Another fast growing techique that should be mentioned is Wim Hof Method. The breathing techique can be performed for a 45 min or even longer session. Similar to HB, but with retentions.
Amazing, Sean, simply amazing what you accomplished so far. I wish for you and for us to be able to touch the lives of many other people! Many of them need to get through this powerful Transformation, reconnecting with their inner child and being empowered to heal others as well! This is part of your BRIG DREAM and I cannot thank Livia nor Monica enough for making it possible for me to reach out to you! It was a roller-coaster of emotions, but now I know I stand as this powerful, confident, beautiful, loving woman that already has it all and she is just ready to show the world what she's made of! The retreat was tough, very much challenging, but I felt stuck, looking desperately for A CHANGE. And the change was always within me, I just had to replace FEAR with LOVE and Insecurities with "I know it all, I have it all, why worry"? I think the first 2 episodes of mania, in my case, were part of the BIPOLAR DISORDER, but the last one was definitely a SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY one. I feel I am starting to operate from a different Level, which is the POWER OF NOW - being opened to people, curious for their stories and acting from the Heart. And you are right, EDUCATION and SUPPORT brought me here. These were the 2 missing pieces from my puzzle, really! The self study I did after, trying to become a Karma Queen myself (book of Carmen Harra) + the subtle guidance I got from you and Moni, helped me to meet the right person for me, as well as being happy with current work relationships, job, apartment, city in which I live, you name it! Somebody just pushed that "SHIFT" button. And that Somebody is me! Cannot thank you enough for the Inspiration, Encouragement, Unconditional Love! You guys are AMAZING! Let's just heal the world (as Michael Jackson used to sing), one person at the time! Thank you! (Gabriela)
I went through spiritual awakening/ dark knight of the soul / ego death/ religious psychosis... I'm a high priestess. Since 2019 I kept seeing repetitive numbers ...144 it's one of them. I became more psychic 🔮 had medium ability... helped people. Became more connected with the nature. And I saw an angel ( standing on the clouds) I do have a picture.. I do workout alot I don't have friends. No husband no kids .. but I had a lot of trauma since my childhood...emotional mental sexual my stepfather was very abusive.. physically abusive.. my life was a hell ...still recovering from psychosis
I went through similar psychosis but I was over medicated and from an extreme extrovert I am now worse than an introvert. It has taken away my ability to socialize. have you heard of such a thing happen to anyone else? I feel like it is an isolated occurrence.
Hello wambui , 3 months ago I went into psychosis got sectioned in hospital and now in recovery truthfully I’m in a very dark place at the moment for the exact same reason you commented 1 year ago like you I was an extreme extrovert and now can’t socialise , don’t see any of my friends because I literally can’t behave and talk the way I used to feels like I’ve totally lost my personality, how are you a year on did things get better ? If so did you find ways to help yourself? would really appreciate any advice as I really relate to your comment
@@georgegriffiths9375 Hey man, as someone who was more introverted before my psychosis, in many ways I am more sociable and happy now that I've healed. Psychosis temporarily breaks our mind and it slowly shapes itself into something new. You may be having an identity crisis. Humans are fragile creatures and the ego is an illusion. You will return stronger than before if you do the healing work and give yourself time
I've experienced psychosis last year. This psychosis lasted about 6 months. Now, I am devastated because of what happened in this psychosis. I really really believed I was on a spiritual mission. I travelled countries, and believed if I lost my temper I would descend in consciousness. So all of my mental energy was used to not lose my temper by heavily meditating and living in the present moment though utilizing my senses. I did so many things that I now regret a lot and that ate away at my self esteem. All in the name of God and the name of my mission. A year later, I am now isolated, I don't believe in God anymore, I sleep throughout the day and the night, otherwise I'm either on RUclips watching videos, or commenting my own experience of psychosis. It's been really tough. Before psychosis I was heavily depressed and really miserable within psychosis, I was manic, after psychosis I became suicidal and just dead inside. I am in denial, my mind is stuck on thhe past, I can't process everything that took place, I can't believe that my mind tricked me, I cant believe that I did the things I've done. I can't believe that I believed the things I believed. All in the name of a God mission. I really just want to die.
Hey, I'm really sorry that happened to you. I just went through something similar for 3 months about a month ago and it's devastating not feeling like you can trust your reality or mind. But you aren't alone!! You're doing really well just being alive, please try to be compassionate with yourself. I'm really sorry that you're going through this❤️
@ Markus Meyer : Psychosis is a human response to extreme distress. Please begin to treat yourself gently. Small wins. As I write I am very sick in the stomach, due to extreme emotional upset. Please treat yourself as softly as possible. I lost my brother 21 years ago... He was so bright & sweet but we had horrible experiences growing up...he was alone too much, I was my mother's slave...you are here because you are very much needed. Just keep writing ..on here & on paper ..you are already beginning to recover by writing so honestly. Keep fighting.
My psychosis was similar. I was raised Catholic by my father, but not heavily. My mother was raised protestant. So I grew up believing in God and I believe Jesus shows us the path to God. However, I fell from God after some trauma and so when I had my first break I was lost. I lost a March 2011-July 2011. I only cam back because of God in my belief and I dumped all the medicine from the hospital feeling like it was altering me and making me confused. In December 2021 I almost died from a stroke. Then in March 2022 I was put on different medication for PTSD and anxiety. I went into a cluster of episodes all believing God was guiding me. I felt betrayed by friends and family during that time as they committed me each time I was more or less not as lost the psychosis. From October 2022 until September 2023 I isolated myself and became completely depressed fearing to talk about my spiritual experience. It was recently that I learned about a few embarrassing things I did that I do not recall. However, you are not alone. And I am grateful you are alive (I hope).
@@kimlec3592if you cannot regulate your emotions DIALECTICAL BEHAVIOURAL THERAPY IS so helpful, particularly for bipolar and borderline personality disorder.Also, find an integrative therapist who does apply psychosynthesis...All the best for who are waiting for healing. Do not forget everything is manageable with right therapy,good sleep,keto diet and regular exercise and meditation.🙏🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
It's similar here, but I thought I was possessed. The internal justification was that I betrayed God by not following through after my first spiritual awakening in my twenties. I decided to be a " family man" instead. Decades of guilt and depression resulted in bizarre behaviour and psychosis. However, I declared a war on my mind as a primary force shaping my personality and psychological make-up. I dove deeply into meditation and nonduality teachings. It's starting to pay huge dividends. Good luck to you.
Another fast growing techique that should be mentioned is Wim Hof Method. The breathing techique can be performed for a 45 min or even longer session. Similar to HB, but with retentions.
Amazing, Sean, simply amazing what you accomplished so far. I wish for you and for us to be able to touch the lives of many other people! Many of them need to get through this powerful Transformation, reconnecting with their inner child and being empowered to heal others as well! This is part of your BRIG DREAM and I cannot thank Livia nor Monica enough for making it possible for me to reach out to you! It was a roller-coaster of emotions, but now I know I stand as this powerful, confident, beautiful, loving woman that already has it all and she is just ready to show the world what she's made of! The retreat was tough, very much challenging, but I felt stuck, looking desperately for A CHANGE. And the change was always within me, I just had to replace FEAR with LOVE and Insecurities with "I know it all, I have it all, why worry"? I think the first 2 episodes of mania, in my case, were part of the BIPOLAR DISORDER, but the last one was definitely a SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY one. I feel I am starting to operate from a different Level, which is the POWER OF NOW - being opened to people, curious for their stories and acting from the Heart. And you are right, EDUCATION and SUPPORT brought me here. These were the 2 missing pieces from my puzzle, really! The self study I did after, trying to become a Karma Queen myself (book of Carmen Harra) + the subtle guidance I got from you and Moni, helped me to meet the right person for me, as well as being happy with current work relationships, job, apartment, city in which I live, you name it! Somebody just pushed that "SHIFT" button. And that Somebody is me! Cannot thank you enough for the Inspiration, Encouragement, Unconditional Love! You guys are AMAZING! Let's just heal the world (as Michael Jackson used to sing), one person at the time! Thank you! (Gabriela)
I went through spiritual awakening/ dark knight of the soul / ego death/ religious psychosis... I'm a high priestess. Since 2019 I kept seeing repetitive numbers ...144 it's one of them. I became more psychic 🔮 had medium ability... helped people. Became more connected with the nature. And I saw an angel ( standing on the clouds) I do have a picture.. I do workout alot I don't have friends. No husband no kids .. but I had a lot of trauma since my childhood...emotional mental sexual my stepfather was very abusive.. physically abusive.. my life was a hell ...still recovering from psychosis
Damn sorry about that ❤
I went through similar psychosis but I was over medicated and from an extreme extrovert I am now worse than an introvert. It has taken away my ability to socialize. have you heard of such a thing happen to anyone else? I feel like it is an isolated occurrence.
Hello wambui , 3 months ago I went into psychosis got sectioned in hospital and now in recovery truthfully I’m in a very dark place at the moment for the exact same reason you commented 1 year ago like you I was an extreme extrovert and now can’t socialise , don’t see any of my friends because I literally can’t behave and talk the way I used to feels like I’ve totally lost my personality, how are you a year on did things get better ? If so did you find ways to help yourself? would really appreciate any advice as I really relate to your comment
@@georgegriffiths9375 are you guys medicated? maybe you only resonate with like minded souls now
Oh my goodness! This happened to me also. It is so interesting. I’d love to talk to you about it.
Any update?
@@georgegriffiths9375 Hey man, as someone who was more introverted before my psychosis, in many ways I am more sociable and happy now that I've healed. Psychosis temporarily breaks our mind and it slowly shapes itself into something new. You may be having an identity crisis. Humans are fragile creatures and the ego is an illusion. You will return stronger than before if you do the healing work and give yourself time
I've experienced psychosis last year. This psychosis lasted about 6 months. Now, I am devastated because of what happened in this psychosis. I really really believed I was on a spiritual mission. I travelled countries, and believed if I lost my temper I would descend in consciousness. So all of my mental energy was used to not lose my temper by heavily meditating and living in the present moment though utilizing my senses. I did so many things that I now regret a lot and that ate away at my self esteem. All in the name of God and the name of my mission. A year later, I am now isolated, I don't believe in God anymore, I sleep throughout the day and the night, otherwise I'm either on RUclips watching videos, or commenting my own experience of psychosis. It's been really tough. Before psychosis I was heavily depressed and really miserable within psychosis, I was manic, after psychosis I became suicidal and just dead inside. I am in denial, my mind is stuck on thhe past, I can't process everything that took place, I can't believe that my mind tricked me, I cant believe that I did the things I've done. I can't believe that I believed the things I believed. All in the name of a God mission. I really just want to die.
Hey, I'm really sorry that happened to you. I just went through something similar for 3 months about a month ago and it's devastating not feeling like you can trust your reality or mind. But you aren't alone!! You're doing really well just being alive, please try to be compassionate with yourself. I'm really sorry that you're going through this❤️
@ Markus Meyer : Psychosis is a human response to extreme distress. Please begin to treat yourself gently. Small wins. As I write I am very sick in the stomach, due to extreme emotional upset. Please treat yourself as softly as possible. I lost my brother 21 years ago... He was so bright & sweet but we had horrible experiences growing up...he was alone too much, I was my mother's slave...you are here because you are very much needed. Just keep writing ..on here & on paper ..you are already beginning to recover by writing so honestly. Keep fighting.
My psychosis was similar. I was raised Catholic by my father, but not heavily. My mother was raised protestant. So I grew up believing in God and I believe Jesus shows us the path to God.
However, I fell from God after some trauma and so when I had my first break I was lost. I lost a March 2011-July 2011. I only cam back because of God in my belief and I dumped all the medicine from the hospital feeling like it was altering me and making me confused.
In December 2021 I almost died from a stroke. Then in March 2022 I was put on different medication for PTSD and anxiety. I went into a cluster of episodes all believing God was guiding me. I felt betrayed by friends and family during that time as they committed me each time I was more or less not as lost the psychosis.
From October 2022 until September 2023 I isolated myself and became completely depressed fearing to talk about my spiritual experience. It was recently that I learned about a few embarrassing things I did that I do not recall. However, you are not alone. And I am grateful you are alive (I hope).
@@kimlec3592if you cannot regulate your emotions DIALECTICAL BEHAVIOURAL THERAPY IS so helpful, particularly for bipolar and borderline personality disorder.Also, find an integrative therapist who does apply psychosynthesis...All the best for who are waiting for healing. Do not forget everything is manageable with right therapy,good sleep,keto diet and regular exercise and meditation.🙏🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
It's similar here, but I thought I was possessed. The internal justification was that I betrayed God by not following through after my first spiritual awakening in my twenties. I decided to be a " family man" instead. Decades of guilt and depression resulted in bizarre behaviour and psychosis. However, I declared a war on my mind as a primary force shaping my personality and psychological make-up. I dove deeply into meditation and nonduality teachings. It's starting to pay huge dividends. Good luck to you.
What are your thoughts on Ayahuasca for Bipolar Disorder. Have you experienced this plant while you were on your Shamanic tour in Peru?
thank you for your work. I'd like more resources to help someone please
Wow interesting,thanks