Massive respect for getting sober, and I'm glad you got a second chance. You are who you are now, and I respect that you're working every day to do right by folks.
Been there too man. Caught my 1st felony at 17 and went to prison 2x over my heroin addiction and my running partner was my Dad. Luckily something snapped about 12yrs ago and I never looked back. Now I'm married with 3 kids and going back to school to learn how to run CNC mills so I can make knives. I'll make sure to send you one when I'm up and running.
I've lost multiple family members to addiction. One very recently. Mad respect for getting sober. It's NOT something everyone can do. A wise man once said, its not about what you did yesterday, its what you do tomorrow that counts. It's something we all struggle with. Thanks for sharing your story. Its a reminder that people can change and make a difference.👍
I have been clean for 14 years, but I'm from Illinois and was back and forth from Chicago every week copping blows on the west side. I understand just how hard that lifestyle can be. Good luck to you and anyone dealing with addiction or recovery.
I know you don't know me and it might not matter much, but I'm proud of you brother. You deserve where you are with all the work you've put in. When I need to learn something knife related you are the first guy that pops up in my mind. Keep it up!
Much love for you brother! I am 75mo clean from Heroin/Fentanyl and 54mo clean from Meth!!!!! You're a miracle!!! 🙏🏼 I'm a triple felon and have been to prison twice. 🙏🏼
Props and respect for sharing your history Jerad, and for finding a better path... neither of which are always easy. Thanks for your genuine-ness and what you do for the knife community, wouldn't be the same without you!
This is one of the reasons that drew me to this channel. I always respected your honesty and I can relate to a lot of things you have been thru that I’ve done myself.
Jerad, my respect for you has only gone up. You were absolutely correct when you said you are an asset for whoever you're around. The unique insights, the skills you teach and your opinions make you, in my humble opinion, the biggest pillar in the knife community. I don't know if it means anything coming from a random guy in your comments, but im proud of you and how far you've come man.
Taking care of your dad was a great thing and I am sure he appreciated it. I have a spinal cord injury that paralyzed me. Not completely but it is bad. I can walk with crutches and am actually slowly improving after 3 surgeries. My son is 10 years old and he helps me tremendously, we make a good team. I can’t imagine surviving this without him. BANG ‼️
I get it!!! My dad taught me that the first time you meet someone show them respect after that they must earn your respect and you must earn theirs, I respect you and your life.
Brother much respect. I was a heavy drinker for 35 years. And I was blessed that I never hurt anyone except myself but after praying 🙏 for god to heal me from drinking and he did. Been sober for 8 years now. You got this.
Proud of you brother. I have a very similar story and it’s possible to turn it around. I’ve got almost two years clean off that garbage, have a career, just bought a house etc. and the knife community/these vids are a big part of what keep me happy&motivated. Good on you Jarred.
" We can't change the past, but we can change our attitude and approach in present for a better future" (Anurag Prakash Ray) And that is what you have done! Congratulations! Keep it up 👍
Hey Jerad man it takes courage to put yourself out there like that and open up about your past. I’m glad things have turned around for you and thank you for being such a positive influence for us in the knife community.
Very powerful video. Props to you for turning the ship around! You have an amazing platform and have incredible impact on thousands of people in ways you can’t even conceive. Take it day by day and stay strong. Thanks for sharing, much love
Im a recovering heroine addict (5 years clean on oct 18th) and the people like u that showed me its possible to change and get away from that r what got me to try n get clean enstead of suicide. so thanks and tons of respect to u man.
I can relate to what you’ve been through. Grew up poor, ran with a rough crowd, and seen my fair share of violence. Appreciate your transparency and candor. I know it’s not easy opening up so the vulnerability isn’t lost. Huge respects and love going out to you. Glad to see where you’re at in life compared to where you came from!
Very heartfelt brother I’ve been down a similar road and now I have a small family of my own. We’re not alone out here I’m sure we’re not the only ones with some stories. We all stand together.
It’s great to see someone else beat the odds brother! I have been down that road myself.Spent 10yrs in prison and decided to make a change,to break the vicious cycle of a family that stayed in trouble.Been out 5yrs and doing great.Nothing is worth your freedom and to those who haven’t had it took from them can’t really comprehend it.Not that I didn’t deserve it because I did and maybe if that hadn’t happened to me I wouldn’t be the man I am today.I thank God almighty for opening my eyes! God bless you man and keep on keepin on!
Integrity is everything. I have followed you for years! I have a lot of Respect for you and where you have come from! My past is very similar. Now I have over 3 years clean and sober. Started watching you when I got sober. Now knifes and EDC is my new favorite Addiction! Proud of you Man!
If you look around I'd say it's most of the community. I think this hobby sucks certain people in and it works as far as finding a place that's healthy fun
I have worked with felons, in institutions and at work releases, for 31 years. Before that i was a teacher. I have been asked why i switched career paths, I tell them i have not, I am still teaching. I have found that some felons are very good students because they are tough and resilient. More people should hear your story.
I went down the same path and after 10 years of keeping clean I was able to have my record cleaned so there's always hope and now I can hunt and own a weapon again
I admire the hell out of you Jerad. You went through some seriously bad shit in your life and somehow made it through. You are an inspiration and loved by those of us in the community. 🤜🏽🤛🏽
Incredible respect for your openness Jerad! I think this is probably the most important video you've ever posted. I hope that many people in all kinds of tough situations watch this and can draw inspiration from it and turn their lives around. It's never easy but it can be done.
Jerad, I am happy that you have the courage and capability to share these stories with your friends, followers but also to strangers. These messages are the hard truths that so many of us need to hear. Much appreciated.
Bro, I had no idea until watching this video. That being said, I got mad respect for you as a result. As someone that can relate to your story I know exactly how hard it is to go down that path and and come out the other end a better person but more importantly how difficult it is to deal with that disgust with yourself or shame for the things you were once capable of and in turn guilty of as well. I'm sure you've come to learn this on your own but I'll say it just incase; although we can't take back the things we've done or make it up to the people we've hurt, we can better ourselves even if just a little tiny bit each day and by sharing our journey through self destruction with others may just save a life in the end. Even if it's only one life saved it still brings meaning to all those mistakes made instead of it all just being a path to nowhere. I'm gonna stop there before I start rambling but respect brother; keep fighting that good fight.
Huge respect for you man! Love transparency in media, there are way to many fake people out there and its special when someone is honest and open about everything! good for you man!
That was a raw, emotional baring of the soul. That took guts to deliver that video. And, your outro becomes a lot more relevant to all of us. Great job.
Hell of a story Jerad. You've been through a lot. It sounds like your old man was an absolute legend. Reading some other comments here it seems many people are really connected to you and a big part of that is your honesty. People know real when they see it. You bring so much to this community, and you deserve all the good fortune you have coming towards you in the future. You are very valued and loved.
It takes a lot of courage to be so open and sharing with things that have had such a profound affect on you. I admire your ability to take such a collection of negative experiences and allow it to transmogrify you the way it has. Not everyone can endure and come out as a better human on the other end. You are a testament to the idea that we get to create who we want to be. Great work!
It's very easy to make one wrong decision. It's even easier to continue doing "bad" things RATHER than walk a higher path. That is what separates "good" from "bad". Humans make mistakes and bad decisions. BUT, what matters is that you woke up and seen the wrong path you were on and are now on a good path. Don't beat yourself up or dwell in the past. Keep on being the man you are today. It takes an incredible amount of strength and humility to admit your own shortcomings in life. That is the problem today- very few think they ever do anything wrong when indeed they have. You admitted it, you corrected the issues and everything is beautiful now. Jerad, forget the past. You've earned who you are now all on your own! You don't have to keep paying up for a debt you already paid in full. Always have my support man!
Hey man, you’ve earned my respect. You’ve had a hard start and it was not easy finding your way, but you did. It’s a great thing that you could find the honesty and integrity in yourself. Take care, man.
As someone who was in a similar position with a choice to make, I know how hard it is to turn things around and actively change yourself and your situation. Proud of you man! You’ve become a respected fixture in our edc community where you are known for your honesty. Amazing man!
The past sure as shit doesn't define us. It may be part of us and it may impact options in the future. But it doesn't define us. I'm fairly new to watching your videos. But I see a dude that's working on his business and his family. And this video proves you're working not just on those, but also on helping others. I respect you and how you put yourself out there with this video.
Hey Jerad I’ve been a police officer for 33 years. I’m so proud of you and how you turned it around. People do make mistakes and can change. I love your knife channel. Good luck. You have a beautiful wife and life now. Take care brother. FYI the word Felon is just a word it doesn’t define you as a man. Jeff🇺🇸
I've been sooo close to what you've been talking about. My dad was the same way, less the paralysis. Claimed to be a hit man for the Milwaukee Mob... Never saw any evidence of that but he was a convicted felon. I joined the Navy when I was 18 just to get away, changed my life, gave me focus. It's been 45 years now and I've been living a better life. Thanks for sharing your story brother.
Those horrible days make all of the difference in the good ones. Our past is our past. The only thing it has to do with your future is what you learn from it. That’s the beautiful thing about your life, is you are in control. No matter how dark or distorted things get, remember this.
The edc community saved me too brother My brothers and I lived a very similar lifestyle down in Houston Im glad you're here to share with us today i don't think this community would be what it is without you
Wow, I got touched by your story Jerad! Thanks for sharing man. Deep respect for turning your life around and the courage for sharing your story here. It’s really inspiring and will keep my mind busy the coming days. Congrats and keep it up!
Wow bro, it takes a really big man to do what you do. Massive respect goes out to you Jared. I to used to be on some really really bad drugs, fent, carfent, hero, coke a cola, amp, I was six months behind on my mortgage, and just had a new born baby and me and my wife were given a choice to get clean or loose our baby. 6 years ago I would have never been able to buy sweet knives like this . But now I'm so glad on how far I've come and not to be religious but I thank God because like you I feel blessed to be where I am now. You got mad angels looking out for you buddy and you have a good soul. Just don't forget to forgive yourself. That was the hardest part for me, was getting past my shame.
Bro! What?! I knew you were genuine. People always feel like they the only ones been through stuff like this. My family is from the south Pheonix projects. Been there, done that. Much respect for your story, never stop telling it, People need truth. After all my time, dope, escapades, I became a student Minister and am now in prison Ministry. Respect Brother. Much respect. BTW, my Miguron knife was so mirrored edge perfect when you sharpened it. thank you. One rule in my house, come real or dont come at all. Story brought back memories of how I came to be who I am now. God bless you and your bride Homie.
I know I've made my mistakes in life. But they don't define who I am today. Today I am a dad to a 16 yr old high functioning autistic son. Just like today, you are a teller of stories of your past mistakes but you are a completely different man because of your mistakes. Good for you for making the best of life. God bless.
Powerful. Thank you for sharing that, Jerad. Congratulations on your sobriety. One day at a time, one step at a time. Every day. I’m proud of you, brother, and I have tremendous respect you. You’ve overcome a lot, and you have incredible strength of character that most don’t possess. Love you, man. 👊🏻 God Bless you and your family.
This right here is one of the many reasons i follow your channel, there's no BS its unfiltered(as much as youtube will allow anyways😂)....from the knife reviews to the life experiences. Thank you for having the trust in your followers to share these kind of things.
I bet he gets addiction advice alot. On how to stay clean; i hv an easy way. Take a look around, ask yourself how you’d feel wit everything gone, then you know the rest; stop doing dope! F!! People need sumfin to lose! I been thru a re~ hab it waz truely unbelievable what i saw n heard. Once u git older its easier cuz its less complicated life. Peace Out homeskillet. ✌️🍼🤜🤙🤙🇺🇸🍔
We’ve all made mistakes in our life. BIG respect to Jared! I met him at Blade Atlanta this year and he was super cool and humble. Neeves Knives is the BEST knife channel on RUclips.
This is why you’re my favorite, I have grown up in a similar environment and struggled with the exact same issues. Through determination and hard work I am 8 years sober today and working hard everyday to keep it going. Thank you so much for sharing and keep up the great work
You’re the man for sharing your story! I went through some shit as well and I’m as open and honest as I can be about my experiences from the past. it helps a lot to be open about it rather than hide it and be ashamed. I’m proud of where you were and where you are now! Keep that honesty brother!
You have certainly overcame a lot and are making the most of second chances. I’m really happy that found things to attach yourself to and help guide yourself in another direction. I don’t know you but I’ve seen enough to know you are a respected member of this community.Your and Stassa’s stories are very inspirational. Thanks for sharing.
Jared, it takes a lot to talk about what you’ve gone through and how you turned it around. I’m glad you are the person you are today. Thanks for sharing
Man, I have had a very different life, I’m 43, work hard, family. Your outlook and insight now is admirable, very genuine, intelligent. Thanks for the inspiring and interesting story, congratulations on your success and take care
Real glad I took the time to listen to your story. I'm so very glad you were able to break away from those habits that were put upon you by your environment. It takes a lot of strength and a lot of courage.
Glad you turned your life around Jerad. I have lived a life similiar to yours. I was able to escape the drugs also... barely... not without hitting bottom too. Stay strong brother. My little girl is what saved me
You told your story extremely well. I respect you and consider you a leader in this community. There are actions we can take everyday to internalize and demonstrate improvement and strength as we face whatever the future brings.
The knife community has been a safe haven for me since I got clean, too. Thanks for your transparency. This is what helps, not pretending like darkness doesn’t exist.
Wow Jarad. I got choked up watching that. You're very brave for being open and sharing your mistakes to help others avoid them. The biggest lesson for me from watching your video is that you can come back from anything, no matter how low you go. Thanks for sharing.
The only thing that matters is what kind of a man you are today. A real man is kind, compassionate, empathetic, honest, admits when he's wrong, and tries to help anyone he can among other things. I learned this over the past 14 years of being sober. I consider myself a very good judge of character and I can say with confidence I believe you're a good man. And I'm positive the people that know you the best would say the same thing. Peace
I love the part about your father. I lost my dad when I was 15 it really sent me down a bad path. I am also a felon and also a recovering opiate addict and I now work in the field. God willing on October 13th this year I'll have six years clean. You are in a very unique position Jared because you can show that it's possible for a felon and a recovering drug addict to be successful! You have no idea how much hope you've not only given me but I'm sure countless of other people. It takes a lot of balls to get on here and do this man and I give you so many props for it God bless you brother! Thank you so much for sharing this. 🔥🔥🙏💪
This hit very close to my life. I was down a bad path with friends that wss bad influences. Was addicted to pain killer's. It wss until i hit 25 when things clicked in my head and got cleaned up. After the cloudy mind was cleared i was so disgusted by the things ive done and so embarrassed and my family had to see all of that. I had to make a major change and it took 8 years but im married now. Buying a new house. Clean and a home body enjoying edc stuff and reading books. I still have flash backs of the horrifc things ive done but everyday i look at what ive fixed and built with my wife and that is the strength i find to push down the darkness. Thank you so much for telling your story. This will be added to my inner strength to keep pushing forward to try do much more good to make up for the bad.
Finding community is why the Friends of Bill W. groups work as well as they do. I understand that these groups don't work for everyone, but having a support group around you is necessary. Thank you for sharing.
Mad respect for being so forthright and transparent about all of this, I know it can’t be easy. It’s really commendable and I’m sure your dad would be super proud if he could see the man you’ve become P
Just an avid viewer here! Your channel has taught me so much personally about the beauty of knife design / craft of sharpening, and this courageous and sincere post was next level and inspiring. The fact that you are so self-aware and open is a testament to how far you’ve come, aligning your outward actions with your internal standards and values. Addiction is no joke. I know firsthand, and can relate to the benefit of knifedom when carving new paths. Please continue to share your story and inspire others. You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be. Wishing you and Kara the very best!
Wow. I was drawn to your channel because of your eloquence, intelligence and your depth of knowledge regarding knives. I’m a couple decades older than you and have come a long way in my life from rather rough beginnings in the Bronx. I don’t talk about it much because other professionals in my line of work (medicine) just come from a different place. Your brutal honesty is a testament to the human spirit and believe me it reflects your strength. There are a great many young men who, to varying degrees, have had a similar start and I hope they get to watch this video. Best of luck and keep up the outstanding work. ✌🏻
I could tell, I could tell you really do care about people. Thank you for sharing your story. IMHO, you should be proud of where you were and how far you've come. Like I said, I could tell you care about people. Keep up the great work on yourself, your family and your channel.
Respect. I've never hidden my f-ups in life.....after 66 years I'm not proud of some of my life choices but once I got sober felt it to be important to hopefully help others by sharing the lessons I learned. I DON'T preach, I merely share the fact that things can turn around once we get it thru our thick heads that a better life is possible. Rock on brother
Wow, very well said!! I believe you are 100% right you and I are both very blessed I come from a lot of the same places. Thank God I’ve been able to stay sober now for 32 years with a whole lot of help a whole lot of people…. Props for putting yourself out there !!!
My past is checkered, I'm no saint. You and the knife community have helped me through some of the toughest times in my life. Much Love & Respect Jerad.
I lost a best friend and cousin to drugs. It really does make you a different person when you're using. I'm glad you found a way out because you're the best knife reviewer out there!
Jared, thanks for sharing! I have watched a lot of your videos over the past couple years and have learned a lot from you. This is the 1st time I ever heard you share about your past and am grateful that you did. By sharing it, it becomes less powerful over your life today, which is truly a gift. I too am in recovery, mine from drug addiction and have worked step, found the God of my limited understanding and not used for a period of time. Being alive today is a huge gift, I guess that's why they call it the present. Thank you for sharing and for being the miracle you. Things have changed so very much! Be blessed and thank you again, Jeff
Thank you for sharing your story, and for showing that true strength is tough men willing to be vulnerable with one another. We are stronger as a community than as lone wolves. Respect, brother. 💪
Im 8 years clean off of heroin and crack. 🙌 🙌 you are a big inspiration from the story man. Im glad you're living better now and got yourself cleaned up 💯
Man just yesterday I wrote a comment at another video of yours, thanking the awesome knife community for probably literally saving my life the last couple of months. I'm waiting for my for my spot at a rehab clinic currently and I'm glad I found the knife community in the meantime! Thanks for sharing your story, showing and reminding me that everything is possible. Much respect for where you came from and are now.
I hope you were able to find one, and I hope you are doing well if not don't give up keep pressing on this will be the most important battle of your lifetime
@@NeevesKnives yeah man I’m the same guy who wrote you on instagram! This Saturday I will attent “Have a Knives Day” in the Netherlands and next Wednesday my rehab will start!!
Im 48 grew up like you. had a lot of good friends, car accident in 92 and 2017 broke my back twice, second time spine damage. Life almost over. Lost a lot of friends to drugs too, best friends for 35 yrs. One day you have it all the next its all gone. I'm Still trying to get by every day, alcohol has been a huge problem. Chronic pain is terrable but I have two kids that I feel need me. Glad you got your story out, you still have your health and thats everything. Stay on the higher path!
Massive respect for getting sober, and I'm glad you got a second chance. You are who you are now, and I respect that you're working every day to do right by folks.
Thank you Nick 🙏 I appreciate you taking the time to watch comment shout out to the 🐐
Your turn to get sober now, @NickShabazz...
@@G-Man01is Nick not sober? I've never heard otherwise...
@@mrdoughface it's a joke
@@G-Man01 Thank you for replying. Glad to hear that. I have enough people to worry about already 🤣
You were in a 440A situation and turned it into Magnacut. Congrats brother. You a real one 🙏
Been there too man. Caught my 1st felony at 17 and went to prison 2x over my heroin addiction and my running partner was my Dad. Luckily something snapped about 12yrs ago and I never looked back. Now I'm married with 3 kids and going back to school to learn how to run CNC mills so I can make knives. I'll make sure to send you one when I'm up and running.
what an amazing turn around good for you shoutout to your dad and family
Same man
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I've lost multiple family members to addiction. One very recently. Mad respect for getting sober. It's NOT something everyone can do. A wise man once said, its not about what you did yesterday, its what you do tomorrow that counts. It's something we all struggle with. Thanks for sharing your story. Its a reminder that people can change and make a difference.👍
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I have been clean for 14 years, but I'm from Illinois and was back and forth from Chicago every week copping blows on the west side. I understand just how hard that lifestyle can be. Good luck to you and anyone dealing with addiction or recovery.
I know you don't know me and it might not matter much, but I'm proud of you brother. You deserve where you are with all the work you've put in. When I need to learn something knife related you are the first guy that pops up in my mind. Keep it up!
thank you
Much love for you brother! I am 75mo clean from Heroin/Fentanyl and 54mo clean from Meth!!!!! You're a miracle!!! 🙏🏼 I'm a triple felon and have been to prison twice. 🙏🏼
that is amazing man good for you keep it up brotha
You are showing your integrity and strength. This needs to go viral. Thank you for sharing.
Props and respect for sharing your history Jerad, and for finding a better path... neither of which are always easy. Thanks for your genuine-ness and what you do for the knife community, wouldn't be the same without you!
This is one of the reasons that drew me to this channel. I always respected your honesty and I can relate to a lot of things you have been thru that I’ve done myself.
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Jerad, my respect for you has only gone up. You were absolutely correct when you said you are an asset for whoever you're around. The unique insights, the skills you teach and your opinions make you, in my humble opinion, the biggest pillar in the knife community. I don't know if it means anything coming from a random guy in your comments, but im proud of you and how far you've come man.
i greatly appreciate it and it means more than you know
Taking care of your dad was a great thing and I am sure he appreciated it. I have a spinal cord injury that paralyzed me. Not completely but it is bad. I can walk with crutches and am actually slowly improving after 3 surgeries. My son is 10 years old and he helps me tremendously, we make a good team. I can’t imagine surviving this without him.
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👊 stay strong I know it's tough I watched my dad struggle and his strength gave me strength
I get it!!! My dad taught me that the first time you meet someone show them respect after that they must earn your respect and you must earn theirs, I respect you and your life.
Brother much respect. I was a heavy drinker for 35 years. And I was blessed that I never hurt anyone except myself but after praying 🙏 for god to heal me from drinking and he did. Been sober for 8 years now. You got this.
Good for you 👊
Proud of you brother. I have a very similar story and it’s possible to turn it around. I’ve got almost two years clean off that garbage, have a career, just bought a house etc. and the knife community/these vids are a big part of what keep me happy&motivated. Good on you Jarred.
That's amazing 👊
Congrats, friend!!!!
All the best!!
❤ respect
" We can't change the past, but we can change our attitude and approach in present for a better future" (Anurag Prakash Ray) And that is what you have done! Congratulations! Keep it up 👍
Hey Jerad man it takes courage to put yourself out there like that and open up about your past. I’m glad things have turned around for you and thank you for being such a positive influence for us in the knife community.
Very powerful video. Props to you for turning the ship around! You have an amazing platform and have incredible impact on thousands of people in ways you can’t even conceive. Take it day by day and stay strong. Thanks for sharing, much love
Im a recovering heroine addict (5 years clean on oct 18th) and the people like u that showed me its possible to change and get away from that r what got me to try n get clean enstead of suicide. so thanks and tons of respect to u man.
bro thats amazing and shows how strong you are because its not an easy thing stay tough
thanks man and same to u
I can relate to what you’ve been through. Grew up poor, ran with a rough crowd, and seen my fair share of violence. Appreciate your transparency and candor. I know it’s not easy opening up so the vulnerability isn’t lost. Huge respects and love going out to you. Glad to see where you’re at in life compared to where you came from!
Very heartfelt brother I’ve been down a similar road and now I have a small family of my own. We’re not alone out here I’m sure we’re not the only ones with some stories. We all stand together.
It takes tremendous strength to change your life and own up to your mistakes. I’m impressed and will forever be a supporter of your channel.
Thank you for being vulnerable to your viewers, will always greatly appreciate your contribution to the knife community!
It’s great to see someone else beat the odds brother! I have been down that road myself.Spent 10yrs in prison and decided to make a change,to break the vicious cycle of a family that stayed in trouble.Been out 5yrs and doing great.Nothing is worth your freedom and to those who haven’t had it took from them can’t really comprehend it.Not that I didn’t deserve it because I did and maybe if that hadn’t happened to me I wouldn’t be the man I am today.I thank God almighty for opening my eyes! God bless you man and keep on keepin on!
GOOD FOR YOU BROTHA, LIFE IS A BLESSING WE DO NOT WANT TO WASTE GLAD YOU HAVE YOURS BACK
Integrity is everything. I have followed you for years! I have a lot of Respect for you and where you have come from! My past is very similar. Now I have over 3 years clean and sober. Started watching you when I got sober. Now knifes and EDC is my new favorite Addiction! Proud of you Man!
I wholeheartedly understand how this community could very well have literally saved your life. Good to have you here!
If you look around I'd say it's most of the community. I think this hobby sucks certain people in and it works as far as finding a place that's healthy fun
I have worked with felons, in institutions and at work releases, for 31 years. Before that i was a teacher. I have been asked why i switched career paths, I tell them i have not, I am still teaching. I have found that some felons are very good students because they are tough and resilient. More people should hear your story.
I went down the same path and after 10 years of keeping clean I was able to have my record cleaned so there's always hope and now I can hunt and own a weapon again
I admire the hell out of you Jerad. You went through some seriously bad shit in your life and somehow made it through. You are an inspiration and loved by those of us in the community. 🤜🏽🤛🏽
Incredible respect for your openness Jerad! I think this is probably the most important video you've ever posted. I hope that many people in all kinds of tough situations watch this and can draw inspiration from it and turn their lives around. It's never easy but it can be done.
"I'M HERE TO BE THE VOICE FOR EVERY FRIEND I EVER LOST"
End the stigma....
Thank You for sharing 🙏🏼
Jerad, I am happy that you have the courage and capability to share these stories with your friends, followers but also to strangers. These messages are the hard truths that so many of us need to hear. Much appreciated.
Bro, I had no idea until watching this video. That being said, I got mad respect for you as a result. As someone that can relate to your story I know exactly how hard it is to go down that path and and come out the other end a better person but more importantly how difficult it is to deal with that disgust with yourself or shame for the things you were once capable of and in turn guilty of as well. I'm sure you've come to learn this on your own but I'll say it just incase; although we can't take back the things we've done or make it up to the people we've hurt, we can better ourselves even if just a little tiny bit each day and by sharing our journey through self destruction with others may just save a life in the end. Even if it's only one life saved it still brings meaning to all those mistakes made instead of it all just being a path to nowhere. I'm gonna stop there before I start rambling but respect brother; keep fighting that good fight.
Respect buddy when I lost my mom things went south in my life great thanks for your testimony
Huge respect for you man! Love transparency in media, there are way to many fake people out there and its special when someone is honest and open about everything! good for you man!
That was a raw, emotional baring of the soul. That took guts to deliver that video. And, your outro becomes a lot more relevant to all of us. Great job.
Glad the knife community was there for you, brother.
I love you, Jerad!! I have so much respect for you and honored to call you “My Friend”🙌🏼💕✊🏼!! You are changing lives, my Man🙏🏼!
your awesome John thank you
Hell of a story Jerad. You've been through a lot. It sounds like your old man was an absolute legend. Reading some other comments here it seems many people are really connected to you and a big part of that is your honesty. People know real when they see it. You bring so much to this community, and you deserve all the good fortune you have coming towards you in the future. You are very valued and loved.
It takes a lot of courage to be so open and sharing with things that have had such a profound affect on you. I admire your ability to take such a collection of negative experiences and allow it to transmogrify you the way it has. Not everyone can endure and come out as a better human on the other end. You are a testament to the idea that we get to create who we want to be. Great work!
Very glad you found this community and been able to build it with your amazing content!
It's very easy to make one wrong decision. It's even easier to continue doing "bad" things RATHER than walk a higher path. That is what separates "good" from "bad". Humans make mistakes and bad decisions. BUT, what matters is that you woke up and seen the wrong path you were on and are now on a good path. Don't beat yourself up or dwell in the past. Keep on being the man you are today. It takes an incredible amount of strength and humility to admit your own shortcomings in life. That is the problem today- very few think they ever do anything wrong when indeed they have. You admitted it, you corrected the issues and everything is beautiful now. Jerad, forget the past. You've earned who you are now all on your own! You don't have to keep paying up for a debt you already paid in full. Always have my support man!
Hey man, you’ve earned my respect. You’ve had a hard start and it was not easy finding your way, but you did. It’s a great thing that you could find the honesty and integrity in yourself. Take care, man.
Thank you for your honesty, it sounds like you’ve been shown a lot of mercy. Taking responsibility for one’s actions… is worthy of respect.
As someone who was in a similar position with a choice to make, I know how hard it is to turn things around and actively change yourself and your situation. Proud of you man! You’ve become a respected fixture in our edc community where you are known for your honesty. Amazing man!
I have a lot of respect for you for being open about your past and making that choice to move forward. Thank you for sharing
The past sure as shit doesn't define us. It may be part of us and it may impact options in the future. But it doesn't define us. I'm fairly new to watching your videos. But I see a dude that's working on his business and his family. And this video proves you're working not just on those, but also on helping others. I respect you and how you put yourself out there with this video.
Hey Jerad I’ve been a police officer for 33 years. I’m so proud of you and how you turned it around. People do make mistakes and can change. I love your knife channel. Good luck. You have a beautiful wife and life now. Take care brother. FYI the word Felon is just a word it doesn’t define you as a man. Jeff🇺🇸
Gotta respect the honesty. Seems like you’ve come a long way. It doesn’t always work out like that.
I appreciate that
I've been sooo close to what you've been talking about. My dad was the same way, less the paralysis. Claimed to be a hit man for the Milwaukee Mob... Never saw any evidence of that but he was a convicted felon. I joined the Navy when I was 18 just to get away, changed my life, gave me focus. It's been 45 years now and I've been living a better life. Thanks for sharing your story brother.
Dont care if anybody mocks me for saying it but I Love you man .
Those horrible days make all of the difference in the good ones. Our past is our past. The only thing it has to do with your future is what you learn from it. That’s the beautiful thing about your life, is you are in control. No matter how dark or distorted things get, remember this.
The edc community saved me too brother
My brothers and I lived a very similar lifestyle down in Houston
Im glad you're here to share with us today i don't think this community would be what it is without you
I appreciate that thank you 👊
I like your channel, so please keep doing what you're doing and keep out of trouble. And respect for your honesty. 👍🏻
Wow, I got touched by your story Jerad! Thanks for sharing man. Deep respect for turning your life around and the courage for sharing your story here. It’s really inspiring and will keep my mind busy the coming days. Congrats and keep it up!
Wow bro, it takes a really big man to do what you do. Massive respect goes out to you Jared. I to used to be on some really really bad drugs, fent, carfent, hero, coke a cola, amp, I was six months behind on my mortgage, and just had a new born baby and me and my wife were given a choice to get clean or loose our baby. 6 years ago I would have never been able to buy sweet knives like this . But now I'm so glad on how far I've come and not to be religious but I thank God because like you I feel blessed to be where I am now. You got mad angels looking out for you buddy and you have a good soul. Just don't forget to forgive yourself. That was the hardest part for me, was getting past my shame.
Bro! What?! I knew you were genuine. People always feel like they the only ones been through stuff like this. My family is from the south Pheonix projects. Been there, done that. Much respect for your story, never stop telling it, People need truth. After all my time, dope, escapades, I became a student Minister and am now in prison Ministry. Respect Brother. Much respect. BTW, my Miguron knife was so mirrored edge perfect when you sharpened it. thank you. One rule in my house, come real or dont come at all. Story brought back memories of how I came to be who I am now. God bless you and your bride Homie.
Respect bro. We’re all glad you’re still here with us and doing well. 👍🏼
Tough life you've had. Respect for your honesty! I hope you've got out of everything bad and I wish you very best!
I know I've made my mistakes in life. But they don't define who I am today. Today I am a dad to a 16 yr old high functioning autistic son. Just like today, you are a teller of stories of your past mistakes but you are a completely different man because of your mistakes.
Good for you for making the best of life.
God bless.
You are a good man for coming to grips with your past and being open about it. I wish you all the best Jerad, and thank you for sharing.
Powerful.
Thank you for sharing that, Jerad.
Congratulations on your sobriety.
One day at a time, one step at a time.
Every day.
I’m proud of you, brother, and I have tremendous respect you.
You’ve overcome a lot, and you have incredible strength of character that most don’t possess.
Love you, man. 👊🏻
God Bless you and your family.
This right here is one of the many reasons i follow your channel, there's no BS its unfiltered(as much as youtube will allow anyways😂)....from the knife reviews to the life experiences. Thank you for having the trust in your followers to share these kind of things.
I bet he gets addiction advice alot. On how to stay clean; i hv an easy way. Take a look around, ask yourself how you’d feel wit everything gone, then you know the rest; stop doing dope! F!! People need sumfin to lose! I been thru a re~ hab it waz truely unbelievable what i saw n heard. Once u git older its easier cuz its less complicated life. Peace Out homeskillet. ✌️🍼🤜🤙🤙🇺🇸🍔
We’ve all made mistakes in our life. BIG respect to Jared! I met him at Blade Atlanta this year and he was super cool and humble. Neeves Knives is the BEST knife channel on RUclips.
This is why you’re my favorite, I have grown up in a similar environment and struggled with the exact same issues. Through determination and hard work I am 8 years sober today and working hard everyday to keep it going. Thank you so much for sharing and keep up the great work
You’re the man for sharing your story! I went through some shit as well and I’m as open and honest as I can be about my experiences from the past. it helps a lot to be open about it rather than hide it and be ashamed. I’m proud of where you were and where you are now! Keep that honesty brother!
You have certainly overcame a lot and are making the most of second chances. I’m really happy that found things to attach yourself to and help guide yourself in another direction. I don’t know you but I’ve seen enough to know you are a respected member of this community.Your and Stassa’s stories are very inspirational. Thanks for sharing.
Jared, it takes a lot to talk about what you’ve gone through and how you turned it around. I’m glad you are the person you are today. Thanks for sharing
Man, I have had a very different life, I’m 43, work hard, family. Your outlook and insight now is admirable, very genuine, intelligent. Thanks for the inspiring and interesting story, congratulations on your success and take care
I appreciate that
Man I really appreciate the honesty. There needs to be more of that in the world. That says alot about your character. Much respect 🙏.
Real glad I took the time to listen to your story. I'm so very glad you were able to break away from those habits that were put upon you by your environment. It takes a lot of strength and a lot of courage.
Glad you turned your life around Jerad. I have lived a life similiar to yours. I was able to escape the drugs also... barely... not without hitting bottom too. Stay strong brother. My little girl is what saved me
You told your story extremely well. I respect you and consider you a leader in this community. There are actions we can take everyday to internalize and demonstrate improvement and strength as we face whatever the future brings.
The knife community has been a safe haven for me since I got clean, too. Thanks for your transparency. This is what helps, not pretending like darkness doesn’t exist.
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You got knocked down, stood up and won the fight. You are a real champ. Thanks for sharing your story.
Thank you
Wow Jarad. I got choked up watching that. You're very brave for being open and sharing your mistakes to help others avoid them. The biggest lesson for me from watching your video is that you can come back from anything, no matter how low you go. Thanks for sharing.
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The only thing that matters is what kind of a man you are today. A real man is kind, compassionate, empathetic, honest, admits when he's wrong, and tries to help anyone he can among other things. I learned this over the past 14 years of being sober. I consider myself a very good judge of character and I can say with confidence I believe you're a good man. And I'm positive the people that know you the best would say the same thing. Peace
I love the part about your father. I lost my dad when I was 15 it really sent me down a bad path. I am also a felon and also a recovering opiate addict and I now work in the field. God willing on October 13th this year I'll have six years clean. You are in a very unique position Jared because you can show that it's possible for a felon and a recovering drug addict to be successful! You have no idea how much hope you've not only given me but I'm sure countless of other people. It takes a lot of balls to get on here and do this man and I give you so many props for it God bless you brother! Thank you so much for sharing this. 🔥🔥🙏💪
This hit very close to my life. I was down a bad path with friends that wss bad influences. Was addicted to pain killer's. It wss until i hit 25 when things clicked in my head and got cleaned up. After the cloudy mind was cleared i was so disgusted by the things ive done and so embarrassed and my family had to see all of that. I had to make a major change and it took 8 years but im married now. Buying a new house. Clean and a home body enjoying edc stuff and reading books. I still have flash backs of the horrifc things ive done but everyday i look at what ive fixed and built with my wife and that is the strength i find to push down the darkness. Thank you so much for telling your story. This will be added to my inner strength to keep pushing forward to try do much more good to make up for the bad.
What a happy Ending good for you on staying tough so long. Congrats on the house and growth most of us don't make it out alive stay blessed my friend
Finding community is why the Friends of Bill W. groups work as well as they do. I understand that these groups don't work for everyone, but having a support group around you is necessary. Thank you for sharing.
Mad respect for being so forthright and transparent about all of this, I know it can’t be easy. It’s really commendable and I’m sure your dad would be super proud if he could see the man you’ve become
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Just an avid viewer here! Your channel has taught me so much personally about the beauty of knife design / craft of sharpening, and this courageous and sincere post was next level and inspiring. The fact that you are so self-aware and open is a testament to how far you’ve come, aligning your outward actions with your internal standards and values. Addiction is no joke. I know firsthand, and can relate to the benefit of knifedom when carving new paths. Please continue to share your story and inspire others. You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
Wishing you and Kara the very best!
Thank you
Wow. I was drawn to your channel because of your eloquence, intelligence and your depth of knowledge regarding knives. I’m a couple decades older than you and have come a long way in my life from rather rough beginnings in the Bronx. I don’t talk about it much because other professionals in my line of work (medicine) just come from a different place. Your brutal honesty is a testament to the human spirit and believe me it reflects your strength. There are a great many young men who, to varying degrees, have had a similar start and I hope they get to watch this video. Best of luck and keep up the outstanding work. ✌🏻
I could tell, I could tell you really do care about people. Thank you for sharing your story. IMHO, you should be proud of where you were and how far you've come. Like I said, I could tell you care about people. Keep up the great work on yourself, your family and your channel.
Thank you so much!
Respect. I've never hidden my f-ups in life.....after 66 years I'm not proud of some of my life choices but once I got sober felt it to be important to hopefully help others by sharing the lessons I learned. I DON'T preach, I merely share the fact that things can turn around once we get it thru our thick heads that a better life is possible. Rock on brother
Wow, very well said!! I believe you are 100% right you and I are both very blessed I come from a lot of the same places. Thank God I’ve been able to stay sober now for 32 years with a whole lot of help a whole lot of people….
Props for putting yourself out there !!!
My past is checkered, I'm no saint. You and the knife community have helped me through some of the toughest times in my life.
Much Love & Respect Jerad.
Massive respect Jerad. You being open about your past is inspiring. Thank you for sharing it.
TOUGH LIFE YOU LED AND THE WAY YOU TURNED OUT AS A PERSON, GOT MY RESPECT!
I lost a best friend and cousin to drugs. It really does make you a different person when you're using. I'm glad you found a way out because you're the best knife reviewer out there!
Jared, thanks for sharing! I have watched a lot of your videos over the past couple years and have learned a lot from you. This is the 1st time I ever heard you share about your past and am grateful that you did. By sharing it, it becomes less powerful over your life today, which is truly a gift. I too am in recovery, mine from drug addiction and have worked step, found the God of my limited understanding and not used for a period of time.
Being alive today is a huge gift, I guess that's why they call it the present.
Thank you for sharing and for being the miracle you. Things have changed so very much!
Be blessed and thank you again,
Jeff
thank you Jeff God bless
I’m sure plenty of blokes wish they had a dad as committed to their family as yours 💙
Thanks for keeping it real, we need you.
I love the honesty and your being “real.” That is some of your attributes that keep me tuning in.
Thank you for sharing your story, and for showing that true strength is tough men willing to be vulnerable with one another. We are stronger as a community than as lone wolves. Respect, brother. 💪
Im 8 years clean off of heroin and crack. 🙌 🙌 you are a big inspiration from the story man. Im glad you're living better now and got yourself cleaned up 💯
Man just yesterday I wrote a comment at another video of yours, thanking the awesome knife community for probably literally saving my life the last couple of months. I'm waiting for my for my spot at a rehab clinic currently and I'm glad I found the knife community in the meantime! Thanks for sharing your story, showing and reminding me that everything is possible. Much respect for where you came from and are now.
I hope you were able to find one, and I hope you are doing well if not don't give up keep pressing on this will be the most important battle of your lifetime
@@NeevesKnives yeah man I’m the same guy who wrote you on instagram! This Saturday I will attent “Have a Knives Day” in the Netherlands and next Wednesday my rehab will start!!
@tonnynijholt7090 good for you man stay tough
Im 48 grew up like you. had a lot of good friends, car accident in 92 and 2017 broke my back twice, second time spine damage. Life almost over. Lost a lot of friends to drugs too, best friends for 35 yrs. One day you have it all the next its all gone. I'm Still trying to get by every day, alcohol has been a huge problem. Chronic pain is terrable but I have two kids that I feel need me. Glad you got your story out, you still have your health and thats everything. Stay on the higher path!
stay tough brotha dont give up
Retired State Correctional Officer here. Glad you turned things around. Many blessings.