Watching this back after almost 8 months, wow. Still using 12 Step Recovery, 13 months away from drink and drugs. Thank you Jamie and Lewis for helping me share my story
I’ll never forget this guy, LIAM, from nottingham. Met him and he kicked me out of his house last year, and I was crying on a comedown and he left me on the side of the streets like i was garbage. This whole sweet and lovely act that u see is so phoney and fake
Chemical induced “happiness” is artificial, not real, and does not last very long. The after effects do though. Sad state of affairs. I have compassion for these souls seeking happiness in the wrong place. And have NO judgment. Being LGBTA+ is not always easy. Love, healing, happiness, courage and hope to you all. ❤️🏳️🌈
Im a gay man and an escort, but I never tried drugs (however they did put G once in a drink I felt terrible). Problem is, if you like group sex (4some, 5some whatever), its very hard to find a group of boys who don't do chems... At every house party, there are chems... like drinks aren't enough to relax, maybe poppers for bttms? Truth is, I visited a guy last night for a beer... it turned out that he has chems & makes parties almost every night, what I saw last night was terrible, although I went home before the main action started. They even told me that they will never invite me again cuz Im not drug user. I left at 1am, today at 15h in the afternoon he told me party is still ongoing & there are 9 guys there fucking wild. Thats why I ended up on this interview
Similar. I once went to hookup with a guy who told me that he never did drugs and I was only suppose to hookup with him and I made it clear with him that we will only fuck with condoms, he agreed to it and after like one beer he took out drugs and started to offer me and requesting me to try, I snorted like two lines and then I felt a rush, we fucked using condoms and then he asked if I will join him for a group. I felt really really scared and said no and went back home and after like 12 hours, he messaged me again... hey the sex party is still going on do you want to join... and I was like what the fuck is this ???? Scary shit. Drugs are demons... gay should stay away from them.
@D I've been with guy who was so high on drugs he saw gladiators & crocodile several times during sex... It was so awkward I couldn't wait for it to end. Oh, and even more sad thing is that there are veeeryyy hot & beautiful men addicted to drugs sadly
This is exactly why I have 🚫chems on my grindr profile. I never want to have to rely on drugs, especially not chemicals, to feel "connected" in any way, shape or form... but especially not in sex! As I see and feel it it's supposed to be something between me and the person/people I am having horny fun with, not between us *and* the third factor of a mind-and-body altering substance. Letting go of controll to fully enjoy sex is something I want to be able to consciously do myself because I feel comfortable and in the mood to do so, not because a substance compells me to do so. My motto: you can always still say "no", "stop" and "get away from me" to a person/people even if they are already having sex with you but you can't make a drug stop doing what it does to you once it's already inside your body. Let that sink in.
Your addictive personality was created by your past, your past thoughts, your past stories. They keep playing back in your mind. However, your are not your mind. Your egotistical mind wants to be you. Your egotistical mind loves to live in the past. Free yourself from the constant thinking that controls your life. Try meditation and find out who your truly are without the need of drugs.
The more triumphs and walls you overcome the easier it is to correct your course if you're steering off I'm in treatment for the first time and it's been pretty successful you just got to take s*** day by day and stuff happens and you will f******up but just think how far you've come and know you can keep going and keep improving. Drugs only fun for a few hours then you you don't have a choice really. But you can decide and when you start saying no to that want, you'll empower yourself
@@dean6708 I hope you are doing absolutely fine by now. Addiction is just a refusal to face consciousness, and pain. I hope by now you found that root cause of pain. There are so many other fulfilling and sustainable ways to overcome unconscious pain. Hold on to you is constant in your life. Good friends, family, good habits. Wishing you all the very best.
@@harrygrewal9208 It is if you have achieved a certain level of consciousness and a fulfilled life without needing any stimulant. To reach this level, you need to gradually abstain from drugs and understand the pain you unconsciously try to numb. If someone has been addicted for a long time, it will be a long but not impossible road to homeostasis.
i think it depends strongly on what kind of human being you are for me for example i dont get so aroused by drugs like others the more i take the worse it gets so matter which drug i take the come down is for me like "oh yeah finally im coming back to reality" not like "oh i feel so bad i need more drugs"
This is really kind of a sad story but also it's very uplifting in the same essence… the drug problem especially in the LGBTQ lifestyle has been so prevalent since the 1970s we must mature we must educate ourselves and help our fellow brothers and sisters that our happiness isn't dependent upon what others think of us or any kind of pill can make us feel or injection of needles; so whith that being said happiness is a chore you do every day. If you want to stay in that state of mind you must practice it you can't rely on artificial means it's no different than cleaning your house it has to be done to keep or organized environment the same with your mental well being I've been working on this 55 years of my life and I'm the happiest I've ever been.
i'm watching it but i just do not care about such individuals. first you want to be a whore and when you got this awfull sickniss you become a victim? fuck of. As a gay men i know how the gay scene is. i'ts a hard and cruell world where every thing is about the looks and the inches. So do i feel sorry for such person? NO!
I'm scared because this excites me. I'm a sheltered ice queen and this lifestyle is calling my name. I suppose this is better than suicide. At first anyway.
Be as safe as you can be if you're gonna do what you really feel you need to do both with std-protection and *especially* protection against aids (condoms and/or at least prep) AND also with the use of drugs! Both unsafe sex AND chems are risky but it is the chems that increases the risks of unsafe sex because of the lifestyle and culture of - and inhabition to risky choices, behaviour and being easy and quicker to let go of personal boundaries that almost always comes with it.
🌞METH OPENS A PORTAL TOO THE DEMONIC WORLD..DEMONIC ENTITIES COME THROUGH THE PORTAL AND OBSESS THE PERSON...I TALK FROM EXPERIENCE!! AS AN EXORCIST/ AND DELIVERANCE MINISTER. .....
This really pisses me off. It's no ones fault but his own that he got HIV. And the problem was not that older guys were buying him drugs in order to have sex with him. The problem was he wanted to do drugs in the first place. EVERYONE KNOWS DRUGS ARE ADDICTIVE!! People need to take responsibility for their own dumb behavior. This slamming nonsense just blows my mind. IDIOTS!!!
Tim W Where did he blame someone else? He IS taking responsibility. That’s the whole point of the video. Shut the fuck up and let people tell their stories. If you’re not grown up enough to listen without having a rage seizure, stick to Joe Rogan vids.
The problem was deep inner issues he needed to address. He didn’t have the tools to address them so he resorted in the only way he knew how. Is to self medicate
Tim W ........as a young guy the older guys were putting temptation in his way and nothing is ever free......they wanted to use him.......his life would have taken a completely different route had he been meeting lads his own age and not dirty old predator cunts wanting to use and abuse him......they knew the effects meth would have on someone...guy in clip probably thought it was as harmless as cannabis before trying it at his young age. im in my 50,s and wouldnt want a young guy or dream of getting someone into drugs so i could use them. Despite him coming through all hes been through i found him interesting enough to want to listen and it would be good if he can put it to good use to try steer current young guys/gals away from shitty meth.
Not falling into the first indecent proposal to meth slamming isn't really something you can guarantee in your life. 99% of those who fell into it had once said "I would never do drug, or that kind of heavy drug, etc" And when they discovered the out of this world euphoria, the slam rush became something so addictive even though the expected fun that follows is not always the case as frequency takes the better of it and your life starts to disintegrate. True and true. But those who make remarks, saying things like why are these people so stupid taking drugs like this..bla bla, try putting yourself in other's shoes for a bit. Why don't u try it once and understand why it is addictive.
@@sonofseptember: By blaming someone else for getting him hooked on drugs he is not taking responsibility for his own behavior. See if you can find your balls and stop being some crackhead's enabler.
Heart disease and type 2 diabetes aren't self-induced? This is why I prefer private health care. That way my health choices aren't other people's responsibility.
Women are usually the ones hitting the sex breaks in heterosexual relationships. With 2 men, no one is hitting the sex breaks, but pushing the accelerator.
I got that impression but I think it might just have been them zooming in on his eyes when he was popping them. It's most likely a drug but maybe it's just a mannerism he has when he's being expressive.
Watching this back after almost 8 months, wow. Still using 12 Step Recovery, 13 months away from drink and drugs. Thank you Jamie and Lewis for helping me share my story
Liam McClelland well done and thank you for your honesty.
Thank you for sharing Liam.
@Tonya Antony That would be 80 percent of twenty somethings.
How are you doing mate? Hope you’re keeping well 💙
Thank you for sharing...wish you health...
People are too wild when they are young, YOU DON'T LIVE FOREVER. STAYING SAFE and your health is so important.
I’ll never forget this guy, LIAM, from nottingham. Met him and he kicked me out of his house last year, and I was crying on a comedown and he left me on the side of the streets like i was garbage. This whole sweet and lovely act that u see is so phoney and fake
Ryan ..get some proper support my friend and fuck him right off ..move on & get yourself well 🌈x
Wooow
My friend is dealing with this now. I’m praying for him
Chemical induced “happiness” is artificial, not real, and does not last very long. The after effects do though. Sad state of affairs. I have compassion for these souls seeking happiness in the wrong place. And have NO judgment. Being LGBTA+ is not always easy. Love, healing, happiness, courage and hope to you all. ❤️🏳️🌈
Im a gay man and an escort, but I never tried drugs (however they did put G once in a drink I felt terrible). Problem is, if you like group sex (4some, 5some whatever), its very hard to find a group of boys who don't do chems... At every house party, there are chems... like drinks aren't enough to relax, maybe poppers for bttms?
Truth is, I visited a guy last night for a beer... it turned out that he has chems & makes parties almost every night, what I saw last night was terrible, although I went home before the main action started. They even told me that they will never invite me again cuz Im not drug user. I left at 1am, today at 15h in the afternoon he told me party is still ongoing & there are 9 guys there fucking wild.
Thats why I ended up on this interview
Similar. I once went to hookup with a guy who told me that he never did drugs and I was only suppose to hookup with him and I made it clear with him that we will only fuck with condoms, he agreed to it and after like one beer he took out drugs and started to offer me and requesting me to try, I snorted like two lines and then I felt a rush, we fucked using condoms and then he asked if I will join him for a group. I felt really really scared and said no and went back home and after like 12 hours, he messaged me again... hey the sex party is still going on do you want to join... and I was like what the fuck is this ???? Scary shit. Drugs are demons... gay should stay away from them.
@D I've been with guy who was so high on drugs he saw gladiators & crocodile several times during sex... It was so awkward I couldn't wait for it to end.
Oh, and even more sad thing is that there are veeeryyy hot & beautiful men addicted to drugs sadly
@@NenadlPopovic not judging but get yourself another job sis ..this way you are always going to be surrounded by this
Crni nenade
To je 10. Krug pakla
This is exactly why I have 🚫chems on my grindr profile. I never want to have to rely on drugs, especially not chemicals, to feel "connected" in any way, shape or form... but especially not in sex! As I see and feel it it's supposed to be something between me and the person/people I am having horny fun with, not between us *and* the third factor of a mind-and-body altering substance. Letting go of controll to fully enjoy sex is something I want to be able to consciously do myself because I feel comfortable and in the mood to do so, not because a substance compells me to do so.
My motto: you can always still say "no", "stop" and "get away from me" to a person/people even if they are already having sex with you but you can't make a drug stop doing what it does to you once it's already inside your body. Let that sink in.
Your addictive personality was created by your past, your past thoughts, your past stories. They keep playing back in your mind. However, your are not your mind. Your egotistical mind wants to be you. Your egotistical mind loves to live in the past. Free yourself from the constant thinking that controls your life. Try meditation and find out who your truly are without the need of drugs.
beautiful written
The more triumphs and walls you overcome the easier it is to correct your course if you're steering off I'm in treatment for the first time and it's been pretty successful you just got to take s*** day by day and stuff happens and you will f******up but just think how far you've come and know you can keep going and keep improving. Drugs only fun for a few hours then you you don't have a choice really. But you can decide and when you start saying no to that want, you'll empower yourself
Easier said than done.
@@dean6708 I hope you are doing absolutely fine by now. Addiction is just a refusal to face consciousness, and pain. I hope by now you found that root cause of pain. There are so many other fulfilling and sustainable ways to overcome unconscious pain. Hold on to you is constant in your life. Good friends, family, good habits. Wishing you all the very best.
@@harrygrewal9208 It is if you have achieved a certain level of consciousness and a fulfilled life without needing any stimulant. To reach this level, you need to gradually abstain from drugs and understand the pain you unconsciously try to numb. If someone has been addicted for a long time, it will be a long but not impossible road to homeostasis.
Listening to him is scary. Good luck man.
Been Hardcore for 33 + Was finally able to quit,Just kept getting sick...But God Almighty did tha healing,Love to u alll!!!!!
He relapsed sadly please leave the thoughts and prayers
i think it depends strongly on what kind of human being you are
for me for example i dont get so aroused by drugs like others
the more i take the worse it gets so matter which drug i take
the come down is for me like "oh yeah finally im coming back to reality" not like "oh i feel so bad i need more drugs"
TRY CRACK AND PORN. BIG BOOBS WITH A BELL RINGER. WOW !!! NOTHING LIKE IT. INSTANT HARD ON
This is really kind of a sad story but also it's very uplifting in the same essence… the drug problem especially in the LGBTQ lifestyle has been so prevalent since the 1970s we must mature we must educate ourselves and help our fellow brothers and sisters that our happiness isn't dependent upon what others think of us or any kind of pill can make us feel or injection of needles; so whith that being said happiness is a chore you do every day. If you want to stay in that state of mind you must practice it you can't rely on artificial means it's no different than cleaning your house it has to be done to keep or organized environment the same with your mental well being I've been working on this 55 years of my life and I'm the happiest I've ever been.
It's so sad that not many gay people are watching this.
i'm watching it but i just do not care about such individuals. first you want to be a whore and when you got this awfull sickniss you become a victim? fuck of. As a gay men i know how the gay scene is. i'ts a hard and cruell world where every thing is about the looks and the inches. So do i feel sorry for such person? NO!
Maxwell Alberts r/gaycel
Exactly, do meth, have frequent unprotected sex and that's the consequence, utterly shocking.
Robbert Willems PERIODT!!!!
@@robbertwillems6633 I really hope that English is not your first language😬
Dude looks healthy and seems well adjusted. Happy for him.
I'm scared because this excites me. I'm a sheltered ice queen and this lifestyle is calling my name. I suppose this is better than suicide. At first anyway.
Hit me up
Dr Phil loves you.
@@martyfrank9575 I fantasize about being the submissive in this lifestyle
Not a chance!
Be as safe as you can be if you're gonna do what you really feel you need to do both with std-protection and *especially* protection against aids (condoms and/or at least prep) AND also with the use of drugs! Both unsafe sex AND chems are risky but it is the chems that increases the risks of unsafe sex because of the lifestyle and culture of - and inhabition to risky choices, behaviour and being easy and quicker to let go of personal boundaries that almost always comes with it.
This is just SO sad
Is he still with us and does anyone know how to reach him
To be young, gay and cute, true happiness....
Of you play with fire, you’re going to get burnt
I feel so straight,all I would want is Heroin
TRY CRACK AND PORN. BIG TITS AND A BELL RINGER HIT !!! INSTANT HARD ON. OMG. IM GETTING HARD JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
Heroin is so good. The cats meow🐈⬛️
Raw sex...? You succeeded to regressing to the state of an animal by ingesting G... congrats! What an accomplishment!
Dirty, dirty scene
U know it
Not sure why you would want to parade yourself like this.
Is he still alive??
🌞METH OPENS A PORTAL TOO THE DEMONIC WORLD..DEMONIC ENTITIES COME THROUGH THE PORTAL AND OBSESS THE PERSON...I TALK FROM EXPERIENCE!! AS AN EXORCIST/ AND DELIVERANCE MINISTER. .....
WATCH 23 MINUTES IN HELL BY BILL WIESS SUPERNATURAL NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE DOES LIFE EXIST AFTER DEATH WATCH THIS THOUGHT PROVOKING STORY AND FIND OUT
Don't do drugs adults.
This really pisses me off.
It's no ones fault but his own that he got HIV. And the problem was not that older guys were buying him drugs in order to have sex with him. The problem was he wanted to do drugs in the first place.
EVERYONE KNOWS DRUGS ARE ADDICTIVE!!
People need to take responsibility for their own dumb behavior.
This slamming nonsense just blows my mind.
IDIOTS!!!
Tim W Where did he blame someone else? He IS taking responsibility. That’s the whole point of the video. Shut the fuck up and let people tell their stories. If you’re not grown up enough to listen without having a rage seizure, stick to Joe Rogan vids.
The problem was deep inner issues he needed to address. He didn’t have the tools to address them so he resorted in the only way he knew how. Is to self medicate
Tim W ........as a young guy the older guys were putting temptation in his way and nothing is ever free......they wanted to use him.......his life would have taken a completely different route had he been meeting lads his own age and not dirty old predator cunts wanting to use and abuse him......they knew the effects meth would have on someone...guy in clip probably thought it was as harmless as cannabis before trying it at his young age.
im in my 50,s and wouldnt want a young guy or dream of getting someone into drugs so i could use them.
Despite him coming through all hes been through i found him interesting enough to want to listen and it would be good if he can put it to good use to try steer current young guys/gals away from shitty meth.
Not falling into the first indecent proposal to meth slamming isn't really something you can guarantee in your life. 99% of those who fell into it had once said "I would never do drug, or that kind of heavy drug, etc" And when they discovered the out of this world euphoria, the slam rush became something so addictive even though the expected fun that follows is not always the case as frequency takes the better of it and your life starts to disintegrate. True and true. But those who make remarks, saying things like why are these people so stupid taking drugs like this..bla bla, try putting yourself in other's shoes for a bit. Why don't u try it once and understand why it is addictive.
@@sonofseptember:
By blaming someone else for getting him hooked on drugs he is not taking responsibility for his own behavior.
See if you can find your balls and stop being some crackhead's enabler.
Dude he's high
He is
I find it unbelievable everyone else needs to pay for these self inflicted illnesses through the NHS.
Heart disease and type 2 diabetes aren't self-induced? This is why I prefer private health care. That way my health choices aren't other people's responsibility.
Oh jesus Christ you gonna blame clause 28 listen pal I'm gay & was schooled when that law was in place & even then I knew how HIV was transmitted.
It’s destroying the men here in Puerto Rico. It’s devastating.
hugs💕💕💕
👀👀👀👀
Wtf is wrong with our community
Women are usually the ones hitting the sex breaks in heterosexual relationships. With 2 men, no one is hitting the sex breaks, but pushing the accelerator.
🙏🙏🙏🙏
is this people who are going to fuck things for us up.
It's destroyed my long-term relationship. My partner chose drugs over me. Nothing I did helped him or anything we had.
He's spun out!! Is this a PSA I hope not?
I got that impression but I think it might just have been them zooming in on his eyes when he was popping them. It's most likely a drug but maybe it's just a mannerism he has when he's being expressive.
@sirena33 nah I wasn’t
@@mr.anonymous5501 thank you, yes I’m quite expressive when I’m talking, face and hands
Nah mate I’m just expressive when I talk
Looks like a gay Varg Vikernes.
Watch more in the series on the Gay Star News chemsex playlist:
ruclips.net/p/PLEccUahmzcVBbvDGZNlODkrVbYnROcgc5
💂DEMONS ARE REAL !! WE ARE ETERNAL SPIRITS CHOOSE HEAVEN NOT HELL ETERNAL FIRES FOREVER WHERE THE WORM NEVER DIES.💂
He look so weird!
❤️❤️❤️
just been showed this link
🤩😍🤩💞💞
Gross!
He makes it sound amazing, though.
It is, but the crash is just as bad. What goes up comes down, to the same degree.
You can feel suicidal during the crash which can go on for days.