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You want to know struggles! I had to choose between Pizza or hamburger today and then some fuckhead came and told that there's also tortillas... My whole lunch break was ruined and i still wonder.. Did i make the right choice?
radikaali hmm. I would go for a hamburger. Because the pizza could have a soggy crust, or gross toppings. Where as the hamburger would be safe. But DAHMN TORTILLAS! That's a hard day dude. Go give yourself a warm bath or something from all the stress and chaos in ur life.
Yeah, i did go trough similar thoughts and was going to take burger but it didin't help that pretty much everyone else was taking pizza, i was so confident with my choice but the peer pressure was so intense. Then the tortilla option came and every plan i had plus backup plans went to shit... Tomorrow i bring my own lunch and eat them in my own private area called the cleaning closet, it's a madhouse out there. Thanks for your support and kind words, they mean alot at times like these. Also, i took tortillas because it was kinda new thing in the "menu" and wanted to do something wild for a once, they were okay...
I'm tired of being sooooo useless. All I do is school, home, homework, TV, junk food, bed. I really hate that routine but I can't change it, I mean, I know I can but I just feel like I lack strength, I tried to eat healthy food and walk around a bit so that I don't die because of doritos blocking my veins, but I always give up.... I want something to live by. Like being a vegetarian, being a song writer, being a fucking door painter or what ever.. I have nothing else to say and couldn't figure out a cool phase to end this whole thing so yeah bye
Letícia Cipriani I don't know you but I just wanna say : Fighting ! Don't lose hope and hold on to dreams!! I totally understand youuu and believe in youu! xx 💛
Letícia Cipriani no one who made that decision of being a vegeterian or whatever is better than you .. he had your thoughts .. but he didn't gave up .. don't wait to be strong or smart to do something with your life .. actually it dosen't really matter .. if we aim to strength, we will never be satisfied with how strong we became it is just a journey of not giving up..
I feel like I don't have the right friends. I feel like the ones that I have don't care about me as a person and what I'm actually thinking and since I realized that I started getting mad when even looking at them. Unfortunately I am still in school so I can't just "surround myself with people who make me happy " it's just impossible. Also I feel like I don't live my life to its fullest potential. I want to do so many things, meet so many people and experience so much but there is just no way out of this box that is my life and I hate that feeling so much.
I think that is the age of soul searching 😂 I had a huge "awakening" when I turned 25 and it has made my life so much better. Made me learn a lot about myself and life in general. Scary but nescessary 💕
MaanoMeikkaa yes it is, but I think it is vital that this soul searching continues. It keeps you connected to life, and willing to try/embrace new things. This often stops when people hit their 30s which is very sad. I'm a graphic artist (@badaboehm on Instagram) and am about to turn 43. With few exceptions I feel almost a generational difference when I talk to my members of my chronological age group. They've given up... (and on that note I'm going to have myself some of the Salmiakki chocolate my sister sent me :-) )
I have had also destructive thoughts for the past few years. I'm still slowly recovering from the anxiety and my depression but I believe you can do the same. You're not alone and there are a lot of people who know what you're going through. I would advise you to find someone to talk to. It can be anyone, family member, friend, those hotlines and places on the net where you can chat with someone. And there also is proffesional help. You're not alone, please don't give up. Trust me, talking helps and it doesn't matter who you talk to, just talk to someone. One of my favourite actors that I look up once said on his twitter: "Suicide is a lie, it whispers in our ear offering us "relief", it is the snake in our garden. Reach out, speak up, don't listen to the lie." That gave me the strenght to speak up about my depression. Please do the same, it will get better.
Guichabanaano thankyou that means a lot. i actually talked to a lot of people but it doesn't really help. I tried to kill myself about 7 times but I'm still here and now i feel like i can hold on so I'm trying my best!
Noah Leerhoff I dont really know about anxiety, but since you talked about it... What is it like? Some friends tell me that i suffer from that : i'm scared of going outside and see people, especially people around my age, i'm scared of what they think about me, about them judging me. For example when i'm sweaty I get really scared of people who get close to me. When a guy or a girl around my age pass near me or looks at me I blush and start sweating. That happens also when someone talks to me, even if its my family. If I have to tell something about me, i just struggle to talk and its such a pain in the ass. And I just want to go out in a place where there is nobody, like a forest. I always say that i hate people. I'm also always really scared of having to make decisions by myself for myself. But I don't know if that is social anxiety.
I'm in my senior year in High school now and I have been contemplating on my career choice and i'm kind of stuck because i'm not 100% sure of what I want to do. I always think about the future like how my life will turn out and trusting God has really helped me. I don't want to do a job that I get tired of because I'll be there until I retire and that's a myriad of years. I don't want to regret my choice. I also want to live life doing the things I love. Traveling the world especially to London and Japan is one of them. I really enjoyed this video because it made me think.
Same! I don’t know what I want to do with my life either, and want step the wrong way, can change my life completely...ok this probably made it worse, sorry.
i'm a freshman, i'm starting at a new school, in a new state, and its all happening so fast. i'm honestly so scared but i act like i'm fine. but that is my problem, thank you for opening up and sharing yours. edit: saara liked this im shrieking ily
alexa I moved from Kuwait to Egypt so very suddenly...we didn't even know that we are gonna settle in Egypt, so what happened is that I left my school, friends, home and the country that I've been born in for good...we had very bad days in Egypt and I was very stressed and alone 'cause my only person that I knew who's my mom passed away one year after we moved...what I'm trying to say that if you're stressed because you left a lot of stuff behind, try to stay in touch with your old friends as well as possible and most importantly make new ones in your new state...and if the issue was that you feel lonely in your new school, I think you should try training yourself to be confident and more outgoing, think of yourself as a traveller who's enjoying being in new places and approach to people spontaneously and confidently...the more confident, nice and spontaneous u act the more likely u are to adapt to any place and make a good impression...SORRY FOR THE HELL LONG SPEECH
oh girl, i know how you feel. the same thing happened to me my freshman year. what helped me cope was knowing that my life was about to have a fresh new start. i could be whoever i wanted to be and no one would know the difference. i could reinvent myself. good luck girl, i know you'll do great!! :)
I'm a freshman for college, I know change is hard but it's also a way for new beginnings. If I were you I'd look on the bright side! Only positive thoughts, am I right? It'll make life a lot easier
One thing that has been really fucking me up is that we're so small and insignificant compared to the literal whole universe that is EXPANDING AND WE CANT EVEN COMPREHEND IT. Also I've gotten really depressed and went to a mental facility...but I got really good help so I'm on meds so I'm okay now :) feel feee to ask me any questions about spending a week there at the hospital or anything else :) 💖
Sofia Delgado Im glad your better! And yes, that universe thing also blows my mind every day i think about it. Its so big we cant even comprehend it. Creo que hablas español por tu nombre, pero por las dudas jajajaja
I don't want you to get it wrong..but you know if you take meds for mental problems I don't think it's going to work, you know these days the government has the plan to take down as many people as they can through food/meds, Pls don't take me wrong.. but psychological problems should be treated by the time with brain practice/meditation and positive thinking but with the meds all u get it toxins and practically they "work" because you think of that!! Hope you'll be ok!! 🙂 & good luck
Blacki J America's government, Uk's government, All the countries government :) .. just watch some documentaries like "what the health" and others.. There are so many small things that we can't see and when you find the meaning of those you realise how big and important they are.. This is strictly my opinion and I'm trying to make "my world" better... hope you get my idea 😜
Thank you so much for this video. I really needed this, and almost everything you said I've actually been thinking about as well. I'm currently going through a struggle with my weight... I feel like I can't live because of what my parents say about me, how clothes look on me, looking at my body compared to my friends who are "normal". I also want to do this for my health. This is my struggle at the moment
Well. I just graduated high school and didn't get accepted to anywhere I applied to except one uni but I unfortunately don't have the money to afford the only school I got accepted to so I'm now just stuck here thinking about all the disappointment I've caused my parents and myself and how I keep letting everyone around me down and messing everything up while trying to chase dreams that are probably impossible to accomplish with my given situation considered. I really thought I could do it and I was good enough as I worked for this my entire life but I guess I wasn't and life isn't really that fair. Anyway thanks for asking.
Bulut Senyaprak Instead if thinking about the disappointment that you of caused you parents instead think about what you can do to make this situation better. And how proud your parents will be when you pull yourself up and make a name for yourself regardless if you got excepted to your dream school or not. Life is what you make it, work hard and I'm sure yours will be great :)
Mix Up With Rehman Well I think it depends on the situation, like is it really hopeless and might wnd up hurting someone or is there hope. I replied even when nobody asked me to. :'D
a discovery that's taking me seven years and counting to figure out. I keep saying I'm over him, but then something reminds me I'm not, and I'm back at square one. 😢😢
Unfortunately that's life. It takes a different amount of time for each people. And I know EXACTLY what you're going through. Just when you think you're good, something brings you back, and that's it fell for the cycle again right?
This is the kind of video I needed a few hours before my first day of my last high school year thanks Saara! tons of things are scaring the hell out of me rn, I am scared of change, failure, future, decisions, expectations... I just don't feel prepared for life in general and it's stressing :(
I am happy I found this video. I just moved to a new city to start college and I'm watching this right before my first day of school. Thank you, it helps me collect my thoughts.
I know how you feel. I look back on my life so far and think about the tiny little chance encounters which have lead me to where I am today. Maybe not all of them turned out to be great but I've always tried to take a chance when I encountered it, and I really suggest you do it too. We only get one life to live and you can't live it being timid or afraid. Stay strong!
I completely agree! It's a quarter life crisis. Am I being the best version of what I can be right now? Or am I just too comfortable and scared of change. Am I ready for this marriage that I'm about to enter in, or am I doing it because again of comfort and fear. It's crazy! So many thoughts.
I'm going through a very VERY similar thing. The whole thing you said about letting go of things that have served their purpose in your life...but me hard. And I was thinking the past week about how this is my only life. So this is EXACTLY what I needed to get me motivated to make changes. Thank you so much. I love your videos and you're truly beautiful inside and out. Stay strong
Recently I've decided to just go for it. I want to be a musician, a singer to be clear and I'm gonna finish school then I'm gonna study music and I'm gonna try to find a way to make this dream come true! If I don't try I'm never gonna know if I would have made it. 😁
My struggle is not doing enough things what make me happy. Too often I spend hours and hours in my bed, dreaming of stuff what I could do, places where I could be and things I could see but instead, I am trapped inside my apartment.
I just found your channel like two days ago and I'm actually living for you and your videos!! So good!! Anyway, thank you for making this. I'm starting my second year of high school and I'm being piled with questions about my future that I can't even answer. I think about the future a ton. Too much sometimes. What I'll do in five years for a job or who I'll be with and what that'll be like. Or my mental and financial state. Anyway, thank you for sharing. I'm glad I'm not the only one who's thinking and trying to live life in the moment. Much love!!
Sara, I loved your video, as always, and you really made my day, because those questions that you were doing and your struggles are the same as mine, and it feels good to feel that I'm not alone, and this question really woke me up "Are you really living your life to the fullest?" I'm starting Law school in México and it really made me realize that I need to be better, thank you so much sara, tons of love from México 🇲🇽 💕 PD: Your my inspiration in many things, because I love singing too, please keep singing like an angel ♥️
This year was the most intense year of my life. I experienced my first year in college, first year living in my own appartment alone, and at some point being alone. This is the year were I have been completely destroyed by the persons who I loved the most, the year I started doing pannic attacks, drugs, making my self puke... The first time in my life I would wake up crying, with this anxious "ball" deep in my stomach that would only leave at night as I fall asleep... The year I discovered I was actually depressed. Things took a completly unexpected level, and last month, I felt relieved for the first time in a very long time. And I am constantly afraid of how long it will last
Thanks Sarra! I actually havr been struggling with my weight this year but have been losing gradually. I promised myself i would reach my goal this year! Phalanges crossed!!!
I 100% randomly stumbled upon your shaving hair video on facebook. Something told me to look through up your youtube channel. This was the first video I stumbled upon and its just what I needed. I have become very attached to what my life is, and trying to plan everything out, when in reality I am not in control. I hear it from everyone around me, but hearing it from you just made it real. I was sexually assaulted at Walmart on Friday night and ever since I didn't know what to do. I tried to lean on my best friends but one by one it seemed like too much for them. I have come to realize that no matter what battle I go through there is always a tomorrow. I have to allow the world I live in to change around me or I will never grow. If I embrace the change that is when the growing can and will begin. Thank you for this video it was beautiful.
I feel like I’m the problem in this world. I get angry fast, I am not funny, I am spoiled, I have many unpopular opinions and more. I just know I could be so much better, but I can’t change myself. Most of the time I just sit in my room and watch videos. I feel like as time goes on, I am ruining my life more and more, and I just want to be proud of what I’ve done in my life, and be proud of myself. Recently I have stopped practicing piano for no reason at all, I just didn’t feel it anymore. Now I have one more thing to blame myself for.
I'm 32 and I've never had a real job, dropped out of uni, and I'm a shut-in. Granted I didn't choose to be born this way, didn't choose to become like this... Being trans and autistic and struggling with anxiety and depression and whatnot... probs C-PTSD too..? It's difficult, you know, especially now that I'm living alone again after so many years (polyamorous but now single and started questioning things so like a-spec). Ugh... What do? >.< I want to have friends (well I do but like I never see them irl) and do stuff (like play table hockey like at actual tournaments even like I used to a long time ago and play the guitar and learn new instruments and languages and do activism) and not just rot away being miserable... thankfully I never ended up homeless because Finland ain't too bad but yeah idk I have many many years of therapy ahead of me and I feel like I never had a 'real' childhood and my 20s got wasted in many ways and I feel so old (yeah I'm not super old but I feel like it sometimes but I also feel like I was born a few years too early or something xD) and things seem like they never get better :(( but I have to keep on keeping on! let's do this! one step at a time.
Suvi-Tuuli Allan wow that actually really inspires me in some many ways shows that I'm not even struggling cause I'm still living at home but I'm not far off getting a job too just need some bits and pieces in between.Thanks for sharing your story. (Sorry i don't use punctuation moved counties in between schooling life and well fucked myself really haha)
I'm at my mid-twenties as well, my life has been more active than ever and YES this is exaclty how I feel: Less spiritual. So it feels like I am experiencing so many different and beautiful things that I have never done before, but somehow since I cannot, say, "internalize" them, I always feel like I am missing something and wasting those experiences by being so shallow. But at the same time it feels like this is how you can possibly manage this much of change?! I don't know. Thanks for opening up Saara, I love you both when you're super crazy and super serious. :D
I'm a new subscriber, and am really enjoying your videos. I am at a digital library, and am supposed to be working on something productive, but watching has taken me away from the darkness I'm dealing with. It's inspiring seeing you be so free, and just real. Thank you.
I've put a picture of the universe on my wall just to remind myself how tiny we are. How small this planet is. How small our galaxy is. How short the time is what we spent here. And as soon as you start to look at this world from far away, from somewhere above, sitting on a cloud, watching us how similar we are to the ants, who go up and down, doing their own things, but don't really care why they are here, why they HAVE to be here, why they do what they do, somehow you will understand less or more this whole thing. As you look down from a bigger distance at this whole place, it will be easier and easier every day. If you think that in some year everything will disappear. EVERYTHING. Just imagine how every paper that you have ever signatured, every valueable paintings from museums, every single paper money that you've been fighting for, they will be floating in this dark space among the stars. Everything that we have been created, and suffered for will be dissappeared. Isn't it funny? When I really realised it, and imagined it visually I felt true happiness. Because it is not something that you have to be sad for, not a "you only live once" or "carpe diem" thing, not something that we call "spiritual" and say "i have been too deep today, wtf".. It is something that you have to do once in your lifetime for yourself. And think about it more and more just to finally live what you have always wanted, what you really deserve.
I've been going through something similar lately with thinking a lot about where I currently am in life. I'm not against going with the flow or anything because that's how I live sometimes, not really having a set plan. But as you also mentioned, I'm two years away from 25 and there are times where I think about what I could have done different in the past to get me where I want to be sooner. This year I'm trying to not put myself down so much and build up some confidence that I've always struggled to have. I'm making more effort now to achieve my goals and that's what matters. I'm feeling hopeful and I'm sending some positivity towards all your future endeavors!
Yes! Yes, move to London! I wanna live vicariously through you! 😁💕 Also, you are so right about the small decisions, those are the ones that count. I decided to go to school in another city, then moved there, then I met my now husband and father of my child, and we probably would've never met had I not decided to go to school there.
I used to always roll my eyes whenever someone would talk about the change and losing control and being afraid of such things in life... that is until I started feeling all of those things myself. It felt like you were talking straight to me. It was necessarary.
Sooooooo let's open up :) First of all I'm struggling depression now for a year. And I'm kinda done with it. I'm done with everything. Like what is the purpose of life when you don't enjoy it? It doesn't make any sense any more and I'm tired and getting crazy of all these feelings and thoughts. All the things that happen to me are negative. I mean okay, I still have family, I have a few friends and I have a boyfriend. But my family is always trying to destroy my happiness and ruining my mood. My boyfriend becomes mad when I don't think the same as him. I got a lot of negative reactions about my boyfriend because he's from Nigeria :( He's caring, sweet and really kind. But there are still some people who are trying to ruin my happiness ffs D: I didn't have the best childhood. I had an alcoholic dad who became abusive towards me... When he was drunk he started to say hurtful things to me. That explains my depression and my low self-esteem. My parents are divorced now and I broke the contact with my dad. He said he doesn't understand why I did that. But I don't feel like explaining to him.... He was wrong so he should know it right? At least I've got a supporting mom but she doesn't know everything and nowadays she's not that much home. She goes to friends a lot or my dad. I seem like I'm okay from the outside. I laugh, I have good friends, I have a boyfriend, I have a supporting and loving mom and I have a brother (8) who I love. But from the inside I am dying and want to give up everything.. Sorry for this long message but thanx if you read everything :) I appreciate it^^
TaeTaeBear i absolutely love what you wrote .. i feel the same as you do .. i have every reason to be happy but i'm not .. i'm never ever satisfied .. and i'm sick of this feeling too and i feel like giving up!
TaeTaeBear I know there are reasons why at times we feel like giving up on everything, but there are many many reasons to also keep going. Sometimes it seem to others like we have everything, but inside we're empty. We have questions about life and its meaning, and they need answers. Our happiness may well depend on that. I just wanted to tell you that you are not alone in this. This website has helped many find answers to life's biggest questions: jw.org. It's helped me :) Don't give up, please keep trying. You CAN be happy, even when life gets sucky sometimes. I hope this helps and I sincerely wish you the best 😊
You will make it through this! Just keep your mind on the positive things and get the not so positive things/people out of your life! Hunny, you don't need that! I've have bad times..going from being sexually harassed twice, dealing with anxiety when I was a kid, thinking that everyone's opinions matter. When in reality, they don't! Get yourself some friend that make you feel happy, that I have yet to do and if you want to change your appearance, go for it! Changing my appearance has changed me into a happier person..Fighting!💖
My mom is goin through depression and I'm doing everything that I can but it's hard because it's like she can't understand me. If I say to her that go to sleep she goes to bed but when I turn my head she runs to shop to buy gum because she does not wan't me to know that she smokes... and it just got worse because my mom and dad broke up we have no money and mom just shops and when she drives she drives like she is drunk. She cries every night. So yeah I'm 13 and I have to take care of my mom ja my 2 lil sisters ans my 1lilbro. Life is nice... (Sorry bad english)
Watching this video has helped me figure out what I want to do. I have a tough home life and I've always been meaning to move out but I always hesitate because I underestimate myself a lot. Watching this video has helped me decide on what I want to do next in my life and the thought alone seems to have lifted my spirits.
Ever since I turned 12, the thought that we only grow up once and live with a single career scares me and makes me wanna be successful as early as age 13. (Spoiler alert: I failed) I will be turning 18 next year, and will be going to college and I don't know what career suits me best (I wanna do many things) I'll probably kill myself so that I don't have to choose.
Gimme Rice 😭 All my friends were already filing their College Applications and everything. Deciding what I'm gonna be for the rest of my life is terribly difficult.
I'm Stuck ikr, I see my friends enrolled in nursing courses and being so mature about what they want to do, while I'm like I don't even know which college I want to go to. I had good grades but I feel like I wasted all that.
Gimme Rice 😭 I know, I got 99+ for STEM (not to boast) and I'm so scared of "unfulfilled potential", but I think that's where I'm headed to - The world of unemployment 😭😭😭 IDK how to get out of this. I hope things work out well for most of us.
Who says you have to be successful? Well, you don't. Try things and live a little, as they say. That pressure to succeed might end up destroying you. (You might not want to become like me. I'm 32 and a shut-in living on disability. It could be worse but I feel like I wasted my 20s.) Enjoy your life and experiment! Live, love, and leave the world a better place. :) Maybe punch a nazi and destroy capitalism. ;) But be safe and take care of yourself! DFTBA
I've been going through a hard time cause like I don't know suddenly all of my friends just put me aside but who need friends anyway.....(3 minutes later)😢😭😭😭
I can totally relate to this. I am in my early 20's, and I deeply think I am missing something in life, maybe risks that I am not willing to take. Maybe there is fear in taking them. Maybe I am just too comfortable with everything I have and don't feel like taking that extra step. But I do feel behind, in some way. I feel like at this point of life, I should already be sure and know what I want to go to school for, and have a great job with a decent pay rate. But nothing is falling into place at the moment. At least not for me. I feel like maybe I should go ahead and go that extra mile to find my happiness, and feel happy and satisfied with my surroundings. With myself. You really did make me analyze things a little bit more and put my thoughts where they should be; my present and where it would take me. I can't wait for you to have a meet & greet. I would definitely love to meet you. Greetings from Miami!
I'm struggling with depression and anxiety. like it's nothing new for me but I have been in self recovery from self harm for almost a year now. but in a one month span someone i love very dearly was in the hospital fighting for her life twice. it was one of the hardest things to see especially when it happened twice one time was more terrifying then the last. that shit is what can drive someone to hurt themselves. but I didnt. mental health is serious and people don't understand how even the littlest things can put someone into dread for god knows how long and who knows what that person would do.
How am I doing? Umm let's see... I'm in that stage of life right now where I just wanna give it all up, but at the same time I wanna conquer the world. Does that make sense to you? It's obviously a phase or part of life that everyone will go through or already has gone through, but now that I'm there, it's quite scary and confusing. So to all the beautiful people who read this or even don't, just know that you're not alone and that it gets easier, and then harder again and life is just a beautiful rollercoaster of anything and everything, but you are strong and you are a conqueror.❤
i feel you. i've been wondering about the living your life to the full potential thing too. like, "when am i actually having fun?" "was that fun?" "what is fun" "what was the best thing about that?" you know i've been thinking so much too and i'm also so scared about going to college. i'm so scared i won't find any friends and i'll be alone forever. life is crazy
I'm Hispanic, I moved to the US 2 years ago, without knowing any English, and I was really afraid of don't be able learn english, tbh I'm still afraid(even if I'm writing this comment without translator :v)... I feel that I got stuck a while ago, that I'm not learning anymore and that I won't... that I won't be able to socialize(the majority of my friends are hispanics too), because, it's really really hard to me speak it, it's just that I forget the pronunciation, or almost all the words, it's like, I'm trying to say something and no words are coming out of my mouth.... it's really stressful
Sabrina English is by far one of the hardest languages. Just keep studying and working hard and I promise you that your English will get better. Don't feel discouraged if you can't pronounce some of the words. I was born and raised in America speaking only English and there are still some words I have some trouble pronouncing or don't know the meaning too.
I all of your videos, and especially ones like this :) I'm taking 3 ap classes this fall and I'm already stressing out about it already, and I can already hear my mom constantly telling me that i should be studying, and that i better be already. And hearing her say that just makes me feel even more stressed lolol
Im completley messed up i have to meditate to be calm and nit stressed im not relaxed typing even. If someone feels the same just find calm melodies and completley relax let your mind roam free for like idk 30mins just go outside of somewhere quiet and feel the peace. (Sorry for my baf English and i hope it helps or if no i know im usless anyway...)🎋🎋🌿🍃🍁🌹🌾🌴🌳🌷
Hey. I'm pretty messed up too because I have days when I get very depressed and I only have bad thoughts about everything and also I have days when I feel so good that I just laugh and smile all day on everything.. I wish you to feel more comfortable with yourself and don't be so stressed because it's not good for You. I just find you kind and everyone gets to me a bit familiar when they say 'I'm messed up' because I always think/say that about myself. I don't know who you are, what you like, but when you get stressed remember I love You. Sorry I'm so emotional. :D
I'm at a similar road you're on. I'm letting go of things that are the past and are no longer necessary and taking new & exciting things! And don't beat yourself up! I personally enjoy what you have to share and yay for new music! That vocal run you did ooooooouuuuuu weeee *stank face* 😚👏🏼
hmm, if i start typing, what is going through my mind rightnow... it would never ends... anyway, i think the same, people should live life as they want to! i am trying myself rightnow to make some changes...
Right now I'm going through the struggle of wanting to save up and move out (i'm 23, I can't live with my parents forever) but also wanting to keep up my hobbies (horseback riding). I can't do both but I can't stop riding, but then I can't move out. I'm stuck.
I moved to a new town and will be starting my last year of high school with people I totally know nothing about. You're right, I shouldn't be scared of change. Hopefully everything goes well!
i'm strugling a lot with the decisions i make asking me wether certain things that i do might change me in a bad or good way and honestly i still dont know if they are good recently i've been feeling that i should just be myself ; if i dont like something then i should say it , if i like something i should say it as well and that i shouldn't really care about the people that talk behind my back or say shit about me to others i've been opening myself a little bit more this year making a task to myself to meet amazing people that i could rely on but sometimes when i get too close idk why but it's like something inside me tells me to not trust too much or that i shouldn't open myself that much to others so yeah thats a part of it XD btw saara keep making videos i'm glad you uploaded , have a nice day ,love you
I am doing okay right now and I have a couple of exiting and new stuff going on this fall. I am moving out for the first time and going to attend dance at what we call folkehøyskole, folkhighschool. It is both exciting and scary. However I do have some guy problems that bothers me. I sometimes get sad and emotional about this guy I like. We both like each other and everything, but I feel starting a relationship with him is not the right thing and I have already told him that. It just that it get hard trying let go as I still have pretty strong feelings for him. It doesn't really help that we live in different cities and don't see each other that much. I just miss him a lot and struggle to know what to do in this kind of situation. I am glad you made this tho. To word everything made me feel a little bit better and I kinda got it out of my system. Thanks for asking!
Great to find this video as I am going through lifechanging thoughts tight now. I hate myself atm. Hating where I live and would love to find my own place. Also I feel a slightly fall depression showing up and I can't sleep. Have to phone my doctor on Tuesday to put an end to my thoughts before I develope severe depression. Sorry for commenting so dark when everybody else are like super positive but you asked about our inner thoughts. Ha det bra och lycka till i London.
I believe enjoying the smaller things in life is key. Feeling out of control and the stress and anxiety that brings to your life is terrible so if you can't control it, fuck it. Just focus on things you can. You're feeling down? Go for a walk and be open for all the smells and sights and emotions on people's faces and music booming from a car and take life in. We're such a small part of the world and that can feel drowning but it doesn't have to feel that way, just enjoy your part and try to do good. ALSO YES FUCK CILANTRO THAT SOAP TASTING TRASH SMELLING FUNGUS CAN GO DIE.
I like this part of you. Positive and deep. That's cool. Currently I'm 25 studying, a mom and wife, and for some reason I feel like I'm very content and happy with the way my life is right now and I never saw any of it being this way.
My mind has been filled with thoughts these days and I feel like my thoughts are taking control over me entirely. I'm entering senior year so I'm stressing over college and stuff like that. I don't even know if I want to college but at the same time I feel like I should go because I don't want people to look down on me BUT I'm stuck with the question " what about what I want and my happiness ?" I'm afraid to ditch people's expectation but I'm also afraid to follow what I want. I just want to take a deep breathe and tell myself to slow down but I can't because everything is happening too quickly and I feel like it's just a race. On the other hand , I have a wonderful boyfriend. Our 9 months was last Friday and even though 9 months is nothing , but honestly, it's been a blast with this guy. That's the wonderful part.
hi i have no life i haven't watched the whole video but hi bye edit: im anxious by the comments idk i think about school and ugh i hate everyone im anxious okay i want tyler no i meant tacos ugh its the same thing sorry bye
Glad you are being so open and deep and positive, a great combination ;) I am blessed with a 4 month old baby boy. Also blessed to be single from the mom, it didn't work out, but hey now I get to date around a bit. That will open up options even more, when I can pursue my music fully. They will be flockin' ;)
I actually loved this video because I am currently deciding whether to move to London for my gap year or not and when should I and its frustrating. But knowing that other people are going through similar stuff is comforting I guess. Also asking myself if Im living to the fullest potential and its scary to think Im not. Please make more of these videos soon
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Barret McLovin I LOVE CHILDISH GAMBINO SONNBB
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I like cilantro but I guess some people have a gene which makes it taste like soap for them, so I can understand the hatred D:
I clicked on the video, I'm a rebel.
give me likes _002 Don't push the red button - pushes it. Don't watch the video - watches it.
0:01 okay me when i realize my first day of school is tomorrow
Elijah Garside mines already started😢😢
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So sad... I have 1 geek more ‹:
Elijah Garside I'm early
0:34 - 0:40 .....my soul has been blessed
Your voice while singing 😍
You want to know struggles! I had to choose between Pizza or hamburger today and then some fuckhead came and told that there's also tortillas... My whole lunch break was ruined and i still wonder.. Did i make the right choice?
radikaali hmm. I would go for a hamburger. Because the pizza could have a soggy crust, or gross toppings. Where as the hamburger would be safe. But DAHMN TORTILLAS! That's a hard day dude. Go give yourself a warm bath or something from all the stress and chaos in ur life.
Yeah, i did go trough similar thoughts and was going to take burger but it didin't help that pretty much everyone else was taking pizza, i was so confident with my choice but the peer pressure was so intense. Then the tortilla option came and every plan i had plus backup plans went to shit...
Tomorrow i bring my own lunch and eat them in my own private area called the cleaning closet, it's a madhouse out there. Thanks for your support and kind words, they mean alot at times like these.
Also, i took tortillas because it was kinda new thing in the "menu" and wanted to do something wild for a once, they were okay...
radikaali Torille!
Omg, you're so funny!!!
The krusty crab 🦀 pizza 🍕 boom done
I'm tired of being sooooo useless. All I do is school, home, homework, TV, junk food, bed. I really hate that routine but I can't change it, I mean, I know I can but I just feel like I lack strength, I tried to eat healthy food and walk around a bit so that I don't die because of doritos blocking my veins, but I always give up.... I want something to live by. Like being a vegetarian, being a song writer, being a fucking door painter or what ever..
I have nothing else to say and couldn't figure out a cool phase to end this whole thing so yeah bye
And that relates to this video bc I think I'm on that point that'll change the whole course of stuff and I'm failing it
Letícia Cipriani I don't know you but I just wanna say : Fighting ! Don't lose hope and hold on to dreams!! I totally understand youuu and believe in youu! xx 💛
Letícia Cipriani SAME
Letícia Cipriani no one who made that decision of being a vegeterian or whatever is better than you .. he had your thoughts .. but he didn't gave up .. don't wait to be strong or smart to do something with your life .. actually it dosen't really matter .. if we aim to strength, we will never be satisfied with how strong we became it is just a journey of not giving up..
Letícia Cipriani Get a job and try to get as many shifts as possible. That'll take up your time doing something productive.
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I feel like I don't have the right friends. I feel like the ones that I have don't care about me as a person and what I'm actually thinking and since I realized that I started getting mad when even looking at them. Unfortunately I am still in school so I can't just "surround myself with people who make me happy " it's just impossible. Also I feel like I don't live my life to its fullest potential. I want to do so many things, meet so many people and experience so much but there is just no way out of this box that is my life and I hate that feeling so much.
leooo mel I feel the same way
I think that is the age of soul searching 😂 I had a huge "awakening" when I turned 25 and it has made my life so much better. Made me learn a lot about myself and life in general. Scary but nescessary 💕
MaanoMeikkaa Heey I didn't expect you to be here. I love your channel! En olis odottanut sun olevan täällä. Sun kanava on mahtava! :D
Hey ! Yeah, I love her videos :D Thank you for supporting mine
MaanoMeikkaa yes it is, but I think it is vital that this soul searching continues. It keeps you connected to life, and willing to try/embrace new things. This often stops when people hit their 30s which is very sad. I'm a graphic artist (@badaboehm on Instagram) and am about to turn 43. With few exceptions I feel almost a generational difference when I talk to my members of my chronological age group. They've given up... (and on that note I'm going to have myself some of the Salmiakki chocolate my sister sent me :-) )
Saara...u know what??? Superpowers was playing in Beirut Lebanon, city center mall...I couldn't believe..I was so happy...
loling OMG really ? i'm impressed as well
taehyung's crybaby yeah...I started screaming to my friends..saaaaraaaaaaaaaaaa lol
loling lebanon❤️
Waw cool
loling AYE beirut represent
I'm actually struggling with heavy depression and social anxiety. Also my suicidal thoughts came back recently and it all just went down again.
I have had also destructive thoughts for the past few years. I'm still slowly recovering from the anxiety and my depression but I believe you can do the same. You're not alone and there are a lot of people who know what you're going through. I would advise you to find someone to talk to. It can be anyone, family member, friend, those hotlines and places on the net where you can chat with someone. And there also is proffesional help. You're not alone, please don't give up. Trust me, talking helps and it doesn't matter who you talk to, just talk to someone. One of my favourite actors that I look up once said on his twitter: "Suicide is a lie, it whispers in our ear offering us "relief", it is the snake in our garden. Reach out, speak up, don't listen to the lie." That gave me the strenght to speak up about my depression. Please do the same, it will get better.
Guichabanaano thankyou that means a lot. i actually talked to a lot of people but it doesn't really help. I tried to kill myself about 7 times but I'm still here and now i feel like i can hold on so I'm trying my best!
Noah Leerhoff I dont really know about anxiety, but since you talked about it... What is it like? Some friends tell me that i suffer from that : i'm scared of going outside and see people, especially people around my age, i'm scared of what they think about me, about them judging me. For example when i'm sweaty I get really scared of people who get close to me. When a guy or a girl around my age pass near me or looks at me I blush and start sweating. That happens also when someone talks to me, even if its my family. If I have to tell something about me, i just struggle to talk and its such a pain in the ass. And I just want to go out in a place where there is nobody, like a forest. I always say that i hate people. I'm also always really scared of having to make decisions by myself for myself. But I don't know if that is social anxiety.
달 천 사 I feel exactly the same.. So I can really understand you.
I'm in my senior year in High school now and I have been contemplating on my career choice and i'm kind of stuck because i'm not 100% sure of what I want to do. I always think about the future like how my life will turn out and trusting God has really helped me. I don't want to do a job that I get tired of because I'll be there until I retire and that's a myriad of years. I don't want to regret my choice. I also want to live life doing the things I love. Traveling the world especially to London and Japan is one of them. I really enjoyed this video because it made me think.
Same! I don’t know what I want to do with my life either, and want step the wrong way, can change my life completely...ok this probably made it worse, sorry.
Nice job on trusting God!!!
i'm a freshman, i'm starting at a new school, in a new state, and its all happening so fast. i'm honestly so scared but i act like i'm fine. but that is my problem, thank you for opening up and sharing yours.
edit: saara liked this im shrieking ily
alexa I moved from Kuwait to Egypt so very suddenly...we didn't even know that we are gonna settle in Egypt, so what happened is that I left my school, friends, home and the country that I've been born in for good...we had very bad days in Egypt and I was very stressed and alone 'cause my only person that I knew who's my mom passed away one year after we moved...what I'm trying to say that if you're stressed because you left a lot of stuff behind, try to stay in touch with your old friends as well as possible and most importantly make new ones in your new state...and if the issue was that you feel lonely in your new school, I think you should try training yourself to be confident and more outgoing, think of yourself as a traveller who's enjoying being in new places and approach to people spontaneously and confidently...the more confident, nice and spontaneous u act the more likely u are to adapt to any place and make a good impression...SORRY FOR THE HELL LONG SPEECH
oh my gosh thank you so much!!!!!! this helps a lot to calm my nerves!!
Good luck!
oh girl, i know how you feel. the same thing happened to me my freshman year. what helped me cope was knowing that my life was about to have a fresh new start. i could be whoever i wanted to be and no one would know the difference. i could reinvent myself. good luck girl, i know you'll do great!! :)
I'm a freshman for college, I know change is hard but it's also a way for new beginnings. If I were you I'd look on the bright side! Only positive thoughts, am I right? It'll make life a lot easier
One thing that has been really fucking me up is that we're so small and insignificant compared to the literal whole universe that is EXPANDING AND WE CANT EVEN COMPREHEND IT. Also I've gotten really depressed and went to a mental facility...but I got really good help so I'm on meds so I'm okay now :) feel feee to ask me any questions about spending a week there at the hospital or anything else :) 💖
Sofia Delgado I just wanted to say I'm glad you're doing fine and I hope you'll be able to live without meds one day.
Sofia Delgado Im glad your better! And yes, that universe thing also blows my mind every day i think about it. Its so big we cant even comprehend it. Creo que hablas español por tu nombre, pero por las dudas jajajaja
I don't want you to get it wrong..but you know if you take meds for mental problems I don't think it's going to work, you know these days the government has the plan to take down as many people as they can through food/meds, Pls don't take me wrong.. but psychological problems should be treated by the time with brain practice/meditation and positive thinking but with the meds all u get it toxins and practically they "work" because you think of that!!
Hope you'll be ok!! 🙂 & good luck
What government?
Blacki J America's government, Uk's government, All the countries government :) .. just watch some documentaries like "what the health" and others..
There are so many small things that we can't see and when you find the meaning of those you realise how big and important they are.. This is strictly my opinion and I'm trying to make "my world" better... hope you get my idea 😜
Thank you so much for this video. I really needed this, and almost everything you said I've actually been thinking about as well. I'm currently going through a struggle with my weight... I feel like I can't live because of what my parents say about me, how clothes look on me, looking at my body compared to my friends who are "normal". I also want to do this for my health. This is my struggle at the moment
Well. I just graduated high school and didn't get accepted to anywhere I applied to except one uni but I unfortunately don't have the money to afford the only school I got accepted to so I'm now just stuck here thinking about all the disappointment I've caused my parents and myself and how I keep letting everyone around me down and messing everything up while trying to chase dreams that are probably impossible to accomplish with my given situation considered. I really thought I could do it and I was good enough as I worked for this my entire life but I guess I wasn't and life isn't really that fair. Anyway thanks for asking.
Bulut Senyaprak Instead if thinking about the disappointment that you of caused you parents instead think about what you can do to make this situation better. And how proud your parents will be when you pull yourself up and make a name for yourself regardless if you got excepted to your dream school or not. Life is what you make it, work hard and I'm sure yours will be great :)
Becca Libby thank you for your kind words ❤️
I'm not known for following rules like this
One thing i learn from this video,is that i should move on and let go of my crush 😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭.
Mix Up With Rehman Well I think it depends on the situation, like is it really hopeless and might wnd up hurting someone or is there hope. I replied even when nobody asked me to. :'D
a discovery that's taking me seven years and counting to figure out. I keep saying I'm over him, but then something reminds me I'm not, and I'm back at square one. 😢😢
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in my case he just doesn't like me back.
Unfortunately that's life. It takes a different amount of time for each people. And I know EXACTLY what you're going through. Just when you think you're good, something brings you back, and that's it fell for the cycle again right?
I got dragged into the clickbait
This is the kind of video I needed a few hours before my first day of my last high school year thanks Saara! tons of things are scaring the hell out of me rn, I am scared of change, failure, future, decisions, expectations... I just don't feel prepared for life in general and it's stressing :(
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0:33 daaaaamn that was so good ❤💯 and this vid was hella funny 😂😂
her notes hit me hard
IlianaBlue she sounded like Ariana Grande to me, don't ya think or I'm I just imagining things?
I am happy I found this video. I just moved to a new city to start college and I'm watching this right before my first day of school. Thank you, it helps me collect my thoughts.
I've LITERALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT LIFE IN THE SAME WAY! "don't be afraid of change" is my life motto right now. WOW IM SHOOK THANK YOU FOR THIS
I know how you feel. I look back on my life so far and think about the tiny little chance encounters which have lead me to where I am today. Maybe not all of them turned out to be great but I've always tried to take a chance when I encountered it, and I really suggest you do it too. We only get one life to live and you can't live it being timid or afraid. Stay strong!
I completely agree! It's a quarter life crisis. Am I being the best version of what I can be right now? Or am I just too comfortable and scared of change. Am I ready for this marriage that I'm about to enter in, or am I doing it because again of comfort and fear. It's crazy! So many thoughts.
Needed this video at this very moment.
I'm going through a very VERY similar thing. The whole thing you said about letting go of things that have served their purpose in your life...but me hard. And I was thinking the past week about how this is my only life. So this is EXACTLY what I needed to get me motivated to make changes. Thank you so much. I love your videos and you're truly beautiful inside and out. Stay strong
Recently I've decided to just go for it. I want to be a musician, a singer to be clear and I'm gonna finish school then I'm gonna study music and I'm gonna try to find a way to make this dream come true! If I don't try I'm never gonna know if I would have made it. 😁
My struggle is not doing enough things what make me happy. Too often I spend hours and hours in my bed, dreaming of stuff what I could do, places where I could be and things I could see but instead, I am trapped inside my apartment.
I just found your channel like two days ago and I'm actually living for you and your videos!! So good!! Anyway, thank you for making this. I'm starting my second year of high school and I'm being piled with questions about my future that I can't even answer. I think about the future a ton. Too much sometimes. What I'll do in five years for a job or who I'll be with and what that'll be like. Or my mental and financial state. Anyway, thank you for sharing. I'm glad I'm not the only one who's thinking and trying to live life in the moment. Much love!!
Sara, I loved your video, as always, and you really made my day, because those questions that you were doing and your struggles are the same as mine, and it feels good to feel that I'm not alone, and this question really woke me up "Are you really living your life to the fullest?" I'm starting Law school in México and it really made me realize that I need to be better, thank you so much sara, tons of love from México 🇲🇽 💕
PD: Your my inspiration in many things, because I love singing too, please keep singing like an angel ♥️
can't wait to hear more of your music!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU 💖💖💖
This year was the most intense year of my life. I experienced my first year in college, first year living in my own appartment alone, and at some point being alone. This is the year were I have been completely destroyed by the persons who I loved the most, the year I started doing pannic attacks, drugs, making my self puke... The first time in my life I would wake up crying, with this anxious "ball" deep in my stomach that would only leave at night as I fall asleep... The year I discovered I was actually depressed.
Things took a completly unexpected level, and last month, I felt relieved for the first time in a very long time. And I am constantly afraid of how long it will last
Oh God...You should find help. Tell someone about your problems. And please stop doing drugs...it's only gonna get worse if you don't.
Best wishes
Thanks Sarra! I actually havr been struggling with my weight this year but have been losing gradually. I promised myself i would reach my goal this year! Phalanges crossed!!!
I 100% randomly stumbled upon your shaving hair video on facebook. Something told me to look through up your youtube channel. This was the first video I stumbled upon and its just what I needed. I have become very attached to what my life is, and trying to plan everything out, when in reality I am not in control. I hear it from everyone around me, but hearing it from you just made it real. I was sexually assaulted at Walmart on Friday night and ever since I didn't know what to do. I tried to lean on my best friends but one by one it seemed like too much for them. I have come to realize that no matter what battle I go through there is always a tomorrow. I have to allow the world I live in to change around me or I will never grow. If I embrace the change that is when the growing can and will begin. Thank you for this video it was beautiful.
I feel like I’m the problem in this world. I get angry fast, I am not funny, I am spoiled, I have many unpopular opinions and more. I just know I could be so much better, but I can’t change myself. Most of the time I just sit in my room and watch videos. I feel like as time goes on, I am ruining my life more and more, and I just want to be proud of what I’ve done in my life, and be proud of myself. Recently I have stopped practicing piano for no reason at all, I just didn’t feel it anymore. Now I have one more thing to blame myself for.
I hope everything is well now!
Jobless and I'm about to turn 21😭
NWA Pimp jobless almost 31
Sayuas the struggle is real!h😨hang in there we'll find one☺
I'm 32 and I've never had a real job, dropped out of uni, and I'm a shut-in. Granted I didn't choose to be born this way, didn't choose to become like this... Being trans and autistic and struggling with anxiety and depression and whatnot... probs C-PTSD too..? It's difficult, you know, especially now that I'm living alone again after so many years (polyamorous but now single and started questioning things so like a-spec). Ugh... What do? >.< I want to have friends (well I do but like I never see them irl) and do stuff (like play table hockey like at actual tournaments even like I used to a long time ago and play the guitar and learn new instruments and languages and do activism) and not just rot away being miserable... thankfully I never ended up homeless because Finland ain't too bad but yeah idk I have many many years of therapy ahead of me and I feel like I never had a 'real' childhood and my 20s got wasted in many ways and I feel so old (yeah I'm not super old but I feel like it sometimes but I also feel like I was born a few years too early or something xD) and things seem like they never get better :(( but I have to keep on keeping on! let's do this! one step at a time.
Suvi-Tuuli Allan wow that actually really inspires me in some many ways shows that I'm not even struggling cause I'm still living at home but I'm not far off getting a job too just need some bits and pieces in between.Thanks for sharing your story. (Sorry i don't use punctuation moved counties in between schooling life and well fucked myself really haha)
NWA Pimp not too confident about my own prospects
I'm at my mid-twenties as well, my life has been more active than ever and YES this is exaclty how I feel: Less spiritual. So it feels like I am experiencing so many different and beautiful things that I have never done before, but somehow since I cannot, say, "internalize" them, I always feel like I am missing something and wasting those experiences by being so shallow. But at the same time it feels like this is how you can possibly manage this much of change?! I don't know. Thanks for opening up Saara, I love you both when you're super crazy and super serious. :D
I'm a new subscriber, and am really enjoying your videos. I am at a digital library, and am supposed to be working on something productive, but watching has taken me away from the darkness I'm dealing with. It's inspiring seeing you be so free, and just real. Thank you.
I've put a picture of the universe on my wall just to remind myself how tiny we are. How small this planet is. How small our galaxy is. How short the time is what we spent here. And as soon as you start to look at this world from far away, from somewhere above, sitting on a cloud, watching us how similar we are to the ants, who go up and down, doing their own things, but don't really care why they are here, why they HAVE to be here, why they do what they do, somehow you will understand less or more this whole thing. As you look down from a bigger distance at this whole place, it will be easier and easier every day. If you think that in some year everything will disappear. EVERYTHING. Just imagine how every paper that you have ever signatured, every valueable paintings from museums, every single paper money that you've been fighting for, they will be floating in this dark space among the stars. Everything that we have been created, and suffered for will be dissappeared. Isn't it funny? When I really realised it, and imagined it visually I felt true happiness. Because it is not something that you have to be sad for, not a "you only live once" or "carpe diem" thing, not something that we call "spiritual" and say "i have been too deep today, wtf".. It is something that you have to do once in your lifetime for yourself. And think about it more and more just to finally live what you have always wanted, what you really deserve.
your voice is absolutely beautiful. i suggest to do more covers while you think of new song lyrics in the U.K.
I've been going through something similar lately with thinking a lot about where I currently am in life. I'm not against going with the flow or anything because that's how I live sometimes, not really having a set plan. But as you also mentioned, I'm two years away from 25 and there are times where I think about what I could have done different in the past to get me where I want to be sooner. This year I'm trying to not put myself down so much and build up some confidence that I've always struggled to have. I'm making more effort now to achieve my goals and that's what matters. I'm feeling hopeful and I'm sending some positivity towards all your future endeavors!
Yes! Yes, move to London! I wanna live vicariously through you! 😁💕 Also, you are so right about the small decisions, those are the ones that count. I decided to go to school in another city, then moved there, then I met my now husband and father of my child, and we probably would've never met had I not decided to go to school there.
I used to always roll my eyes whenever someone would talk about the change and losing control and being afraid of such things in life... that is until I started feeling all of those things myself. It felt like you were talking straight to me. It was necessarary.
Sooooooo let's open up :)
First of all I'm struggling depression now for a year. And I'm kinda done with it. I'm done with everything. Like what is the purpose of life when you don't enjoy it? It doesn't make any sense any more and I'm tired and getting crazy of all these feelings and thoughts. All the things that happen to me are negative. I mean okay, I still have family, I have a few friends and I have a boyfriend. But my family is always trying to destroy my happiness and ruining my mood. My boyfriend becomes mad when I don't think the same as him. I got a lot of negative reactions about my boyfriend because he's from Nigeria :( He's caring, sweet and really kind. But there are still some people who are trying to ruin my happiness ffs D:
I didn't have the best childhood. I had an alcoholic dad who became abusive towards me... When he was drunk he started to say hurtful things to me. That explains my depression and my low self-esteem. My parents are divorced now and I broke the contact with my dad. He said he doesn't understand why I did that. But I don't feel like explaining to him.... He was wrong so he should know it right? At least I've got a supporting mom but she doesn't know everything and nowadays she's not that much home. She goes to friends a lot or my dad.
I seem like I'm okay from the outside. I laugh, I have good friends, I have a boyfriend, I have a supporting and loving mom and I have a brother (8) who I love. But from the inside I am dying and want to give up everything.. Sorry for this long message but thanx if you read everything :) I appreciate it^^
TaeTaeBear i absolutely love what you wrote .. i feel the same as you do .. i have every reason to be happy but i'm not .. i'm never ever satisfied .. and i'm sick of this feeling too and i feel like giving up!
TaeTaeBear I know there are reasons why at times we feel like giving up on everything, but there are many many reasons to also keep going. Sometimes it seem to others like we have everything, but inside we're empty. We have questions about life and its meaning, and they need answers. Our happiness may well depend on that. I just wanted to tell you that you are not alone in this. This website has helped many find answers to life's biggest questions: jw.org. It's helped me :) Don't give up, please keep trying. You CAN be happy, even when life gets sucky sometimes. I hope this helps and I sincerely wish you the best 😊
TaeTaeBear just hold on, I promise you will make it though this! We are all here for you! :)
You will make it through this! Just keep your mind on the positive things and get the not so positive things/people out of your life! Hunny, you don't need that! I've have bad times..going from being sexually harassed twice, dealing with anxiety when I was a kid, thinking that everyone's opinions matter. When in reality, they don't! Get yourself some friend that make you feel happy, that I have yet to do and if you want to change your appearance, go for it! Changing my appearance has changed me into a happier person..Fighting!💖
My mom is goin through depression and I'm doing everything that I can but it's hard because it's like she can't understand me. If I say to her that go to sleep she goes to bed but when I turn my head she runs to shop to buy gum because she does not wan't me to know that she smokes... and it just got worse because my mom and dad broke up we have no money and mom just shops and when she drives she drives like she is drunk. She cries every night. So yeah I'm 13 and I have to take care of my mom ja my 2 lil sisters ans my 1lilbro. Life is nice...
(Sorry bad english)
Watching this video has helped me figure out what I want to do. I have a tough home life and I've always been meaning to move out but I always hesitate because I underestimate myself a lot. Watching this video has helped me decide on what I want to do next in my life and the thought alone seems to have lifted my spirits.
I love how you mix being so real and deep with being funny. 😂
Just subbed and am loving your channel! 💕
Ever since I turned 12, the thought that we only grow up once and live with a single career scares me and makes me wanna be successful as early as age 13. (Spoiler alert: I failed) I will be turning 18 next year, and will be going to college and I don't know what career suits me best (I wanna do many things) I'll probably kill myself so that I don't have to choose.
I'm Stuck and here I am, not knowing what I want to do either. I have no idea what to major in and it's killing me.
Gimme Rice 😭 All my friends were already filing their College Applications and everything. Deciding what I'm gonna be for the rest of my life is terribly difficult.
I'm Stuck ikr, I see my friends enrolled in nursing courses and being so mature about what they want to do, while I'm like I don't even know which college I want to go to. I had good grades but I feel like I wasted all that.
Gimme Rice 😭 I know, I got 99+ for STEM (not to boast) and I'm so scared of "unfulfilled potential", but I think that's where I'm headed to - The world of unemployment 😭😭😭 IDK how to get out of this. I hope things work out well for most of us.
Who says you have to be successful? Well, you don't. Try things and live a little, as they say. That pressure to succeed might end up destroying you. (You might not want to become like me. I'm 32 and a shut-in living on disability. It could be worse but I feel like I wasted my 20s.) Enjoy your life and experiment! Live, love, and leave the world a better place. :) Maybe punch a nazi and destroy capitalism. ;) But be safe and take care of yourself! DFTBA
I've been going through a hard time cause like I don't know suddenly all of my friends just put me aside but who need friends anyway.....(3 minutes later)😢😭😭😭
I can totally relate to this. I am in my early 20's, and I deeply think I am missing something in life, maybe risks that I am not willing to take. Maybe there is fear in taking them. Maybe I am just too comfortable with everything I have and don't feel like taking that extra step. But I do feel behind, in some way. I feel like at this point of life, I should already be sure and know what I want to go to school for, and have a great job with a decent pay rate. But nothing is falling into place at the moment. At least not for me. I feel like maybe I should go ahead and go that extra mile to find my happiness, and feel happy and satisfied with my surroundings. With myself. You really did make me analyze things a little bit more and put my thoughts where they should be; my present and where it would take me. I can't wait for you to have a meet & greet. I would definitely love to meet you. Greetings from Miami!
I'm struggling with depression and anxiety. like it's nothing new for me but I have been in self recovery from self harm for almost a year now. but in a one month span someone i love very dearly was in the hospital fighting for her life twice. it was one of the hardest things to see especially when it happened twice one time was more terrifying then the last. that shit is what can drive someone to hurt themselves. but I didnt. mental health is serious and people don't understand how even the littlest things can put someone into dread for god knows how long and who knows what that person would do.
*panicks because I'm so early and can't think of an original and creative comment*
Philo Hisham ha same 😂
How am I doing? Umm let's see...
I'm in that stage of life right now where I just wanna give it all up, but at the same time I wanna conquer the world. Does that make sense to you? It's obviously a phase or part of life that everyone will go through or already has gone through, but now that I'm there, it's quite scary and confusing.
So to all the beautiful people who read this or even don't, just know that you're not alone and that it gets easier, and then harder again and life is just a beautiful rollercoaster of anything and everything, but you are strong and you are a conqueror.❤
i feel you. i've been wondering about the living your life to the full potential thing too. like, "when am i actually having fun?" "was that fun?" "what is fun" "what was the best thing about that?" you know i've been thinking so much too and i'm also so scared about going to college. i'm so scared i won't find any friends and i'll be alone forever. life is crazy
I've just discovered your channel (because of the inspiring shaving video) and PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE put more makeup videos! I love this look!
I'm Hispanic, I moved to the US 2 years ago, without knowing any English, and I was really afraid of don't be able learn english, tbh I'm still afraid(even if I'm writing this comment without translator :v)... I feel that I got stuck a while ago, that I'm not learning anymore and that I won't... that I won't be able to socialize(the majority of my friends are hispanics too), because, it's really really hard to me speak it, it's just that I forget the pronunciation, or almost all the words, it's like, I'm trying to say something and no words are coming out of my mouth.... it's really stressful
Sabrina English is by far one of the hardest languages. Just keep studying and working hard and I promise you that your English will get better. Don't feel discouraged if you can't pronounce some of the words. I was born and raised in America speaking only English and there are still some words I have some trouble pronouncing or don't know the meaning too.
Becca Libby what? English is the easier lenguage
Hi.
sorry for my bad english I'm german.
Wakeshimutanemahazunakunamatittenopan ich kann deutsch spreche,aber ich bin aus Kroatien.Gutten Tag!Wie gets?
Awkward Gegi yes ?
Wakeshimutanemahazunakunamatittenopan I love Blackpink too !
Don't speak nothing 😂😂😂
Wakeshimutanemahazunakunamatittenopan was laberst du
I all of your videos, and especially ones like this :) I'm taking 3 ap classes this fall and I'm already stressing out about it already, and I can already hear my mom constantly telling me that i should be studying, and that i better be already. And hearing her say that just makes me feel even more stressed lolol
0:34 HEEEEELL YEEEEEAH. I can't stop coming back and replaying that part❤
Where is your wrecked voice like for real you sound amazing
Im completley messed up i have to meditate to be calm and nit stressed im not relaxed typing even. If someone feels the same just find calm melodies and completley relax let your mind roam free for like idk 30mins just go outside of somewhere quiet and feel the peace. (Sorry for my baf English and i hope it helps or if no i know im usless anyway...)🎋🎋🌿🍃🍁🌹🌾🌴🌳🌷
Hey. I'm pretty messed up too because I have days when I get very depressed and I only have bad thoughts about everything and also I have days when I feel so good that I just laugh and smile all day on everything.. I wish you to feel more comfortable with yourself and don't be so stressed because it's not good for You. I just find you kind and everyone gets to me a bit familiar when they say 'I'm messed up' because I always think/say that about myself. I don't know who you are, what you like, but when you get stressed remember I love You. Sorry I'm so emotional. :D
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I'm at a similar road you're on. I'm letting go of things that are the past and are no longer necessary and taking new & exciting things! And don't beat yourself up! I personally enjoy what you have to share and yay for new music! That vocal run you did ooooooouuuuuu weeee *stank face* 😚👏🏼
you are just sooooo amazing!!😩😍🔥 I'm doing great, luckily no big struggles over here at the moment!🙋🏼
I feel like everything about you looks difference in every video except for your nose. Like, your nose is the one landmark of truth.
_Were did u get ur glasses!?_
*They're so cute💕*
Twentyøne Pilots! of a Chemical fall out Omg Melanie fan lol ❤️
McFist me I think they are not real but the look cute
I needed this today. Thank youuu.
I love it when you just chat and tell us your story and thoughts xx
hmm, if i start typing, what is going through my mind rightnow... it would never ends... anyway, i think the same, people should live life as they want to! i am trying myself rightnow to make some changes...
FGM - Full Gaming Motion! What changes are you making to yourself?
NO BANANA?!?!? IM DISAPPOINTED 😂😩❤️
Mitch Grassi's husband I see you love Mitch grassi
//kaitlyn // a lot, do you?
I'm obsessed haha
Right now I'm going through the struggle of wanting to save up and move out (i'm 23, I can't live with my parents forever) but also wanting to keep up my hobbies (horseback riding). I can't do both but I can't stop riding, but then I can't move out. I'm stuck.
This video basically read my mind from start to finish! We are on a journeyyyyy that's for sure! Can't wait to see what is in store for us : )
This was hella funny 😂😂😂😂👏
Why did I get a notification when you already had 2.3k views
I needed this. Thank you so much!
O shit that hit me deep im gonna go practice and study music RN. This was actually something I needed to heart tbh
Saara holy fuck you slay every day ❤️
Beautiful make up 😍
I moved to a new town and will be starting my last year of high school with people I totally know nothing about. You're right, I shouldn't be scared of change. Hopefully everything goes well!
i'm strugling a lot with the decisions i make asking me wether certain things that i do might change me in a bad or good way and honestly i still dont know if they are good
recently i've been feeling that i should just be myself ; if i dont like something then i should say it , if i like something i should say it as well and that i shouldn't really care about the people that talk behind my back or say shit about me to others
i've been opening myself a little bit more this year making a task to myself to meet amazing people that i could rely on but sometimes when i get too close idk why but it's like something inside me tells me to not trust too much or that i shouldn't open myself that much to others
so yeah thats a part of it XD
btw saara keep making videos i'm glad you uploaded , have a nice day ,love you
i watched this video
cus i love Saara
*oh shit i watched it*
I am doing okay right now and I have a couple of exiting and new stuff going on this fall. I am moving out for the first time and going to attend dance at what we call folkehøyskole, folkhighschool. It is both exciting and scary. However I do have some guy problems that bothers me. I sometimes get sad and emotional about this guy I like. We both like each other and everything, but I feel starting a relationship with him is not the right thing and I have already told him that. It just that it get hard trying let go as I still have pretty strong feelings for him. It doesn't really help that we live in different cities and don't see each other that much. I just miss him a lot and struggle to know what to do in this kind of situation. I am glad you made this tho. To word everything made me feel a little bit better and I kinda got it out of my system. Thanks for asking!
Great to find this video as I am going through lifechanging thoughts tight now. I hate myself atm. Hating where I live and would love to find my own place. Also I feel a slightly fall depression showing up and I can't sleep. Have to phone my doctor on Tuesday to put an end to my thoughts before I develope severe depression.
Sorry for commenting so dark when everybody else are like super positive but you asked about our inner thoughts.
Ha det bra och lycka till i London.
Saara..you really r my favourite, I love you😇😊😍😜😘😋
I believe enjoying the smaller things in life is key. Feeling out of control and the stress and anxiety that brings to your life is terrible so if you can't control it, fuck it. Just focus on things you can. You're feeling down? Go for a walk and be open for all the smells and sights and emotions on people's faces and music booming from a car and take life in. We're such a small part of the world and that can feel drowning but it doesn't have to feel that way, just enjoy your part and try to do good. ALSO YES FUCK CILANTRO THAT SOAP TASTING TRASH SMELLING FUNGUS CAN GO DIE.
This is such an amazing comment. I hope more people see this.
I LOVE your energy!! First video I’m watching of you and I’m already subscribed 😍 you’re so beautiful inside and out I can tell already
I like this part of you. Positive and deep. That's cool. Currently I'm 25 studying, a mom and wife, and for some reason I feel like I'm very content and happy with the way my life is right now and I never saw any of it being this way.
I.WANT.A.SNAPPED.BANANA.
Sorry I did what you told me not to do :'))))
OMFG THIS HAIRCUT LOOKS JUST STUNNING ON YOUUUUU
My mind has been filled with thoughts these days and I feel like my thoughts are taking control over me entirely. I'm entering senior year so I'm stressing over college and stuff like that. I don't even know if I want to college but at the same time I feel like I should go because I don't want people to look down on me BUT I'm stuck with the question " what about what I want and my happiness ?" I'm afraid to ditch people's expectation but I'm also afraid to follow what I want. I just want to take a deep breathe and tell myself to slow down but I can't because everything is happening too quickly and I feel like it's just a race.
On the other hand , I have a wonderful boyfriend. Our 9 months was last Friday and even though 9 months is nothing , but honestly, it's been a blast with this guy. That's the wonderful part.
hi
i have no life
i haven't watched the whole video but hi
bye
edit: im anxious by the comments idk i think about school and ugh i hate everyone im anxious okay i want tyler no i meant tacos ugh its the same thing sorry bye
Voisiks joskus puhuu videoilla suomee:)?
Glad you are being so open and deep and positive, a great combination ;) I am blessed with a 4 month old baby boy. Also blessed to be single from the mom, it didn't work out, but hey now I get to date around a bit. That will open up options even more, when I can pursue my music fully. They will be flockin' ;)
I actually loved this video because I am currently deciding whether to move to London for my gap year or not and when should I and its frustrating. But knowing that other people are going through similar stuff is comforting I guess. Also asking myself if Im living to the fullest potential and its scary to think Im not. Please make more of these videos soon
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How do all these comments get likes??? I wonder what's your secret...
Iman Being one of the first ones I guess. Well anyway there, I liked. :3
Mimosa Parkkonen thanks 💜
I'm going through the same struggle as you... trying to figure out what direction to go in life. It will be ok :)