just got 4 years clean from shooting meth and heroin and living on the streets for over 10 yrs. it can be done! much love and many blessings on your journey
Alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my husband which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Yes he's Mr.medmushies. My daughter did straight shrooms in few days. Made her whole! after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. It helped us.
I stopped my 27 years of heroin and crack use through meditation and spirituality,of which Advaita vedanta helped most,through teachings of Ramana Maharshi,,,,,Who am I?🙏,..And watching Carl Jung interview when asked,do you believe in God,,no I don't believe,,I know,,,that just resonated with me and is always in my mind,,that was when I was still hopelessly addicted and desperate for a way out,,watching that Jung interview was the beginning of my recovery,, I'm now 54 and happier healthier than I've been since I was a teenager,,I now have good close relationships with my parents all my children and their mams and my grandchildren are amazing and I am so close to them..And,I now,like CGJung,I know too❤🙏
Congrats I also healed from a 20+ years of heroin addiction. DR Gabor mate opened my eyes instead of shaming I used compassionate inquiry and once I refused to lie to myself I learned to act in authenticity and as a consequence All Attachments dissolve.... Proud of you because decade's of use is challenging ❤
I’m 2 years a 3 months free from Fentanyl. It was a battle that lasted on and off for about a decade. It’s embarrassing. But, I refuse to recover quietly. Now, I try to spread awareness on my channel. And, I’m studying addiction and mental health in hopes that one day I give back to the world! ❤
To anyone struggling with addiction, just know you have the power inside of you. I've beaten a few too many terrible drug addictions and will never ever look back again. Life is what you let it make you!
this is why i disagree with the statement “you are powerless over your addiction” god may have helped but i did find the power with MYSELF. i think thats what my god would have wanted, anyways
@@Faebaeeee Maybe It's the word "I" in "I am powerless". Referring to the ego, who got me into this mess, yes that jerk is powerless. When when i finally looked within, i found the real me (not actually a me but everything connected) - thats where the power is.
Gave me chills, especially knowing that the term for alchohol "spirits" is a fact. Literally a hungry ghost in a bottle, waiting for a host. This video opened my eyes alot!
One day, one moment… one thought… at a time. This year will be 5 years clean from IV heroin, 7 from IV stimulants, and more from eating disorders. Let’s goooooo ! 💪🏻
Be kind to yourself whilst recovering. One day at a time, and it's all for you. You are waiting for you to arrive . You'll will to will you will. when you get there, take good care of yourself and you will, my friend.
Two days ago i decided to take all my weed and flush it in the toilette. I was sick and tired of being numb, feeling bad, no energy, fat and skinny at same time. I’ve experienced two very beautiful days since that. God is already spoiling me with blessings too…. I figured that god gives us prizes when we do that we supposed to do. Even going to the gym, God loves that ❤
Congratulations on taking that big step!! Our spiritual growth fulfills us on a whole different level that any drug could. Keep up the good work Mauricio!!
Congratulations on taking that big step!! Our spiritual growth fulfills us on a whole different level that any drug could. Keep up the good work Mauricio!!
Balance is the key when the stuff is good. With alcohol, there is never any balance. Alcohol is a toxin that does destroy brain cells. After drinking alcohol regularly people become figments of their true self. They stop growing, they stop evolving and most digress. Balance only works when you don’t do things that hurt the body
I don‘t agree. In some aspect yes but when it comes to substance abuse I can only say every drug that will temporarily reliefs you from your struggles is absolutely demonic and should never be touched ever. I was deep in the void. Addicted to stronger and heavier drugs. I thought I hit rock bottom but trust me it can get worse if you misuse drugs. You can’t control it, you may think so I thought so too. But opiate addiction is a one way ticket down to despair and death, no other way.
@@youtubecommentsguy9805I think you're comment about opiate addiction is very disheartening to hear for anyone experiencing this. I know people who have overcome it so it is not necessarily a one way ticket to despair and the other thing you said. I agree it is good just never to touch it but for those who have it's not a good message for them to think they can never recover so they won't bother trying.
Admitting you're powerless is the first step in being able to give your burdens to God. He's the one with the power. A person will remain stuck if they don't learn to surrender to a higher power
I agree. Don't get me wrong some of the others are really bad too but alcohol has to be the worst. I wonder if that's why they call it spirits because it messes with your spirit?
It indeed does. My mother couldn’t get past her trauma Iin life so she covered it with alcohol. It was miserable for all of us. And she really hurt my brother. I never understood her but she was hiding stuff that came out on her deathbed- like my grandmother denying her to speak the truth about being sexually abused. It made her die of throat cancer. When I was six years old I had a prophetic dream about my mom choosing the wrong door in life. I woke up frantic and sad and never knew why it affected me until the year before. She was under influence and never overcame in life. Very sad. But I found peace with my sovereignty from within. 💕
Porn addiction is the worst and one of the hardest to quit.... Next alcohol and cocaine etc... That's just my opinion based on experience and what i see around me.
Mtt 11:28-30 Jn 8:36 Phil 4:13 2 Co 12:10 2 Co 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are past away, behold, all things are become new. 1 Co 10:13 Ro 8:28
**Whispers of the Hungry Ghost** In the quiet halls of self-discovery's maze, Lies the seed of addiction, a smoldering blaze. A thirst unquenched, a ceaseless addiction, The hungry ghost roams, a tale of affliction. Drink, sex, drugs, in the dance of despair, Hungry ghost, hungry ghost, a soliloquy of care. In desperation's grip, we continue the fight, Rebirth fuels the energy, through day and night. Death claims the body, but not the craving, In addiction's trap, it's the soul we're saving. Changes beckon, compulsion's tight grip, Drink, sex, drugs, in this endless trip. Transcend the physical, break free from the cage, Enter the spiritual dimension, the true sage. Manifestation of will, the soul's earnest plea, From sickness to health, let the self be free.
I send u much ❤ & light beautiful soul. May u continue t c BEAUTY IN UR LIFE & the strength to overcome anything with the BELIEF that u have the right to ur DIVINE SELF.
I personally believe there are aspects to awaken and lessons to be learned during an addiction process. It allowed me to develop love , compassion understanding and the loss of any judgment towards my brothers and sisters, allowed me to have no choice but to rebuild my broken self in full spirit. Thank u God , source, universe the lessons
Beyond grateful for Bill W & Carl Jung… Bill had a spiritual experience, and he put a pen to paper which led to the 12 steps of AA! It is by his experience that I was graciously gifted a way out to sobriety 12/11/2014
This was beautifully written. I feel like each video I am watching for self improvement is taking me on a path where I can shed my addictions and be an improved version of myself. I started to exercise, I journal, I sit back and think deeply of my problems.
I got clean off heroin after 15 years, I realized I used drugs to escape, I couldn’t deal with my feelings, I ran from them and in turn I let everyone down. I’ve been completely sober few years now, my feelings are regulated and I will never touch drugs again. You can do anything you want if you want it bad enough
We can liken the mind to a ball of clay. And addictions as impressions into it. When we meditate and grasp the eternal beingness and dis-identification from mind, the ball of clay is restored to its original shape. May all beings be free.
Is this something you personally did? First of all it's not jst the mind it's tge trauma of the heart stored in body muscles which is not an impression thought idea it's experiential.that means healing is also experiential. Disidentifying from the mind totally so as the self shines unprogramed is highly unlikelly
I'm 54 and have currently been in addiction for 32years. But I have worked with the majority of it until the last 7 years. I have faith in God that he will present the opportunity to break my demons CG JUNG MAY WELL BE THIS .THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR ADVICE AND ENCOURAGEMENT. Big love
God’s weapons for victory WORD FOR TODAY Wed 3rd July 2024 ‘I use God’s mighty weapons, not those made by men.’ 2 Corinthians 10:4 TLB Before doing battle with Syria, Joab told his brother, ‘If [they] are too strong for me, then you shall help me; but if the people of Ammon are too strong for you, then I will help you’ (1 Chronicles 19:12 NKJV). If one was overwhelmed, the other could step in and help. Spiritual warfare is different, however. We’re not wrestling with ‘flesh and blood, but against principalities…powers…rulers of the darkness…[and] spiritual hosts of wickedness’ (Ephesians 6:12 NKJV). And wrestling is a one-on-one struggle that means getting up close and personal, going toe-to-toe with your opponent. When David faced Goliath, the giant was so sure of himself that he announced to all Israel, ‘If he kills me…we will be your slaves. But if I kill him, you will be our slaves’ (1 Samuel 17:9 NLT)! Think about the long-term implications of this. If Goliath prevailed, God’s people would spend their lives serving the enemy. The stakes were incredibly high for Israel - and they are for you too. Satan is out to defeat you, and if you wrestle according to the rules of the flesh, you will lose. Just like professional wrestlers have rules they abide by, there are fail-safe spiritual rules designed to work for you. Paul says, ‘We use God’s mighty weapons, not worldly weapons, to knock down the strongholds’ (2 Corinthians 10:4 NLT). The only hope you have of defeating Satan lies in prayer, Christian fellowship, God’s word, the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus. These five things top the list of powerful weapons given you to defeat the enemy. So use them today!
The solution to any addiction is the same and can be a great gift. The addiction is only a symptom, the problem is ego centricity. The solution is ego deflation which is what every spiritual practice is about. Less ego-more soul-god-love. The twelve steps are to save one from oneself, twelve traditions from each other. Meaning, one’s ego and group ego. The steps open the door and also point one to continue with prayer and meditation.
I have recently kicked a habit of drug and alcohol benders which have been the story of the last 25yrs of my life. So many regrets and shame have surfaced after facing the feelings i couldnt face for so long. The most shameful and hardest for me to rid myself from has been gambling which brings me the most shame, regret and anxiety of them all. Ruined relationships through lies and financial ruin are a heavy burden on me. The reality of my actions now i am clean seem alot clearer, but it has been difficult to live with. I thought i would be feeling on top of the world getting clean but the reality of my past actions weigh heavy on my mind. I pray in time i can feel proud again and feel happy of who i am. My thoughts and understanding are with all who suffer from addiction hatever form it may be in. I hope u may all feel free again someday soon.
Never feel guilty. You need to Focus on the enormity of yourself as a powerful, multidimensional being Who is going through a Life process, which is sometimes torturous. You did what you felt you had to do to cope and now you need different coping mechanisms, starting with quitting blaming yourself
1 month 16 days sober from meth, fentanyl, heroin and cocaine. Life is beautiful. This feeling I'm feeling is what I was trying to smoke my way to. Great creator thank you 💘
Profound words on the nature of addiction and the disconnection from our true selves. The journey to healing is a spiritual one, a reconnection to our wholeness. ❤💚💜
I Pray that if you are struggling with addiction, Today is the day that things will get easier for you. God loves you and humanity needs your experience to help others. Prayer and Meditation 🧘🏽♀️ are the way 🙏❤️ sending love 💕
Speak about it differently words are spells if you believe your trapped you will be. Put a spin on it an say your free from addiction eventually you’ll retrain your subconscious mind ,write down positive affirmations it does work but you need to keep at it just a thought
A cambodian woman working as room cleaner in Pattaya (Thailand) told me the city is full of devils. Also in massage parlors I heard many ghost stories.
@@saunders_daniel I Remember near the post office I was having a four hands massage when I said :"Sorry I didn' t understand what you asked me". I said that After a female voice hiss something in my ear. The two girls told me they didn' t Say anything and so told me about the Ghost of and ex colleague still trapped in the Building..
They deserve an award for the closing lines. People fight or criticize addiction as if it was a “Lack” of willpower yet it’s often the opposite. I have been and work with e know many addicts and boy! … addicts are SuperHuman no shit.. we do and survive the craziest things Ever . The thing is the divide inside the inability yet insistence on wanting to “feel” how I want when I want to above all else and getting cyclically clutched on it… Learning to connect and surrender live in tune with a Higher Power, I call it Holy Spirit yet call it what you will has been essential to me… nothing has been more annoying and profound than overcoming my own mind and how I set it up.. knowing I’m not alone or judged internally has made all the difference.. recovering and becoming free of oneself is pretty much the last and ultimate ride… in my opinion people with severe addiction are sort of trailblazers once everything’s been burnt down yet you don’t give up, as one keeps looking sincerely for a “better way” in my opinion only meeting God (call it what you will) is left
Bravo! Well said. This makes sense in hindsight but at the time, I was too far gone to even realize there was a better version of myself. I thought the separate self was all I could be. The pain of living was something I had accepted. It wasn't until I quit cold turkey and went to AA that I realized I was someone completely different. Currently at 180 days clean and sober. Cheers!
Addiction mentally is blowing up the hippocampus with memories of using, how high you were , and u want to be. So that higher brain area, the hippocampus, where memories, are made, and stored. The amagdela, midbrain , has no higher thinking. Any animal can do and feel the same. To transcend the false ego is not easy. Addiction and Psychology are my majors🤓
@@KarlaEllisonI was on 2 to 4 mg of Xanax for 6 or 7 years prescribed by my doctor and then I ended up buying them off the street. What helped me it would take 20,000 sheets of paper a thoughts to explain but through my wife at home and a titration of only one month I have been off of them for a year and a half but now fighting a different demon which I will be it is 3:00 a.m. in the morning and I am up looking for searching for God science anything to help me because I am so done with chemical addictions and also the people that were in my life at the time are no longer in my life now that I am not on Xanax I had a close friend who I thought was a friend well LOL she thought I was a friend but I was using people for their own resources for Xanax do you know we were friends for 6 years we don't even talk now because I'm not on Xanax so people places and things are important good luck 🤞🏾 but trust me if I can do it it sounds cliche and common but you can do it if I can do it and get off Xanax you can do it ❤❤
Addiction is an unwillingness to feel pain, seek discomfort. The idea its a disease that one is an addict can only manifest more symptoms. 12step modalities saved my life, the truth though is this. 12 step modalities cause more addiction symptoms... On the spiritual path, the ascension path. One will have to transcend many of the ideas currently contained in 12step programs
This is ridiculous because NO ONE wants to feel pain or seek discomfort , that’s a man made ideology , that we should seek discomfort and pain, everyone wants to feel comfortable and that’s completely normal , now when you stagnate and remain in a box or cave due to fear of the world or people , that’s different and no one actually wants that , so this ideology that people just want to actually stagnate and remain frozen in time is stupid and dumb , to shame people for trying to find solace and comfort is barbaric and stupid
12 steps helped you but actually create more symptoms, how so? Either they help or create more symptoms and some cognitive dissonance attached that enables one to hold two self contradictory beliefs
@@Mr.InbetweenFXnow imagine a dr succeeds in 10% of operations or a teacher teaches only 1 in 10 students .I could accept any way is good as long as someone finds helpf if only they wouldnt b part of the problem ,monopolising the space as a treatment facility inhibiting the research and creation of real healing centres for the 90% they fail .in my opinion their only benefit is the community which however comes with drawbaacks like brain washing and creating dependency on other ppl which is swaping an addiction for another
Great to see you guys putting AA on your channel, it will save somebody somewhere One day at a time guys Reach out to your local AA or NA helpline if you are struggling
Given up many things over the years… cigarettes too recently ✊🏼. It’s always about what’s within, never the drugs, the drink etc etc, ironically RUclips’s next…
Since my awaking four years ago I’ve been doing daily meditation, fasting , semen retention I’ve quit my whiskey addiction and social use of blow @ the weekends prior to that I also kicked a massive Diazepam addiction which was absolutely HELL to go through also kicked a huge hooker addiction too but there’s just one last substance left that I’m hopelessly still addicted too and it’s Codine my last remaining friend I have to use chemists in a 8 mile radius as I’m doing 6 boxes a week as the doctor scrubbed my strong 30/500 repeat subscription…… I know it’s holding my new lifestyle back and affects my intuition greatly but I just can’t seem to break the habit of popping a load of pills in the morning and again at night but I have quit the middays hit so maybe I’m making progress, great video and really encouraging to see others winning their addiction battles…… thank you ))
You came a long way! You came this far. I pray God helps you total healing. Addiction comes from feeling I’m not enough. God made us whole. Remember that! You got this! Sending hugs
I was once told that pill addiction vomes.from.childhood wounds and as a child we were given medicine to heal. Now as adults we still.medicate ourselves. Maybe ask your inner child what it is he needs why he craves so many meds. You tell this little person in you. That u ate now safe and free to let go. Close your eyes ad hold That hand of that little guy. Never know what that may bring forth in you.
I just ended a 10 years relationship with a meth addict. My life has been roller coasters and depressing. I thank God for giving the strength to let him go.
interesting article and one you probably don't want to hear: WE DON’T MENTALLY GROW UP Our bodies mature with age but, (and remember there is always a ‘but’ or an ‘if’), our minds don’t “grow up”; (grow up defined: to gradually become an adult (adult defined: a person or animal that has grown to full size and strength:) AND, as you can see, neither word/definition has to do with the mind, and if you say, “Well, that is understood,” you’re wrong simply because that does not define what the mind does, or in this case, doesn’t do and if you still believe that you will have to try and defined why it’s ‘understood’. Be my guest, enlighten me. Experience is a teaching process, not a mentally maturing process. Experience simply teaches us what and how we can “get away with stuff”, and that’s all - and if that is not so, you have learned nothing. And not knowing that, how mentally mature is that? If physical maturing was also mentally maturing we would have benevolent rich people and we would not have to be “baby sat” therefor, no governing organizations. There would be no police or armed forces (“peace keepers” is a fancy title for one country to direct and control another country) or hunger or wars and way less crime and drug/alcohol abuse and way less abuse of any kind - think about it...but our minds don’t grow up, we just get new and bigger toys with the same irresponsibility of a 4 year old- that’s it, that’s all-period. All we do is get better at hiding behind labels and using them as excuses and alibis and until we learn the difference we will remain irresponsible. Also see "trigger warnings" and what's with this new proposed Canadian law call "Online Harms Act"? Online?? You got to be kidding!! Just further proof of our mental stability and do people really believing this crap OR is this just another way for governments to control us? How mentally mature is that? (today is April 2024 - The Online Harms Act, introduced formally as Bill C-63, will result in the most significant expansion of Canada's hate speech laws and create one of North America's most rigid regulatory environments for media and social media companies.) Bottom line: Humankind does not "grow up" emotionally. We'll leave morality alone because that is tied to religious/superstitious and area customs; way too many deviations. Just another area where we “grow up” physically not mentally. Any ideas out there? Outside of a cattle prod, frankly, I have none. Bottom line, we lack self discipline and as long as we have greed and ego we will never grow up. re: and we hire people and expect different actions from politicians and are surprised when they behave like the "common" person... (Self-discipline is the ability to control yourself and to make yourself work hard or behave in a particular way without needing anyone else to tell you what to do. Exercising at home alone requires a tremendous amount of self-discipline with the right goals in mine.)
What’s the opposite of addiction? Connection. Real addiction aka insanity: doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome, has an opposite. And that is connection. Connection is the solution. Look into what the wealthy and celebrities use to get themselves out of the grips of an addiction. Ayuasca. It’s illegal in the US, hmm I wonder why. Because it would heal almost all of the dis-ease we see today. We need an ego death. Our pride and ego is what stops us to see the truth and the reality of our issues. This video is so true.
Oh, man, you have no idea _(you probably have, though)_ how much I learned just now about myself, but still, I see some things I do not understand yet but will meditate on this and what ever comes to my mind. Thank you so much for sharing this valuable knowledge. I wish you the best of luck further making great content, if that is what you will do! Also: have a good day, sir. 🇳🇴
What a fantastic and profound set of teachings this channel provides. Thank you so much for your wisdom and understanding of the nature of self that we can use to guide us to a better way of living. Thank you ❤
I didn't realize before this what was said about it not being a lack of willpower but an over-dependence on willpower, constantly misusing it to avoid discomfort.
I personally disagree.its Self abandonment and shifting the locus of ctrl the pleasure satisfaction feeling in things external from you thus then becoming dependent on those .at that point you are not self sufficient autonomous self generating of what you need and the consumption craving develops
the neuralgroove pathways are what got me, from this vid idk... that you keep seeking/indulging even tho hopelessly immersed in disastrous consequences, it's beyond reason.... refuse to believe it is hopeless i suppose, clinging to initial good beginning memory.... thank heaven new roads can be charted in the brain and outside also
After listening to Allan Watts, Terrence and Denis McKenna, Sad Ghuru, Jordan B Peterson and lattely the "awekening from the meaning crisis" from John Varvaeke and other things, I can see more and more connections between all them and what they say and me, this was one of the only addiction video who gave me a real sense of relief in the sense that it tells me I'm on the right path and that it isn't a will power lack issue. Very interesting. I'm currently trying to make me a riual but I don't know how to do, what to choose. And now how to choose or find a higher power as I'm not religious and I need as John Varvaeke says, something new that replaces what religion does, maybe the psychedelic realm will bring us something we can all agree and connect too, I'm not fully into it yet, only learning about it since a couple years. Something is changing
One major fact omitted in this video from the story of Bill Wilson is that his profound spiritual experience was through the use of LSD. Psychedelics are powerful change agents.
Asangoham, your channel brings me enormous richness and nourishment (not to the point where I am addicted BTW 😀). I just wanted to write thank you. Like nearly everyone I have battled with addictions and just when you have overcome one, you spot another. The mental addictions are probably the most subtle, like e.g. wanting to be right, or being constantly or always the victim. Work in progress. I truly enjoy and love learning from your channel. There is always, a phrase or a sentence that inspires me.
I didn’t get the message until I was 52 I’m 75 now love ❤️ my new life AA is the answer for me let go let God , AA saved a lot of life’s including mine
I'm dealing with addictive behavoiur as well, whats worked for me is merely witnessing the addiction. The pangs and desires will pass as you begin to relinquish identification with your addiction.
That’s a tough one because our brains make path ways making the behaviour second nature.. when I got off opioids I still had the urge to go to my old dealers house, I was so used to doing that trip my body wanted to do the trip against my minds will! I think it just takes time, months, years, for the mind to make new path ways, but it can be done with repetition
@@drunkenbuddhalaughingmonke8550 I think that's key: watch that pattern come and go. Notice that it's not you that is chasing that pleasure, like sheep, the best way to control them is to release them to an open field
Wow, right on point! You should look into Naturopathic Medicine if you haven’t already. It’s not all rainbows and butterflies, but it’s definitely part of the future of a functioning healthcare system. If you like botanical medicine as well as eastern and are trained in allopathic medicine already you would probably really vibe with Naturopathic Medicine. In my first year of practice as a resident rn. It’s hard but much more rewarding than what my friends in the conventional model describe.
As an active addict I must say, kind sir, this is The Most Accurate and Profoundly informative description (that I have found,) of addiction as a process and adaptive reasoning symptom I’ve ever heard. I am aghast at how precise this description is. The need to separate oneself and ironically the feeling of being separate IS the root cause of all addictive behavior, wether from the memories or the current perception of self. You are now placed in direct competition with Dr. Gabor Mate’ for the next Nobel Peace Prize🫵🏽🫶🏽🌹💫 What a gem! liked, shared nd subscribed
1:02 in India in Hinduism I think bengalis also belief that , the hunger is the reason of attachment and the ghosts are basically those creatures who died with a deep attachment in their hearts.. But the things doesn't die.. They continue to roam in the mortal plains with no end.. Only when the family of the ghosts do perform some rites like free service to poor or blood donation or volunteering or gita path and kirtana the soul gets released and finally leaves the mortal plains for longer journey.. We call that ghosts PRETA
Wow ur testimony is truly inspiring esp cause my twin sis n I have the same vises and are struggling more than ever we have come to really enjoy listening to yung and his teachings we tried going to Mexico and doing Ibogain but unfortunately got taken advantage of instead so I pray that we find something that works for us like u did and turn our life around before it’s to late. Pls also pray for us and we’ll do the same thankyou and God bless
There's a school of non duality in Ashland, Oregon called The Leela School of Awakening. They have therapists who are licensed to offer psychedelic assisted therapy. It may not be what you're looking for, but Eli Jaxon Bear is a wise elder, worth checking on RUclips at the least. Sending you prayers for deep peace 🙏🏼
I have done and continue to do meditation, breathing exercises, prayer, reading the Bible, and working out. I'd say my cravings for alcohol have decreased around zero percent
As a ex heroin addict I don't agree that alchohol addiction is worse or more fatal. I don't think your life can grasp opioid addiction especially fast acting such as Fentanyl and Heroin. I've seen people die right in front of me, it's the organ failure.
It's so scary and no one seems to even notice. Opiates are the definition of a gateway drug. That's where all my nonsense started as a kid. You don't think twice when you take it, if the doctor prescribed it.
6 months sober off fentanyl & alcohol but i don’t get chips at AA since I still use medical marijuana & will probably do psychedelics a few more times in my life. Wish i could get chips but i think the all or nothing assistance can be harmful to people like me who is able to use psychedelics very responsibly and rarely i shouldn’t be left out . can’t find anyone to sponsor me. i try to be honest because honesty is best policy but im starting to think ill just do the 12 steps and never tell them about the weed or psychedelics . i’m not even actively using psychedelics but they were the reason i got sober in the first place.
To anyone who needs this. Please remember it's never too late. EVER. and regardless of what you may believe, that person you were before all this is still inside you. You just need to put out your hand and have faith. What have you got to lose? 🙏You can do this.
Every second of video is fully enjoyed. It sounds different when first experienced, been explained. It's crystal clear and fully understandable. Can assume that all awakened can agree that experience give all answers. And thank you for remembering.
What a wonderful video on a topic that is near and dear to my heart and that is, addiction. I'm definitely going to be sharing this video and you now have a new subscriber.
AA reminds me of the church that passed these flyiers on Sundays with spiritual advice among which there was this one point that> masturbation causes blindess. Pray your addiction away boy coz we are apparently still in the midlle ages
For me addiction is a way for me to suppress my inner being because If I was to speak my own individual truth and expose some of the things I believe that have happened to me would upset certain authorities and because of the power of these authorities I would be shut up in an instance. Active addiction for me is the only thing that makes me feel safe because of the belief my head has created, I believe that me using is teaching the world how the mind of an addict works therefore because I believe my addictive behaviour is being monitored and scrutinized and controlled I genuinely believe I am doing good for others whilst having no love or empathy for myself. Some people call it justification but I believe addiction is a created behaviour because it suits an establishment and is a form that is needed to control the world in a way they want it to be , basically a scapegoat
Sober since 9/20/10. Kicked alcohol with therapy and medical help and AA. (As an atheist) I thank my Ishta for the Vedanta Society. Jai Thakur Jai Maa Jai Swamiji 🙏🌺
Hey I don't know any atheist personally but only through media sources have I even been exposed to this atheist point of view which is some what confuses me do atheist not believe in anything traditional religion pushes like I know u don't believe in a God or in the Devil so I was just curious exactly what is it u do believe in cause beliefs are faith based ideas which in turn gives a person hope which I'm only speaking in terms of my own personal experiences but if a person has no faith then do they still have hope idk just please don't b offended by my enquiry it's just a real thing I'm not sure about and have no atheist to ask questions about it. People these days just get mad and butt hurt over every little thing and this is a pure wondering of mine so nobody is attacking or singling out anyone just a lady who's honestly just wanting to know.
I used to use PCP in order to actually effectively separate from the Self, where ALL the agony is seated for some reason, it worked "wonders" i thought, but guess who came back with full force when i dropped that habit?. I sure learned immeasurable stuff on the way, and i was dissociated from my body more or less for like a year Straight and i got so used to it that no one would ever know that i was not really "there"(not in that person they looked at at least), but i can assure that the "Integration" into myself later was quite tough as you have to face ALL of it at the same time and this most often mean "Psychosis", and that would linger for months until you finally have found all the pieces of yourself(most of it). So i have learned the "hard way"(medium hard i guess) that we really can't get away from it no matter how one tries, not as long as we are in this "Body" at least. It's not that i Personally can't stand the agony of chronic anxiety that eats away every second of the daily life, and later invents nightmares EVERY night without mistake, but rather that i can't stand the thought of others getting "involved" in it(not that they would EVER understand anyway). The pointless suffering from mental health disorders is really Something. The REALLY strange reality today is that "Normal" people(Without ANY diagnosis, or even a possibility to get any), i mean with NO mental health problems(Depression,Anxiety and so on) that STILL can't find any peace. That is something i really can't wrap my head around, besides that i know that you can Never "Feed" the EGO enough for comfort, but that's basic, right?
wow man.... no peace relentless anxiety par for the course wow... I hear you. Michael Tsarion says humanity has been collectively traumatized big-time at least 3 times over eons. Knowing and healing from our true spiritual history is key, we have to find what's been hidden from us by these abusers. Wish you all the best man, you write well.
Thank God. I am addicted to nothing in this world. I am in control, and if I want, then I do. If not, I don't. Nothing is difficult as it's all in our decision-making.
Thanks God I don't have addictions to ilegal substances. But have have "addiction" to coffee, sweet bread, to RUclips, to watch movies, and before to cats, now I only have 2 cats and not more than 25, I had to say to God "I had enough to cats". There's all kinds of addictions.
I can't even remember what it's like to wake up and just be and not have to rely on drugs or Suboxone just to feel normal. I've abused my mind to the point that I don't feel real happiness nor can I feel real reward when I accomplish anything in my life and I've overcome a lot to be writing this to u all but yet I feel enormous change within myself that I am fearful I'll never be able to feel these things normally ever again not without my own induction of these old hateful patterns of using. I just recently gave my life over to God for real life change. I want myself to be who God intended me to b not what my will created bc my will being done has led me to do these things and I don't want to live this anymore. I have not done any pills for nearly a month which is great yes cause it's an exhausting expensive behavior that gives me nothing in return not even the momentary false peace I once felt from these pills. I refuse to level up and move onto the next great thing on the streets which is the fentanyl and the tranq these pushers have made up in their basement bc I know I will die and I've got grandchildren that love me to pieces this world will take if I'm not around to stand my granny ground with them watching over them when the parents are can't. I wanna show my family and my friends especially God that I am what God says I am not what this world says I am which is nothing much past a degenerate drug addict with no worth left. I am worthy and so r u whoever u r. Jesus saves God never caves turn to them and be shown mercy and grace.
As you think yourself to be, so you think the world to be. If you imagine yourself as separate from the world, the world will appear separate from you and you will experience desire and fear.
That's singing at the end makes me want to drink, lol. Yeah breaking alcohol addiction is a MF er. 32 years sober and blew it because of loneliness. Watch out for Mr lonely.
feck... have u stopped again ? Hope so, bc that would be like a new old beginning all over again... Watch out for Miss Beginningsarealwaysgood, frequently courted by Mr Lonely All the best man ✨
Im trying everyday is s struggle even when clean I want to obsess over caffeine or something to get that euphoric boost of motivation i remember what feeling well full of vitality and just a thrill of life felt like and been chasing that. I know theres natural supplements, amino acids and things boost dopamine acetylcholine serotonin and I just need to decide, have the funds together to purchase the supplements a nutrition replacement is good if your gonna withdraw hard then i need someone to handle my affairs first a few days while i lay in bed begging mercy from my higher power. But you have to change not only who you are but more importantly who you want to be and totally identify with being a non-user period. Not an addict trying to quit or coming clean, your still putting yourself in the addiction narrative, step completely out, Im a tee totaller, non substance using abusing fanatic and thats me Bill no pill Doe
If it was just making a decision, anyone could get clean anytime anyone gets clean it’s because of grace something more steps in and helps you along the way. Otherwise anyone could get clean anytime how many times have you tried and failed and tried and failed I made a decision I made a decision. I made a decision and fucked up again again Jane says, I’m gonna quit tomorrow. Especially now with the fentanyl people go to detox just to leave crying in pain because they have no idea how to treat it but they still take your money Ativan. That’s the best way four times a day. I know what to do you know what to do There’s so much information. It’s just hard to do. I’ve prayed and asked for help for some other being spirit God to step in and help me get there to my spiritual, authentic self. I know I’m on the wrong side of the fence and I know I will probably become a ghost if I die in this condition, and that is scary as fuck. I know that addiction was given to me because I was a pretentious bitch who hated Ale addict because my mother was an addict. And yeah, I got my ass handed to me but it’s been 20 years now. I don’t judge anyone just myself I wish you the best of luck and all the grace to guide you on your road to recovery we can do it.❤❤❤
A spiritual experience can also be seen as a resolve that trensforms you. No white light needed. It is about coming to the point where you dare to 'look the pain right in the face', to accept the suffering and understanding what the suffering you have put yourself through really is. I know what is wrong here, I can define it, I understand it, I can describe it and analyse it. Now I can 'look' at it and find a way to work with it, transform it, it will still exist but it does no longer play the part as it did. I will not forget it, I will forgive.
“Every ego is an addict” Adi Da Samraj Connection is the opposite of addiction Ego is the activity of disconnection 12 step programs are POWERFUL to bring those who suffer into a life that replaces the imprisonment of addiction with a new life no addict could have imagined… the REAL deal
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just got 4 years clean from shooting meth and heroin and living on the streets for over 10 yrs. it can be done! much love and many blessings on your journey
Great news,,,, God Bless✝😃
porn is worst addiction
BLESSING'S much Love & Well-being 💖🎶🌻
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Congratulations! Stay strong.
Alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my husband which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
Hey! Yes Mr.medmushies
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
Yes he's Mr.medmushies. My daughter did straight shrooms in few days. Made her whole! after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. It helped us.
I stopped my 27 years of heroin and crack use through meditation and spirituality,of which Advaita vedanta helped most,through teachings of Ramana Maharshi,,,,,Who am I?🙏,..And watching Carl Jung interview when asked,do you believe in God,,no I don't believe,,I know,,,that just resonated with me and is always in my mind,,that was when I was still hopelessly addicted and desperate for a way out,,watching that Jung interview was the beginning of my recovery,, I'm now 54 and happier healthier than I've been since I was a teenager,,I now have good close relationships with my parents all my children and their mams and my grandchildren are amazing and I am so close to them..And,I now,like CGJung,I know too❤🙏
Congrats I also healed from a 20+ years of heroin addiction. DR Gabor mate opened my eyes instead of shaming I used compassionate inquiry and once I refused to lie to myself I learned to act in authenticity and as a consequence All Attachments dissolve.... Proud of you because decade's of use is challenging ❤
Thanks for sharing your story king! This will help many and more!
True. Advaita helps to makes us understand our true nature.
Me to I’m doing it now but it keeps flip flopping presently symptoms no symptoms. SR is a game changer try it you can feel it pumping up your spine
What is SR?
Congratulations on everyone having a recovery journey
Thanks!❤ You too!
I pray for All those with addictions ✨
I don't know one person without an addiction. There are more than alkohol, drugs or cigarettes.
Amen
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Most humans alive today are addictive by 1 thing or another. Strengths and weaknesses 🙏🏾✨️@@sabinewetzel2272
Thx, ❤
Ive been addicted to all the wrong things. Its how i Discovered that im really jonesing for God's Love, the best high of all!
Amen
Any tricks for feeling that? Just staying sober and praying every day?
I’m 2 years a 3 months free from Fentanyl. It was a battle that lasted on and off for about a decade. It’s embarrassing. But, I refuse to recover quietly. Now, I try to spread awareness on my channel. And, I’m studying addiction and mental health in hopes that one day I give back to the world! ❤
Im so proud of you sweetheart godbless you my names jeremy carter im a recovering addict myself from meth and fentanyl im from new mexico hbu
It’s in everything. Can’t seem to find anything clean
Maybe it's embarrassing but now you are a person who fought it and recovered, and that is awesome, that is super power, you are a wonder woman now
@@surronzak8154 yasss! 😇
@@HeedfulGibbon its sad and scary
To anyone struggling with addiction, just know you have the power inside of you. I've beaten a few too many terrible drug addictions and will never ever look back again. Life is what you let it make you!
this is why i disagree with the statement “you are powerless over your addiction” god may have helped but i did find the power with MYSELF. i think thats what my god would have wanted, anyways
@yourpetfairyy agreed!! We all have the power in us to change. It's all a matter of how hard you are willing to try.
@@Faebaeeee Maybe It's the word "I" in "I am powerless". Referring to the ego, who got me into this mess, yes that jerk is powerless. When when i finally looked within, i found the real me (not actually a me but everything connected) - thats where the power is.
Gave me chills, especially knowing that the term for alchohol "spirits" is a fact. Literally a hungry ghost in a bottle, waiting for a host. This video opened my eyes alot!
Alcohol is Algol a fixed star that beheads. In ancient Sumeria alcohol dissects the soul from the body
That’s where it derived from. Now we know better as a figure of speech.
It's more like a little demon in that bottle.
One day, one moment… one thought… at a time.
This year will be 5 years clean from IV heroin, 7 from IV stimulants, and more from eating disorders. Let’s goooooo ! 💪🏻
That's absolutely awesome. Well done 👍
Congratulations 🎉
Seriously treat yourself to nice food and enjoy it. Way better than scoring n being sick daily
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❤❤❤ I love you. You go girl giving all the glory to our father you did it.!
Be kind to yourself whilst recovering.
One day at a time, and it's all for you.
You are waiting for you to arrive . You'll will to will you will.
when you get there, take good care of yourself and you will, my friend.
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Thank you for such encouraging words. Tears of gratitude
I'm ready to be freed from my addiction please pray for me.
Two days ago i decided to take all my weed and flush it in the toilette. I was sick and tired of being numb, feeling bad, no energy, fat and skinny at same time. I’ve experienced two very beautiful days since that. God is already spoiling me with blessings too…. I figured that god gives us prizes when we do that we supposed to do. Even going to the gym, God loves that ❤
Tea? For the gym? And spiritual healing.....me....I have one. I have its secret....and I face my life so easily....more at peace and happy.
Seek out a new social circle, create new friendships, don't allow weed smokers to drag you back into the old lifestyle
marijuana if used coreectly and not used as an addiction can be a blessing from god .. he made it here for a reason ppl just went over board
Congratulations on taking that big step!! Our spiritual growth fulfills us on a whole different level that any drug could. Keep up the good work Mauricio!!
Congratulations on taking that big step!! Our spiritual growth fulfills us on a whole different level that any drug could. Keep up the good work Mauricio!!
We are all addicted to something, even if it is good stuff, balance is the key
Fully agreed!!!
Balance is the key when the stuff is good. With alcohol, there is never any balance. Alcohol is a toxin that does destroy brain cells. After drinking alcohol regularly people become figments of their true self. They stop growing, they stop evolving and most digress. Balance only works when you don’t do things that hurt the body
I don‘t agree. In some aspect yes but when it comes to substance abuse I can only say every drug that will temporarily reliefs you from your struggles is absolutely demonic and should never be touched ever.
I was deep in the void. Addicted to stronger and heavier drugs. I thought I hit rock bottom but trust me it can get worse if you misuse drugs. You can’t control it, you may think so I thought so too. But opiate addiction is a one way ticket down to despair and death, no other way.
@@youtubecommentsguy9805I think you're comment about opiate addiction is very disheartening to hear for anyone experiencing this. I know people who have overcome it so it is not necessarily a one way ticket to despair and the other thing you said. I agree it is good just never to touch it but for those who have it's not a good message for them to think they can never recover so they won't bother trying.
The amount in the dose....balance
Never admit to being powerless. It’s untrue. Your self is very powerful
Admitting you're powerless is the first step in being able to give your burdens to God. He's the one with the power. A person will remain stuck if they don't learn to surrender to a higher power
@@tabisu4905 the first step says we were powerless not we're powerless
With nondualism we are all god. and everything else
I agree 100%
@@tabisu4905 There is no higher power
Alcohol is by far the worst thats why its legal.
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I agree. Don't get me wrong some of the others are really bad too but alcohol has to be the worst. I wonder if that's why they call it spirits because it messes with your spirit?
no porn is its free and infinite and available now
It indeed does. My mother couldn’t get past her trauma Iin life so she covered it with alcohol. It was miserable for all of us. And she really hurt my brother. I never understood her but she was hiding stuff that came out on her deathbed- like my grandmother denying her to speak the truth about being sexually abused. It made her die of throat cancer. When I was six years old I had a prophetic dream about my mom choosing the wrong door in life. I woke up frantic and sad and never knew why it affected me until the year before. She was under influence and never overcame in life. Very sad. But I found peace with my sovereignty from within. 💕
Porn addiction is the worst and one of the hardest to quit.... Next alcohol and cocaine etc... That's just my opinion based on experience and what i see around me.
I am struggling with my addiction 🥹 pls pray for me
I will
By his stripes we are healed. Keep praying, meditating and exercise. Let go and let God. Amen
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Me too cigarettes
Mtt 11:28-30 Jn 8:36 Phil 4:13 2 Co 12:10
2 Co 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are past away, behold, all things are become new. 1 Co 10:13 Ro 8:28
**Whispers of the Hungry Ghost**
In the quiet halls of self-discovery's maze,
Lies the seed of addiction, a smoldering blaze.
A thirst unquenched, a ceaseless addiction,
The hungry ghost roams, a tale of affliction.
Drink, sex, drugs, in the dance of despair,
Hungry ghost, hungry ghost, a soliloquy of care.
In desperation's grip, we continue the fight,
Rebirth fuels the energy, through day and night.
Death claims the body, but not the craving,
In addiction's trap, it's the soul we're saving.
Changes beckon, compulsion's tight grip,
Drink, sex, drugs, in this endless trip.
Transcend the physical, break free from the cage,
Enter the spiritual dimension, the true sage.
Manifestation of will, the soul's earnest plea,
From sickness to health, let the self be free.
Great poem.
Btw...who here is free from addiction to clinging?
This poem is fucking fantastic
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Beautiful ❤
Iv been clean for 9 months from a iv crack n heroin habit. I'm a firm believer in all this clip says too.
I send u much ❤ & light beautiful soul. May u continue t c BEAUTY IN UR LIFE & the strength to overcome anything with the BELIEF that u have the right to ur DIVINE SELF.
@@iamcalledirenechaliz-lopez thankyou. You have a sweet heart.❤
Glory to GOD!! 👏👏
Much love to you I I admire your courage to be accountable.put fire at a time 🔥out much love to you amin 💚🖤❤🎯💯💯
porn s harder to quit
I personally believe there are aspects to awaken and lessons to be learned during an addiction process. It allowed me to develop love , compassion understanding and the loss of any judgment towards my brothers and sisters, allowed me to have no choice but to rebuild my broken self in full spirit. Thank u God , source, universe the lessons
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Very wise words. Thank you ❤
ShotBro! I hope I can follow in the near future, excellent to see here that love, support and wisdom abound in this realm of people, cheers!
Beyond grateful for Bill W & Carl Jung… Bill had a spiritual experience, and he put a pen to paper which led to the 12 steps of AA! It is by his experience that I was graciously gifted a way out to sobriety 12/11/2014
This was beautifully written. I feel like each video I am watching for self improvement is taking me on a path where I can shed my addictions and be an improved version of myself. I started to exercise, I journal, I sit back and think deeply of my problems.
I got clean off heroin after 15 years, I realized I used drugs to escape, I couldn’t deal with my feelings, I ran from them and in turn I let everyone down. I’ve been completely sober few years now, my feelings are regulated and I will never touch drugs again. You can do anything you want if you want it bad enough
good on ya man, keep going
Thankyou for sharing and giving Hope 💕
All praises. Thank you for sharing
Prayers for generations past, present, and future!
We can liken the mind to a ball of clay. And addictions as impressions into it. When we meditate and grasp the eternal beingness and dis-identification from mind, the ball of clay is restored to its original shape. May all beings be free.
Is this something you personally did? First of all it's not jst the mind it's tge trauma of the heart stored in body muscles which is not an impression thought idea it's experiential.that means healing is also experiential.
Disidentifying from the mind totally so as the self shines unprogramed is highly unlikelly
I'm 54 and have currently been in addiction for 32years. But I have worked with the majority of it until the last 7 years. I have faith in God that he will present the opportunity to break my demons CG JUNG MAY WELL BE THIS .THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR ADVICE AND ENCOURAGEMENT. Big love
God’s weapons for victory
WORD FOR TODAY
Wed 3rd July 2024
‘I use God’s mighty weapons, not those made by men.’ 2 Corinthians 10:4 TLB
Before doing battle with Syria, Joab told his brother, ‘If [they] are too strong for me, then you shall help me; but if the people of Ammon are too strong for you, then I will help you’ (1 Chronicles 19:12 NKJV). If one was overwhelmed, the other could step in and help.
Spiritual warfare is different, however. We’re not wrestling with ‘flesh and blood, but against principalities…powers…rulers of the darkness…[and] spiritual hosts of wickedness’ (Ephesians 6:12 NKJV). And wrestling is a one-on-one struggle that means getting up close and personal, going toe-to-toe with your opponent. When David faced Goliath, the giant was so sure of himself that he announced to all Israel, ‘If he kills me…we will be your slaves. But if I kill him, you will be our slaves’ (1 Samuel 17:9 NLT)! Think about the long-term implications of this. If Goliath prevailed, God’s people would spend their lives serving the enemy. The stakes were incredibly high for Israel - and they are for you too. Satan is out to defeat you, and if you wrestle according to the rules of the flesh, you will lose.
Just like professional wrestlers have rules they abide by, there are fail-safe spiritual rules designed to work for you. Paul says, ‘We use God’s mighty weapons, not worldly weapons, to knock down the strongholds’ (2 Corinthians 10:4 NLT). The only hope you have of defeating Satan lies in prayer, Christian fellowship, God’s word, the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus. These five things top the list of powerful weapons given you to defeat the enemy. So use them today!
this video came in the exact moment, and save me
I hope you are doing well friend. I love you.
@@rbnrdz i am brother, thank you!
I have been off cocaine for three years I can sleep for a night and feel awakened not asleep waiting for the next line
But why do I still see the high in my mind
The solution to any addiction is the same and can be a great gift. The addiction is only a symptom, the problem is ego centricity. The solution is ego deflation which is what every spiritual practice is about. Less ego-more soul-god-love. The twelve steps are to save one from oneself, twelve traditions from each other. Meaning, one’s ego and group ego. The steps open the door and also point one to continue with prayer and meditation.
I've been an addict over 31yrs, in the name of God and Jesus l want to get clean and live my life by helping others,
Bless you
I have recently kicked a habit of drug and alcohol benders which have been the story of the last 25yrs of my life. So many regrets and shame have surfaced after facing the feelings i couldnt face for so long. The most shameful and hardest for me to rid myself from has been gambling which brings me the most shame, regret and anxiety of them all. Ruined relationships through lies and financial ruin are a heavy burden on me. The reality of my actions now i am clean seem alot clearer, but it has been difficult to live with. I thought i would be feeling on top of the world getting clean but the reality of my past actions weigh heavy on my mind. I pray in time i can feel proud again and feel happy of who i am. My thoughts and understanding are with all who suffer from addiction hatever form it may be in. I hope u may all feel free again someday soon.
God bless you. You are a good person❤
Never feel guilty. You need to Focus on the enormity of yourself as a powerful, multidimensional being Who is going through a Life process, which is sometimes torturous. You did what you felt you had to do to cope and now you need different coping mechanisms, starting with quitting blaming yourself
Well said ❤
1 month 16 days sober from meth, fentanyl, heroin and cocaine. Life is beautiful. This feeling I'm feeling is what I was trying to smoke my way to. Great creator thank you 💘
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Profound words on the nature of addiction and the disconnection from our true selves. The journey to healing is a spiritual one, a reconnection to our wholeness. ❤💚💜
I Pray that if you are struggling with addiction, Today is the day that things will get easier for you. God loves you and humanity needs your experience to help others. Prayer and Meditation 🧘🏽♀️ are the way 🙏❤️ sending love 💕
I'm trapped in my addiction, I agree with all this when I have been clean for a few weeks, its the withdrawals that I need help with
Speak about it differently words are spells if you believe your trapped you will be. Put a spin on it an say your free from addiction eventually you’ll retrain your subconscious mind ,write down positive affirmations it does work but you need to keep at it just a thought
Put it in God's hands , be humble , knowing and believing he's going to help you ❤
A cambodian woman working as room cleaner in Pattaya (Thailand) told me the city is full of devils. Also in massage parlors I heard many ghost stories.
Yes
I want to hear one of the stories plz
@@saunders_daniel I Remember near the post office I was having a four hands massage when I said :"Sorry I didn' t understand what you asked me". I said that After a female voice hiss something in my ear. The two girls told me they didn' t Say anything and so told me about the Ghost of and ex colleague still trapped in the Building..
what city is not full of devils?
@@bastaballe2153interesting indeed
They deserve an award for the closing lines.
People fight or criticize addiction as if it was a “Lack” of willpower yet it’s often the opposite. I have been and work with e know many addicts and boy! … addicts are SuperHuman no shit.. we do and survive the craziest things Ever . The thing is the divide inside the inability yet insistence on wanting to “feel” how I want when I want to above all else and getting cyclically clutched on it…
Learning to connect and surrender live in tune with a Higher Power, I call it Holy Spirit yet call it what you will has been essential to me… nothing has been more annoying and profound than overcoming my own mind and how I set it up.. knowing I’m not alone or judged internally has made all the difference.. recovering and becoming free of oneself is pretty much the last and ultimate ride… in my opinion people with severe addiction are sort of trailblazers once everything’s been burnt down yet you don’t give up, as one keeps looking sincerely for a “better way” in my opinion only meeting God (call it what you will) is left
This is beautifully written. Thank you 🙏🏼
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@@levcimac Well,I’m so glad. And thank you for mentioning it because it’s the little nuggets that keep us inspired to continue sharing.
Praise the Lord King Jesus Christ of Nazareth Amen and Amen 🙏 🙌 ❤️ thank you, fellow Saint for your powerful testimony 😊
Bravo! Well said. This makes sense in hindsight but at the time, I was too far gone to even realize there was a better version of myself. I thought the separate self was all I could be. The pain of living was something I had accepted. It wasn't until I quit cold turkey and went to AA that I realized I was someone completely different. Currently at 180 days clean and sober. Cheers!
There is an overflowing of truth in this video. Spiritual Awakening is the answer to many many things
Peace, Love, & Light Always
18:17 - 18:24
Addiction is emotional suppression.
With Profound Faith & Gratitude! ! !❤⚜️❤
Blessed Be! ! !❤🙏❤
Addiction mentally is blowing up the hippocampus with memories of using, how high you were , and u want to be. So that higher brain area, the hippocampus, where memories, are made, and stored. The amagdela, midbrain , has no higher thinking. Any animal can do and feel the same. To transcend the false ego is not easy. Addiction and Psychology are my majors🤓
I've been fighting benzos addiction since 13 yrs old and I am almost 50
Any suggestions?
@@KarlaEllisonI was on 2 to 4 mg of Xanax for 6 or 7 years prescribed by my doctor and then I ended up buying them off the street. What helped me it would take 20,000 sheets of paper a thoughts to explain but through my wife at home and a titration of only one month I have been off of them for a year and a half but now fighting a different demon which I will be it is 3:00 a.m. in the morning and I am up looking for searching for God science anything to help me because I am so done with chemical addictions and also the people that were in my life at the time are no longer in my life now that I am not on Xanax I had a close friend who I thought was a friend well LOL she thought I was a friend but I was using people for their own resources for Xanax do you know we were friends for 6 years we don't even talk now because I'm not on Xanax so people places and things are important good luck 🤞🏾 but trust me if I can do it it sounds cliche and common but you can do it if I can do it and get off Xanax you can do it ❤❤
@@KarlaEllisonHave you faced your early traumas?
Addicted to life and all it has to offer 🎉
that's right. be addicted to something very positive if you have addictive tendencies.
Addiction is an unwillingness to feel pain, seek discomfort.
The idea its a disease that one is an addict can only manifest more symptoms.
12step modalities saved my life, the truth though is this.
12 step modalities cause more addiction symptoms...
On the spiritual path, the ascension path.
One will have to transcend many of the ideas currently contained in 12step programs
This is ridiculous because NO ONE wants to feel pain or seek discomfort , that’s a man made ideology , that we should seek discomfort and pain, everyone wants to feel comfortable and that’s completely normal , now when you stagnate and remain in a box or cave due to fear of the world or people , that’s different and no one actually wants that , so this ideology that people just want to actually stagnate and remain frozen in time is stupid and dumb , to shame people for trying to find solace and comfort is barbaric and stupid
12 steps helped you but actually create more symptoms, how so? Either they help or create more symptoms and some cognitive dissonance attached that enables one to hold two self contradictory beliefs
@@Mr.InbetweenFXnow imagine a dr succeeds in 10% of operations or a teacher teaches only 1 in 10 students
.I could accept any way is good as long as someone finds helpf if only they wouldnt b part of the problem ,monopolising the space as a treatment facility inhibiting the research
and creation of real healing centres for the 90% they fail
.in my opinion their only benefit is the community which however comes with drawbaacks like brain washing and creating dependency on other ppl which is swaping an addiction for another
upgrade your addictions is the point i guess....
Who is the one behind the addictive nature of your mind ?
Great to see you guys putting AA on your channel, it will save somebody somewhere
One day at a time guys
Reach out to your local AA or NA helpline if you are struggling
Given up many things over the years… cigarettes too recently ✊🏼. It’s always about what’s within, never the drugs, the drink etc etc, ironically RUclips’s next…
True..its consumption of information
.anything that is a pleasure not self generated by action but coming from consumption is addictive
Since my awaking four years ago I’ve been doing daily meditation, fasting , semen retention I’ve quit my whiskey addiction and social use of blow @ the weekends prior to that I also kicked a massive Diazepam addiction which was absolutely HELL to go through also kicked a huge hooker addiction too but there’s just one last substance left that I’m hopelessly still addicted too and it’s Codine my last remaining friend I have to use chemists in a 8 mile radius as I’m doing 6 boxes a week as the doctor scrubbed my strong 30/500 repeat subscription…… I know it’s holding my new lifestyle back and affects my intuition greatly but I just can’t seem to break the habit of popping a load of pills in the morning and again at night but I have quit the middays hit so maybe I’m making progress, great video and really encouraging to see others winning their addiction battles…… thank you ))
You came a long way! You came this far. I pray God helps you total healing. Addiction comes from feeling I’m not enough. God made us whole. Remember that! You got this! Sending hugs
Try using kratom to help transition off of codeine aka narcotics
Pop a bunch of supplements instead…check out the studies they’ve been doing with amino acid therapy to help cure the isms
I was once told that pill addiction vomes.from.childhood wounds and as a child we were given medicine to heal. Now as adults we still.medicate ourselves. Maybe ask your inner child what it is he needs why he craves so many meds. You tell this little person in you. That u ate now safe and free to let go. Close your eyes ad hold That hand of that little guy. Never know what that may bring forth in you.
@@reahtoni8069 That’s a really interesting point and very kind reply , bless you and thank you 🙏
I just ended a 10 years relationship with a meth addict. My life has been roller coasters and depressing. I thank God for giving the strength to let him go.
interesting article and one you probably don't want to hear:
WE DON’T MENTALLY GROW UP
Our bodies mature with age but, (and remember there is always a ‘but’ or an ‘if’), our minds don’t “grow up”;
(grow up defined:
to gradually become an adult
(adult defined:
a person or animal that has grown to full size and strength:)
AND, as you can see, neither word/definition has to do with the mind, and if you say, “Well, that is understood,” you’re wrong simply because that does not define what the mind does, or in this case, doesn’t do and if you still believe that you will have to try and defined why it’s ‘understood’.
Be my guest, enlighten me.
Experience is a teaching process, not a mentally maturing process.
Experience simply teaches us what and how we can “get away with stuff”, and that’s all - and if that is not so, you have learned nothing.
And not knowing that, how mentally mature is that?
If physical maturing was also mentally maturing we would have benevolent rich people and we would not have to be “baby sat” therefor, no governing organizations.
There would be no police or armed forces (“peace keepers” is a fancy title for one country to direct and control another country) or hunger or wars and way less crime and drug/alcohol abuse and way less abuse of any kind - think about it...but our minds don’t grow up, we just get new and bigger toys with the same irresponsibility of a 4 year old- that’s it, that’s all-period.
All we do is get better at hiding behind labels and using them as excuses and alibis and until we learn the difference we will remain irresponsible.
Also see "trigger warnings" and what's with this new proposed Canadian law call "Online Harms Act"?
Online?? You got to be kidding!!
Just further proof of our mental stability and do people really believing this crap OR is this just another way for governments to control us?
How mentally mature is that?
(today is April 2024 - The Online Harms Act, introduced formally as Bill C-63, will result in the most significant expansion of Canada's hate speech laws and create one of North America's most rigid regulatory environments for media and social media companies.)
Bottom line:
Humankind does not "grow up" emotionally.
We'll leave morality alone because that is tied to religious/superstitious and area customs; way too many deviations.
Just another area where we “grow up” physically not mentally.
Any ideas out there?
Outside of a cattle prod, frankly, I have none.
Bottom line, we lack self discipline and as long as we have greed and ego we will never grow up.
re: and we hire people and expect different actions from politicians and are surprised when they behave like the "common" person...
(Self-discipline is the ability to control yourself and to make yourself work hard or behave in a particular way without needing anyone else to tell you what to do.
Exercising at home alone requires a tremendous amount of self-discipline with the right goals in mine.)
What’s the opposite of addiction?
Connection.
Real addiction aka insanity: doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome, has an opposite. And that is connection. Connection is the solution.
Look into what the wealthy and celebrities use to get themselves out of the grips of an addiction. Ayuasca. It’s illegal in the US, hmm I wonder why. Because it would heal almost all of the dis-ease we see today.
We need an ego death. Our pride and ego is what stops us to see the truth and the reality of our issues. This video is so true.
Oh, man, you have no idea _(you probably have, though)_ how much I learned just now about myself, but still, I see some things I do not understand yet but will meditate on this and what ever comes to my mind. Thank you so much for sharing this valuable knowledge. I wish you the best of luck further making great content, if that is what you will do! Also: have a good day, sir. 🇳🇴
What a fantastic and profound set of teachings this channel provides. Thank you so much for your wisdom and understanding of the nature of self that we can use to guide us to a better way of living. Thank you ❤
Wherever you are, whoever you are let not your past determine your future. You are mighty and are here to conquer. You have my admiration.
I didn't realize before this what was said about it not being a lack of willpower but an over-dependence on willpower, constantly misusing it to avoid discomfort.
I personally disagree.its Self abandonment and shifting the locus of ctrl the pleasure satisfaction feeling in things external from you thus then becoming dependent on those .at that point you are not self sufficient autonomous self generating of what you need and the consumption craving develops
the neuralgroove pathways are what got me, from this vid idk... that you keep seeking/indulging even tho hopelessly immersed in disastrous consequences, it's beyond reason.... refuse to believe it is hopeless i suppose, clinging to initial good beginning memory.... thank heaven new roads can be charted in the brain and outside also
This film hit so deep I can’t tell you how much this has answered. Thank you for making the video
After listening to Allan Watts, Terrence and Denis McKenna, Sad Ghuru, Jordan B Peterson and lattely the "awekening from the meaning crisis" from John Varvaeke and other things, I can see more and more connections between all them and what they say and me, this was one of the only addiction video who gave me a real sense of relief in the sense that it tells me I'm on the right path and that it isn't a will power lack issue. Very interesting. I'm currently trying to make me a riual but I don't know how to do, what to choose. And now how to choose or find a higher power as I'm not religious and I need as John Varvaeke says, something new that replaces what religion does, maybe the psychedelic realm will bring us something we can all agree and connect too, I'm not fully into it yet, only learning about it since a couple years. Something is changing
One major fact omitted in this video from the story of Bill Wilson is that his profound spiritual experience was through the use of LSD. Psychedelics are powerful change agents.
Saved my life.
Asangoham, your channel brings me enormous richness and nourishment (not to the point where I am addicted BTW 😀). I just wanted to write thank you. Like nearly everyone I have battled with addictions and just when you have overcome one, you spot another. The mental addictions are probably the most subtle, like e.g. wanting to be right, or being constantly or always the victim. Work in progress. I truly enjoy and love learning from your channel. There is always, a phrase or a sentence that inspires me.
Wait, I started AA in 2012 and I love Bill Wilson. I didn’t know that he met with Carl Jung. This makes so much sense. My mind is blown.
It has its origins in Vedanta Society of Southern California
I have started AA and it has helped me change my life around
…there’s a letter that CJ wrote to BW…it’s on the web…it’s profound…
Wasn't Bills spiritual transformation the result of his first LSD experience?
Its my the infinite consciousness's grace that I have found your channel
I didn’t get the message until I was 52 I’m 75 now love ❤️ my new life AA is the answer for me let go let God , AA saved a lot of life’s including mine
I'm struggling with behavioural addiction, this video is quite insightful: that addition is overlying on will power. It all comes down to letting go
I'm dealing with addictive behavoiur as well, whats worked for me is merely witnessing the addiction. The pangs and desires will pass as you begin to relinquish identification with your addiction.
That’s a tough one because our brains make path ways making the behaviour second nature.. when I got off opioids I still had the urge to go to my old dealers house, I was so used to doing that trip my body wanted to do the trip against my minds will! I think it just takes time, months, years, for the mind to make new path ways, but it can be done with repetition
@@drunkenbuddhalaughingmonke8550 I think that's key: watch that pattern come and go. Notice that it's not you that is chasing that pleasure, like sheep, the best way to control them is to release them to an open field
how does one let go? everytime i got to let go it was a gift from God not a deed done by me.......May God have mercy on my soul.❤
You can't control others so we must learn to control ourselves
After a 21 day water only fast, I was addiction free, major depression gone, cleared of many physical ailments as well.. 🙏🏽💞☀️🌙
Wow, right on point! You should look into Naturopathic Medicine if you haven’t already. It’s not all rainbows and butterflies, but it’s definitely part of the future of a functioning healthcare system. If you like botanical medicine as well as eastern and are trained in allopathic medicine already you would probably really vibe with Naturopathic Medicine. In my first year of practice as a resident rn. It’s hard but much more rewarding than what my friends in the conventional model describe.
And it's the way of the future
As an active addict I must say, kind sir, this is The Most Accurate and Profoundly informative description (that I have found,) of addiction as a process and adaptive reasoning symptom I’ve ever heard. I am aghast at how precise this description is. The need to separate oneself and ironically the feeling of being separate IS the root cause of all addictive behavior, wether from the memories or the current perception of self. You are now placed in direct competition with Dr. Gabor Mate’ for the next Nobel Peace Prize🫵🏽🫶🏽🌹💫 What a gem! liked, shared nd subscribed
If you are reading Gabor mate you are going in the right direction, Tim fletcher here on RUclips is amazing as well.
1:02 in India in Hinduism I think bengalis also belief that , the hunger is the reason of attachment and the ghosts are basically those creatures who died with a deep attachment in their hearts..
But the things doesn't die..
They continue to roam in the mortal plains with no end..
Only when the family of the ghosts do perform some rites like free service to poor or blood donation or volunteering or gita path and kirtana the soul gets released and finally leaves the mortal plains for longer journey..
We call that ghosts PRETA
That’s interesting, I’ve never heard of this
Wow ur testimony is truly inspiring esp cause my twin sis n I have the same vises and are struggling more than ever we have come to really enjoy listening to yung and his teachings we tried going to Mexico and doing Ibogain but unfortunately got taken advantage of instead so I pray that we find something that works for us like u did and turn our life around before it’s to late. Pls also pray for us and we’ll do the same thankyou and God bless
There's a school of non duality in Ashland, Oregon called The Leela School of Awakening. They have therapists who are licensed to offer psychedelic assisted therapy. It may not be what you're looking for, but Eli Jaxon Bear is a wise elder, worth checking on RUclips at the least.
Sending you prayers for deep peace 🙏🏼
I have done and continue to do meditation, breathing exercises, prayer, reading the Bible, and working out. I'd say my cravings for alcohol have decreased around zero percent
lol, ruff man 🤣
As a ex heroin addict I don't agree that alchohol addiction is worse or more fatal. I don't think your life can grasp opioid addiction especially fast acting such as Fentanyl and Heroin. I've seen people die right in front of me, it's the organ failure.
Alcohol is the worst of them all. You can quit heroin cold turkey. You can die if you stop cold turkey with alcohol
Definitely
It's so scary and no one seems to even notice. Opiates are the definition of a gateway drug. That's where all my nonsense started as a kid. You don't think twice when you take it, if the doctor prescribed it.
herion 6 years ago is not the same as today. therefore past herion addiction was safer than an alcoholic in terms of physical longevity.
Agree. Alcoholism takes a long time to develop. If you start opiates its a quick way to the grave. But both are terrible ofc
6 months sober off fentanyl & alcohol but i don’t get chips at AA since I still use medical marijuana & will probably do psychedelics a few more times in my life. Wish i could get chips but i think the all or nothing assistance can be harmful to people like me who is able to use psychedelics very responsibly and rarely i shouldn’t be left out . can’t find anyone to sponsor me. i try to be honest because honesty is best policy but im starting to think ill just do the 12 steps and never tell them about the weed or psychedelics . i’m not even actively using psychedelics but they were the reason i got sober in the first place.
To anyone who needs this. Please remember it's never too late. EVER. and regardless of what you may believe, that person you were before all this is still inside you. You just need to put out your hand and have faith. What have you got to lose? 🙏You can do this.
Every second of video is fully enjoyed. It sounds different when first experienced, been explained. It's crystal clear and fully understandable. Can assume that all awakened can agree that experience give all answers. And thank you for remembering.
What a wonderful video on a topic that is near and dear to my heart and that is, addiction. I'm definitely going to be sharing this video and you now have a new subscriber.
Jung was heavily into Upanishad teachings on non-duality.
Thank you for sharing some profound insights into Tibetan Buddhism ideas, I think TB is one of the lesser known but important branches of philosohpy
18:20 Is the truth. As an atheist I surrendered to the will of doctors and my therapist. That is how it worked for me.
Very nice piece.
Great video. I've always had an addictive nature which manifested through alcoholism.
I wish I could save my dad from his addictions but I could barely save myself. 😪
when do the mental relapses stop what year into sobriety does it stop, that's literally the only part u have to worry about
Beautiful... Can you do another one which is similar but a much longer version of it? Or.. Break it into parts and expand it?
This is deep! Im experiencing this ATM. Its amazing! Set me free spirit of truth❤
Social media scrolling addiction has made people frustrated and irritated all time they cant focus and remain calm
I discovered that I would never evolve while under the influence of another consciousness. ❤
Please explain, what do you mean when you say 'another consciousness' ?
@@ay7prebeing high/drunk/turned etc
Absolutely brilliant work here. The whole thing in 20 minutes!
For the wise-dome &: guidance of this video-broadcast-frequency IS with the gratitude by this live-life-claimant.
AA reminds me of the church that passed these flyiers on Sundays with spiritual advice among which there was this one point that> masturbation causes blindess.
Pray your addiction away boy coz we are apparently still in the midlle ages
Thank for this reading, very good explained 😊😊❤
For me addiction is a way for me to suppress my inner being because If I was to speak my own individual truth and expose some of the things I believe that have happened to me would upset certain authorities and because of the power of these authorities I would be shut up in an instance. Active addiction for me is the only thing that makes me feel safe because of the belief my head has created, I believe that me using is teaching the world how the mind of an addict works therefore because I believe my addictive behaviour is being monitored and scrutinized and controlled I genuinely believe I am doing good for others whilst having no love or empathy for myself. Some people call it justification but I believe addiction is a created behaviour because it suits an establishment and is a form that is needed to control the world in a way they want it to be , basically a scapegoat
How am I supposed to be perfect?I feel like I have no chance of escaping this fate
Sober since 9/20/10. Kicked alcohol with therapy and medical help and AA. (As an atheist) I thank my Ishta for the Vedanta Society. Jai Thakur Jai Maa Jai Swamiji 🙏🌺
Hey I don't know any atheist personally but only through media sources have I even been exposed to this atheist point of view which is some what confuses me do atheist not believe in anything traditional religion pushes like I know u don't believe in a God or in the Devil so I was just curious exactly what is it u do believe in cause beliefs are faith based ideas which in turn gives a person hope which I'm only speaking in terms of my own personal experiences but if a person has no faith then do they still have hope idk just please don't b offended by my enquiry it's just a real thing I'm not sure about and have no atheist to ask questions about it. People these days just get mad and butt hurt over every little thing and this is a pure wondering of mine so nobody is attacking or singling out anyone just a lady who's honestly just wanting to know.
I used to use PCP in order to actually effectively separate from the Self, where ALL the agony is seated for some reason, it worked "wonders" i thought, but guess who came back with full force when i dropped that habit?. I sure learned immeasurable stuff on the way, and i was dissociated from my body more or less for like a year Straight and i got so used to it that no one would ever know that i was not really "there"(not in that person they looked at at least), but i can assure that the "Integration" into myself later was quite tough as you have to face ALL of it at the same time and this most often mean "Psychosis", and that would linger for months until you finally have found all the pieces of yourself(most of it). So i have learned the "hard way"(medium hard i guess) that we really can't get away from it no matter how one tries, not as long as we are in this "Body" at least. It's not that i Personally can't stand the agony of chronic anxiety that eats away every second of the daily life, and later invents nightmares EVERY night without mistake, but rather that i can't stand the thought of others getting "involved" in it(not that they would EVER understand anyway). The pointless suffering from mental health disorders is really Something. The REALLY strange reality today is that "Normal" people(Without ANY diagnosis, or even a possibility to get any), i mean with NO mental health problems(Depression,Anxiety and so on) that STILL can't find any peace. That is something i really can't wrap my head around, besides that i know that you can Never "Feed" the EGO enough for comfort, but that's basic, right?
wow man.... no peace relentless anxiety par for the course wow... I hear you. Michael Tsarion says humanity has been collectively traumatized big-time at least 3 times over eons. Knowing and healing from our true spiritual history is key, we have to find what's been hidden from us by these abusers.
Wish you all the best man, you write well.
ps schroomies, entheogens promising....
Thank God. I am addicted to nothing in this world. I am in control, and if I want, then I do. If not, I don't. Nothing is difficult as it's all in our decision-making.
NOT ADDICTED TO ANYTHING HHHMMM....SO YOU CAN QUIT EATING,DRINKING, AND BREATHING?
@@theedge5584Stop complicating things, you know what kind of addictions he's talking about.
Thanks God I don't have addictions to ilegal substances.
But have have "addiction" to coffee, sweet bread, to RUclips, to watch movies, and before to cats, now I only have 2 cats and not more than 25, I had to say to God "I had enough to cats".
There's all kinds of addictions.
I can't even remember what it's like to wake up and just be and not have to rely on drugs or Suboxone just to feel normal. I've abused my mind to the point that I don't feel real happiness nor can I feel real reward when I accomplish anything in my life and I've overcome a lot to be writing this to u all but yet I feel enormous change within myself that I am fearful I'll never be able to feel these things normally ever again not without my own induction of these old hateful patterns of using. I just recently gave my life over to God for real life change. I want myself to be who God intended me to b not what my will created bc my will being done has led me to do these things and I don't want to live this anymore. I have not done any pills for nearly a month which is great yes cause it's an exhausting expensive behavior that gives me nothing in return not even the momentary false peace I once felt from these pills. I refuse to level up and move onto the next great thing on the streets which is the fentanyl and the tranq these pushers have made up in their basement bc I know I will die and I've got grandchildren that love me to pieces this world will take if I'm not around to stand my granny ground with them watching over them when the parents are can't. I wanna show my family and my friends especially God that I am what God says I am not what this world says I am which is nothing much past a degenerate drug addict with no worth left. I am worthy and so r u whoever u r. Jesus saves God never caves turn to them and be shown mercy and grace.
As you think yourself to be, so you think the world to be. If you imagine yourself as separate from the world, the world will appear separate from you and you will experience desire and fear.
That's singing at the end makes me want to drink, lol. Yeah breaking alcohol addiction is a MF er.
32 years sober and blew it because of loneliness. Watch out for Mr lonely.
feck... have u stopped again ? Hope so, bc that would be like a new old beginning all over again... Watch out for Miss Beginningsarealwaysgood, frequently courted by Mr Lonely
All the best man ✨
Im trying everyday is s struggle even when clean I want to obsess over caffeine or something to get that euphoric boost of motivation i remember what feeling well full of vitality and just a thrill of life felt like and been chasing that. I know theres natural supplements, amino acids and things boost dopamine acetylcholine serotonin and I just need to decide, have the funds together to purchase the supplements a nutrition replacement is good if your gonna withdraw hard then i need someone to handle my affairs first a few days while i lay in bed begging mercy from my higher power. But you have to change not only who you are but more importantly who you want to be and totally identify with being a non-user period. Not an addict trying to quit or coming clean, your still putting yourself in the addiction narrative, step completely out, Im a tee totaller, non substance using abusing fanatic and thats me Bill no pill Doe
If it was just making a decision, anyone could get clean anytime anyone gets clean it’s because of grace something more steps in and helps you along the way. Otherwise anyone could get clean anytime how many times have you tried and failed and tried and failed I made a decision I made a decision. I made a decision and fucked up again again Jane says, I’m gonna quit tomorrow. Especially now with the fentanyl people go to detox just to leave crying in pain because they have no idea how to treat it but they still take your money Ativan. That’s the best way four times a day. I know what to do you know what to do There’s so much information. It’s just hard to do. I’ve prayed and asked for help for some other being spirit God to step in and help me get there to my spiritual, authentic self. I know I’m on the wrong side of the fence and I know I will probably become a ghost if I die in this condition, and that is scary as fuck. I know that addiction was given to me because I was a pretentious bitch who hated Ale addict because my mother was an addict. And yeah, I got my ass handed to me but it’s been 20 years now. I don’t judge anyone just myself I wish you the best of luck and all the grace to guide you on your road to recovery we can do it.❤❤❤
A spiritual experience can also be seen as a resolve that trensforms you. No white light needed. It is about coming to the point where you dare to 'look the pain right in the face', to accept the suffering and understanding what the suffering you have put yourself through really is. I know what is wrong here, I can define it, I understand it, I can describe it and analyse it. Now I can 'look' at it and find a way to work with it, transform it, it will still exist but it does no longer play the part as it did. I will not forget it, I will forgive.
Wow, Love it. Peace Brother ❤
Great video, but it was Roland T Hazard who placed himself under the care of the great doctor Jung, not Bill Wilson.
“Every ego is an addict”
Adi Da Samraj
Connection is the opposite of addiction
Ego is the activity of disconnection
12 step programs are POWERFUL to bring those who suffer into a life that replaces the imprisonment of addiction with a new life no addict could have imagined… the REAL deal
can anyone please tell me the name of bhajan that was played during 10 min of video it is the best thing i have listened in years
Manojavam Marutatulya Vegam Hanuman Mantra
Manojavam marutatulya vegam.