Tyler Joseph crying and breaking down during Addict With A Pen - 2011

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  • Опубликовано: 16 апр 2017
  • Live at the Club Seven, 3/11/11
    You can actually hear him crying and see the tears running down his face my poor baby :'(
    Video credit to v0rtecks

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  • @virginiabenedetti4828
    @virginiabenedetti4828 7 лет назад +4106

    fame really changed Josh...

  • @twentyoneparamorefalloutat9322
    @twentyoneparamorefalloutat9322 7 лет назад +1936

    when he smashes the piano 😩😩😩

  • @alive7861
    @alive7861 6 лет назад +1212

    Here tyler is getting all emotional, and then out of the corner of the screen, I seen the drummer taking a big ol' drink of that quality, crisp H2O. Gotta stay hydrated.

    • @germantarnoski7130
      @germantarnoski7130 5 лет назад +3

      ajjajajajja

    • @gwynethparker429
      @gwynethparker429 5 лет назад +48

      WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATERRRRRRRRRRRRR

    • @melgon25
      @melgon25 5 лет назад +29

      I know right! He’s totally casual and calm. Fixing his shirt. Taking a drink of water. Total yin and yang. Lol.

    • @germantarnoski7130
      @germantarnoski7130 5 лет назад +15

      @@melgon25 a sip OF WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR

    • @trinitylivingston1286
      @trinitylivingston1286 5 лет назад

      Yep.

  • @shilo5187
    @shilo5187 6 лет назад +1368

    Wow, Josh really let himself go.

  • @Niallatastic
    @Niallatastic 7 лет назад +1961

    His little hands were shaking throughout the entire video, it's quite obvious that this song has helped him through hard times.

  • @skyefairy7119
    @skyefairy7119 7 лет назад +2623

    fun fact for people who don't know:
    he shakes his head so he won't cry

    • @tammyulloa1625
      @tammyulloa1625 7 лет назад +109

      twenty one nerds and to loose some energy

    • @skyefairy7119
      @skyefairy7119 7 лет назад +19

      Charmin Ultra Strong yeah that too

    • @AftermathNihil
      @AftermathNihil 7 лет назад +27

      twenty one nerds won't*

    • @midlifefall7432
      @midlifefall7432 7 лет назад +57

      twenty one nerds I noticed that, his lyrics are so beautiful and well written he's an amazing musican/artist

    • @aidyn4346
      @aidyn4346 7 лет назад +21

      twenty one nerds 'scuze me but could you be the twenty one nerds from Presley's livestream?

  • @amanduh1272
    @amanduh1272 7 лет назад +2483

    "Let's watch this depressing video of my smøl bean crying." They said.
    "It'll be fun." They said.

  • @marielwom4765
    @marielwom4765 6 лет назад +2600

    Those little twitches he does is all natural he just feels the energy and the music and let's his body react to it. Tyler Joseph is one of the realest people out there

    • @destielshipper1489
      @destielshipper1489 5 лет назад +88

      Maria lwom no, that’s how he holds back tears

    • @rissawatts2406
      @rissawatts2406 5 лет назад +61

      @@destielshipper1489 it's both I think

    • @djdjddmekfkfmfhfhdhdh8163
      @djdjddmekfkfmfhfhdhdh8163 5 лет назад +67

      No it’s actually because he’s saying he can look you dead in the eye and say i’m fine but still be shaking and feel like something is wrong he said it in an interview

    • @2bleMcScooble
      @2bleMcScooble 5 лет назад +45

      There are multiple reasons. I was talking to my friend Rachel and she said that it was true, but he also uses it to get out his energy and his anxiety.

    • @suicidal_fairytale2983
      @suicidal_fairytale2983 5 лет назад +31

      I have bad anxiety and I do the same thing as Tyler

  • @Alex-xx1lw
    @Alex-xx1lw 7 лет назад +1967

    Anyone want to start a crying corner

  • @itshard2breathex999
    @itshard2breathex999 7 лет назад +1644

    i wanna hug my smøl bean 😭😭
    tell him "it is okay. we all cry." and then cry with him together

  • @sofiagrace1032
    @sofiagrace1032 7 лет назад +2795

    So weird not seeing Josh....

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 лет назад +41

      Sofia Grace SOMEONE SAID IT

    • @emilyloftus8982
      @emilyloftus8982 6 лет назад +19

      Sofia Grace wait yeah where’s Josh?

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 лет назад +6

      someone else :)

    • @bigcheese2761
      @bigcheese2761 6 лет назад +60

      Emily Loftus josh was in another band. This were the early stages

    • @emilyloftus8982
      @emilyloftus8982 6 лет назад +26

      BiGChEeSe27 thank you I enjoy there music occasionally and there albums before Blurryface I enjoy thoroughly. But I haven’t looked that far into their history. Thanks again and Happy New Year :)

  • @el-dp9cg
    @el-dp9cg 6 лет назад +1165

    Honestly though, who hasn’t cried while singing or listening to addict with a pen.

  • @kl33s
    @kl33s 7 лет назад +2387

    just when i thought it would be a good day

    • @Hannah-kz2uf
      @Hannah-kz2uf 7 лет назад +5

      caleigh dunseph same😭😭

    • @regionalatbest4647
      @regionalatbest4647 7 лет назад +7

      caleigh dunseph it all went crashing down

    • @midlifefall7432
      @midlifefall7432 7 лет назад +5

      caleigh dunseph I know I thought it was gonna be a good day 😭

    • @jessiiplayz2533
      @jessiiplayz2533 7 лет назад +1

      Coolness Games like a train from the sky

    • @ccrocksit
      @ccrocksit 7 лет назад +1

      caleigh desjarlais same

  • @maceyjacobs8879
    @maceyjacobs8879 7 лет назад +1722

    Everyone else: cries because of how meaningful the song is
    Me: cries because josh isn't the one playing drums

    • @1egg720
      @1egg720 7 лет назад +6

      Macey Jacobs me too😞

    • @complacentdrawz3308
      @complacentdrawz3308 7 лет назад +44

      (I forgot the name of this drummer don't kill me) but I've seen josh play this and he looks like he cares more than this guy. A lot more.

    • @logospgs
      @logospgs 7 лет назад +31

      Rainbow365 His name is Chris Salih, and I just think Josh has more energy on the drums lmao

    • @thegnote6531
      @thegnote6531 7 лет назад

      Macey Jacobs IKR

    • @Eantonio245
      @Eantonio245 7 лет назад +9

      believe me im øk Chris is great at playing drums josh is great plus he plays like me after pounding 3 red bulls

  • @soitrash
    @soitrash 5 лет назад +378

    “Wait . No. I don’t want to watch this!”
    *Watches*

  • @argelioperez2382
    @argelioperez2382 7 лет назад +304

    I could see him smash the piano my entire life

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +3466

    I showed this to my best fren and she started crying in the middle of lunch at school and I was like well crap

    • @aliyahpartido
      @aliyahpartido 7 лет назад +13

      Twenty Paphonies omg

    • @mistyeyed4885
      @mistyeyed4885 7 лет назад +104

      To me it makes since why he's shaking and crying....When I got into twenty one pilots well before I used to be terrified to look at my eyes in the mirror because all I see was pain but one day I was listening to Friend, Please when I was at the point of thinking suicidal thoughts and I was alone at home & I was thinking how great it would be if someone in person sang this song to me and because no one was around I sang it to myself and I was shaking uncontrollably trying not to cry but after singing it to myself I was not afraid to look at my eyes anymore.

    • @naomicugini711
      @naomicugini711 7 лет назад +34

      A.Goner.Staying.Alive That is such a beautiful story. I know it might seem silly because I don't know you, but I am so proud of you. I'm proud that you made a step forward, even if it seems small to you. I'm proud that you looked into your own eyes, because when you did you faced up to your demons. Find purpose in the pain you feel. Stay alive frien |-/

    • @mistyeyed4885
      @mistyeyed4885 7 лет назад +15

      Thank you so much Naomi Cugini it really means a lot for me I have found a purpose that wouldn't work without pain I just hope I can hold on to it and do it in the future because I can't do it now. It was a big step I was scared to look in my eyes for a long time because whenever I did look at them my inner thoughts seem to scream at me the most but anyways Thank You Fren |-/

    • @xjaymiex351
      @xjaymiex351 7 лет назад +13

      Twenty Paphonies omg this has 666 likessss

  • @ruthl5
    @ruthl5 7 лет назад +2073

    I started crying before he even did

  • @caitsithism
    @caitsithism 6 лет назад +1570

    Is it just me or does Chris look like he's about 56 years old.

    • @brockthompson_
      @brockthompson_ 6 лет назад +23

      Rifty's Cat
      Hahaha he kinda does.

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 5 лет назад +7

      HAHAH WHY AM I LAUGHIN SO HARD 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @mssanni
      @mssanni 5 лет назад +6

      LMAO

    • @fmratio8327
      @fmratio8327 5 лет назад +6

      99% Chris does look like that

    • @maria-gr2yp
      @maria-gr2yp 5 лет назад +10

      epic gamer he also looks like hes bored out of his mind😂

  • @emilythomson2851
    @emilythomson2851 7 лет назад +159

    "thanks guys"
    DON'T YOU DARE PRETEND YOU DIDN'T JUST RIP MY SOUL APART

  • @petergreenidge2797
    @petergreenidge2797 7 лет назад +2178

    The part where he slams the piano is just so visceral. You can tell how real and emotional the music is to him. That's what I hate about most artists is that they put on this contrived act and think they're so far above their fans. But Tyler is just a guy writing what he thinks in music and sharing it for anyone who needs it.

  • @manilamoses6930
    @manilamoses6930 7 лет назад +234

    I'm not crying...your crying. He's crying, now we're all crying.

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +34

      I scream you scream we all scream cause we're terrified...

    • @bfforever1wzw607
      @bfforever1wzw607 7 лет назад +22

      Twenty Paphonies OF WHATS AROUND THE CORNER

    • @lou7754
      @lou7754 7 лет назад +1

      Manila Moses i cry, you cry, we all cry, bc tyler breaked down T.T

  • @kaitoric
    @kaitoric 5 лет назад +561

    1:25
    when i press the wrong note on piano

  • @whatisautumn7428
    @whatisautumn7428 7 лет назад +234

    I cry you cry we all cry cause we're broken people.

  • @juliaisveryweird2581
    @juliaisveryweird2581 7 лет назад +380

    THIS IS SO SAD...i wish i was there to tell him that everything would be ok in the end...That one day he would marry a wonderful woman and win a grammy and be best frens with the bestest of frens ever...

    • @ariabrown1802
      @ariabrown1802 7 лет назад +3

      TøpPhanP!atdUkuleleTrashMe he's married tho

    • @ellagrace6429
      @ellagrace6429 7 лет назад +4

      Aaron Brown julia is saying that she wishes she could go back in time to when he was suicidal and depressed tell him that everything will be ok and he will be successful and win a Grammy.

  • @kaylasanders7439
    @kaylasanders7439 7 лет назад +738

    I cried because I realized how suicidal he was and how I could of lost the only idol that has taken me out of suicide 3 times. one time when I was about to slit my wrists to the point of dying truce came on. literally out of no where. my phone just played it.

    • @mattthomas8623
      @mattthomas8623 5 лет назад +56

      I remember you
      You talked about that in another comment section
      I still think of you everytime I hear Truce. I hope you're doing okay. I love you, stay alive ❤ |-/

    • @sierrafigueroa9309
      @sierrafigueroa9309 5 лет назад +16

      Love from the TOP family 💜

    • @finnm3037
      @finnm3037 5 лет назад +20

      Truce always helped with my panic attacks

    • @hairlesscat6407
      @hairlesscat6407 5 лет назад +17

      Emma Morton gun for hands helps me with my anxiety

    • @jeminahannele
      @jeminahannele 5 лет назад +8

      Hope it's okay... please stay alive❤ ||-//

  • @noahrodriguez7818
    @noahrodriguez7818 5 лет назад +268

    I feel like this is one of the best performances I’ve seen him play but The quality

    • @shepard1089
      @shepard1089 5 лет назад +4

      noah rodriguez it’s the same with like the one lovely live performance by itself on youtube

    • @Kai_Imber
      @Kai_Imber 4 года назад +1

      Gotta sacrifice something.

    • @GoesByJ
      @GoesByJ Год назад

      I think it adds something to it

  • @twentyonecrybabiesatthedis97
    @twentyonecrybabiesatthedis97 7 лет назад +1078

    Chris looks so bored is the background. Like dude, your friend is crying

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 4 года назад +34

      Twenty One Crybabies At The Disco In The Badlands he didn’t felt it like Josh do now

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 4 года назад +13

      Twenty One Crybabies At The Disco In The Badlands the better word is caring I think. Not feeling

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 года назад +11

      and that's why he got kicked out of the band

    • @mrspaghetti8147
      @mrspaghetti8147 4 года назад +7

      Twenty One Glaceons! At Tomodachi Life he left.

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 года назад +1

      @@mrspaghetti8147 i know. just don't ruin the joke.

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +1206

    It's most obvious starting at about 2:55

    • @Leiveyy
      @Leiveyy 7 лет назад +14

      Yeah

    • @willpeterson5355
      @willpeterson5355 6 лет назад +53

      it's so much more emotional when you understand the song and relate to it so much and you listen to it when things seem hopeless. i'm not depressed btw, but everyone has, idk hardships, and they suck. but these guys help

    • @lucyhiggins3614
      @lucyhiggins3614 6 лет назад +52

      Or when he tries to murder his piano

    • @emilysteele2639
      @emilysteele2639 6 лет назад +2

      Lucy Higgins 😂

    • @lucyhiggins3614
      @lucyhiggins3614 6 лет назад +17

      Emo Biatch I wonder how many scars and bruises his piano has

  • @sophiescreativenessness2761
    @sophiescreativenessness2761 7 лет назад +688

    I kept imagining Jenna running into the stage and hugging Tyler to calm him down. 😥

    • @viktorijakarabesko6752
      @viktorijakarabesko6752 5 лет назад +33

      Same but I thought of josh

    • @mandi6403
      @mandi6403 5 лет назад +4

      @@viktorijakarabesko6752 i thought of both

    • @echo5992
      @echo5992 5 лет назад +1

      thats a LOVE STORY (for either of them lol)

    • @krapulanta
      @krapulanta 5 лет назад +5

      this is not a fucking wattpad fic chill

    • @dunjatreskavica4657
      @dunjatreskavica4657 5 лет назад +2

      He didn't know her back then they met in 2012

  • @tylerfallsoffpianos4289
    @tylerfallsoffpianos4289 6 лет назад +1196

    Sad but audio sounds like a potato

    • @weneden3823
      @weneden3823 5 лет назад +11

      TylerFallsOffPianos what did the ever do to you??

    • @rendain
      @rendain 5 лет назад +2

      Ifkr

    • @alishadavies5002
      @alishadavies5002 5 лет назад +38

      How do you know what a potato sounds like?

    • @Lahmbs
      @Lahmbs 5 лет назад +30

      Why am I laughing so hard because of the reply’s

    • @mikeoxlong6996
      @mikeoxlong6996 5 лет назад +9

      It was from 2011

  • @spookynordic7453
    @spookynordic7453 5 лет назад +275

    I wonder if his parents were there feeling really sad

    • @gaithorses5969
      @gaithorses5969 4 года назад +5

      spooky nordic was thinking the same

    • @allegragrappo6412
      @allegragrappo6412 4 года назад +29

      Yes like how do his parents respond to his music

    • @wilburfoot
      @wilburfoot 2 года назад +2

      I've always wondered about that, what did his parents think about these kinds of songs? Lol

  • @AftermathNihil
    @AftermathNihil 7 лет назад +273

    I hate seeing him sad. I just want to hold him and tell him everything will be okay😭

    • @pancakeswaffles6460
      @pancakeswaffles6460 6 лет назад +3

      but.....everything is not okay

    • @Jeff1Dore
      @Jeff1Dore 5 лет назад

      I sincerely hope that this was a rare, but much appreciated, Wedding Singer quote.

  • @kelleytaylor5279
    @kelleytaylor5279 7 лет назад +552

    the fact that he can still hold beautiful notes while in tears thinking about his past is amazing.

    • @b.l7491
      @b.l7491 6 лет назад +9

      That Girl Kelley I think the emotion might make his voice more powerful😢

    • @KennedyD-mw4nd
      @KennedyD-mw4nd 5 лет назад +4

      kelley taylor I know right. I can’t even talk when I have tears in my eyes like I can’t make words

  • @addy7143
    @addy7143 5 лет назад +155

    For those of you wondering where he started crying. It was mostly the whole video, but you can definitely start seeing clearly that he was being at 3:35 And at 3:45 His voice cracked, probably from crying.

    • @kateeok9451
      @kateeok9451 4 года назад +10

      Addison Edwards aww poor thing:(

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 года назад +6

      in the original there are voicecracks in the same spots. in fact, the whole album has singing like this where it is kinds voicecracky

    • @mrspaghetti8147
      @mrspaghetti8147 4 года назад

      Twenty One Glaceons! At Tomodachi Life true

  • @okcool241
    @okcool241 7 лет назад +132

    ...at least the guy in the back is hydrated.

  • @charly-yk1dl
    @charly-yk1dl 7 лет назад +255

    1:24 That's me, when I try to play the piano correctly but I can not because I do not know anything about pianos.

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 лет назад +15

      Rupertito シ 1:24 the band members look so scared....he's just like "WELL IF HE GETS TO SLAM HIS PIANO I GET TO BREAK MY DRUMS RIGHT?!"

    • @charly-yk1dl
      @charly-yk1dl 7 лет назад

      YOU HAVE TO BE DEPRESSIVE AND SAD TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING DRUMS !

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 лет назад +1

      Rupertito シ but as soon as Tyler almost killed his piano, he almost killed his drums

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 лет назад +1

      I'm asian so yeah, forced to play it T^T

    • @mssanni
      @mssanni 5 лет назад +1

      @@mosesslai Tyler: YOU'RE AN ASIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN

  • @BH-wh4yz
    @BH-wh4yz 7 лет назад +341

    I saw you cry and break down, you know how hard that us to come around and think about?

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +35

      O W M Y H E A R T

    • @icecreamguru7584
      @icecreamguru7584 7 лет назад +13

      Reckless Abandøn It's not like you to let emotions get the best of things especially when everything is hanging in the air we breathe

    • @theincarnationofboredom207
      @theincarnationofboredom207 7 лет назад +6

      this song also reminds me of a close friend of mine...
      glad i've forced myself to listen to Taken By Sleep so many times it doesn't phase me anymore haha...
      hah...

    • @TempoTrack
      @TempoTrack 7 лет назад +2

      +incarnation of boredom we're always here fren

    • @theincarnationofboredom207
      @theincarnationofboredom207 7 лет назад +2

      TempoTrack thanks fren c:

  • @cw9272
    @cw9272 6 лет назад +354

    "Stay alive, it's worth it, I promise." Live for Tyler and Josh. They care so much. It gets better, I promise. I'm in the same place as you believe me, you're not alone. The only difference is that you are worth it, and you are important. We made it. Stay Alive fren |-/

    • @bumblebelll898
      @bumblebelll898 5 лет назад +5

      You worth too fren❤

    • @kamerynbaker9728
      @kamerynbaker9728 5 лет назад +9

      did you just say the difference between you and everyone else is that everyone else is worth it? oh, honey you're worth so much. even when you're trying to make other people feel better, please don't forget your worth. the fact that you have the heart to make strangers feel better over the internet is just a small portion of how great of a person you are so please don't think negative about yourself.

    • @kamerynbaker9728
      @kamerynbaker9728 5 лет назад +4

      stay alive frens

    • @wellhelltherefellwhuman4637
      @wellhelltherefellwhuman4637 5 лет назад +3

      We've made it this far kid, stay alive frens

    • @hollykingham353
      @hollykingham353 4 года назад +1

      Every single person is worth it x❤️

  • @sweatyeeballsunderdesertsk7831
    @sweatyeeballsunderdesertsk7831 6 лет назад +339

    1:25 Me trying to learn piano

  • @livia-tp167
    @livia-tp167 7 лет назад +234

    1:24
    I just love when he slams down on the keyboard. I don't think there are any particular notes he's hitting, it's just random keyboard smashing. But it's so powerful and emotional. That's how good of a musician he is - he can make smashing on a piano sound beautiful.

    • @emiliotorano1934
      @emiliotorano1934 7 лет назад +5

      Ølivia |-/ TØP the moment you actually realize this is very very true

    • @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii
      @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii 7 лет назад

      Ølivia |-/ TØP piano a keyboard is something different

    • @livia-tp167
      @livia-tp167 7 лет назад +3

      A keyboard *can* mean an electronic piano, but it is also the term for the set of keys on a piano. :)

    • @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii
      @JoseRodriguezCruz-os1ii 7 лет назад +2

      Ølivia |-/ TØP yes but you say keyboard and and is "he hits the keys" but is okay

    • @livia-tp167
      @livia-tp167 7 лет назад +3

      Either way, semantics. It doesn't really matter if I used the right word cause I'm not in grammar class. ;) A keyboard CAN mean the board of keys on a piano, which is what I meant by saying it. I have an electric keyboard so trust me I know the difference between that and an actual piano. :)

  • @itsjohnsantana
    @itsjohnsantana 7 лет назад +204

    I feel personally attacked by the title itself

  • @aizawasartist1994
    @aizawasartist1994 5 лет назад +93

    1:26 um ouch! His elbow

    • @al731
      @al731 5 лет назад +4

      josh dun obsessed omg you noticed that too 😂

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +558

    look we at 100k

    • @Em-._.-
      @Em-._.- 6 лет назад +5

      Twenty Paphonies I accidentally read that as look we at look

    • @day6kz
      @day6kz 6 лет назад

      same xD

    • @jess679.
      @jess679. 3 года назад

      Look we are at 308k now

  • @sophthemuffin5111
    @sophthemuffin5111 7 лет назад +229

    the lyrics "but you specialize in dying,
    You hear me screaming father,
    And I'm lying here just crying,
    So wash me with your water."
    Make me so emotional and I don't know why

    • @ashleerae9467
      @ashleerae9467 5 лет назад +2

      bro same one time i listened to that song in the shower and that part came on and i was just listening to it and i almost cried

    • @amandabutterfly151
      @amandabutterfly151 5 лет назад +1

      wait its wash me? i thought it was watch me this whole time lol im dumb 🤣

  • @aprilm1866
    @aprilm1866 7 лет назад +154

    I don't think it is sad - it is beautiful - he ends the song saying "you specialize in dying" --- he feels like he has been a bad son but is coming back to his Father - I think its beautiful!

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +7

      This comment made me so happy and yet emotional

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 лет назад +10

      In this song he talks about how he's been out of touch with his father and how he's been such a bad son, and this drop, is his father, we refer water in christianity faith, he hasn't found any faith while trying to get back to God in his and my case since were both christian, he means God, and God is our father since todays society is very tempting and misleading, he's been ignoring God, and he's sorry and wants to come back, and while he's rapping he's talking about how he's trying to get back to him, but he can't, his water is his faith, and the sand are todays problems, but no matter how hard he tries to hold onto his faith, it will soon drain away in the problems of this earthly world, he can't get back to God without his father. Jesus, God's son, died for us, so that we may live in a world of peace and love for all of eternity. And says "you specialize in dying" and so he asks for Jesus to wash him with his water to wash away all his sins.

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 лет назад

      I'm sorry if I sound like I'm preaching

    • @mosesslai
      @mosesslai 6 лет назад

      I am so close to tears right now, I've never wrote something so deep in my life before, I want to cry

    • @TVHorrorArt
      @TVHorrorArt 5 лет назад

      Gizmo112345 thank you so much for writing this though- *gives hug*

  • @marcyiscool222
    @marcyiscool222 5 лет назад +31

    Imagine if Chris stayed and was the one doing backflips on stage

  • @Abberddle_
    @Abberddle_ 5 лет назад +87

    New title *tyler finds a drop*

  • @irvxn7871
    @irvxn7871 7 лет назад +180

    Exuse me while I cri

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +131

      **cough** SO EXCUSE US WHILE WE SING TO THE SKY
      I'm sorry.

    • @NitrogenJake
      @NitrogenJake 7 лет назад +5

      Twenty Paphonies omg hahahah

    • @On_the_Virgil05
      @On_the_Virgil05 7 лет назад

      Don't even apologize Twenty Paphonies

  • @hunni5713
    @hunni5713 6 лет назад +61

    This song just developed a whole new meaning for me ;-;

  • @ikergg1252
    @ikergg1252 6 лет назад +538

    BEEF AND CHEESE

  • @emilychavcz
    @emilychavcz 7 лет назад +189

    okay but 1:24 is me playing piano

  • @cliqueasfrick6251
    @cliqueasfrick6251 7 лет назад +111

    I was crying on the inside then Tyler started to smash his piano and I started laughing like a maniac.
    Bring me to a doctor now

    • @twentyneeddheads7349
      @twentyneeddheads7349 7 лет назад +4

      I wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry tbh..
      But later I started seeing him cry and now I wanna hug him ;-;

    • @cliqueasfrick6251
      @cliqueasfrick6251 7 лет назад

      You know wut's funny. The fact that we both have eddsworld icons.

    • @bradensworld9042
      @bradensworld9042 7 лет назад

      CliqueAsFrick I did too.. IM A HEARTLESS PERSON

    • @andreamartinez-nq1jm
      @andreamartinez-nq1jm 6 лет назад

      CliqueAsFrick I'll bring you to Dr. Craig
      I'm sorry

    • @user-hf1fo1wf9c
      @user-hf1fo1wf9c 5 лет назад

      cry or laugh? Both

  • @florian8901
    @florian8901 4 года назад +6

    could someone go there and hug this small bean and tell him it's going to be alright, that he will have an entire amazing fan base, an awesome best fren, a gorgeous wife and a little pretty baby....? please....

    • @chrisari101
      @chrisari101 2 года назад

      let's do it together for the smol bean pls

  • @ruckusproductions3301
    @ruckusproductions3301 6 лет назад +93

    I'd cry. But I can't. I can't cry anymore. I'm gøne. I'm dean inside. I'm so very far from fine. Now I just sit in silence. I've cried so much I just can't cry anymore. Nobody makes me feel lovely. So it's time to say goodbye, the dark has taken me prisoner tonight.

    • @bird8335
      @bird8335 5 лет назад +9

      Geeky D hey If you need someone to talk to I can give you twitter and we can talk. I’ll be here for you. Just please don’t give up, your worth it.

    • @musv1699
      @musv1699 5 лет назад +5

      I agree with bird, please never give up, and stay strong

    • @adrianthememechild7545
      @adrianthememechild7545 5 лет назад +4

      Stay alive fren

    • @fairsweets
      @fairsweets 5 лет назад +5

      its been a while. i hope you're okay.

    • @slayuu__3302
      @slayuu__3302 5 лет назад +3

      cringe

  • @lilyraimey3499
    @lilyraimey3499 7 лет назад +86

    The changes that came to the band were definitely for the best. Just look at how low energy Nick, and Chris are, while Tyler is pouring is soul into this! They're better off as friends, rather than band mates.

    • @danielleg.1084
      @danielleg.1084 5 лет назад +1

      The click is so toxic ie you

    • @saarah_u
      @saarah_u 5 лет назад

      Danielle 1244
      They’re just stating facts - Chris is just casually opening a water bottle, josh puts so much more effort into it. They’re not saying anything toxic
      PS: it’s spelt “clique*”

    • @cinnamonangel5440
      @cinnamonangel5440 5 лет назад

      Ikr both Tyler and Josh pour their energy and soul into whatever they’re playing and it makes it so much more raw 💕

  • @sofiaprado4548
    @sofiaprado4548 7 лет назад +97

    I dont understand how im so emotionally connected to him, I can physically feel his pain in this video so deeply and strongly, its the kind of hurt wherein your a parent and you're watching your child suffer. im so affected by his emotions, if he's happy then I am too, if he's sad then im also sad. I just really love this smol bean with all of my heart and care for him on a human level and about his emotional state. at the end of the day, I just want him to be okay. I know we've never met but seeing how much he genuinely is concerned about everyone's mental stability, makes me feel obliged to reflect back to him, the same kind of support and love. this band is really special, they make me feel so deeply, the deepest I've ever been, considering how my heart has grown numb.

    • @MikeBoucher
      @MikeBoucher 6 лет назад +6

      agonerstayingalive it's called empathy. Many humans lack it now but it's a spiritual connection we share with all things living. Good for you for feeling this so deeply. Don't lose that.

  • @cinnamonangel5440
    @cinnamonangel5440 5 лет назад +22

    I love it when he just completely bangs the piano and hits it

  • @leeknower1044
    @leeknower1044 5 лет назад +26

    The way he connects to this song makes me melt

  • @megannbee_
    @megannbee_ 7 лет назад +61

    It makes me want to cry knowing that at the time, this man didn't know how important he was. How impactful, intellectual, musically talented, and purposeful. This song reflects exactly what I've been feeling, and seeing how Tyler made it, I know I can too.

  • @C-SD
    @C-SD 7 лет назад +158

    Part of what I love about these guys is the rawness of the performances and the total honesty about emotions. It can be hard to watch, but at the same time it's beautiful and amazing. It's best to get that negativity out somehow and writing does that, and belting it out on stage too. I noticed that, the more emotional he got the louder he got. We watched him win out over that onstage.

  • @Sam-ey1bp
    @Sam-ey1bp 5 лет назад +24

    It hurts so much to know Tyler could’ve killed himself when he was a teenager. I’ve been in that low of a spot before and this band has helped me so much.
    ~So stay alive frens ||-// it gets better ❤️

  • @kisterdrums
    @kisterdrums 5 лет назад +228

    Why yall gotta disrespect this drummer so much... yeah I love josh sm but seriously, just because this one isn't so energetic doesn't mean you can diss him and all. who knows, he could have been going through shit too.

    • @oxfordisacoyote
      @oxfordisacoyote 5 лет назад +15

      Alex Kister exactly Chris had a different style from Josh, and in Self Titled Tyler was playing more relaxed as well. If you listen to NPI you can hear that he always had the style that tøp has today

    • @becca559
      @becca559 4 года назад +1

      Preach

    • @Jacobell97
      @Jacobell97 3 года назад +5

      chris did so much and was kind of the reason the band was able to record anything in the first place. he had all the knowledge at first

    • @wilburfoot
      @wilburfoot 2 года назад

      FOR. REAL.

  • @izzyg.1933
    @izzyg.1933 7 лет назад +112

    1. I like how chris is casually sipping a bottle of water in the back. haha. nice one chris. 2. on a serious note, it makes me think: what was going on at this point in tyler's life? in 2011 obviously this song was pretty fresh so the struggles discussed in this song were fresh too, which is probably why it hits him so hard and he's crying. like I'm not asking this to expect an answer, like it makes me wonder what was happening with him personally, the things that were going on that he doesn't discuss. ya know? I think about that a lot. especially because this song is very very relatable to me. I wonder sometimes if he goes through the exact same things as me spiritually and mentally. honestly I've never related to music more that twenty one pilots 3. this video is one of the exact reasons why I love this band so much. the raw emotion, the way it's personal, the very feeling this music gives, the pouring out of hearts in the music and live performances. it's hard to come by another band like this.

    • @ttv_pheonix_fob9326
      @ttv_pheonix_fob9326 5 лет назад +3

      I love YOU'RE words and you discused this with all of us much love.

    • @luv6071
      @luv6071 5 лет назад +1

      @@ttv_pheonix_fob9326 I feel like Chris and the bass guitarist aren't as full as tyler waa

  • @Brooke-no9uc
    @Brooke-no9uc 7 лет назад +208

    Fame changed Josh

  • @Punkwashed_Bleach
    @Punkwashed_Bleach 3 года назад +8

    I think this is the most emotional preformance I've seen from him

  • @toiletpaper6408
    @toiletpaper6408 5 лет назад +13

    3:18 can we appreciate Chris's little flip with the drumstick

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 года назад +3

      *this was made by the Josh Dun drumsticks gang*

  • @aprilm1866
    @aprilm1866 7 лет назад +47

    those were the days..... I hope he makes a new song about his relationship with God. I think he has sang this one 5 million times... I saw it live in January and love it but he doesn't get like this anymore when he sings it.

    • @ChristianS98
      @ChristianS98 7 лет назад +1

      April M Hometown off of blurryface is about that exactly, so is Doubt, which is a little darker.

    • @ghostmemeboi
      @ghostmemeboi 7 лет назад +8

      April M id rather he not get like that while he sings tbh im glad hes in a better place now and he has a better relationship with god than he did back then

    • @hostofsoulslol
      @hostofsoulslol 7 лет назад +5

      Just about every song by them is about God in some way

  • @Austin-do8se
    @Austin-do8se 5 лет назад +47

    Me: Oh, that sounds sad. I won't watch it.
    Brain: Watch it
    Me: Why!?
    Brain: Just do it

  • @jaggerrobbins
    @jaggerrobbins 7 лет назад +89

    the Christian aspect in this song is just amazing. God bless you Tyler Joseph, stay on fire for Christ brother.

  • @thyramatyus5351
    @thyramatyus5351 7 лет назад +48

    I just wanted to watch an interview. My phone fell out of my hand and somehow glitched to this one. I've never saw it before and was like no I can't watch it. NO. Not now. But I did and now I'm crying

  • @v.morales1846
    @v.morales1846 7 лет назад +145

    Poor Tyler I wonder what was going through his head 😞

    • @jadebot800
      @jadebot800 6 лет назад +2

      V. Perales the song explains it all

    • @thefullmetalmemelist7511
      @thefullmetalmemelist7511 6 лет назад +2

      V.Perales Haha can i be honest i don't understand any twenty one pillows songs

    • @staceyy8
      @staceyy8 6 лет назад +11

      Babybean Boi “these lyrics aren’t for everyone only few understand” Try and listen to the lyrics and actually think about the song then maybe you’ll understand more

    • @thefullmetalmemelist7511
      @thefullmetalmemelist7511 6 лет назад

      I've kinda tried that

    • @staceyy8
      @staceyy8 6 лет назад +2

      Babybean Boi use google if you really don’t understand

  • @deborah6131
    @deborah6131 5 лет назад +15

    Look how far he came. He made so much progress in dealing with his emotions, being on stage, his voice, his writing. I'm so proud of this man.

  • @phlrhl99
    @phlrhl99 7 лет назад +39

    I love him for being so real
    for these moments when he shows his emotions and for not just covering it
    He's a hero |-/

  • @lI_Caitlin_Il
    @lI_Caitlin_Il 5 лет назад +51

    you can hear his voice trembling sksksk
    (and that note was 13 seconds sksksk)

  • @AgatudeMG1
    @AgatudeMG1 7 лет назад +57

    I'm crying, thank you.

  • @deinodinosuchus
    @deinodinosuchus 2 года назад +6

    2:34 this is just. the way he screams is so real and sounds so full of terror. i can’t imagine how cathartic it must’ve felt

  • @nitsapeacelove3842
    @nitsapeacelove3842 2 года назад +6

    It's 2022 + i love confident happy dancing Tyler but still come back for insecure twitchy in-his-feels Tyler. 🥺

  • @megancai8425
    @megancai8425 7 лет назад +44

    i really wish i could cry with home but i'm an emotionless monster

    • @megancai8425
      @megancai8425 7 лет назад +1

      him*

    • @creeperlex4376
      @creeperlex4376 7 лет назад

      Megan Cai I just watched, feeling bad for him...I say I can't cry yet I had a meltdown in public legit 3 days ago 😂😂 IT'S NOT FUNNY! WHY AM I LAUGHING....😂 *slaps self* STOP ......😂😂 FHJFJFUDGXK

    • @fakehoe1371
      @fakehoe1371 7 лет назад +1

      same omg

    • @green5028
      @green5028 5 лет назад

      I only have cried yesterday. First time in two years. It feels amazing.

  • @natalyaochoa4024
    @natalyaochoa4024 7 лет назад +83

    NUUU MY SMOL BEAN

    • @momgarnetuniverse9249
      @momgarnetuniverse9249 7 лет назад

      I will hit u wit my ukulele your pfp and username made me laugh and the video made me cri so I did both 😂😂😂

    • @natalyaochoa4024
      @natalyaochoa4024 7 лет назад

      Mom/Garnet Universe oml y do I feel like this would be me

  • @ava-zy7zv
    @ava-zy7zv 4 года назад +6

    I love how at the end hes just like
    thank you guys :)

  • @madziajabonska3633
    @madziajabonska3633 5 лет назад +6

    He is not like most of celebrities out there. He is real. He can express his feelings, he doesn't use extra streams and he understand us. I'm crying because Tyler is crying and I don't want him to, he saved my life, he was there when no one was. This man saved and is saving so many lives.❤

  • @TwentyPaphonies
    @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +373

    *YOU GET YO DECIDE MY BIGGEST VIDEO YET!!!*
    Okay, so I have some huge news for you guys. I have been talking with one of the clique's favorite youtubers, and they have agreed to collaborate with me and I'll release the video when my channel reaches 2,000 subscribers.
    Since all 1,700 of you got me here, I think this is only fair to ask... What do you think we should do in the video?
    Unfortunately, we live on different sides of the world, so we can't do anything that requires us to be together.
    But, IT'S UP TO YOU TO DECIDE WHAT VIDEO WE MAKE!
    Do you want a face reveal? A theory? A funny video?
    Give me your ideas! I'd love to hear them!
    I love you all!
    Stay street, my frens I-/

    • @carlyshay344
      @carlyshay344 7 лет назад +10

      Twenty Paphonies maybe you could each say part of a tøp song and try to guess it before another person does

    • @gasca4906
      @gasca4906 7 лет назад +5

      Twenty Paphonies my bath is too hot help

    • @aaliyahkr
      @aaliyahkr 7 лет назад +5

      Twenty Paphonies FACE REVEAL PLEASE

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +7

      Gasca rip

    • @tiktikboom5689
      @tiktikboom5689 7 лет назад +5

      +Twenty Paphonies wtf there u r again

  • @swedishkitchensink5470
    @swedishkitchensink5470 7 лет назад +48

    This was so emotional! |-/💙💛

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 лет назад +2

      Swedish KitchenSink yellow dash? explain please. (logo)

    • @MatryoshkaOrnellaNightmare524
      @MatryoshkaOrnellaNightmare524 6 лет назад +1

      Amy Anything x2

    • @amyanything7092
      @amyanything7092 6 лет назад

      Neor Anti-Heroe ruclips.net/video/NpWlfiXUwLg/видео.html here they're using the yellow logo. but I couldn't find that logo on google images or the meaning. i saw a video where josh explains his red liner and the tweets explaining the blue but idk anything about the gold and indigo.

  • @emmah1737
    @emmah1737 5 лет назад +13

    2:35
    Tyler has tears running down his cheek :(

  • @mrkrabs7106
    @mrkrabs7106 6 лет назад +51

    WHY THE ACTUAL HELL DOES THIS HAVE 31 DISLIKES

    • @user-lw9yq7lo6w
      @user-lw9yq7lo6w 5 лет назад +2

      mr krabs probably the shitty audio... love this vid but yeah

  • @twentyoneforeheads2232
    @twentyoneforeheads2232 7 лет назад +19

    you can tell how much the words of the sing means to him and I love so much how much he gets into his music. I love him so much

  • @Hercules1135
    @Hercules1135 3 года назад +4

    He is by far the most talented singer

  • @SpontaneousSketches
    @SpontaneousSketches 5 лет назад +6

    " *Somebody told me they saw you cry and break down. Do you know how hard that is to get around and think about?* "
    This quote describes how I feel about this video...

    • @woodlandirises
      @woodlandirises 4 года назад +2

      I think about that lyric a lot. Taken by sleep means so much to me 🥺

    • @SpontaneousSketches
      @SpontaneousSketches 4 года назад +1

      @@woodlandirises it means a lot to me too. It's very sad..

    • @kellysmith1935
      @kellysmith1935 4 года назад

      hold on what song is this line from?

  • @kisterdrums
    @kisterdrums 4 года назад +6

    1:25 that was unironically such a creative addition to the song. it effectively demonstrates a transition from sadness to distress

    • @zeckma
      @zeckma 2 года назад +1

      And he probably wasn't intending to do so before hand, he literally was distressed.

  • @remytherat706
    @remytherat706 5 лет назад +8

    Imagine watching this without crying, I cannot relate 😔🤝

  • @milothecaterpillar9752
    @milothecaterpillar9752 5 лет назад +14

    *has breakdown throughout the entire song* “thx guys tehehe xoxo 🥰✨♥️♥️”

  • @blumoo9938
    @blumoo9938 7 лет назад +8

    everyone is like "Poor bean", I'm also concerned about the piano

  • @chubbypotato6322
    @chubbypotato6322 3 года назад +6

    So many years later, and I'm still amazed at how emotional he is. This is all so intense, it gives me goosebumps. I'm so, truly sorry for whatever Tyler has been through. But I'm even more happy he's in a much better place now. I'm so glad to see him here, alive and well with his beautiful wife and daughter. I'm so proud of how far he has come. I'm so proud of you Tyler, I love you.

  • @bellaschmidt6303
    @bellaschmidt6303 5 лет назад +3

    3:20 "I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind" that voice crack really gets to me for some reason..

  • @paulneubauer1257
    @paulneubauer1257 4 года назад +5

    HE WAS SINGING FROM HIS SOUL

  • @wilburfoot
    @wilburfoot 2 года назад +7

    2:30 Holy crap that was a beautiful line and a beautiful scream

  • @caramelle9263
    @caramelle9263 3 года назад +7

    tyler: i haven’t found a drop of water
    chris: **gulping dat h2o**

    • @blurryhds
      @blurryhds 3 года назад

      Honestly that made me laugh xD

  • @coreytoeler8092
    @coreytoeler8092 3 года назад +4

    He is my favorite human

  • @lucifershome
    @lucifershome 7 лет назад +320

    This was filmed with a potato

    • @TwentyPaphonies
      @TwentyPaphonies  7 лет назад +39

      Cannon Potato cs3.
      It was revolutionary in it's time, okay?

    • @amelie212
      @amelie212 6 лет назад +22

      ::GHØST:: HEY DONT YOU DARE INSULT THE POTATOES, WE ARE AN EXCLUSIVE FAMILY

    • @jess7708
      @jess7708 6 лет назад +4

      Dan Howell who

    • @pssteenagers
      @pssteenagers 6 лет назад +1

      Spencer Lean *I AGREE*

    • @amelie212
      @amelie212 6 лет назад

      Madis Adventures THANK YOU FREN