Ik it just hurts now more than ever like I would listen to his songs and cry because he hit my heart somewhere no one else has and it hurts but now it hits different every time I even hear his name I just wanna cry
Obviously you couldn't hear the silence that occurred while she was singing. and those are supporters that want to show they got her back no matter what
I still think of Jah. He saved my life. I remember the day I heard that he was gone. 20. It is too young. He was just such a kind soul. Such an amazing person. I miss you Jah. I love you.
I love how the crowd can be so quiet as she is singing. I've never seen a concert where their not screaming every 2 seconds when the musician is singing.
Lyrics- Our time is up, your eyes are shut I won’t get to tell you what I needed you to know It’s dark enough The moonlight doesn’t show and All my love could never bring you home There’s no more stars to find And I’m too far behind And I’d love to let you go I’d love to let you go You’re all that’s on my mind I called a thousand times And I have to let you go But I love you more and more Than you could know I sat alone, awaited your reply Was driven home When I started to cry I should've known I should’ve said goodbye I only hoped I would’ve had more time There’s no more stars to find And I’m too far behind And I’d love to let you go I’d love to let you go You’re all that's on my mind When I called a thousand times And I have to let you go But I love you more and more Than you could know Ahh ah uh uhh Da da da daa dah duh da duh duh duh We’re both too young to live and die This way A sunny summer day With so much left to say Not twenty one The eighteenth hell to pay The day you couldn’t stay You made me wanna pray But I think God’s fake There’s no more stars to find And I’m too far behind And I’d love to let you go I’d love to let you go You’re all that’s on my mind When I called a thousand times And I have to let you go But I love you more and more and more and more and more More and more More and more More than you will ever know You will never know You will never know... X X X
I feel bad cause Billie and x were like best friends.. Billie remember he’s always in your heart❤️ he’s also there for you Billie and all he’s fans . X is probably crying too .. try not to cry Billie when you cry I cry too .. Billie just hold your tears and be brave! You have a good life. Keep you memories with you and him. He’s always here for you.. ❤️
Billie always got me in my feelings , x always got me in my feelings , but this is too much to take , this song means so much to me already and it hasn’t even dropped yet 💔
My stephdad is going through cancer right now.. This song just hits me so hard.... I don't wanna lose him.. And I don't want my mom to lose her happiness even more...
I honestly hope he is okay... I lost my dad last year and this song really hit me hard because just like Billie I could not say goodbye. I`m sorry if I made you sad and I really hope your stepdad recovers. Nonetheless stay strong your family needs you!
His music left an imprint in my head. His music brings me back to my Highschool years, sitting around jamming out to music with my friends that are no longer here. It brings a tear to my eye. What only seemed like a moment at the time, has lingered in my thoughts for the past 5 years, RIP X
Billie and x make me happy when I am sad and if u guys ever say death is the way back home it’s true rip xxxtentacion we all miss him and I wish u live in peace inside ur grave and I hope u go paradise and I am always going to sit on my bed and listen to this song thinking about u u both make me happy and I didn’t want u to die xxxtentacion ur mum still loves u and Billie RIP X and billie u always reminded me of happiness and what x said there is no end to the pain u must be numb that is true RIP XXX WE ALL LOVE U AND miss u I will remember u till the day I die RIP XXXTENTACION I am going to cry so much right now
Billie gotta learn from jah how to control the crowd. she tryna speak and the crowds screamin and shit. x woulda got pissed and told them to listen and stfu lmao
I cried so darn hard I feel so bad for xxx passing such a tragic event for him his family and fans And Billie was one of those thousands of people effected
Its crazy how much people he helped, everyone of you guys, and when you think for a second how big he was, his impact to people, you just realize he was a cure for your problems.
it’s literally 1:00 am and i have been repeating this and balling my eyes out because it’s such a sad and beautiful song and i love billie the most in the whole world and my heart breaks to think he is gone
Esto es hermoso la verdad, la canción de una princesa a su príncipe que se encuntra en el cielo, esto me conmueve el corazón y lloró demasiado. R.I.P XXXTENTACION. 😍😔❤️💔😭
I still come back to this every now and then 🥺 I miss x so much. he was a beautiful soul. I also love Billie finneas and everything they and the music they make stands for.
rest in peace... never give up,not tonight... The most their safe in my heart...I must go now. RIP XXTENTANCION 1998-2018 ever in our heart's I LOVE YO. THANKS FOR EVER
That silence was powerful 😭
For real
Mi BaBy I wish that it wasn’t because they didn’t know the lyrics
@@jjesperthegreat that was the first drop of the song and no i think they was just emotional quiet and serious
Xxxtentacion
It’s weird not having x anymore
-It’s not weird-
~it’s sad that he isn’t in the earth😣~
Its sad in a couple days it's goong to be a year without him.
True
😴rip x
Ik it just hurts now more than ever like I would listen to his songs and cry because he hit my heart somewhere no one else has and it hurts but now it hits different every time I even hear his name I just wanna cry
X and Billie were so similar I really do miss him
How he got shot
@@tanguy3686 Drake&Co
No they were not
sry, but really not
Drake hired shooters
I’m watching this on June 18th 2019. RIP 💔 LEGENDS NEVER DIE.
Kulshan Mann but didn’t he just di-
@@alxan7227 😭😢😢
He died on my dads birthday
Kulshan Mann Wow on my birthday I feel special
@@alxan7227 no fuck you
*Casually burps while talking to a whole crowd of fans*
I need her confidence.
Frr, it cheered me up tho😭
AOut Not even that, she just doesn’t give a fuck
Cause she has Tourette's I think
@Doghlaa this kinda late, but she does. It was just a burp, but she does have tics.
I hate the crowd screaming every other second...
Well u would probably be doing that
@@athlahv 👌👌👌
Suprax there shouting to support her and make sure she knows they love her
Obviously you couldn't hear the silence that occurred while she was singing. and those are supporters that want to show they got her back no matter what
Suprax very much
She sounds like she’s holding back tears 😭 💕 (edit: guys i wrote that in the beginning of the performance )
Because she is 😔
She is we all would be I mean who doesn’t miss X 😭😭😭🤧🤧
she is 😭
Dangerous Woman Ari you’re right 😓😓😢💔💔her heart break 💔😢😣
Dangerous Woman Ari 400th like
Who else crying again
me
Me
I .. 💔
😭😭😭😭i feel it
Yasss😭😭
you can hear the pain in her voice, and when finneas hugged billie at the end...💔
@wes like to many other artist, a friend who was there when they needed him
I still think of Jah. He saved my life. I remember the day I heard that he was gone. 20. It is too young. He was just such a kind soul. Such an amazing person. I miss you Jah. I love you.
IM CRYING I WANTT X BACK
I WOULD HAVE FOR SURE-
he went back home.
S̼ŏ̹͎m̼e͗̒͢o̊n̴̡̝e no u
me to
Me too
Her pain in her voice😭❤ Love you Bill
X and Billie are my favorite two artist and people. Rip x.🙏
Same
S A M E
Same
this performance was ages ago but still makes me cry every single time
I love how the crowd can be so quiet as she is singing. I've never seen a concert where their not screaming every 2 seconds when the musician is singing.
How can someone sit there and say Billie Eilish isn’t talented..
Jordyn Henley she’s a true talent anyone could wish for, except for haters 😑
No one ever said she wasn't
Hershey's James a lot of people do unfortunately
@@meganm.371 huh
Hershey's James a lot of people say that she isn’t talented, unfortunately. Idk how else to put it?
the way finneas hugged billie ... omg my heart its hurting like crazy when billie is hurt
I wish my bro would swoop in and gimme a hug when I'm sad:(
IKR finneas is a good big brother I wish he was my brother I wish I was in their family
Where
Lyrics-
Our time is up, your eyes are shut
I won’t get to tell you what
I needed you to know
It’s dark enough
The moonlight doesn’t show and
All my love could never bring you home
There’s no more stars to find
And I’m too far behind
And I’d love to let you go
I’d love to let you go
You’re all that’s on my mind
I called a thousand times
And I have to let you go
But I love you more and more
Than you could know
I sat alone, awaited your reply
Was driven home
When I started to cry
I should've known
I should’ve said goodbye
I only hoped
I would’ve had more time
There’s no more stars to find
And I’m too far behind
And I’d love to let you go
I’d love to let you go
You’re all that's on my mind
When I called a thousand times
And I have to let you go
But I love you more and more
Than you could know
Ahh ah uh uhh
Da da da daa dah duh da duh duh duh
We’re both too young to live and die
This way
A sunny summer day
With so much left to say
Not twenty one
The eighteenth hell to pay
The day you couldn’t stay
You made me wanna pray
But I think God’s fake
There’s no more stars to find
And I’m too far behind
And I’d love to let you go
I’d love to let you go
You’re all that’s on my mind
When I called a thousand times
And I have to let you go
But I love you more and more
and more and more and more
More and more
More and more
More than you will ever know
You will never know
You will never know...
X X X
Elizabeth ramos what is the Name of the song ?
ALICIA i don’t think there is one it’s just a special song to x since he passed
Elizabeth ramos ok
Elizabeth ramos it didn’t need a name, the lyrics say It is really named For Jahseh
cfcamir11 more like a date than a song name
RIP XXXTentaction. I'm still sad and I'm watching this in 2019..
Im still sad and im watching this in 2020
jade audet factoids
me in 2020 almost 2021
Me too 2020... :(
2021 i still remember the news.
i love how the fans were respectful and silent because billie really wrote with song from the bottom of her amazing heart 💕
Can the crowd just.... shut up.. :)
But this was beautiful. I love x and billie so much they are actually my favorite people ever. Iltsm 💕
@@Alex-sx2ht crowd still annoying scream for everything she does
Fr the crowd
@@Alex-sx2ht they have to read the room
@@jadee._2007. yeah I realize that now I was honestly so immature and annoying when I wrote that I apologize.
@@Alex-sx2ht thanks for the apology.
*billie:* be quiet get sad again pretend that didn’t happen
*the audience:* AAAAAAAAAAAWOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
smh
avarie you’d be doing the same
they can’t hype her up?
The Kettle but why would you hype someone up if there singing about a friend that they were close to and they died?????????
@@narumikim3377 they fucking love that motherfucking voice
Narumi Kim um no. It’s a sad song not a rave
Legends says that his soul was on the piano listening to her
OMG.🤦🏻♂️
Wait what?
@@yinkear6773 wait what what?
Yeah..he just accidentally hit her Mike☹️
???
I feel bad cause Billie and x were like best friends.. Billie remember he’s always in your heart❤️ he’s also there for you Billie and all he’s fans . X is probably crying too .. try not to cry Billie when you cry I cry too .. Billie just hold your tears and be brave! You have a good life. Keep you memories with you and him. He’s always here for you.. ❤️
They weren’t actually, but he was an important person in her life.
“ a friend of my that died”
The whole crowd: cheers
Wtf
So disrespectful :(
Disguisting
@@high-value2776 true
Don’t be mistaken the crowd doesn’t cheer because they are glad that he’s dead they cheer for her so they can support her
:( i miss x
He’s watching from above 😔
Mildly Insane very very true
Jackpott14 stfu he changed ... that’s why people love him
Jackpott14 and also you can be forgived for what you do sometimes even tho it was some terrible
And you know this how
Jackpott14 thats not funny🙄🖕🏻
Billie always got me in my feelings , x always got me in my feelings , but this is too much to take , this song means so much to me already and it hasn’t even dropped yet 💔
I KNOW RIGHT? WAY WAY WAY - too much - end of the world? Jah is gone - :(
LLJ😭
no cuz fr
“Not 21, The 18th of the pain” I felt that...my heart broke instantly.💔
that means she’s not talking about his birth but instead the day of his death right?
@@theawaited yes
She said "the 18th out to play" lmao
Not in use no she didnt
Snazzy Killer r u dumb? literally turn it up, she says out not of
2024 im still here🙂
Me too after five years
So real
We all still mourning him huh😭
Me as well
You can hear the pain in her voice of how much she misses X..
RIP XXXTentacion, a young soul gone too soon.❤️
Itz Lil Lily that nigga didn’t fw Billie ellish . Billie a hoe for dis shit on my momma. X died because nigga didn’t have any sekurity
*Who is cutting onion guys?*
༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ
Kalimba El knuckles Apache Novenario was
Me sorry I was hungry 🥴
Kalimba El knuckles Apache Novenario X is in Heaven 🥺😭
Namjoon..
Kalimba El knuckles Apache Novenario :’C
This needs to be published ASAP. Maybe the best / most emotional song of hers. It needs to get the recognition it deserves.
she doesnt to make money off of ir
My stephdad is going through cancer right now.. This song just hits me so hard.... I don't wanna lose him.. And I don't want my mom to lose her happiness even more...
Im really sorry to hear that🙁
i hope everything goes fine
We pray for your stepfather🙏
I honestly hope he is okay... I lost my dad last year and this song really hit me hard because just like Billie I could not say goodbye. I`m sorry if I made you sad and I really hope your stepdad recovers. Nonetheless stay strong your family needs you!
Enghuus Entertainment my thoughts and prayers are out to you
Damn x is gone it hurts but he was going to change the world R.I.P X LEGENDS NEVER DIE 😭❤❤
His music left an imprint in my head. His music brings me back to my Highschool years, sitting around jamming out to music with my friends that are no longer here. It brings a tear to my eye. What only seemed like a moment at the time, has lingered in my thoughts for the past 5 years, RIP X
Same😢😢😢
Why does this keep getting deleted :(
she deserves money for the song by officially releasing it
will she ever release it???
Because it isnt officially out yet and she should be getting royalties for our streams
@@hansistinki7785 its on her new upcoming album
Copyright
I burst Into tears when Finneas came and hugged her
This song was so beautiful and the crowd was so silent and respectful. I’m sure x was smiling down at her when she sang.
*billie* : be quiet and pretend that didn’t happen, get sad again
*crowd* : AAAHAHHAHAHAWOWOWOWOSOAHAHAHHAAHHSHS
BAD VIBES FOREVER
Lol true
This song always guts me. Poor Billie, she really needed him. People don’t understand how close they were. Rip X LLJ 🖤🥀
Disappointed this wasn’t on the album..
she said she didn’t wanna make money off of it and the backlash she got from it
Octa’s Trash Channel bruh she won’t release it ..it was just a song for x as a memory to him
@@greengoblingal9 backlash? Why?
@@xowarrior bc he's not rlly a good person (from what ive been told, i dont know him personally obvi) and shes friends w him
because this was for jahseh.. Not the fans.. So she did not want to profit off of it
Well looks like Billie is now my second favorite person the world she is very much almost a reflection of x himself😊
Michael Payano she’s much better....
AGREED She knew HOW SPECIAL HE WAS-
@@sydan7628 hell no
@@sydan7628 not at all
She was one of his best friends
I’m gonna cry but my parents here and I don’t wanna show them I am crying 😭
Ikr
I feel that. I was sobbing in the bathroom to this song and my dad knocks on the door and I had to make it sound like I want just actually weeping.
Same! 😢
Why u don't want to show ur parents u crying
@F.B.I XD lol
Anyone here In 2024
I am here
Yes❤
This is absolutely beautiful.
Me
CRYING IT WAS 5 Y E A R S AGOOO
I sware if Billie is gone one day,my depression will grow worse...😭
R.I.P XXXTENTACION❤
Billie and x make me happy when I am sad and if u guys ever say death is the way back home it’s true rip xxxtentacion we all miss him and I wish u live in peace inside ur grave and I hope u go paradise and I am always going to sit on my bed and listen to this song thinking about u u both make me happy and I didn’t want u to die xxxtentacion ur mum still loves u and Billie RIP X and billie u always reminded me of happiness and what x said there is no end to the pain u must be numb that is true RIP XXX WE ALL LOVE U AND miss u I will remember u till the day I die RIP XXXTENTACION I am going to cry so much right now
Never stopped crying - 6.18.18 :(
not ALL of us miss him
how dare she make me cry like this
BILLIE ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY - BUT THIS ESP. BECAUSE OF JAH--
Act like that didn't happen we gotta get sad again
I love you Billie eillesh
@@juliapesantes7714 Eilish*
mood
Rest in piece, X. We miss you
I'm still grieving about his death in 2021 😔
💔
same :(((((((((( X come back to us
Fineas and Billie for X? My life in dept to you. X saved me from things I cant even say.
Just Andy same
My dream girl right there, RIP X 💔
My heart is broken 💔 I really do miss him so much 😪💔
Billie's voice is beautiful and pure man..she has always been an inspiration to me!!
18 JUNE 2024
It's been 6 years🥺😭🖤
You'll be alwys remembered jah🥺🖤
I’m crying right now
We all are
Y’all are pussys
Billie: *Plays 1 note on piano*
Crowd: wOOOoooOO
Whoever disliked this video is literally a psychopath!!
Their relationship was so beautiful and I always pray for her and his loved ones. 💔💔💔
Billie: cries
The crowd: WOOOO YESS BILLIEEEEEE WOOWOWOWOWO
Why...
Where
Billie: starts to talk about X
Crowd: AHHHKSKSHDISJSKSKSBSGS!
R.I.P XXXTENTACION
Still can't get over this, soon it's almost 1 year ago.
Always on my mind
Ik and it's so crazy bc I miss him so much I still cry at night Idk I wish this pain could end it hurts so much.
,the moonlight doesent show" 😓😔
@Well Ofcoursesir was lachst du ???
@@Laratim525 ist so er lacht einfach
@Well Ofcoursesir bastard
Ots been 3 years now
Esa voz sin autotune
La verdad q enamora
Voz de Angel
i cry so hard when i hear this....because a love soo much XXX and billie ....i can't stop crying😖😟😭
litterally no one
Crowd when Billie says "be quiet":
WOWOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOOOHAAAAAAAH
Time?
she said stfu we gotta get sad again lmfaoaoaoa
No she didnt😕
Where
ya she did lmfao@@RicardoRuiz-on7cf
watch the video y'all dumb asl@@matthewleech7901
Smolpotato Life same shit “shut up” “be quiet”💀💀💀
Billie gotta learn from jah how to control the crowd. she tryna speak and the crowds screamin and shit. x woulda got pissed and told them to listen and stfu lmao
that'd be disrespectful tho
@@HarryG98 😂😂😂it's kinda true ,his energy was something else ngl. You should witness ski mask the slump god's energy tho 🔥🔥🔥
TreeWop he was a king honestly he would set a great vibe he was honestly a god in a form
Raheb Rafi hey lIstEn lIstEn iF yOu want Billie to perform then ShUt tHe fUck Up.😂😂😂I can only imagine him
@@HarryG98 true but you gotta think about it he came out here for them and they ain’t letting em perform i’d do the same
the most beautiful sad song ever 😭
Her voice is so calming! I love this song!
I cried so darn hard I feel so bad for xxx passing such a tragic event for him his family and fans
And Billie was one of those thousands of people effected
Not thousands,a million people
More than a million long live Jah
She should make this into a song
It is. Itll be on her debut album.
j j the tracklist came out today. Is it on there? Whats it called
It not on there.
Rayne Jones I think it’s there. The last track is titled goodbye. I think it’s this song.
Katie Bernard i really hope so. This song is amazing
X's spirit was there it was BILLIE X cared about her he definetly was there LLJ😭
1:27
"I LOVE YOU"
Whole crowd : *"PSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH"*
Sincurex, that wasn’t the crowd. That was the original sound to the sound. Look up 6.18.18 and you’ll here that. It’s not the crowd.
WE MISS U X!
Its crazy how much people he helped, everyone of you guys, and when you think for a second how big he was, his impact to people, you just realize he was a cure for your problems.
Her voice is perfect and she don't need autotune.
I can listen to her voice all the time!! ♥
Was that her brother that gave her a hug at the end? 😩😭❤️ their bond is unreal 😭
какая прекрасная песня, особенно в исполнении Билли. это прям на 100% ее песня
The pain never goes away. You just find something to replace it or you get used to it.
*iM NoT CRyiNg YOu arE*
😭
It's okay sister
it’s literally 1:00 am and i have been repeating this and balling my eyes out because it’s such a sad and beautiful song and i love billie the most in the whole world and my heart breaks to think he is gone
bad vibes forever 🖤
This is so sad I cry everything and this reminds me of my cat she was like my little baby
The people who disliked this vid was crying so much that there vision was blurry and hit the wrong button 🥺
Esto es hermoso la verdad, la canción de una princesa a su príncipe que se encuntra en el cielo, esto me conmueve el corazón y lloró demasiado. R.I.P XXXTENTACION. 😍😔❤️💔😭
I swear I didn’t cry
*sniffs
Okay maybe just a bit :(
🙂LOL😂😂😂😂😂😅
There is alot of pain inside her voice ❤️
A friend of mine passed away yesterday and I heard this 2 weeks ago and havent stopped listening. Until today i listen again sharing the pain and hurt
OnlyOneOrmy Sorry for your loss
I still come back to this every now and then 🥺 I miss x so much. he was a beautiful soul. I also love Billie finneas and everything they and the music they make stands for.
rest in peace... never give up,not tonight... The most their safe in my heart...I must go now. RIP XXTENTANCION 1998-2018 ever in our heart's I LOVE YO. THANKS FOR EVER
1998
If your ever feeling bad, guilty, or disappointed about the person you are remember the people who disliked this video.
2024...
Even after 5 years, this song makes me feel sad. I used to listen to this song when I was 15 yr old, 5 years ago...
To have a brother like Finneas, man. The way he hugged her afterwards..damn
RIP XXX his songs will play in our hearts
I never cry lol but this this touched me
Crowd screaming:
Me: SHUT TF UP FOR 2 MINUTESSSS
The world misses you x
Hâlâ dinleyen varmıdır?
billie and x somehow get in my feeligs and that never happens i love em so much rip x