Not gone lie. This struck a chord. I had to actively force myself to keep listening, cuz something within me did not want to hear this message. But I NEEDED to. Some potent medicine here. ASE'! I receive it.
Halfway through the livestream, I'm already feeling this in my soul...lowkey making me tear up. Look: I'm someone who did ugly ass things in the past. I constantly look back & wish I never did certain things. I was able to apologize & reconcile with some people. Other people, even though I don't know where they are, I still haven't forgiven myself for situations with them. Partly why I haven't fully forgiven myself yet is because I know I haven't fully developed the spirit I need to be who I want to be. I don't want to repeat those same stupid ass mistakes, I don't want to make empty promises, and I don't want to make those manipulative ass apologies I used to do yeeears ago. I'm tired of it & I want to mean what I say & what I promise. That's why I'm going so hard on a spiritual journey now.. Ironic, I'm always encouraging people to free their heart, yet I'm struggling to free my own. But you made me realize there is simple groundwork that I'm not doing..and certain things I'm doing that are actually motivated by pride. You truly changing lives, whether you know it or not.
@TheDarkNate thank you so much for always being so vulnerable and open. Thank you so much for sharing this!!! 💛💛💛💛💛 THIS is really helpful. Seriously. You're doing great. I'm not just saying that. To even have that ability and the capacity for that self reflection... Beautiful. 🌺 Your honesty is FREEING.
You are truly setting yourself free and doing the work. This was very refreshing to read. As someone who has been hurt by so many people who I will never get an apology from, you start to tell yourself that people just don’t care and don’t care how they treated you. But reading this lets me know that people actually do change and can feel remorse. It’s gives me hope that not all people are bad so thanks for that. And even though I don’t know you I am so proud of you. I know when we are changing we feel like we aren’t doing enough but you’re doing amazing. I’m routing for you.
I wish more ppl would apologize instead of dismissing and diluting what happened. Its hard to heal when ppl deny everything and act like stuff didn't happen. Plus they have to carry the lies around forever.
Yeeeeeeeeeees! I LOVE that you are even this self aware. This is the first step and it's glorious. I'm wishing you much love and healing, Beautiful! ☺️🌺💛
This is the one part of my healing journey that’s taking the most time. In my situation i wasn’t the villain, but my fault was in not being informed. I would’ve acted more responsibly. I did apologize, and I wasn’t expecting anything about. And when they ghosted me. It’s been hard, the narrative I tell myself sometimes is that, I’m a bad person who’s possibly ruined my life and the life of someone I cared about. And they think the worst of me. And I think it could be hard to forgive myself because there’s a sense of rejection mixed into the shame.
Alecia this is only the beginning for you! The magnitude of your gift is incredible, you are called to touch the world. And I mean the WORLD, like EVERYBODY!
Oh wow! 🥹💛 I am HONORED!!! HUMBLED!!! That is REALLY generous of you. It does my heart good to know that folks are inspired and helped by what I share. 🌺 I'm so grateful!
Thank you so much for sharing this video! I've been feeling behind lately and recognized some of what has been holding me back are things I haven't forgiven myself for so I could move forward. This has given me a lot to reflect on. Thank you! 💜
Awwwww! Thank you so much! I'm so glad this was helpful! That makes my heart happy. I feel like I'm on mission. Thank you so much. 💛☺️🌺🫂 Your words encourage me so much!
I’d love to hear your perspective on being abandoned/abandonment issues. Your videos help me a lot and currently i am ready to tackle my abandonment issues but I just don’t know where to start.
Not gone lie. This struck a chord. I had to actively force myself to keep listening, cuz something within me did not want to hear this message. But I NEEDED to. Some potent medicine here. ASE'! I receive it.
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Great. My son is 10 and asked me how to forgive self about a month ago. Haven't found a video to share with him until now ❤
Halfway through the livestream, I'm already feeling this in my soul...lowkey making me tear up. Look:
I'm someone who did ugly ass things in the past. I constantly look back & wish I never did certain things.
I was able to apologize & reconcile with some people. Other people, even though I don't know where they are, I still haven't forgiven myself for situations with them.
Partly why I haven't fully forgiven myself yet is because I know I haven't fully developed the spirit I need to be who I want to be.
I don't want to repeat those same stupid ass mistakes, I don't want to make empty promises, and I don't want to make those manipulative ass apologies I used to do yeeears ago. I'm tired of it & I want to mean what I say & what I promise. That's why I'm going so hard on a spiritual journey now..
Ironic, I'm always encouraging people to free their heart, yet I'm struggling to free my own.
But you made me realize there is simple groundwork that I'm not doing..and certain things I'm doing that are actually motivated by pride. You truly changing lives, whether you know it or not.
@TheDarkNate thank you so much for always being so vulnerable and open. Thank you so much for sharing this!!! 💛💛💛💛💛 THIS is really helpful. Seriously. You're doing great. I'm not just saying that. To even have that ability and the capacity for that self reflection... Beautiful. 🌺 Your honesty is FREEING.
You are truly setting yourself free and doing the work. This was very refreshing to read. As someone who has been hurt by so many people who I will never get an apology from, you start to tell yourself that people just don’t care and don’t care how they treated you. But reading this lets me know that people actually do change and can feel remorse. It’s gives me hope that not all people are bad so thanks for that. And even though I don’t know you I am so proud of you. I know when we are changing we feel like we aren’t doing enough but you’re doing amazing. I’m routing for you.
@@lesleywillis3650 & idk why, bit this comment made me emotional out of nowhere.
Shame is a very ugly feeling.
I wish more ppl would apologize instead of dismissing and diluting what happened. Its hard to heal when ppl deny everything and act like stuff didn't happen. Plus they have to carry the lies around forever.
Oh yeah, this is divinely timed
For me it was discovering my C-ptsd. All my shame is wrapped up in it. Now I have to guide myself through healing now that I know my core issue.
Yeeeeeeeeeees! I LOVE that you are even this self aware. This is the first step and it's glorious. I'm wishing you much love and healing, Beautiful! ☺️🌺💛
Thank you so much. Your content is healing and helpful 💛
This is the one part of my healing journey that’s taking the most time. In my situation i wasn’t the villain, but my fault was in not being informed. I would’ve acted more responsibly. I did apologize, and I wasn’t expecting anything about. And when they ghosted me. It’s been hard, the narrative I tell myself sometimes is that, I’m a bad person who’s possibly ruined my life and the life of someone I cared about. And they think the worst of me.
And I think it could be hard to forgive myself because there’s a sense of rejection mixed into the shame.
Such a gentle and necessary message.Gratitude.
Much love and joy to you! 😊💛
Can you create journals? I'd definitely purchase.
Oooooh! That is actually a lovely idea! I will start brainstorming! 💛🌺🌻 Thank you so much!!!
Alecia this is only the beginning for you! The magnitude of your gift is incredible, you are called to touch the world. And I mean the WORLD, like EVERYBODY!
Oh wow! 🥹💛 I am HONORED!!! HUMBLED!!! That is REALLY generous of you. It does my heart good to know that folks are inspired and helped by what I share. 🌺 I'm so grateful!
Definitely working on forgiving and loving myself. Love this
You'll get there. I know it.
This was the "tent TEDtalk". Much gratitude for this sis🥰
I LOVE THAAAAAAAAAT! "Tent Ted Talk" ☺️💛🌺 shout out to you! 💛💛💛 Thank you so much! Much love and joy to you!
@@AleciaRenece 😘😘😘😘
Girl I absolutely love that you do these in your tent! I am a black girl that loves to camp and this puts a smile to my face. 🥰🥰🥰
I love camping too, 3 times a yr. Cant find other sistas to share this with 😞
🙌🏾❤️ Needed! So timely! Patiently waiting 🙏🏾
Awwwwww! Yaaaaay! I'm really excited. I really hope this is helpful! 😊🌺💛
@@AleciaRenece always is 💪🏾🙏🏾❤️🙌🏾 Thank you!!
Thank you so much for sharing this video! I've been feeling behind lately and recognized some of what has been holding me back are things I haven't forgiven myself for so I could move forward. This has given me a lot to reflect on. Thank you! 💜
I love your channel girl. ❤
This video is so needed.
For real though. This video damn near moved me to tears (maybe not everybody would feel this strongly, but I know I needed it. )
Awwwww! Thank you so much! I'm so glad this was helpful! That makes my heart happy. I feel like I'm on mission. Thank you so much. 💛☺️🌺🫂 Your words encourage me so much!
This is so essential. A lesson I am currently learning. Thank you.
Yeeeeeeeeeees! I'm so glad this is timely for you. You deserve this! ☺️🌺💛 Much love and joy to you!
This is real talk; thank you for this timely word.
You're so welcome! 🌻🌺💛🫂
@@AleciaRenece Are you still traveling I’m working on a shuttle bus it’s my dream but I fear being alone any advice?
I LOVED this video! Thank you. 💝🫂
You're so welcome!!! 🫂🌺💛☺️
This definitely for me...
*BIG HUGS* 💛🌺🫂
I’d love to hear your perspective on being abandoned/abandonment issues. Your videos help me a lot and currently i am ready to tackle my abandonment issues but I just don’t know where to start.
i'm sooo glad i found your channel! you're such a gem💞💞
I'm so glad you're here!!! ☺️💛🌺
Thank you, Alecia! Powerful message!
I love the tent design!
Going through this now!!!
Releasing and healing Thank you Queen for the reminder🙏🏾💕💋
You are so welcome! Much love and joy to you!
Your videos always know what I’m going through. I love your channel so much ❤️
Awwwww! Yaaaaaaaaaaaay! That makes me SO HAPPY. Much love and joy to you! ☺️💛🌺
💗🙏🏾💗waiting 💗🙏🏾💗
Yaaaaaay! I really hope it's helpful.
New sub!!
Welcome!!! ☺️💛👋🏽🌺 I'm so glad you're here!!!
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Carlaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Hi! Thank you so muuuch! 🌻🌺💛
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Alecia, thank you for this!! Message received 🤎
Marissaaaaaa!!! 👋🏽☺️💛 Hiiiiiiiii! You're so sweet. I'm so glad this was helpful!