the GazettE - 東京心中 [eng sub] LIVE HD

This performance of "Tōkyō shinjū", meaning "Tokyo lovers' suicide", was taken from their Standing Live Tour14 Heresy Limited - Nameless Liberty Disorder Heaven.
It was requested by Kurocasobi and was fun to work on, so thank you!
Translation by me.
Annotations:
"The one I love is everything to me now" - To be a bit more precise, "The one I love is everything to me [the way that I am] now".
"Emptiness spreads into my body" - I was thinking quite a bit about my choice of words here. What I translated as "emptiness" is more literally "poverty" or "lacking", but what is being conveyed is feeling as if something inside oneself isn't enough, and thinking about it I realized in English we might more commonly use the expression "to feel empty" for this.
During the studio version, there are also some background vocals that weren't used in this performance. I also translated what is spoken in the original version:
"Dad, mom. I decided to live with him in Tokyo. I understand fully well that it's stupid. I am not a child anymore after all. I can think for myself. I’m sorry. Please forgive me this final selfishness of mine…"
"I have got used to life in Tokyo. He works hard every night until late. It's probably because of that, but he doesn't seem well recently. When I ask, he just gives me a tired smile and doesn't reply. I am so worried, I can't help it."
"I'm back."
"The 13 months I spent with you. A lot has happened, hasn't it. I understand because I was with you. You were worn out from working too hard, weren't you? It's alright now. Because I'll always be with you.
I'm sorry dad, mom. I can't live without him. I'm sorry I made you worry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry…"
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Thank you for watching!

[@user-qq4my8qj8g]

今日カラオケで東京心中と別れをひたすらリピートして歌ってきました。
ガゼットは永遠です

[@-gms9rab109]

本当に大好きでした。憧れでした。辛いです。

[@kevenmoreno4484]

Rest in piece REITA.

[@user-kg1sk7fw2f]

大好きだった。

[@user-ft6sg4ct2g]

大日本異端芸者時代すきー！

[@TheGAzettENILDeformi]

This song always makes me tear up! Thank you so much for this translation. Back when I first was discovering gazette,I remember hoping forever that I would see this song live thankfully some years later came this tour and the dvd for it and I replayed it constantly 😭♥️♥️

[@vbdyujb1923]

｢父さん、母さん。私、あの人と東京で暮らす事にしました。
馬鹿な事だとは十分解ってます。
私だってもう子供じゃありません。自分で考えられます。
ごめんなさい。最後のわがまま許して下さい･･･｣
愛する人が今の私の全てです
貴方がいるから私が私でいられるの
あの日貴方から渡された東京行きの切符と
打ち明けてくれた、将来と夢は
｢この街を出て東京で一?に暮らしてくれないか?｣
私は少し惑いながらも嬉しかった
不安なんて少しもなかった 愛する人が一?ですから
辛い時や寂しい時も多少あるでしょうが
頼る家族も捨ててきました 馬鹿な甘えや未練も全部
貴方との新しい人生と夢の為に
貧しさが身に染み渡る だけど貴方が居るから
帰りを待つ時間さえも幸せで溢れてる
心をこめて作った貴方が好きな料理
喜ぶ顔が早く見たい･･･ 見たいです
｢東京の生活にも慣れてきました。
あの人は毎日夜遅くまでお仕事がんばってます。
そのせいでしょうか、最近元気が無い様に思えます。
私が聞いても、ただくたびれた笑顔を見せるだけで
答えてくれません。心配で仕方ないです。｣
｢ただいま。｣
とても優しい貴方の声
辛い時はいつも二人で支え合った
どんなに不幸でも二人なら大丈夫だった
愛が冷めた訳じゃない ただお互いの気持ちが
そっぽを向いてただけ
初めて貴方が泣いてた 社会に破れた夜
何て声をかけたらいいか、、、?えて
夢の為に無くした幸せな家庭は
前を向けずただ悔しくて泣いている
貧しさが身に染みる 二人は手を取って
季節はずれの線香花火を見つめてる
この火種が落ちて 未練が無くなったら
目を閉じて極寒の海へ、、、二人で。
繋いだ手がほどけて 無になる私と貴方。
｢貴方と過ごした十三ヶ月間。本当に色々ありましたね。
一?に居たからよく解ります。頑張り過ぎてつかれたんでしょ?
もう大丈夫 私ずっと一?に居るから。ごめんね父さん、母さん。
あたしこの人無しじゃ生きて行けない。心配させてごめんなさい。
ごめんなさい。ごめんなさい･･･｣

[@Y.W.K.]

이 노래 매우 좋아합니다. 가사를 정확히 몰라서 답답했는데 영상 영어자막과 당신이 올려준 가사를 보고 그 의미를 정확히 알게 되었습니다. 노랫말의 뜻을 알고 들으니 더욱 깊이 빠져드는군요. 온마음으로 감사드립니다♡

[@TeaRexInACup]

I haven’t listened to the gazette in at least 6 years. I stumbled onto your translations and omg this is making me fall in love with them again. Thank you for your efforts, I’m going to try and share these with any other lovers of TG.

[@taijisawada1143]

Memories ❤

[@sasakijin7502]

Thanks for this HD version!

[@lxxlxxk6469]

omg i love tokyo shinju so so much thank you for this!! i loved that they redid it for this performance too :)

[@apeape2095]

Thank you so much for posting these videos!:)

[@ghostzzap]

這是gazette裏我最喜歡的一首歌之一
只可惜現在演唱會都不唱了😂
不過現在的metal gazette依然很帥就是了

[@user-ft6sg4ct2g]

♡♡

[@Bananameow]

Hi.. can you do the sumire and regret?🥺 anyways I like what you did all of them are live cause we can feel them rather than the pov version.. thanks for translationg

[@Emma-rk8bq]