Taking Ketamine And Facing My Fear of Dying | Spiraling
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- Опубликовано: 10 ноя 2021
- It's a question as old as human consciousness: what happens after we die? While we may never have a full answer, there are plenty of first-hand accounts from individuals who have perhaps touched the boundaries between life and the great unknown via near death experiences (NDEs). In this episode of Spiraling,
VICE producer Zeke Spector tries to conquer his own fear of death by attempting to recreate the conditions of an NDE in order to try and understand what death might teach us about life itself.
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I died on LSD in 1995. I didn't know it was a special batch to commemorate Leary's impending transition to another plane, and I took two hits. It didn't take long to realize they were dosed at 500mcg each. There is nothing more ego shattering than experiencing your self obliteration. The only thing that existed was a white light, and I wound up on the ceiling looking down on my body. Coming back to baseline took 18 hours, and I never looked at the world the same since. I've been extremely respectful of everyone I've encountered, so I can rest easy knowing I was a good human while I was here. I did my best to be welcoming, generous, and non-judgmental. So, my conscience is free. I just don't want to go before my dog. He would be so sad.
But did you LITERALLY die?? No. No one has physically died on LSD..you just had a long ego death. While profound..it wasnt physically real and you were physically ok.
@@hyp3r-systems838 lots of people have died on LSD what are you on about! You know nothing!
@@BorderlineRatLady no they really haven’t. It’s nearly impossible to overdose on LSD. You need nearly 1 to 200 hits in order to overdose. Yes there have been a few deaths related to people thinking they can fly or do other absurd things while high but the rate of death and LSD is extremely low.
@@hyp3r-systems838- Than how are people seeing themselves outside their physical body?
NDE folks are gathering a lot of traction in the medical field. Especially for doctors and surgeons. I even came across a legitimate medical site. A section was talking about clinical death and expanded awareness with peace. Mentioning how there’s unexplained consciousness.
Edit: It’s called “non-local consciousness”. Medical journal info: _A growing body of empirical evidence suggests that human consciousness is nonlocal-i.e., it is not confined to specific points in space, such as brains and bodies, or specific moments in time, such as the present._
Buy a pet tortoise they live for you to 500 years ...
I don't fear death, I fear the act of dying.
Oh
Ok
I'm hoping for sudden death or while asleep.
Exactly
Do you mean physical pain? Cause I can definitely can relate.
I watched pain come over my dad's face the last time I saw him alive, he knew he would never see me again and I felt the most pain in my heart that day that I have ever experienced and he died the next night in his brothers arms. It's a beautiful thing that my uncle could be there for him in that moment. I am still bursting into tears every few days because I will never forget that experience. I have always been afraid of death and I am not any less afraid as a 37 year old man. I hope that I might find peace in acceptance some day but until then maybe I'll give ketamine a try 😭.
It can be Extremely dangerous if you don't know what you're doing. I tried it a while back. Please be careful, have good people around you. Always take when you're in a good mood and try not to go into a K-hole that you can't escape.
My 84 year old rocket scientist dad said there is a multiverse.
🙏
Skip the ketamine and try DMT instead, safer by far and honestly a life changing experience that many associate with what happens when your body releases a flood dose when dying. It's truly amazing.
@soomstrategist no
*_This Episode would have been a blast if Taji was the main character._*
It already is a blast
Too serious for him.
i was thinking the same thing
Omg yes
yes
In the middle of the conversation:
“You ever try ketamine?”
I WENT TO THE COMMENTS FOR THIS HAHAHAHA and the fact that she didn’t really answer HAHAHA
"No, but I'm willing to try" is my go-to answer.
Tbh, that's my answer if anyone brings up taking drugs in a conversation. Absolutely no cigarettes, meth, or heroin.
It’s like Joe Rohan asking “ have you ever tried DMT” 😂😂
This Episode would have been a blast if Taji was the main character.
Tbh I’m 27 and I get such a bad panic attacks when the thought of dying and never being able to live again just the simple things like be with my family. I know it’s impossible but I wish my family and I could live together forever. It still hard for me to accept the fact that one day it will all be gone :(
I have the same thing at 14 and i usually have panic attacks at night before i go to bed about suddenly a meteorite crashing into earth, or the sun exploding, and even the yellowstone supervolcano suddenly erupting and destroying everything ive ever known and loved, but then it got better when me and my mom have talked about it, it always makes me feel better when you talk about it with someone like a parental figure or a good friend of yours I hope you are able to get passed the fear of death and your panic attacks become easier to deal with. My apologies if i was totally invading in your personal space but it was definitely something i relate to. :)
@@sauce8339 omg wow same even been having dreams about meteors crashing down etc... wild so many of us are struggling with the same. we will get past it though and come out with little to no fear of death. our fear is inspiring us to look into good things like in this video to make our living better while we're here
It's drives me insane! I think about death so much that I'm not really living at all..
It’s weird with me, since I was really young I just had a sort of fascination and fear of death. So much that as I grow older I don’t bug out as much as I use too when I was a lot younger and thoughtful.
This is the benefit of believing in an Abrahamic religion believing in the after life (heaven/hell), that this world is temporary since the body dies & rots but that the soul never truly dies - it passes into the next life where people will be reunited with their families if they are good on earth. Obv this all comes down to individual belief but this is the belief I personally have and although it's normal to fear death, it gives a sense of peace&ease knowing that this isn't the end.
Logically speaking, it just doesn't make sense to me and others who hold my view that we are somehow born into this life where there are many trials & tribulations people face, to then die into nothingness? It doesn't add up. I've looked into other religions/beliefs & some believe in reincarnation, but even this makes no sense to me logically speaking.
I've had bad trips when I've been high thinking I'm going to die&it want pleasant experiences, but after having those moments it has allowed me to reflect on what I do in life&what I do consciously & subconsciously&how to become the best I can for myself & to those around me. & when someone passes, I have hope that we will meet again based on my belief in life after death. (If I sound crazy, it would probably help to read translations&the break down of verses in the Quran; an old version of the Christian Bible&also Jewish Bible which I have personally done)
Yeah. Got into a near fatal car accident at 13 and never been the same since. I’ve actually become more interested in death and what comes after it. It’s crazy idk
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@Yummy Spaghetti Noodles praize jebus yo
Definitely difficult to let go on out of body because the mind wants to stay in control.
@@bobb.6393 true
@@abraham_2998 Yeah :)
I’m glad Ketamine is getting all of this exposure lately. I’ve learned a lot from Ketamine use. To make a long story short, it ended my Opioid addiction
Mine too!
How?
@@urgunmyhead12 how?
@@jakes.5143 Haha, by taking it. Ketamine shuts off parts of your brain, like rebooting your computer. It helps your synapses fire better and make greater connections. It helps with a lot of disorders.
Opioids mess with your brain & make you crave connections that come from taking the drug. Ket let's you get back to the place of a "normal" brain & not craving drugs.
@@jakes.5143 I did this about 15 years ago I used K through the withdrawal process and was able to get clean that way. It's not the best way to go about it but I haven't touched opioids in 15 years so for me it worked and I was using H and OC's
I’ve listened to hundreds of hours of NDE testimonies and I can honestly say they have changed my life. I was so afraid of death and others dying around me but now I know everything is as it’s suppose to be, I will be in a place immersed in peace and love.
Same
I was very afraid of Covid, too. All it took to make me change how I see the world right now is a friggin Bo Burnham comedy special 😅😂
Perhaps
What about the horrible NDEs where people are ripped apart by demons?
@@ezrafortner3690 that’s hell
Taji should do this as a 1 star review
That's the best vice segment
A 1 star NDE is just getting shot
@@bigman94755 hahshshs pretty much😂
@@ScriptureClips taji got vice on his back
@@siyocan222 holding up the whole company from bankruptcy
I’ve been diagnosed with a life threatening condition, I’ve come to terms with death. People fear not knowing, it excites me. Not in a rush but I don’t think it’s worse than physical earth. I’m 22.
I hope you get to live a full life, filled with ppl who love and cherish you
I'm 43 about to be 44 in 2 weeks and I've been diagnosed with a few health issues as well. I'm very sorry to hear that you are too. I'm not gonna lie I'm scared. I don't know why I'm writing this to you maybe because I can't really tall to my family because I don't want to freak them out even more. I really hope there's something else good after all this and I hope you're there too. If you ever just wanna talk you can reply to me and I'll send you my number.
@@danielgawelczyk4695 💜💜💜
@@danielgawelczyk4695 send your number, the way I think of it, people always say our brains are like computers or similar to AI. I feel like why we’re here we are downloading as much information as we can day to day until the end. Then we’ll live in a world of our own creation based on what we experienced here and how we choose to manipulate our new world. I believe when we dream we are in that realm but our physical body prevents us from being able to fully interact with that universe. But when we are no longer with our body our mind will be forced to fill in the gaps. My goal is to experience as much of this earth as humanly possible. Download as much information as humanly possible. The good, the bad, everything. The rest is up to my subconscious.
If you're able I highly recommend getting your hands on some Psilocybin Cubensis mushrooms and taking 150mg of dried mushroom once daily with a 4 days on, 3 days off schedule. All fear of death will dissipate and you'll feel connected to everything and everyone....And therefore you wont feel like you're coming to an end. You'll feel at peace knowing parts of your contribution to life will live on.
If you travel to Canada you can buy these mushrooms in the form of tinctures and other food products like chocolate. If you go to Colorado its not legal to buy/sell them in shops but its also decriminalized so you can ask people in smoke shops where to find some and eventually someone will hook you up.
I ate ten grams of mushrooms and god met with me i asked him since im here whats death all about? He chuckled and said "your not ready for that". then i met up with a buffalo with spears and arrows in its body and it explained life and greif. Then a beautiful owl met with me and explained how healing works. I go back to that trip here and there and always blows my mind.
Are u ok
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I used to be really depressed. Im all good now. Btw. 👌
@@coco19977 if anything, he's great 👍
Your mushroom trip has nothing to do with nde's
They say people are afraid only of unknown, yet, probably the single and only thing every person is positive about is that he/she will die one day, and despite of that, vast majority of people is afraid of death.
People are more afraid of dying than death. The uncertainty of how it will occur and how much pain there will be scares us. The fact that there is no coming back from it might put us off suicide but death seems to be not that scary.
@@rdc515 I get your point, but I'm quite sure that if you say to anyone: '' In 30 minutes you'll die by completely painless death.'', vast majority of people would still be pretty scared.
People are afraid of death *because* of fear of the unknown, we all know were going to die, were just afraid of what happens to our consiousness (or self/personality/spirit) after we die not the fact that it is going to happen
I really struggled with fear of death. Some of my earliest memories as a small child were realizing at any moment my father could die and crying my self to sleep over it and I did that for years until I was an adult. Fear of dying use to consume my identity. Until I did ayahuasca and had an experience that I could ably describe as death and rebirth. Changed my life and definitely freed my almost completely of all fears.
I’ve heard of ayahuasca, do you mind giving more details about your experience?
@@gerlynmai1323 I met with a shaman and drank the medicine and experienced something that’s really impossible to describe because there are no words. I thought I passed away. I wasn’t limited to experiencing one thing at a time. It’s as if my consciousness fractured into 10 separate awarenesses. At times I was experiencing numerous different things that had happened throughout my life. Other times I was experiencing moments as other people. But also we’re moments I was experiencing pain, grief, deaths, traumatizing experiences.all at the same time. And then my ability to maintain any story or sense of identity or even any sense that identifying with anything physical ended. It was very difficult but after all that I was somehow reborn back into my body. A experience I can’t even comprehend. I felt like the very fabric of the universe is created by the same energy that we feel during orgasm. I didn’t just feel that, I WAS THAT!
…I’ve been thinking of a response, but don’t even know what to say. Would you try it again? How do you live your life differently now?
@@deeehmt_305 hey man. I'm really struggling with something similar. My dad had cancer and died 7 years ago and it destroyed me. In tge years since I have slowly gotten less fearful of death but not much and now my mom seems to be having some health issues and it's bringing back alot of the same feelings. I read your comment and I am just very confused how what you wrote helped you stop fearing death. Is it just that you now feel that you don't "end" that has made you much more secure with it? Because, for me, "ending" is definitely part of it but what's more bothersome is not living this type of life anymore. For example my friend believes in reincarnation. But I don't want to be a bug or a tree or whatever. I not onky like being a human but I like my current t relationship with my mother father etc. So if I'm a fish and my mom is a caterpillar and we never interact again or in this way it's still makes me very scared to die or for her to die. Based on what u expierenced, how would that help me or would it not
@@nathanfeatherstone9807 I feel this exact same way.
This is the best one of this series to date! I enjoyed watching the journey. I'm not afraid of death, but this still made an impact. Breath work has become a part of my every day life since I started meditating daily about 4 months ago. It's amazingly powerful! I've had treatment resistant depression and anxiety for decades and learning ways to decompress using the breath has changed my mental health for the better. Thanks for the awesome content, as always, Vice.
Not to be ‘that guy’ in the chat. But. The toad venom, man. That’s the one. You want a NDE without actually being ND. It’s the toad venom. And you can just go to a place in Mexico to do it.(they’re safe, I’ve gone twice. Just find a reputable place, call them, ask any questions you have and check reviews). Hell, Hamilton did it, ask him how he got in touch w that guy. The guy he did it with is a legend in that field.
Can confirm. As this guy would say..... "That guy FUCKKKKKS"
Hamilton Morris agrees.
Mike Tyson has done it several times
The enzymes to produce DMT have been found in the human brain in ample quantities. It's not possible to ethically determine if the human brain produces DMT directly in the same way we have proven it does in rats because of the nature of the experiment. However, during induced cardiac arrest there is evidence that the mammalian brain increases DMT production. Why? Who knows? What purpose does it serve? Who knows? But there isnt much doubt left in the minds of those who research this that the human brain does the same. This is likely independent of the pineal glad (as has been the myth for the last decade). That study has also been done. The mammalian brain produced DMT during induced cardiac arrest, with and without the pineal gland. It's a whole brain phenomena
This guy would never ever do something like that.
DMT is the craziest thing I’ve ever encountered and I can’t imagine anything getting much crazier. Maybe getting abducted by aliens in a ufo would be close. Anyway, peace and love everyone!! Be grateful for life!! 🖤🖤
Where do you get it ?
i freaked out and kept getting in and out of the back seat of a car all fucked up i took a massive .2g rip off a dab rig and held it, i remeber getting real un easy then being like "wtf why does it taste like chemicals lmfao
Yeah DMT is the most intense thing you can take
@@kathyr.8135 you can easily extract it yourself.
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Wow that is so interesting. I cured my 10 year obsession with death by reading a ton of books on NDE's and I no longer fear death. I fear my family being sad and alone, but not death, I see it as an exciting mystery.
Here are the books I recommend:
Anything Penny Sartori
Anything Raymond Moody
Dying to be me
Proof of Heaven
After
I did the same thing, I can honestly say I have no fear of physical death and there are parts of the afterlife I'm really looking forward to...like being with my pets again. You should check out "Journey of Souls" by Michael Newton, it really made so much sense to me!
@@rainmanj9978 From the thousands of accounts I listened to, yes, we all go to a different realm, one that is simply the purest form of love energy. Trying to understand it here is pointless, the best thing you can do is embrace that love energy here so that your transition may be smoother. Don't be harsh on yourself, we spend too much time judging ourselves and others, you are unique, we all are.
Great Share.
My last NDE was because I was in septic shock. I was in a 3 day coma in the ICU - I remember talking to my grandpa & he told me I needed to choose if I was going to come back with him or go back to my life & I chose my life.
I’ve also OD’d & had a similar experience.
It’s not all pretty. I have ptsd from my experiences. The moment itself was more calm. Everything else was what hurt my mentality. I did gain some amazing perspectives as well.
What did u od on ??? Are u a spiritual person
After a near death experience,it made me more concerned about death more than ever.i know I didn't see any bright light.it was replaced by the darkest of dark.i felt alone,and was trying to find any spec of life.i felt something was wrong,and realized I wasn't breathing.after forcing myself to breath,everything started to come back.i could see my surroundings again,and realized life is a gift.and since then I've tried to treat each day as if it were my last.
I think you had sleep paralyzed experience, or what eastern religions call third conscience, like lucid dreams drug inducing brain activity etc
@@aljoseph8053 wow,that made more sense than the quack counselor I have.all he wants to talk about is video games.
I feel comfortable talking to him,but it seems like it's getting me nowhere seeing him.theses dreams are literally killing me,cause I don't know how long a person's sleeping 1 hr at night can go.im literally running on fumes.i cherish each day like it's my last.my heart goes out to anyone who has to go through what I've went through....thank you for the response. It helps to hear people with advice to help a total stranger..God bless🙌
I’m not scared of death itself but rather the concept of death. I’m even more frightened of it because my cousin (who I was really close to) died a few years ago from cancer.
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Anyone else scared of the moment you realize you’re dying? Like the “this is it, this is for real happening” moment? Maybe I fear it because I don’t know if I’ll spend my last moments sad or at peace. I could try to prepare myself for inner peace or whatever but you never really know if that’s what will play out
Edit: I guess I’m especially referring to sudden deaths, where you woke up that day not realizing you were going to die
YES!!! I also have extreme fear/confusion of no longer existing? The concept doesn’t make sense to me. You spend your whole life doing things to just end up no longer existing …and then going back to your comment…will I be happy that it’s ending? Will I be scared? Will I be alone? What’s happens after I’m gone?! IDK!!!!!! I think about it all the time, I need medication lmao
@@Meghanhowelll You have nothing to fear, only the physical body dies and not your soul/spirit/consciousness which is energy. Energy cannot be destroyed, it can only change form. The afterlife is our true home and it exists on a much higher vibrational frequency that we cannot detect in our present physical world. Basically, we are spiritual beings having a physical experience here...we incarnated here by our own choice!
@@michaelakstull Not tryna say that afterlife definitely doesn't exist... but it's more probable that it doesn't. While energy doesn't ever cease to exist, only transform, our energy could be interpreted as electeical signals in our brain, and those, along with our body heat, will dissipate into the environment around as transferred heat most likely. So while we make the death room a bit warmer, it doesn't mean we have a soul.
@@max2themax The existence of the after life is just as unexplainable as the life we're living now.
My grandma died of brain cancer, took awhile to finally take her, but my dad said shortly before her death said she was ready to go. As in she didn't fear it anymore. She just wanted the pain and suffering to be over. That being said, who knows what went through her mind in those last moments.
Hamilton Morris doesnt need to find a legal way to do ketamine because Hamilton is a real journalist.
Lol so true
He’s a legend
Yes. He gets it. So glad he came back from hiatus 👏🏻 props to him for calling himself out too man lol
Deep meditative states can also help you to experience this, one day i was in a meditation for about 45 minutes and towards the end i had reached internal bliss and was sitting in white space for idk how long, but it was beautiful, and warm, and then something told me "this is what death is" i started sobbing and crying out to god that i love them, and ever since then ive never been scared
I used to faint a lot from standing up too fast. One time I fainted and hit my head when I was younger. Their stories sound similar to how I felt in that moment. I was so at peace and relaxed, I was angry at the people trying to wake me back up for taking me out of such a beautiful place.
Scary stuff , but being alive and awake is alot more beutiful imo .
Only.get to do that for a certain amount of time .
Rather than sleeping / permanently ..... if you get more comfort out of being asleep "unconcious".. than awake and aware
Figure out what makes you happy and focus on that ! Because thatss pretty sad man .
Ive overdosed on drugs as a youth and was techically dead for 2 minutes or so .
Would never want that feeling again .. the feeling of blankness... " nothing "
Nothing entertaining about it .
Hope your all good now a days thoo !! Forgot to add
Yep, had a similar experience from a fall. There was nothing but a beautiful quiet and soft, gentle light along with a warm, extremely comfortable feeling.
Same for me in my teens (really tall + underweight = very low BP). I couldn't really see much of anything the first time I fainted, but the *overwhelming* feeling I had was of being at a carnival - specifically whirling around on a carousel. I felt irritated and very resistant to being wakened when my friends, confused and scared, were finally able to rouse me. The other times felt like nothingness, and I felt just an unearthly exhaustion upon awakening.
Werent u in Alaska?
I almost died in a car accident when I was 17 or 18. I suffered a bad head injury. It was incredible how quickly I accepted death, how I immediately and quite adequately prepared myself to never exist again, even though it was so unexpected. It didn’t change my life though. I still have anxiety and depression and I am still afraid of death. What can you do.
(This was years back) I remember I commit suicide once after my 16th time doing a chloroform overdose I decided to hang myself in my closet since I'd be knocked out, all I remember was that I lost control of my body and I could hear myself losing my breathe gasping and choking and I lost my hearing then it went black and then I saw a huge white flash with black outline and I started floating and I didn't have control and I went literally through my walls into the living room where I saw my family there and I saw black again and gained control of my body and I heard myself then all I could remember was seeing saliva every where on me kinda and pulled myself out to prevent anything else while breathing heavily for air but I still to this day don't know if I was hallucinating or if it was accurate in the actual living time line but I could hear them cooking and stuff but yeah ever since death Well I've noticed it's inevitable but at least you get to chose the way day if you really really care obviously I'm going to live my life with care but it's a very weird experience
I hate when people give “energy only changes form” as reason for an afterlife like your energy could turn into nothing but heat without violating any laws….
your soul is thermal conductive so no your claim is false
@@1181darkfire explain.
@@1181darkfire also why can’t your “soul” energy turn into something that is not conscious? Give me one good reason why your “soul” has to stay conscious while changing forms.
They are not talking about an "afterlife".
The form your energy takes after leaving it's current form does not resemble "life" as we know it and constantly relate to being an 'afterlife'.
It will never be conscious in the way we know things to be conscious on our physical form.
But I have the strong inclination that the 'afterlife' is a conscious state of existence in where we are only as conscious as the rest of the world around us. The trees, the earth, the molecules themselves. Its all.. concious... but not as we see conciousness.
And in the 'afterlife' our energy is reoriented into the same level of energy as the rest of the universe sits in naturally.
Personal hypothesis here.
@@richeyrich2203 i think this is true in concept but you won’t see hear or feel anything or be able to think or interact with anything so whats the difference between that and regular death?
I’m not afraid to be dead. It’s the transition from being alive to being dead that concerns me ☠️
righttt
Interesting .... Every single day we do go to the place of nothingness and we dont think twice about it . We spend good amount of , what we would call , time there and yet , we pretend like we have never been there . It is called in our terms : deep SLEEP. In sleep you dont have the body, nor mind, nor world, not anything, but you come to waking and you say : I had such a good sleep! I feel rested ! ....While in you waking state you get tiered, bored, you suffer the good and the bad equally and than you go to sleep again to get rest from you waking stage .... So, in a way, you are doing 'death' every day of your life ...and as a fact , you cant sustain your waking stage without going to nothingness regualrly .... And you never think twice about that part of your existance , right ? ....as I said : interesting ....
thank you for this perspective
@@pidgepagonis Sleep is just death being shy. But it is still not exactly comparable, as in sleep our brain activity still exists. In death there is nothing forever.
Sleep is NOT comparable to death. You lose relative awareness but your brain activity and bodily processes are still active. You’re just resting. Likely dreaming too.
Sleep is death’s cousin.
I remember a lot of my out of body experiences when I wake up in the morning. I don't get along with people very well and don't much like seeing most of them, whether they are alive on earth or have died. The best experiences I have is with my animal friends; we laugh and play! My Guru is the exception to all the people I see in my obe`s, and a very few other people. I love him and he always guides me in the right direction. It is important to do the best we can here on earth - to be kind and have a positive effect on the world.
I’m like that in the morning
Who is Guru ? I love love animals
One time my ex boyfriend and father of my child, and I were fighting and he continued to choke me out and then would let me take a little bit of breath, and this went on for over 5 minutes and then at one point I remembered feeling so terrified and then I felt myself slip away. All of a sudden I went somewhere that was extremely dark but at the same time it was extremely bright and I could feel that I had no thoughts at all and I believed that I was a part of the entire universe at that moment, and it was just beyond peaceful but all of a sudden I came back into my body and I was extremely frightened and overwhelmed with thoughts and my whole body was in so much pain, and he was screaming and shaking me crying because he said he thought I was dead! He said after I went limp and he stopped choking me I was not breathing and he was freaking out but leaving my body was not the worst part, the worst part for me was coming back into my body and I just remember crying so hard because I was right back into the nightmare my life was!
Dang babe i hope youre safe now😩
Omggg wth. That’s terrible
Omg praying you’re in a better situation now
I hope you're in a better place, and your ex-boyfriend is in jail. :(
Females love staying through all the red flags and sticking it through you shoulda seen that coming
I have severe asthma. It’s gotten to the point that I can expect a near death experience at least once every two months. I always wonder if the paramedics will save me and all these thoughts go through my head and then I pee myself and pass out. So far I’ve always been brought back. Intubated 4 times I’ve been lucky.
@deepak singh Ive been a yoga instructor for 20 years. It helps but at the level of severity my asthma is it doesn’t do a whole lot. I can’t even walk to my car on some days.
How is it so out of control?? I have very mild alergic asthma and still I rarely have any issues.. I hope you get better.
@@croatian_menace thanks It’s been like this my whole life. It got WAY worse 3 years ago when my father died. I developed an anxiety disorder (burn on me because I used to think AD didn’t exists) and so the asthma aggravates the anxiety anf vise versa. For instance, today I was cleaning my laundry room and within 10 minutes i had to stop because I couldn’t breathe. Then i was stressing at the realization that I could not complete the task and then started freaking out. I eventually had to do 2 nebulizer treatments and take an Ativan. Thank god it subsided and I didn’t have to call 911. I’ve been hospital free for 3 months 🙏🏼
@@mizravenkustoms Jesus, it sounds horrible, you gotta search for the solutions.. there has to be some. I developed allergy asthma few years ago and it only bothers me few times a year( warmer period) but i take allergy medication with blackseed oil and it helps a ton.
@@mizravenkustomsdo some research on micro-dosing shrooms. Something told me to tell you that for some reason. Blessings be and a I pray healing over you.
One of my favorite videos from you VICE. Well done.
Go to a Tavistock concert if you wanna face your fear
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It's a good joke...a great joke even
What saddens me about death is the fact I will leave my body and I will not experience anything anymore, probably forever. I’d love to see new inventions, new people, what future is going to be. That just freaks me out.
I died once and it was the most peaceful experience but please LIVE everyone
Same here. It wasn't something to be afraid of..
I cannot BEGIN to tell u how excited I was when I saw this title of the video. Without giving too much away on a public forum, I have lost more than anyone I've ever known or met in my life. I also work in COVID units and prior to that I was a family death counselor at 2 funeral homes.. I have been scared of death so much in my life that I am.... Bound. I would give anything to understand this more and for once in my life get rid of this as it has overtaken my life and will continue to do so until I am no longer here. I was PRAYING for a real answer in this 😔🙏✌
Hi! I used to be afraid of dying (its amazing how, now that I'm closing in on 50, I'm just looking forward to the nap 🤣) I once read something that put it into perspective for me. To paraphrase Mark Twain " I was dead for billions and billions of years before I was born and it didn't inconvenience me in the slightest " I figured he's right. I don't remember anything bad happening to me before I was born. Hope that helps a little ❤
One of the best Vice videos I’ve seen this year
I've had a bit of experience with ketamine and I've never considered it remotely close to what I think NDE is like, although it's all subjective but I think perhaps DMT would be a closer corollary.
How is seeing aliens close to dying
@@gxlorp cuz when you die your brain is completely flooded with dmt closest experience to what happens when you die is dmt and you don't always see elves or aliens I didn't.
you know what they say: sleep is the cousin of death. The only other time your brain makes DMT (very small amount) is when you sleep/dream. K makes you dream while you are awake essentially and you can tackle a lot of your fears and trauma there but doing pure DMT/ayahuasca is def the closest you can get to a NDE. And I am speaking from my own personal experience because I had a NDE when I was 6 years old.
@@BananaRamaPartyTimeAllTheTime facts
Done it myself it is hectic
@@BananaRamaPartyTimeAllTheTime It's a complete myth that your brain is flooded with DMT at death.
You're in control of all of these starting out as a thought. Even if you experience something, it's not really near death. I've been near death twice, and it was way beyond anything I controlled.
This was fascinating. I appreciated your vulnerable, intelligent approach to this piece.
Godspeed my friend, not a sunshine convo but stoked you are jumping off the edges of comfort
I genuinely fear there being nothing else. I've had spiritually minded friends over the course of my life and I'd say I've always been pretty open minded. I've read about various religions and wished I could have believed in them and developed some sort of faith or relationship with "God". But I'm too skeptical in general and a big part of me believes we are just animals with abnormally advanced brains. Like an accident yet are able to trick ourselves and each other into believing there is more meaning than there is. Many sociologists believe that religion and culture are borne out of our fear of dying and a need for there to be something else i.e immortality. Because we essentially can't handle the fact that we're animals and there is nothing else. I wish this wasn't so logical to me. Having said all that I do sincerely hope that there IS more and that I'll one day be able to see it.
Never had flashbacks.. Felt the most at peace I've ever felt in my life like something or someone was there telling me you good man.. If I could bag up that feeling I felt.. I'd be the richest man in the world..
Loved this video. Inspiring content!
I was approved to do this. I still think psilocybin has way more benefits and is so much cheaper. 700 dollars a session for ketamine and I need to basically keep an IV in my arm for a week or two. Then a strong chance the ketamine does nothing other than a very odd hangover.
Yes shrooms is the way to go I would try ketamine though shockingly the va does it to those opioid dependant but they didn't ween the guy off his soboxone he was tripping on k and the nurse was getting mad at him saying your not supposed to enjoy it im taking the atmosphere wasn't like the therapy office shown here
@@mindmy609 when I was at the place for the first meeting a dude walked out into the waiting room with a big smile and asked if it was my first time. They absolutely should let someone enjoy it as some haven't felt that much joy in a long time or that feeler... Ever.
Great job Zeke! Looking forward to having you visit and take a Monroe Institute course. You're gonna love it!
#monroeinstitute
So love your conclusion! That’s what I’ve often thought; “If I live fully fear of death would be a non issue.”
This, along with lots of spiritual studies, makes me think that we humans often wallow in our misery or stay in toxic limiting, relationships because deeper in our minds, in some twisted way, we believe suffering keeps death away.
Perhaps we intuitively but unconsciously know that if we live full happy lives, death will just happen as a continuation of larger life; such as when leaves on a tree transition effortlessly from one color to another then fall to the ground.
Fear [and thereby terrorism] gives us the illusion that our ego selves can control death-and therefore life.
goddamn
*'That right there was a near life experience'* - Tyler Durdin
I really want to try DMT, LSD, or magic mushrooms but i don't know where or how to get them, I can't find a source any recommendations??
I could remember the first time i went on a trip, it was so thrilling I felt like I was deep into the sea
I have enjoyed lot's of trips from ket, lsd but i have never tried DMT before hope 2grams isn't bad for a starter
/Malachi_tripp/ got psychedelics
@@collinsparker6627 is he on Instagram or what??
@@alpha-tj6jt Yeah, he's got magic mushrooms, chocolate bars, lsd and other psych's
I'm so glad these people are speaking up!
I have also been blessed with a NDE and it has completely changed my perception about this life.
Yeaah, i think drugs are way closer experiences especially bad trips. But I think vice wanted to keep it legal here. Even the k was in a controlled environment.
I literally have a buddy with the personality of this dude. I already know hes a great guy
The Sound and Vibration healer: “so science tells us…”
You keep using that word….
Eeheheheh
she's not completely wrong, music is sound, and music can heal, also the sounds of nature, the beach, wind
they have sound waves
@@esperance8043 how does music heal?
@@mstar7520 I guess it can heal the mind? Like get you to think positive stuff instead of constantly thinking destructive thoughts? That's the only thing I can think of...
Recently when I trip on acid or 2cb I rarely see patterns or any kind of a character. Instead i feel anxious and a sense of impending doom and that im in hell or some kind of limbo... I think the reason why is because of the stress from moving away from home and friends aswell as school. And that the fact I haven't made any friends since I moved and feel quite lonely. But hopefully it will get better
Him saying that the smaller box was more fitting for him was an odd one for me, during the start of the pandemic I actually felt WAY more freedom. I was working in a pharmaceutical company so I was working and the freedom of having much less humans around was fantastic. One thing I know for sure, cars and trucks that burn fuel are the scourge of the planet. Having ever only owned an electric bike the peace and quiet was nice, it was soo comforting watch the sun rise over an empty land, it was truly humbling.
@@elypowell6797 You should probably do some research on the boat she used mate, seems like you have a chip on your shoulder for whatever reason but be careful because you will make yourself look stupid if you make stuff up.
@Dr. Buster Cheeks, Vaccinologist Stanford Tesla is a bad company for multiple reasons but if you ever can realistically switch to an EV, go for it !! and that’s coming from me who is into cars and combustion engines. I still understand they are harmful to our lovely earth.
@@elypowell6797 she took a wind powered catamaran to north America. But believe whatever suits your narrative.
I had a few NDE and it definitely changes the way you look at life after that experience
The sky diver instructors the best!!!
"The ketamine was like the wind, and I was a leaf" lol yup, that about sums it up every time.
Can't be afraid of death if you're dead
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This..this is exactly what I need to overcome fear itself. Fear is stoping me from continuing my experiments
Fear is not your enemy. Fear is your friend. It wakes you up out of complacency. It makes you aware of harm. don't let fear hold you back. :)
@@allieg.1120 why did the biblical angels admonish those who saw them saying “do not be afraid” then?
Man i feel this 100%, i don't know if its anxiety or what but for the past 4-5 years i have had trouble breathing, like i literally think about breathing every hour of every single day and have chest pain/tightness sometimes and i convince myself I'm dying multiple times a week, I've done breathing tests and ecg's and everyone tells me I'm fine, yet I'm convinced there is something wrong with me as i just can't catch a breath sometimes, to the point its effected my social life and made my mental health worse, like we all see or hear of people who had that odd condition or died of some strange thing, I'm convinced that is me and that i am going to die.. sometimes i experience de-realization where i just don't feel like life is real and like maybe its just a simulation and like what is life... idk i sound crazy talking about it but im tired of anxiety and fear controlling my life, i know im just not ready to go yet lol
I like the message at the end of this segment focusing on death is such a waste of life when you almost die you realize just how short our time here is how insignifigant so much of what we do and think really is i think more people should be doing stuff like that putting yourself into a circumstance that helps your perception of the universe and yourself grow theres too much fear in the human mind and world we gotta find the strength to face what makes us uncomfortable so we can show the universe humanitys just getting started not that we nearing the point where weve offically killed ourselfs and our world 💯
I'm surprised the video didn't mention dmt. I had it the first time last year and my fear of death has definitely diminished if not completely gone away since then. The experience itself was awful but it's definitely left some lasting side effects. Personally wouldn't recommend.
DMT would be more related to ego death at high doses than death itself
Could you explain how it was awful and how you still ended up with a reduction of fear? I took a large dose of LSD and a bit of cannabis (thinking the tabs were duds) on a whim and ended up having a horrible panicked experience, ever since then I’ve been unable to really connect with my sense of self, I’m wrapped in fear and anxiety over death or like “not existing” and it’s starting to feel like it’s ruined my life. I’m seeking counselling now but a small part of feel like nothing will resolve unless I try psychedelics again and resolve it in that headspace, but also don’t want to make it worse.
@@lachlantaylor1225 I was vividly hallucinating being held down against my bed by shadows and at one point felt like I was falling into darkness forever. I was laying in bed looking up at the ceiling and I hallucinated humanoid beings staring coldly at me watching me fall. I personally would never do dmt ever again but I'm not going to tell another grown adult what substances they should or shouldn't be using. Like I said before though I would not recommend it but in the end it is your body.
@@stupidhobbits1 and you found this to alleviate your fear of death how? I didn’t “see” any hallucinations, I never really have with psychedelics but it was just this ramping up sense of doom or fear, as well as the feeling like I could just fall out of reality all together, I imagine I’ve made it worse for myself with time but I feel as though relating to others might help, it’s hard to find any positive voices about bad trips online. I would be extremely hesitant to do DMT, not anytime soon, but I’m open to the idea of it for healing this wound, if anything.
@@lachlantaylor1225 after it was over my emotions felt almost dulled for a few months after. It's not as bad as it used to be but truthfully I don't have an answer as to WHY I don't feel as frightful of death as before. I'm a lot more accepting of it and I've embraced the saying "if it's my time then it's my time." All I know is that I'm not the most mentally stable of people and the lack of fear of death has more than likely done more harm than good for me personally.
DMT is what is needed to see what death is like
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That’s exactly what I thought
I disagree to be honest, 5-MeO-DMT has a more death-like feel to it. NN-DMT for me has always been very visual and i typically find myself thinking im a guitar instead of ceasing to exist lol
Or just waiting until it is ones time to die to see what death is like, it is supposed to be a surprise and people shouldn't cheat mother nature by trying to see what death is going to be like before it comes. I almost feel like God, mother nature, science, karma or whatever you wanna believe, would see someone like the man in this video trying so hard to see what death is like that it would make the forces of nature think "well gee if you are so interested in death and scared at the same time, it can be easily arranged for you to find out soon enough that there is nothing to fear and that it is time to see what it is all about :)"
@@jakejakejakejake6502 each to their own dmt showed me what it was like to die and I didn't enjoy the experience it showed me
I got shot numerous times like 7 years ago and nearly died. I flatlined numerous times, was in a medically induced coma, but by the will of god all mighty i am here to tell my story. Prior to that death was always something i was scared of, but that has completely changed. I’ve come to accept the fact that we have 0 control over it, well at least in most cases. Food for thought 💭
I'm 27 and have had 3 NDE. The first time was when I was 14 and had a misdiagnosed medical condition that resulted in me reaching a point where I was extremely close to dying of dehydration. I ended up in a different hospital in ICU for several days in and out of consciousness. That shook me for a long time. The second time was when 24. I developed a septic infection while I was in the hospital. One night I got up to use the restroom and collapsed and I felt myself slipping away. I felt like I was in the middle of a long tunnel. On one end was life. I could hear my mom and the doctors calling me. The other end was a mystery. I felt extremely heavy. I was stuck for what seemed like an eternity unable to move either direction. Eventually I woke up in bed with lots of people I didn't know standing around my hospital bed. But then I saw my mom and realized I was still alive. I struggled for quite a while with this not sure how to feel. I knew I should be happy to be alive, but I wasn't. I felt like I was in the wrong place. I wasn't afraid of death. I longed for it. I wasn't suicidal, I just felt like I was meant to be dead. The most recent experience was this last July. I had a bad rollover car accident. I don't remember much, but for several weeks I wrestled with that same feeling that I shouldn't be alive. If I'm honest I'm still struggling with that. I learned recently that I suffered a TBI that I will never fully recover from. I'm still coming to grips with what this means. I just keep telling myself there must be a reason I'm still alive.
Those were my NDE. I've had countless out of body experience as a child. I had a wierd neurological condition that resulted in extreme muscle spasms and pain. I would reach a level of pain that i would fall into this catatonic state where I was crying and moaning, but I was unresponsive. A lot of those times I felt like I was transported to an observatory. I was above my body watching everything like it was a TV show. That messed me quite a bit. I didn't understand it, and I was afraid to tell anyone for several years.
I've never understood the fear of death, I had my first existential crisis when I was around 8 and I've always assumed that coming to terms with the end of your life was just something that people had to do to grow up. It amazes me that something as simple as the conclusion of an experience as chaotic as life can cause so many people so much terror. You're constantly at massive risk of death by thousands of different means, what is the point in being afraid of the inevitable?
Just like being afraid of heights, spiders, storms, anything else really you’re afraid of
Wery Well Said Well Point🐞
@@manh2704 I think it’s a little bit different because you could theoretically go your whole life without dealing with any of those things. Death is the only absolute thing there is, coming to terms with it should be the easiest thing, right?
DMT is what you needed to try. I can't believe none of your research on out of body experiences pointed you towards that. It will absolutely get you there. There's different ways of doing it depending on how you source it and the form in which you take it. It is extremely powerful stuff so just do you research on it beforehand and you'll be pleased.
Come on now he’s not that brave haah
I was given this med in the ER for pain. I had a terrifying experience. It lead to me looking up tonight while I’m having a very prolonged anxiety/ panic attack….if near death experience is a part of this experience with this med. i told them NEVER again in the ER. They put it on the records that I do not respond well to that med. i do have to wonder if it was given in more soothing environment other then a busy ER if the experience might of been different? I had had one other time on an ambulance and I just passed out. Zero experience. Woke up in the ER a little confused about how I got there so fast.
I have had maybe 20-25 near death experiences through Ketamine and DMT. The DMT one permanently changed how I look at and behave in everyday life. I actually left my body and saw myself sitting in the corner where I did the DMT and went through the wall/a thin veil to the otherside where it was dark and filled with interwoven dark red and blue swirling and pulsating geometric patterns. I immediately saw a bipedal figure in the corner but it was so dark that it was just a shadow. It quickly noticed i was there and came right up to my minds eye and telepathically said "What are you doing here? This is where WE are". Before I could process this and reply, I could feel that I was being pulled back into my body. This 3d universe we live in seemed dull in comparison to what I just experienced, I can never stress that enough. You just have to experience it for yourself to fully grasp what I mean. After that night I was 100% sure that we exist outside of our physical bodies. After that my mind opened up and I started reading about all religions and everything metaphysical for the next year.
The rest of my NDE experiences were of varying degrees. Some were terrifying and some were filled with love and great epiphanies that I could never seem to bring back with me. Its like I had this new understanding or volume of information that I couldnt bring back with me as I was funneling back into my physical body. Its actually very frustrating.
The best one was when I left my body and saw myself sitting on the floor with my headphones on. I travelled through the floors and walls of skyscrapers and talked to weird people that didnt look like people and floated in microcosmic spaces and just when I thought I would never come back, I started coming back down. My ego started piecing itself back together bit by bit like footage of an explosion but in reverse. I even remember the moment when I realized that I had bones! I had never been so happy to have bones again! When I was fully back in my body, I was so thankful to be alive, I started pacing back and forth, I ripped open the curtains and stared out at the world as I was panting in disbelief. That blew my mind!!! I could go on and on but these psychedelic experiences helped me believe that there was more than what we see in front of us in the physical world. It made me less afraid of death and in turn helped me process my best friends death.
"The through-line to trying to experience a near death experience, an out of body experience, has been breath." And then he met Wim Hof.
I ranted in the replies to comments under another comment and mentioned wim hof. It proves these spiritual crazy types are at least partly right. I say crazy because that's how some of society judges them. Sorry to say that, I dont judge them.
Wim Hof proves the efficacy of "spiritual" technologies. Spiritual meaning, techniques that classically have been used in spiritual contexts, or techniques that produce spiritual experiences.
@@gxlorp Yes indeed. People love to judge things they don't understand. Well, science can only explain the "magic" that the universe already knows how to do. And the universe is f***ing magical, so people need to stay open minded to all the magic that science might one day explain. ...or maybe science won't be able to explain it all...the universe will just keep doing what does irregardless. Lmao
Yup, I did K before and definitely thought I was dying. Not fun
When I almost died I saw the brightest white light and someone calling me " come I'm waiting here, it's time to go " I begged not to go and I saw my life flashbacked before my eyes. So scary but I learnt that life is so short
My near death experience was me coming out my body and looking at my self laying on the ground and going back into my body and waking up feeling a ecstasy feeling and little by little remembering I fainted .
All I can tell you is that it will happen to all of us
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Wait until technology becomes advanced enough and motherfuckers actually become immortal
@@nathannathan5735 yes but we'll all be probably dead by then😭.
Of course Vice puts out this vid while im in a mediocore crisis about the subject.😎 (Death and our lives' shortness)
same, my granddad has mesothelioma
The thing is I'm not so afraid of death as I am the ones I love dying. I was practically raised by my grandmother and when she goes idk what I'll do. I was with her when her mother passed of Alzheimers. That disease is so horrible.
I’m pretty sure I’ve had a nde however I can’t really remember it. I was took into hospital last year with pains in my chest and struggling to breathe. Turns out I had to bad infections and collapsed lung. I was in intensive care for 7 days and was on a ventilator under anaesthesia the whole time. When I woke up my outlook on life changed and I felt as though I was given a second chance at life. When I was extubated I had ketamine a two days after I was first awake again due to having to get my chest drains removed was mad.
I wonder how this would effect suicidal people
I always wondered that. Like, if someone wanted to die, would giving them ketamine or dmt make them want to live? 🤔 like, “okay, let’s give you the near death experience without the death.”
Ketamine is actually a wonderful last line of treatment for suicidal depression. Ketamine therapy has done wonders for my partner.
As someone who’s been suicidal, it’s been somewhat beneficial but mostly bittersweet. Very heart-wrenching and sometimes terrifying experiences. I feel less afraid of death and less judgmental of others, however I still feel unsure of myself and the future. And I certainly still have a fear of losing loved ones, which has been a pervasive fear throughout my entire life. Going to try a shroom trip in a few months and see if that is more efficient in bringing the walls down.
As someone who was once at that point it’s changed my life for the better 🤍
I relate to this man
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Me too
So how do I get the job of trip sitter 🤔asking for myself
remember “sleep is just death being shy”
Lucid dreaming or out of body with vibration gets close, it doesn't require drugs.
But if drugs allow you to have a better experience , why not try it ? 🤷🏽 but it’s there so why not lol
It enhance the experience
Many people are unable to have lucid dreams, and people such as myself have tried in the past to "train" the brain hoping to bring about lucid dreaming but was unsuccessful
"have you guys ever tried ketamine" 😂
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No I miss out on that but I did do to much DMT once 🤣🤣
He liked that ketamine
Hell yeah had chicken pig horse and pink rhino ket
I laughed so hard when he asked the nutty lady that 😂
Wow man props, I feel like I’m in your shoes trying to find the same answer
Man this the video I needed cause my anxiety be off the roof about the situation. 😒
Same
I had NDE I was at a party , partying (this was 12 years ago) I partied too hard my ears popped then I kept seeing black my ex was so mad at ME bc we had to leave the party and take me the the emergency room it was so scary it was every 5 minutes I saw all black and I was screaming bc it scared me idk what happened but I know my body was giving out….. so I saw NOTHING and NO “bright light”just a void. I don’t know how I am alive bc I been through worse , my apartment burned down along w 15 other units…..also got bit by a CANE CORSO dog those are one of the biggest dogs
As an Aussie woman, I had a near-life experience when I was birthing my daughter in 1990.
Or rather a near-birth experience.
During my experience, I faced a situation where I was in a cave, surrounded by ancient entities.
I swear I encountered the Creator, along with a mother figure who was concerned with my progress.
I am a Christian of 38 years.
Yet, I still have a natural belief in God and science.
This psychotherapist has the best job. Listening to people describing their individual, joyful and natural experiences day in day out.
I was given Ketamine Saturday 9/3/22 because I have a 17-18mm Kidney Stone. I lost my Dad on 5/25/22 and I swear I saw my Dad and than he disappeared and when he disappeared my Daughters said I freaked out and was demanding them to bring him back and that I needed him. I was Scared beyond belief on Ketamine!! I literally felt like I was dying and Again my Daughters told me that I kept telling them that I was dying as well.. I do not have a memory of anything on the Ketamine other than seeing My Dad!!! Ketamine is no joke!!
A strong dose of DMT, I've heard, gives you a near death experience but it can be dangerous.
@Promotional Inc. It's what you do while high that's the danger
That's what I thought. It's probably too obscure and hard to source for him though, in most places you have to do the extraction yourself if you want to try it.
What I was referring to was after u come down of dmt. A mutual friend of mine did it once and it ruined him forever.
obtaining the bark is legal in a lot of places, the extraction is quite simple
@@avee1711 how is he ruined?
Okay that lil ketamine “trip” was a little dramatic and super unrealistic 🤦🏻♂️😂
I couldn't stand watching him dance around all willy nilly high as a kite in the cut scene I cracked TF up
There was a time I was unconscious from the space monkey challenge (I know, I was like 11-12) & from one time when I got up too fast & passed out & hit my jaw on the side of the toilet. The unconsciousness I felt from the space monkey challenge (I didn’t really know how dangerous it was at the time & didn’t know I could’ve possibly died), was actually quite peaceful. It’s like I passed out & ofc I couldn’t see but I seen a glimpse of light (idk if that was from the light coming through the blinds onto my eyelids or the natural lighting in the house) & I could hear muffled talking from my siblings? & in my head it just sounded like muffled rain. It was very peaceful & I didn’t feel the need to panic or catch a glimpse of air. I was comfortable. And my experience with me hitting my jaw was the same way except during that one I was a bit less conscious but still felt warm & at peace.
I am surprised that DMT wasn’t mentioned a single time. That’s probably the closest you can get to a near death experience without actually having one…
Edit- 5-Meo-DMT is actually probably closer to a near death experience than DMT, but DMT is still up there.
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Came here to say this
straight up ridiculous innit
@@leosternhell7027 definitely a push for the Ill informed to try Ketamine. This whole video kind of got me disappointed with Vice but they get a pass, they’re the goats irregardless 🐐 Irregardless not Regardless
DMT is the craziest thing I can imagine to exist. Maybe getting abducted by aliens would be on that same level lol
I don't fear death. I fear my loved ones dying that's why I always wish to die before anyone whom I can't see dying.
“It seemed to help more with my anxiety of death than actually creating a near death experience”
THAN YOU DID NOT TAKE ENOUGH
I had a near death experience and went into a dark, deep place.. I was conscious.
After years of healing I was able to find a new understanding in life. When I had this one thought about a childhood trauma, and thanks to my unique experience in life. I'm able to observe my memories with a more prescient mind?
It was like a light bulb turned on.
Years later, after all the meditation and reflection.. and in one fell swoop, a buried connection in my brain, a neural impulse that had been shut off many years ago, and my synapse had formed around it. I realized that I was wired differently, and wondered if I had just actually fixed something that had been broken. In a sense. Yes, I'm able to focus with much more depth and clarity now.
I had a unique experience, I went to a dark place when I got in that accident. I like to think I was just drifting, and something woke up in me that reminded my consciousness, Hey! Wake Up!
Our life is a journey to gain understanding, that much is for sure.