The venue you worked is gorgeous. What a cool event and tables looked gorgeous and desserts I was imagining you boxing one up to bring home. Lol. And I think you have your shit way more together than you think you do. You make a lot of goals for structure but you def function well without following those rules. Glad you are almost healed. And maybe your lifeline being broken is a representation for the change in the line of your life now! A not so clean cut and it’s healing and the line continues. That you look around and see the beauty in life but fall for not looking is way more positive than chronically looking for potential hazard and missing the pretty windows and sunshine and stars. Hope you survive the 6am wake up. Ughhhh. I feel for you. We are having unexpected building construction here so much chaos ensued here with loud drilling and demo of the whole entrance to my apartment entrance and little bridge with rails and stairs. It’s literally feet from my bed and I was awoken with the sound of electric drills, saws and breaking apart wood and vibrating walls and a crew of workmen yelling to each other over the work. Feet from my bed. Wahhhhhhh! Ellie was scared and shaking and then I had to go to the doc and wait two hours for a one minute check on my ear infection and prescription and then over to Pharm For that and another wait with my caregiver from hell. I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow to work on replacing her, getting my washer fixed and therapy to tighten my screws a little bc I was coming a little unhinged when the noise was happening and I had to leave Ellie in it and go to the doc. She gets sick when she’s scared and has a chronic GI issue so I was afraid of that. She survived though despite my building now looking like a construction site. Lol We shall prevail. I still wouldn’t want to get up at 6! Lol Not sure what’s worse, loud construction all day or early wake up and nerve racking meeting. You will do great. You always look very professional and put together and speak well so don’t worry. Just work your magic and charm them with your intellect and then come home and collapse. Lol Big hugs and a bigger coffee for that 6 am wakeup. We need a channel merch for your channel with tee shirts and pajamas pants that says no nightmares. 🌙✨
you haven't seen my apartment - it would definitely prove that my shit is all over the place and definitely not together 😅 gosh, I need to get those men to pay me and come and clean it 🤦♀️ oh my... the construction sounds like a cherry on top of everything else you have. I'm sorry. Can somebody out there give you a break finally? Oh, I like the tee shirts and PJs idea! I'll add it to the list! oh boy... which list to choose? lol
I am quite a chaotic person naturally, most people would not know this about me as I am so organised, but I have had to learn skills to do this, my whole weeks and days are planned, otherwise nothing would ever get done, I just find it easier . My advice, do not put too much on your to do list, you have to be realistic.
The venue you worked is gorgeous. What a cool event and tables looked gorgeous and desserts I was imagining you boxing one up to bring home. Lol.
And I think you have your shit way more together than you think you do. You make a lot of goals for structure but you def function well without following those rules.
Glad you are almost healed.
And maybe your lifeline being broken is a representation for the change in the line of your life now! A not so clean cut and it’s healing and the line continues.
That you look around and see the beauty in life but fall for not looking is way more positive than chronically looking for potential hazard and missing the pretty windows and sunshine and stars.
Hope you survive the 6am wake up. Ughhhh. I feel for you.
We are having unexpected building construction here so much chaos ensued here with loud drilling and demo of the whole entrance to my apartment entrance and little bridge with rails and stairs. It’s literally feet from my bed and I was awoken with the sound of electric drills, saws and breaking apart wood and vibrating walls and a crew of workmen yelling to each other over the work. Feet from my bed. Wahhhhhhh! Ellie was scared and shaking and then I had to go to the doc and wait two hours for a one minute check on my ear infection and prescription and then over to Pharm
For that and another wait with my caregiver from hell. I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow to work on replacing her, getting my washer fixed and therapy to tighten my screws a little bc I was coming a little unhinged when the noise was happening and I had to leave Ellie in it and go to the doc. She gets sick when she’s scared and has a chronic GI issue so I was afraid of that. She survived though despite my building now looking like a construction site. Lol
We shall prevail. I still wouldn’t want to get up at 6! Lol
Not sure what’s worse, loud construction all day or early wake up and nerve racking meeting.
You will do great. You always look very professional and put together and speak well so don’t worry. Just work your magic and charm them with your intellect and then come home and collapse. Lol
Big hugs and a bigger coffee for that 6 am wakeup.
We need a channel merch for your channel with tee shirts and pajamas pants that says no nightmares. 🌙✨
you haven't seen my apartment - it would definitely prove that my shit is all over the place and definitely not together 😅 gosh, I need to get those men to pay me and come and clean it 🤦♀️
oh my... the construction sounds like a cherry on top of everything else you have. I'm sorry. Can somebody out there give you a break finally?
Oh, I like the tee shirts and PJs idea! I'll add it to the list!
oh boy... which list to choose? lol
You and I have something in common wow nice Smooth Jazz music 😻
Oh, I love smooth jazz!
@@TANIAfm I like Diana Krall how about you?
@@Zzsmuf I actually know very little names. I usually put a vague description and listen to the playlist that pops up
I am quite a chaotic person naturally, most people would not know this about me as I am so organised, but I have had to learn skills to do this, my whole weeks and days are planned, otherwise nothing would ever get done, I just find it easier . My advice, do not put too much on your to do list, you have to be realistic.
@@serenadm6619 yeah… being realistic is definitely not my strong side…