WƐƐD Depersonalization? Trip after a Breakup? Q&A
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- Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
- How do you overcome the depersonalization & derealization that these experiences can cause? Is it safe to trip if you’ve recently broken up with your partner and the relationship is over? These questions & more answered!
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It is ALLLLL anxiety ... for anyone who need to see this ...for anyone who thinks it will never stop ... with time... YOU HAVE MY WORD IT WILL STOP 💯
Bryce Hagen when it happened to me it pasted after 2 days but idk how it’ll be for you
Nlmb Jmoney yeah
Mine has been sporadic since Feb 2019
A temporary treatment I’ve found is CBD. Been using CBD vape to calm down whenever DPD starts to creep in.
Everything goes back to normal for a while, but of coarse it’s a temporary treatment.
When tho? had it for 7 years now...
Let me make this absolutely crystal meth clear, I do not condone the use of drugs.
Wait what?
Lmao
I laughed to hard at this lol man
I do not Hydrocodone* haha
Most meth isn't "absolutely clear"
But when it is as I've been told
It signifies it's abundantly potent
as well as being completely easy to overdose on from being so pure
And it's really fuckin' hard to find the person whom told me this info was also really fucked off and said he only saw it once while in Hawaii (so for all i know he was lieing) but then again I'm around an astonishing amount of tweakers most my life and the majority never have seen "clear meth"
Depersonalization is just a vicious cycle of anxiety. You get very anxious, your mind responds by dissociating, and the dissociation makes you more anxious. And it just continues and gets worse. I had this experience when I was 16 and 17, and it really was ruining my life, because I had everything going for me, great friends, an adorable GF, everything I really wanted. But I couldn't enjoy any of it, which scared the shit out of me. Believe it or not, the thing that fixed it was trying psychedelics. I realized it was just anxiety, and it got rid of the convoluted mess of anxiety that was in my mind. I felt reborn. Things were real again, and things were beautiful.
It's interesting to hear this. I hope you're still doing good. Your post is interesting to me because my son (who also suffers from Anxiety) smoked pot and developed Depersonalization for about a year. I am not sure if he still has it since he doesn't like to talk about it or when someone asks questions about it. I would prefer he not do psychedelics because there is quite a bit of schizophrenia in the family genes and at this time if we can help him just not do any drugs until his brain is fully developed - that would be ideal.
Thanks for sharing your experiance! You brought me a little hope. :)
For me it‘s the psychedelic use that triggered the DR. Three and a half years later I still experience it together with panic attacks. I tried like everything imaginable, but I keep losing hope every day. I just hope I will ever get out of this, because this has nothing to do with living anymore.
@@FrankenspotterVideos therapy is the answer, my friend.
Yeah I mean of course I also was in therapy. I had 80 sessions of CBT over two years and I was in different day clinics three times. But I have to say that the CBT sessions were quite frustrating as the therapist had no idea what I was talking about. She said things like I have no right to feel bad while kids in Africa are starving. This was my first experience with therapy, so I actually thought therapy is just like this. On the other hand I had six sessions with a therapist who actually studied psychology (the other one was a social worker with further therapy training) and I really feel like she could have helped me as she understood what I was talking about and she also knew what DP/DR is. But she couldn't keep me as her schedule was full already. So for over a year now I search for a new therapist, but in Germany it's quite hard to find anyone with capacities. The therapists have even stopped keeping a waiting list as these extended over 1.5 years. But I will keep on searching, because now I know there might be bit of hope if I find a good therapist again.
Thank you for your answer @sera !
I been getting it a couple of times for the past like 3-4 months .Many times if feels like i willingly can activated and i didnt know wat it was .I thought i could get high at my own will.I would get it in school many times but i didnt think anything of it.I kind of liked it
I’ve had depersonalization from weed since December. Just relax and don’t stress over it too much and you will feel more normal over time.
Thanks man
Did continue weed
Can confirm. Took me almost half a year but I'm normal now
@Scum Those are the mf worst gotta walk around tryna remember how to speak & shit leavin u confused for like a whole week after lmao
How long does it take
This video made me realise that I've hit a point where smoking more weed would just lead me along a horrible path to self destruction, and that - at this stage in life - I'm better off without it. Thank you so much.
Weed isin't for everyone. But i believe psychedelics are
@@salviatrip7083 how can you say that when weed IS a psychedelic?
@@IgniteSlickGamer u either have never seen ur walls float away or colors become alive in a way, not even edibles could do what psycbedilics do, cannibinoids dont mess with the visual cortex as strong as a hit of acid, its definitly a psychoactive substance just it wont ever make u hallucinate like psycho-stimulants, the highs are verh much different and deserve there own category ill say but just not up to psychedilic standards in this sense
think i’m giving up weed for good...have you? i know this is a year later i’m wondering how you’re doing
@@icedmf No, but I have learned to use it much more infrequently and more as a tool. The weed no longer smokes me, I smoke it.
Though, I have quit everything except psychedelics and weed now, and safe to say my body and mind is loving me for that decision
I actually a series of psychotic episodes with weed and experienced some pretty gnarly derealization for months afterward. I was very afraid that I was permanently insane. Then one night, I went out to my favorite spot in the mountains outside my city, listened to my favorite music, and smoked a cigar, and everything just sort of snapped back into place, and things felt real again.
Nathan Martin did it just snap back to normal. I feel that’s like with me I’m waiting for that last piece to snap back 2 years now just that last bit to go
Whuts Uhp rhen that’s not schizophrenia that’s psychosis..
I hope you know whats depersonalization/derealization as well
@@salviatrip7083 I see you have experienced the same salvia realm that I have
Yeah, just don't use the pot needle.
The only way to fully come out of depersonaliztion is to fully embrace it's feelings completely. In my experience this is the only way to overcome that feeling of confusion and cloudiness, it's a terrible state of mind. Years ago i went to the doctor to confront him about my feelings of DP and he made me feel bad about myself, like he was just judging what I do in my personal life.. Nothing seemed to work until i took a deep breath and admired the feelings you get while experience DP... This sounds very corny but it's true, it is the only way to come out of your fog. Hope this helps.
tKonthetraK omg yes! I have this same experience. I have to just accept that I felt detached, and not fight it. It’s really hard because you don’t want to let go of your usual view of reality, but it comes easier with practice.
This is so true this is what helped me over come depersonalization along with anxiety, have a good day man ✌
For sure. I suffered DP/DR for a solid six months after smoking weed my first few times at fourteen. It was terrifying at first since I didn't understand what I was experiencing, but I eventually just got used to it, accepted it, and then it went away.
yezzir, you too man.
Same thing happened to me. I smoked too much and for a week i had a huge depersonalization and derealization. It went away after i just... went with it. After i stopped thinking about it. I also suffered from huge nausea. It was a terrible feeling. I will never smoke this much again.
WƐƐD That's a nice way to avoid RUclips.. LOL
Richard's World Traveler i would like this comment but it’s at 420 and preserving art is my neiché
@@l6tus I'm with you in that, not liking it
The cause of DPDR (Depersonalization/Derealization) for the vast majority of people, is anxiety. I know that's hard to believe if you've had it for months or years, but if you have chronic DPDR, chances are you have chronic anxiety. DPDR is your bodies natural reaction to extreme fear/pain/trauma. It's a way for your body to remove your mind from the horrible experience and numb the body.
You need to stop fighting it/trying to make it go away because you literally can't force it away like that. Anxiety and DPDR are a cycle, one causes the other to worsen which causes the other to worsen etc.. You can't make the DPDR go away immediately, but you CAN learn to calm yourself down and ease your anxiety. Once you calm down, the DPDR will go away on it's own. How long it takes depends on bad the DPDR is.
Anyone going through DPDR from anxiety/panic should try this:
Get a glass of water or tea
Kick your shoes off
Lay down on your couch or bed, preferably a quiet place
Relax your body and get comfortable. Tell yourself you are going to fully relax and take it easy.
Take deep, slow breaths. You may not be able to breath that deeply because of anxiety at first, but try your best. Put your hands on your chest and stomach and inhale until you feel them rise, then slowly and naturally let it out. If you feel anxious from the feeling of breathing then just do a few deep breaths at a time and then breath normally but calmly in between. It also helps to sometimes audibly sigh on the exhale, try to imagine yourself feeling calm and take a sigh of relief.
After that, find a distraction. It could be a relaxing phone game, youtube, watch tv, read a book/manga, watch tv, whatever. Just fully accept that you have no reason to think about DPDR or existential thoughts anymore and distract yourself.
Once you have calmed yourself down and started distracting yourself, the DPDR will either go away or start to lessen. Usually it's once you forget about it that you realize it's gone.
Do this every time you panic and have DPDR if you can. You can't do all of this when you're away from home, but some of the things like deep breathing and relaxing you can do on the go and it can help even then.
It’s not always caused by anxiety
Talking about derealisation while experiencing derealisation
I don't even do drugs but i learn so much about life by watching your videos. You're awesome, keep making videos as long as it is fullfilling, It's so important.
tecnically we all do drugs as we use medicine
Then what's the point of watching? You will only have a one sided way of understanding these substances. The substances are nothing that you think they're like until you try it.
Idiot...
I hope you’ve done drugs 2 years later
You should try and contact Joe Rogan so you can finally get on the podcast!
P.S. as always, quality content!
Steve Stifler yesssss
Ive been saying this also!! It needs to happen!!!
Here is Joe's Twitter! LETS DO IT PEOPLE twitter.com/joerogan
Gytis also Joe's producer/helper on the show Jamie @JamieVernon ask him also!
Yes, because we haven't heard enough of Joe blabbering about psychedelics
8:56 talking about derealization while experiencing derealization .
megs 420 I had it fot a while you guys have to not think about it, just accept it and over time it will go away and you will feel "normal" once again you are probobly stressing out and are not aware of it
average TYT viewer Tyron mooselips i still have cuz i smoke
Average how long have u had it...it’s been a month for me and it’s terrifying
mine was periodic. it lasted about a week and it went away, then came back in a few days. this went on for a couple of months but i through it and im feeling well now
I've been stuck in it for 6 months straight now:(
I’m so happy that a channel as big as you is bringing up depersonalisation, sometimes it feels like nobody knows what I’m going through
SupportTheTruth weed bro, had it for around 7-8 months now honestly I’ve lost count
SupportTheTruth yeah I was at like an annual fair in my town (nobody really goes on the rides it’s just a massive excuse to get fucked up on drugs) and I did a shitload of weed, more than I’d ever done in a whole year of smoking weed and I had a really bad experience, i didn’t get DR until a few weeks later, I don’t know why it doesn’t effect people immediately. You’re lucky you didn’t keep it, the main reason people keep DPDR is because they get obsessed with it and can’t stop thinking about it, so if you ever do feel it coming on again, just try your best to ignore it man.
SupportTheTruth yeah, i didn’t know that when I first got it, I had no clue what to do about it, and now it’s too far gone to just ignore, so I’ve gotta just wait it out and live my life normally
SupportTheTruth cheers man, appreciate that
I legit want a vid where adam shows his hat collection
anna :P yess 😂
This particular one looks like a hat someone would stick on a 3 year old girl. Just add a little flower and bam!
@@seanmatthewking you gotta respect his hat game though 😂
@@gavinblades5133 What about Jay Kay from Jamiroquai? Man needs to be in the discussion, that’s all I’m saying.
Right 😂
I experience Derealization but it doesn't freak me out or make me anxious, just confuses me.
Tea Cakes I just tried shrooms for the first time a couple days ago and didn’t really feel much as the dose was low, 1.7 grams, and the shrooms not very potent. (This wasn’t just because i have a naturally high tolerance either, I felt it the most and was with 3 others and it was their first time as well). Besides the beginning body buzz that lasted for about 50 minutes during the come up and my pupils dilating to an incredible amount, i didn’t really trip at all. Though one thing I did notice was everything felt weird and unrealistic. Plus the shrooms amplified my feelings, which was mostly overwhelming disappointment to the lack of effect and visuals. Especially sense I put in days of research before trying it and have always been naturally curious about psychedelics.
@@Umamaahoe yeah I took 2 grams on my first mushroom dose and I got a happy high but no visuals, the next time I tried 6 grams and went to space lol
Same, I think have derealization and I don’t freak out or anything, even when I started feeling the dp I countinued to use lsd... I’m 15 years old.
I experience derealization but it's not due to any substances. I just realized that's what y'all thought I meant lmao
Same
Thank you so much Adam, I'm so grateful for what you do!
I've had the exact same problem as the girl with DP/DR and nobody would understand and my therapists couldn't help me.
Everything you said about it is exactly how I feel and it sooo good to know that I am not alone. I've contemplated perception and reality so much and thought I was going insane.
Watching that video felt like talking to a good friend and finally finding somebody who understands completely and has gone through the same. I am so glad I found your channel and will continue to support you on patreon because like me there are sooo many other people out there who just need some damn education and want to be safe!
To everyone who feels the same: what has helped me is stay away from weed, get enough sleep, stay in an environment you know well and do autogenic training/meditation to reconnect with your body
I was tripping pretty hard on mushrooms when my girlfriend broke up with me. The trip had turned bad and she didn't know what to do so she was calling her friends crying while she was talking to them. She gave up and kicked me out of her house while I was losing my mind. Needless to say it was the worst night of my life.
..But now you know not to trust em
@@balladofathinman0 Mushrooms or women?
omfg I'm so sorry how did you come back from that
@@Russian5 shrooms💕
Karma for your pfp
Did anyone else completely understand when Adam said he discovered reality was just his interpretation, after taking a shit ton of acid, it's extremely relatable, Its such an odd but amazing feeling to actually realize that your concept and view of reality is no more valid than any other being's in the universe
Weed helped me through my depersonalization/derealization despite being the thing that caused it (I think.) It got to the point to where my sober self was constantly derealized and the only escape was being high. I've been more in contact with my sober self now but I'm still much more comfortable and social while on the substance.
You should think about the high, get high and try to discern what sober is and what being high, you’ll soon feel sober but you’ll not be able to realize why you’re high, how you’re high, try making it go down. It’ll be fun.
You're addicted and I've been through the same thing and I suggest trying to cut down on weed and you'll slowly learn how to deal with depersonalization/derealization like I did for example I started writing down my thoughts while feeling "out of it" and focusing on writing how I think I feel put feels a little relieving
Thank you so much for making this video, Adam!! I’ve had DP/DR // Psychosis from cannabis for 2 years and this made me not feel so alone, much appreciated!
if you typed this message you haven't been in psychosis for two years lol
Psython 😂😂😂😂😂
Psython You don't know was Depersonalization disorder. I now someone who smoked angel dust in the 9th grade and continued to build a life for himself despite feeling like life was a dream that he was having right before he died.
Captain Retro i have these all the time because I'm always sad, I thought it would help but it made it really worse, I'm with ya man
Psython I’m just extremely disassociated with reality, I tried LSD a while back after the cannabis and I ended up having a nightmare of a trip which only made the disassociation worse, I’ve been told by psychiatrists that it’s “drug induced psychosis” but i’m honestly not sure, what do you think is wrong with me?
Trip-sit me, daddy. I need your warm and guiding hand to corral me into the heart of darkness.
Make a video about the differences between eating and smoking Marijuana. Explain the chemical parts and do the special effects
Pevawinto youtube seems to be really missing that yeah. Not many have clue how strong and different the high is while eating cannabis instead of smoking it.
Pevawinto
! ! ! ! That would make for a great video ! ! ! !
Eating it makes it last much longer and can much more intense. Thc is converted into a form which is roughly 5x stronger due to how its absorbed when eaten rather than smoked
Ok so informally speaking the best way to explain it is that when consumed the weed causes a more “body orientated” high than actually affecting you mentally. You may or may not get the epiphanies using either because that’s personal. Eating an edible can help you physically see things differently and feel everything differently simple things such as walking breathing and controlling your body in my personal experience feel more intensified and somewhat harder ( I have a bit of anxiety and while on an edible it skyrockets sometimes). A ridiculous amount of laughter and It lasts about 6-8 hours and then starts to sober you up.
Smoking relaxes the muscles but not nearly to the extent of an edible and lasts only a rough estimate of 2 hours on average. For me personally it helps me views things in a different manner, helps me take risks, and rely more on my instincts rather than thinking things through ( happens in both cases but I feel more in control while smoking). A bit of laughter and everything usually just feels more “exotic” and fun. All in all edibles are more intense and just amplifies all the effects of smoking leaving you less in control for a longer period of time. And I’m not a doctor so take my words with a grain of salt. Hope this helped
Pevawinto Edibles are stronger than smoking and more lasting. One time i ate 6 weed cupcakes, intense dry mouth , i couldn't move i was sedated as fuck, time was slooow, 30 minutes in 2 minutes, small CEV.
I had derealization after switching meds smoking weed and I had to stop because everyday for months on end I would get little freak outs of me forgetting I’m on earth or at this specific location with these people and who these people are, and then I have to snap myself out of it. Overtime I got better, I just made sure I didn’t do any substances and never really tried to let it affect me. But it was the scariest moment of my life.
I used to smoke everyday at age 16 then one day I woke up I felt… slower. Couldn’t even think as clearly as I once could and would space out in the middle of conversations and forget words. Started getting panic attacks out of nowhere while smoking to. I put it down and haven’t picked up up since I’m normal now.
i think it wasnt clear enough that this is purely for harm reduction
I got an ad! It was a 5 minute skippable one for a mental health clinic in the middle of the video, but I still watched the whole thing haha
I personally enjoy derealisation because I feel like my understanding of the world is broadened. I feel like it has helped me understand more whilst also raising a vast amount of unanswered questions too.
I tripped after a breakup once. Wasn't the best idea.
Kerry Cronic Vlogs same here... so many tears man 🤣
Forest Scott that's the truth lol
Took a tab of acid (prob just 50 even if it was promoted with 110) And my gf broke up while trippin. To be honest it would have been harder without the acid i guess.
Kerry Cronic Vlogs I did this and ended up watching requiem for a dream. I cried 3 times watching that movie
Drinking to ease the pain.. isn’t the best idea either
Watching a 6 minute advert because i know it's going to a good cause, thank you for making the world a safer place.
Im 16 and I got derealization disorder after eating amanita mascara and smoking some weed. Ive learned my lesson, but after the crippling depression and suicidal thoughts I began to see how beautiful my altered reality can be sometimes. I still suffer from anxiety, and I can feel the realization fade away day after day.
It's all's POV.If you look at it a bad way,it will become a bad.Think about his it benefits you not how you miss your old perception.
At the end of the day bro I see derealisation as a good thing bro if u think about it ur brain is like. Chemical computer and u have full control over it u just need to learn to use it and a good way of doing that is all about ur mindset you midset changes everything in you life life is all a about perspective and how I look at things man just try think of it as a good thing and learn from it and the more u let go and Exept it I will soon fade dw man I was in the same situation less than a year ago just keep pushing because we live in an incredible magical world with endless opportunities just hang in there man and keep safe
Depersonalization was one of the best things that happened to me. The truth of reality and time layed in front of me.
I thought that I was over the death of my mom, but on acid I realized I manifested my motherly needs onto my boyfriend- like I saw him as my mom, if that makes sense. it was very helpful to change my decision making and made me a more mature person
Wow this really is a deep realization to have. I hope you have healed well 🖤
Wow! It felt like a eureka moment, honest advice, best advice offered to the 16 year old but applies to anyone. Thanks for this episode.
Completely agree derealization is a cool experience where you get a new look at everything and it gave me a comforting feeling
same here bro
Derealization sucks, just be patient and don't go reading every article and horror story about it. It definitely gets better.
When I first started smoking weed, I was 16, at the time I had
anxiety and depression and honestly after 3 or 4 times I decided it wasn't for me, panic attacks and feeling alien and disassociated from the world for days after. Fast forward a few years, few life changes, year or 2 of therapy and now I smoke every day give or take, I used to think the weed I was getting was laced but I've come to realise it was all me and the anxiety in my head. And that alone is the reason I've spent 3 years preparing and turned down countless opportunities to do psychedelics 😂
Bro that’s exactly how I feel lol an alien🤷♂️
@@yunggleeshhh3833 if you accept that you feel like an alien and try to enjoy it the best you can, it will go away in them bro. Stay strong and accept the feelings with no anxiety or depression, because those will only make it worse. I also feel like a spaceman 👽
@@alexanderulv3886 Yeah bro because it really is just a “feeling” or an “illusion” I’ve also gotten closer to God and man has that helped tremendously were in this together bro🙏✊
what lifestyle changes did you make in those 3 years ?
This happened to me with weed for years throughout high school I kept pushing myself through it and trying it again and again, hoping it would eventually go away, that started when I was 16. That was the wrong move. I eventually realized, at 19, what was causing this was an anxiety disorder that was probably there for years before even trying weed.
I went to psychologists who helped me realize this. Once I realized it and felt I was in a good enough place to handle myself I micro-dosed shrooms, I felt the happiest I had felt in years, and I wasn't even tripping. That gave me even more confidence to believe it was just anxiety, I personally didn't want to self medicate with shrooms, tho some people do. I instead realized I need medication to help through the last part of this journey. I now take meds and because I'm only 20 they expect me to only need them for around a year, to rebalance my brain chemistry.
It was a long journey, but I learned a lot on the way. If you relate to any of this just stop drugs and find a good therapist. You're not going insane, it's probably anxiety. That's not downplaying your feelings, anxiety at its worst can feel like your going crazy. Good luck.
Thanks man
Are you healed?
I experienced this for the first time after eating a 10mg edible last month. I hadn’t eaten an edible in years so 10mg may have been a little too much. It didn’t help that I ate it alone in my room, in complete darkness lol. The first week after I ate the edible was the most intense and nerve wracking for me. I had this sensation of being high that would come and go throughout the day which freaked me out since it had never happened before. I had a hunch since I knew that THC was fat soluble so I looked it up and yes, THC can store in your body fat and release gradually. After that first week I stopped feeling high throughout the day but I was still left with these intense existential thoughts. How strange it is that this world exists, how bizarre it is that I exist. I found myself isolating myself from my friends, responding less to their messages due to being caught up in my own head. I binged video games, which helped distract me from my feelings and direct my focus to something more pleasurable. However, when I would stop playing, particularly before bed and in the early mornings, the depersonalization would return. I just wanted to feel like myself again. The time came where I couldn’t avoid going out and interacting with the world. It was my close friend’s 21st birthday and I just could not miss it. I knew it would be a very small and personal gathering but I was afraid I would depersonalize while out with my friends. Luckily, after not seeing them for so long, an outing with my closest friends was exactly what I needed to snap back to reality. I didn’t get drunk like they did but watching them goof around in their drunken state brought me so much joy. Throughout the entire day, not an instance of depersonalization or anxiety. I was finally “free”. Looking back, this entire experience instilled in me an immense appreciation for my life and those around me. I didn’t realize how lonely I had been feeling. If you are reading my little anecdote and currently experiencing something like this, don’t be afraid. You’ll be okay. This state of mind is temporary. Accept what you’re feeling and think of it as a new perspective, but you don’t have to worry as it will pass. Get lots of rest. Don’t forget to eat. Appreciate those around you and be honest about what you’re going through, even if its in an anonymous confession online.
I beat dpdr. took me about two years and life is even more beautiful than before. Everything will be clear again just a matter of time
jackycola63 im In it for 1 year and I changed in a god way and my dpdr slowly fades. My main problem now is that I feel confused and exhausted. i know It will fade one day but it’s pretty hard to always have the Energie to motivate myself to life in the present and enjoy everything.
How did you recover? 😊
@@abrahamsaldana2674 bro there is a lot to it. It depends on the indivual also. But it is achievable. If you need help or advise let me know
@@theoxs9945 i know bro and sometimes you still feel down pls let me know how u feel know
" I don't doubt he has the Blueprint to Life"
😅😂
4:23 I think we can all relate to this girl on saying “lmao” or “lol” after a stating a severe problem. I wonder why we do that?
i tend to type out lol or lmao when I'm worried/scared or even depressed about something just out of habit because Im not good at talking about feelings so if i can make it seem humorise and make them not worry i will I'm late but I'm just now binging his videos so...
About to go deep into nature along with my wife Lucy😉 Love u all❤
Saeed Mobayed enjoy
Saeed Mobayed Send your wife my way lol
good luck last time i met lucy she was pairing up with mary to show me how much of an idiot i am thinking im in controll :D
Saeed Mobayed have a marvelous adventure!
I love Lucy
ive watched this videos since your first uploads, and now rewatching this STUPID ep, i find myself.....mad....at myself? things just clicked man, been stuck in a dark place for a few years, and you just slung shot me back to....myself. "your going to come back, youre going to be okay" ive heard that, GOD knows how many times, and for along time i thought "oh yeah, what a load of bullshit, im never going to 'come back'" but for what ever reason, i just felt it, i actually understand that, after all i have been through in my mind, after years of hospitiliztion, that i actually am, here. thanks adam....thanks for doing what you do x
Guys anyone with DP/DR you WILL get through it. i went through it for a year and felt as if nothing was there or real to me, it used to stay all day everyday but then it would come in waves, eventually it will fade and you will start to get back to your real self!! Just keep pushing and you will do it❤️
Blueprint to life = sperm
I think the second guy was trying to slide into your DM's
Connor Pierce what is sperm without the egg?
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I suffered from derealisation/depersonalisation and depression when I was 13 or 14 years old. After the first time I smoked cannabis (I was 14) I was cured. Just like that I connected again to my body and reality. My depression was cured too after I realised how beautiful the world is. However it took me 1 year to be fully stable again.
i also have derealization after smoking weed
mee to
How long did you have it ?
i still have it it started 4 months ago but it's not as bad anymore because now i go to a therapist
ok i had something similar but since i lasted only 5 days it must be something else
it could be the same i guess the length is different for everyone. the feeling of derealization disappears when i'm ok with it but it worsens when i'm annoyed by it
I had DP/DR for 18 years. Tips for anyone out there - find a therapist that understands dissociation and trauma. Even if you think you had the perfect childhood, a good therapist will help you understand what has actually happened and the cause if this disorder can subjectively seem very small or insignificant. Look into attachment theory and try to get an understanding of what that means for you, especially disorganized attachment as this is the biggest factor for developing this disorder. Weed was a trigger for something already there and making sense of your childhood and who you are will bring back your sense of self and reality. I'm now a trainee therapist and I have a great deal of experience with this disorder and some of the ways we can find our way back to 'normality'.
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Your spreading of knowledge is absloutely life changing, makes others not feel so different and saying things that no one talks about, like for example cannabis turning on you...anyways, thank you!
Are you going to open a channel on ( the weed tube ) ?? I so hope they don't delete your channel. They almost got mine for my how to make CBD soap and balm videos. They age restricted my hemp oil videos. That's like calling hemp rope dangerous.
EssentialSoap ugg I hate RUclips. CBD doesn’t even get you high but has all the Benefits of weed without the high.
Grave_posiedon I know and it's federally legal grown in a farm hemp bill compliant facility. They are trying to take a friend's channel for showing wild lettuce.
thats insane... CBD is such a huge help in anxiety and relaxation! cant have kids learning about that i guess.... but benzos and anti depressants are SOO much better...
John Sullivan they say it's an illegal drug and I was pushing people to do it
EssentialSoap don't stop what you're doing! 💓
I feel derealization every time I’m sober
Not trying to offend anyone but derealization isn’t that bad you feel a little out of it but you get used to it
I think a lot of people do they just don't realize it. Being so called normal when life is a traumatic experience no matter if you're fortunate of not is abnormal.
It's not that bad for you
I noticed a month or so ago that weed is really starting to mess with my head. Had a really bad period of derealization and depersonalization for a few days. I quit smoking completely and so far, the bigger symptoms seem to stay away as long as I stay clean. Shame I can't enjoy weed anymore, but I can live without it.
I needed this video. Derealization was something that has plagued me after one strong trip of wax dabs. I've since gotten over it, but I haven't really enjoyed any altered state of mind since. I feel better and it's good to know that I'm not the only one. @PsychedSubstance I really want to say thank you. This channel has made me more aware and safer in my understanding of altered states.
Man i gotta be straight up with you, i was feeling some hardcore depersonalisation the last few months and honestly it really started to fucking freak me out, googling it only made it worse cos i felt like i had a disorder but honestly AFTER WATCHING THIS VID i legitimately fought back tears of happiness, your words have made me feel so much better and i've taken your advice to look it as a positive and it has honestly lifted my anxiety about it completely. Just wanna say thanks so much dude, and even though youtube is fucking over your channel just know that your vids affect people like me in profound ways.
We used to just call it “brain in fried” but it’s really good that we have names for these things so we can help people deal.
Have DP and DR through weed for 8 months and I forgot what normal is, "how can i not believe life is not real" are the thought that keep me in this loop. Most of the time i almost want to quit this game and then i realise it is not a game but my life and that scares me like hell. Just like the thought of always having felt like this and that there is no normal feeling because i always felt like this. I heard coming out of DP/DR is like understanding where you were this whole time and that you can wrap your head around these DP/DR thoughts and feelings and understand life for what it is. I like to see it as a broken leg. A broken leg needs healing and rest and when you keep on standing on this leg to see if it is healed the process will slow down and you wil even think it wil always be broken when it defenitly will heal. So i also discovered faith is a importend mindset in life, that is the only thing that keeps you moving frowars when knowledge is failing on you, alright keep on going dudes and girls, don't mix you're personality with someting that is not you, but just a temporary thing 🤙
Timo de Vlugt I gad this too and: Yes if you try to see every thing real you dont achive seeing it like its real... Before you got DRyou also didnt thoucht about if its real and focused on it, because tgere is no proof for it beeing real.. but its real tho. So just dont think about it, avoid stress and do what makes you happy and is fun for you.
YericPro y you really thought about it and you are absolutely right, thanks for your comment!
Timo de Vlugt Yes, I had it too and know what youre going through and what you feel like. Dont panic it'll go away. It is just a protect mechanism from your brain against stress, you just need to get rid of the stress and fill your live with smth and it'll go away. Good luck :)
YericPro y yes thanks man exactly!
Yep, happened to me and the first time it happened I thought it was laced lmao. Never knew weed could be that intense, felt completely detached from my body. Found out later through further weed experiences that it wasnt laced.
Aden did it go away ?
@@thc7865 Hey bro i’ve been saw you at too many videos about this disease , did you feel okay now ??
I'm a new fan but a big one. Just saying thanks for being an outlet when you can't talk to anyone you'd like to about this topic. Very relatable
Addressing the weed depersonalization comment, this is the main reason why I don’t smoke the plant anymore. I’m not against the plant in any way I’m just not ready for it. Gone to really bad places too many times and almost killed myself. That was about a year ago. I still deal with depersonalization and derealization but I’ve become better at dealing with them. In a way derealization and depersonalization helped me realize that not everything is so serious as people seem and other things are more important. It did wake me up in a way. But it’s easy to fall into depression when you’re dealing with it. The best way to overcome it is to reconnect with humanity in a loving sense. Nothing brings you back to life better than love. I started out watching heartbreaking and heartwrenching movies and stories that would make me want to be a better person, and that’s what I would suggest to anyone going through the same thing.
The moment you get an ad on a psychedsubstance video and you just let it run full time :D
I took LSD and it made me realize I needed to get out of the toxic relationship i was in.
I’m in the same boat but I haven’t broken up yet.... I can’t figure out how to go about doing it
@@klonoafan7623 did you do it?
@@cccbeats_ Yeah. Best decision I could have made. It was painful hurting her because despite the toxicity, I did care about her. But that pain disappeared quickly once I realized I had my life back. Not to mention the huge confidence boost I got after working up the courage to do it. Life is just way too short man.
@@klonoafan7623 King shit bro👑You shouldn't ever have to waste your time for anyone
If anyone is having issues with DP/DR, feel free to message me. I went through a severe bout of it for around 8 months and managed to get through it. It was quite bad. I contemplated many times to jump of a bridge or turn my car into a tree in order to "wake up" from the dream I thought I was in.
You are just experiencing a different variation of consciousness. Anxiety and stress is the trigger. Focus on grounding yourself. There is a lot more things related to DP/DR is a psychological and even metaphysical way... but we can talk about that if you feel as though you would like to message me.
You'll get through it! Just know that I and countless others know exactly what you are feeling right now. You are not alone. Trust me on that one.
I've been experiencing this for days now and it's ruining me
Can I talk to you about it?
@@hiatus4757 Would be happy to 👍
What's up?
@@lukes5631 can I add you on some platform so we can talk there?
@@lukes5631 maybe like Snapchat, discord, Insta, anything tbh
Its a defense mechanism of the brain to decouple you from the anxiety. I had it for two weeks after smoking everyday for a month. Freaked me out.
It will pass. Know that. It WILL pass.
You answered questions in this video I never thought I'd have and it has helped me tremendously. Thank you Adam
It's the fact he wrote it in all caps that made him look crazy. I found Coffe can help with Derealization. Also make sure you get a good night sleep before drinking coffe, you often are very tired after ingesting psychedelics but may not 'feel' it.
C_Muff oh yeah this always helps after a night of rolling
Let me second his statement on depersonalization and derealization. When I had had my first shroom trip, which was low-dose but I hadn't slept well before and after, I felt both depersonalization and derealization for about a week. At first I didn't care about it, as I figured it was just a hangover effect. After a few days however, I started to get worried. I didn't know these feelings and had never heard of these two concepts. I looked it up online, and just giving it a name and the understanding that it was common among psychedelic drug users, made me feel relaxed again, and the feeling subsided within two days.
The next month or so, I felt reborn, more clearheaded than before the trip and my usual bad habits (extreme procrastination and low self-esteem) were less present. Unfortunately I didn't have habits like meditation at the time, to reinforce this newfound clearheadedness, and I returned to baseline within two months. I've done several low-dose trips since (I'm a bit hesitant of taking higher doses), but it never had the same strong benefits. Mindfulness helps a bit though, as well as a good sleepschedule.
As far as anxiety and panic it all comes down to breathing. You dont realize it but when u start panicking u breath faster. If you can control your breath you'll be ok. It works both ways if you start breathing shallow it will induce anxiety and being tense all the time. People don't realize how wound up and tense they are which also makes it harder for the body & mind to repair itself.
Shallow breathing activates your adrenaline leading to adrenal fatigue as well. People can actually become addicted to the adrenaline rush and breathe shallow. Breathing through the mouth also exacerbates the effects. Learn to breathe slowly through the nose and belly breathe concentrating on the body. A great way to get out of your head is to exercise or do something that forces you to focus on what your doing in the moment causing you to be 100% in the moment.
Eventually you will be able to turn your brain off when u want at which point your mind doesnt control you anymore. Also look into proper posture as well as tongue posture. I'm finally able to enjoy weed again without overthinking but I can also be in social situations without needing to use substances. All of this can help to avoid a bad trip or pull you out of it. I know this was a tangent but I hope it helped someone.
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*To Adam:*
I'm a fking Idiot who didn't listen to you and got serotonin deficiency syndrome from LSD. Your channel is one of the only reasons I'm even alive today. My dissociation, depression and paranoia/anxiety got so bad (bc the SDS) that I wasn't honestly sure If anything had, does, or ever will exist; I thought the universe was literally empty and I was the only one who knew it. I was on the brink of suicide for weeks after my trip, but I knew about your channel and your cause. Watching your videos really helped me feel understood. I felt less isolated and alone knowing there was someone out there who had been in the place I was. I cannot thank you enough, you literally saved my life.
this was fantastic advice. i went through a mental breakdown brought on by multiple factors....where basically i believed i was already dead and pretty much in hell. first thing that really helped and got me on the path to feeling mostly normal again was stopping use of all drugs. def not easy, but better than slowly losing your mind.
Hi all, I’d like to share my personal experience with tripping after a break up for anyone who’s wondering whether they should try it themselves.
I broke up with my girlfriend of around a year in May. I’d go into my reasoning for it, but I don’t think it’s really relevant to the question of whether you should take acid following a breakup. I was having doubts about whether it was the right decision and was still feeling like shit (naturally, I might add) after a week had passed. At this point I had tried acid twice before and my trips had been generally helpful, so I decided to trip again in hopes I would get some closure, or at least feel a little better about my decision.
When the time came to trip, I foolishly spent time with my friends and didn’t really focus on thinking about her. To my credit, I did try to think about the relationship and whether I had made the right decision, but I didn’t reach any conclusion due to distractions. I used the first few hours and the climax of the trip more recreationally than I had initially planned.
While I was coming down from the trip at around 9pm, my girlfriend texted me asking to come over. She admitted that she had been drinking, but claimed not to be drunk. I agreed, because I felt like I owed it to her. She was taking the break up worse than me and I was worried about her wellbeing, but this was easily the worst mistake I’ve made in my life.(For comparison, I’ve been arrested for 2 felonies and it has made my life very difficult, but it wasn’t nearly as impactful as this.)
When she came over she begged me to get back together. She was crying and even though I was on the comedown it was incredibly painful to see her so depressed and hopeless. I refused to get back together with her, holding onto the decision I had made while sober. Eventually we were both crying our asses off and she stopped asking me to get back together. Shortly after that, her sorrow turned into anger.
I can’t completely fault her for what came next, as it was my fault for letting her come over after drinking. She blamed me for wasting months of her time when I could’ve broken up with her earlier, she blamed me for wasting her summer, as she had planned it around me. She called me a liar, an awful person etc. yelling “fuck you, fuck you, fuck you” at me when I tried to tell her that her life would get better. She berated me for what felt like hours, and at the time I believed every word she was saying.
The anger did pass, and she manipulated me with threats on her own well-being to sleep with her (just sleep, despite the acid I wouldn’t have sex with her). I ended the night more emotionally drained than I have ever felt, and I went to sleep loathing myself for letting her sleep with me.
The morning after I asked her to leave, and she did. There were many more tears from both parties and she continued to beg me to get back together with her, but I still refused. I felt like complete shit, worse than I’ve ever felt in my life. I was crying for hours straight, something I’ve never had to do in my life before. I felt depressed, I hated myself and legitimately considered suicide as an escape from the pain. Because of how little sleep I got, I felt like my trip hadn’t ended and I thought that it would never end. I tried smoking to fall back asleep but I couldn’t get high and I didn’t feel sleepy at all. The day after tripping was the worse day of my life.
It’s been about a month since the break up now and I’m still feeling depressed, my confidence has been shredded. I’m getting better everyday with the help of my supportive family and friends, but I don’t imagine I’ll ever be the same optimistic, happy person that I was before the trip. Please take this as a warning if you’re considering taking acid after your break up.
I don’t want to ask for likes, but I think it’s important for people to know the dangers of tripping after a break up. Hopefully reading about my experience can help someone. Thanks to anyone who bothered reading all of this, I love you all.
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GRIEVING!! Dude,happiest day of your life...
Had it for 5 years now it’s just my new normal
I've never been able to describe what depersonalization feels like. you nailed it.
just my 5 cents: shrooms have helped me overcome a breakup, even though temporarily, the trip was amazingly positive and I've had a really nice afterglow for about two weeks
слимушкина свалка I've experienced the same also. I watched everything get put together like a puzzle in my mind and was able to accept it and let it go and it was so peaceful inside of me and blissful. After glow lasted almost 30 days from that one. Also i could see how it could go bad, i was at the best place on earth so was hard to get sad.
Also people next to me were smoking dmt at this show and just the smell did things to my shroom trip that can't really be described:-)
Can anyone explain how it helped them get over the breakup? I'm curious :)
слимушкина свалка what was your set & setting if you mind sharing
Anna G did shrooms after a break up and I realized that this person I thought I loved was a sheep and was ignorant and selfish and lazy. I was blind before. The way I did it was to not think about it during the come up and peak and just be happy with my friends and stuff and then when you feel more in control and comfortable while tripping, you can start to analyze the person and the relationship and yourself, this way you're coming into the thoughts from a happy and exciting place, which will be tempting to go back to when you're dealing with your life. Talk openly how your feeling to someone and maybe by the end of the trip you will have some good insight into your problem or you may return back to earth and feel like you're fixed, like you don't need that person because you have it all in front of you right now.
This was my experience pretty much so please take caution. Good luck! There's always more people to meet, just get out there and meet them, don't let 1 person ruin your life, for any amount of time if you can help it.
That guy who said that he had the blueprint of life was totally tripping lol
Whoa talk about perfect timing. Gf and I broke up 2 months ago and I think im ready to trip as im in a positive mindset now and have a newfound sense of self love and confidence. Still think about her and sometimes get emotional but I'm mostly healed and life is getting better.
I tipped after a break up and have never looked back, best idea I've had honestly. That relationship was a dead end and the trip really helped me see that
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I smoked weed once when I was really young and I thought my life was ruined. I assumed it was laced, but I eventually learned weed is just an intense drug when you're new to it. I ended up being fine; my mind is stable overall, and I was just overreacting to a new change. All I had to do was chill out and wait until I was an adult to do weed or any other drugs. The freaky part is though, I'm sure there are kids out there who smoke pot at 11, but their minds aren't stable enough to recover from the psychoactive overload.
I had (what I thought) was laced with weed around 16 too, the depersonalization was really awful. I thought that I was literally dead, in some state of limbo, for about 3 straight months
Naomi Jones u better now?
Saul yeah
Naomi Jones awesome, I’m about to hit 3 weeks and god I want to be back to myself again so bad, I heard tht it kinda has to do with thc being stored in ur fat to, I haven’t smoked in 6 weeks and I think it’s just a withdrawal
@@saul8633 No it anxiety your doing it to yourself
I am going through a depepepsonalisation episode... didn’t have words to explain to doctors what it was and I’m a heavy dab user for pain. I’m gonna get help. Good lord I had no idea I was making it so much worse!! That’s why I watch this! I’m just a humble stoner but weed is as you remind everyone in the family of psychedelics. I’m a mom first and information is my middle name
Posted 5 hours ago and It's still monetized, goooood joooob youtube, and god job on you, you are really enforcing the disclaimer at the start of the video, maybe someone at RUclips has analized your video/videos and seen the reality of it, or it's just a lucky thing that happened, anyways, good luck.
He reminds me of James McAvoy in the movie split with all these outfit adjustments lol
“It’s better to be safe then soreie” -Canadian jesus.
Im currently still suffering from dp/dr and I got mine from a bad trip, it’s gotten better since it started but it’s still around, I just hope itll go away
Same here it’s been about 1 month for me and I’m starting to do better, how are you feeling now?
How do u feel
@@williamvenezia2020 how are u now?
Tripped two weeks ago after going through a breakup for the first time. Went into it wanting to help or force me to fully let go of it so I can move on with life and I think I did a good bit. Feel born again and I don't wake up sad crying anymore thinking about her. Im back to my old self waking up grateful n energetic working out with an afterflow again 🙏
I used to suffer with DR after doing weed. All you need to know is to not worry because you will become better with time and the most important thing is to stay away from the triggers!
i live in the hood and ive been smoking weed since 13 im now 17 been smoking almost everyday for 2 years now tbh ive probably smoked laced weed a couple times without even knowing ive even smoked spice thinking it was weed that shit fucked me up . But weed in itself never really affected me like tha i just use it as a tool to relax
After DMT I can 'step into' depersonalization and derealization at will sort a speak.
It's nice haha
I actually did this for my last breakup, it was one hell of a trip but i feel like it definitely helped me get rid of those deamons🤙
i tripped on lsd the night after my boyfriend had broken up with me after an eleven month relationship. it gave me a new perspective on the whole situation and even more. i really just wanted happiness for everyone after. it was honestly very good for my mental health and helped me move on from that anxiety from the breakup.
You’re my favorite RUclips very descriptive and informational and real. Some people aren’t ready for the truth
I didn't dare even smoke weed for a full year after a particularly bad breakup
If you think "is it safe to...?" It miiiiight not be a good idea
I smoked after a recent break up. It hurt so much and my feelings were amplified. I was in pieces but.... the next day I felt fine? It felt as if I did all my grieving in one night then one week. I think the mistake that people tend to do is avoid it. Drinking and smoking to think about something else but cannabis showed me the feelings I had and the resolution.
I believe my experience with anxiety in my past actually helped when i was trying psychedelics for the first time, as by that point understood how to control my anxious thoughts and let go of scary thought loops. however this was after long hard work on my mental state. DO NOT TRY psyches if you are currently going through rough times.
Do y’all ever think of something when you’re high and then you don’t wanna think about it but then you start thinking about all the stuff you don’t wanna think about?
Happens all the time
I thought I had laced weed once but looking back it was more likely just my first dissociative episode I’ve ever had on cannabis. I have had derealization episodes in various points of my life but for me personally I don’t think you have to give up weed, just make sure you’re at a point in your life where you’re stable and not anxious because weed can be unpredictable and uncontrollable for you, especially if you’re smoking too much! Better safe than sorry
Me and my ex both tripped together with a large group in a forest. Both of us ended up at separate places having a shit time. Probably because it was after we’d broken up. Tripped recently and found out how much I actually loved him and we’re both back together now and we’re better than ever.