Hi there! Long term HL survivor. I was first diagnosed in 1990. I was stage 2 it was only in my chest and neck. The treated me with high-dose radiation and part of the protocol then was to automatically remove the spleen even if there was no sign of cancer in it. They radiated that area too. I’m told that they don’t even do that today, but the reason they did was because HL will most likely return if it does to the spleen, and back then, it was harder to treat. 2 years later, when I was 27yo. It returned. This time stage 3 near my groin. That time they gave me high-dose chemotherapy for 8 months. It was hell, but I survived. I’m now 58 years old and lived a wonderful life, normal life. It never returned. My Dr. told me just look at it like we just didn’t get it all, but we will this time! 30 years cancer free! You got this!! 🙏🏻❤️
My heart absolutely sunk when I saw the title, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I'm a BMT nurse & I just want to say that your videos help me gain perspective - thank you for your vulnerability. There are so, so many incredible people (like yourself) who have had a stem cell transplant and are out there thriving and kicking ass. You can do this.
I am so so fucking sorry. I can’t believe it. We were pretty much both diagnosed at the same time, we’re the same age but I had stage 3 Hodgkins and you were a few months ahead of me in your journey. Your uploads helped me through every step of the way, I felt less alone, especially as it was during the pandemic. When you finished treatment your videos gave me the strength to carry on, now I’m two and a half years in remission. I’m devastated for you Kam. Fuck cancer. Sometimes is easier to talk to strangers about tough things, my dms are always open to you. Sending all my love x
My sister was diagnosed with Splenic marginal zone B cell non- Hodgkins lymphoma in 2011. They treated her with Rituximab. She had to be admitted, the drug was administered at half strength, with a nurse right by her side monitoring. It took two days with several stops and starts. It worked. She's been in remission ever since.
I know how you are feeling right now cos I had Non Hodgkin's lymphoma and mine did the same then I was offered a stem cell transplant that was in 2006 I am now cancer free so plz don't worry you need to ask them about you having one you can and will beat this just plz don't worry
Hi Kam, I have NHL PMBCL. After chemo July last year I was “cancer free.” In January I found out it’s back. 🙃 May you find the grace to fight through this, Kam. This ain’t a sprint it is a marathon. I would be mad at myself for all the bad things I may have done to my body in the past, but then I realize I should also celebrate the good. May the good things we’ve done to our body help us shoulder on, and help us fight through the days that we are weak from cancer.
deepest prayers and a survivor. Keep the strength and the faith. Miracle happened for me, it can happen for you as well. We are with you, power through and be YOU!
Girl, everyone, I know that has had ths cancer has had a relapse. But everyone I know that has had the relapse has had a full recovery and has had no more relapses. My one friend is going on 20 yrs. And the other 2 are going on 15 yrs. So sorry to hear you have go through it again. Praying with everything in me your out come is the same.
My heart hurts for you! You are young and beautiful and in the prime of your life - in a perfect world this wouldn't be happening to you. I think you are doing the right thing by sharing your thoughts and feelings. You will undoubtedly help someone else in the process. This also allows others to hope, pray, and send out as many positive thoughts for you as the universe can withstand! You aren't alone. Sometimes we all need reminders that people truly care. Hugs to you sweet Kam. 💞
I am so sorry. I have been in remission with Hodgkin's Lymphoma for 4 years and went last week for my yearly scan and got a call the next day and they said the scan is inconclusive and that my lymph nodes are enlarged again. I go back for a pet scan next Monday and get results Tuesday. I'm afraid I relapse and I'm scared.
Hi Kam. I feel for you so much! I have just recently received a relapsed follicular lymphoma diagnosis, after being in ‘remission’ for 4 years. I feel your anger, disbelief and disappointment. As you say, it all feels so surreal. I went for my 3rd bone marrow biopsy yesterday and am awaiting the results. Thinking of you so much and keeping you in my prayers 💕. Hang in there!
Oh, Kam. I’m so sorry that this is happening. I’m a silent viewer but over the years you have definitely inspired me. I’m sending positive thoughts to you and your healing ❤
Fuck I’m so sorry. I’m at the same amount of time out of chemo as you and pretty sure I’ve relapsed too. It’s shit and I relate SO MUCH about the feeling guilty for putting others through it. We’ve spoken before a while back. I’m just so sorry. Praying these months go by super quickly for you.
Your so right about the mental aspect, when I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin lymphoma, I literally didn’t look in the mirror for 5 years. I had two bone marrow transplants,1 being my own cells ,didn’t work then had my brother who was a perfect match this was 21 years ago . I was diagnosed at age 28,believe I had it since I was 25.I’m sure this many years later there are better treatments, I battled it for 5 years,it just kept coming back,it was a long road. I’m now 56 and am battling kidney failure and need a transplant due to all the chemotherapy and radiation treatments. I still feel it was worth it ,because I know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for the treatments!!
I am so sorry you are going through this. My daughter and I watched your videos after she was diagnosed with HL at 27 years old. It helped so much! Holding you up to the light and sending healing energy your way!
I hate this for you sweetheart ❣️ I'm a nurse and I worked with cancer in the past, Its heartbreaking, But I've seen so many miracles 🙏❤️Your in my prayers hon, You've got this ❤
I am so sorry to hear this distressing news. I can only imagine the anger and disappointment that you are feeling. A friend of mine had lymphoma when he was 23, it came back at 25 and he had to go through a similar protocol as the first. We are both 71 now and cycle together often, so don't give up hope.Try to get your mind in battle mode, get yourself as rested as possible with a good diet. Ask questions and make sure you get answers from your treatment team!
I am so so so sorry to hear this news. Although I only “know” of you through RUclips, you have been incredibly resilient. You’ve built an amazing life and still have one and can be proud of only yourself for that. There are no words but I am praying for you, and you’ve got this.
My son in November before thanksgiving received the all clear cancer free after so much trauma and sickness with having Hodgkin Lymphoma. I have been so happy but the fear of it retuning has been a constant with me. Sweetie my heart goes out to you and I’m praying the treatment isn’t terrible and you remain cancer free forever this time.
I too got my Hodgkins Lymphoma back after being in remission for 18 months. I had more intensive treatment culminating in stem cell transplant. Treatment is not nice but you can do it. Being positive is the best thing. I was never angry or never said 'why me'? There are people worse off than you.
survivor myself. There is always hope. You beat it once, you CAN again, and treatments are good for this disease. Talk with your doctors and take JOY in others, we are here with you, thank you for letting us know! We are here! You are in my prayers!
Stay focused on the goal! You got this ❤ I am battling my second cancer dx in three years so I know it’s easier said than done but seriously do your best to stay positive. No one deserves this horrible disease 😢
Hey Kam. I’ve been watching you for the past two years and I cried when I found out you were Cancer free the first time. Reading this title broke my heart but I believe everything happens for a reason even when it makes no sense. Your so strong Kam. It sucks that this is happening but your such a fighter and you have so much support and love behind you. Sending all my love. You’ve got this! ❤️
You are so young! Life is so unfair at times! I'm so sorry your going through this again, keep positive and fight this. Wish you all the luck in the world, you got this 💜
Oh, Kam. I don’t know what to say except that you are an inspiration. I’m just so sorry you’re having to confront this again. Thank you for sharing if only so we can try to support you with healing thoughts from afar. Sending you and your family much love. Until we can have that coffee in London - big hug. 💞✨ xxx
You have every right to be mad! I hate everything about cancer. I was dx’d with breast cancer 18 months ago. As far as I know, I’m cancer free but the worry is always there that it will come back. Prayers for you.
I know you are overwhelmed. Many lymphoma patients relapse. Try to think of you have treatment options. You have a tough road ahead but you are not alone. We are rooting for you. You are young and strong.
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it. You helped me a lot with your vids when I had cancer as well (at 21 too) so thanks. Dissociating is totally normal, but take care of yourself and please don't feel like a burden. it's not a burden for your family and friends to help you out, they want to be there for you so don't refuse the help.
I’ve been following your journey since the beginning You are a beautiful soul and inspiration. A dear friend had a stem cell transplant in hopes of curing lymphoma. He is now 6 yrs cancer free and living a healthy life. I will pray that your journey is the same. Never forget the positive influence you have had on so many. Stay strong, beautiful girl 💗
Sending positive and healing vibes. We fell sick at around the same time and have been through recovery and relapse, so I feel some sort of connection to you. I'm a friend of your friend Cassidy's (we lived in Kiev at the same time). If you want to talk I am here. x
Fuck. I am so so sorry. Just can't believe it is happening to you again. I was diagnosed with HL at the end of 2022 and went through treatment until the middle of 2023. You and your videos helped me so much. You gave me hope and I felt like I could beat it too. So I just want to thank you and send all my love and support for you. It sucks so much, but I am sure you will get through it like a pro and beat cancer for good. You did it once, you can do it again. Lots and lots and lots of love.
I stumbled across your video and it wasn't until the end that I thought I might know why! Social media being what it is, I have a "friend " (lol I follow her on TikTok!) and her then boyfriend, fiancé and now husband is close to your age and maybe 6 months ahead of you treatment wise. He just went through a stem cell transplant. Because I'm in the medical field I started following them. Her name is Kaycee. I'll go see if I can get more of a name and maybe you can get in contact with her. They seem like darling people! Isn't the internet/social media bizarre?! I'm following you now and have high hopes for a full recovery! You've got this!
Ok! Her last name is Ziefle. I feel like they will be so so helpful! Also, I agree with you, you had some little asshole cells that were hiding. So frustrating but very common!
This popped up on my feed. Your feelings are very valid, all stages of grief and anger. You seem like such a strong person, I hope your treatment goes well. Take care and love from the UK. Xxx
I hope this makes you feel better. One of my best friends mom had the same cancer for years and she made it through its been a whole decade. You got this baby girl. Praying for you look to God for everything. Love ya
I've been following your journey ever since my own HL diagnosis in Feb 2022, your original chemo journey helped me massively going into it. Wishing you strength and good outcomes x
I do not think you had it twice. It was in remission but always there. Cancer never goes away. I was diagnosed with NHL in DEC 2018 had chemotherapy for six months and maintenence for two years. My cancer symptoms will come back not if but when.
i love you! i love you! i love you!! i am praying that your spirit gets nurtured and cared for in this season of life! we are aching with you ♡ peace be with you ♡
Oh my … I am sooooo sorry and it really is so maddening! It just SUCKS. Sending prayers of mercy and gods hand of healing guidance be with you and your family .
brooo 🥺🥺🥺 i haven’t been watching for a bit and just now decided to check back because u were honestly a huge part of my lymphoma journey! i started treatment around the time you finished and this channel was a huge comfort. i remember not wanting to get up during chemo days and having to put on your videos almost as a way of gently hyping myself up. (ur videos are very calming but they also made me want to get through chemo) this isn’t ur first lymphoma journey but i still very much wish u have what i had with ur videos then.
I’m so sorry to hear that your cancer is back. Thank you for sharing your honest feelings. I am new to your channel but appreciate you sharing. I am sending you lots of positive vibes and prayers! Stay strong!
I’m so sorry kam 😢 you’re gonna kick cancers ass again, but I’m so sorry you have to go through this again. Sending good thoughts for your body and mind. 🫶🫶🫶
Hi Kam. I have been thinking for hours what to say, but I have no words really. Thank you for letting us know. I wish you all the very best battling the journey ahead. Rob
Thank you honey here I am complaining about little things in life and losing my mind over little things and here you are fighting for your life thank you for bringing me to my senses I was literally just going through a really rotten situation mentally where I'm about to rip my hair out and then I ran into this video and it totally wakes one up shakes one up to one's reality which isn't that bad 😢😢😢😢 Praying for you sweet angel you're so young 😢😢
You got this Kam,you are so positive,even with this new treatment...Keep up this attitude,your support system got your back....God bless I am praying for you....❤
Oh kam, i am so sorry. I found you during covid soon after you were first diagnosed, i watched all of your vlogs through chemo and was cheering you on from behind my phone. It has made me so happy seeing your videos of you living your life to the fullest the last couple of years and putting the cancer behind you, i am so sad for you that you have to go through this again. You have such an incredible support family online that will be with you every step of the way whether you share your journey again vis vlogs or not. Youre in my thoughts, sending so much love. *hugs* you are truly a warior
Your sharing made me cry - I’m a colon cancer survivor and cannot imagine going through all that again. My heart breaks for you - please know I carry you in my prayers. I hope you feel some comfort or support from this community.
I’ve recently been following your journey as my best friend started her 1st round of chemo 2days ago for lymphoma and I want to know how best to support her and understand what she’s going through and you have just been amazing at how you have handled it all 2yrs ago with such a positive attitude and full of grace so I’m absolutely devastated to see this new news come up that it’s returned😢 and I’m surprised they didn’t offer you a stem cell transplant back then as my friend has been told 6months of chemo then the stem cell transplant to aggressively attack it. I will hold you close to my heart and in my prayers sweetheart and I’ll pray they treat you just how your body needs for the best outcome 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 sending you lots of love and gentle ((hugs))💖
my sweet baby, I feel so horrible reading your title. I’m so sorry you are going through this, this is an evil world. I really hope you beat this and continue to thrive.
I wish you the best ❤️ just went through treatment for lymphoma and your videos were the first that I saw when I was diagnosed. They helped me a lot. I’m sorry you have to go through this.
Just wanted to send my love & support. I cannot fully understand what you are going through so I don't want to disrespect you by trying to do so. I hope the process goes smoothly and you can get this chapter of your life over with. Be well
I am so sorry. Your videos were such a light for me during my treatment and this video completely breaks my heart. You can do this!!! You are strong. You are beautiful!!!
I would be raging mad too!! Especially when that spot was there and the doctors said "probably a cyst" like wtf with your history It's sucks for sure But you've got this!
Kam, I'm so sorry to hear about this horrible situation you're in. I followed you on your last battle and you really amazed me about how strong you were and still are! I'm a medically retired Oncology RN and I loved what I did because I felt I was caring for the most amazing and strong people. The only thing I would like to mention is, ask your Dr if they have a machine at their facility that would allow you to use your own Stem cells. My Nephew was able to do it and it really decreased the possibility of rejection from a donor. (not very often it happens, ie:rejection that is) I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I know you got this! ❤ ❤ Sending much love and hugs from Michigan 🙏🏼🤗🥰
I pray in the name of Jesus… I reach my hands out in a manner to lay on you and pray over… King Jesus provide this young lady Kam comfort. Give her strength to punch this health journey in the face. Give her the knowledge to fight. Show her ways to be a shining light to those around her. Spare her the physical body changes. Heal her one and final time!!! Give her glimpses of things to distract her as she walks through this. Grow her heart in ways she didn’t know was possible. May she have the chemo treatment and not need any further treatment. We give You honor and glory Lord. Thank You for Kam. Thank You for allowing her to openly share her life. Amen.
Oh my darling my heart breaks for u having had cancer twice myself i feel every inch of your anger. You are more than entitled to feel this way, its the toughest process in life you’ll ever have to deal with. The only advice i can offer u is take each day as it comes, cry when u need to, be strong when u feel u can be but just be you! Like u say youve been here before, u know what to expect and u will beat this again but this time for good!! 👍 Sending all my well wishes love & support to u. Time flies so u will soon be back up in the air again ✈️ living life to its fullest! Hold on tight darling this is just a another blip in life to make u the person u r only much stronger then u ever knew u could be 💪 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Oh Kam I am sending you so much love 🩷 You have been so heavy on my mind. I wish I had the words. I have been here since the beginning of your first journey and I’ll be here for this one. I’ll continue to send you soooo much love and can’t wait for the day when you come here again and say you’re cancer free! You’re such a sweet soul. You’ve helped so many including me ❤
Oh sweet heart I am so , so sorry. I know you work so hard to become an airline stewardess and live your life to the fullest. You're going to get through this again, hon. Am angry for you that you have to go through this again. Just know we're all here for you even if we don't know you. If you ever need anything, let me know. I live about 30 minutes from Portland. I just live in Westland Oregon, so I would be happy to help you, if you ever need anything 🥰🥰🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰🥰🥰
Kam I’m so so so sorry you are having to deal with this shit again. Your videos bring me so much comfort and I am so grateful for the space you have created on RUclips. I’ll be thinking of you and manifesting good health for you 🤍. Sending you love and strength
Recurrences happen. Mine did after 6 months. 31 years later im still here and good
What kind of cancer?
@@sharondavidson7412 same Hodgkins lymphoma
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What king of treatment you had for the relapse ?
mine too, 6 months after surgery
Hi there!
Long term HL survivor. I was first diagnosed in 1990. I was stage 2 it was only in my chest and neck. The treated me with high-dose radiation and part of the protocol then was to automatically remove the spleen even if there was no sign of cancer in it. They radiated that area too. I’m told that they don’t even do that today, but the reason they did was because HL will most likely return if it does to the spleen, and back then, it was harder to treat. 2 years later, when I was 27yo. It returned. This time stage 3 near my groin. That time they gave me high-dose chemotherapy for 8 months. It was hell, but I survived. I’m now 58 years old and lived a wonderful life, normal life. It never returned. My Dr. told me just look at it like we just didn’t get it all, but we will this time! 30 years cancer free! You got this!! 🙏🏻❤️
Cancer is killing way too many people, you are very lucky 💪
Did you change your diet after during/cancer?
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My heart absolutely sunk when I saw the title, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I'm a BMT nurse & I just want to say that your videos help me gain perspective - thank you for your vulnerability. There are so, so many incredible people (like yourself) who have had a stem cell transplant and are out there thriving and kicking ass. You can do this.
I am so so fucking sorry. I can’t believe it. We were pretty much both diagnosed at the same time, we’re the same age but I had stage 3 Hodgkins and you were a few months ahead of me in your journey. Your uploads helped me through every step of the way, I felt less alone, especially as it was during the pandemic. When you finished treatment your videos gave me the strength to carry on, now I’m two and a half years in remission. I’m devastated for you Kam. Fuck cancer. Sometimes is easier to talk to strangers about tough things, my dms are always open to you. Sending all my love x
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My sister was diagnosed with Splenic marginal zone B cell non- Hodgkins lymphoma in 2011. They treated her with Rituximab. She had to be admitted, the drug was administered at half strength, with a nurse right by her side monitoring. It took two days with several stops and starts. It worked. She's been in remission ever since.
I am really sorry kam :( u got this and we are here for you!
I know how you are feeling right now cos I had Non Hodgkin's lymphoma and mine did the same then I was offered a stem cell transplant that was in 2006 I am now cancer free so plz don't worry you need to ask them about you having one you can and will beat this just plz don't worry
Hi Kam, I have NHL PMBCL. After chemo July last year I was “cancer free.” In January I found out it’s back. 🙃
May you find the grace to fight through this, Kam. This ain’t a sprint it is a marathon. I would be mad at myself for all the bad things I may have done to my body in the past, but then I realize I should also celebrate the good. May the good things we’ve done to our body help us shoulder on, and help us fight through the days that we are weak from cancer.
deepest prayers and a survivor. Keep the strength and the faith. Miracle happened for me, it can happen for you as well. We are with you, power through and be YOU!
I too was GRANTED A MIRACLE ✨🙏✨
Girl, everyone, I know that has had ths cancer has had a relapse. But everyone I know that has had the relapse has had a full recovery and has had no more relapses. My one friend is going on 20 yrs. And the other 2 are going on 15 yrs. So sorry to hear you have go through it again. Praying with everything in me your out come is the same.
I'm a 2x survivor. i did a AUTO SCT. are they a pain? yep! is it worth it? YES! here i am few months away from 14 years CURED. it can get better
My heart hurts for you! You are young and beautiful and in the prime of your life - in a perfect world this wouldn't be happening to you. I think you are doing the right thing by sharing your thoughts and feelings. You will undoubtedly help someone else in the process. This also allows others to hope, pray, and send out as many positive thoughts for you as the universe can withstand! You aren't alone. Sometimes we all need reminders that people truly care. Hugs to you sweet Kam. 💞
I am so sorry. I have been in remission with Hodgkin's Lymphoma for 4 years and went last week for my yearly scan and got a call the next day and they said the scan is inconclusive and that my lymph nodes are enlarged again. I go back for a pet scan next Monday and get results Tuesday. I'm afraid I relapse and I'm scared.
Hi Kam. I feel for you so much! I have just recently received a relapsed follicular lymphoma diagnosis, after being in ‘remission’ for 4 years. I feel your anger, disbelief and disappointment. As you say, it all feels so surreal. I went for my 3rd bone marrow biopsy yesterday and am awaiting the results. Thinking of you so much and keeping you in my prayers 💕. Hang in there!
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Oh, Kam. I’m so sorry that this is happening. I’m a silent viewer but over the years you have definitely inspired me. I’m sending positive thoughts to you and your healing ❤
Same...I was so devastated when I saw the words...I'm so sorry Kam, everyone's here 🫶🏼🫂
Fuck I’m so sorry. I’m at the same amount of time out of chemo as you and pretty sure I’ve relapsed too. It’s shit and I relate SO MUCH about the feeling guilty for putting others through it. We’ve spoken before a while back. I’m just so sorry. Praying these months go by super quickly for you.
Your so right about the mental aspect, when I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin lymphoma, I literally didn’t look in the mirror for 5 years. I had two bone marrow transplants,1 being my own cells ,didn’t work then had my brother who was a perfect match this was 21 years ago . I was diagnosed at age 28,believe I had it since I was 25.I’m sure this many years later there are better treatments, I battled it for 5 years,it just kept coming back,it was a long road. I’m now 56 and am battling kidney failure and need a transplant due to all the chemotherapy and radiation treatments. I still feel it was worth it ,because I know I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for the treatments!!
I am so sorry you are going through this. My daughter and I watched your videos after she was diagnosed with HL at 27 years old. It helped so much! Holding you up to the light and sending healing energy your way!
I’m so sorry, I’m praying for you🤍🤍 Lean on Jesus through this storm
I hate this for you sweetheart ❣️ I'm a nurse and I worked with cancer in the past, Its heartbreaking, But I've seen so many miracles 🙏❤️Your in my prayers hon, You've got this ❤
im praying for you my love, my heart stopped when i saw this title. ❤
I am so sorry to hear this distressing news. I can only imagine the anger and disappointment that you are feeling. A friend of mine had lymphoma when he was 23, it came back at 25 and he had to go through a similar protocol as the first. We are both 71 now and cycle together often, so don't give up hope.Try to get your mind in battle mode, get yourself as rested as possible with a good diet. Ask questions and make sure you get answers from your treatment team!
I am so so so sorry to hear this news. Although I only “know” of you through RUclips, you have been incredibly resilient. You’ve built an amazing life and still have one and can be proud of only yourself for that. There are no words but I am praying for you, and you’ve got this.
My son in November before thanksgiving received the all clear cancer free after so much trauma and sickness with having Hodgkin Lymphoma. I have been so happy but the fear of it retuning has been a constant with me. Sweetie my heart goes out to you and I’m praying the treatment isn’t terrible and you remain cancer free forever this time.
Stay strong. Shit happens in this Cancer Journey. As a CRC survivor - my mantra is "hope for the best - prepare for the worst".
I too got my Hodgkins Lymphoma back after being in remission for 18 months. I had more intensive treatment culminating in stem cell transplant. Treatment is not nice but you can do it. Being positive is the best thing. I was never angry or never said 'why me'? There are people worse off than you.
you. are. not. a. burden. you are not a burden. I am so sorry you are reliving the trauma. I am so glad you are starting therapy
survivor myself. There is always hope. You beat it once, you CAN again, and treatments are good for this disease. Talk with your doctors and take JOY in others, we are here with you, thank you for letting us know! We are here! You are in my prayers!
Stay focused on the goal! You got this ❤ I am battling my second cancer dx in three years so I know it’s easier said than done but seriously do your best to stay positive. No one deserves this horrible disease 😢
Hey Kam. I’ve been watching you for the past two years and I cried when I found out you were Cancer free the first time. Reading this title broke my heart but I believe everything happens for a reason even when it makes no sense. Your so strong Kam. It sucks that this is happening but your such a fighter and you have so much support and love behind you. Sending all my love. You’ve got this! ❤️
You are so young! Life is so unfair at times! I'm so sorry your going through this again, keep positive and fight this. Wish you all the luck in the world, you got this 💜
I am really sorry about this awful news. Life can really suck. Sending love and prayers, you got this!
Oh, Kam. I don’t know what to say except that you are an inspiration. I’m just so sorry you’re having to confront this again. Thank you for sharing if only so we can try to support you with healing thoughts from afar. Sending you and your family much love. Until we can have that coffee in London - big hug. 💞✨ xxx
You have every right to be mad! I hate everything about cancer. I was dx’d with breast cancer 18 months ago. As far as I know, I’m cancer free but the worry is always there that it will come back. Prayers for you.
I know you are overwhelmed. Many lymphoma patients relapse. Try to think of you have treatment options. You have a tough road ahead but you are not alone. We are rooting for you. You are young and strong.
My heart breaks for you…. Sending you lots of good vibes and love your way.
Aww sorry to hear this Kam. You’re so strong and helping so many people through sharing your story!! Hoping and praying for the best! 🤍🤍🤍
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it. You helped me a lot with your vids when I had cancer as well (at 21 too) so thanks. Dissociating is totally normal, but take care of yourself and please don't feel like a burden. it's not a burden for your family and friends to help you out, they want to be there for you so don't refuse the help.
I’ve been following your journey since the beginning You are a beautiful soul and inspiration. A dear friend had a stem cell transplant in hopes of curing lymphoma. He is now 6 yrs cancer free and living a healthy life. I will pray that your journey is the same. Never forget the positive influence you have had on so many. Stay strong, beautiful girl 💗
Sending positive and healing vibes. We fell sick at around the same time and have been through recovery and relapse, so I feel some sort of connection to you. I'm a friend of your friend Cassidy's (we lived in Kiev at the same time). If you want to talk I am here. x
So sorry to hear that you’re going through this again. I don’t blame you for being angry. Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way…
I know someone that had a stem cell transplant and he never had cancer again, he is now almost 80 years old
Fuck. I am so so sorry. Just can't believe it is happening to you again.
I was diagnosed with HL at the end of 2022 and went through treatment until the middle of 2023. You and your videos helped me so much. You gave me hope and I felt like I could beat it too. So I just want to thank you and send all my love and support for you. It sucks so much, but I am sure you will get through it like a pro and beat cancer for good. You did it once, you can do it again. Lots and lots and lots of love.
My heart breaks. I followed your story during chemo and I am so sorry. 😢
I stumbled across your video and it wasn't until the end that I thought I might know why! Social media being what it is, I have a "friend " (lol I follow her on TikTok!) and her then boyfriend, fiancé and now husband is close to your age and maybe 6 months ahead of you treatment wise. He just went through a stem cell transplant. Because I'm in the medical field I started following them. Her name is Kaycee. I'll go see if I can get more of a name and maybe you can get in contact with her. They seem like darling people! Isn't the internet/social media bizarre?! I'm following you now and have high hopes for a full recovery! You've got this!
Ok! Her last name is Ziefle. I feel like they will be so so helpful! Also, I agree with you, you had some little asshole cells that were hiding. So frustrating but very common!
oh sweet girl i want to give you a biiiig old hug. sending you so much love and healing energy ❤
This popped up on my feed. Your feelings are very valid, all stages of grief and anger. You seem like such a strong person, I hope your treatment goes well. Take care and love from the UK. Xxx
I hope this makes you feel better. One of my best friends mom had the same cancer for years and she made it through its been a whole decade. You got this baby girl. Praying for you look to God for everything. Love ya
I'm so very sorry. Praying for peace and complete healing ❤
I've been following your journey ever since my own HL diagnosis in Feb 2022, your original chemo journey helped me massively going into it. Wishing you strength and good outcomes x
Praying for you I’ve had Non Hodgkin lymphoma twice now currently cancer free. You got this❤ We are here for you.❤🙏
I do not think you had it twice. It was in remission but always there. Cancer never goes away. I was diagnosed with NHL in DEC 2018 had chemotherapy for six months and maintenence for two years. My cancer symptoms will come back not if but when.
i love you! i love you! i love you!! i
am praying that your spirit gets nurtured and cared for in this season of life! we are aching with you ♡ peace be with you ♡
im so sorry. we are all here for you throughout everything
Kameron, everything will be fine!! YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN!! Remeber always your force! Big Kisses.... 💪🌹🌹🌹
My heart breaks that you are going though this again. You are in my thoughts- sending healing energy your way.
Oh my … I am sooooo sorry and it really is so maddening! It just SUCKS. Sending prayers of mercy and gods hand of healing guidance be with you and your family .
So sorry to see this video Kam. The universe is so weird sometimes. My thoughts are with you
brooo 🥺🥺🥺
i haven’t been watching for a bit and just now decided to check back because u were honestly a huge part of my lymphoma journey! i started treatment around the time you finished and this channel was a huge comfort. i remember not wanting to get up during chemo days and having to put on your videos almost as a way of gently hyping myself up. (ur videos are very calming but they also made me want to get through chemo)
this isn’t ur first lymphoma journey but i still very much wish u have what i had with ur videos then.
Praying for you beautiful! Words can’t even express how amazing and strong you are.
I’m so sorry to hear that your cancer is back. Thank you for sharing your honest feelings. I am new to your channel but appreciate you sharing. I am sending you lots of positive vibes and prayers! Stay strong!
I’m so sorry kam 😢 you’re gonna kick cancers ass again, but I’m so sorry you have to go through this again. Sending good thoughts for your body and mind. 🫶🫶🫶
Hi Kam. I have been thinking for hours what to say, but I have no words really. Thank you for letting us know. I wish you all the very best battling the journey ahead. Rob
Your youtube family loves you so much and we are supporting you every step of the way! You will get through this again❤
Thank you honey here I am complaining about little things in life and losing my mind over little things and here you are fighting for your life thank you for bringing me to my senses I was literally just going through a really rotten situation mentally where I'm about to rip my hair out and then I ran into this video and it totally wakes one up shakes one up to one's reality which isn't that bad 😢😢😢😢
Praying for you sweet angel you're so young 😢😢
You got this Kam,you are so positive,even with this new treatment...Keep up this attitude,your support system got your back....God bless I am praying for you....❤
I’m so sorry this is happening again Kam. Sending love and prayers your way! ❤🙏
Oh kam, i am so sorry. I found you during covid soon after you were first diagnosed, i watched all of your vlogs through chemo and was cheering you on from behind my phone. It has made me so happy seeing your videos of you living your life to the fullest the last couple of years and putting the cancer behind you, i am so sad for you that you have to go through this again. You have such an incredible support family online that will be with you every step of the way whether you share your journey again vis vlogs or not. Youre in my thoughts, sending so much love. *hugs* you are truly a warior
Sending you prayers for healing and comfort.
Your sharing made me cry - I’m a colon cancer survivor and cannot imagine going through all that again. My heart breaks for you - please know I carry you in my prayers. I hope you feel some comfort or support from this community.
I wish you the best in health and I hope get cancer free soon. Merry Christmas!
oh kam I'm so sorry :( this breaks my heart. hugs to you sweet girl
I’ve recently been following your journey as my best friend started her 1st round of chemo 2days ago for lymphoma and I want to know how best to support her and understand what she’s going through and you have just been amazing at how you have handled it all 2yrs ago with such a positive attitude and full of grace so I’m absolutely devastated to see this new news come up that it’s returned😢 and I’m surprised they didn’t offer you a stem cell transplant back then as my friend has been told 6months of chemo then the stem cell transplant to aggressively attack it. I will hold you close to my heart and in my prayers sweetheart and I’ll pray they treat you just how your body needs for the best outcome 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 sending you lots of love and gentle ((hugs))💖
my sweet baby, I feel so horrible reading your title. I’m so sorry you are going through this, this is an evil world. I really hope you beat this and continue to thrive.
Good luck kam, you got this and you'll get through it
I wish you the best ❤️ just went through treatment for lymphoma and your videos were the first that I saw when I was diagnosed. They helped me a lot. I’m sorry you have to go through this.
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Stay strong and positive and it's OK to have a big cry.
I am so very sorry sweetie. I will be praying for you. ❤
oh Kam, i’m so sorry you have to go through this again. sending thoughts and prayers your way! ❤️🔥
I pray to god for your full recovery and healing ☹️💔
Just wanted to send my love & support. I cannot fully understand what you are going through so I don't want to disrespect you by trying to do so. I hope the process goes smoothly and you can get this chapter of your life over with. Be well
I am so sorry. Your videos were such a light for me during my treatment and this video completely breaks my heart. You can do this!!! You are strong. You are beautiful!!!
I would be raging mad too!!
Especially when that spot was there and the doctors said "probably a cyst" like wtf with your history
It's sucks for sure
But you've got this!
Crossing my fingers and toes for you to go back to remission. 2024 is coming - that should be your year!
Sending you all the love Kam ❤
Kam, I'm so sorry to hear about this horrible situation you're in. I followed you on your last battle and you really amazed me about how strong you were and still are! I'm a medically retired Oncology RN and I loved what I did because I felt I was caring for the most amazing and strong people. The only thing I would like to mention is, ask your Dr if they have a machine at their facility that would allow you to use your own Stem cells. My Nephew was able to do it and it really decreased the possibility of rejection from a donor. (not very often it happens, ie:rejection that is) I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I know you got this! ❤ ❤ Sending much love and hugs from Michigan 🙏🏼🤗🥰
I pray in the name of Jesus… I reach my hands out in a manner to lay on you and pray over… King Jesus provide this young lady Kam comfort. Give her strength to punch this health journey in the face. Give her the knowledge to fight. Show her ways to be a shining light to those around her. Spare her the physical body changes. Heal her one and final time!!! Give her glimpses of things to distract her as she walks through this. Grow her heart in ways she didn’t know was possible. May she have the chemo treatment and not need any further treatment. We give You honor and glory Lord. Thank You for Kam. Thank You for allowing her to openly share her life. Amen.
Oh my darling my heart breaks for u having had cancer twice myself i feel every inch of your anger. You are more than entitled to feel this way, its the toughest process in life you’ll ever have to deal with.
The only advice i can offer u is take each day as it comes, cry when u need to, be strong when u feel u can be but just be you!
Like u say youve been here before, u know what to expect and u will beat this again but this time for good!! 👍
Sending all my well wishes love & support to u. Time flies so u will soon be back up in the air again ✈️ living life to its fullest!
Hold on tight darling this is just a another blip in life to make u the person u r only much stronger then u ever knew u could be 💪 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hugs. Your parents will help you through this. 💛💛
Praying for a miracle that your healed and it bever comes back🙏🙏🙏
This is heartbreaking. I am so very sorry and sending you all the love in the world.
Oh Kam I am sending you so much love 🩷 You have been so heavy on my mind. I wish I had the words. I have been here since the beginning of your first journey and I’ll be here for this one. I’ll continue to send you soooo much love and can’t wait for the day when you come here again and say you’re cancer free! You’re such a sweet soul. You’ve helped so many including me ❤
Hi, iam so sorry you're having to go through this 😔 I'm sending you so much love and positive healing prayers xxx🙏❤
I'm so so so sorry😞🙏 sending love and light to you
Kam, Sending you huge hugs and tons of love!!! 🙏🏼🩷🩷🩷🩷
I'm so sorry to hear this... 😢😣 Praying for you to have a speedy recovery!! 👍🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 You can do it! Don't give up!
So very sorry that you are having to go through this. Will be keeping you in my daily prayers!
Praying for you hard. For health, strength, hope and more! You got this💗
I don’t think I’ve ever seen your videos before- but my heart has broken for you. I know you can do this ❤️
Oh sweet heart I am so , so sorry. I know you work so hard to become an airline stewardess and live your life to the fullest. You're going to get through this again, hon. Am angry for you that you have to go through this again. Just know we're all here for you even if we don't know you. If you ever need anything, let me know. I live about 30 minutes from Portland. I just live in Westland Oregon, so I would be happy to help you, if you ever need anything 🥰🥰🥰🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰🥰🥰
Kam I’m so so so sorry you are having to deal with this shit again. Your videos bring me so much comfort and I am so grateful for the space you have created on RUclips. I’ll be thinking of you and manifesting good health for you 🤍. Sending you love and strength