Zevia - If Depression Gets The Best Of Me (Lyrics / Lyric Video)
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📝 Lyrics:
[INTRO]
Empty, and numb
Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left
Help me, I'm scared
'Cause the one thing on my mind
Is for me to disappear
[CHORUS]
So mama when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And lover when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
But you meant the world to me
[SECOND INTRO]
I lost my sight
I still can't see all the places
Where there might be light
I used to stare
At the mirror, now I don't
'Cause when I do I see a ghost
[BRIDGE]
It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered
I'm tryna be better
But I feel under the weather
[SECOND CHORUS]
So mama when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And lover when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
You deserve better than me
[REPEAT]
So mama when I die
Please hold in your cry
Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side
And lover when I leave
I know that we don't speak
I'm sorry that I failed you
You deserve better than me
[VOICEMAIL]
Hi mom it’s me, I just wanted to call and say I love you. And I know that that’s random, but I feel like I don’t say it enough so here I am. And I hope you are okay. Um yeah, I love you mom. Okay bye-bye.
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I had a therapist look at me and say, “depression is a life long battle, it’s a fight that never ends. One misstep and your back to where you came from. But it’s a fight you should never give up on. Judging from the way you are feeling I see that if something happens you get back there. Remember you are not alone, you have people everywhere and they love you. Just never give up the fight.”
Thank you. I was doing so well this year with my fight, but lately I've fallen down again. I'm having a hard time getting back up
Thank you for sharing this advice; I really needed it today ❤️
🥺
@@sparrowgrimwork3530 i feel the same. Just keep fighting remember you are not alone😘
@@hp1998lover no problem. I have it written down on a peace of paper and always have it in my phonecase for when I need it to
I hope my daughter doesn't end up as sad and depressed as I have been. I want my daughter to be happy, and I want her to live a better life than I ever have. I hope I'm a good mom. I hope I don't mess up. I hope she loves me as much as I love her.
You're the best mom for your daughter 😊😊
i hope one day she ends up seeing this comment
That is my fear for my baby girl as well. But Ik when our daughters grow up they will at least know how much their mommas love them❤️ your a good mom, don’t worry about messing up.
I don't have a daughter yet but this is all I hope for
@@Victoria-yo8pz I’m sure you’ll be a great mom
What's sad is we all feel this. I just hope the singer didn't die.
She’s okay
She's fine!
No not everyone feels that way and the people who do have a hard time even telling someone so you shouldn't just say oh everyone feels like that cause no and it's is the worst feeling I'm the world. So no I know so many people who dont feel like this
@@dominiquesmith1341 ???
She's alright. She went through depression but got better. In one of her videos she says she want to help people who suffer, to get through this 🍀
It hurts when you can imagine someone singing this and meaning every single word,..just praying that they don't
i do and i just want to say i never thought bad for anyone but still god is putting me through this , im not strong enough for this , im just 13 but im responsible for everything , im such a disappointment to my parents I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD AND ALL MY FRIENDS and everyone , i wish i would be truely happy in another life..... yeah so that all , goodbye world - a random girl , 20/11/2021
@@diyasaini8518 i don't know your situation so i can't imagine what you are going through. Please never give up the battle, even if it goes on forever. I'm sure you aren't a disappointment to anyone, you are just 13 and probably only just starting to unfold and blossem as the beautifull flower you truely are. I wish you can be truely happy in this life, with you family and friends that love you back. ❤
@@scarygamer-yv1oi thank you....l wish things get better for you too
@@diyasaini8518 thank you, for me things almost can't get better. It's more for the reason i say almost, things should get better.
It really does 💔🥀
the moment when that one tear comes out and river begins to flow..
"Help me, I'm scared" Is such a painful lyric. Because that's what it truly feels like when I'm in the depths of depression. When all I can think about is hurting myself and I just want to make it so I don't exist anymore. That shit is fucking terrifying, because in that moment you truly do think about ending your life, even if deep down you know you don't want to. And you know in your heart that all it takes is for one shitty day, or one slip and you could actually end your life- because your brain is working against you, to make you feel like the pain of that struggle isn't worth it and it'd be easier to just let go.
Felt
I’m so sorry you feel this way, I know exactly how it feels.
I hope you know how strong you are now and know there's a lot of people love you.. You're the best
Currently in a very deep episode... The scary part is when you feel a sense of peace instead of sadness when you hear this for the first time
Hello, just want to leave something here. Your life is worth it! And you’ll feel it I believe that.❤️🩹
The thought of doing it scares me, but the fact that the thought never goes away scares me more.
@Monica Ibasco
It's not worth it. I've been there, and I've tried it, hang in there. Try and find one thing to do a day to make it all a little easier.
Great now I’m crying. I know I’ll never actually do it. But the want and thought never leaves my mind
same here, but all I can think about is how my mother would feel. its hard and never gets easier
same mate
Same but I got my kick in the ass and I have young siblings
Same here, it's so hard to keep going while these type of thoughts keeps crawling in my mind if not for my mother I would have given up long time ago
I feel the same way, I know I would never try to do anything, but the intrusive thoughts are always there and every time I even think about doing anything, my family's image just come right after and it's so hard because I don't want to be here anymore, I can't deal with this, I'm tired but at the same time I know I cannot leave
I discovered this song November 5th, 2021, the day before I planned on ending my life. It was so tough to hear and I couldn't stop crying over it. My stomach felt nauseous from the emotion. I survived the attempt and am doing better, and now listening to this song, I remember all the terrible things I went through and where I am today. So if you ever feel like giving up, don't. I promise a bright future is up ahead.
Im happy That you didn't do it
Iam happy for you
I'm happy for you :)
Today is my November 5th🥲
Thanks.
Sometimes I feel like things may never get better.
Maybe some of us were created to suffer
Another moment where a song appears when I am in the midst of dealing with things in my life. I don't want to die but this definitely hits me hard because I am lost in trying to figure out what to do in a situation I am currently in. Its makes me realize that maybe there isn't much I can really do right now and that I just have to hope that they can weather this storm and get to a point where things can change. I have to stay strong for them and for me, Thanks for this song, it was what I needed.
stay strong and be patient because
that only what our ALMIGHTY wants from us. much love
❤
I'm lost too
❤️❤️❤️ sending u lots of love Surge
_i feel u_
Keep fighting
“I lost my sight, I still can’t see all the places where there might be light.” I just want to know what a sunrise feels like, I see the colors but inside I see black and white.
The fact most of us relate just shows how many people are struggling now days 🖤
This song is stuck in my head... whenever i listen to this i cant control my tear⚰️.... depression is one of the worst thing in the world its like cancer it has no treatment and to pretend happy infront of parents are worst than that💔... To the person who is reading this... EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT IN THE END IF ITS NOT ALRIGHT ITS NOT THE END❣️
I do hope.so. For some of us this isnt thr case
Thank you for these beautiful words
I hope the best to you too ❤️
The lyrics are so deep , hits differently !! Thanks TGM for this beautiful song ❤️
We honestly thank you for making songs that can do the talking when we no longer feel like talking 😭
It's crazy how many people come back to this everyday.💕
2022 anyone??
stay safe
I feel this song so strongly. I have been extremely suicidal and just overwhelmed with bitterness and anger. My moms a narcissist that doesn’t love me but besides the mama lyrics this song hit hard. I had it on repeat for an hour.
BUT WE LOVE YOU
Stay strong 💖🥺💖
Stay Strong Girlie ily
Yesss i was looking for this video and then i saw it was deleted. Thanks for posting it back!!
Recovery is hard. Healing is hard. When you are in the midst of it, it can feel like it's never going to get better but here's a little reminder that it does. Storms always pass✨. YOU GOT THIS🫂. We all struggle with the feelings that we'd be better off gone, it's not true. You're loved even when you don't feel like it, every second on this earth is worth living. As someone who has dealt with horrible thoughts and temptation, I have to say that I'm so thankful and beyond happy that I stayed🥺.
Thank you
Thank you for these beautiful words ❤️
When I first heard this song, it brought me back to last year. I remember sitting outside my mom's bedroom with my family members, I just sat there against the wall looking up, and silently crying because I knew her time was soon to come. I miss my mom everyday and this song just makes me want to run up to her and hug her and tell her how much I love her and how I wish she could quietly tell me, that she loves me one last time.
My daughter is 3 and I sing this to her everyday, I cry while singing this song because she doesn't know the fight that I'm fighting to stay here with her.
You’re probably a great mother. Just try to keep living for her even if you feel like you can’t live for yourself anymore. Put all that anger and sadness into making your own motivation to fight for yourself and her. She deserves the world and you do too. You guys could make such a beautiful life for yourselves. You just have to give it time. I know it feels like you can’t wait anymore or hold on any longer. But you have to try. Just keep trying. I promise you, you’ll realize one day that it was only just a little war inside your mind. One day you’ll see life for how beautiful and amazing it is. I promise you it gets better you just have to be willing to wait. I love you and i hope you’re okay.
The worst part is when the person you love and trust for ten years turns around, sighs and says, “I just want a normal girl…”. I’m sorry that my mind is my own enemy and I have to fight it every day, I’m sorry that it made me an addict for years and left me a shell….I just want to be a normal girl too.
Who truly loves you will accept you the way you are even if your a mess
you are a normal gal maybe not to that guy but seriously you will be to another one
am sorry he made you feel like that
i feel the exact same way as you! you’re not alone
I had a therapist look at me and say, “Anxiety is a life long battle, it’s a fight that never ends. One misstep and your back to where you came from. But it’s a fight you should never give up on. Judging from the way you are feeling I see that if something happens you get back there. Remember you are not alone, you have people everywhere and they love you. Just never give up the fight
That line ' So Mamma when I die, hold in your cry*
Just know that I'm gone, I'll Always be your side' -- just getting goosebumps... it's so relatable 🙂 like idk when but maybe soon my Momma is gonna felt that💔
Did you just see what you wrote. Don't do that to your mom. Its something she'll never understand and she'll blame herself because she will always wish that she had done more
@@rachaelr8260 it's not in my hand 💔
@@lachibolala9601 don't give up the fight. You are a strong and loved person. You are enough and brighter days will come ur way. Keep walking, step by step, take ur time and don't hesitate to seek help because u are not alone :) I know I'm just a random stranger in the internet, and that this is easy to say, but don't give up
@@taissamendes8918 thanks for your concern ❤️ I'm really trying to be better and get over these things
@@lachibolala9601 you got this 🤍 don’t give up. It’s gunna get hard but it’s part of life. I promise it’ll get better soon. Even though I don’t know you, I know you deserve the world and you deserve to be happy.
I feel sad to know that my sister went through this situation and felt the same feeling that the author felt. But I am happy, really really happy cause she survived and now she's free from that dark cage called depression.❤️
Wow my last comment was two years ago, this song just randomly came on in my playlist and that's the first thing I see when I look at the screen. 2024 and I am still here and stronger than ever before. Don't you give up you all, its worth the fight!
I'm proud of you 🤍
This song is like a scream for help for whoever related to it
I see Depression in every walk of my life.. I tried so hard to get out of it after years of struggle or maybe a decade. Believe me there are times when you get totally disconnected with everyone and become prolonged Loner. As for me meditation, motivation, self realisation, self worth & self care all came up as a blessing and finally finding soul purpose in deeper level has led me to greater awakening!
When i was a child im scared at night and dark but now i guess dark is now my rest and i never realize how beautifull the night and the stars shinning.
This song hits hardddddd and literally brought tear in my eyes
It's sad, that this could be the last song someone listens to 💔
To whoever is reading this comment
I hope your doing fine and if you are thinking of ending your life pls don't
I promise you everything is gonna be all ok
The storm shall be over
Don't give up
Only losers give up
And you're not a loser
Pls don't kill yourself pls
Atleast for me
Ik that I am a stranger but pls trust me don't end your life
Everything is gonna be just ok :)
I prefer to be that loser. Im done... i can't anymore. I can't...i just can't 😓
@@azizaaminovna9687 oh pls don't!
Trust me....Nothing lasts forever..
It's gonna end someday...!
Message me whenever!
Please, for me...
@@slxshy- What a beautiful person you are 😢 we need more like you
@@azizaaminovna9687 hi.. just messaging back to see how u r feeling.. :)
@@vanrahman7148 aw thank u so much, I try-!
I can't stop crying because of these lyrics. I don't know any mom not crying if they looses their child. Beautiful but heartbreaking song
Mine wouldn't. She is an abuser and wishes i was dead :')
@@irina_love911 I'm so sorry for you
I'm very scared. I don't want to die. When the thoughts come, I know I have to keep fighting but I'm tired of fighting
that's my thought too;)
i know we are all at some point going to go through some crappy things. when u do, or if u are rn or already have, just remember this. You are worth living for! your life? is beautiful and worthy of living.
Can't sing without breaking down bc I've been here and still do..
Your not alone I love you
My mum gained her wings before me. But I’m 17 and for 15 years of my life I begged her for a relationship. It hurt and it will forever hurt me because she had 4 other daughters after me.
This year will be the first Christmas my sisters will have without our mummy.
And mum if your seeing this, I’m sorry that I wasn’t the daughter you wanted but your other little girl and your older girls and boys are doing well , I know we never had a bond but you will forever be apart of me and I hope your dancing up with the angels💔you didn’t deserve to leave your little girls so soon.
I’ve never said this before but I love you mum 🤍
hope you had a great Christmas last year too. I wish you well Chantal. somehow ik she loved you too
I've been suffering depression for about 4.5 years. I'm 16. I mean it's young to start but now in this day and age it's common. Just surround yourself with people who love you. Even if it's 1 or 2 people, they can make a difference in your life. Dont make a plan and go through with it. Even if you dont think so, someone will cry and someone does care. Take care of yourself. It's worth living.
Me too, since i was around 12.. Now i'm an adult.. Honestly it does get better, but that doesn't mean it's gonna *stay that way* .. It's a neverending fight.
There's this silence that I so dangerously crave .. I'm tired of fighting against my monsters when they're the only ones who remind me I'm still human but God have I grown attached to this darkness that clouds my mind and the voices that haunt me on my sleepless nights ... I've fallen in a void and I've grown use to it's existence in my life ... As I watch the waves crash down on my heavy shoulders and pull me under ... I don't reach out for help because I simply don't have the strength anymore ..
i just noticed. this has the same melody as *in another life* by Katy Perry
I thought so too!!
This hits so hard, it's true in so many ways, I love it its beautiful💜
The lyric that hit the most "lover when I leave I know that we don't speak" 😭😭
im so glad that even my family dont understand me being like this, atleastt... atleast im the only one who feels like this. I dont even wants my family to go through wht ive been through. Im so glad they were all okay. Its okay if its just me. Its okay if its just me being burden , cuz if im gone, its not gonna hurt them. Im so glad sister and brother dont feel the same
You're not a burden. You have your value and you have to show them that
Playing da song.. N reading down da comments....hits so different..Hey!!🙋♀️U aint alone..we all goin thru dis together....we'll figure it out...Oneday🤍
this song is so deep, i love zevia ;--;
No mama can hold in that type of cry. W just always know your enough, all parts of you. The sadness, the joy, anger, happiness all of it us part of you, and you are enough. Mental health matters stop the stigma. You matter, your story hasn't ended;
Great now I'm crying this song is just so meaningful to me and my mom doesnt get that I feel like this
Whoever in same situation, and you feel that life big shit, please take time to think, don't be in rush... you can do whatever you want with yourself, but I think you don't deserve this kind of ending! You always have a chance to start again, take time to recover, be yourself, cry, laugh, be angry, be dumb! but Don't let your life finish like that! No matter what happened, you deserve better ending!
Listening to this song almost every night and feels like this song was written for me
I shed tears while watching this song ; I'm actually thinking about the way our father somtimes treats us. Sometimes we just need to die and tell our mom goobye. But we are still alive and we are learning a lot . Thanks dear singsongwriter
I just wanna disappear somewhere..
I want everyone to forget...
That I even existed 🌷💔
i realized that things never got any better/easier, it's just that i learnt to cope and live with it. life is never easy, but there's always a light to everything and i still have hope. I'm grateful, i still have the chance to see the beautiful sky and the floating clouds, the rain pouring, the cats purring and listen to the people laughing. it's hard for me, and maybe it's alot harder for the others. there are times that i felt alone, there are times that i wantes to give up, there are times that i bawled my eyes out. but i still have hope, i still believe it's gonna be better and it's what keeps me going ♡ let's just be kind to each other and stay strong everyone!
This is the the first time I've cried because of a song while listening to it, this is just so sad...
This hits hard. I've been depressed since I was 16, and it's all coming to back again.I've been through a lot of episodes and attempts. I have no one to tell. They're clueless about what I'm going through right now. What's worse, I want to die but can't because I'm afraid of becoming another burden to my family, especially my mother.You know, we're not wealthy and my mom always has loads of problems on her plate financially, and I'm scared I might add them up. That is why I tell myself to be successful before taking my own life. I don't want to leave them without a good life. I don't want to leave them unsecure because I don't want them to experience problems that can ruin them mentally like I am currently dealing with right now. I don't know why, but all I can look forward to is to be successful, not for me, but for my loved ones. I'm barely hanging on. I hope I can get away from my sufferings soon.
never related more 🥺, i hope things get better for you
Stay strong and my god bless you and give you strength to get through your pain
I can see myself so much in what u wrote keep fighting girl cuz everyone who is hustling for their passion to be successful will come try to one day so keep fighting and then live an amazing life with your mom/loved ones❤
it's been 2 years, 10 failed attempts, countless times of self harming but I'm still here listening to this song.
I’m proud of you x
I recently got into a bad breakup the other day and this song hits me in my feels
Feel you...
Know your self worth everything will be all right
@@alishajogow815 yeah I feel better now
@@oscarescobar9408 good
I appreciate it
Depression makes you feel helpless, hopeless, lifeless, breathless. Its hidden behind fake smiles and laughter. It shows itself at night when you lie awake, can't sleep, contemplating what your life is. You feel like you are drowning and all your fight or flight is triggered until you break down in tears that are painful to release. You feel unloved and useless and ask yourself things like, why me? People do not understand and think you are negative so you get left out of things, people dont want to be around you, you fall deeper in the void, until you can no longer see the daylight shining through and you become a colourless husk of human flesh that has no emotions. It is a scary thing to go through and yes i have been there several times, i grew up bullied by kids and abused by my family. I have suffered so much, i have been ghosted by "friends" and forgotten. I am now 25 and i still have these moments, but i try to keep going. Depression is agless, it can affect anyone.
I'm sorry I failed you
But you mean the world to me 😢😢
Even tho it feels like you've hit rock bottom get up and keep fighting you'll see things change maybe not at first but you will see it and it will get better stay strong I love you
the lyrics describe everything in my life.
Pls EVERYONE NEVER GIVE UP KEEP FIGHTING!
Mama when I die, please hold in your cry😖
'Just know that when I'm gone
I'll always be right by your side'
It really hurts me on the part that she called her mom. Losing my mother was the darkest days of my life. And I swear, you don’t know pain until you crave a conversation with someone who is no longer alive.
ps. My childhood bestfriend and my mother died on the same year
pps. My bestfriend died month of June, my mother died month of August
I can relate to you
I’m sorry we had to go through this
I lost my brother in February
And I lost the one person making me happy
Last week
I'm sorry guys. I hope you're coping well
I don't usually tear up by that one line 'momma when I die' got me
this song make those who feel depressed and left out okay
Idk how and when but i hope we find our way in the end💔🥺
All the depressed people out there… don’t feel yourself alone at all in this battle! There’s a whole bunch of depress souls in this world! I’m also one of them!
What if dying is the only way to solve everything? It would be amazing to disappear and never comeback.
My insides are about to burst. I just wished I could disappear like a bubble bursting into thin air.
Life is a mystery I can't understand. Things are going so fast that I'm unable to cope.
This song is my comfort song
stay safe
Battling depression is the worst thing possible
I love this song so much. I've been suicidal for a long while and I just wanna send this to my best friend cause every word I relate to
this song hits hard for me and it keeps reflecting back to me when i almost ended it 2 times
I hope your doing ok
Trust me everything is gonna be ok
:D
It hurts so much right now
I really really can't bear this up
This song scared me I am hitting back the memories of the past decisions I made
This will be the last message im gonna leave not just for my love ones but for ya'll. The world is wonderful, living is beautiful, loving is adorable. Life is such a treasure to keep but sometimes life is not what you want to keep. I can finally do this and im afraid that i cant hug all my family specially my boyfriend but im gonna be forever in them.
I hope things will get better for you, keep holding on
Every lyrics hits me
I thought I came so far but I'm back to where I started. It's like I'm drowning and don't know how to swim but still trying to come back to the surface to just get 1sec of air. So whoever is feeling this I'm telling you don't give up cause I'm still fighting and ik that I need to start loving myself again even if it's going to be much more harder than before but ik I'll get there and you'll also get there♥️
I’m physically breaking!!
I want to live... But it's so hard when all I think is dying
I love this already
Mom and dad divorced a month after I was born, grew up in my mommas side, with my grandparents, with 3 uncles and 2 aunties, with my mom obviously. Though I never belief in superstitions, but a bad omen did struck me hard. I lost them all year by year, it's 2009 and I'm left alone in this world, had to struggle with life and depression... I decided I go my fathers, he's now gone too. Thousands of sleepless nights, days and days of loneliness.... Several times I'd tried to end this journey, but something inside prevent me from doing so.... Though I'm weak, I belief a day will come I'd overcome this burden, this living hell....
Today, I'm leaving this message here I will get back but when just I'm feeling better, life is so much harder than I thought , when I was a kid I thought as we grow up life would be fun and easy and we get to do things we want with no problems but then here I am now realizing that I was wrong and it's way too much better than being a kid living with no problems,all we knew was eat, sleep and play .funny that when I was a kid my dad used to let me sleep on day time and I was like hating him for that because I can't play haha,..but I know it's for my own good and I love him so so much
.. But u know honestly thats way too much better..
Idk what will happen to me in the future I'm still anxious of what might happen in the future.. LIFE'S HARD! But I know that God will never give me problems I can't overcome, I believe in him. And honestly while writing this here it actually calms me down. And thank u to all the people here I read all ur comments and made me realize that I'm not the only one who's struggling with life...And I love this song
I just can feel how it hits every single word you say!!
Cause you said everything on me.
Thank you for these beautiful words ❤️
And I hope you are doing well and living happily 🌹
Life really gets hard sometimes
When your own people doesn't know what are u going through, it's like I have two faces for the world one happy so no one will come to know your pain and second the sad one which u wanna say to someone special but u can't say ☹️🥺🥺
But trying the my best to live a life 🥲
Woo thanks for getting it back
This gave me inspiration to write a song
I want to listen to your song bestie❤
could you please share it
Everything lately has accumulated and years and years of it burried pain and a inner child that gave up speaking out. Married off and being a mom so young does such a number on the mental health. I was still a child at 16. I didnt know how to cope with anything. Now a mom I'm fighting all those demons back because my children deserve the very best of me but how can i keep the monster at bay when i feel like im about to lose this battle i need help. But help has choked me out.
everytime i listen to it i cry ,the lyrics are soo deep💔
My soul felt this!🥺
The lover part never hit me till I realised he got with someone better and what I was doing wasn't enough 💔
your great! I feel this so much
I’m sorry that I failed you but you meant the world to me
This made me cry it hit so close to home
All day on repeat
This song helps me alot❤️
“Help me I’m scared”🥺🖤
This hits me very hard because my son died last year.
Mommy misses you logan
much pain ...that no one can understand you...u sorrounded by ur family but no one can notice what u been through...so much pain that u wanted to be gone forever
Hey......trust me it's going to be all fine
I am here for you
And I will be here for you whenever you need help
Ik that I am a stranger but I feel your pain and I just want you to live happily :)
Going through depression is not a big deal but for this society it the biggest deal 🙂💔
The thought of ending my life hasn't left my brain. I'm 20 and I am tired of having to deal with life and what all has been happening in it. I think I started getting the feeling when I started getting bullied. This song makes me cry and I don't like crying. I can't stop thinking that no one really cares about me and that everyone would be happy and better off without me. I just feel like if I did end my life that everyone wouldn't miss me and they could just go on with their regular lives. They won't have to worry about me having seizures anymore, they wouldn't have to take me to any more doctor appts, they wouldn't have to worry about my medicine, everything about me that was wrong they won't have to worry about it. They won't have to spend any more money on me
Am I the only one hating my self for having this kind of mindset believe me I tried to be better but I can't no matter how much I tried it's always coming back sometimes I just want to end it alone
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