WEEK IN THE LIFE: It's been a tough week, Panic disorder at its worst, Blood tests & B&M haul | #21

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  • Опубликовано: 9 ноя 2024

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  • @jillychandler
    @jillychandler Год назад +2

    You have a dear little dog and cat I see. I am sooo pleased that you are able to go out and about, as my anxiety has given me agoraphobia. Yet when I am walking my rescue greyhound Madge, I love being out, just have to get back home to feel safe again. Sometimes I can walk further than other times. I can not stop and talk to others for long (even though I am a very sociable person) because I suddenly feel I have got to get away. I am like you, I seem to live in fear all the time, yet I am so thankful I have a life, I just want to be able to live it in joy and peace! xxx

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад +1

      Hi lovey, thank you for you message ♥️ I completely understand how you’re feeling and I too feel like I can’t be away from home for long as it’s my safe place, this has made getting jobs hard as I can’t be away too long but feel I can’t tell people that as I think they’ll think I’m being silly 😢 my pets bring me so much joy and I talk to them all the time ♥️ I’m so pleased you have your Madge because that is such a comfort to have, i felt very alone and i find comfort in watching tv shows i especially find comfort on watching old shows from when I was growing up i particularly like only fools and horses and Keeping Up Appearances 🥰 these always make me feel better ♥️ i also love to have friends on even as a background noise to feel I’m not alone, I’ve just also brought a radio which i find so comforting in the mornings.
      I completely relate to the living in fear but want to live a normal happy life, it’s absolutely awful I’m so sorry you feel this too 😔 always here for you ♥️ xxx

    • @jillychandler
      @jillychandler Год назад

      @@thelifeofkaitlynlouise Thank you for your reply, and we are not alone in the way we feel. Hugs and Blessings to you. xxx

  • @gigilou
    @gigilou Год назад +2

    You just came up in my recommended list and I'm so pleased you did. I'm so sorry you suffer with such anxiety. I have CPTSD and have crippling anxiety/panic attacks at times. Please know you're not alone ❤ and thank you for being so open about mental health struggles, it makes me feel less alone too xxxx

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад +1

      Hi lovey ♥️ thank you for your message ♥️ it’s so nice to meet people on here and I’m so grateful for you all as it’s been such a difficult few months and being able to speak about things really helps, I get good days and bad days and it can definitely feel like your the only one so meeting people who really understand is so helpful, im so sorry you also have these but we are all here for each other ♥️ xxxxx

  • @jillychandler
    @jillychandler Год назад +2

    I understand exactly what you are saying about worrying there is something awful wrong with us. My problem is, because of my severe anxiety, I can not even get to a doctor or dentist! I now have a broken back tooth, and my two front teeth have broken off, so I only have about half of them both left. I have been suffering with sever tummy pains this last month, and the nurse did come out to see me at home, and I had blood tests, which they said were all fine. I have just done a bowl cancer test, so have to wait for the outcome of that now. The doctor has been ringing me, and said he could book me in for a scan, but I said how to I get there, when I can not go out?! He has prescribed me tablets for my anxiety, which I shall get next week. I live alone with my dog, and can have days when I do not talk to another human being. So I watch a lot of tv, and You tube chanells, which I find help, and make me feel like I have company. xxx

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Hi lovey, It’s just the most awful feeling to constantly feel worried and anxious about everything, thinking everything is wrong it’s draining and I’m so sorry ti hear you feel like this too 😔 you’re not alone lovey ♥️ i was like that too where e en going to the doctors was a fear because of what they would say and I took me a long time to work up to getting bloods done. Im glad your bloods are all ok and I know what you feel when you wait for those results 😢 i Hope all ok lovey ♥️
      Fresh air is always a good idea and taking the dog for a walk even just a little walk is good for you ♥️ always here xxxx

  • @mandymaxwell3249
    @mandymaxwell3249 Год назад +3

    Sending you lots of love darling.xx

  • @freddip2039
    @freddip2039 Год назад +4

    I understand completely, I had this during covid...panic attacks because of health anxiety, thinking I had cancer...everything hurt, pain in my stomach that wouldn't go , my back constantly hurt. I even had an MRI done even though the doctors said it was anxiety, they knew I would only get reassurance by having tests and scans. My mom was with me every weekend, I couldn't function and had to quit my job. I started doing yoga, meditating, having lots of baths and researching health anxiety (I got nhs counselling too) and I got to the other side. I still struggle with it but know where to put it in my mind. It sounds like you need to find help and support in any way...even just talking to someone. Sorry for the essay, but I can completely relate. ❤❤

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад +2

      Hi lovey thank you for your commet and I did read it and I’m sorry to take so long to reply 😔 I’ve definitely been in a bad place lately and find it difficult doing the simplest things. I definitely has the worst health anxiety I’ve had and thought I had everything wrong with me and I definitely needed reassurance from a doctor and having the blood tests was a scary thing as in my mind I felt every pain and physically felt it too, I’ve started listening to a podcast for anxiety and it’s really helping me at the moment and I think getting the bloods checked helped also as I was in this constant state of panic every time I felt pain somewhere 😔 I’m so sorry you go through this too, it is the worst and I honestly felt I was on the verge of breaking down and maybe I did have a small one because I was not in a good way.
      Here for you ♥️ xxx

    • @jillychandler
      @jillychandler Год назад

      @@thelifeofkaitlynlouise It is so horrible feeling this way, and if you live alone it is very hard. I am 66 years young, and live alone with my greyhound Madge. I have not been out of my immediate rural setting since January 2020. I only go out to walk Madge. It helps if I see another human being, and they are kind. If someone is unfriendly, it effects me for the rest of the day. I always show kindness to others, and would love the same to come back to me. My anxiety goes back to my unhappy time at school. But I am working on it all now, to change things - better late than never! I wish you love and peace and good health. xxx

  • @juliemacefield3307
    @juliemacefield3307 Год назад +1

    I have severe anxiety since having a brain haemorrhage 5 years ago so i can relate to what you are saying sending you lots of love 🙋❤️

  • @TheBebelass
    @TheBebelass Год назад +1

    Healthwise can start it off, I suffer from anxiety and social phobic, so I know how you are feeling x

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Hi lovey ♥️ i can honestly say I’ve never felt so bad with anxiety and it was absolutely horrible 😢 sending you love xxx

  • @kaylynnhuddleston5533
    @kaylynnhuddleston5533 Год назад +1

    This is very common. I have this. Medication and sniffing a scented candle or feeling things that are real can ground you.

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Thank you for this, I am so grateful to have all advice and options to help cope with this ♥️ xxx

  • @qwertyqwert2772
    @qwertyqwert2772 Год назад +3

    i wish i knew you in real life. we are so similar. ❤

  • @MustardMischief
    @MustardMischief Год назад +1

    As soon as I seen the Tesco juice, I realised you were in the UK.
    I can totally relate, sending you lots of love, hugs and positive thoughts from Belfast 🤗
    Liked & shared 😊
    New sub ♥

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад +1

      Hi lovey 🥰 I’m so sorry you have this also 😢 thank you lovey sending you lovey too ♥️ xxxx

  • @Fallenfromastar1
    @Fallenfromastar1 Год назад +2

    I’m glad your week got better and I’m sorry to hear you’re having such a rough time with anxiety. It’s horrible feeling like that isn’t it.x

  • @xFionajslifex
    @xFionajslifex Год назад +1

    I know exactly how you feel. Last week was bad for me. My mum had to come over and take callum out whilst immy was at school I just wasn't in a good head space and she coulld tell xx

  • @Dee-iw6up
    @Dee-iw6up Год назад

    Kaitlyn, I'm so so sorry you have this battle. I only hope your dr can direct you towards some help. You need a helping hand to get through this. But I was so proud of you for getting out and getting stuck into your garden. Having small projects will hopefully help.
    Please look after yourself and take any help you can get.
    💌💐🐨

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Hi lovey, it was a really difficult week and I think it was a build up of the last few months and I was at the bottom and just felt so anxious about everything 😔 I’m glad I did get the bloods checked and I think now I am able to move I hope this will be a fresh start ♥️ xxx

  • @kathrynoxley826
    @kathrynoxley826 Год назад

    I think your house situation with all the mould is impacting heavily on your mental state, the sooner you can find a new home the better - hope something comes up for you soon. I suffer from many of the same anxiety / dpression symptoms as you do, it's horrible. I could stay in bed all day much of the time. have you seen your gp about this? medication does help lovie.

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Hi lovey thank you so much for your message ♥️ it definitely has taken me to a horrible place and I think last week was one of the worst I felt I was not doing good 😔 I’m so sorry you also suffer with these it is the worst feeling and the living in constant fear is draining 😔 I have been to see my doctor I have considered taking medication and I think I will have to if it gets bad again like this I just have such a fear about side effects 😣 I drive myself mad 😔 I am feeling a lot better at the moment and I think definitely moving will help ♥️ xxx

  • @marielaw1737
    @marielaw1737 Год назад

    Hello Kaitlin
    I hope you don’t mind me saying, I have just come across your videos but you are either speaking really quiet, but when your music comes on I have to turn the Tv down, same with the adverts
    Please don’t worry I just thought I would mention it
    Please stay calm and try to relax and enjoy your day 🎉

    • @thelifeofkaitlynlouise
      @thelifeofkaitlynlouise  Год назад

      Hi 👋 thank you for letting me know 🥰 I think since I’ve started using my phone the audio is not too good but I will definitely try to adjust it 🥰 ♥️ xxx

  • @kathylinder6656
    @kathylinder6656 Год назад

    Are you seeing a Dr.?