Character Development Done Wright: The Themes of Ace Attorney

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  • @anintendofankindaguy1368
    @anintendofankindaguy1368 7 лет назад +408

    One of the reasons case 2-4 is my favorite in the series is how, when Phoenix has to defend Engarde knowing he's guilty, every time he says something, it sounds like he's in terrible pain. He's truly suffering, and the writing made this very clear.

  • @bigmanbossman
    @bigmanbossman 6 лет назад +413

    Trials & Tribulations is also the game where Wright lent his attorney's badge to Edgeworth, right?

    • @placto9512
      @placto9512 5 лет назад +18

      Yes

    • @pomegranate10017
      @pomegranate10017 4 года назад +63

      Yeah, and it was gay as hell.

    • @thatonestoneboi8967
      @thatonestoneboi8967 3 года назад +14

      @@pomegranate10017 WTF

    • @nagi9990
      @nagi9990 3 года назад +11

      @@pomegranate10017 periodt

    • @redinahedge3073
      @redinahedge3073 3 года назад +26

      @@pomegranate10017 Who else would he have entrusted his badge to? Edgeworth was his best friend from grade school AND he knew law. Nothing gay here.

  • @yeahimdead6838
    @yeahimdead6838 6 лет назад +162

    I’m glad to see someone truthfully analyze the original trilogy itself instead of mixing the other games in for comparisons...

  • @frrd.p6136
    @frrd.p6136 3 года назад +56

    It never occurred to me that aa2 intentionally make players gradually doubt phoenix's clients from the start for the sake of final case til I watch this video! No wonder why they were so annoying. Also you make me finally understand what the title 'justice for all' means for the story. Great analysis!

    • @EF-kk3vh
      @EF-kk3vh 2 года назад +1

      wait omg that's so cool

  • @IKGProductions
    @IKGProductions 7 лет назад +157

    This is what I'm talking about! EXCELLENT work Jack! We need more people like you who tackle these detailed arcs and points in each Ace Attorney game. Also, great job with the editing and voice work!

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +8

      Innocent Kristoph Gavin ~ You're far too flattering Gavin, thanks a lot for the kind comments. (╹◡╹)

    • @muhammadsban2009
      @muhammadsban2009 6 лет назад +1

      I know right!

  • @brianfong5711
    @brianfong5711 5 лет назад +45

    5:47 It's pronounced Guh-dough. The "t" is silent. And it is French I believe.
    There is play called "Waiting for Godot".

  • @Alarcj7
    @Alarcj7 3 года назад +22

    4:34 "...best friend Maya..."
    Pearl will have a field day.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  3 года назад +13

      *prepares to receive a punch to the face*

  • @anintendofankindaguy1368
    @anintendofankindaguy1368 7 лет назад +67

    This was a great video, you should have more subscribers.
    Jesus christ, Turnabout Sisters' Ballad makes me so emotional, that just shows how much of an impact the first games can leave on players for years.

  • @BlueGeen
    @BlueGeen 3 года назад +16

    Trials&Tribulations is the best game ever. The last case blew me the fuck away. And, I loved seeing College Phoenix!

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  3 года назад +2

      This.

    • @BlueGeen
      @BlueGeen 3 года назад +2

      @@JacksMelancholy literally, I came across this video because every once in a while I just need to revisit AA trilogy/T&T/lore/Godot content. I ‘member watching thru lucahjin’s blind T&T play through just to revisit all those experiences and emotions, esp seeing someone go through it blind. I still haven’t even emotionally recovered enough to move onto the rest of the AA games lol- like clockwork, a few times every year I seem to come back to this trilogy and especially T&T.

  • @The_Big_Jay
    @The_Big_Jay 2 года назад +12

    From the few AA games I've played, they've always seems like big picture games. Each game is it's own sort of self contained story, but almost always leave stuff unfinished until the next game comes to wrap it up. That could be why Apollo Justice is so divisive. The hand holding he receives isn't too different from the Deus Ex Machina Phoenix receives in his first game. How much would we like Phoenix Wright if he never got any sequels? We'd all say, "Oh, that lawyer game where that guy wins cases by pure luck?".

  • @TheStorytellerAJ
    @TheStorytellerAJ 7 лет назад +64

    This was a great video man. I'm glad to see you're back.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +10

      TheStoryteller ~ Thanks a lot Telly, I appreciate that. Loving your work too. (╹◡╹)
      The whole moving to Japan thing a year ago really put RUclips videos on the back burner for me, but every now and again a jolt of inspiration takes over and I can't concentrate on anything else save getting my ideas into a video essay.
      Thanks again and hope all's well with you. (⌒▽⌒)🎶

    • @anintendofankindaguy1368
      @anintendofankindaguy1368 7 лет назад +1

      Jack's Melancholy Palace you moved to Japan?! I'm so jealous XD

  • @1010otep
    @1010otep 6 лет назад +60

    he became the "ace attorney"
    until he presented forged evidence
    cant blame him tho

    • @L1z43vr
      @L1z43vr 5 лет назад +2

      Matpat disagrees...TO COURTROOM #4!

    • @beegyoshi8401
      @beegyoshi8401 2 года назад

      You kinda can blame him because no one should present evidence you received from a literal child half an hour ago

    • @L0rdOfThePies
      @L0rdOfThePies 2 года назад

      ​@@beegyoshi8401 this is phoenix wright we're talking about, he got evidence from pearl in AA2 So i doubt he'd raise an eyebrow at that
      _also didnt apollo do it too lmao??_

    • @beegyoshi8401
      @beegyoshi8401 2 года назад

      @@L0rdOfThePies atleast he knew pearls

  • @etourdie
    @etourdie 2 года назад +13

    I believe Diego Armondot is supposed to rhyme, do the T in Godot would be silent.
    Also, Laurice (i pronounced ee) Deuxnim (dew nim). Meaning Larry two name
    Edit: missed the a in Deauxnim, it's doe nim

    • @romacrunch
      @romacrunch 2 года назад +3

      i think the last syllables in ‘diego’ and ‘armando’ are meant to sound like ‘go-do’, sounding like ‘godot’. i just thought it was a fun touch or i might be grasping here lol

  • @littleboogers1482
    @littleboogers1482 5 лет назад +138

    Godot is pronounced Go-doh. The "T" is silent

  • @xthna
    @xthna 7 лет назад +23

    Finally, someone who did a video on it. Awesome as always, Jack!

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +3

      Susato ~ Your support is greatly appreciated; I'm glad you enjoyed it. ( ^ω^ )

  • @hzoethetaco7492
    @hzoethetaco7492 7 лет назад +22

    The x is silent in Deauxnim

    • @MKDumas1981
      @MKDumas1981 6 лет назад +7

      Mramericantaco: It's most easily read if you think about what it is - a pseudonym. It makes more sense in Japanese: they read as "Irisu Donimu" ("Elise Pseudonym") and "Rarisu Donimu" ("Larry Pseudonym").

  • @darth_aura
    @darth_aura Год назад +1

    Wonderful video essay, I thought it hit on all the aspects of the original trilogy and really showcased how well written they are. Well done

  • @ronanbrooks2106
    @ronanbrooks2106 3 года назад +3

    i just got the wright joke at the end of the video title AFTER 4 LONG YEARS!!!

  • @damiannagel963
    @damiannagel963 6 месяцев назад +1

    In case 1-4, he also gets kinda saved from certain defeat by Larry.

  • @everlastinglydreams
    @everlastinglydreams 7 лет назад +6

    Thanks for the thanks! I'm happy I was able to help!

  • @mawcha
    @mawcha 3 года назад +2

    ive literally just started ace attorney a few days ago and holy shit... where have i been all of these years?!

  • @yoshistover5881
    @yoshistover5881 5 лет назад +10

    This is oddly written just like Persona 4 and 5. A Central theme with characters (Or social links) That revolve around the theme with various conflicts.

    • @grackleking6413
      @grackleking6413 5 лет назад +1

      Uh. Pretty sure this is fairly common. You could say this about many video games and stories.

    • @yoshistover5881
      @yoshistover5881 5 лет назад +1

      @@grackleking6413 Didn't know that. Most of the games I play aren't all that narrative heavy.

  • @nizarneezR
    @nizarneezR 5 лет назад +5

    This is an amazing video! Really loved it!

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  5 лет назад +1

      nizar neezR ~ Thanks a million, I really appreciate it.
      (⌒▽⌒)

  • @fedoratheexplorar2143
    @fedoratheexplorar2143 7 лет назад +20

    In terms of storytelling, I am surprised you didn't notice Rise From the ashes, which is one of the best written cases of all time. I don't know why, but every time someone says Apollo justice was written very poorly I question life. I played the game over 5 times and didn't notice a single plot hole. No, Machi being convicted is not a plot hole, that is one of the stupidest things I've ever heard, the court had full reasons to convict him. If only Turnabout Succession was about an hour longer, I would put Mr. Justice close to Trials and Tribulations, which is also my favourite game of the series.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +14

      Fedora The Explorar ~ I purposefully chose not to cover Rise From the Ashes as it was not part of the original trilogy.
      It was added to the DS remakes as a precursor to Apollo Justice, introducing Ema Skye and evidence law.
      I really enjoy that case, however I wanted to look at the original trilogy in it's original form.
      As for my opinion on Apollo Justice, well, I just might make a video about it...

    • @bigmanbossman
      @bigmanbossman 6 лет назад +3

      I love Rise From the Ashes! It showed us players the same places yet with different characters and some familiar faces. In my opinion it was...serious. When I first talked to Lana Skye in the detention center I noticed a different aura, as if it was another game. Its a fun and challenging and shocking part of Ace Attorney that would always hold a special place in my heart!

    • @placto9512
      @placto9512 5 лет назад +2

      I didn't really like Apollo Justice, since I stopped it after the second case. Trials and Tribulations feels like the end of his story for me. (Though, I was a fan of Dual Destinies.)

  • @stefaniehaven6991
    @stefaniehaven6991 5 лет назад +6

    This was such a great video ✨

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  5 лет назад +1

      Haven ~ Much obliged, I appreciate it.
      (╹◡╹)🎶✨

  • @tigerwarrior2790
    @tigerwarrior2790 4 года назад +6

    Are you going to cover the themes in ace attorney 4-6, as well as the spin-offs like AAI 1-2 and DGS 1-2?

  • @FilmFan-iv7sz
    @FilmFan-iv7sz 2 года назад +2

    Great video my only issue with 3-3 is he just bluffs his way 😅

  • @jeramahia123
    @jeramahia123 4 года назад +6

    I love the last game, but Godot was such an unforgivable asshole. And I don't know why people defend him just because of his tragic past (like they've learned nothing from the past cases about that not being an excuse for murder). He killed Mia's mother when it could have been easily avoided, and then let Maya and Iris cover for him (which would have gotten Irus executed, and still got her arrested so she and Phoenix couldn't be together), and almost got Maya, Pearl, Phoenix and Iris all killed just because he couldn't swallow his completely misplaced anger. He's second to worst prosecutor only by Manfred - at least Franziska actually helps you at times.
    I mean, all prosecutors are a little bit asshole-ish. But Godot... he had been nothing but a dick to Pheonix for no reason - even when Mia stood by him - and then everyone tries to defend his actions. Even Maya, despite it being very clear that if he really wanted to protect her he could have just told them what Dhalia was planning, then Maya could still have her mother and Irus wouldn't be in jail.
    He wasn't justified, his actions only made things worse, and everyone else suffered because of him. And yet he gets an emotional send-off with everyone forgiving him and saying what a great guy he is? Fuck him!

    • @luisguilherme2964
      @luisguilherme2964 4 года назад +2

      I dunno man...it seems like Maya and Pheonix forgave him too like the rest of the fans. Are you saying that this part was a mistake made by the creator.

    • @luisguilherme2964
      @luisguilherme2964 4 года назад +1

      I would say that Godot was an asshole but a forgiveble one.

    • @susactivities_
      @susactivities_ 2 года назад

      Ikr? He could’ve just burned Morgan’s letter and everything would’ve been avoided.

    • @s2sHoXXs2
      @s2sHoXXs2 2 года назад

      Comments like these remind me that sometimes people just have really poor character and story analysis skills, lol

  • @smithsmithsmith731
    @smithsmithsmith731 6 лет назад +20

    Awesome video! Not many players can see so deeply in the game series. How about you do the same video about both Edgewort's spin-offs?

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  6 лет назад +6

      John Claw Fan ~ Thanks a lot~ (⌒▽⌒) I'd love to look into the themes of the Investigations games and it would be a great chance to play through them once more. 🎶

  • @grackleking6413
    @grackleking6413 5 лет назад +3

    Excellent video. The T in Godot is silent, btw

  • @elhalle6151
    @elhalle6151 Год назад +1

    The trilogy obviously has the highest quality out of all of the series, but I dont mind some other games either. I guess I'm just so obsessed with Ace Attorney that any other content also seems great to me?

  • @BDeity
    @BDeity 6 лет назад +6

    Only 781 views (by February 28th, 2018)? Jesus! That quality to views ratio does not line up at all.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  6 лет назад +1

      B. Deity ~ Much obliged; as long as one person enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed making it, then it was totally worth it.
      (≧∇≦)

    • @BDeity
      @BDeity 6 лет назад

      Jack's Melancholy Palace, that's great that you arn't greedy for views, but that's still not fair.

  • @Changanator
    @Changanator 3 года назад +1

    I thought this was going to be a video about the musical themes in the series and how they help build the characters
    It was still a great video though 👍

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  3 года назад +1

      Thanks a million.
      That’s not a half bad idea, though.

  • @c.t6932
    @c.t6932 2 года назад +2

    I'm so sad Apollo Justice didn't got the same development with a full trilogy

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  2 года назад

      I feel you.

    • @darth_aura
      @darth_aura Год назад

      This. They should’ve fully fleshed out Apollo before introducing Athena and splitting up the screen time in Dual Destinies and Spirit of Justice

  • @Explore_Cinema_
    @Explore_Cinema_ 6 лет назад +2

    Really good video!

  • @redinahedge3073
    @redinahedge3073 3 года назад +12

    Godot is TECHNICALLY pronounced “Go-dough” but I say “Go-Dot” because it just sounds right to me.

  • @nonnon6856
    @nonnon6856 4 года назад

    And then they do the same with Apollo now i wait to do the same with Athena i really want to see her grown-up like phoenix and apollo

  • @malucart
    @malucart 6 лет назад +6

    Even though Recipe for Turnabout ended up in Trials and Tribulations, it was actually made for Justice For All, as Episode 4 (Farewell, My Turnabout being Episode 5).
    (Wish they removed Big Top instead. I don't hate Big Top, but JFA would be much better if it had a great episode like Recipe for Turnabout in its place)

  • @CrazyJC5
    @CrazyJC5 7 лет назад +9

    Sorry this is so late, for some dumb reason you weren't on my sub feed and only saw your vid through someone else sending it. Anyway I really loved the video a lot. Although ace attorney is one social commentary of the japanese law system it's nice knowing someone else noticed the themes of the game.
    I think T&T in example is a game with many themes and pulls it all off pretty perfectly. Such as I always saw it as a game that shows love & lost. Not only every single case revolves around a relationship, but form some sort of lost from it.
    Hell, even the blue badger has a girl by his side.
    All characters have to deal with losing someone they love, and how they operate dealing with that. Such as in the beggining of the game phoenix was in denial of his sweet dalhia was a killer. Then grew up over the time of losing someone like that going full circle learning about Iris and able to push forward as something in the past.
    It's what makes phoenix the better man then godot, cause godot (Which I learn is pronounce Go Doe cause "DeiGO ArmanDO" but I'll still always add the t) who couldn't get pass his grief over mia death and ate himself up over that for all his actions blaming others that isn't himself. For something that isn't even his fault.
    There is a lot more of things connecting with this theme of love and lost but I kinda want to save that for another day but I hope that gives you the jiss of what I was saying. It connects with the amazing name of "Trials and Tribulations".
    I'm interested hearing your opinion on the other games cause I feel AJ hit the themes perfectly well but some parts of it's executions was a bit flawed. Plus DD themes just hurt me internally... And SoJ themes kinda is just "lol revolution, you can revolt against bad things" without a lick of honest reflection of the player how they can take it to their day to day life.
    I'm never ashame to say that T&T did change myself on viewing things that I feel the 3DS series and the AAI series sorta miss the mark of capturing, (and it doesn't help I'm not the biggest fan of the cases either even if SoJ is a full guilty pleasure to me).
    Anyway amazing video as always, keep up the good work, and stay safe in japan!
    (if you're still there, we havn't talked in forever)

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +2

      Crazyjc ~ Much obliged and yup, I'm still out in Japan and probably will be indefinitely, ha ha.
      You're right. There are so many more underlying themes and values to be explored in Ace Attorney.

  • @selinabirkin1344
    @selinabirkin1344 2 года назад +1

    Law-reese doh-nim

  • @TallTapper
    @TallTapper 3 года назад

    ace attorney gaming

  • @ganon_t99
    @ganon_t99 6 лет назад +1

    I like waffles

  • @quarreneverett4767
    @quarreneverett4767 3 года назад

    Looks like it says (dough nam

  • @ChiefMedicPururu
    @ChiefMedicPururu 4 года назад

    Moes Edgeworth?

  • @penti8345
    @penti8345 8 месяцев назад

    i’m pretty sure Laurice Deauxnim is pronounced “laurice doe-nim.” at least that’s how i’ve been saying it

  • @adammyers7383
    @adammyers7383 3 года назад +3

    I’m currently playing through Dual Destinies after finishing Apollo Justice (no spoilers please). I find both have been pretty good, but haven’t gripped me in the way some of the original trilogy could. So far, I also find Athena much more compelling than Apollo, and her psychological approach is, I think, a significantly stronger concept to enhance the story and gameplay a la Maya’s spirit training and history than Apollo’s bracelet gimmick. But I know she’s not in the next one which I think is a real shame, especially because I know Apollo is. I think the biggest flaw with the new games is that they feel...I almost wanna say “unfocused”. Like they’re not 100% sure which story they want to tell. That said, I really think there’s potential, but they need to reignite that focus. My preference would be to write Apollo out, and focus on Athena’s journey to being an Ace Attorney as Phoenix’s mentee (especially since he specifically recruited her himself to teach her, unlike with Apollo where he kind of poached him after the whole betrayal from his mentor), and allowing her to strike up a sort of sisterhood with Trucy. But that’s just my personal view and preference, no one needs to agree.

    • @kingx1024
      @kingx1024 3 года назад

      Howdy. I'm not going to spoil anything, but you said that you know that Athena isn't in Spirit of Justice, but she is in it. She doesn't take a protagonist role, but she serves as Apollo's assistant instead of Trucy in the game.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  3 года назад +1

      It’s funny that you use the word ‘unfocused;’ that’s a point I hit hard on in my Dual Destinies review.
      Regardless, I hope you enjoy the rest of the series and thanks for sharing your opinions so far. I agree with a lot of what you said.

    • @s2sHoXXs2
      @s2sHoXXs2 2 года назад

      Bro, I havent even started Dual Destinies yet and I agree. I played AJ and took a break to play investigations (personally, I'm having a great time with it, almost finished with AA1 and am excited to play Prosecutor's Path soon) because AJ:AA felt so disorienting to me in terms of what it wanted to focus on. To me, it gave us a bit of everything and had great potential, but spread itself so thin with plot points and characters. I've looked into DD a bit and I can tell that I will most likely agree that it will continue on with its more "unfocused" writing when I get there.

  • @bicycle4206
    @bicycle4206 7 лет назад +1

    Great analysis. One question though - where are you from? I can't figure out your accent.

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  7 лет назад +1

      TheDarkFigure InTheCornerOfTheRoom ~ London, England. Born and raised. (╹◡╹)However I'm not so sure I sound like a Londoner... ^^; Regardless, thanks for the support!

    • @bicycle4206
      @bicycle4206 7 лет назад +1

      Yeah, I wouldn't have guessed London, you sound English at times and sometimes you have somewhat of an American sound.Thank you for answering my question :)

  • @Miju001
    @Miju001 2 года назад

    ? Your take on Turnabout Goodbyes is pretty weird imo. Saying that Phoenix from the first case "wouldn't dare touch" a case like this is a bit excessive imo, considering he literally only became a lawyer as a way to get close to Edgeworth again; and not only is there an actual deus ex machina in that case (Mia appears to suggest the solution to Phoenix, even if she wasn't channeled by Maya), it's the one that stood out the most to me when playing it, because it slightly dampened the impact of the greatest climax in the game. Not that I disagree with your overall point about Phoenix growing during the course of the game and the trilogy, but I think you’re looking at some aspects of Turnabout Goodbyes in a completely opposite way than I am.
    EDIT: Your take on Trials and Tribulations is excellent though

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  2 года назад +3

      Perhaps I can elaborate.
      In both case 1 and case 2, Phoenix ultimately gives up fighting and were it not for the intervention of Mia, affairs would’ve ended there.
      I suppose what I was trying to say is that I couldn’t see Phoenix prior to his experiences in cases 1 through 3 being able to defend Edgeworth against Von Karma for any longer than a cross examination or two. I don’t doubt he’d try, though.
      Thanks for leaving your thoughts.

    • @Miju001
      @Miju001 2 года назад +1

      @@JacksMelancholy No problem! And now that you mention that, yeah, you're right, that's a good point. There's also the fact that, while I definitely wouldn't go as far as to say that Phoenix won the case in Turnabout Goodbyes on his own, he and Maya were for sure left with a lot less guidance from Mia there. So I think you make a good argument. Sorry if I came across as too abrasive in my comment btw - I'm not sure if I did, but just in case, that wasn't my intention

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  2 года назад

      @@Miju001 Your comment didn’t come across negatively at all; I love hearing other people’s opinions on AA and I appreciate you taking time to challenge my points.

    • @Miju001
      @Miju001 2 года назад

      @@JacksMelancholy I'm glad to hear that c: Thank you for all the Ace Attorney videos by the way lol, I also like seeing other people's opinions on the series

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  2 года назад

      @@Miju001 It’s my pleasure.
      ヾ(๑╹◡╹)ノ" It’s also a shame that the series is as dormant as my channel in recent years, but who knows?

  • @ghost.i
    @ghost.i 4 года назад

    Wow, in super late to this video (and to the video game series in general, I got into it during late 2019. I mean, the first game came out 6 years before I was born, can you blame me?), but this is great. I haven't found a video like this on RUclips so I have nothing to compare it to, but your analysis is absolutely outstanding and you pointed out many things that I didn't even notice/realize. Thanks for making this video, even though I'm 2 years late lol

  • @yune481
    @yune481 3 года назад +2

    Just gonna call Godot
    go-dought
    but in asia
    go-dout

  • @rockmanmix6242
    @rockmanmix6242 5 лет назад

    Why did you skip case 5 of the first game?

    • @JacksMelancholy
      @JacksMelancholy  5 лет назад +1

      rockman mix ~ I suppose I wanted to focus on the original four cases of Ace Attorney.
      Case five, while being excellent, is crafted to connect the original trilogy to Apollo Justice.
      I didn’t feel it connected with the other four cases and their themes, but I’d certainly enjoy covering it someday!
      Thanks for your comment. 🎶

    • @egomaniac7230
      @egomaniac7230 4 года назад

      We don't talk about case 5, ok? It doesn't exist.

    • @rockmanmix6242
      @rockmanmix6242 4 года назад

      @@egomaniac7230 but it's the first apple of ema skye and she mentioned it a few times

  • @ligudinkteuf4394
    @ligudinkteuf4394 7 лет назад +1

    Imo the best theme is in JFA
    The worst and most meh is T&T(my least fav)

  • @benplus1503
    @benplus1503 5 лет назад +1

    you need more subs
    yeah, yeah, just multiply 753 by a thousand
    please

  • @stopdropandroll
    @stopdropandroll 5 лет назад

    jesus this is terrible