's time to live again. Not just today. But for tomorrow and everyday after. Don't Ever give up on Love. If one door closes for you break the fuckin window to get in. Show them how much you love and care. Don't stop.... Never surrender
I listen to this song every night when I’m feeling down which is every night mostly even sometimes in the day I listen to it and the song really helps me although today I ended up screaming and crying at some point in the song and that’s never happened before I guess I was just really sad today I love this song can’t hear it emough
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Oh this song just screams of having your heart literally torn from your body....that instant numbness and sadness in such a complete darkness
I have listened to this over 6 years And I won't get tired of it
This song just randomly popped into my head, it's so timeless and hauntingly beautiful. I'm so glad I remembered it. Thank you for this incredible music. It truly speaks to me.
Just stumbled across this song and I love it so much it hits so hard ❤
This is the one song to listen to whenever you need to cry.
Elle me fait penser à mon ex et à mes animaux 😢😢vous me manquez beaucoup
Aye man forgot to comment Yesterday. I was quite surprised to see you in my notifications. Ι a long time ago clicked on the notification thing on your channel to be notified and it worked surprisingly.
I'm in love with this song. This is so amazing 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️💕
Ben thank you for this masterpiece
This song sounds like the Asian games official song... Reach For The Star by Via Vallen...from Indonesia except the chorus part...you can check it out
this song is so beautiful! it gets me everytime, i cry myself to sleep so much nights, this song is how i feel, i listen to it 24/7 it's so beautiful!
i fucking love this song
Oh,my love will never hear my cry.
Very touching song, surprised it's not been heard by more people.
Não entendi um pouco das falas mas. Pelo que entendi ele achou um bebê morto e depois saiu e foi embora não quis saber das crianças no bar?
OMG OMG OMG!! It's one of my fav song so i subscribed you! It took so long for you to upload this but thank you thank you thank you! Now I can give the view to the rightful owner 💜
That is very thoughtful! Much appreciated!
Oh yes armmyy
I PURPLE YOU 💜💜💜💜
😭😭😭💜💜😭😭😭😭😭💜😭
Completely Powerful
LOVE this song ❤ *EDIT* Have to ask because it's one of my favourite songs is "Picture of me" yours as well?
Yes it is. I'm very glad you like it! Thank you.
@@BenCocks Thank you for making it! I always have to look it up because I end up humming it and I'm like "what's the name again oh yeah Picture of Me" 😅❤
I HAVE BEEN HEARING THIS SONG FOR 10 YEARS AND CRYING FOR 10 YEARS BECAUSE THIS SONG TO SO SAD
BUT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I WAS TO SAD TO SAY SOMETHING
this song deserves more hype
I heard this one day and could not forget that feeling "from where you're standing...". Finally found it today! 💞💕💓💖💘💝
I listened to rex orange county before he got discovered and famous along with ben cocks. I pray one day people will also discover your music and love them like we all do in this comment section.
I love how I heard this song on home and away (masons mermorial) first then fell in love with it
Best song ever
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY
I just love this song. I listened to this 24/7
I just want to scream!!
House of the rising Sun?
Such a beautiful track. Helps me with writing emotional scenes (in indie productions). You've absolutely excelled with this one.
❤❤❤ Hare Krišna 🪔🥀🙏🌒
Make some more good music..
Beautiful pain ..
ًI love this song ❤❤
I listen to this when i feel sad 😓😭😢
omg!!..can't get enough of this song..fell in love the 1st time i hear it
حب درنياني فسينلطلنين
I discovered this song in The First short film about the bi guy. I'm glad I watched that when it was available. I wouldn't have discovered this otherwise. Both this song and the short film are masterpieces.
This song is absolutely incredible.
gets me in the feels big time man
One of my fav songs🖤it makes me always cry😢cause it's really emotional😔
Thank you Finja
Found this song because of a Big Bang Theory short. The short paired with the song caused me to get a little teary. Emotional song.
i'm 2023 nd i styll watching this
Fantastic song, what a lyrics!
2022still legend
We are waiting your new songs❤️
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Thanks so much for making this song, its helped me thro A LOT. I hope you make more like this. I believe in you 😍❤
❤❤❤❤❤❤👍👍👍🇸🇪
❤
one of my fav songs..🖤🖤
Thank you Ahad!
Hermoso tema, Benjamin. Busqué tu historia o biografía por todo internet y no encontré nada, algo lamentable pensé. Pero este tema es hermoso. Saludos desde Venezuela.
Can i use this on my videos on the Career Mode of FC 24 (i don't want to be a spammer). Great song
My favourite song that's on repeat every morning beautiful 😍
That’s great to hear! Thank you!
You´re one of my favourite artists. Thank you for being this awesome and making my life a bit better :)
Thank you so much Alex, I really appreciate it!
This song has me shook! My thymus is quaking
hahahahhaa!
such A beautiful song . recently,I've been listening over and over again.
Love this song!!
I always listen to this song before i go to sleep and when im sad i love it🥰
OMG this is mind blowing 🥰
You have talent!!! Dont stop to make beauty music💕✨
Thank you, I love this song and it is amazing. It is great❤️
This song is very beautiful. I very love it. 🙂
Dude thank you for creating and sharing this masterpiece of yours. It helped me through a lot of problems since!
That's brilliant to hear Jan! Thank you. It's been a tough year hasn't it. All the best and thank you for the comment!
I was here 10/11/2023
Una de mis canciones favoritas
Beautiful 😍❤️😍 Genius
When can we expect new songs one sweet world was simply amazing 🙏🙏🙏
Tomorrow Ice Beef! Thank you so much. I hope you like the new one. Its one of my favourites.
Bautiful ♡ sorry i'm french
No need to apologise! Thank you!
Love this song ❤
It's been 8 years now since I listened to this song and still it always hits the same feeling the way I first listened to it (:
This song is amazing
Wayyy to underrated.
Essa música me faz lembrar boas lembranças...