Once I had a dream that dodie and I had a sleepover and the next morning we went out for brunch and there was a giant sculpture of a yellow fork outside, upon which she turns to me as we stand in awe of this house-sized fork and says “Isn’t that just beautiful. I want to find art like this everywhere I go.” And now that’s become my life mission: to find art everywhere I go.
WhoCares IDo 💛 um YEHS! Do you have an Instagram or something I can reach you at? It’s probably best if we know each other before adventuring around the world together.
There’s something so beautiful about Dodie in the first half with a bare face, a spot clearly visible, and her hair unstyled. It’s just her. Dodie is very pretty when she puts on makeup and does her hair and wears fancy clothing, but there’s something special about the way she looks without all of it. It makes her more real somehow.
I love that this comment is so appreciative of Dodie in all of her different states instead of trying to rank them/pick one over all the others. It's quite refreshing and wholesome and thanks for that. :)
i dreamed that meryl streep was my art teacher and she would replace the month may with her name so she could make it “meryl the first.” it’s strange how dreams work.
I write poetry but don’t have anyone to share it with. Dodie comment sections are always filled with lively artistic people so here’s a poem I wrote today. Cheers Welcome 5am To the warmest parts of me. You taste like water Filling the thirstiest bits of my physicality. I don’t wonder where you’re going And I don’t think passed tonight I just love our bodies pressed together And how our shoulders fit just right. We both don’t want a future And we’re both ok with that We’re just here as smiling substitutes Until the real pieces fill the cracks. I’ll get to know your tongue And your fingers explore my skin So warm together on this couch A board game left forgotten. In this dreary December The end of the best and worst year of my life We celebrate this cuffing season In the land of pumpkin spice. If we never meet again Or if we talk quite soon I don’t think I’ll ever regret not watching movies with you.
i really really want to add chords to this and sing it...it might turn out shit but i love this so so much. may i? with full credits to you obviously!!
This videos is MASSIVELY wholesome. Not that I take joy out of anyone’s anxieties, worries, insecurities or terrors. But it’s such a breath of FRESH AIR. To see and hear that someone you look up to goes through the same shit you do. I have been watching vlog after vlog where people are going to the Bahamas or Fiji, running around buying Christmas decor, doing winter clothing hauls and all that jazz (all power to them, wonderful for them!) and I wind up feeling bummed, jealous even. Dodie is one of the only people who genuinely spills out every angle of her life, good and bad. THAT MAKES ME FEEL OK! Also her glasses are rlly cute.
I had my wisdom teeth out a couple weeks ago and I felt the EXACT SAME WAY. I have such a fear of losing consciousness and it’s so weird. At one point I was even afraid of falling asleep because I couldn’t wrap my head around the idea of not being conscious. Anyway, I’m glad someone else understands how I feel.
you mentioned exercise and i wanted to share this thing just for the sake of it. i wasnt able to bring myself to regularly exercise either for a really long time and i felt really bad about my bod because of it but i started stretching instead! my friend can do the splits and i really wanted to do them as well so i literally found a routine on pinterest and did them for like ten minutes each day. im a lot more flexible now and i can almost do the splits!! my body hasnt changed, i still look the same and i still weigh the same, but doing something to take care of my body was really nice and i felt better about myself. im an artist and often its a lot of sitting still and thinking so stretching was a way i could do something with my body without losing motivation like i do with exercise! what you mentioned sounded similar to how i felt so i hope you can find a good method as well. thank you for sharing, dodie, as always.
natalia bradean I stopped talking to my friends to watch this - we are making plans and they really need my input but tbh this is faaaaar more important 😂
Title: she’s alright she’s alright My brain: Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Don’t say it Me: 🎼I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah yeah) I just gotta get out of this prison cell One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord! Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love Somebody somebody Somebody find me Somebody find me somebody somebody to love Can anybody FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOVEEEE? 🎼
I had three wisdom teeth pulled out with local anesthesia I had earphones on and I was humming throughout the whole procedure The dental surgeon on the other hand, sang the songs with me HAHAHA
When i used to get anxiety sickness and coming home nauseous because of noise pollution at school, i would just sit in the bathroom and listen to her talk and feel better
dodies next dream: she goes to the dentist and gets put under, wakes up in the middle of the extraction and fix it felix is hammering away at her face, but he does a great job and she still has the most beautiful smile in the history of the universe.
i ADORE “quiet chill and hang out” with dodie. I dont have many friends im this comfortable with. Sharing something so personal as dreams and deep fears i feel so connected and warm :’) keep on keepin on 💛
dodie you're so beautiful you literally brighten up my days! also i feel you when you talk about being dependent on your phone and picking your skin because i do the same and i struggle too :(((
I do the same thing with blue light reducing glasses especially because i stare at a screen for work and it's so helpful, I'm glad I'm not the only one getting these but also with the anesthetic thing, therapy dogs can help you calm down and better prepare or distract you from the procedure if you find it harder this time round!
hello darling :3 glad to see you are alive (although I follow your instagram so don't worry I knew you are alive) writing is hard, REALLY HARD. Take your time darling and luv ya
As someone dealing with social anxiety and depression the diaries part made me chuckle. I totally relate to this and have had very similar scenarios of trying all these different ways to try and improve and failing at all those things after a while. Just keep up the fight and keep trying new ways of dealing with it all. I recently tried mindfulness meditation and so far it's working fairly well.
I so appreciate how real you are about what is going on. It's great to see people you look up to be honest about the difficulty in their life and not try to glorify their imperfection, but to just let it be what it is. Dodie you inspire me both by your sharing these simple things about your life and through your amazing music. You are very talented.
These videos are so WONDERFUL and chill and I don’t really see stuff like this very often?? Just talking about your day and stuff to whoever chooses to listen. It’s like chatting idly with an old friend and it’s the most relaxing thing to me. I don’t know, and something about the vibe and aesthetic really makes me smile
"If i get these thoughts down on paper, then they're no longer trapped inside, threatening the life they belong to." it's okay dodie. You're venting the thoughts have to go somewhere and it's okay to not be okay.
You've inspired me to sing too and I've actually made a RUclips channel, yayy! (its so nervewracking tho) Thank you for your advice, you inspire me to just be myself, thank you so so much for that.
It's not always easy to share about one's feelings if everything is going perfectly great. When I'm happy I just want to enjoy it instead of analyzing it for fear that happiness will subside. So sharing when you're a bit down makes sense especially if you want to talk or get something out of your head so it might be easier to figure out or understand.
Thank you so much dodie for doing another one of these! I love it when you just talk to us, because it makes me feel like a dear friend, and not just a spectator.
Sincerely hope you start feeling better, but I hate to admit it that I’m glad there is someone I can relate to. I haven’t really been confident in my art or in myself recently and I’d just like feel more in control again. I love you Dodie, you’re truly a blessing on my day.
I cannot express how much I admire Dodie. Her music is amazing which goes without saying. But I’ve never seen anyone so open about they’re emotions and feelings. She is in fact very human (hehe) but in the most beautiful way
Dodie i truly do love you a lot. i hope you see this because you’ve helped me through so much. i got out of an abusive relationship because of you. i am so thankful for the perfectly imperfect human you are :)
dodie looks so genuinely beautiful and it really speaks to me, half clear skin, bare face, big jumper and cute glasses that are slightly falling down her nose. I just love her way too much and think she looks adorable so uwu
aaa i just looked at a few videos from 2016 i realized how much she has changed, and she just looks happier, i know she kinda talked about how a few things were upsetting her but she just seems a lot more happier. and it’s kinda obvious also with her music that she has just put out (if im being honest) it’s different and aaa. she just looks a lot happier and it kinda motivates me to try and feel better when feelin down
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i’m luvin this dodie era it’s so aesthetically pleasing
Once I had a dream that dodie and I had a sleepover and the next morning we went out for brunch and there was a giant sculpture of a yellow fork outside, upon which she turns to me as we stand in awe of this house-sized fork and says “Isn’t that just beautiful. I want to find art like this everywhere I go.”
And now that’s become my life mission: to find art everywhere I go.
Megan Maybee Can we travel the world together? I think that at least the thought of someone like you as a friend is lovely. ❤
WhoCares IDo 💛 um YEHS! Do you have an Instagram or something I can reach you at? It’s probably best if we know each other before adventuring around the world together.
WhoCares IDo This is so sad. I understand that though! I wish we knew each other too, maybe in our dreams ;)
Megan Maybee Thanks for understanding. See you in dreams. ❤
Last night I dreamt I shared a cheese sandwich with dodie, it was so lovely
forget goblin dodie, it's granny dodie now
an image
WOAH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN OLD DODIE AND NEW DODIE'S VOICE. wtf
I think she had a cold or somethin 😊
I think it's because she had the microphone pretty close in the old video but still true!
In the old video I think she was trying to be quiet and had a rough voice from a previous show
I love her deep voice version tho :D
she used to speak a lot more clear
There’s something so beautiful about Dodie in the first half with a bare face, a spot clearly visible, and her hair unstyled. It’s just her. Dodie is very pretty when she puts on makeup and does her hair and wears fancy clothing, but there’s something special about the way she looks without all of it. It makes her more real somehow.
Lesbian.
I love that this comment is so appreciative of Dodie in all of her different states instead of trying to rank them/pick one over all the others. It's quite refreshing and wholesome and thanks for that. :)
Nhia 96 I am! Good observation.
So true. She looks so sweet and beautiful in a different kind of way without makeup. Her makeup is so good and pretty though!
Oh I love this comment! And I love all the Dodies. And I love you all for loving Dodie too. ♥️
i wish there was a ‘hug’ button instead of just ‘like’
Those glasses on you and how they go purpley aaa so beautiful
Francesca The purple is the anti reflective coating👌
Obviously trying to make out with myself *_but my hands aren’t right_*
the fact that you’re knitting / crocheting (idk) while filming this proves that you are the most wholesome youtuber
Oh I didn't realize she was doing that until you pointed it out, now the video is that much better thank you
also the teddy bear on the bed :,)
Annastasia Shumoski Thomas sanders I feel is a close second
Yeah I noticed that too! She's knitting by the way lol 😂
Annastasia Shumoski im glad someone else noticed too!! I was curious if she still kept it up, glad to see she is💖💖😊😊
i click on dodie youtube notifs faster than memes of viral
I love your videos!!!!!💙💕💘💖💚❤️🧡💛💙💖💘💙❣️💚💓💞💜💓
@@jakeminch31 Thank you so much! x
I see u everywhere and I just now realized ur profile picture isn't dodie
Omg! I see your comments soooo often. It doesn’t even matter if it’s Dodie like I see you on remi too! 😂
I love this format (like your just talking to a friend)
phoebe f I know its so chill I love it
la baguette the knitting and flow of thoughts was just so perfect
Is anyone here looking for lyrics of "arms unfolding?"
Yes me
@@alice_6151 4:24 is 'all of'
Ya I found some! 4:49 and 4:52
The "I apologize" at the end as well!
seeing a new video from dodie really puts a smile on my face in my darkest hour
Hanan M well if it’s just a dark hour, it’s ok
Hanan M ❤️❤️❤️ there will be light, my friend💡
I'm sorry :(
Going see you in march in Manchester I can't wait!! Please sing "when" a hundred times!
yes! when is one of her best songs tbh cry like a fucking baby whenever I listen to it
I want those tickets so bad! On my Xmas Wishlist!
I'm going to the Manchester one too!
I’m going to Manchester tooooooooo
Same but please play sick of losing soulmates 🙏
i dreamed that meryl streep was my art teacher and she would replace the month may with her name so she could make it “meryl the first.” it’s strange how dreams work.
Alice Roberts this is the best thing I’ve read all day😂❤️
Omg meryl Streep is my faveeeee
She super did that
why is that something meryl streep could actually do and literally no one would complain
Why. Are. You. So. Beautiful.
Stop. T_T
•Gaille Britto• I KNOW UGH
DON'T STOP EVER
Naw she ugly
@@Justin-xy5xv bad for you tho
Katie Bruce just stating facts and logic like our great leader Ben Shapiro
narrator: but she was not alright, not alright
I write poetry but don’t have anyone to share it with. Dodie comment sections are always filled with lively artistic people so here’s a poem I wrote today. Cheers
Welcome 5am
To the warmest parts of me.
You taste like water
Filling the thirstiest bits
of my physicality.
I don’t wonder where you’re going
And I don’t think passed tonight
I just love our bodies pressed together
And how our shoulders fit just right.
We both don’t want a future
And we’re both ok with that
We’re just here as smiling substitutes
Until the real pieces fill the cracks.
I’ll get to know your tongue
And your fingers explore my skin
So warm together on this couch
A board game left forgotten.
In this dreary December
The end of the best
and worst year of my life
We celebrate this cuffing season
In the land of pumpkin spice.
If we never meet again
Or if we talk quite soon
I don’t think I’ll ever regret
not watching movies with you.
This is really amazing! I loved the subtle rhyming scheme and the atmosphere your words created. Keep at it, darling.
Alex-can-fly Alex-is-drowning thanks boo
i really really want to add chords to this and sing it...it might turn out shit but i love this so so much. may i? with full credits to you obviously!!
itmesneha do you have Twitter?
@@Carina5707 yeah @itmesneha
Dodie can you please film a video on your hair? It's just so healthy and beautiful and also it grew so fast
it is dry af and I basically didn’t cut it for a year lol that’s my routine
@@doddleoddle That's relatable af, but the fact that your looks so good is not.
Dodie, you should come out with your own glasses line
You are such an aesthetically pleasing fairy goddess of the forest......
Perfect description.
on the other hand i haven't written a monster or human yet but i have written a home
Haha me too! 🙈
dodies just got one of those voices I could listen to for hours to be honest (both singing and talking)
heymegan oh my gosh ikr it's so relaxing!!
Do you have a song called "Sorry" yet?
I honestly feel like there are not enough songs about being sorry
Or gold
well SHE DOES NOW
did you predict this cause-
hey lad guess what
I’m glad I’m not the only one who was mad at how good Tessas new music video
It's not Tessa's fault. It's all Jade Ehlers. #blameJade
@Pixi Same though.
Pixi it’s in the description box 😉
Pixi np :)
@@SophiaWilson Oh right! Thanks
I live for the whole aesthetic with the candle and the cello in the background at the end
that cut between 2015 you and 2018 you was so jarring !!! you have matured so much and so beautifully wow
This videos is MASSIVELY wholesome. Not that I take joy out of anyone’s anxieties, worries, insecurities or terrors. But it’s such a breath of FRESH AIR. To see and hear that someone you look up to goes through the same shit you do. I have been watching vlog after vlog where people are going to the Bahamas or Fiji, running around buying Christmas decor, doing winter clothing hauls and all that jazz (all power to them, wonderful for them!) and I wind up feeling bummed, jealous even.
Dodie is one of the only people who genuinely spills out every angle of her life, good and bad. THAT MAKES ME FEEL OK!
Also her glasses are rlly cute.
I had my wisdom teeth out a couple weeks ago and I felt the EXACT SAME WAY. I have such a fear of losing consciousness and it’s so weird. At one point I was even afraid of falling asleep because I couldn’t wrap my head around the idea of not being conscious. Anyway, I’m glad someone else understands how I feel.
you are the sweetest most precious angel and i love you!!!
WOAH 2013 dodie sounded so different, did she have a cold?
exactly what i was wondering!
She said she was ill in the video I think.
I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMEONE ELSE
She said she was ill and also had partied for like three days straight so she sounded like that
Oh my god guys, Dodie edited the voice to sound lower because it was a "flashback" ohmygod lmao
you mentioned exercise and i wanted to share this thing just for the sake of it. i wasnt able to bring myself to regularly exercise either for a really long time and i felt really bad about my bod because of it but i started stretching instead! my friend can do the splits and i really wanted to do them as well so i literally found a routine on pinterest and did them for like ten minutes each day. im a lot more flexible now and i can almost do the splits!! my body hasnt changed, i still look the same and i still weigh the same, but doing something to take care of my body was really nice and i felt better about myself. im an artist and often its a lot of sitting still and thinking so stretching was a way i could do something with my body without losing motivation like i do with exercise! what you mentioned sounded similar to how i felt so i hope you can find a good method as well. thank you for sharing, dodie, as always.
she is babey. she is babey!
I’m giggling. You wanted to end on a high note but caught yourself on a low one and corrected yourself. That makes me proud but I feel that too.
dodie when is the next song drop???
*_‘I’m alright’_* same
I stopped from doing my math homework for watching this video.
I was doing chinese, I can relate
natalia bradean I stopped talking to my friends to watch this - we are making plans and they really need my input but tbh this is faaaaar more important 😂
same
I’m literally in the middle of class right now, gotta drop everything for Dodie
Kami W if I used my phone in class my teachers would kill me!
7:03 APOLOGIZE AHAHH
You look soo pretty with them glasses
Title: she’s alright she’s alright
My brain:
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Don’t say it
Me: 🎼I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah yeah)
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord!
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Somebody somebody
Somebody find me
Somebody find me somebody somebody to love
Can anybody FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOVEEEE? 🎼
Same here :D
OMG QUEEN YIU ARE LEGALLY ALLOWED TO MARRY ME
EXACTLY
OMG QUEEEEEEN
SBKDJDOD SA M E
ive missed you my lovely little queen,, its such a shame that I can’t come and see you next year :( but you are cute so it’s ok
HeyiLikeBands A FEVER YOU CANT SWEaT OUt
I had three wisdom teeth pulled out with local anesthesia
I had earphones on and I was humming throughout the whole procedure
The dental surgeon on the other hand, sang the songs with me HAHAHA
Haahah that's amazing!
Yo when she said she was writing, she was playing before the line!!
*cutscene to evan running to 'take on me' like in that vine*
"writing is literally just staring into space for like... a whole day" EXACTLY
Is it just me or does anyone just really like to hear her talk? Cause i love her voice!
When i used to get anxiety sickness and coming home nauseous because of noise pollution at school, i would just sit in the bathroom and listen to her talk and feel better
I love how she's just there knitting
Omg I'm noticing the "arms unfolding" lyrics more while I rewatch these old videos. (I miss when she uploaded more often)
Yeyyy I miss these kind of vloggle style videooss
Loving this new dodie vibe!! Been here since 2012 and I've loved seeing you grow! So grateful for you dodie!
I like how you express the downs so much, it just explains that it’s just fine to experience downs in your life and not just record the ups
i don't think i can possibly express how much i love dodie
like something about her just makes me explode of love
Omg you are so beautiful and talented and you make my heart melt with your beautiful voice.
dodies next dream: she goes to the dentist and gets put under, wakes up in the middle of the extraction and fix it felix is hammering away at her face, but he does a great job and she still has the most beautiful smile in the history of the universe.
I LOVE THIS
Except her hands are weird
lol also aw
I missed you dodie! Honestly I loved this video- it was like you were talking as you would a friend 💗💗
i ADORE “quiet chill and hang out” with dodie. I dont have many friends im this comfortable with. Sharing something so personal as dreams and deep fears i feel so connected and warm :’) keep on keepin on 💛
New glasses are super cute, Dodie.
you’re like if christmas was a person
i click on dodies video notifs so much faster than any other youtuber im subbed to
this video just proves how much i really love you dodie, knitting, not dressing up and a bear on your bed, you are so wholesome i love youuu💚
dodie you're so beautiful you literally brighten up my days! also i feel you when you talk about being dependent on your phone and picking your skin because i do the same and i struggle too :(((
I do the same thing with blue light reducing glasses especially because i stare at a screen for work and it's so helpful, I'm glad I'm not the only one getting these but also with the anesthetic thing, therapy dogs can help you calm down and better prepare or distract you from the procedure if you find it harder this time round!
Dodie pls stop making me want to get new glasses thanks xoxo
All of the comments are so genuine and wholesome, god I love this community.
hello darling :3 glad to see you are alive (although I follow your instagram so don't worry I knew you are alive) writing is hard, REALLY HARD. Take your time darling and luv ya
As someone dealing with social anxiety and depression the diaries part made me chuckle. I totally relate to this and have had very similar scenarios of trying all these different ways to try and improve and failing at all those things after a while. Just keep up the fight and keep trying new ways of dealing with it all. I recently tried mindfulness meditation and so far it's working fairly well.
I saw this title as I missed school from being to lazy and sad to go, and I just laughed at the timing.
I so appreciate how real you are about what is going on. It's great to see people you look up to be honest about the difficulty in their life and not try to glorify their imperfection, but to just let it be what it is. Dodie you inspire me both by your sharing these simple things about your life and through your amazing music. You are very talented.
really liked this style of video dodie!
Dodie: asmr without being asmr. She is calm and doesn't ever really shout or yell and i love that. Her videos calm me
wow i havent noticed how much your voice has changed since 2015!!
These videos are so WONDERFUL and chill and I don’t really see stuff like this very often?? Just talking about your day and stuff to whoever chooses to listen. It’s like chatting idly with an old friend and it’s the most relaxing thing to me. I don’t know, and something about the vibe and aesthetic really makes me smile
'finished "all of" season five'
'"all of" the shouting blew it out'
"If i get these thoughts down on paper, then they're no longer trapped inside, threatening the life they belong to." it's okay dodie. You're venting the thoughts have to go somewhere and it's okay to not be okay.
You've inspired me to sing too and I've actually made a RUclips channel, yayy! (its so nervewracking tho) Thank you for your advice, you inspire me to just be myself, thank you so so much for that.
It's not always easy to share about one's feelings if everything is going perfectly great. When I'm happy I just want to enjoy it instead of analyzing it for fear that happiness will subside. So sharing when you're a bit down makes sense especially if you want to talk or get something out of your head so it might be easier to figure out or understand.
she doesn't like the C R O N C H
Thank you so much dodie for doing another one of these! I love it when you just talk to us, because it makes me feel like a dear friend, and not just a spectator.
AHHH SO BEAUTIFUL
the fact she said she feels guilty all the time and then she makes a song called guiltless I love dodie
I'd love a Bojack Horseman analysis. Extremely enjoyable show!
Sincerely hope you start feeling better, but I hate to admit it that I’m glad there is someone I can relate to. I haven’t really been confident in my art or in myself recently and I’d just like feel more in control again. I love you Dodie, you’re truly a blessing on my day.
Dodie’s song 6/10 was in a Netflix movie!!! It’s the Christmas free rein movie
Oh my god, "I'm frustrated by my lack of musical talent while I'm happy about my amazing musical talent." That's way too relatable😅
Even though you were nervous, you did it! Keep it up!
I cannot express how much I admire Dodie. Her music is amazing which goes without saying. But I’ve never seen anyone so open about they’re emotions and feelings. She is in fact very human (hehe) but in the most beautiful way
Dodie i truly do love you a lot. i hope you see this because you’ve helped me through so much. i got out of an abusive relationship because of you. i am so thankful for the perfectly imperfect human you are :)
I love how you're so open and just talk about everything on your mind, makes me feel a little less alone
This is literally the 10th time dodie has uploaded and I’m in Asda
i read your book today. the parts about your granny and your breakups really helped with the grief over my cat who died yesterday. thank you so much
oh yay I’ve been a mess so this is a nice surprise
dodie looks so genuinely beautiful and it really speaks to me, half clear skin, bare face, big jumper and cute glasses that are slightly falling down her nose. I just love her way too much and think she looks adorable so uwu
5:15 you have amazing music talent and the glasses suite you.
I could hear dodie talking about random stuff the whole day and never get tired of it
Yayyyyyyy dodie 💛💛💛
I love these talking videos, so soothing. It’s like nattering to a close friend.
Who came back to look for arms unfolding lyrics??
aaa i just looked at a few videos from 2016 i realized how much she has changed, and she just looks happier, i know she kinda talked about how a few things were upsetting her but she just seems a lot more happier. and it’s kinda obvious also with her music that she has just put out (if im being honest) it’s different and aaa. she just looks a lot happier and it kinda motivates me to try and feel better when feelin down
DODIIIIEEEE
GET A THERAPIST
WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU NEED TO GET A THERAPIST TO HELP YOU SEE THAT AND ACCEPT YOURSELFFF IN THIS ESSAY I WILL--
Ellis owo she has one I believe she’s talked about it before quite a bit
I respect the knitting. I’ve been knitting a lot lately to help with my mental health. Focusing on something else is nice.