Fentanyl Addict interview-Travis
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- Опубликовано: 31 окт 2022
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Travis, a fentanyl addict on Skid Row.
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Id love to hear you ask people, "How scary is the prospect of coming off of fentanyl/opiates/meth/crack/alcohol?" As a recovering addict, the thought of having to detox (usually non medically) is what kept me using. Those times waking up realizing "I'm in detox, and it's about to get bad" we're so terrifying that I just kept using one more day....and that mentality kept me sick for 15 years. You are a legend Mark.
U can do it..u just have to want to
To be honest with you. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I’m talking fent here which I didn’t even know was fent. I’ve been shooting dope for a decade and when I went to detox in July I tested positive for all fent. Same as my husband. We were getting sick from the fent. We were done. It wasn’t even good euphoria it made you pass out and want more when you wake up. If you do.
I was done. Cuts weren’t healing. I stopped being able to hit. I knew what would happen if We continued 4 months clean on the 3rd. The withdrawals didn’t even start hard until the second week and I walked through hell for 2 months. You need to get it in your head how sick you’re sick of being sick. I started using shrooms around a month in and it gave me hope. I micro dose now. And I pray for this man. We knew twins with a very similar back story as this man who are both dead because of fentanyl.
I agree...Recovery is all about Fear. I got 4 years on the 6th. Hope you are safe as well!
Luke, thank you for sharing your story. You are on the right path now. Positive vibes!
U can actually die trying to come/get off of fentanyl, Xanax & alcohol.
Travis, don’t give up. If there’s life, there’s hope. Your family loves you and the ppl from the internet are rooting for you!
I have two younger brothers and we have all struggled with addiction and mental health since early childhood. Everyone is clean now and our lives finally seem to be working out and I can only hope Travis can get clean and make new memories with his family. Travis, if you read this, good luck man.
Keep striving for greatness may your life be full of happiness
Good stuff
@@theonetruevoiceoftheonetrueGod you sound like a piece of shit
My daughter has been hooked on fentanyl for the last few years now, she was a great mother of my two grandchildren,a hard worker and a very loving and pleasant individual, we have not heard from her for quite some time now. This drug is a epidemic and destroys good people. So sad for those who get addicted.
I’m so sorry. Hope for better days ahead
Sorry Steve. Sorry for your daughter. Why do people suffering with addiction disappear and not communicate? Praying for your daughter.
Fentynol is a mother's nightmare and personal hell. I'm praying you get a good call.
@@dannymcintyre3819 To get closer to the substance or access to it.. Its the saddest thing I hope she is alright and figures it out.. There is ALWAYS hope…
Get her Ibogaine treatment stat. Talk therapy barely ever works but Ibogaine has a high success rate and takes all withdrawal away
Seems like an honest, nice guy. I hope he finds strength to get well for himself and his family before its too late.
Honest lmao
Mate, I wouldn’t trust this dude as far as I could kick him
@@jakedk11able 🙄
ur an idiot this guy twisted about 89% of his stories. he is a pretty good liar ill give him that
Have him move in with you. Bet your opinion changes.
He unknowingly broke my heart. The way his eyes looked at Mark was the ipitome of sadness.
@@thejuror2009 it’s called empathy, lol
@@xxsamlovexx 🙏🏼
@@thejuror2009 compassion my friend, might do you well
@@stormcorrosion176 I get a lot of people wondering why I have so much compassion and other things and it seems like a plague nowadays.
@Adam 😂👍 The viewers on this channel are mostly dumb sheep. The type that have basically sub 80 IQs and are easily manipulated. Some comments I’ve read on this channel are completely delusional and borderline retarded. 🤪🤡🤦♂️
he has the face of a rich man
Tom Cruise ? :)
@@0808samson no just a rich man in general. he has that old money waspy crazy eyed thing going
Hunter Biden
@@abigailcoffey512 yes put him in a suit and he's one of them.
@@as_creates let's say the mix of Cruise and Christian Bale :))
This guy is so likable. Travis - I wish you some peace and I do hope you get clean. ❤
We use fentanyl in veterinary medicine all the time. It’s used as an analgesic. We used to use fentanyl latches but because of the abuse potential, by pet owners, who would pull the patches off and suck the fentanyl out of the patch. Then claim the dog removed it and needed a new one. So, we don’t use them any more. We use it now primarily as an iv for post-operative pain management.
Seems like a decent guy and has a chance to still break free from this terrible affliction
He sound like jerry Seinfeld
I had cousin named Travis, died from a fent laced press pill at 35. It was an accident and the dude he was getting high with survived. I'm no stranger to addiction, opiates included, but I was lucky enough to get out before the fentanyl bullshit. Please take care of yourself Travis, your family loves you.
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"It takes away your passion". That says it all. Praying for him. This guy has so much potential. He really needs to follow in his older brother's footsteps.
I really hope this guy follows his brothers footsteps.
If not, I really hope his brother gets down there and drags him out.
Best wishes, I hope he gets there!
Travis, you can do it. Please get that process started. You're a kind person and deserve to live a sober life.
Good morning SWU fam’! It’s just after 3:00 a.m here in Northern California where it is currently a sweet 54*. Wherever this should find you, I hope that You are Safe, Comfortable, & Well. Good Vibes & Mad Love sent Your way! ❤️🔥
Hi Roc, 4:04 am and 34* in colorful Colorado, have a great day my friend!
Good morning from mass! Laying hear dreading having to get out of my nice warm bed lol
@@Gram72534 Thanks love, you too!
Same to you! I am in Southern California at the bottom of the grapevine on the LA side.
Good morning! Hope you are well too! It's 10:09 AM here in rainy, windy, Staffordshire UK.
Travis is a great guy! The first time i met him was in high school. He was younger so hung out with younger kids but we always went to the same parties and i said to myself, this kid is going somewhere! He was driven, in top physical shape worked out with him at our high school gym. He was an amazing football player. We all thought he’d be NFL. I’m praying for you Travis! I’m going to tell you something if you’re reading this. Today is the day you will get clean! You will quit today! You will put this behind you! You will heal! You are loved and we all want the best for you!!! Here’s to your new journey! Apply that force that draws you in the other way to go to the gym or meditate or do yoga! Let that be the switch that turns you the other way!!! God bless you my brother!!!
Well said Aaron! Travis IS great and we're all here for you Travis. We miss you and we ALL love you bro!
By the thumbnail I thought its Scott Disick
Omg that's exactly who I thought it was Scott kardashian
Same!!
Super genuine dude, I really hope Travis gets clean. From a Travis to a Travis you can do it mate
He's a gangster top shelf holding up the drug dealers lol
I wish you all the best Travis gangster with the hold ups and all
when Travis started talking about and invisioning himself and his brother playing ball again on the beach like they did when they we're younger made me tear up. Hes closer than he was before this God appointment with Mark.
Thank you, Mark💎❤
What ????
David, what are you struggling to understand?
@@Sue700 ^^
I don't think he really wants to go back to square living, if there is an option without drug induced, I hope they all find. Living within the system is problematic!
Truly wish the best for Travis. I hope he never gives up and can stop putting off getting help 🙏🏼❤️💪🏼
Honestly he looks pretty good for 43 despite everything
Handsome, articulate, smart and so full of promise. Addiction is pure evil. Hopefully, his brother will inspire him to get clean.
You know you can do it Travis. You did it before. I wish you the best. Sending you good vibes and many blessings from Ireland ☘☘☘
Sláinte from Brooklyn NY. ☘️
Travis, I can tell you have a good soul. It radiates. I’m so sorry you’ve gone down the path of addiction. You seem to have a really kind heart. You have a whole other life ahead of you. Take your brother up on his offer and get sober. I know you can. I believe in you 🙏🏻❤️
Hes a spoiled brat, that needs to grow up.
Ampavoo, are you having a bad day?
@@leneo1731No. I think my statement is pretty easily seen and heard and felt. Throughout this entire interview.
@@ampavoo Have some empathy, it will do you some good!
@@ampavoo what a stupid comment. Maybe you should grow up.
My child hood friend overdosed on fentanyl yesterday! That issh is literally play Russian roulette with life and death😢
So happy I got clean. I know it’ll sound weird, but I used oxycodone to get off fentanyl and not have any withdrawals (this is what kept me and others from getting sober). Did those for about 3 days and stopped. I’m 8 months sober and have never used for longer than 3 months. I would do a month here and be sober for 2-3 weeks and back to it for 2-3 months and repeat. Trust me, the grass is definitely greener on the sober side. I enjoy the little things in life so much more now. I hate it, but am glad I went through it. Made me a stronger person
This is said plenty about those interviewed on this channel, but, Travis, you really do seem like a good human being.
Travis, unlike so many people we see on this channel, you seem to have good mental health. You can have a good life, with your family, but you have to do the work. I hope you will. My best to you. Thanks for your work, Mark.
This really hits home…same first name, same hometown, same addiction…Feels like he’s interviewing me
Travis is really a handsome guy! I would have never thought he was a drug addict. Hope he gets clean and starts a family of his own. Best of luck.
This one broke my heart. Great interview and thank you mark for the work you do. Incredible.
You are still alive. Get out of that town and get clean, you can do this, do it today, you don't need one more high, you got this! Make your parents proud!
You got this Travis!! Keep moving forward to the days of enjoying that feeling you felt being sober! Focus on your self well being and put all your energy in to that. Rooting for you!
This was a great Interview. Wish him another way of life while he's still alive ♥️
It’s sad that so many only get sober in prison. We need to help people more 😢 breaks my heart when he said he wants to throw football with his brother like when they were kids. Good luck to you man ❤
I saw something in him that gave me the impression, he's going to do this successfully. You're almost there bro, I see a champion spirit in your whole energy field. The pain is palpable and you're in touch with yourself and very aware. Go do that victory dance with your brother, use that strong spirit and live your truth!
Travis I’m watching from Northern Ireland. I really hope and pray that you have the courage and strength to get off these drugs. Your in my prayers x
I’m cheering you on dude. It’s definitely not too late. Life is precious! You can rise above the numbness state. Praying for ya
Thanks for all you do!
Travis the real deal im from Baltimore and the proximity from his hometown makes sense, mind you he is on skid row and still considers Baltimore extremely dangerous and rough
Hi Travis... What a sweet and smart guy you seem to be. I enjoyed the interview and I will be praying for you and your pathway!!!! I felt inspired by your dreams of you and your brother hanging out together and I promise you, he has the same wishes!!!!!!!! I lost my 2 brothers some time back, and without going into details, I can assure you, life sucks without your family. PLEASE Go NOW and let him help you!!!!!
The road to recovery is hard, but there's a beautiful life waiting for you with your family!!! They need you like you need them!! Enjoy each other!!!!! Much 💕💕💕💕💕 Love and many prayers coming to you!!!!!
Bro keep at it, sobriety’s just around the corner for you. Your a cool ass dude that will have no problem finding work and having an awesome life..im rooting for you brother.
We're all rooting for you bro!!
We’re rooting for you Travis you can do this! It’s not too late like your brother said give it a year can always go back I’m sure you’ll be much happier after that year with your brother.
Travis you can do it. Go get help. Great interview Mark
Thanks for keeping it green Travis! If I can recover you can One day at a time! Come to NYC we have Medicaid and treatment! Do it before it takes you I buried both my Brothers to h in recovery! I know it's possible! God loves you remember that coming from a fellow addict who watched my parents bury children, now an only child and didn't pick up. I will pray for you. You can Recover.
Take care Travis dude. I am a struggling alcoholic. Having the addictive chromosome is a lonely and miserable existence. Please stay safe man.
I feel for you.
Have you concidered some groups or meetings?
I believe that can give people a lot and make the loneliness lesser.
@@leneo1731 AA is definitely back on the cards ❤️✌️
@@jodyswallow1008 wishing you all the best 💓
@@NuggingTheDumb thank you 🙏
Try Antabuse it works for me xx
Stay strong brother, recovery starts with that first step.
I don’t usually comment on these videos, but this one hit home. One day at a time buddy. You got this.
It's so sad when you see someone with so much potential and they have an addiction. I wish I had a magical wand to remove all addictions of the face of the earth. Sending prayers that you find the strength to become sober.
Nice sit down! Keep your head up Travis!
Great video hope Travis can eventually get clean and live a happy life
Travis I hope you can get clean. You're such a sweet guy!
i believe he will get clean. he’s a very handsome man & he has his brother right behind him. i can really see travis changing his life around and having an amazing future
this guy is so handsome such a shame breaks my heart thank you mark for the story of travis just a message travis go to nature it heals for get religion just hug a tree
Would it be less shameful if he was ugly?
I admire your optimistic views.
But I don't believe hugging a tree will help Travis.
Maybe I'm just being negative.
Girl Travis is dope fiend unfortunately
To look at this guy, he doesn’t have the typical look most drug addicts have. I do hope he finds his own road to recovery. He still has his looks and has so much potential to lead a great life. I pray he finds his deliverance.
He has the eyes and mannerism
Travis, you're never past the point where can get better! There's hope and help for you.
Travis greetings from Ireland...You are not alone brother,.......Look at the example you are giving,,,you are winning. Keep fighting.....Peace
I saw the "LIGHT BULB" go off in his head!!! 🙌 You got this
I hope you make it I'm praying for you because you have a bright future if you just allow yourself to have it
Travis, I can see you in your future helping coach other kids/teens in football and keep them on the right path - be a part of their bright successful football future just like you should of had. I can see so much sadness in your eyes and I hope that you dig deep and seek help and support. I’ve microdosed psilocybin mushrooms to help with mental health issues…maybe it may help you? I wish you nothing but the best. I would love to see a follow up Mark - I want to see Travis get better as he has so much to offer and live for. ❤
Stop promoting another drug to an addict. It’s not necessary for this man . In fact it’s not even good information. We are here to promote sobriety. Not more addiction . Not misinformation.
Very enlightning. I am wishing him luck. Thanks
Hang in there brother you will find your way. You will find your time to shine. You have a great story and I don’t see it ending now. Keep your head up and remember one day at a time.
Morning Mark and SWU family!!!
Damn, I really believe in this guy. I wanted to hear more about his story. Please have him back if you see him.
Travis, you are a good person......WORTH sobering up..... life is short, make that call to your brother before more years just pass by..... Praying for you.
Hope you get better soon, thanks for sharing your story & god bless ya. 👊🏼😎👍🏼
Good Luck Travis in recovery ❤️🩹
Seems like such a nice guy. Hope he decides to get clean sooner than later.
Such a good looking guy with a big heart...it's sad how strong the addiction force is...I hope one day he can overcome it. He's worth more than that evil force.
You got this, Travis. You're a good guy who can easily beat this. Get away from Skid Row and find a good doctor who'll prescribe suboxone. No withdrawing from fentanyl and you can eventually taper off of that in time. You'll also have a clear mind.
Sending love from Leesburg Va ❤️
Do it Travis. You know what you gotta do & what your soul is telling you to do. God is good🙌Bless you man❤
So sad. I knew so many people that came from decent or good homes and were smart and had so many doors open for them, but chose drugs. Sadly, none of them lived passed our mid 20’s. I hope Travis can get clean and reopen some of those doors that were open to him before.
Travis!!! You have a family rooting for you and now a huge community too.
Please get help. Today.
Gosh he could do this I hope, lean on your brother, wish him health and peace 🧡
Gosh these is so heartbreaking. I live in Va. Beach. Prayers for you.
Handsome guy - he could be so much more. God bless man, I hope you make it.
Great interview
You can do it Travis, make that big step and keep walking. You know what I’m talking about. I’m rooting for you man.
It’s easy to see Travis is a honest man and he has a good sense of what is right and wrong. It’s good to see a person on here that is capable of taking accountability for their actions
The honestly is amazing from this guy. I really hope he takes that hand and goes with his brother 🛫. He’s seem like to good of a dude to be on that road. I know he’d have an amazing life sober and back with family 🤞🏽 TRAVIS 4th quarter brother hit that goal line and win at life 💪🏽💪🏽
This guy looks like Tom Cruise if Tom Cruise partied. Thank god they saved that dog. Hope it’s ok.
Such a handsome and bright man. I hope he gets better soon
I also have a business opportunity that could help you out all work from home stuff.. you can earn $750-$900 daily with your computer or cellphone.
We don’t push products and it is also like the above networking. Partnering with like minded people. PM me for info!!!
So we could make little earnings rather than submitting to take the jab👍
ps: i know not everyone will be interested. please ignore if you aren't interested. thanks.
What a great storyteller
Just had a fentanyl overdose scare. My 17 year old son had to give his dad chest compressions because he took a fentanyl laced pill. I wouldn’t wish that on my worse enemy. Saddest and scariest thing I’ve ever experienced in my life.😢
I really really hope he gets to be sober. My best wishes to you Travis!
WOW THAT WAS POWERFUL!!!! TRAVIS YOU GT THIS BROTHER!!! WE ARE ROOTIN FOR YOU TO WIN!! PRAY FOR HIS RECOVERY AND SOON!!! GOD BLESS HIM !!I KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT....HE WILL RECOVER!! I CALL IT DONE!!TRAVIS YOU ARE A WINNER !! YOU ARE CAPABLE AND YOU ARE A GREAT MAN!WE LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE STRONG!!NEVER EVER GIVE UP!
Sending you strength and courage, a beautiful man lost on his path xx do it for your mum man 💔
What a shame.. He had a great future with college and football. He seems like a nice guy and very handsome. I really hope he can get things together and get healthy and lead a better life🙏🏻……….
This is my classmate from high school, star football player and was most handsome young nice man ever, I hope he finds his way 🙏🏻💙🙏🏻
Man, Travis seems like such a good dude. He seems to have a pretty powerful support system. I think he’s so close to turning his like around for the better permanently. If anyone can do it, it’s Travis.
Travis, dude... c'mon, don't waste yourself on this lifestyle man, you're way too smart to be doing this to yourself! Give your brother a call and get yourself into rehab, my man, you know it's the only way out.
Travis, you owe it to yourself to get clean. You seem like a very decent and smart guy. Praying for you.
Travis, I really hope the very best for you ....that you'll get clean for you and your family's sake. You don't belong on skid row! Praying tomorrow will be that day for you. God bless you❤️🙏🏽
You can make your way Travis, Leesburg loves you, reach out to your brother, you have a support system bro -Ben
The thought of detoxing kept me using for years. Knowing that a violent withdrawal was inevitable had me delay treatment. Nothing is worse than opiate withdrawal. I hit a bottom and checked myself into treatment at RCA in Devon Pa. November 18th Ill have 1 year off of fentanyl. Only you can get get sober. No one can persuade you to do it.
I'm so glad the dog was okay. Do well my friend
This is a normal guy trapped in a addicts body… I hope this man gets better. You deserve a life brother. Much love.
Travis, segue essa linha de pensamento q vc mesmo disse : "Quao bom ficar sóbrio e poder rir, se entristecer..." Isso é vida! Boa sorte na caminhada!