Amelia all 561 thousand of us want to give you a great big hug and tell you that you will get through this. You are so loved by us all. Hoping you and your family have a blessed Christmas. Look forward to seeing you in 2024. xxx
It’s your time - you don’t “miss life” because you’re hurting. Relaxing, taking your time grieving is a valid part of your journey ❤ don’t be sad to step back
I can’t tell you how much this video has touched me 😢😢. When they say time is a great healer - it is not trite - it’s true! Thank goodness! Yes take all the time you need to cry your heart out and think about your Duke - but when you want to stop - and you will - never feel guilty that you don’t seem to grieve with your whole heart any more. That love you gave to Duke will be yours to share again, however you choose. Yes we cry over the years - but not constantly, only sporadically when some tiny thing reminds us of them. Then we have a little cry, we appreciate them and we move on. We love on. You will too - but take all the time you need first. Guilt has no place in the grieving and healing process. Take care lovely ❤❤❤
I think when you’re ready adopting a dog would give you so much joy! There really is something special about a rescue! And you can always find exactly what you’re looking for.
Amelia, don't feel like you have to vlog , but don't feel like you have to keep it together for us. I'm sure we watch your videos to know how you're doing more than anything else. This is a safe space and if you're feeling like this now, it's completely valid. Love you❤
Dear Amelia… I feel you and my heart breaks for your loss. I lost my boyfriend on August 31st and my beloved cat on October 23rd. For weeks I was sobbing every day and night. I felt so lost. But, even though you might not believe it, but it get’s better. Or maybe better is the wrong word. It get’s easier to live with the grief. I read a beautiful quote an it totally fits for me. Grief is like a huge rock. First you have to learn to manage to not get suffocated by it because you can’t roll it off your chest. After some time you can get it off of you and start to cut it in smaller rocks. And one day you are left with a small rock, which you put in your pocket and carry with you for the rest of your life. And I guess that’s it. We will carry this feeling of loss and grief for the rest of our lives, but we once were lucky to experience true love! Hang in there, girl! 😽
I was going to write the exact same thing. Amelia has so much love tot give to another dog....maybe in the future. Miss Little Duke a lot. Lots of love to you Amelia!
You hear him because he’s still there. He is always with you. Just think about all the happy times.. and how lucky you were to have all those years with him. ❤️
My therapist always reminds me that knowing what you need to do to care for yourself and actually then doing it is a huge step in maturity and growth. You model that beautifully in this vlog. Sending you the biggest hugs from Oregon. ❤
❤ I heard my dog constantly after she passed away. Every time someone knocked on the door I heard her barking and the sound of her feet running down the hallway. I know how that feels. You will get through it, you just need to feel it to get through it and some times are harder than others. Take care of yourself, sending all the love ❤
Amelia ❤ thank you for a wonderful year and for making my Sundays so bright. As a supporter, I hope you find comfort in knowing that we do not expect you to be okay and we would not be very good supporters if we didn’t understand that. We lost duke also. We have watched him for years along with you. I have cried with you for the last three vlogs also because we love you and duke. Grief does not have a time frame. Take this time to heal properly. Heal at your own pace. We will see you when the time is better and until then, we grieve with you ❤
Hi Amelia I’ve been thinking of sending you a message for the last two weeks, I’m quite a bit older than you, 48 and I’ve gone through losses both dogs, cats and my best friend who died suddenly and horribly aged 44 4 years ago, leaving two young children without their mum. I hope what I say helps you. Grief is natural and the price you pay for loving someone but at the same time that is beautiful, all the love Duke gave you will stay with your forever and in time you will be able to feel and think of him without the pain and will smile and rejoice in how he enriched your life. You gave Duke a wonderful home and life, he was very well looked after and cared for and in return he gave you unconditional love. Grief is a process and there is unfortunately no way to speed that up, you are going to feel a range of up and down emotions and that is ok! It’s ok to grieve, it’s ok to be sad, angry, in denial. It’s is a cliche but also true that time will help. In time the pain will not be as raw and gradually day by day and month by month you will start to feel happiness again. I promise. Be kind to yourself Lisa x
This is so true. It’s that old adage of just keep going. One foot in front of the other etc. the grief gets layers of skin over it that numb the acuteness of the pain, leaving behind all the memories. Grief is something we all have to learn and Amelia is doing it beautifully
I felt my cat by my side for months after he crossed the rainbow bridge, and can still feel his squishy little body five years on. You're right - the happiness does come back, but the grief visits too. It's OK to sit in that pain though because you have loved with all your heart, and always will. Wishing you all the best, and sending you love and light through this time. Thank you for sharing this moment with us. xxx
I’m so concerned for you Amelia. I know your pain of loosing your baby Duke. No the longing for doesn’t disappear. I truly hope that you are getting therapy for the loss of Duke. Grief is hard. Sometimes we need someone to help us handle our pain and emotions that comes from suffering in grief from our loss. I’m praying for you and your precious sweet soul Amelia. Take however long you need off. You will be missed. I look forward to your authentic vlogs. Sending you love ❤️.
Enjoy your Christmas and rest. I really deeply feel for you and your loss, I cry each time you do. Grief really is the price you pay for having loved something. Those that pass never leave you, there is always something they did or said that you will be reminded of. I'm grateful that I've loved enough that I can grieve a loss. What more is there in life but to have loved ❤
Happiness always comes back, but give yourself grace on how long it takes. Great idea of taking a break, sometimes we all need this. Hope you have a lovely break and holidays and see you in 2024.
Please take all the time you need. Healing is different for all of us. You have so many beautiful memories to hold on to. Have a beautiful holiday with your family and little Leo sending love 💕 💕
Time is a healer. Please don’t feel pressure to share every single detail of your pain. I promise you will get there and so pleased you are giving yourself some time off. We will miss you but look forward to new things next year. Merry Christmas 🎄 and take care xx
Hi honey I only use RUclips and not very good with the internet. You don’t need to give me a surprise I just care you are ok. I truly understand the pain your going through. Take beautiful soul xx
You deserve a break, don't worry we'll all be here for you when you come back. Enjoy Xmas with your family, its going to be a sad one, so do something for Duke, to honour & remember him. I got everyone the same cat related gift when we lost our girl in December, & it's lovely as my whole family still has it now 9 years later. X
Amelia, take time to feel what you’re feeling. It’s important and precious - Duke was such an important part of your life! Sending you lots of hugs and love from Montreal 💕
Oh Amelia, your sadness is so palpable and I have seen you trying to push through, but you know, grief is grief and you have to give it time. In time you will cry less, everything won't be tinged with sadness, and you will feel like yourself again. You will always miss your darling Duke, but it won't be so ever present. I hope that you and all those you love have a peaceful and happy festive season and I look forward to sharing 2024 with you. Much love ❤
Your headboard is so beautiful. The fabric is subtle, soft. It’s perfect for a bedroom. I was thinking the same thing about the wallpaper in your bathroom. I feel like your house has a very relaxing, but still elegant vibe. Your taste in-home decor isreally wonderful
Amelia, Thinking of you! It is hard to cope when you lose someone close to you, Duke was the cutest ,cheekiest doggy, thankyou for sharing him with us. I lost my mum last Christmas eve , she was the most divine English lady, I miss her everyday ,photos of her are so real and she is still so vivid that it doesnt feel like she is gone. Enjoy your time off, your such a bubbly girl and a joy to watch. By the way, are you sure the pocket arnt real because most of the time they are just staystitched down (the opening) and you need to clip the stitch to open them .
Amelia, time really does heal all wounds, and you will feel better at your own pace. Be kind and gentle with yourself, and give yourself the space you need. This entire community that you’ve created all love you tremendously, and we all have your back with our full love and support! ❤❤❤ Sending you so much love and big hugs!! ❤❤❤
I still have moments when I forget that my dog passed (she passed years ago) but I still see/hear her occasionally but eventually it turns to a warming feeling. Not so sad. Because you know their love is with you always. Take your time. All of your feelings are understandable and we are sending all of our love and compassion
Dearest Amelia, I have been watching your volgs since I was in 10th grade so it's roughly been 6 years. I just wanted to let you know that I can feel the grief you are going through rn as I am also going through similar emotions as well. but yes happiness does come back and time does heal everything. at the moment everything seems so difficult but have faith in your inner strength and this too shall pass. sending you a warm hug.
Amelia, I wish you the happiest of festive season, love. Take time to heal and rest. Enjoy the time with family and friends as well. So happy you have such an amazing support system at your side. We will all see you in the new year! ♥️♥️
Hi Amelia, Thank you so much for sharing your ups and downs with us. Please take as much time out for yourself as you need. You will find happiness again in time but be kind to yourself. Duke will always be in your heart. I hope you have a safe and wonderful Christmas with family and loved ones. “The littlest feet make the biggest footprints in our hearts.”
I so feel you....losing a furry kiddie is heart breaking...especially for you because you live from the heart...take time...as long as you need to...I am sending you healing love...❤❤❤❤
Amelia your years are absolutely helping someone. Please don’t feel like you can’t cry in front of us. It’s so important to be able to see real stuff too ♥️ you’re showing the ups and downs and reality of grief. Thanks for being real x
You lost your little baby….dont be hard on yourself beautiful girl. You’re hurting and that’s ok!!! Hearing Duke is not weird or that you’re crazy…..just remember he loved you unconditionally too and would not have wanted to leave you either. Cry cry and cry, you will always miss him and time will make it easier to cope….but give yourself time!!!! Have a beautiful Christmas!!!
They say that we people are lucky because there is oblivion. Not in a sense that we forget how much we loved a pet or another human being gone but in the sense that we forget the amount of pain we went through. Happiness comes back. We just need time to grieve properly. Have a great holiday darling and as much time as you need. We’ll miss you but you need to take care of you♥️♥️♥️💫💫💫💫
So sad for you, losing a pet is such a heartbreaking time they are such a huge part of our lives. We lost our pooch in 2017 and time does heal, it takes a while but it does get better. Our hearts are so full for them, which is why we are so broken when they go to sleep 💔 Sending you lots of love xxx
I appreciate that you let us in and emphasized mental health. The stigma is going away more & more with people like you that share it on a public platform. I am a new subscriber & have been binging your videos. Please take care, better days are ahead for all of us. ❤
I also love the speech by George Graham Vest...A tribute to a dog....I must have read it a million times when my Ian left to wait for me across the rainbow bridge ..
When i lost my auntie who was my best friend i went through hard depression. I leant about stages of grief and then i heard a professional say "do not feed into the negative thoughts". And i stopped doing that by reminding myself that we're all leaving one after the other humans, animals it's not like i was eternal myself!...and i stopped the "what if". 2 years later i lost my grand parents and my father and I'm doing well because i leant how to deal with loss. It's ok to be sad but it is important to be rational in these situations. It comes with time and repetition. You can do it amelia and anybody else who's experiencing grief...you're not alone
Resistance is the cause of suffering. If you resist the sadness, it will just grow. If you allow yourself to feel broken, you'll find your way back to feeling like yourself. You don't have to be happy and peppy and smiley for anyone. You deserve the space to be as you are in this moment in time. Wishing you a peaceful and beautiful holiday.
I lost one of my beloved cats on 25/11. I'd given him a treat, he then ran across the pillows and back, then landed flat on his belly on the floor. I picked him up and he died in my arms. It took less than 6 seconds. I have no idea why he died but me and his brother are devastated. I fully sympathise with your loss. I'm so sorry. Give yourself grace and time. Much love to you. Xxx
I lost both my puppies around the same time! And I can’t imagine what you are going through. It was the hardest months of my life: but you must feel truly grateful for having such amazing memories with your 🐶 and you gave so much love care affection until their last breath. Sadly Death is inevitable and that’s the harsh reality of life. You must be strong and rejoice in all the happy memories you have shared .. stay strong Amelia! Feel for u 😢
Just buried my dads very young wife. She had mere months from diagnosis to death from brain cancer. Grief is real, a process, a journey, you can’t replace your loved one human or animal but over time you can remember them with love.
Yes take time off. Also, grief changes you wholly as a person. I’ve found that also takes time to grow into those changes. Grief is a growing pain in life. So don’t be hard on yourself or feel the need to push hard into “getting back”. All the broken pieces you’re holding will find their way back into new places.
Amelia, I think you're doing the right thing taking a break. I lost my pet 3 days after my birthday in August and it took quite a while for me to genuinely smile again - I tried smiling most days, but a genuine one felt different. I cried A LOT and am still sad but have happy times too and can now think of him without crying. It takes time and you'll always miss Duke, but you WILL feel happiness again xx
The ball in the box analogy was accurate for me when I lost my dog.it’s basically explaining that grief is like a big ball inside a box that has a pain button inside. When you first lose someone that ball is often so big that the pain button constantly gets triggered, however over time the ball gets smaller and it hits the pain button less frequently. My dog was put to sleep about 3 years ago and I still cry and get upset sometimes but it’s much less frequent and it feels much less painful. I don’t think it ever goes away completely but you feel much more able to function day to day ❤️
Amelia love, you will not be crying for years. You will grieve and always have a special place for Duke but you will process and with time move on but never forget. Please don’t think this level of grief will not end. I am a therapist and can tell you this with certainty (and if it doesn’t that is another conversation between you and your therapist/gp and is ok too and also can be addressed). Take time for yourself and take good care. I find that knowing what happens in the cycle of grief is comforting and that the thought that you will never feel better again will create a lot of fear. You are doing all the right things. Big hugs from San Francisco. Xx
The only duty you have is to take care of yourself! You are stronger than you think and you will be alright. There will be times in the future where you will grieve, but those times become fewer and fewer. We love you and support whatever you do to heal! ❤
Yes sweet girl, happiness does come back. I’m sending you lots of hugs . Please take all the time you need to feel better. Merry Christmas! And Happy Next year ! See you soon!
Take all the time you need babe. I lost my little guy 9 months ago and it truly feels like 9 minutes. Some days are harder than others and it just has to be ok that we’re not ok. Sending you so much love and hope that your Duke is sending you little signs that he’s still around you 💙
Don't force yourself to pull yourself together. Just go through what you have to go through. It will help you to heel. If you feel like you have to take a break, just do. Go through your emotions, the grief and everything that comes with it. Take your time. You what's best for you and your health ❤
Amelia, I have been a watching your videos for so many years and I have crewed twice when I was watching them. One was when your engagement fell apart and Duke passing…… whenever Duke appear at your video-it put extra smile on my face. I have 7 years old puddle and I am hugging him not and crying at the same time…. And he is licking my tears…. Thinking of you. We never move on from our heart break but we move forward. Sending you lots of love from New York.❤
The bracelet was such a thoughtful gift. Times like this your friends fill your heart with joy ❤ watching you come back from devastated day by day is inspiring Amelia you are a real inspiration here ❤
Dear Amelia, please go easy on yourself, it's still very early days since losing Duke, you need time to heal, yes the grief stays with you but it changes, in time, the acute pain will lessen and you will smile more at the wonderful memories you have of your lives together,. Have a peaceful Christmas. Take care. 🌷
I just wanted to thank you for bringing all of us , on your vacations and beautiful moments in your life. My only wish for you is happiness, love and health. Thank you for letting us in while you mourn your Duke. We all love him and will remember him ,as a super special part of your life . Wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in 2024. All the best, can't wait for next year..
Dukey was a beautiful lil soul and U loved him with all Ur heart, for ALL his life. That's all U can do. Let urself be. It's grief. Try and not be so hard to push thru. Just be in it when it comes. Give urself a hug and reassurance. This too shall pass. ❤
I hope you are doing well, dear . Be sure that grief isn't linear ; you feel ok and put together, and all of a sudden , it hits hard, and it's just okay . Don't worry about being put together all the time. Give yourself the time to heal and get your happiness back . Missed your videos so much , hun.
Of course you don’t have to be present online, but, from personal experience, being busy helps tremendously. And don’t be afraid that you’ll be in this emotional state for years, it will get easier with time, in a month or so, you’ll start to feel much better 🤗
Yes, this! Rn it’s really brutal and Amelia is thinking it’s going to be this hard for years, nooo it gets easier every single day that’s the positive.
HAPPINESS WILL COME BACK!! Just like you said! All your You Tube friends will be here when you feel ready.Youre doing the right thing for you and that s very wise of you.Sending you a warm hug.❤
Take all the time you need to grieve and heal. We love you & just want to see you happy again & time away will help that. Have a wonderful festive time with family & friends. Wishing you the happiest of New Years ❤❤
Aww sending so much love to help a little with the heartbreak. I've lost a couple of Dogs over the years and it's so hard to let go. My biggest loss to date has been my horse, yes your personal happiness and joy does return but there is always that missing piece. I still can't discuss my horse and it's two years it was such a traumatic loss to me, she was my solemate. We just learn to adjust and move past the void, the emotion comes and goes and occasionally feels fresh and raw but allowing this wave is healthy and normal. You are strong and you do exactly what you need to do to enable your page to turn. xx
You will Comes back but you will be different. Don’t put expectations that you will be the same . Be ok with not being ok. A quote that resonated for me; your heart will never be the same and while the cracks will never be be sealed you can find joy again. It is like having a broken leg that never fully heals completely and still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to Dance with a limp. Lost my partner five years ago in December still hurts and I am not the same person but I do in fact find joy again in life. I also have a 4 year old golden doodle and he is my reason to get up on those days that still are too difficult. Sending light and love Amelia 💞
Wow Amelia I will miss your vlogs until your back.🥺 But with that I will say I really understand the need to take some time off and it is so valid!!! I hope you'll be able to take this time to charge and look after yourself. and it is ok if some moments are really low and some moments are higher because at the end its kind of like a graph that's still going in an upward direction. so even in the hard times you are still moving in the direction of healing. Sending you so much love and all the power you need to get through this. Love you ❤❤❤
Amelia I can't tell you how much this vlog touched me. I was crying with you! I hope this time off gives you the space to begin healing and that you'll come back when you're feeling ready and happy💓
Amelia, I understand so deeply what you are going through. I lost my Spike in 2021. It was a similar story to Duke's. He had been sick, more and more vet visits, but his death still felt sudden and far too soon. I cry for him all the time. I can barely say his name without crying. BUTTT I also have a lot of peace because I know that he wasn't meant to live forever. He was here to show me unconditional love and hopefully make me a better person. Wether he left me in 2021 or today or in 10 years the pain would never get easier. So I am grateful for our time together and at peace knowing he had a great life and maybe I will see him again some day :).
Amelia, please don't be so hard on yourself. It is completely normal to feel this way hun. The loss of such a loving animal is extremely difficult and like everything there will be your good days and your bad days. Sometimes you will cry when remembering them and sometimes you will smile and even laugh at the silly little things they used to do. Take comfort in the fact that you gave Duke an incredible and happy life. He was very lucky to have you and your friends and family which loved him very much and he knew that. You will get through this I have no doubt and if you have tot take some time then of course do that, no shame in that at all hun you are human not AI. Take the time to slowly get yourself back. Losing duke will always hurt, sometime more than others but I promise it will get better with time. And hopefully maybe in the future you might give another lucky dog the chance of a full and happy life like you did Duke.
I love this woman so so so much, u r such a precious soul amelia, i am so so grateful to be able to watch such an amazing gem of a person, u being transparent has helped me so much to get thru grief, thanku so much for all thr beautiful amazing vlogs of this year, u helped me thru so much, i dont even have words to thankyou enough, lots and lots of love, i hope all of us heal thru the pain and our happiness is back in 2024❤❤❤❤
Sending you so much love. It will get easier and you will start to have your routine again soon. It’s the hardest right now but it will get better soon. It feels like it’s not but it will. Happiness will come back! Take time to heal and enjoy holidays with family ❤
My heart aches for you, dear friend. “There’s freedom in knowing you can carry joy and grief together” - Nancy Berns Amelia, take all the time you need. ❤️🩹
There is hope. I promise you. Time does heal. You wont cry forever. It gets better❤❤❤ Im on the other side of it and I can now remember and talk about my pet without crushing sadness. I think of them with fondness and laugh at all the little things they did. Time off is the best thing. All the best Ameilia❤❤❤
Yes, it will come back, Amelia, because that is your personality. You are always a sunshine to all. Take all the time off that you need. It is well deserved. Have a blessed Christmas with your love ones. See in 2024! Loveyah 🥰💖💕
Amelia sending you lots of love. Happiness does return because eventually you will get sick of feeling this way. Waves of tears will still come over you because they do.All you can do as I read somewhere is hold griefs hand and let her in. It states you need to treat grief as your friend. I’m sure it’s Donna Ashworth. You will be okay 💜💜
Good for you, love!! Definitely take this much needed time off.. clearly the writing is on the wall & you’re aware enough to read it - this too shall pass & ur puppy will always live in your heart & memories forever. Till you two meet again 🐾 cheers to a happier 2024 ❤
Yes, take some time off, and your right in time it well get better. Wishing you lots of blessings, take care, Merry Christmas and a Happy New year🎉 🙏🏼❤️
Seeing your grief Amelia reminds me of similar times in my life when I lost someone. I still cry to this day sometimes, but I have also experienced the greatest happiness since my loss. Eventually the pain became less and less. I trust and pray that it will be the same for you
Our family dog died 5 years ago and i honestly cried for about 2 years and i still miss her but the pain does get easier but you will never not miss them. You need to give yourself time to be sad and cry for as long as you need. Its honestly so hard but it does get easier. Sending love and hugs. My mum got a bracelet like yours with her name on it and i got a tattoo of her name on my wrist. xxx
Oh Amelia…..you just need to do what’s best for you. We will be here when you are ready. It’s tragic and life altering….and it’s ok to feel all the feels. You will heal…..on your own time. We all support you ❣️
Amelia, there’s no replacing Duke, but maybe it’s time to have new little paws to listen too. Seeing you with Cooper seems to make you happy and maybe having a new puppy of your own will help ❤wishing you all the strength and happiness the world ❤❤
something I respect about you so much is your willingness to be present to your emotions. you really truly feel them and it is a beautiful, if heartrending (in this moment) model. take good care!
Hi Amelia, please don't feel bad for taking time off from posting. It is understandable with your current situation, take time to properly grieve for the loss and move forward even if it's small steps. Sharing your life with us is already a privilege for us when you can take things out for yourself and post the bits you want to post. See you when you're ready. ❤️
Hi Amelia, just wanted to say you are amazing and can imagine how hard it is to carry on with so much pain and sadness in your heart. I do appreciate a lot you will work on that blog post, it will help so many people! I will definitely share it with my friend who lost her cat this Summer. She is better after all these months, so there is hope, really! Take your time, sending hugs! x
Do you!!! Dukes watching over you every second!! 🐾🐾✝️❤️ We’ve been thru it three different times with our Maltese babies!! They are all together now to meet up with them again, Gods journey! You have so much to be grateful for! Others would kill to have your life!! You can’t control what happens, only can control how you deal with it!
Biggest hugs to you! I’m glad you’re taking time for yourself. Do whatever you need for yourself. If you find things especially hard and miserable, please look into getting professional help. Grief can be accumulative, not just about the last loss that you’ve experienced. If the transition in relationships have become too much, you’ll need help. So, I’m sending you loving vibes, so you can enjoy your beautiful life again. 💗
Amelia, please do take some time off, we will all be here when you come back! I don't wanna see any vlogs from you for at least a month 😉 😊 and just take the time to live life. Have a good Christmas and New Year with friends and family. And yes, happiness will eventually come back, as much as it can feel like wading through mud for a while x
There's no time limit to grief just how we eventually deal with it. Duke was a part of your family as ppl sat our pets are like our children if ur child ,best friend and family passed away suddenly u wouldn't be expected to get over it. If u feel u need the time u should take it but if ur doing it to please others or if talking to the vlog helps then continue to do so. Xoxo
Thank you so much Amelia for your videos! I subscribed to your channel this year and what an amazing hype girl you have been to me without you even knowing it. All I can do in my behalf is to send you warm and healing vibes from the bottom of my heart. Enjoy your time off the best way you can. Take your time, feel your emotions, do what you need to do. See you next year ❤
Oh honey, nobody should ever feel bad about taking time to get back to feeling themselves after something traumatic happens. Sending lots of love ❤️ and it does get easier, I had to put 2 dogs down in the last 4 years (old age luckily), the first week sucks, second gets easier and you’ll always remember them but the pain will lessen soon. Honestly, another dog might help. It’s not replacing, it’s just finding your next buddy.
Amelia all 561 thousand of us want to give you a great big hug and tell you that you will get through this. You are so loved by us all. Hoping you and your family have a blessed Christmas. Look forward to seeing you in 2024. xxx
It’s your time - you don’t “miss life” because you’re hurting. Relaxing, taking your time grieving is a valid part of your journey ❤ don’t be sad to step back
I can’t tell you how much this video has touched me 😢😢. When they say time is a great healer - it is not trite - it’s true! Thank goodness! Yes take all the time you need to cry your heart out and think about your Duke - but when you want to stop - and you will - never feel guilty that you don’t seem to grieve with your whole heart any more. That love you gave to Duke will be yours to share again, however you choose. Yes we cry over the years - but not constantly, only sporadically when some tiny thing reminds us of them. Then we have a little cry, we appreciate them and we move on. We love on. You will too - but take all the time you need first. Guilt has no place in the grieving and healing process. Take care lovely ❤❤❤
I think when you’re ready adopting a dog would give you so much joy! There really is something special about a rescue! And you can always find exactly what you’re looking for.
Amelia, don't feel like you have to vlog , but don't feel like you have to keep it together for us. I'm sure we watch your videos to know how you're doing more than anything else. This is a safe space and if you're feeling like this now, it's completely valid. Love you❤
Beautifully said I completely agree. Your reply actually made me cry xx
Same here! 💕🙏🏽💕
Agreed! Do what feels best Amelia ❤
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Such a beautifaul loving comment ❤
Dear Amelia… I feel you and my heart breaks for your loss. I lost my boyfriend on August 31st and my beloved cat on October 23rd. For weeks I was sobbing every day and night. I felt so lost.
But, even though you might not believe it, but it get’s better. Or maybe better is the wrong word. It get’s easier to live with the grief.
I read a beautiful quote an it totally fits for me.
Grief is like a huge rock.
First you have to learn to manage to not get suffocated by it because you can’t roll it off your chest. After some time you can get it off of you and start to cut it in smaller rocks. And one day you are left with a small rock, which you put in your pocket and carry with you for the rest of your life.
And I guess that’s it. We will carry this feeling of loss and grief for the rest of our lives, but we once were lucky to experience true love!
Hang in there, girl! 😽
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I’m so sorry for your losses ❤
You're such a dog person and a great dog mama! Duke wont blame you if you get another dog when you are ready. Sending lots of love 💕
I was going to write the exact same thing. Amelia has so much love tot give to another dog....maybe in the future. Miss Little Duke a lot. Lots of love to you Amelia!
Agree. Getting another dog just helps in soo many way. And it allows you to cherish his memories rather then be and everytime you remember him x
You hear him because he’s still there. He is always with you. Just think about all the happy times.. and how lucky you were to have all those years with him. ❤️
My therapist always reminds me that knowing what you need to do to care for yourself and actually then doing it is a huge step in maturity and growth. You model that beautifully in this vlog. Sending you the biggest hugs from Oregon. ❤
❤ I heard my dog constantly after she passed away. Every time someone knocked on the door I heard her barking and the sound of her feet running down the hallway. I know how that feels. You will get through it, you just need to feel it to get through it and some times are harder than others. Take care of yourself, sending all the love ❤
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Amelia ❤ thank you for a wonderful year and for making my Sundays so bright. As a supporter, I hope you find comfort in knowing that we do not expect you to be okay and we would not be very good supporters if we didn’t understand that. We lost duke also. We have watched him for years along with you. I have cried with you for the last three vlogs also because we love you and duke. Grief does not have a time frame. Take this time to heal properly. Heal at your own pace. We will see you when the time is better and until then, we grieve with you ❤
Hi Amelia I’ve been thinking of sending you a message for the last two weeks, I’m quite a bit older than you, 48 and I’ve gone through losses both dogs, cats and my best friend who died suddenly and horribly aged 44 4 years ago, leaving two young children without their mum. I hope what I say helps you. Grief is natural and the price you pay for loving someone but at the same time that is beautiful, all the love Duke gave you will stay with your forever and in time you will be able to feel and think of him without the pain and will smile and rejoice in how he enriched your life. You gave Duke a wonderful home and life, he was very well looked after and cared for and in return he gave you unconditional love. Grief is a process and there is unfortunately no way to speed that up, you are going to feel a range of up and down emotions and that is ok! It’s ok to grieve, it’s ok to be sad, angry, in denial. It’s is a cliche but also true that time will help. In time the pain will not be as raw and gradually day by day and month by month you will start to feel happiness again. I promise. Be kind to yourself Lisa x
This is so true. It’s that old adage of just keep going. One foot in front of the other etc. the grief gets layers of skin over it that numb the acuteness of the pain, leaving behind all the memories.
Grief is something we all have to learn and Amelia is doing it beautifully
Aww this made me want to cry Lisa ❤ great way of saying it x
I felt my cat by my side for months after he crossed the rainbow bridge, and can still feel his squishy little body five years on.
You're right - the happiness does come back, but the grief visits too. It's OK to sit in that pain though because you have loved with all your heart, and always will.
Wishing you all the best, and sending you love and light through this time.
Thank you for sharing this moment with us. xxx
I’m so concerned for you Amelia. I know your pain of loosing your baby Duke. No the longing for doesn’t disappear. I truly hope that you are getting therapy for the loss of Duke. Grief is hard. Sometimes we need someone to help us handle our pain and emotions that comes from suffering in grief from our loss. I’m praying for you and your precious sweet soul Amelia. Take however long you need off. You will be missed. I look forward to your authentic vlogs.
Sending you love ❤️.
Enjoy your Christmas and rest. I really deeply feel for you and your loss, I cry each time you do. Grief really is the price you pay for having loved something. Those that pass never leave you, there is always something they did or said that you will be reminded of. I'm grateful that I've loved enough that I can grieve a loss. What more is there in life but to have loved ❤
Happiness always comes back, but give yourself grace on how long it takes. Great idea of taking a break, sometimes we all need this. Hope you have a lovely break and holidays and see you in 2024.
It DOES come back! The memories become easier to think about and joy comes back and a smile when thinking about Duke.
Please take all the time you need. Healing is different for all of us. You have so many beautiful memories to hold on to. Have a beautiful holiday with your family and little Leo sending love 💕 💕
Time is a healer. Please don’t feel pressure to share every single detail of your pain. I promise you will get there and so pleased you are giving yourself some time off. We will miss you but look forward to new things next year. Merry Christmas 🎄 and take care xx
Hi honey I only use RUclips and not very good with the internet. You don’t need to give me a surprise I just care you are ok. I truly understand the pain your going through. Take beautiful soul xx
You deserve a break, don't worry we'll all be here for you when you come back. Enjoy Xmas with your family, its going to be a sad one, so do something for Duke, to honour & remember him. I got everyone the same cat related gift when we lost our girl in December, & it's lovely as my whole family still has it now 9 years later. X
Amelia, take time to feel what you’re feeling. It’s important and precious - Duke was such an important part of your life! Sending you lots of hugs and love from Montreal 💕
Oh Amelia, your sadness is so palpable and I have seen you trying to push through, but you know, grief is grief and you have to give it time. In time you will cry less, everything won't be tinged with sadness, and you will feel like yourself again. You will always miss your darling Duke, but it won't be so ever present. I hope that you and all those you love have a peaceful and happy festive season and I look forward to sharing 2024 with you. Much love ❤
Your headboard is so beautiful. The fabric is subtle, soft. It’s perfect for a bedroom. I was thinking the same thing about the wallpaper in your bathroom. I feel like your house has a very relaxing, but still elegant vibe. Your taste in-home decor isreally wonderful
Amelia, Thinking of you! It is hard to cope when you lose someone close to you, Duke was the cutest ,cheekiest doggy, thankyou for sharing him with us. I lost my mum last Christmas eve , she was the most divine English lady, I miss her everyday ,photos of her are so real and she is still so vivid that it doesnt feel like she is gone. Enjoy your time off, your such a bubbly girl and a joy to watch. By the way, are you sure the pocket arnt real because most of the time they are just staystitched down (the opening) and you need to clip the stitch to open them .
Amelia, time really does heal all wounds, and you will feel better at your own pace. Be kind and gentle with yourself, and give yourself the space you need. This entire community that you’ve created all love you tremendously, and we all have your back with our full love and support! ❤❤❤ Sending you so much love and big hugs!! ❤❤❤
God bless you sweetheart, take all the time you need to heal and reflect and don’t let anyone take that away from you. Time and love heals. ❤ 🐾
I still have moments when I forget that my dog passed (she passed years ago) but I still see/hear her occasionally but eventually it turns to a warming feeling. Not so sad. Because you know their love is with you always. Take your time. All of your feelings are understandable and we are sending all of our love and compassion
Dearest Amelia,
I have been watching your volgs since I was in 10th grade so it's roughly been 6 years. I just wanted to let you know that I can feel the grief you are going through rn as I am also going through similar emotions as well. but yes happiness does come back and time does heal everything. at the moment everything seems so difficult but have faith in your inner strength and this too shall pass. sending you a warm hug.
Amelia, I wish you the happiest of festive season, love. Take time to heal and rest. Enjoy the time with family and friends as well. So happy you have such an amazing support system at your side. We will all see you in the new year! ♥️♥️
Hi Amelia, Thank you so much for sharing your ups and downs with us. Please take as much time out for yourself as you need. You will find happiness again in time but be kind to yourself. Duke will always be in your heart. I hope you have a safe and wonderful Christmas with family and loved ones. “The littlest feet make the biggest footprints in our hearts.”
Please take time to heal darlin. We will all be here when you get back. Happy Holidays! Praying for healing and peace for you in the new year.
I so feel you....losing a furry kiddie is heart breaking...especially for you because you live from the heart...take time...as long as you need to...I am sending you healing love...❤❤❤❤
Amelia your years are absolutely helping someone. Please don’t feel like you can’t cry in front of us. It’s so important to be able to see real stuff too ♥️ you’re showing the ups and downs and reality of grief. Thanks for being real x
You lost your little baby….dont be hard on yourself beautiful girl. You’re hurting and that’s ok!!! Hearing Duke is not weird or that you’re crazy…..just remember he loved you unconditionally too and would not have wanted to leave you either. Cry cry and cry, you will always miss him and time will make it easier to cope….but give yourself time!!!! Have a beautiful Christmas!!!
They say that we people are lucky because there is oblivion.
Not in a sense that we forget how much we loved a pet or another human being gone but in the sense that we forget the amount of pain we went through.
Happiness comes back. We just need time to grieve properly.
Have a great holiday darling and as much time as you need.
We’ll miss you but you need to take care of you♥️♥️♥️💫💫💫💫
Time is def a healer.. fact! You are doing the right thing. Cherish the love you had and thank god you had the experience 😊. Enjoy the rest 🎄 xxxx
So sad for you, losing a pet is such a heartbreaking time they are such a huge part of our lives. We lost our pooch in 2017 and time does heal, it takes a while but it does get better. Our hearts are so full for them, which is why we are so broken when they go to sleep 💔 Sending you lots of love xxx
I appreciate that you let us in and emphasized mental health. The stigma is going away more & more with people like you that share it on a public platform. I am a new subscriber & have been binging your videos. Please take care, better days are ahead for all of us. ❤
I also love the speech by George Graham Vest...A tribute to a dog....I must have read it a million times when my Ian left to wait for me across the rainbow bridge ..
When i lost my auntie who was my best friend i went through hard depression. I leant about stages of grief and then i heard a professional say "do not feed into the negative thoughts". And i stopped doing that by reminding myself that we're all leaving one after the other humans, animals it's not like i was eternal myself!...and i stopped the "what if". 2 years later i lost my grand parents and my father and I'm doing well because i leant how to deal with loss. It's ok to be sad but it is important to be rational in these situations. It comes with time and repetition. You can do it amelia and anybody else who's experiencing grief...you're not alone
Resistance is the cause of suffering. If you resist the sadness, it will just grow. If you allow yourself to feel broken, you'll find your way back to feeling like yourself. You don't have to be happy and peppy and smiley for anyone. You deserve the space to be as you are in this moment in time. Wishing you a peaceful and beautiful holiday.
Hello dear how are you doing?
I lost one of my beloved cats on 25/11. I'd given him a treat, he then ran across the pillows and back, then landed flat on his belly on the floor. I picked him up and he died in my arms. It took less than 6 seconds. I have no idea why he died but me and his brother are devastated. I fully sympathise with your loss. I'm so sorry. Give yourself grace and time. Much love to you. Xxx
I lost both my puppies around the same time! And I can’t imagine what you are going through. It was the hardest months of my life: but you must feel truly grateful for having such amazing memories with your 🐶 and you gave so much love care affection until their last breath. Sadly Death is inevitable and that’s the harsh reality of life. You must be strong and rejoice in all the happy memories you have shared .. stay strong Amelia! Feel for u 😢
Just buried my dads very young wife. She had mere months from diagnosis to death from brain cancer. Grief is real, a process, a journey, you can’t replace your loved one human or animal but over time you can remember them with love.
Yes take time off. Also, grief changes you wholly as a person. I’ve found that also takes time to grow into those changes. Grief is a growing pain in life. So don’t be hard on yourself or feel the need to push hard into “getting back”. All the broken pieces you’re holding will find their way back into new places.
Amelia, I think you're doing the right thing taking a break. I lost my pet 3 days after my birthday in August and it took quite a while for me to genuinely smile again - I tried smiling most days, but a genuine one felt different. I cried A LOT and am still sad but have happy times too and can now think of him without crying. It takes time and you'll always miss Duke, but you WILL feel happiness again xx
The ball in the box analogy was accurate for me when I lost my dog.it’s basically explaining that grief is like a big ball inside a box that has a pain button inside. When you first lose someone that ball is often so big that the pain button constantly gets triggered, however over time the ball gets smaller and it hits the pain button less frequently. My dog was put to sleep about 3 years ago and I still cry and get upset sometimes but it’s much less frequent and it feels much less painful. I don’t think it ever goes away completely but you feel much more able to function day to day ❤️
Amelia love, you will not be crying for years. You will grieve and always have a special place for Duke but you will process and with time move on but never forget. Please don’t think this level of grief will not end. I am a therapist and can tell you this with certainty (and if it doesn’t that is another conversation between you and your therapist/gp and is ok too and also can be addressed). Take time for yourself and take good care. I find that knowing what happens in the cycle of grief is comforting and that the thought that you will never feel better again will create a lot of fear. You are doing all the right things. Big hugs from San Francisco. Xx
The only duty you have is to take care of yourself! You are stronger than you think and you will be alright. There will be times in the future where you will grieve, but those times become fewer and fewer. We love you and support whatever you do to heal! ❤
Yes sweet girl, happiness does come back. I’m sending you lots of hugs . Please take all the time you need to feel better. Merry Christmas! And Happy Next year ! See you soon!
Take all the time you need babe. I lost my little guy 9 months ago and it truly feels like 9 minutes. Some days are harder than others and it just has to be ok that we’re not ok. Sending you so much love and hope that your Duke is sending you little signs that he’s still around you 💙
Don't force yourself to pull yourself together. Just go through what you have to go through. It will help you to heel. If you feel like you have to take a break, just do. Go through your emotions, the grief and everything that comes with it. Take your time. You what's best for you and your health ❤
Amelia, I have been a watching your videos for so many years and I have crewed twice when I was watching them. One was when your engagement fell apart and Duke passing…… whenever Duke appear at your video-it put extra smile on my face. I have 7 years old puddle and I am hugging him not and crying at the same time…. And he is licking my tears…. Thinking of you. We never move on from our heart break but we move forward. Sending you lots of love from New York.❤
The bracelet was such a thoughtful gift. Times like this your friends fill your heart with joy ❤ watching you come back from devastated day by day is inspiring Amelia you are a real inspiration here ❤
Dear Amelia, please go easy on yourself, it's still very early days since losing Duke, you need time to heal, yes the grief stays with you but it changes, in time, the acute pain will lessen and you will smile more at the wonderful memories you have of your lives together,. Have a peaceful Christmas. Take care. 🌷
I just wanted to thank you for bringing all of us , on your vacations and beautiful moments in your life. My only wish for you is happiness, love and health. Thank you for letting us in while you mourn your Duke. We all love him and will remember him ,as a super special part of your life . Wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in 2024. All the best, can't wait for next year..
Dukey was a beautiful lil soul and U loved him with all Ur heart, for ALL his life. That's all U can do. Let urself be. It's grief. Try and not be so hard to push thru. Just be in it when it comes. Give urself a hug and reassurance. This too shall pass. ❤
I hope you are doing well, dear . Be sure that grief isn't linear ; you feel ok and put together, and all of a sudden , it hits hard, and it's just okay . Don't worry about being put together all the time. Give yourself the time to heal and get your happiness back . Missed your videos so much , hun.
Of course you don’t have to be present online, but, from personal experience, being busy helps tremendously.
And don’t be afraid that you’ll be in this emotional state for years, it will get easier with time, in a month or so, you’ll start to feel much better 🤗
Yes, this! Rn it’s really brutal and Amelia is thinking it’s going to be this hard for years, nooo it gets easier every single day that’s the positive.
HAPPINESS WILL COME BACK!! Just like you said! All your You Tube friends will be here when you feel ready.Youre doing the right thing for you and that s very wise of you.Sending you a warm hug.❤
Take all the time you need to grieve and heal. We love you & just want to see you happy again & time away will help that. Have a wonderful festive time with family & friends. Wishing you the happiest of New Years ❤❤
Aww sending so much love to help a little with the heartbreak. I've lost a couple of Dogs over the years and it's so hard to let go. My biggest loss to date has been my horse, yes your personal happiness and joy does return but there is always that missing piece. I still can't discuss my horse and it's two years it was such a traumatic loss to me, she was my solemate. We just learn to adjust and move past the void, the emotion comes and goes and occasionally feels fresh and raw but allowing this wave is healthy and normal. You are strong and you do exactly what you need to do to enable your page to turn. xx
Hello beautiful merry Christmas
How are you doing?
You will Comes back but you will be different. Don’t put expectations that you will be the same . Be ok with not being ok. A quote that resonated for me; your heart will never be the same and while the cracks will never be be sealed you can find joy again. It is like having a broken leg that never fully heals completely and still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to Dance with a limp. Lost my partner five years ago in December still hurts and I am not the same person but I do in fact find joy again in life. I also have a 4 year old golden doodle and he is my reason to get up on those days that still are too difficult. Sending light and love Amelia 💞
Wow Amelia I will miss your vlogs until your back.🥺
But with that I will say I really understand the need to take some time off and it is so valid!!! I hope you'll be able to take this time to charge and look after yourself. and it is ok if some moments are really low and some moments are higher because at the end its kind of like a graph that's still going in an upward direction. so even in the hard times you are still moving in the direction of healing. Sending you so much love and all the power you need to get through this. Love you ❤❤❤
Big hugs to you Amelia. Thanks for your videos that I even watched abroad on all my holidays. You've got me through a very bad year xxx love you. Xx
Amelia I can't tell you how much this vlog touched me. I was crying with you! I hope this time off gives you the space to begin healing and that you'll come back when you're feeling ready and happy💓
Amelia, I understand so deeply what you are going through. I lost my Spike in 2021. It was a similar story to Duke's. He had been sick, more and more vet visits, but his death still felt sudden and far too soon. I cry for him all the time. I can barely say his name without crying. BUTTT I also have a lot of peace because I know that he wasn't meant to live forever. He was here to show me unconditional love and hopefully make me a better person. Wether he left me in 2021 or today or in 10 years the pain would never get easier. So I am grateful for our time together and at peace knowing he had a great life and maybe I will see him again some day :).
What camera do you use Amelia? ❤
Hello beautiful how are you doing
Amelia, please don't be so hard on yourself. It is completely normal to feel this way hun. The loss of such a loving animal is extremely difficult and like everything there will be your good days and your bad days. Sometimes you will cry when remembering them and sometimes you will smile and even laugh at the silly little things they used to do. Take comfort in the fact that you gave Duke an incredible and happy life. He was very lucky to have you and your friends and family which loved him very much and he knew that. You will get through this I have no doubt and if you have tot take some time then of course do that, no shame in that at all hun you are human not AI. Take the time to slowly get yourself back. Losing duke will always hurt, sometime more than others but I promise it will get better with time. And hopefully maybe in the future you might give another lucky dog the chance of a full and happy life like you did Duke.
Take your time Amelia, be kind to yourself. Big hugs and Merry Christmas!
Hello dear how are you doing?
It never truly goes away but the waves of grief do get further apart. Eventually the memories will feel nostalgic instead of hurting x
I love this woman so so so much, u r such a precious soul amelia, i am so so grateful to be able to watch such an amazing gem of a person, u being transparent has helped me so much to get thru grief, thanku so much for all thr beautiful amazing vlogs of this year, u helped me thru so much, i dont even have words to thankyou enough, lots and lots of love, i hope all of us heal thru the pain and our happiness is back in 2024❤❤❤❤
Sending you so much love. It will get easier and you will start to have your routine again soon. It’s the hardest right now but it will get better soon. It feels like it’s not but it will. Happiness will come back! Take time to heal and enjoy holidays with family ❤
My heart aches for you, dear friend.
“There’s freedom in knowing you can carry joy and grief together” - Nancy Berns
Amelia, take all the time you need. ❤️🩹
There is hope. I promise you. Time does heal. You wont cry forever. It gets better❤❤❤ Im on the other side of it and I can now remember and talk about my pet without crushing sadness. I think of them with fondness and laugh at all the little things they did. Time off is the best thing. All the best Ameilia❤❤❤
Hello beautiful merry Christmas
How are you doing?
Yes, it will come back, Amelia, because that is your personality. You are always a sunshine to all. Take all the time off that you need. It is well deserved. Have a blessed Christmas with your love ones. See in 2024! Loveyah 🥰💖💕
Amelia sending you lots of love. Happiness does return because eventually you will get sick of feeling this way. Waves of tears will still come over you because they do.All you can do as I read somewhere is hold griefs hand and let her in. It states you need to treat grief as your friend. I’m sure it’s Donna Ashworth. You will be okay 💜💜
Good for you, love!! Definitely take this much needed time off.. clearly the writing is on the wall & you’re aware enough to read it - this too shall pass & ur puppy will always live in your heart & memories forever. Till you two meet again 🐾 cheers to a happier 2024 ❤
Hello beautiful how are doing?
Yes, take some time off, and your right in time it well get better. Wishing you lots of blessings, take care, Merry Christmas and a Happy New year🎉 🙏🏼❤️
You are grieving, please take some time for yourself♥️♥️♥️you are so strong! Its not easy and we are here for you whenever you are ready to return!
Hello beautiful how are you doing?
Hello beautiful how are you doing?
Seeing your grief Amelia reminds me of similar times in my life when I lost someone. I still cry to this day sometimes, but I have also experienced the greatest happiness since my loss. Eventually the pain became less and less. I trust and pray that it will be the same for you
Crying is a natural part of the healing process. How long it takes is different for everyone. You have to let it out; it's the healthiest thing.
Our family dog died 5 years ago and i honestly cried for about 2 years and i still miss her but the pain does get easier but you will never not miss them. You need to give yourself time to be sad and cry for as long as you need. Its honestly so hard but it does get easier. Sending love and hugs. My mum got a bracelet like yours with her name on it and i got a tattoo of her name on my wrist. xxx
Thank you for being so raw and real, it’s not boring
Go as slowly as you need to. Take as many breaks as you need to. But never, ever give up.😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
Oh Amelia…..you just need to do what’s best for you. We will be here when you are ready. It’s tragic and life altering….and it’s ok to feel all the feels. You will heal…..on your own time. We all support you ❣️
Amelia, there’s no replacing Duke, but maybe it’s time to have new little paws to listen too. Seeing you with Cooper seems to make you happy and maybe having a new puppy of your own will help ❤wishing you all the strength and happiness the world ❤❤
something I respect about you so much is your willingness to be present to your emotions. you really truly feel them and it is a beautiful, if heartrending (in this moment) model. take good care!
Hi Amelia, please don't feel bad for taking time off from posting. It is understandable with your current situation, take time to properly grieve for the loss and move forward even if it's small steps. Sharing your life with us is already a privilege for us when you can take things out for yourself and post the bits you want to post.
See you when you're ready. ❤️
Hi Amelia, just wanted to say you are amazing and can imagine how hard it is to carry on with so much pain and sadness in your heart. I do appreciate a lot you will work on that blog post, it will help so many people! I will definitely share it with my friend who lost her cat this Summer. She is better after all these months, so there is hope, really! Take your time, sending hugs! x
I have the same &otherstories coat and the pockets are real! They just stitched them up and you need to carefully cut them open. Sending love! 💕
I was about to comment the same.
Its difficult, I understand and feel your pain. But remember, time is the best healer. ❤❤❤
Do you!!!
Dukes watching over you every second!! 🐾🐾✝️❤️
We’ve been thru it three different times with our Maltese babies!!
They are all together now to meet up with them again, Gods journey!
You have so much to be grateful for! Others would kill to have your life!! You can’t control what happens, only can control how you deal with it!
Biggest hugs to you! I’m glad you’re taking time for yourself. Do whatever you need for yourself. If you find things especially hard and miserable, please look into getting professional help. Grief can be accumulative, not just about the last loss that you’ve experienced. If the transition in relationships have become too much, you’ll need help. So, I’m sending you loving vibes, so you can enjoy your beautiful life again. 💗
Amelia, please do take some time off, we will all be here when you come back! I don't wanna see any vlogs from you for at least a month 😉 😊 and just take the time to live life. Have a good Christmas and New Year with friends and family. And yes, happiness will eventually come back, as much as it can feel like wading through mud for a while x
Girl, do what you have to do! We all understand needing a break. ❤. Soooo glad you’re back though!
There's no time limit to grief just how we eventually deal with it. Duke was a part of your family as ppl sat our pets are like our children if ur child ,best friend and family passed away suddenly u wouldn't be expected to get over it. If u feel u need the time u should take it but if ur doing it to please others or if talking to the vlog helps then continue to do so. Xoxo
Thank you so much Amelia for your videos! I subscribed to your channel this year and what an amazing hype girl you have been to me without you even knowing it. All I can do in my behalf is to send you warm and healing vibes from the bottom of my heart. Enjoy your time off the best way you can. Take your time, feel your emotions, do what you need to do. See you next year ❤
I hope you feel better soon
Oh honey, nobody should ever feel bad about taking time to get back to feeling themselves after something traumatic happens. Sending lots of love ❤️ and it does get easier, I had to put 2 dogs down in the last 4 years (old age luckily), the first week sucks, second gets easier and you’ll always remember them but the pain will lessen soon. Honestly, another dog might help. It’s not replacing, it’s just finding your next buddy.
Hello beautiful how are you doing?
cried at the winnie the poo quote 😭 needed to hear the advice at the end,... happiness comes back 😭🫶