Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Lyrics / Lyric Video)
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A Virtual Hug To Everyone Who Are Trying Their Best 💕
Thank you 💕a hug for you too
@@lisarichter4870 Sending Wishes And Strength your way 💕
@@naveedahmad3101 thanks❤️
@@nornor_0 You are trying your best and you give your everything to meet with expectations....You are not hiding or running away...Stay strong sending best wishes And Strength Your way 💕
Thank u ☺️
Imagine pretending to be happy so that You're friends can be healed...
Kim Taehyung 🙂
🙃
My first best friend isn’t the affectionate type, and she fell for my... well ... crush. He likes her back now.
And I see how being around him makes her light up. I have to be happy. For her.
Edit: Wow almost a year later, thank you all for the support... he actually told me he loves me...? A few months after I posted this comment first, he said it to me😳 then I messed up and turned him down so guess what? I’m back to where I was when I first wrote this comment👍
I do that a lot,but I'm good at faking things so, I'm glad they wont notice my actual thoughts. I help them even when I cant help myself. Do I care about them? Yes I do, a lot. Do I care about me and my health? No, I dont, not even a bit.
InFiReS mAn it’s crazy that I don’t know you yet I feel exactly that.
It’s so hard staying strong for the people who let their sadness be visible on the outside.
While we’re just sitting here, holding it in, trying our best to be okay. Be okay for others, for them to heal. And we forget about ourselves, or just doesn’t care enough to remember.
i have felt this way multiple times, if u are forgetting about taking care of urself pls do ur best to remember. Helping others is good but taking care of urself and making sure to talk to others is something that ppl have to atleast try. Just know that there is always someone out there wanting to listen
@@Shy-km1fi honestly i remember that i need to love myself but i just dont give a crap and now i just feel like im not worth anything and everyone would be better off without me
@@mimigabugabu6858 That's true.. I didn't cared about my feelings and gave my care and attention to others and Now I am feeling literally empty inside. And there is no one for me to stya by my side...I will pray for your Happiness buddy ❤️
XNFX things👉👈
@@mimigabugabu6858 You can start loving yourself now. Today. It will be hard, but you can do it.
Parents: God stop being a baby you're FINE
School: Oh come on, you're in grade stop being stupid!
Pillow: Cry on me, Music get over here
Music: Hey!! Do you need a hug? Me and Pillow are here for you!
Omg so true tho. That is why I love my bed and phone.
Ikr?? Music speaks to my very soul °
I know. I stay in my room half the time because of this. But then my mum gets mad because I'm in my room all the time... so then I go outside into the woods. Then shes happy I'm outside. But all I really do is go deep into the woods and cry...
I agree
And people from the internet as well! You’re never alone ! We’re here for you ! 🎶❤️
It's hard being the "strong one" because no one ever asks if you're okay.
I feel ur pain so bad
Feel the same way
Ok but same , I’m done with life goodbye now 😕
@@seydic6148 I'll be here for you x if u need to talk to me just let me know
@@jodieblackmore thank you so much you don’t know how much I’ve been going through 🥺
You pretend your ok,
Every single day,
Because if you tell someone,
They won't know what to say,
You think your dumb?
People won't understand?
You squeeze your eyes so tight,
Tears coming falling down,
You start to frown,
What is there for me now...?
NO!
Because someone out there, in this world feels the exact same way as you, they could be standing or sitting next to you or even speaking to you right now, right at this moment, right now, someone's in there darkest place. So go out there and just give someone a smile! Or say hello, start a conversation with that someone! Because that someone could be that person that feels the same way as YOU. You could save someone or brighten up the most saddest persons life, completely. Because a smile is contagious 😊 ❤ please stay strong for those people that care about you, you might think nobody cares about you..
But luckily for you *I am nobody* 🖤
twinklestar Aj you have a beautiful heart. Keep trying your best. I understand how you feel, whether you know it or not. Things will get better. Jesus loves you.
Hello! 😁
Want to start a conversation?
You brightened my day. That is exactly how i feel sometimes. Thank you for reminding me that I’m not alone 💖
Hi! And your very welcome ❤ sure!
twinklestar Aj thank you so much this really made me happy to hear this 🙂💖💕
So true , be yourself no matter if you try your best or just want to take a break for just being and doing nothing, because you don’t have a strength at the moment.
My fiancé died recently and I hear all the time I have to be strong and that is happens all the time. I am alone now and I can’t find anyone to talk about. Nobody gets me and can explain how I am suppose to... be? Exist? Cuz this is not a life .... all I want is to die ! Yes I pretend every day I am “fine and normal”... but I am dead inside feeling enormous never ending pain and all I want is to dissolve, disappear , not be or feel anything....
This shit hits hard when your alone crying in you room wishing all the pain would go away
Yeah
Ya same..
It’s really hard to be “Okay” when every time someone asks me “are you ok” or “how are you doing” I answer with “I’m fine” or “doing great” although the thing that’s rushing through my head is the abuse from my father, are my siblings ok, just say no and get help, and most of all…
Help me Im trapped in my fathers jail (house) with my siblings fighting for anyone’s help!
This is “FINE”and “OKAY” for me
F: forget it
I: ignore it
N:never talk about it
E: everyone is untrustworthy
O: obviously no one can help
K: keep my bad parts of life private
A: anyone help Im drowning
Y: y me
I’m also 14 and have 2, 1 year olds and twins otw! I’m also a single mother and lesbian bc I was scarred by a man who raped and that’s how I got my first 2 kids (their twins as well)! My parents left me when they found out I was first pregnant a year ago! I always cry at night wishing I had these babies later in life but oh well!
No words to say what it feels inside....
As a student experiencing anxiety and pressure,this song makes me feel that im doing my best and i dont need to push so hard for perfection:)
Ik how u feel and im on the same bridge as u
❤
Me too.....
Imagine keeping your problems to yourself cuz you don’t want to sound like an attention seeker.
Couldnt be me
I do that
I feel you. It made me feel so hard to breathe everytime I tried to hide it just for myself.
Well,thats exactly what i do im trying to tell my friends but they keep saying im an attention seeker.😔
Hey! U are an ARMY talk to us! We will listen!!
The saddest thing is whenever I finally feel happy for a minute the next day its just forgotten and I'm back to being broken
I feel you 😢🙁
Same 😕
Fax
😢 I’m there
i try and be happy every day i keep pretending that lifes good but my smile is fake and im feeling broken i try and tell they just lagh so ill cry alone
It hurts when you were the one who healed everyone but no ones there to heal you
felt
couldnt agree more but its fine cuz nobody even cares much about it anyway
Shout out to all my broken babies clinging by their nails; there will be times when it is easier, when you get to catch your breath. I've made it to 39 next month, & I have made so many good memories, around the outside of my lap marathons in the abyss - traced bright & perfect, like a scizzor guide. I'm so glad I stayed. I'm not fixed, but I have beautiful points of light where I feel like I'm healing. It's been worth it. Please, please, please hold on. Please hold on.
This means a lot. Thank you for these kind words. We're trying to hold on. Trying our best to.
Welcome to the broken side of youtube .
Fr
Sometimes there can be something with problems that doesn't mean it's broken and needs to be fixed just that there are hard times and someone or something can't be their best but don't call it broken when you don't know what it could for a person
oh i've been here for a while
It`s the only side of youtube that i know 😭😭😭
Yupp
"I'm trying my best to be okay.
I'm trying my best but everyday it's so hard"
:')
Vela hey it's going to be okay, don't worry :) don't lose your hopes we love you
Ify
Just be strong 💪😁
last night, i cried while im listening to music with my sister, she said if im ok, i want to say 'no' but i just said that the song is hurting me, then we laugh hard.
I said 'no' because i don't want them to know what i am through rn, i don't want them to worry, i don't want them to suffer too.
But i always pray to God, that i am going to be ok, and everyone who is suffering with this anxiety or depression.
You are going to be ok!
Invisible
What does it mean to truly feel invisible
For some it's sitting in a crowded room and watching everyone group together as you fade into the background
For others it's sitting at a desk all day and realizing not one conversation you had was about you
For many it's sitting in a group of friends and realizing no one noticed when you had nothing to say
For some of us it's scrolling through social media and seeing people with friends on their story and realizing you have no one to do that with
We all experience the same pain. The pain of wondering if anyone would notice. Well to those who feel invisible just know you have a unique perspective on the world. You are the observer you see things others wouldn't pay attention to. You appreciate those things and the beauty of their actions and for that you are beautiful. ❤️
Perfectly said!! Feeling invisible while you're right next to people just makes you sit and observe everything around you
What a perfectly wholesome way of saying that the person who feels invisible is in the wrong environment. If you feel invisible its because your environment cannot see what you're doing or where you're coming from. That's not a lack of your skill or opportunity, but their inability to see aspects of you outside of their own world. Ergo, if you're invisible you're involved with people who cannot appreciate you.
Then there are only two paths:
1. Present yourself with aspects/qualities other people can recognise
2. Move on to the next environment
Cheers. I'm going to remember that message from you, because of how it essentially said the same thing I wrote but indirectly.
And for me, it's all of these
If it was so easy😢
U put it in perfect word
*Anyone else listening to this in quarantine time?* 😔
Yesssirrr
tae tae's Gucci glasses yes :(
Me I always listen to depression song
Yeah
Yea
I’m 15 and I live this song cause “I’m trying my best” to be a good mum to my 2 week old daughter it’s just hard when people put me down as being a bad mum cause I’m young when rlly there is nothing I wouldn’t do for my baby 🥺💓
Ruby Katie don’t let the negativity get to you, sometimes the worst mistakes are the best ones, that little girl is gonna be the light of your life, trust me, your gonna be a great mother I can tell, it’ll get better
Aw Hun, you're a great mumma already, shes your little angel and your hers, stay strong 💓
Ruby Katie sweetie you’re doing great, stay strong my dear, it’ll get better 💓💓
Stay strong girl, you got it! That mistake you thought you made will be your best friend in the whole world.
You are going to be a good mum
I usually listen to worship music, but this song has had such an impact on me that I can't stop listening to it.
I am with you on that.
" All of the times I spent bring not me and I hope you know it's not always happy in my head "
The lyrics hit me so hard.
My "friends" don't even know how really broken i am. And it's mostly cuz of them. I tell this one person everything. I tell her about everything and about who hurts me and she just looks at me then pretends it wasn't a big deal. And now I'm hurt by her too. And i feel like there is no one that i know that will actually help me. Or even care about me. And they know that i'm sad but they don't know really know me.. 🥺
Edit: you guys are sooo sweet and I hope everyone is ok
edit: I told my best friend something about my sexuality and told her to not tell anyone the next day she told someone else and then two other ppl found out cuz they were talking about me right in front of them..
Edit: lost another friend cuz she told someone about my sexuality without my permission, people are great :)
but im doing better now
Evelyn Wiley I feel the exact same way.
Me too, trying to talk about it is the worst because it doesn't help if there is no one who will listen. My "friends" know I am depressed but that's it. If you need to talk though I'll listen because I understand if you would like, we all just have to be there for eachother.
@@J1Dreamer wow never even met or heard of you and you still sound nicer than me "friends" 🥺💛
I'm litreally in The same situation
Tbh, I encounter the same thing too. But life must go on, they don't care shows that they don't love you enough. Be patient and one day you'll meet someone who will always there to listen to all your concerns and pains. Cheer up.💜💜
Anyone else thinking this song was made for them??
Everyone who is sad right now,believe me you are going to be happy very soon😊
Yea..
KD Ya I do it makes me think you know
I'm not that special but I can relate to the lyrics
Millie's World ... it does it’s like it’s meant to be...
its literally me
It's so hard... to just keep your emotions inside... I'm sick of the abuse... depression is to much... music is a way of me getting through rough time... this song... just hits me in the heart... I relate to it so much... I hope everyone who sees this, have a good life... be happy... stay positive.
Its hard being the STRONG ONE everyone relies on you thinking you never take anything seriously and you can never feel down since the happy person of the group.
Are you trying your best?
The Good Melodies -TGM i'll try☺
I'm trying my best :(
I try very hard 😔
@@cluv.u Same....
@@cluv.u Same, but sometimes it seems like the best isn't enough.
Sometimes youtube comment section feels like a family ...where everyone can understand each other and ya it makes me feel like I am not alone 💙💙
You are not alone 💙💙💙
I love you luv.
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
True:’)
To everyone reading this Keep going. No matter how stuck you feel, no matter how bad things are right now, no matter how hopeless & depressed you feel, no matter how many days you have spent wishing things were different. I promise you won't feel this way forever. Keep going.
THANK YOU THIS REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME
To someone who's reading this comment, I'm wishing u with a lot of courage. If the world will test u like today, if darkness knocked you out, welcome it with warmth, it scary indeed, but thats what beautiful things start.
If you feel lost at this moment, and have no one to talk to, just listen to ur favorite song like what u always do, let the music heal ur broken, and hopeless soul.
Your younger self is so proud of u, you're exactly where u supposed to be now! feel no pressure, just keep on praying for strength. One day, u will look back on this day thanking how u survived. For now, be patient, and don't lose track. This process might be tough, but pls, have faith, there is always something worth the wait.
I'm tired of trying
You are strong love❤
same\
Same ive been helping people my whole life but now when I need help I have NO ONE!!!
Same
NO! PLZ DON'T SAY THAT! GIVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME. IT WILL GET BETTER. PLZ DON'T GIVE UP!!!
we are all trying our best putting fake smiles on our faces wearing masks to look happy so we are not a burden but just know that you trying is all that matters and that you matter. You are a beautiful soul dont let this cruel world take that soul away from you because if you have lost your soul you have lost everything. Dont let the world crush you keep standing to show the world that you are strong and you might not feel strong but if you are reading this right now you have made it this far and you might have scars and burns or stretch marks but those are from your battles that you have over come!!! If no one has told you yet today/tonight im proud of how far you have come in life you are beautiful/handsome, smart funny unique,strong,and are an amazing person and im glad you are on this earth and i consider you a blessing!!!!
Thank you so much, back to you
Thank you (':
thanks a lot for your kind words it means alot for me.
That helped ty stay safe have a good night/day
Even if I you don't know me?
To everyone whose been thru some deeply fucked up shit, whose been thru traumatic shit, n been thru anything you did not deserve, you matter n keep pushing forward, cry whenever its needed, it doesn't make you weak, n fuck what anyone has to say about it. You matter, period. You are worthy of being loved, n I hope you cut off anything that brings you back to feeling this way. Stay strong
“im trying my best to be okay”
This song speaks to me on so many levels
pls stop scrolling
I know your crying
and that it is late
I want you to go to bed and get some sleep I promise you'll be a little better in the morning trust me
I don't know what your going through but I know your be ok😘😍
I’m scrolling and crying, but it’s the middle of the day. The first part of the day is the hardest every time 😢 Never feeling good enough. Not being able to talk to anyone because they’ll think I’m simply complaining and imagining my anxiety.
Though your comment made me smile. You’ll be ok too 💛
this a comment we need
🥺🥺
Yea like that s gonna help
i know you’ll never see this. but i just have to say it.
tyler:
you’re going to be so proud of me. i figured it out. why i can’t get over you. you gave me a feeling i never even knew existed. you gave me a you that i’ve never seen before. you lifted me up so high that i felt like nothing could ever stop me. not only were you the boy i loved but you were my best friend. and who else gets to say that they were able to date their best friend? you gave me memories that i never wanted to forget. now i wish i could forget them. i know you’re happy now, with her. and i’m happy for you. really, i am. i just can’t tell you how much i wish it was me that you were still loving. me that you were facetimeing for hours on end. me that you were holding and kissing. now we’re strangers. you’ve made it clear you don’t want me. but baby, i would change everything about me if that would make you love me again.
i love you.
ava
I feel you on every word of that, except I didn’t even get to date him. It sucks when you lose your soulmate and best friend at the same time, and that’s what happened to me. It’s been four months and I’m still not over it :/
😭😅that just broke my heart even more💔😔
I like your name, I’m so sorry.
I, felt that so hard.
I love you for this
The person who reads this comment, ur doing great. Keep going you will get through this, u can’t be replaced because this world needs you. You are loved, I promise you be ok
I try to plaster this smile on to stop others worrying, I lost myself after 6 years of DV, 5 years on I had a breakdown and tried to take my own life, spent 6 weeks in hospital, trying my.best to stick my broken pieces back together whilst pretending I'm ok to everyone else, I take my happiness when I can make others happy
if only the people knew how broken you really are
if only they could see the pain behind your laugh
if only they would hold you and never let go
if only they listened to your hints that you were broken
if only they actually stopped to listen or ask
if only.............
:(
felt that on a spiritual level
Since everyone is spilling their feelings out I might as well do that.everyday I try to put on a smile but I hate how fake it is sometimes I get so jealous when I see my friends smile so freely I want to be like that again but that got ruin at a very young age I’m not one to share or show my feeling cs I don’t know how to really and I’m not a really affectionate person either..sometimes idk what to do that I feel like giving up like I want to die but a part of me is scared to end it I sometimes try to tell people how I feel but they js don’t understand but I did find these 7 boys who I look up to and love even though they don’t know me I still feel so happy when listening to their songs they make me feel loved even if I never met them irl I’m js glad and surprised I’m still here but I’m trying my best💜
I also feel happy when I listen to bts and I am also jungshook to the shookest level for jimin but bts wouldn’t want you to feel this way
Keep your head up and it’s good to hear that you are still trying🙃 I also am trying to be happy because I feel like that too sometimes i but I hope you will do good in the future and I hope you meet those 7 boys one day🙃 and finally......... FIGHTING
i feel you.. stay strong
Be strong, and remember youre not the only one. Sending a lot of virtual hugs ❤
Those 7 boys are BTS right? If then same.. Keep your head up it'll be alright one day.. Sooner or later it will even if you don't feel like it
When I turned 16 I found out I was pregnant. My bf left me after the gender reveal bc the baby is a girl. My parents have nothing to do with me. My brothers r letting me live in their house for now but sooner or later I will have to get my own house and live on my own. I’m scared to be a mum. I know God has a plan for everything but I can’t find what this one is. It’s getting harder and harder by the days and only 1 week till I’m a mum. I’m so scared but I push on for my baby girl. I don’t really know what the future holds but I hope I can face it.
You got this no matter what show these ppl what your made of cause all we can do is try are best
Everything's gonna be okay.❤
Trust in Jesus. im thinking of you ,you are not alone.
i know that I can probably say this for a lot of people but I am going through the worst depression that I have ever been through. I can connect to this song on so many different levels and I can honestly say that this song is the best thing that I can think of to relate to my life currently. I am supposed to be the strong one in the family but they don't know that I am completely falling apart.
Then there is this side of RUclips😪 Everyone being hurt by some one and we all could relate to songs like this
Yes, except for me, I’m hurting myself emotionally. I’m torn between what i know is right and what I really want
Yes
An old friend of mine used to love this song.... Reminds me of him😭... I miss my bud... Im trying my best to be okay but it's so hard😢
Somebody once told me 'fake it, till it becomes real' good luck
Still listening. Still trying my best. Just never seems to be enough.
Hey you, Random person who's trying your best
Take Care♥️
take care stranger
@@roshnaammu6395 💕
Sending love to all those who are trying there best but are overlooked,judged and ridiculed. You are perfect in your own way no matter what they say. 😘
💙 How to forget someone you never even held? Should not take so many years... Trying my best to be okey and holding my breath... 💙
Its sad that all of us found this song, and most likely searched for songs like it.........
Im here for freen 😢😢😢
I’m missing someone who doesn’t even care about the memories we made
Same
...😖😭
I know its youtube comments and all but I've got time of you wanna talk bout stuff
my bf is been gone in a different state for a year i miss him and he dont care about me but i love him to much to leave him
Same😭
did you know you cant breathe when you smile?
im kidding, i just wanted you to smile
You made me cry 🥺💗
I knew what you were doing sorry I didn't smile mabey next time
Thank you
even if i smile i still wont be happy
I smiled and I was actually scared that I was going to stop breathing 💀
If only I can hug you Freen.
While scrolling comments I saw they were very depressing. So I want to say this. God has a plan for you. If it’s hard now it’s gonna get better. Don’t hurt yourself. Don’t try to change yourself for someone else, if they don’t accept you say goodbye. Just a few months ago a could relate to this song but I plugged my earphones in and listened to everything positive. Work to fill your life with positivity. Ily ❤️
Thanks
I’ve learned how to put on a better smile. I’ve been broken since 7th grade. That year I was lying acting like I was okay. I had a mask. At our school pictures I tried to smile but it wouldn’t come. So my picture looked like I was just showing my teeth. I’ve learned since then to fix my smile lie better and seem happy. I guess it works.
You know I went to therapy that year and I still felt like a burden to the therapist even though that was his job. So I lied everyday to make it seem like I was getting better. I was getting worse. I was eating less. Smiling more to hide it though. I had an empty laugh. I had to smile in the mirror while holding back tears and yet the only people who will ever know are reading this comment right now
Do you want to talk?
I just wanna say that u are not a burden and even though I don't know you I still care for you ❤❤❤
shit. im starting to do the same and im starting exactly where you did. 7th grader who puts a smile on her face and a knife in her heart.
Hey! I feel you, How are you now?
it’s 3:40 in the morning and i’m in literal tears. i’m tryna cry quietly because i don’t wanna wake anyone up but my heart really hurts.
kaythegoofygirl I know that feeling.. I’m praying for you. Things will get better. Jesus loves you. You are wanted. You are bought with a price. You are beautiful. You are chosen.
Whats horrible... Is pulling someone out of the hole of depression and falling deeper in your hole in the process... Ive had this unfixable feeling of pain since 2nd grade, and in fifth grade i made a friend who made it feel a lot better... But then she fell into a state of depression and tried to commit... You know... And i saved her gaining trauma in the process... It dragged me worse than i was before i met her, i lost her about 10 and a half months ago... She decided she was too good for me... Which sent me deeper... But im the type to suck it up and act like i dont care... This song describes how i feel on so many levels...
Just be yourself, be strong and do the best everyday. Everything gonna be okay
Sometimes I just get so sad. Like I feel like people don't actually want to talk to me or care how I feel. I'm not am emotional person and I don't do good with emotions. But whenever I tell my friends how I feel or about my parents divorcing, they just look at me and say they've been through worse. That just makes me feel like i really have no one. Some days I decide to just not say anything to see if people actually want to talk to me at school. No one talked to me. I have to start conversations to be involved. I feel like I'm not enough. But I never tell anyone that. I just put a fake smile on and pretend I'm ok. 💔🖤💔
I feel the exact same. Its scary how many people feel the same pain in these comments
If your friends dont understand and want to help you, they arent your real friends. Its hard to say that bc you and them have probably been thru a lot, but if they say that then you truly need to find better friends.
I felt that on so many levels and it hurts that people have to feel like this but I hope it gets better
Damn you guys at this comment section its so good to see we have alot in common
Please take a moment to read this.
I know you want all this to end, but please.
You dont need to be what they want you to be. Do your own thing.
It gets lonely on the way, but it will be worth the price. You'll realize it when you've taken the path of healing.
Thank you! I needed to hear that. I also need a hug, I don't now if that's just me though. Have a good day!!! :)
It's a great song to listen to while I'm doing basic activities in life like preparing my breakfast. It reminds me of my progress so far. I am not where I want to be, but I am not where I used to be.
*would you believe me if i told you i have flaws*
I'M EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU!! I understand how difficult these things can be so try and keep up the good work💛 Here's a gold star for your work⭐ I'm so grateful you're here. You're so strong for fighting this long, keep it up, and thank you. I Love You.🥰
this made me cry more. Thank you this means a lot
@@isqbellae6657 Of course 🖤 I'm always here to talk.
I’m 14 and have 2, 1 year olds and twins otw! I’m also a single mother and lesbian bc I was scarred by a man who raped and that’s how I got my first 2 kids (their twins as well)! My parents left me when they found out I was first pregnant a year ago! Im struggling with no help besides my 6 older brothers. There the only thing left apart of my family that hasn’t gone insane!
@@KenzieB1221 I am always here if you would like to talk
Thank you so much for that you made my day ❤
Stay strong p’freen we all are here for you😭♥️♥️
Ya no quiero intentar más, solo quiero descansar, cerrar los ojos y olvidar todo.
Am I the only one who try’s so hard to fake all of those feelings so ur friends don’t worry bout u cause u don’t like them worrying bout u
I know you think I got it all figured out
'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
And all of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart
Imagine being a mom so you feel like if you tell people your feelings they’ll just say you should be happy you have 4 amazing blessings. But you’ve fought to be happy in life since you were 11 yrs old.
"People cry not because they are weak, it's because they've been strong for too long"
~Johny Deep
"But I'm only human, and I bleed when I fall down, I'm only human and I crush and I break down"
~ "Human" Christina Perri
😞😞😢
Having mental breakdowns out of nowhere when you don't even know why your having them is so exhausting
idek what crying feels like I'm unable to cry
Trying my best to be okay... especially when you live alone w anxiety and quarantine 😞
That good! Keep it up. We all r un this together right? And yeah If u get those anxiety attacks or are unable to breath, just pat your shouldere in a cross position.Hope it help❣❣
Hey I'm here for you
Never have I related to a song more
the hardest part of life is when you know you've done your best and it still hasn't been good enough 😪
Me before losing all my best and only friends: *smiling everyday laughing everyday without faking it*
Me after quarantine and losing all of them: *i wish I could turn back time when I didn’t even know depression was a thing when I never believed a single insult but I believed every compliment now I believe every insult but I don’t believe a single compliment when I never knew what it was like to be in pain when I was into bright fun colors when I loved unicorns when I loved going out...when I never wanted to be alone.. when I always listened to happy music when I didn’t lock myself in my room when I didn’t know what fake friends were when I never let anyone tell me what I can and can’t do or be when I didn’t know suicidal thoughts...*
I'm going through a lot right now. This song really helped me get my tears out. Thank you for posting this.♥️
My mom passed away the beginning of this month and today she would of would been 65. rip mom i miss you dearly
Hope you moved on :)
I pretend to be happy so that maybe someday i will be ok, but my sorrow still hurts and im not sure which prefect road to go down, listening to this song makes me feel less alone 😢😢
Hey, It's me. Stormy.
My story:
I am known as the person who fixes EVERYONES problems. BFF problems, crush ones, pet ones, depression, family issues? I got you. when ever someone looks down, I ask why they are sad, or angry.
But, in my 11 years of school, of fixing problems, not one person has EVER asked me if I was okay. How my family is. They don't even know I own pets! And if they ever did ask, am I okay? The answer would be no.
I feel the same way always the person everyone thinks that has everything together I just want someone to ask if I am ok and not ask to be polite but because they really care and be ok that no I'm not
Wanna be friends?..🥺
@@joonie_gacha2631 🥺🥺 Yes please...
Stormy4life do you have insta or tt?
@@joonie_gacha2631 Yeah, actually. I do have insta!
I think this is most I've ever related to song in my life. I'm crying.
Like me trying to make my friends happy..where are they now?I need them..I opened my social media and saw my friends/BFF posting about their "new"besties with a caption "I always remember you and love u,I will never leave you no matter what happened"and make my self think they forgot everything I did to them, helping thier projects, assignment and discussing them about the hard lessons...makes me feel useless after seeing the posts, imagine having a thousands of friends but I'm so thankful 3 of them always remember me,they care about my health like I did to them...which makes me feel happy ..
Idc if they left me,I have my loving family.
i want to cry until i forget how to breathe 😞😞
Imagine you loosing a child your first one.. having depression and all the love to give for someone and it can’t go anywhere.. mistakes being made... drugs and DUI’s... I almost died this year and it wasn’t even my fault. I was thrown out of a passenger window (10/15/2020) and the car landed on top of me. I was under the rear axel and exhaust for 25 mins. Here it’s is almost Christmas, I don’t have my supposed to be 5 month old baby.... the sadness makes me wish I wasn’t here. I’m TRYINN MY BEST!!! 😭😭😭😭 please pray for me!! PLEASE!! I’m not even celebrating this year... IM HOLDING MY BEARTH TIL I CAN SAY ALL THE WORDS I WANNA SAY FROM MY HEART!!!! And all I do is make others happy. I dot. Even eat half the time, I sit in my room looking at the walls and 😭 all the damn time just because I’m okay with being that alone. No one wants to feel what I feel and the loneliness I have inside my soul. I’m trying..
I’ve connected with my spirit guide and have sorted to meditate! You guys are worth all of it!! 💕😭 I Hope everyone here one day will loves themselves the way they were meant to be. Including me. I wake up everyday and cry or either in a rage mood. It hurts. No one understands😭
“I’m not angry, i’m just tired of you not being there for me..”
To the people who open their heart out to someone like a diary and all they think is that you only said that for attention, I feel you.
I find it so hard to let people know how I feel n I let it bottle up inside me and break down. I try my best everyday every hour every second to make evryone else happy 😔
I came across this song at the perfect time. I was looking for an emotional song that I related to that I could sing. I had looked everywhere and I had had no luck, but then i came across this song and I stopped being all upset and I genuinely smiled for the first time in a while, I smiled cause for once I finally realised that I'm not alone and that there are people who have/are going through the same things and that we can all support each other.
Just a disclaimer , I didnt smile because people are going through things cause I wish that nobody had to feel down all the time, but unfortunately that's the way the world works.
This.. has really helped me in realizing that everyone experiences things differently: even in depression and anxiety.
"You shouldn't compare yourself to others", "you should only compare yourself, to your past self."
Realizing how different, different people experience things has really helped me stop my anxiety from beating me up.
I'm screaming as loud as I can in a crowded room...... but nobody hears me😢. You don't need water to feel like you're drowning.....
This is sadly true
I just recently found this artist, and I can’t believe how many songs he has that describes me, and what I’m going through. I’m so glad that I was able to find him when I really needed these songs.
That's amazing to hear that you've discovered an artist whose songs resonate with you and your experiences. Music has a way of connecting with our emotions and making us feel understood. It's wonderful that you found these songs when you needed them the most. Remember, you're not alone in what you're going through, and music can be a source of comfort and strength. Keep listening, relating, and finding solace in the power of music. Sending you lots of love and support. 🎶❤️🤗
@@TheGoodMelodies thank you so very much for your reply, and kind words. I’m so glad that I have found a lot of songs that really speak to me, and what I’m going through. All of my life I’ve used music to help me through good times, and bad times, and I would be lost without it.
"take her to the moon for me"
Bing bong, inside out
Parents'Hey get out of bed ur being so lazy!!
Kids teens' I'm not trying to be lazy...
Parents' eat your food kids a re starving in other places!
Kids teens' Im not hungry...
Parents' WEAR SOMETHING PRETTY NOT A JACKET!!
kids teens' but I'm not pretty....
Parents' we brought u into this world an we can easily take you out of it.
Kids teens' Did we ask to be brought into this world....?
The reason why I help people is because I have no one to help me
Why are broken people always the most nice people in the world
"I'm trying my best" speaks volume.
To whoever reads this, please appreciate even the little things, who knows its the best they can offer.
This is basically one of the beautifulest songs ever...
I actually love most Anson Seabra’s songs,especially Wonderland it has this really happy yet sad vibe to it...it’s beautiful just like all of his songs...and kinda relatable...
Just cuz I am smiling doesn't mean I am okay 😭inside I am crying out loud 🤧 hoping someone will hear me ...🤒😖😣
If you need to talk know I'm here for you I know we don't know each other but if you have anything you want to talk about I'm open to hearing it remember that you are an amazing person!
I just discovered this song today, literally 2 hours ago, and it hit me so hard how accurate this song is.
It’s crazy how only 3 words hit so deeply “ I’m trying my best”
4 words*
That’s 4 words-
Y'all are just paying attention to what they did wrong when you obviously know it was a mistake and your not paying attention to what was said they said that hit deep which means something but all you have to pay attention to is what they did wrong
@@wagonwheelstan1443 I think it's amazing what you did. Sadly, I think thats the truth behind the world. People don't care if you're not okay. They don't look at your good qualities. They don't hear what you're trying to say. They just look at your flaws and faults.
this song describes my life.... i’m trying my best to be okay for my mom who i know just wants me to be happy and for my dad who i don’t get to see much anymore i’m trying to stay happy for my family who thinks i’m just the happy kid who doesn’t get sad... i’m trying my best to be okay for my friends who feel the same as me as i’m trying to make them feel happier when i forget to help myself... i wish i could just make the pain stop but i don’t want to end it because i know life will get better i just need it to happen soon.
F - Fading slowly
I - Insecure
N - Never felt so alone
E - Exhausted
Never did a day come where I even thought about taking care of myself. I raised 2 kids, both babies. I starved so they could eat, I took beatings for them, and I was the parent they never had. I'm the one who held them in one arm and holding a sign in another. Doing things for strangers so they could be safe. Since I was 5. I regret absolutely nothing. They are and will anyways be my babies. I gotta be their strong mama.