Andrea Gibson - Ode to the Public Panic Attack

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  • Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
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Комментарии • 61

  • @meryem9664
    @meryem9664 5 лет назад +69

    " it's just a panic attack " and " it's all in your head" is the words that make me sick

    • @zulianakeckley1056
      @zulianakeckley1056 5 лет назад +4

      Ive heard this too, and its never "just a panic attack"... especially when it puts you in the hospital.

    • @meryem9664
      @meryem9664 5 лет назад +3

      @@zulianakeckley1056 My sister commited suicide. She hang herself. And in that moment, for everyone else, it was not in her head. At least, not anymore. Panic attacks and deppresion, so she started using drugs, and I by drugs I mean heroin and cocaine. Her reality was killing her inside, so when she used drugs, it made her forget her hell of life. She became addict. Her parents did not understand. Her friends didn't hear her calling for help. She just needed compasion, someone who's willing to feel her pain and tell her that it's not in her head, that is real, and that she can fight it. She took her life at 21 years old. Now everyone understands.

    • @meryem9664
      @meryem9664 5 лет назад +1

      @@zulianakeckley1056 And stay strong girl. ♡ wish you all the luck in the world ♡

    • @Scholz23
      @Scholz23 4 года назад +2

      Of course it's all in your head. That's the problem. That's what makes it so bad. A topical medication doesn't work

    • @amberevol
      @amberevol Год назад

      anyone who's had a panic attack knows it's def present in the body too. it factually is not all in our heads

  • @KerriB
    @KerriB 6 лет назад +138

    I see Andrea, I click. ❤ Public panic attacks are so much worse than regular attacks.

  • @kelleytaylor2605
    @kelleytaylor2605 6 лет назад +27

    Yes, panic found you at all those places, but you’re absolutely right that it’s an absolute testament to your strength and bravery having gone to any of those places in the first place. Disneyland?! Airplanes?! Coffee shops, grocery stores, parties, dates?! You don’t let the likelihood of anxiety or panic keep you from experiencing your life. That makes you so admirable, and a total badass ❤️

  • @tjscuroko2701
    @tjscuroko2701 6 лет назад +75

    The first time i had a panic attack i was 15, it changed how my life would be forever. Its not just i simple scare. Its the grimm reaper standing in your room and when you dare to ask where we are going, he just replies, "i have no idea."

  • @noakalter3497
    @noakalter3497 5 лет назад +17

    I love the end when she’s like “I didn’t panic”
    That made me happy

    • @stelliums
      @stelliums 5 лет назад +4

      same. btw they use they/them pronouns :)

  • @horsecrazy2266
    @horsecrazy2266 6 лет назад +34

    LET'S HYPERVENTILATE LIKE IT'S 1999

  • @mb4evaa
    @mb4evaa 6 лет назад +28

    took the words outta my mouth. wow.

  • @prashantrawat4072
    @prashantrawat4072 2 года назад

    I've been reading on PTSD depression flashbacks and I reach here through TED talk
    intro...
    reading for it for hours but this single piece was more effective than entire reading.

  • @LPoper
    @LPoper 6 лет назад +20

    I clicked before I read the title because Andrea. When I saw the title I thought cool, I love this one...but this new updated version? Omigawd, I finally felt a little peace tonight. Depression's my constant, I'm over the embarrassment. But this last year panic attacks, increasingly public & intense, have become a thing. For a person who's always been about control, the loss is devastating, humiliating & terrifying. This made me feel like I can breath a little. 💜

  • @francesedwards9854
    @francesedwards9854 Год назад

    Me! Ms. Gibson thank you for articulating how I feel. I feel sad that you suffer with panic attacks.

  • @nerdiecoffee
    @nerdiecoffee 2 года назад +1

    I was not expecting this to make me cry

    • @ButtonPoetry
      @ButtonPoetry  Год назад

      Andrea has been known to have that effect. We should probably make a sign...
      "Danger, unexpected feelings ahead"
      Thanks Alexis!

  • @rohpheeheart
    @rohpheeheart 2 года назад

    It's 11pm right now and this could be the 20th time I have heard this but I really needed this tonight

  • @ErinLOVESmakeupxoxo
    @ErinLOVESmakeupxoxo 6 лет назад +11

    Andrea's work always amazes me and this is no exception.

  • @TheRetroWoman80
    @TheRetroWoman80 6 лет назад +25

    Serious topic, mind blowing poem.

  • @johannabermudez7370
    @johannabermudez7370 6 лет назад +39

    All my panics attacs are outside, people usually dont notice until i say someting, then it is "you look really pallid, do you have a heart condition? need sugar? diabetes?", and i am like "no, dude this just hapen sometimes, i am okay" (i am not okay, is kinda hard to get home or where i was going in that condition but i manage)

    • @LPoper
      @LPoper 6 лет назад +1

      💜

    • @groweve
      @groweve 6 лет назад +3

      Johanna Bermudez 💞💞I'm there now, but I just want to remind you that you are doing great. Remember that being not okay is just as valid as being ok. You've got this. I believe in you, even if you may not believe in yourself at times.

  • @_lovesenn
    @_lovesenn 6 лет назад +6

    Beautiful. Just beautiful.

  • @andreajarosova1654
    @andreajarosova1654 5 лет назад +2

    This time it was this Andrea that brought me into tears, I relate so much. Thank you.

  • @jeanh500
    @jeanh500 4 года назад +1

    I love this poem so much. It's interesting seeing the contrast in tone between this performance and the recorded version from the album. I feel that this seems more sincere and serious, whereas the version from Hey Galaxy with accompaniment feels relatively lighthearted and comedic.

  • @ryh8798
    @ryh8798 4 года назад

    I couldn't possibly put into words how much this means, I started crying at the part about depression starting to be accepted but anxiety continuing to be viewed as a weakness. Just a few days ago I attended a friends birthday dinner, it was only a few extra people but they starting asking me questions and my chest got so tight and I knew I was in trouble. I couldn't control it and sat there as I cried and had to calm myself down. I felt so weak and embarrassed because I couldn't even take a few questions. I love my friend, but we're so painfully different, she doesn't know what its like and while I would never wish anything that I face upon her it can be frustrating when she and others think telling me to calm down and exaggeratedly breathing will help. I know how to breathe, sometimes I just can't.

    • @prashantrawat4072
      @prashantrawat4072 2 года назад

      your comment is really an eye opener for me who's a person who's trying to understand what panic attacks are
      as one of my friend goes through them frequently.
      thank you so much for writing your comment.

  • @lucybowkett7570
    @lucybowkett7570 6 лет назад +6

    I’ve been trying and failing to engage my brain in uni work all day and yet from the second Andrea opened her mouth I was completely captivated in what was an incredibly intelligent and powerful piece 🙌🏼

  • @tessa7162
    @tessa7162 6 лет назад +2

    Andrea, my favorite spoken word poet. ❤️ I relate to this poem deeply.

  • @tracylopez6426
    @tracylopez6426 6 лет назад +2

    This is so deep. Hit me right in the heart. You're a genius.

  • @nechma13
    @nechma13 6 лет назад +2

    This hit me so much been struggling with this so much recently love her

  • @lisaoaks3237
    @lisaoaks3237 6 лет назад +2

    Love this. Rings so true

  • @northstarbirth
    @northstarbirth 5 лет назад

    This almost made me cry with how true it is

  • @LarissaMartinsXX
    @LarissaMartinsXX 6 лет назад +6

    im speechless

  • @arzoosharma97
    @arzoosharma97 5 лет назад

    Absolutely amazing!!

  • @zulianakeckley1056
    @zulianakeckley1056 5 лет назад

    "I am never ok".. this is me, right here. I hate when people ask (if IM ok) because I either lie and move on or I tell the truth and its uncomfortable for everyone. SO I just avoid being in public as much as possible.

  • @mandamandamandayeah
    @mandamandamandayeah 5 лет назад

    This made me cry so hard

  • @sabrycarb26
    @sabrycarb26 5 лет назад +1

    This was so beautiful 🧡

  • @janinesanchez7013
    @janinesanchez7013 5 лет назад

    She’s so amazing

  • @annabaker4916
    @annabaker4916 5 лет назад

    So well done

  • @honeypotxo_
    @honeypotxo_ 6 лет назад

    The loml ❤️ I have loved Andrea’s work for years, always amazes me how clear and relatable the message is.

  • @JackieM.
    @JackieM. 6 лет назад

    This is my new favourite poem

  • @mamabear1984
    @mamabear1984 6 лет назад

    I want to like this more than once

  • @JackTheLivingSkeletonCalavera
    @JackTheLivingSkeletonCalavera 6 лет назад

    She's my favorite poet

  • @myishenhaines1706
    @myishenhaines1706 6 лет назад

    Amazing.

  • @zoehollingsworth3962
    @zoehollingsworth3962 6 лет назад

    This is the best thing i've ever seen

  • @ezratlas
    @ezratlas 6 лет назад +4

    holy SHIT i love her

  • @ronaldkssekajja2820
    @ronaldkssekajja2820 6 лет назад

    Its deep, its lovely

  • @My_Garmonbozia
    @My_Garmonbozia 4 года назад

    I love you!

  • @lilliankarolak837
    @lilliankarolak837 5 лет назад +1

    Part of me wishes people would just mind there own business when I’m having an anxiety attack

  • @Isntavailblenulll
    @Isntavailblenulll 6 лет назад

    God I needed to hear this

  • @lucycarlos4923
    @lucycarlos4923 Год назад

    Wow

  • @Scholz23
    @Scholz23 4 года назад

    My 18th is the start of next year. I don't want to have one. But this also my last year of highschool so it's weirdly timed. And I don't think I'm going to have a birthday party because all of my birthday's have been somewhat terrible.
    I haven't had a party since 14 and I don't know if I want one again.
    Anyway I just needed to out that somewhere in the universe

  • @cayesh1234
    @cayesh1234 6 лет назад +2

    Damn!

  • @laradabestani394
    @laradabestani394 5 лет назад

    “the cage of self hate”

  • @TheJuliana0901
    @TheJuliana0901 6 лет назад +3

    ...oh.

  • @adamlaxmusic
    @adamlaxmusic 2 года назад

    It’s always Doomsday.

  • @tearyeye1784
    @tearyeye1784 6 лет назад +1

    Can someone please sub it?