My dream died, and now I'm here

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  • Опубликовано: 25 дек 2024

Комментарии • 38 тыс.

  • @veritasium
    @veritasium 8 месяцев назад +52727

    After finishing my PhD I went to a university-led session on ‘What Comes Next.’ What I heard sounded a lot like “now, you beg for money.” It was so depressing to think about all the very clever people in that room who had worked so very hard only to find out they had no financial security and would be spending most of their days asking for money. I realized that even what I thought of as the ‘safe path’ was uncertain so I may as well go after what I truly want. That led me here.

    • @davidj4266
      @davidj4266 8 месяцев назад +1568

      This. This I had to see for myself - the money begging approach, the insecure job of 2 or 3 years and then beg for more.
      I was disheartened with this also. Having a family and the need to be secure, I took my PhD into industry rather than academia. Unfortunately, I didn’t get paid for that extra achievement and feel like I’ve never fully reached my potential. All because I couldn’t get the proper assurance behind the question of, ‘and then what?’.
      However, getting a PhD is enjoyable and certainly fulfilling. But be prepared to do something different afterwards.

    • @WhoCares-zn8gp
      @WhoCares-zn8gp 8 месяцев назад +617

      Couldn’t agree more here. I feel somewhat fortunate to have shifted my perspective in pursuing my physics PhD program as a time to learn, have fun, and then move to industry. It’s rather disheartening watching hardworking people pursue the academic dream, while making all kind of sacrifices (both personal and those related to academic politics), just to aim for a position that may or may not work out.

    • @jamskinner
      @jamskinner 8 месяцев назад +144

      Find a job in applying your knowledge.

    • @fruz1378
      @fruz1378 8 месяцев назад +23

    • @vishwanathhalkeri9839
      @vishwanathhalkeri9839 8 месяцев назад +281

      I just finished middle school and wanted to be a physicist, now I'm rethinking my dreams

  • @aerozg
    @aerozg 8 месяцев назад +11674

    Hearing your story reminded me of that Franz Kafka quote:
    “I was ashamed of myself when I realized that life was a costume party, and I attended with my real face.” I am glad you stood your ground after all. We need more people like you, and not just in Academia.

    • @jessemalone8083
      @jessemalone8083 8 месяцев назад +200

      Excellent quote.

    • @TymexComputing
      @TymexComputing 8 месяцев назад

      At the Time of Franz Kafka There were yet no socialist Euroland countries promoting some bulshit agenda , but it was starting at that time. Global democracy is a scam.

    • @CosmicSomnia
      @CosmicSomnia 8 месяцев назад

      Except that anyone with integrity leaves academia because it is a rotten swamp in which only shrewed and greedy people thrive... The higher up you get in the organization, the less integrity they have. Especially in the highly prestigious institutions. The corruption and self-interest is rife and little to no meaningful science is done anymore, so anyone with integrity leaves. Scientific discovery has almost completed stopped in regards to large discoveries because research there isn't profitable...

    • @networknomad5600
      @networknomad5600 8 месяцев назад +92

      There's no good reason to wear a mask and lose your integrity. You can use your actual self, you just need to know your boundaries and have actual confidence.

    • @thebearded4427
      @thebearded4427 8 месяцев назад +189

      Any business or undertaking these days is a emotional marathon, and anyone who puts their real self on the starting line will lose the emotionally draining commitment. Kinda the whole reason emotionally dettached people are more successful and why it seems like no one cares in business meetings.

  • @soggytablet4852
    @soggytablet4852 8 месяцев назад +17049

    Your willingness to call 'bullshit' by its name is one of the reasons I watch your channel. Hats off, carry on!

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад +36

      Its a good way to make money.

    • @Elo-hv3fw
      @Elo-hv3fw 8 месяцев назад

      @@paintspot1509 it's an excellent way to be truthful..

    • @Celeste-in-Oz
      @Celeste-in-Oz 8 месяцев назад +171

      Agree. My PhD was made that much harder by the need to sift thru 100’s of bullshit papers (pointless, poor quality and written simply to fish for citations) that Sabine calling it, is very satisfying!

    • @enemdisk6628
      @enemdisk6628 8 месяцев назад +11

      This

    • @Elo-hv3fw
      @Elo-hv3fw 8 месяцев назад

      @@enemdisk6628 BS is a name.
      Welcome to am. Engl

  • @ieradossantos
    @ieradossantos Месяц назад +108

    Your dream didn't die, the surroundings you chose to practice it in couldn't accommodate them. You also shouldn't be ashamed at being on RUclips now. You spread your knowledge to the entire world now. And it could earn you more recognition and money than prior in the long run. You found 1.5 million likeminded people so far. So I would say you can be very proud of what you build here

    • @MamaMia914
      @MamaMia914 Месяц назад +4

      She didn't choose the surroundings, she didn't make academia be what it is.

    • @ieradossantos
      @ieradossantos Месяц назад

      @MamaMia914 She could have been every other job in this world. Stop making yourself look atrocious and pretentious

  • @Tubeytime
    @Tubeytime 8 месяцев назад +13272

    The real tragedy is that you almost didn't post this video. People NEED to know what kind of world we live in. This was more valuable than 99% of commencement speeches.

    • @mutantmagnet
      @mutantmagnet 8 месяцев назад +100

      This has always bothered me when I heard about people with masters degree doing work vastly different from what they worked so hard for and I was left wondering most of the time, how is this happening. This was very illuminating and I'm seething.

    • @estherstepansky5256
      @estherstepansky5256 8 месяцев назад +46

      @skippy6086 I need an electrician frequently which is why I became one too. I have never needed a physicist and one reason I opted not to study it in college despite it being fascinating.

    • @MrCesarification
      @MrCesarification 8 месяцев назад +39

      No offense, but she did a video on why capitalism is awesome not long ago. Many of us have been saying this for years. This is not news to LOTS of people.

    • @minoc2
      @minoc2 8 месяцев назад +2

      agreed

    • @murrlilly6881
      @murrlilly6881 8 месяцев назад +3

      @@MrCesarification which video is it

  • @kevind.mccarthy2450
    @kevind.mccarthy2450 8 месяцев назад +14049

    Thank you for sharing Sabine, we love you!

    • @martacollell
      @martacollell 8 месяцев назад +106

      Yeah!! we do! ;))

    • @jrodgers33
      @jrodgers33 8 месяцев назад +78

      My thoughts exactly!!

    • @arnoutsmit8951
      @arnoutsmit8951 8 месяцев назад +63

      Me too ❤

    • @user-oi5nu2nn7p
      @user-oi5nu2nn7p 8 месяцев назад +103

      Thank you Sabine! You are a great educator and human being.

    • @memegazer
      @memegazer 8 месяцев назад +20

      I want to push back that it's not token capitualation that results in the glass ceiling for women.
      And programs that require diversity and representation do not reenforce outdated world views, but I respect feeling frustrated that they are not a comprohensive solution either.
      I refuse to take away the victories of civil rights champions of the past that forced the hand for those capitulations, even if there is still more work left to do.

  • @ApprendreSansNecessite
    @ApprendreSansNecessite 8 месяцев назад +3508

    My jaw dropped. That was a very powerful testimony.

    • @JamilaJibril-e8h
      @JamilaJibril-e8h 8 месяцев назад +6

      Hahaha we exist 😂😂😂 .....

    • @meisbackforever
      @meisbackforever 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@JamilaJibril-e8hwho?

    • @andersfant4997
      @andersfant4997 8 месяцев назад +24

      No real news though.. Its how it works

    • @EvgeniBelin
      @EvgeniBelin 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@andersfant4997 this may be obvious to insiders. But it was news to me

    • @JamilaJibril-e8h
      @JamilaJibril-e8h 8 месяцев назад +9

      @@andersfant4997 if you were trans and rich and your father is billionaire things would be different

  • @TitlisBusyKitchen0
    @TitlisBusyKitchen0 19 дней назад +14

    I did a postdoc in the Chemistry department at the U of A (go Wildcats!) 87-89. It was my first and only postdoc; 'only' because it opened my eyes to all the things you talk about in this video and I decided that academia was not for me. I spent 8 years as a researcher in industry before discovering that the interactions between people were far more interesting than mixing differently coloured liquids in bizarrely shaped glassware. I then spent a happy career in "managing stuff" - health and safety, IT, property, new initiatives - but my love for science has never died (hence I'm here watching your videos). Old scientists never die, they just find a happy place to get by!

  • @김병필-e3k
    @김병필-e3k 8 месяцев назад +9940

    Dear Sabine, No, you have not failed. That you're not doing the "bs" scientific works doesn't mean that your dream of becoming a scientist failed. You're one of the best scientific minds, and your contribution to the field shouldn't be underestimated. You succeeded. Your dream is being materialized in a bit unique but beautiful way.

    • @SabineHossenfelder
      @SabineHossenfelder  8 месяцев назад +2601

      Thanks for the kind words, really appreciate that. It makes it all worthwhile. ❤️

    • @GenXCoder
      @GenXCoder 8 месяцев назад +352

      Yes Sabine, please keep challenging the status quo and hopefully we will return to caring about true scientific inquiry and not how to milk grant money to stuff institution's pockets.

    • @djbabbotstown
      @djbabbotstown 8 месяцев назад +106

      I hope you’re making some of them youtube bucks at least Sabine. Keep em coming.

    • @dinninfreeman2014
      @dinninfreeman2014 8 месяцев назад +219

      ​@@SabineHossenfelderit sounds to me that the academics failed you

    • @paulmichaelfreedman8334
      @paulmichaelfreedman8334 8 месяцев назад

      the greedy swines get their claws into everything, they don't care about what goes on, they are just there for the $$$. And as usual, literally everything and everyone else suffers.

  • @rwarren58
    @rwarren58 8 месяцев назад +2885

    A bit too much? Perhaps the best video of the year. Thank you for being you, Sabine. - Sacramento, USA

    • @lucassiccardi8764
      @lucassiccardi8764 8 месяцев назад +34

      Best video in the channel, IMO.

    • @eclectictech
      @eclectictech 8 месяцев назад +34

      Bringing the issues to light is one small step towards the possibility of changing them in the future.

    • @legbert123
      @legbert123 8 месяцев назад +8

      She has been promoting this channel for years dont listen to the narrative she is pushing. She has been ALL about being a youtuber for years now for sure her work has dropped off look at the amount of time she puts in this channel!

    • @legbert123
      @legbert123 8 месяцев назад

      you sweet summer child@@eclectictech

    • @legbert123
      @legbert123 8 месяцев назад +5

      A bit too much? this is the worst example of a video this year. Sabine has been pushing this channel at the expense if actual research for years now any science realeated issue on this channel is fraught with innaccurate information and borderline lies.

  • @Walter-Montalvo
    @Walter-Montalvo 8 месяцев назад +1694

    Not too much, it is just right and honest. Don’t ever change!

    • @SabineHossenfelder
      @SabineHossenfelder  8 месяцев назад +302

      Thank you from the entire team!

    • @chronixchaos7081
      @chronixchaos7081 8 месяцев назад +29

      Well done you.

    • @Quagoo
      @Quagoo 8 месяцев назад +27

      Given the system appears to be so broken, and given it’s the people’s money at work, what could the people do to demand change? Does this have to stay broken forever?

    • @ConwayBob
      @ConwayBob 8 месяцев назад +33

      @@Quagoo -- Excellent questions! To which I humbly add one more: Is the academic establishment even worth trying to fix, or do we need to replace it with something better?

    • @siraaron4462
      @siraaron4462 8 месяцев назад +17

      ​@@Quagoospreading awareness helps. (Knowing is half the battle) But I've seen various proposals that would change the incentive structure to support good science; rather than Shitposting in scientific journals for grants.
      As for how to get people to adopt these new incentives? I think things will have to get worse before they get better. People are going to keep doing things just the way they are until they can't anymore.

  • @marktaylor1812
    @marktaylor1812 День назад +4

    Thankyou, that’s brutally honest, and admire your courage. I worked for a government research agency in NZ, and this all sounds depressingly familiar. Kia Kaha - be strong

  • @Catcherinthecorn
    @Catcherinthecorn 8 месяцев назад +908

    I love your honesty. My brother got a PhD in theoretical physics from an Ivy League university and he felt the same way you do. He left academia a while ago and works in software now, but he still does his physics and math research every day in his spare time. I admire him a lot.

    • @tatjana7008
      @tatjana7008 8 месяцев назад +33

      And thats why number of patents in Western countries decreased in last years. Chinese mastered it team work long time ago and thrive because of it, while here its all divide and conquer of talented motivated people

    • @Lavabug
      @Lavabug 8 месяцев назад +50

      @@tatjana7008 What? US issued patents are a historic high. Also the number of patents issued has zero connection with fundamental physics research - the measure is peer reviewed publications.

    • @tatjana7008
      @tatjana7008 8 месяцев назад +31

      @@Lavabug first of all, Sabine is not from US, she tells about experience in Germany and Europe. Second, number of confirmed patents is much important then applications, and China leads there. Third, science is interconnected and discoveries in fundamental physics might influence practical applications as well. Thats why I do theoretical computer science, because it can influence every branch of science.
      About papers and publications, many chairs in my university interconnected with industry, and they often end up in patents.

    • @allan710
      @allan710 8 месяцев назад +15

      I also left academia, I really didn't like the way it works.

    • @Lavabug
      @Lavabug 8 месяцев назад +22

      @@tatjana7008 The US issues more utilities patents than any other country, and many Chinese enterprises seek US patents as well. Practical applications have little to do with fundamental science, they are an accident. If you're using patent number to measure scientific progress, you have no knowledge of how science works or what counts as innovation. Patents only measure commercial products, not the generation of knowledge which far outpaces what patents indicate (I am a former patent examiner).

  • @simonburrows
    @simonburrows 8 месяцев назад +746

    The wrong incentives always lead to the wrong results. Thanks for calling this out!

    • @SabineHossenfelder
      @SabineHossenfelder  8 месяцев назад +74

      Thanks from the entire team!

    • @eddierayvanlynch6133
      @eddierayvanlynch6133 8 месяцев назад +6

      Well said, Simon. Sad, but well said.

    • @ksenobite
      @ksenobite 8 месяцев назад

      Yeah, spending days in YT 😂then playing victim card because life isn't easy. But she's not the only one, YT star physicists love to shine, but end up bitter and angry since they don't hand out Nobel prizes for clicks. And calling others bs (the terrible system that gave you free education) is easy, not so easy when its own

    • @amigalemming
      @amigalemming 8 месяцев назад

      @@orionbetelgeuse1937 If you question the "99% consensus" you can easily estimate the chance of getting a proposal accepted. :-)

    • @edsanville
      @edsanville 8 месяцев назад +7

      That about sums up the sad state of the world we currently inhabit.

  • @soroosha
    @soroosha 8 месяцев назад +4906

    That's exactly why I never went back to academia after my master's. It was all about what to do to get that extra grant. Everyone (including myself) was writing bullshit to get grants. I used to want to become a scientist since I was a child. The reality killed that dream for me too... I totally get it.

    • @Joker22593
      @Joker22593 8 месяцев назад +1053

      Same here. Publishing has so much metagaming, that it's not producing good work. My thesis adviser told me to split my paper up into 3-5 papers, publish them separately and have them all cite each other to inflate my impact numbers. I knew academia was bullshit as soon as that was suggested.

    • @SabineHossenfelder
      @SabineHossenfelder  8 месяцев назад +930

      You did the right thing.

    • @irifhir
      @irifhir 8 месяцев назад +351

      The institutions are failing, and in order to save the scientific knowledge to go down with it, we need people teaching straight to the public, and not only the raw science, but all the epistemological nuances around it. You are a brave and inspiring person! Thanks ❤

    • @bootstraphan6204
      @bootstraphan6204 8 месяцев назад +89

      When the questions you want to find answers to (buy doing science) collide with "will said answers make line go up?"
      Will your quest to unlock the mysteries of the universe be profitable? Isn't as much "reality" as it is "Capitalism".
      You, as an individual, might have as much luck changing the laws of physics as you would changing the effects that Capitalism (specifically the profit motive) has on doing science.🤷‍♂️

    • @StefanLopuszanski
      @StefanLopuszanski 8 месяцев назад +132

      But what's the alternative that already exists? Universities have huge issues but they still do focus on topics you'd never see a fully commercialized industry indulge. It is an evil but a lesser evil. What else is there?

  • @amylott4249
    @amylott4249 7 дней назад +5

    I am a bit “too much” to most people, also. Thank you so much for your courage in posting this video. I am so grateful for you.

  • @intlspacefed
    @intlspacefed 8 месяцев назад +811

    The International Space Federation (ISF) is happy to encourage and support independent researchers and educators working on fundamental physics problems, such as the ones Dr. Hossenfelder has been publishing and educating on for years now.

    • @ТодорБогосављевић
      @ТодорБогосављевић 8 месяцев назад +16

      yeat better carti mid

    • @TheHumanSynthesizer69
      @TheHumanSynthesizer69 8 месяцев назад

      @@ТодорБогосављевићyachty trash

    • @roxanne_
      @roxanne_ 8 месяцев назад +7

      Wow that is incredible I’m sure everyone appreciates your donation!!!

    • @nataliearcadia
      @nataliearcadia 8 месяцев назад +12

      Your profile says that you are working on "harnessing quantum vacuum energy as a sustainable power source." What does that mean? Sounds awfully similar to the zero-point energy nonsense that crackpots love to bring up. What does your "federation" do, other than sell bonds?

    • @LeonisCatulus
      @LeonisCatulus 8 месяцев назад

      Hum, do you support everyone? Cause you might be interested in talking with me.
      Just sayin’ 🙃

  • @donaldquicke547
    @donaldquicke547 8 месяцев назад +4361

    I am a professor but totally understand the terrible rat race. i was once writing an academic book (rather well known one now) but my HoD knocked on my office door one day and told me that the university didn't value scholarship any more. i retired as soon as was financially able to, and moved to Thailand. never been back. Take care, Donald

    • @esecallum
      @esecallum 8 месяцев назад

      thailand? is that not a dangerousplaceto be for a white man?

    • @memyselfandi8544
      @memyselfandi8544 8 месяцев назад

      Sawasdi kap. You and Sab have stumbled into the invisible walls of a technological house of cards. Science is supposed to be a process of discovery where we chose the most accurate way to describe observations, but that depends on who “we” are. We are not what you think we are. We are more like the subjects of the virtual world in the Matrix. Controlled with lies and a brilliant characterization of the world, however, it is built essentially on lies. We struggle not against the flesh, but against spiritual principalities in heaven and hell. It’s all about control, this world. God is. Choke di, farang.

    • @elbuggo
      @elbuggo 8 месяцев назад +232

      RE: the university didn't value scholarship any more
      I guess they are looking for foundations for their latest propaganda projects. Research is subordinate to policy. Findings that are contrary to their policies, or their imagined ideal world, is not appreciated.

    • @fantabuloussnuffaluffagus
      @fantabuloussnuffaluffagus 8 месяцев назад +174

      @@ibubezi7685 I always get a kick out of people who loudly proclaim "all the scientists agree on climate change", as if science was a democracy and the facts should actually care what scientists think.

    • @bobmcbobbington9220
      @bobmcbobbington9220 8 месяцев назад +411

      @@fantabuloussnuffaluffagus Wow, you turned a video about a woman's experience into academia into some bs about some conspiracy because scientists are coming to similar conclusions about something you apparently don't want to hear about. Get help.

  • @B76SkyWarrior
    @B76SkyWarrior 8 месяцев назад +4923

    As a grad student, I had a professor plagiarize an entire term paper of mine which he used as a chapter in his book. My complaint to him and the department fell on deaf ears. I was told that my worked belonged to the professor because all grad work belonged to the professor who taught me. What a bunch of garbage.

    • @Greengeist05
      @Greengeist05 8 месяцев назад +487

      Holy Sh!t… does this mean that plagiarism is a feature and not a bug of the academic landscape?!?!🤬😳

    • @freshmanenglishhelp
      @freshmanenglishhelp 8 месяцев назад +169

      Did you get any credit/mention in References as a contributing graduate student?

    • @AnotherEmi
      @AnotherEmi 8 месяцев назад +138

      That's absolutely crazy! Surely that would be illegal??

    • @taylermontgomery2004
      @taylermontgomery2004 8 месяцев назад +214

      My University (as most in America) expels fraudulent plagiarists, but I've never heard of professors being fired for the same reason. Do you have a link to your original publication online for us to compare his book to?

    • @B76SkyWarrior
      @B76SkyWarrior 8 месяцев назад +63

      @@freshmanenglishhelp None at all

  • @rgutbrod
    @rgutbrod 2 месяца назад +75

    My son introduced me to you. I have enjoyed your items, some that are insightful, and others that make me think. I don't always agree with the message, but because you present reasoning, not dogma or doctrine, I find you refreshing. Your value as a teacher should always be respected. Thank you Sabine. I think of the tune of Pink Floyd about the Wall. You have broken free of the wall.

    • @VictorHugoAlvarez-eternelymiss
      @VictorHugoAlvarez-eternelymiss 2 месяца назад +1

      Persecuting biblical statements and chasing "Scientific disprove" of that biblical statements sounds 100% Dogmatic Atheist for Me, as example of she trying to claim that we don't have free will.

  • @landondyer
    @landondyer 8 месяцев назад +1472

    My dad was a scientist, and I watched his constant struggle with politics and funding. He had a stress-related heart attack at 50; he survived it, but was never the same afterwards.

    • @womenwelove
      @womenwelove 8 месяцев назад +49

      it's sad that happened to your dad

    • @asia1174
      @asia1174 8 месяцев назад +6

      “Was”, did he retire or quit? And I’m sorry your dad was out through that kind of stress..

    • @margarethamaartje3716
      @margarethamaartje3716 8 месяцев назад +6

      That is so sad! Im so sorry for your dad

    • @binbows2258
      @binbows2258 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@margarethamaartje3716 perhaps he died.

    • @imeldahaloho4798
      @imeldahaloho4798 8 месяцев назад +13

      I'm sorry for your dad! Hope his heart recovering and he takes care of himself better. Nothing is more precious than our health, not even our job or idealism.

  • @moc5541
    @moc5541 6 месяцев назад +1431

    I am PhDed in physics, from a highly reputable US university. I can assure you that her claims about how academia works--- the grad students and postdocs doing all of the work, the paper mill aspect, the huge overhead, etc.--- are entirely correct.

    • @ЕвгенийПетров-в5п
      @ЕвгенийПетров-в5п 6 месяцев назад +27

      and I though it was a feature specific only to the Russian university I studied in.

    • @Overlord176
      @Overlord176 6 месяцев назад +19

      As a 15 year old in America, screw the education systen

    • @justchary
      @justchary 6 месяцев назад +7

      Suppose you have done PhD, will it give you any advantage when going to industry?
      It could be a possible carrier path: get PhD, get tick in the box, then go do something else.

    • @moc5541
      @moc5541 6 месяцев назад +22

      @@justchary The only circumstances under which that has worked well, for the PhDs, that I can think of, involved PhDs in electrical engineering or computer programming or the like. Certain Silicon Valley companies had a corporate culture that valued PhDs highly. But others didn't.

    • @XRGisXIN
      @XRGisXIN 6 месяцев назад +15

      Hi, my name is Curtis Smith. I earned an electrical engineering degree from UC Riverside and I am published in The Genetics Society of America. My background is Navy. I truly appreciate a kindred spirit. I would very much like to teach at Harvey Mudd (Claremont Colleges in Pasadena). I have classmates who work at JPL. My reputation is good. It is the economy’s fault, not academia, that money is king. I am ceaselessly working with others to put academic professionals in control of this country instead of lawyers and clergy. I will win.

  • @cesarmenor-salvan9535
    @cesarmenor-salvan9535 8 месяцев назад +1145

    As a scientist struggling with the broken academic science system, I resonate with all that she said and it's totally spot on

    • @johnboze
      @johnboze 8 месяцев назад

      Start with some real science and you will NO LONGER STRUGGLE: Vacuum Ambient EM Field Dipole Theory aka Quantum Inertial Dipole Theory aka Graviton Theory aka Dark Mass / Energy Theory aka Vacuum Zero Point Energy Theory aka PLANCK PARTICLE THEORY is T.O.E. postulated by the Germans and brought to fruition by US DoD via Defense Contractors like Lockheed that solved TOE so the Pentagon gave them cart blanche on CASH to designed and build working Quantum Field Densification Drives aka HFGWGs and they solved during technical material science issues during SDI STAR WARS Weapons Programs of the 1980s and 90s and the result is "UAPs" aka Hypersonic Weapons in the news for years! Work EM FIELD DRIVES have been flying for MORE THAN 4 DECADES! Now You Know Too! #FiringRoom1

    • @casualnerdjason6678
      @casualnerdjason6678 8 месяцев назад +66

      When I was a grad student, I saw how the brilliant, wonderful postdocs were worn down. Not by their bosses or their science, but by the system. And after 4+ years as postdocs, they were still earning less than brand new public school teachers.
      We love our science but have to make a living, too.

    • @justbeegreen
      @justbeegreen 8 месяцев назад +29

      It’s the same for public school teachers - the system burns a human out.

    • @elonever.2.071
      @elonever.2.071 8 месяцев назад

      @@casualnerdjason6678
      You have the background for understanding physics now you need to take your knowledge to the edgy side of physics that is making great strides in understanding the workings of our reality. Materialism is as dead as the Big Bang is now. The new frontier is of a Conscious Universe where observation collapses the wave function into particles and atoms which creates matter as we have seen over and over again in the double slit experiments. Good luck on your journey. Remember it is always better to abandon a sinking ship early rather than later.

    • @shidiskas
      @shidiskas 8 месяцев назад +5

      Its also my story!

  • @Lily-yg4dl
    @Lily-yg4dl День назад +2

    Wow, what story. I just do not have words to thank you for sharing this. Thanks for posting it. Thank God this came in my feeds.

  • @angelicarosegalvan
    @angelicarosegalvan 8 месяцев назад +1845

    Hi Sabine, I’m a third year PhD student in bioengineering and I just want to say thanks for making this video. You’re the only person who I’ve heard describe exactly how I feel about academia. My dream has died too and most of the time I feel crazy because no one else seems to feel the same way, but thank you for making me feel less alone. You are brave and lovable ❤️

    • @SamRossman
      @SamRossman 8 месяцев назад +39

      Same, while it sucks I hope you also value that you figured it out early in your academic career and not a decade and a half later….

    • @ramseygo121
      @ramseygo121 8 месяцев назад +22

      damn I'm just about to go into bioengineering😭

    • @takoja507
      @takoja507 8 месяцев назад +22

      All this makes me happy that I'm "just" a practical nurse (as we call it here in Finland) and never had the drive for academy studies. I'm in a job that I really like and enjoy, even tho money ain't great, no stress etc at all tho :)

    • @thierryfaquet7405
      @thierryfaquet7405 8 месяцев назад +29

      @@ramseygo121 it's fine, but do it for industry, not academia.

    • @calamitysangfroid2407
      @calamitysangfroid2407 8 месяцев назад +18

      I'm in my second year of an evolution/genetics PhD. My lab group and the biology faculty is pretty communal and this sentiment of cynicism is common around us. We're kind of aware this is all one big passion project, and some of us might become rockstars but others are like those Disney channel celebrities who disappear after 5 years and show up working at a small town car dealership. Not sure if anyone's actually considering continuing in academia. A lot are looking at industry or government employment (our department is marine and conservation biology, in a country where seafood and agriculture are major exports).

  • @GaynorOFlynn
    @GaynorOFlynn 8 месяцев назад +2603

    With 1.2M subscribers you have a real job! A real role, a real voice to teach what ever you want to teach! Genius!

    • @eoinoconnell185
      @eoinoconnell185 8 месяцев назад +77

      Yep. The funny thing is, she has more subscribers & viewers than most TV shows.
      Highly successful.

    • @Frolova3434
      @Frolova3434 8 месяцев назад +67

      That’s certainly more attention than papers get

    • @CrimeaRiver
      @CrimeaRiver 8 месяцев назад +30

      Until, of course, RUclips shuts her channel down for some obscure reason.

    • @molybdaenmornell123hopp5
      @molybdaenmornell123hopp5 8 месяцев назад +25

      ​@CrimeaRiver But people have heard of her now.

    • @mackyj7801
      @mackyj7801 8 месяцев назад +9

      Yes her brand imagine is valuable, once you get to her level on RUclips, type of content ,influence tv networks come chasing you.

  • @richardcoughlin8931
    @richardcoughlin8931 8 месяцев назад +681

    Speaking as retired full professor (social sciences) at a research university in the in USA I fully support your decision. You play a vital role as a public intellectual helping to educate non-specialists about the state of scientific inquiry in the physical sciences. Your RUclips videos reach many more people - several orders of magnitude - than typical research publications read by a handful of specialists. So I say Bravo! Keep up the good work.

    • @lighthousesaunders7242
      @lighthousesaunders7242 8 месяцев назад +11

      You've gotta admit, from the respected Popperian POV at least, social science should almost never be called a science?

    • @matteogirelli1023
      @matteogirelli1023 8 месяцев назад

      truer words were never spoken

    • @amihartz
      @amihartz 8 месяцев назад +23

      @@lighthousesaunders7242 "Respected Popperian" bro hardly any academics of philosophy take Popper seriously. But yes, if you take Popper seriously, then you have to reject sociology and economics, and some of biology and climatology would also be on shaky grounds.

    • @link01uk
      @link01uk 8 месяцев назад

      Bravo

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад +7

      The problem is these videos get hijacked by conspiracy nutters, rather then anybody who could do anything about the issues she raises

  • @antoniom.1402
    @antoniom.1402 2 месяца назад +73

    There’s so much truth in this video. My experience aligns 100% with hers. Ten years ago, I dropped out of my PhD, and it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made.

    • @erbiumfiber
      @erbiumfiber Месяц назад +4

      Dropped out in my first semester. In my program, maybe 1 in 5 were graduating with a PhD and then only after about 10 years. Nope, nope, nope. Took a job at the Patent Office (hey, Einstein can't be wrong), went to law school at night, and now I write abou the inventions of PhDs...actually more interesting and more variety than doing the research myself.

  • @bedlambreakfast5548
    @bedlambreakfast5548 8 месяцев назад +2490

    "He got angry, and I laughed at him..."
    I love it.

    • @lukewest4691
      @lukewest4691 8 месяцев назад +18

    • @SF-fb6lv
      @SF-fb6lv 8 месяцев назад +37

      My respect for you hit a new high when I heard you say that!

    • @luizamaralphd
      @luizamaralphd 8 месяцев назад +42

      Probably the most german part of this video. Loved it.

    • @billlynn8256
      @billlynn8256 8 месяцев назад +19

      @Buttercupz2001 your mom said you are in trouble for not making your bed this morning

    • @rogerstone3068
      @rogerstone3068 8 месяцев назад +3

      @Buttercupz2001 I'd bet he'll use a lot more long words in describing the interview.

  • @sercem7314
    @sercem7314 8 месяцев назад +1977

    "I am failed", something we rarely hear on social media, while everyone tells success stories here. Bold statement

    • @gregh5061
      @gregh5061 8 месяцев назад +79

      Hi failed, I'm dad

    • @Noqtis
      @Noqtis 8 месяцев назад +22

      @@gregh5061 Hi dad and failed, I'm Sigma DeLigma

    • @aliceglass828
      @aliceglass828 8 месяцев назад +31

      failed is a bold statement indeed given she has a phd and raised two children

    • @gregh5061
      @gregh5061 8 месяцев назад +54

      @@aliceglass828 people have different standards for success I suppose. You could have two noble prizes but if your goal was to cure cancer and you failed, you'd consider yourself a failure, I guess.

    • @aliceglass828
      @aliceglass828 8 месяцев назад

      @@gregh5061 no shit sherlock

  • @Arcgateway
    @Arcgateway 8 месяцев назад +604

    And it's the story of a successful science educator who touched millions and made the world a slightly better place. Thank you, Sabine.

  • @MaritRonning777
    @MaritRonning777 8 месяцев назад +1082

    I just loved it when you said NO to work for that professor, THATS what I call true integrity 🤩

    • @Broken_robot1986
      @Broken_robot1986 8 месяцев назад +18

      Yeah big balls for that, props.

    • @pimpilikaa
      @pimpilikaa 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@Broken_robot1986 yes, pukaaluwo

    • @LaplacianDalembertian
      @LaplacianDalembertian 8 месяцев назад

      Science is Dead, only China and Russia care about it.

    • @BasilAbdef
      @BasilAbdef 7 месяцев назад +4

      How is that integrity? It was simply saying no to extra, unpaid work. Integrity would be if she were the professor, in a position to take advantage of her own set of PhDs, and then said no to the system. She was standing up for herself, yes, but integrity had nothing to do with it.

    • @weqe2278
      @weqe2278 7 месяцев назад +1

      Well he didn't hire her, did he?

  • @cognitronz
    @cognitronz 8 месяцев назад +412

    Thanks for sharing your story. We love your style, your humor and your honesty! The world needs more of you.

    • @legbert123
      @legbert123 8 месяцев назад +22

      100 bucks well spent

    • @小鳥ちゃん
      @小鳥ちゃん 8 месяцев назад +23

      @@legbert123you clearly know nothing about her channel and the things she's working on man o.O

    • @parodynet3004
      @parodynet3004 8 месяцев назад

      @@legbert123Lmfao, so salty that you have to scroll down and talk shit about a person enjoying and supporting a content creator. It's his/her money and instead of being a douchebag, you could have used that time to actually start looking for a job!

    • @Usefulmusic
      @Usefulmusic 8 месяцев назад

      @@legbert123 What a nasty man!

    • @petewest3122
      @petewest3122 8 месяцев назад

      @@小鳥ちゃん Such as?

  • @alex49
    @alex49 8 месяцев назад +288

    Thank you for your work on RUclips. You touch millions of people, some of which will become the next Einstein thanks to you.
    I'm excited every day about your next video.

    • @sjl197
      @sjl197 8 месяцев назад +10

      As an unemployed former multiple postdoc, I feel her pain. This emotional and actual support here above is epic. I wish I too could give such financial gift. The honesty in the video was refreshing, the absurdity of academia failed her, not the other way around. It’s bull****

    • @markandbeck
      @markandbeck 8 месяцев назад

      @@Elo-hv3fw Just like He Who Shall Not be Named made Harry Potter.

    • @elbuggo
      @elbuggo 8 месяцев назад

      Unfortunately Albert was a HUGE HUGE fraud. Weird so many bright people are unable to grasp that. Read Phyllis Schlafly's book.

    • @davidg4288
      @davidg4288 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@Elo-hv3fw Yeah, that guy.

  • @thomasblock1164
    @thomasblock1164 10 дней назад +5

    Thanks, Sabine. Your story is important. So is your work.

  • @Mavendow
    @Mavendow 8 месяцев назад +457

    Glad you left the ending in; that sums up everything you said in one sentence. _"Societal pressures too often make me unable to speak, but here at least I can choose what I say."_

    • @berniv7375
      @berniv7375 8 месяцев назад +9

      This is by far your most brilliant video.❤

    • @07Flash11MRC
      @07Flash11MRC 8 месяцев назад +11

      That conclusion is no true. YT's terms and the algorithms decide what you can and can't say and or write on this platform.

    • @penponds
      @penponds 8 месяцев назад +2

      We will in fact, never know if Sabine can actually choose what she can say on RUclips until the point she get’s regularly de-monetised or de-platformed.
      Rumble is where she’d be if in fact she did want to comment in a non-RUclips compliant way.
      Sabine is simply just operating in a field that is less socio-politically contentious.
      She’s far too intelligent to imagine her sitting in Plato’s cage with her back to the light, which makes that final statement very puzzling. Rather than underscoring her position, it undermines the viewer’s confidence that she truly understands the assaults on freedom of thought and expression and journalistic investigation that so very very many are experiencing right now.

    • @kadmow
      @kadmow 8 месяцев назад

      @@07Flash11MRC - edit that comment, to make it say what you intended... ??

    • @Racistobama
      @Racistobama 8 месяцев назад

      The fact that this statement is apparently no longer in the video is incredibly suspicious. I assume Sabine was either was forced to edit it or did so out of concern that those "societal pressures" were going to come to bear on her.

  • @buybuydandavis
    @buybuydandavis 8 месяцев назад +669

    Pournelle's Iron Law of Bureaucracy:
    In any bureaucracy, the people devoted to the benefit of the bureaucracy itself always get in control and those dedicated to the goals the bureaucracy is supposed to accomplish have less and less influence, and sometimes are eliminated entirely.

    • @wadehines9971
      @wadehines9971 8 месяцев назад +26

      In isolated islands, visionaries who understand this law gain power and work hard against it.
      But it's a Sisyphean task.

    • @wallacegrommet9343
      @wallacegrommet9343 8 месяцев назад +31

      Witness the ratio of administrators to teachers in the California State University system. 18 to 1 in against the instructors!

    • @JNobleDaggett
      @JNobleDaggett 8 месяцев назад +7

      @@wallacegrommet9343 That's a bit deceptive. Some of those administrators support instruction. Some support research grants. Sabina isn't complaining about research load as much as research priorities.

    • @brianlemberger5022
      @brianlemberger5022 8 месяцев назад

      Thank you for sharing your experiences. Brave people such as yourself need to be honest about the state of physics and academia in order for it to change.

    • @gregorseidel8203
      @gregorseidel8203 8 месяцев назад +4

      Nice quote, I did not know this. To be fair, in my experience academic management did care about science, in so far as it relates to their own interests at least. Since the issues in academia (and academic publishing) go beyond each individual institution, however, I suppose it's easy to assign blame elsewhere and perpetuate the system rather than even try to change it. This perpetuation is, incidentally of course, also to the personal benefit of academic management.

  • @BruceBoschek
    @BruceBoschek 8 месяцев назад +517

    Thank you for posting this! I am 82, left the US for Germany in 1965, earned my PhD with work at a Max Planck Institute and after a 12 year stint at the MPI I got a pure research position at a major German university. I was an electron microscopist, so a lot of people needed my help. I managed to publish 100+ papers and never had to write a grant proposal. I finally became disillusioned with science in general and just wound up helping others with their research. I also struggled to help my female coworkers get the credit they deserved for the work they did. Science was always more of a hobby for me. I write this just to say, your mileage may vary. I'm sorry you had such a bitter experience, but you have taken the bull by the horns and certainly have a greater scientific impact now than if you had just gone on in research. I love your videos and your sense of humour. Liebe Grüße aus dem kühlen hessischen Vogelsberg.

    • @MrQwertyman111
      @MrQwertyman111 8 месяцев назад +30

      I believe I had the pleasure of reading one of your papers. Good to see people of science remain around it, even when retired. All the best to you good sir!

    • @BruceBoschek
      @BruceBoschek 8 месяцев назад +19

      @@MrQwertyman111 Thanks kindly.

  • @joekuhnlovesretirement
    @joekuhnlovesretirement 3 дня назад +1

    I love the personal story and being candid

  • @jamesmarie1083
    @jamesmarie1083 8 месяцев назад +597

    I'm a PhD. physicist who never really had any hope of a career in academia. I really appreciate your honesty and telling it like it is. I have always found academia to be pretentious, arrogant, and intellectually stuffy. Thank you for making this video. You've earned my respect.

    • @jeravincer
      @jeravincer 8 месяцев назад

      And you’re a man?!?

    • @FernandoChaves
      @FernandoChaves 8 месяцев назад +2

      So, what do you do?

    • @Happyduderawr
      @Happyduderawr 8 месяцев назад +3

      Only academics use words like "intellectually stuffy" hahaha

    • @stellarspacetraveler
      @stellarspacetraveler 8 месяцев назад +2

      Hopefully you didn't get a job as a "Calibration Technician" for a company that does NIST certification of equipment. So many physics majors with BS degrees seem to enter that job market.

    • @jarnoldp
      @jarnoldp 8 месяцев назад +16

      I was a PhD student, but I only finished with my masters. This was due to the lack of consistency between classes and the PhD exam. They would put problems on there that even the professors could not solve. They had an extra credit point system to wear a few published papers prior to the exam, you would be given credit towards the exam. There was at least one student who never took the exam and passed because they had enough papers within two years. and this is only because the professor was putting that graduate students name on the papers, even though they just started.

  • @alexandrecaldeira6834
    @alexandrecaldeira6834 3 месяца назад +466

    This is the most important science education video I have seen in years. Nobody teaches you about "the system", they just point to the goal and tell you to go as fast as possible. I fully believe you have changed my career, for the better. Being at a loss of words, all I have is a heartfelt thank you!

    • @Mattalica-ss9pj
      @Mattalica-ss9pj 3 месяца назад +12

      We have many postgrad students who see the system through us and have come to the conclusion that they don't want to be part of it. My most recently graduated PhD student wants to do research, but not be an academic. She will likely go do research for a government agency. Actually, our department has sent many of our PhD students - who 20 or even 10 years ago would have gone into academia - to government agencies... or business/industry. Running universities like a business has chased out many good researchers. Sadly, they then hire young people who never knew what it used to be like. When this is the only system you've ever known, you can't know what you're missing.

    • @salvatoregiacomuzzi2847
      @salvatoregiacomuzzi2847 3 месяца назад

      Students are to naive.. You need a certain kind of psychopathy to survive in this toxical Biotopes... But the system itself is the problem.. It produces profs as described here

    • @Colorinchis2024
      @Colorinchis2024 2 месяца назад

      Great video, absolutely spot on. It still baffles me how you insist you are not autistic, "just German". Nope. 🤔🤷🏽🙄

    • @johnlshilling1446
      @johnlshilling1446 2 месяца назад

      I agree. This -- behind the curtains view -- has as much exposure as 'Navigating the US Tax System' and 'The US Constitution and Civic Responsibility' does in the US Department of Education's curriculum guidelines.
      ('Non-existent' or 'That Which Shall Not Be Named')

  • @bernardhenin
    @bernardhenin 8 месяцев назад +148

    Sometimes, when you jump off a cliff, you don't fall, you fly. Enjoy the view and thank you for your honesty and integrity.

    • @Quantumjocelyne
      @Quantumjocelyne 3 месяца назад

      which is why you can reach your best potential when you ignore "down-to-earth" discouragement and just go as high as you can, because space is the limit and then you can jump yourself into orbit without easily falling back to the ground

  • @GETGNAR321
    @GETGNAR321 6 дней назад +3

    This was just the right amount! You're awesome for this!

  • @illinois_b
    @illinois_b 8 месяцев назад +324

    Perhaps the most honest and refreshing video I’ve ever seen on RUclips.
    Thank you for sharing.

  • @cwantuch
    @cwantuch 8 месяцев назад +243

    Best video ever! Your honesty and integrity is greatly appreciated by your audience!

  • @kurtiserikson7334
    @kurtiserikson7334 5 месяцев назад +499

    Sabine didn’t fail, the system failed her. It’s tragic when talent and passion is squandered by broken institutions.

    • @lynth
      @lynth 5 месяцев назад +17

      It's hilarious how she made a video called "Capitalism is good." (it isn't, it's terrible) and now tells a story about how her academic career was ruined by capitalism and how her institute was about "money making" (yeah, that's capitalism for you - nevermind that sexism, like all identity-based ideology, is intricately linked to capitalism).
      Hey Sabine, how about making a video saying: "Capitalism is bad. As proven by science. And there is no evidence whatsoever to the contrary."

    • @patrickwilliam3322
      @patrickwilliam3322 5 месяцев назад

      @@lynth And socialism is good, as proven by science? Lmao. Hundreds of millions murdered, terrible economies, plutocratic corrupt leadership masquerading as revolutionaries, uninspired artistic and cultural output, etc etc

    • @eng-xv8bc
      @eng-xv8bc 5 месяцев назад

      @@lynth I thought the same thing, she even praises scientists under capitalism, saying that innovation is driven by profit, and now here she is complaining about it and how she couldn't purse her love for science, I wonder if she knows about the "boogeyman" system where science is valued as she would like. Last, she goes to say that woman shouldn't receive opportunities like she had, an the lame "this is paid by your tax money". Seriously? This kind of statements are very dangerous for science, next thing you know you have a neolib cutting education spending with the general public approval.

    • @vinckr5553
      @vinckr5553 5 месяцев назад

      @@lynth you don't understand capitalism or the political nature of research institutions at all
      groundbreaking physics achievements in todays world are made at private companies
      and what do you mean by "proven by science"? you mean the academia she is talking about in this video? did you even understand one bit of it?

    • @AstroGremlinAmerican
      @AstroGremlinAmerican 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@lynth Capitalism is good. The apprentice system, under the master's whim, is good for some, bad for those who don't wish to be exploited to sell textbooks.

  • @brandonzylstra
    @brandonzylstra Месяц назад +18

    this is honestly one of the very best videos I've ever seen on RUclips.... just when I think everything here is dishonest clickbait, I find this, and my faith that intelligent honest people still exist is restored...

  • @Radhaugo108
    @Radhaugo108 7 месяцев назад +1880

    I’m in Archaeology, we literally have to wait for textbook “experts” to die in order to get any chance of progressing new academic fields. For example, we couldn’t decode the Maya script for decades because the so called experts suggested instead it was just zodiac symbolism. After they died, a kid in the late 90’s finally decoded the script and we can now read Mayan written records.

    • @Gus-n9u
      @Gus-n9u 7 месяцев назад +158

      A lot of fields in academia are “I get a job when someone dies” but archeology has to be pretty far up there! It’s such a shame that we either get too much young blood, like we saw in tech…. Or no new blood, like academia.

    • @mikesmith1817
      @mikesmith1817 7 месяцев назад +125

      Planck's Principle that (paraphrased) science progresses one funeral at a time certainly seems to apply.

    • @Radhaugo108
      @Radhaugo108 7 месяцев назад +5

      @@mikesmith1817 🤣

    • @lorenzo121191
      @lorenzo121191 7 месяцев назад +112

      to be fair waiting for the big guys to die really sounds like archaeology xD

    • @alexisgs8800
      @alexisgs8800 7 месяцев назад +4

      @@lorenzo121191 hahaha good one

  • @michaelrogers4834
    @michaelrogers4834 8 месяцев назад +442

    Sadly, your diagnosis of the problems with academic research institutions is spot on.

    • @Lamarth1
      @Lamarth1 8 месяцев назад +11

      Actually, it's worse than that. There are other parts of the system that she hasn't yet looked at closely enough to realise how rotten they are. Most people don't reset their expectations for the parts they can't see to keep in line with the parts they can.

    • @johndor7793
      @johndor7793 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@Lamarth1 what parts?

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@Lamarth1 nonsense

    • @darkmatter21_xx
      @darkmatter21_xx 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@johndor7793gotta be a flat earther or something Lol

    • @amigalemming
      @amigalemming 8 месяцев назад

      @@johndor7793 For instance the Perpetuum Mobile that allows scientific publishers to generate revenue from thin air.

  • @lowelllarsen5947
    @lowelllarsen5947 8 месяцев назад +829

    Got fired from a job you didn’t have!
    What a world we live in!

    • @suestreet9934
      @suestreet9934 8 месяцев назад +54

      I’ve had a rejection letter for a position I never applied for. I wish now that I’d kept it.

    • @dgalicen2876
      @dgalicen2876 8 месяцев назад +15

      Now THAT'S a badge of honor to wear proudly! And so is your astuteness in pointing it out. 😊

    • @kadmow
      @kadmow 8 месяцев назад +6

      @@suestreet9934 -I got an approval for a gambling licence I didn't apply for - lol...

    • @segevstormlord3713
      @segevstormlord3713 8 месяцев назад +9

      Power-tripping is extremely common in academia.

    • @Zen_Power
      @Zen_Power 8 месяцев назад +2

      Should have reported to him to hr and have him dismissed.

  • @o.karaca8335
    @o.karaca8335 2 месяца назад +143

    You are my hero. I am a woman with a PhD in engineering, working in a corporate research and development field. It's insane how things change for you once you get a child.

    • @kellylegan
      @kellylegan Месяц назад +16

      Yes. It’s very frustrating being spoken to in your career as if you are a man (when you’re not!!), with disregard for our reality as women. Having children changes you! And women who want children in their lives are often limited in opportunities.

    • @lookoutforchris
      @lookoutforchris 28 дней назад

      @@kellyleganyou made a choice. Join the club.

  • @mickb9678
    @mickb9678 8 месяцев назад +192

    Sabine, this was not "too much," as you said. It helped me. I just quit a job after 23 years of international travel, and I really synch up with what you said about the travel and the psychological displacement from one's own life. It took a massive toll on me, and I'm a single man without the reproductive priorities and family needs that you had. Even so, depression, broken relationships, and a sense of not belonging anywhere became chronic and damaging, not to mention the constant jet-lag and the lack of appreciation. And like you, I noticed that my institution primarily served to perpetuate itself, not do good work. Thanks for posting this! I think you did the right thing, and I finally did too.

    • @rickvandijk
      @rickvandijk 8 месяцев назад +8

      Awesome, and I can totally relate. After 20 years in corporate business, and therefore sustaining it, three years ago my conscience had enough. I quit, changed my life around and became a professional gardener. Best decision ever.
      You will find your path, I’m sure. All the best 🧘🏻🤘🏻

    • @yuw777
      @yuw777 3 месяца назад

      Now find the hobby and follow the dream. Regrow your dreams.

  • @jerril42
    @jerril42 8 месяцев назад +742

    You have not failed, "The System" is failing us all. Thank you Sabine for trying to broaden our horizons. Hopefully this brave outreach will start some meaningful conversation.

    • @mehranshargh
      @mehranshargh 8 месяцев назад

      The sad part is that "the system" is made up of us, the academic people. We prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame "the system".

    • @ChaplainDMK
      @ChaplainDMK 8 месяцев назад +14

      Same with NGO's honestly. A lot of people, social sciences degrees and similar stuff, who are so passionate to work with communities, with underpriviliged people, to try to approach existing issues with new techniques, are absolutely annihilated by the grant-money procedure. Just write billions of pages of bullshit, measure absolute irrelevant stats, write mind-numbing reports, and end up wasting 75% of your energy and time on all of this, and only 25% actually doing what you want to do and are actually applying for funding.

    • @GEMSofGOD_com
      @GEMSofGOD_com 8 месяцев назад +7

      The really important part is that forum cretins will keep parroting "Peer reviews!" when such "trusted" institutions don't even have the minimal digital literacy, and I mean Harvards, too. Total rebuilding of scholarship is inevitable.

    • @BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp
      @BernhardSchwarz-xs8kp 8 месяцев назад +3

      Go for a PhD in "The Art of Sustainable Bullshit" and you will be a winner.

    • @mehranshargh
      @mehranshargh 8 месяцев назад +4

      The sad part is that the system is made up of us, the academic people; we prioritize money, greed, and power, and in turn, make the life of other lower-level people miserable. Then, we blame the system.

  • @RobG.-pf7fo
    @RobG.-pf7fo 8 месяцев назад +265

    Also a retired academic. I had decent employment, was intellectually challenged, had more free time to accomplish what I wanted than I ever would have found in any other job, but at the same time was always disappointed by the lack of collegiality and any sense of cohesiveness in the department. The milieu - populated with tremendous egos, some earned, some not so much - made for a very lonely existence. I did my research, taught my courses and went home, spending as little time on campus as possible. There were very few friends to be found in such a environment. I loved my students - the only real saving grace. Thanks for your videos.

    • @mattinykanen4780
      @mattinykanen4780 8 месяцев назад

      Is it the doctoral defence which turns ourselves so offensive afterwards?

    • @tiro0oO5
      @tiro0oO5 8 месяцев назад +10

      Hey, sad to hear that. This sounds like bad luck, but you are definitly not alone.
      I build a new team at a company, interviewed many phd‘s. The easiest way to get them excited, was telling them that they would work with others on a common goal. I could literally see the spark in their eyes, as if they saw light for the first time after 3 years.
      I myself got lucky, my time during my phd was great. Insanenly interesting topic, bde ent success in my work and outstanding colleges.

    • @fly_8659
      @fly_8659 8 месяцев назад +6

      The only way to get a sense of cohesiveness was to threaten to merge the department... the only time Architects seem to get along is when you suggest that the department might be replaced with a double degree of Arts and Engineering.

    • @bill8216
      @bill8216 8 месяцев назад

      @@fly_8659 hehe good story.

  • @gotahgemini6415
    @gotahgemini6415 20 дней назад +3

    I'm so happy that I found you on RUclips! Sorry about your dream, but you have no idea how many you can influence and educate through this platform.

  • @ThorAndMjollnir
    @ThorAndMjollnir 8 месяцев назад +214

    Post doc here. Your experience is all too relatable. You've touched on one of my biggest gripes about academia - It's not just the job insecurity/funding that's the issue - it's that it seems to support the worst kind of people in positions of power. I also understand your reservations about posting this since academia is full of adult children perpetually ready for a Witch hunt. Anyone who thinks academia is operating sustainably is kidding themselves. For context, I've just worked three back to back three month contracts. I'm currently working FOR FREE under the suggestion that "more money might become available soon... but also please keep working because it might bring in significant IP for the University and it's good for your career." It's so nice to see you made it out and are kicking ass. Cheers.

    • @raymondraillery
      @raymondraillery 8 месяцев назад +6

      This is the kind of stuff that scares me to hell! I'm a PhD student, and will soon have to face what you're going through and I really don't think I'll survive it; but I also don't know what to do! I've thought about quitting so many times!

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад

      You havnt seen anything yet then. Just wait till you get into the private sector.

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад

      ​@raymondraillery take a lot of this with a pinch of salt.
      Job security is definitely an issue for post-docs, as its the unfortunate nature of the job. However, the rest is personal preference and opinions.

    • @michaelj-q4j
      @michaelj-q4j 8 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@raymondraillery I wouldn't be too worried. A PhD will open doors for you in many jobs outside of academia.

    • @oxfordborg1400
      @oxfordborg1400 8 месяцев назад +2

      How can I deal with the “money is coming soon”? I have the same problem as you…

  • @Dearme-f8z
    @Dearme-f8z 8 месяцев назад +142

    Ohhh god, please don't delete, this is a serious topic, I've personally got into depression because of this several times throughout my career, and i know sadly it's not just me. This hopefully will serve as an advice for future scientists.Love your work Sabire ❤

  • @aronrad
    @aronrad 8 месяцев назад +547

    A video that ends with I’m not sure I will post this, is the one that needs to be posted. And we the internet are glad you did! Go Sabine!

    • @hittitecharioteer
      @hittitecharioteer 8 месяцев назад +6

      ✅🙏🏻

    • @mmille10
      @mmille10 8 месяцев назад +7

      Well, given the censorship and meting out of punishments, even by governments, for "saying the wrong things" online, which she may be aware of, I get the concern she has, but my guess is that this discussion would not get her in trouble. It doesn't directly prod any politically protected sacred cows (not yet, anyway).

    • @krishnapartha
      @krishnapartha 8 месяцев назад +5

      Yes.

    • @user-lz6dm5lk9y
      @user-lz6dm5lk9y 8 месяцев назад +5

      Amen!

    • @umitertin4932
      @umitertin4932 8 месяцев назад +3

      I am glad this was not another unfinished symphony.

  • @VincentManwaring
    @VincentManwaring 2 месяца назад +22

    I am retired now, but my own experience resonates with yours. You are right to raise this.

  • @krishnamoorthysankaranaray4057
    @krishnamoorthysankaranaray4057 8 месяцев назад +806

    "The moment you put people into big institutions the goal shifts from knowledge seeking to money making." Very well said.

    • @LA_HA
      @LA_HA 8 месяцев назад +3

      What is the background of the university president? Is it Philosophy or Education-focused?
      Or is it Business-centered?

    • @wendyleeconnelly2939
      @wendyleeconnelly2939 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@LA_HA It might not matter. It might be comparative literature. The system is so entrenched. The one university president and his/her pet projects may have only slight impact on what is expected and what gets done.

    • @LA_HA
      @LA_HA 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@wendyleeconnelly2939 True and that's what I'm saying. The choices given in the type of candidates has a lot to say about what is going on within that institution.
      This is directly tied to what's happening in the PS/K-12 school system. What's happening there?
      In short, traditional values and education have been replaced with "progressive" values and disinterest in educating school children due to CRT and leftist ideological organizations that openly brag about how they're not in the education business anymore. They're in the political business now and going forward.
      This is Taught to students, who then go to college, graduate with this mentality and belief system, and then become college employees and professors.
      The connection is there for anyone who takes a moment to look. Except there's a problem...
      Thinking isn't taught. In fact, it's banned

    • @geneduffy
      @geneduffy 8 месяцев назад +4

      ⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@LA_HAwrong, for instance CRT is a college course. Next progressive values I guess by that you mean critical thinking skills and a focus on S.T.E.M. It’s funny because traditional values and education immediately brings to mind religious schools where if the science doesn’t fit your 1500 year old horror anthology than the science must be wrong. Also what do you mean by traditional education , the humors, leach therapy, miasma, aroma therapy, chiropractors , or maybe phrenology. I am however sorry that conservatives long ago lost in the market place of ideas I just wish you guys would stop trying to sell people on your SECOND lost cause movement. We are not going to go back in time there is a reason progress is the root word of progressive. This time of traditional thinking wasn’t so great by the way most people call it the dark ages where positing a new theory might get you thrown in ye olde gaol maybe just for suggesting a non heliocentric view of the universe.

    • @LA_HA
      @LA_HA 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@geneduffy [Edited for clarity] Thank you. I'm so glad you did exactly what you did. Otherwise, I would have wasted my time thinking an actual conversation was possible.
      Good Day

  • @TharkysOlafson
    @TharkysOlafson 8 месяцев назад +455

    Unfortunately, this IS a universal story in academia. It's the dirty little secret that never seems to be talked about. Despite all that, I'm glad you have found a place for yourself and choose to share your thoughts and opinions with us all.
    Thank you for putting this video out!

    • @ronankelly4471
      @ronankelly4471 8 месяцев назад +17

      It is spoken about, but those outside the system .. do not get heard. Listen carefully to what she says.
      While a bit harsh to say, she *did* know what they were doing was wrong, and she played along with it,
      until they bit her.

    • @TmyLV
      @TmyLV 8 месяцев назад +1

      Fenomenal true exposed. Dear Sabine you are so great, worry do not, you have imense quality and you are an exceptional person. The reward will come and one day you will be happy with the output, I am sure you are happy with what you are doing now and be pleased cause it is giving you satisfaction, you do very nice, it is another road in your career. One foot on the back one step ahead. Many people know your works and they follow your career and path and they like you the way you are.

    • @artichoke60045
      @artichoke60045 8 месяцев назад +7

      It's not really a dirty little secret. There are lots of ways to observe it, even as an undergrad if you work in someone's lab, some people who will confess especially if you ask the right questions, maybe not in physics departments because physicists have that personality. Sabine came from a family of accountants, they had some idea that money makes the world go round. Although the exact nature of academic research is something you have to experience it to understand. An outsider who doesn't know the field at an expert level won't know how much garbage is produced that serves merely to clog up the intellectual pipeline.

    • @Verpal
      @Verpal 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@ronankelly4471 I don't know if I can blame Sabine though, she is but a human like us, and human need food on the table, especially for their family. I would like to imagine Scientist are just normal people who aren't particularly noble, nor should we expect them to be.

  • @YentaY0
    @YentaY0 8 месяцев назад +105

    Sabine don't you dare take this video down - this is one of the best RUclips videos ever.
    Your discussion about your own life experiences are revelatory; and not just about your own life experiences.
    The theme of your discussion is universal: Vocation; Employment; Performance for Pay; Motives; and Outcomes.
    I could not myself have formulated a similar understanding of life lessons based simply on reason and personal history. Essential to the entire discussion are 'motives and real outcomes' (not just billboard outcomes)... This video was magnificent. You're magnificent ! Please continue to be there !

  • @jackdyson5670
    @jackdyson5670 2 дня назад +1

    Brilliant video Sabine ❤ Same here...

  • @regular-joe
    @regular-joe 8 месяцев назад +166

    SO glad you decided to post this video after all. THANK YOU for sharing your story.

  • @iqvoice
    @iqvoice 8 месяцев назад +1367

    This matches up exactly with my 16 years at NASA. A colleague of mine called it "playing the doctor game", because all the PhD's were battling each other for the few secure jobs while the majority languished as grantees.

    • @millanferende6723
      @millanferende6723 8 месяцев назад +15

      "Science" (Which means "through the knowledge of")...literally means being open to truth, wanting to explore the actual truth and to want to know the truth.

    • @millanferende6723
      @millanferende6723 8 месяцев назад +25

      The other one, opposite one (cannot name the term because of the censor), is the desire for money, grants, more grants, desiring to promote a problem rather than a solution to keep a job, propagating biases and being afraid to look in another direction out of fear of being chastised and reprimanded.

    • @la-gl4uh
      @la-gl4uh 8 месяцев назад +1

      You sound like you were a contractor instead of a government employee. Why didn't you hire on with the Federal Government?

    • @r13hd22
      @r13hd22 8 месяцев назад +5

      She got what she gave out to Kaku and others in his field daring to tell them that they were wasting resources that should go to real fields of study.

    • @atendriyadasa6746
      @atendriyadasa6746 8 месяцев назад

      This is precisely how The $ystem weeds out scientists w/ character standing on principle vs. those who'll readily sell out (i.e. produce & publish the results The $ystem wants). 😉

  • @kgipe
    @kgipe 8 месяцев назад +251

    This level of honesty is why I follow your channel. Thank you for sharing your story.

    • @legbert123
      @legbert123 8 месяцев назад

      The truth is she has spent all her time and effort into a you tube channel.

  • @robertbalassan
    @robertbalassan 5 дней назад +1

    dreams never really die, and you did your best to transform it to something better (as a personal opinion). and you are doing AMAZING. i hope you found a way to be happy with what you do now, because a lot of people seem to enjoy it and more than this they find it useful! being truly useful is something that very few achieve in their lives.

  • @GI-bg3th
    @GI-bg3th 8 месяцев назад +210

    I attempted my PhD starting in 2019 at a federal research institute and was shocked to find what Sabine is talking about. Dozens of smart people working as PhD students, post docs or engineers were repackaging the same old data they produced years ago or followed outdated ideas with seemingly no use just for the sake of writing papers. The people there knew the absurdity of the situation but the need for money and job security overshadowed everything else. Finally after two years that shattered my scientific curiosity I broke out of that madness, cancelled my PhD position and left the academic world.

    • @kevinfox3875
      @kevinfox3875 8 месяцев назад +16

      Unlike you it dawned on me in my final year In college, that whilst I had adored science from my childhood, it was a career that I could not afford to chase for the rest of my adult life. Though the bug has never left me, today as I approach my 80th, year, real science education has become so accessible, thanks to you, and many like you on the net. Your wide variety subject matters, dispensed in your unique presentation style, I find educational and repeatedly amusing. Keep up the good work Sabine and stay true to your beliefs.

    • @productivitysharma3455
      @productivitysharma3455 8 месяцев назад +1

      What you do now ?

    • @stargazer7644
      @stargazer7644 5 месяцев назад

      @@productivitysharma3455 Grubhub

  • @vobulate
    @vobulate 8 месяцев назад +141

    This is the most honest and accurate description of acedemic research i have ever seen. Thank you for posting this video.

  • @drtmvoss
    @drtmvoss 8 месяцев назад +530

    I am glad you posted the video! As a female academic approaching retirement (and not with a pension), I can definitely relate to what you experienced. With 24,614 comments as of my posting, it is unlikely that you will see this, but THANK YOU.

    • @swingambassador
      @swingambassador 8 месяцев назад +9

      Sorry about your pension

    • @82jp
      @82jp 8 месяцев назад +11

      I see you and you deserve better

    • @eroraf8637
      @eroraf8637 8 месяцев назад +2

      I see you.

    • @mollusckscramp4124
      @mollusckscramp4124 6 месяцев назад +2

      I see you as well!

    • @yuw777
      @yuw777 3 месяца назад

      Start a business. See what people need. Fill the need. Here is a lowly occupation that will work. Laundry service. Pick it up, clean it, drop it off. So many people are so busy that in an upscale area can be a real money maker. Can start with little capital and grow. On your own time with your own ideas. Perhaps can even find a way to improve the commercial machines.

  • @guerganatzatchkova2907
    @guerganatzatchkova2907 29 дней назад +1

    Her honesty is refreshing!

  • @mollusckscramp4124
    @mollusckscramp4124 6 месяцев назад +637

    This should be a Ted Talk. This is such vital information for any graduate student to have ahead of beginning their search into PhD programmes. The reality of academia can be like a shock of ice cold water to the face. It's really inspiring to know that you achieved so much success inspite of all your adversities and the prejudice you faced, and ultimately decided you could contribute more to science from outside the system, well done!

    • @angngocminh3830
      @angngocminh3830 6 месяцев назад +4

      question is
      who'd fund that

    • @BigFruity
      @BigFruity 6 месяцев назад

      So that people can watch it, think to themselves "i am so smart that i watch stuff like that" only to to never think about it again?

    • @pj61114
      @pj61114 6 месяцев назад

      Amen to that!❤

    • @pj61114
      @pj61114 6 месяцев назад

      @@angngocminh3830Good One!😂

    • @rogergeyer9851
      @rogergeyer9851 5 месяцев назад

      It's the reason I didn't consider getting a doctorate and teaching at a college. Too much forcing the "publish or perish" model.
      And I think I would have liked the lower pressure job much better.

  • @TimsWildlife
    @TimsWildlife 8 месяцев назад +286

    Dear Dr. Hossenfelder, dear Sabine, I am a marine biologist from The Netherlands and active in academia. You echoed all my frustrations about our world. Thank you for speaking your mind ❤. I too challenge my peers by asking whether they really think they're going to change the world or simply keeping themselves in business. The result: denial, or better termed cognitive dissonance. I too dream of a youtube career, but I suck at it 😅. Best of luck to you, Sabine, and thank you for your wonderful videos.

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад

      You do know people can tell when you are BSing right. Nobody goes into marine biology thinking they will "change the world".

    • @severpop8699
      @severpop8699 8 месяцев назад +6

      fake it till you make it, and don't count on youtube, post on 4 or 5 different platforms, facebook, odysee, rumble, tiktok, maybe discord, etc.

    • @zet0korp
      @zet0korp 8 месяцев назад +4

      What do you do as a marine biologist?

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@zet0korp don't believe everything you read in RUclips comments.

    • @shadowmoon1657
      @shadowmoon1657 8 месяцев назад +1

      Change the world? You’re one of those scientists. Im glad they ignore you. Wait for the next Era, the world would have changed.

  • @michael_toms
    @michael_toms 8 месяцев назад +268

    YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! It is not for knowledge's sake but for money! We all love you Sabine!

    • @yuw777
      @yuw777 3 месяца назад +1

      Just recently reread the bible on how God stated the kingdom of Israel to be administered. It was not as money being the God, but as the top being the servant of those placed under the top guys rule. God cared about the health and dreams of the people.
      No matter what system it always ends up as a pyramid. Humans just created that way. God said every 7 years was a do over. The 12 tribes of Israel had to give each person back their ancestral land. And on the year of Jubilee everyone did not work for a year.
      Sounds like a much better system then the worlds idea that money and profit most important. Study the bible and see what you think. There is a better way.

    • @erbiumfiber
      @erbiumfiber Месяц назад

      I think students that go to school at US universities learn this a LOT sooner than Europeans. Our tuition is part of the huge administrative bloat that is hungry for money in any form. Grants, advertising at football games, anything. 3 administrators for each tenured professor so, yep, those professors better be bringing in that sweet, sweet, grant money. After college, my daughter took a job just writing grant applications for professors. Yes, there is an admin postiion (a whole department) just for that, not to mention another department of excel spreadsheets that is all about administering the grant money. Depressing and such an inefficient use of resources.

  • @Bert-f7e
    @Bert-f7e 4 дня назад +1

    If only people were as open as you, thankyou for sharing your story 💙

  • @Mrbeahz1
    @Mrbeahz1 8 месяцев назад +190

    I am so glad you posted this video. Too many people outside the scientific community think the "great professors" appear in classrooms daily to inspire students. No, teaching assistants and low paid part-time faculty teach classes. Graduate students and post-docs do the actual research. The great professors write papers, budgets, grant proposals, and reports, while going to meetings and international conferences, and churning the big money machine.
    Personally, 10 years after getting my doctorate from the Institute, I settled into teaching (only!) at a community college. Much happier.

    • @barbthegreat586
      @barbthegreat586 8 месяцев назад +11

      The great professors write very few papers, if any.

    • @hugegamer5988
      @hugegamer5988 8 месяцев назад +24

      Unpaid graduate students and post-docs. The running joke when I was in grad school is we were going to quit and work at McDonald’s because we were salaried at 20 hours and expected to do 40-50 so we were paid less per hour. One phd student was so good as a Teaching assistant and paper grader his advisor failed to pass his thesis so he would have to keep working until a replacement was found. Another prof we referred to as Mr. Miagi (he was white) because he famously would make his grad students do yard work for him so the joke was we were getting karate skills.
      Think of this next time you come across peer reviewed papers, that’s who is responsible for reviewing them.
      Live in the US for reference.

    • @BillMitchell-lm8dg
      @BillMitchell-lm8dg 8 месяцев назад +1

      Ahhh, the 'Tute. The Trade School on the Charles, right? I majored in course 8 (physics).
      I lost my academic ambitions there, and went into software. Never looked back.

    • @atropabelladonna
      @atropabelladonna 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@hugegamer5988 I saw that happen to a lot of people in my home country. People were not allowed to defend their PhD after 5-6 and more years because they were needed as cheap labour. A lot of them never got their titles because they simply could not sustain precarious living like this, wanted family etc. Many ended with years-long depression and low self-esteem. Academia is sick.

    • @Mrbeahz1
      @Mrbeahz1 8 месяцев назад

      @@BillMitchell-lm8dg Bingo! I measure my bridges in Smoots.

  • @icelandhouse
    @icelandhouse 8 месяцев назад +231

    F**ing brilliant. This just elevated Sabine and her channel to another level for me. And I will venture to say- for many others as well.

  • @cgi-b6v
    @cgi-b6v 8 месяцев назад +247

    "I think I owe you an explanation"
    - No you don't, but I am glad you did give it anyway and I found your perspective very interesting.

  • @14SimplySapien
    @14SimplySapien 3 дня назад +2

    I am attending college late in life, and have been told by 3 professors in private meetings "The College is about making money, not arming students with knowledge"

  • @vitezslavstemberafemCalc
    @vitezslavstemberafemCalc 8 месяцев назад +254

    I am doing my second Ph.D. in Vienna and I have very similar experience. I was forced to write a third person on my papers, who actually did nothing. I refused to do it so my advisor shouted at me that this is not an available choice. I have not changed my opinion. The results is clear, I am not hired anymore.

    • @whisky3822
      @whisky3822 8 месяцев назад

      At my university, there are many doctors, assistant professors, and professors who fabricate data or hire college students to fake data to write articles. Some pay to get articles. Many of them don't even know English.

    • @LuizVieiraPintoNeto
      @LuizVieiraPintoNeto 8 месяцев назад +11

      I’d sue. Back where I am from, this is fraud and infringes Worker Rights. Jail Time 100%.

    • @baomao7243
      @baomao7243 8 месяцев назад +17

      Sorry, that sucks. It’s funny how much airtime is given to academic “integrity”…yet this behavior persists.
      You can do better. Work for people you respect. You’ll live better.

    • @dank.1151
      @dank.1151 8 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@LuizVieiraPintoNetoWow! Please give us your space and time coordinates -- is it from the milky way and/or near future, at least... So, there's a ray (or at least a photon) of hope. 😉

    • @teifenglung3331
      @teifenglung3331 2 месяца назад +2

      my advisor submitted revisions of my msc thesis that i hadn't planned to submit until later (when i had the time to do the work) with another "academic" - tl;dr, i am listed as third author on my own published research in an ok journal, but i am fairly certain that i could have published in a better journal on my own, and would have been listed as first (sole) author on the research i spent 2 yrs on (by myself)

  • @HHPS419
    @HHPS419 7 месяцев назад +455

    Phd in Biology from USA here. This is a universal problem, and I needed to hear this. Thank you.

    • @johndoull2766
      @johndoull2766 7 месяцев назад +22

      Welcome to the world of academia and "higher education". It is not about education and enlightenment. It is an INDUSTRY.

    • @Gus-n9u
      @Gus-n9u 7 месяцев назад +7

      Very true! The problem is education as a commodity and not as a service. It is fair to say that ALL educational pursuits should not be given full respect simply due to being “educational”, but when your career is more about justifying the very existence of your work, and not actually the work itself, the entire purpose becomes moot.
      I remember when I started my masters in counseling, I approached my advisor about what getting a doctorate would do towards helping my chances with being more research focused and he did this sad little laugh. “Getting your doctorate is only useful if you want to be a college professor or you want private schools to think you are smart; getting research grants, being allowed to do studies, and getting them published is all about who you know and how you ask, the money men don’t care about your actual knowledge”
      And on a fundamental level I always knew this, but hearing it really did hit different.

    • @HackersSun
      @HackersSun 7 месяцев назад +1

      Honestly I haven't hit even my associate's degree in physics because life has been shit to me the last 12 years, but I always felt like that
      they spent too much time for making me remember my stuff in my classes then questioning the physics and why it works for various things

    • @Xenoyer
      @Xenoyer 6 месяцев назад +2

      It seems like the universal problem isn't restricted to academia. I wager that versions of this same problem plague people in every industry and at every level of education.

    • @tsdobbi
      @tsdobbi 6 месяцев назад

      Yep an ex girlfriend got a PhD in Microbiology and struggled to get decent paying employment. She ended up going back to school and becoming a dentist.

  • @moshetov78
    @moshetov78 8 месяцев назад +57

    Thanks for being part of my daily mind feed. You have definitely re-awakened and sharpened my thinking about quantum physics (and other subjects) that I've had a long time interest in (like 70 years!) that I realized I did not understand throughly until listening to you. My day is not complete without watching the latest video from Sabine. And thanks for all the fish.

    • @alfred-vz8ti
      @alfred-vz8ti 4 месяца назад

      she gives you fish? where did I go wrong?

  • @CamilleCullen-ow6qj
    @CamilleCullen-ow6qj Месяц назад +1

    I think your RUclips channel is great!! I have learned tons!!

  • @raygiguette8677
    @raygiguette8677 8 месяцев назад +172

    Not fitting-in is one of your best qualities. The world is a scary cookie cutter, but you are your own cookie. We need more people like you.

  • @crs1456
    @crs1456 8 месяцев назад +356

    After 18 years, this is my first comment (and likely last comment) on RUclips.
    Thank you for posting this. I don't work in academia, but so much of the world feels this way. I have always admired your forthright courage, and I am saddened that somehow, academia cannot find a way to benefit from your tremendous intellect, talents, and convictions.
    Good luck out there!

    • @paintspot1509
      @paintspot1509 8 месяцев назад +3

      This is just a single person's opinion on a huge field.

    • @TheMelik85
      @TheMelik85 8 месяцев назад +5

      THIS IS ACADEMIA.

    • @donnasummer6285
      @donnasummer6285 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@TheMelik85 unfortunately

    • @EinsteinsHair
      @EinsteinsHair 8 месяцев назад +3

      crs, sometimes I understand your reluctance to comment. I have left reasonable, helpful comments, and someone took them the wrong way. On occasion I tried to follow up, but too often got more anger back. Now I generally ignore angry comments, and move on with my life.
      I have seen other RUclipsrs talking about some of the problems with academia. There are comments to this video in which they talk about leaving academia for other careers, such as medical, software, or industry. Unfortunately, nothing unique about this video.

    • @danielh.9010
      @danielh.9010 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@paintspot1509 Unfortunately, many in academia share the sentiment of Sabine. Just read the comments by fellow scientists.

  • @Zeratul1005
    @Zeratul1005 8 месяцев назад +51

    Thank you for all of your efforts, you're a wonderful science communicator and I love your unique sense of humour, nothing else like it

  • @markthomas885
    @markthomas885 8 месяцев назад +87

    Thank you. Your courageous testimony is respected and deeply appreciated.

  • @joaoavo8127
    @joaoavo8127 8 месяцев назад +352

    Academic researcher (for now) here: This description is spot on. It's probably even worse in 'poorer' countries with more limited funding for research. Quite often we see that the people who get the very limited opportunities aren't those who followed the 'recipe' they've sold you from the start (work hard, go abroad, and so on...), but actually those who never moved from their original group and are basically a$$lickers to the people in charge. It's a broken system built by flawed, petty people.
    All the best to you.
    Thank you for posting this.

    • @rubensantamariaortiz8326
      @rubensantamariaortiz8326 8 месяцев назад +6

      Many academics in poor countries have not that money pressure, and are more relaxed to do deep science. I'm one of them.

    • @kurtvanluven9351
      @kurtvanluven9351 8 месяцев назад +1

      We suffer from our success in a way.

    • @Miguel_Noether
      @Miguel_Noether 6 месяцев назад

      It's the complete opposite, we do what can we do with the budget we have, my experience was and is always researching the most interesting thing we like

  • @ChrisChurchill-ln2ff
    @ChrisChurchill-ln2ff 8 месяцев назад +272

    Nearing the end of my academic career as a professor of astronomy for 20 years now- all I can say is you distilled academia right down to its raw core and you have amazing insight. Thank you for being bold. Thank you for sharing. I think that some of us were afraid to look behind the curtain, even though we knew what we would find there. I am definitely sharing this with some young academic researchers I know. Perhaps your message will help others see clearly earlier in their lives.

    • @Geschichtelehrer
      @Geschichtelehrer 8 месяцев назад +1

      look behind the curtain? It's so obvious, it can't be more. You don't have to look behind a curtain, everything happens openly and without being afraid to show it.

    • @upsilondiesbackwards7360
      @upsilondiesbackwards7360 8 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@ChrisChurchill-ln2ff I'm afraid that’s not Sabine. Just a random interjecting. For the record, I am also not Sabine.

    • @sandyanarayanswami5708
      @sandyanarayanswami5708 8 месяцев назад

      It is exactly my experience and I think young researchers should be told in no uncertain terms just how toxic academia is. I spent years feeling like a failure because I didn't get tenure and it's only the advent of online fora like this that has helped me see that academia sucks, not me.

    • @christophernolan1399
      @christophernolan1399 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@Geschichtelehrer Although it's not necessarily obvious for those at the earlier career stages..

  • @inf2380
    @inf2380 8 месяцев назад +743

    Female biologist over 40 from Germany here.
    That's exactly how I see it. Not only from my own experience, but also from that of many acquaintances.
    At the beginning, you're quite happy that you can do what you like without being bothered. By the time you write your thesis at the latest, you realize the difficulties of the system that you describe. I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced, at least in biology. As soon as you are in the system, you also see the incompetence (technical, organizational, human) of other researchers. I often had the impression that some were simply in the right place at the right time and were just willing to play along with this application circus.
    As a woman, it's particularly difficult if you want to start a family. It's hardly possible without help, including financial help, from grandparents. I know some who have made it at least some way, but only with the help of their parents.
    Yes, the system is weak. I've seen many excellent young researchers leave because they didn't want to play this game.
    Nevertheless, I have also met nice, very competent colleagues who have made it - but very few.

    • @Coolbunny-
      @Coolbunny- 8 месяцев назад +35

      "I was also irritated by the inaccuracy with which results are produced" THIS, ohhh you can't image how this makes me angry.

    • @gdiwolverinemale4th
      @gdiwolverinemale4th 8 месяцев назад +3

      In the beginning, we were all ignorant and delusional. Then the realities of this world became apparent. Why be bitter about it?

    • @CoperliteConsumer
      @CoperliteConsumer 8 месяцев назад +14

      You're supposed to be able to have a husband bring you, the mother the resources to give birth and raise your child. We have always been able to do this until the petrol dollar was invented and bankers realized they would need more workers or the system would crash too soon.
      One parent gets the resources and contributes to society. The other parent raises the child and contributes to your family. Corporations have demanded that both parents be tapped for work and our children have suffered dearly for it. In Ireland it's actually in their constitution that should this ever happen they have a right to dissolve the gov and start over(should a mother ever be forced to work in order to raise her child as this is the entire point of society, we know we can make a society where only one parent needs to work and so any society where 2 must is a failure and they KNEW THIS). I don't think they enforce it or they just give welfare checks to them.
      Regardless, only serfs and indentured servants were made to have mothers work. We have been enslaved and told it was empowering.

    • @lovepeoplehu9883
      @lovepeoplehu9883 8 месяцев назад +5

      At least you are an independent, strong empowered wahman❤

    • @forthrightgambitia1032
      @forthrightgambitia1032 8 месяцев назад

      There was a recent Thunderf00t video on this whole topic, about his experience as a PhD in Chemistry where his supervisor was a later Nobel Prize winner Sir J. Fraser Stoddart and about how he quickly realised the guy was a snakeoil salesman producing expensive pH indicators with little future. And when he pointed this out the guy vindictively refused to supervise him anymore. And how he does the same pitch every year with molecular machines and has been involved with a bunch of shady scam beauty product companies. Didn't stop the Noble Prize commission awarding him anyway.

  • @lloydy3250
    @lloydy3250 8 месяцев назад +464

    I'm a gardener with a lay interest in physics. Gardening is no bullshit in an otherwise cynical world. It makes for good health both physical and mental. I already had enough bullshit as an undergrad. The boffins careened off into ideological space and lost touch with the natural world, and all the brain-work made me depressed, so I started digging holes, moving rocks and planting shrubs, and this is a much happier place. I'm glad you escaped that miserable, dishonest path and took the path of truth. It is an inspiring story, and I'm a big fan.
    Most inspiring comments section here, too.

    • @GregorShapiro
      @GregorShapiro 8 месяцев назад +24

      Gardening is dramatically helped by cow manure and bullshit is not shunned either. (The REAL bullshit, not the bullshit bullshit!)
      ;-)

    • @george1187
      @george1187 8 месяцев назад +4

      Hear , hear !

    • @yourface07
      @yourface07 8 месяцев назад +4

      Good for you lloydy! I wish you great success

    • @gldfsh_
      @gldfsh_ 8 месяцев назад +3

      I’m actually thinking of going this route! It’s nice to hear someone who’s done so!

    • @soulscanner66
      @soulscanner66 8 месяцев назад +2

      The fact is, the amount of screentime required in any academic pursuit is unhealthy unless it is rigorously managed.

  • @brentanderson8827
    @brentanderson8827 8 месяцев назад +141

    Please never change. I am just a normal person who missed the chance for a higher education but am very interested in a variety of of things. I do not really watch main stream TV after discovering youtube and all the fantastic contributors on this medium. You are one of my top 10 subscribed channels, very entertaining and I love your content and manage to learn a little something with every one of your videos. 🙂

    • @vyvianalcott1681
      @vyvianalcott1681 8 месяцев назад +12

      Regular television programming often feels like mental poison when you have the option of watching people create things they're passionate about. I can't even stand listening to TV anymore.

    • @JaneAustenAteMyCat
      @JaneAustenAteMyCat 8 месяцев назад +2

      Well said! Normal TV is inane and not all of us have had the opportunity to attend higher education, but we can educate ourselves and this is a great way to do it 💚

    • @ps200306
      @ps200306 8 месяцев назад +6

      @@vyvianalcott1681 , ditto. Even the old style TV science content like BBC Horizon is incredibly low-brow compared to today's youtube content from people like Sabine. I feel like it's a golden age for lay science lovers. I threw out the TV five years ago and installed a 65-inch monitor just so I wouldn't have a TV tuner.

    • @dallascumming8750
      @dallascumming8750 8 месяцев назад +3

      Thank you Brent. I was going to write a comment but you stated exactly what I was going to say. Thank you @SabineHossenfelder. Never change.

    • @amihartz
      @amihartz 8 месяцев назад +1

      Nah she should change. She complains but then openly attacks anyone who actually wants to change anything. I'm not sure how you can watch this video and not come away from this with the takeaway that the money-making incentive is harming the sciences, but not only does she openly endorse the glory of the money-making incentive, every time the topic comes up she insults anyone who disagrees with it saying they fail to understand basic economics and it's the greatest thing ever. I have trouble feeling sympathetic with her when she is openly hostile to anyone who wants to actually reduce the money-making incentive in society and have institutions that are devoted to benefiting humankind first and foremost.

  • @kewoolf
    @kewoolf Месяц назад +5

    I've watched a number of your video's and enjoyed them immensely but this is the one that made me subscribe. Your honesty and frankness is refreshing. Keep it up!

  • @Zantsak
    @Zantsak 8 месяцев назад +85

    I am very glad you posted the video. You are without a doubt one of the top science communicators in the world. Their loss is our gain. Please keep up the great work.

  • @alexanderjohnson2309
    @alexanderjohnson2309 8 месяцев назад +94

    This is the conversation I've been waiting for the world to have. Thank you.

  • @zamnodorszk7898
    @zamnodorszk7898 8 месяцев назад +390

    Dropped out of my PhD six years ago. Still struggling with the alcohol and tobacco addiction I took from those three miserable years. Constantly made to feel worthless and not doing enough. My career in industry has been amazing and constantly rewarding.
    Academia needs to change.

    • @fraewn2617
      @fraewn2617 8 месяцев назад +35

      There are so many people stuck in long, unhappy marriages because the hard part is not the divorce itself but to admit that they made the wrong choice/wasted their time. You were strong, you realized it was not right and left. You can be proud. Time flies and soon these years will be distant memories, substituted by new, happier ones. Fight for yourself you deserve it and you are worth it. It's the opposite: this bullshit is not worth having you. And btw I don't know what a PhD tells you about a person but I don't think it's intelligence tbh. Maybe it's resilience or endurance... I think in this academia world not playing their game is (street) smarter..

    • @danxie-mg8yv
      @danxie-mg8yv 8 месяцев назад

      The best way is to list the problems in indurstry.

    • @davidduffy9806
      @davidduffy9806 8 месяцев назад +15

      My son is gifted, he excelled in high school we delivered to the prestigious Uni he enrolled in, a young, fit and able young man with extraordinary intellect. The Uni almost destroyed him.

    • @nebblepoppishire3037
      @nebblepoppishire3037 8 месяцев назад +7

      Dropped out of biochem to do industrial radiography. No regrets financially- but wow, I loved biochem so much. Just the thought of 8-10 years of extremely hard schooling with tons of debt, only to hold a proverbial beggars cup to fund my research and the institution, and also with very little take home pay, was more than I could bear. I also felt like me and my colleagues were not really on a team, everyone wants to one up each other, everyone is competing for the same money. As I became adjusted to what academia really was all about, I was no longer happy with my career direction. Biochem is now only a hobby, building up a nice home lab. 1000% academia needs to change. I was so passionate but simply could not continue, I cried all the way back from the dean’s office and the whole ride home. Never was more lost in my life until that point. That was what I always loved.

    • @jibbyjoms7689
      @jibbyjoms7689 8 месяцев назад +3

      Dropped out a year in. It's one of the best decisions I ever made. I moved in to language assessing and teaching for the University instead.
      Academia is a game, but it's a game covered with a safe friendly progressive face. Universities in my country only care about bringing in international students, so I pivoted.
      I gave up on a dream, but the dream was an illusion anyway.

  • @lespetitszoiseaux3774
    @lespetitszoiseaux3774 2 месяца назад +10

    Lovely. Your commitment to high ethics is music to my ears. Thank you. I am deeply moved by your testimony. You're not just committed to Goodness, you have gigantic balls.

  • @VS46435
    @VS46435 8 месяцев назад +296

    You did the right thing by creating and posting this video, Sabine. More people need to know about the real state of things in academia. I myself earned a PhD in polymer chemistry and then spent 5 years as a postdoc in physical chemistry in Germany. I fully confirm that what you described is true. What really bothers me is the lack of ways for students to fight back against abusive professors. The university administration cares mostly about money. So, if a particular professor brings in a lot of grants, nobody cares how he or she treats their group. Labor laws practically don't exist or don't apply in academia. I tried to make a difference by raising these issues with my university's administration, only to be met with indifference and inaction. As long as the money comes in, there is no problem from their perspective. I realized that the only option left for me was to leave. If I couldn't change the system, I would just leave it, never come back, and notify others about the real state of things there. I started applying for real jobs and successfully got one in the semiconductor industry, where I can apply my knowledge for the real benefit of society.

    • @christophmessner6450
      @christophmessner6450 8 месяцев назад +5

      I realized all this in my 4th semester of physics back in 1988 and switched to political philosophy and making clarinets. Mrs Hossenfelder deserves the Nobel Prize for this video alone! ❤

    • @bornach
      @bornach 8 месяцев назад +8

      My experience parallels yours. I was pressured into overworking by an abusive professor who had 50 PhD students writing papers for him and he brought in a lot of grant funding for the university. He bullied me for showing insufficient loyalty to the fiefdom he had built within the faculty -- that I dared to collaborate with other researchers outside of his control. So I quit and now work as a software engineer.

    • @gdiwolverinemale4th
      @gdiwolverinemale4th 8 месяцев назад +1

      Welcome to the real world. Do you realize your story is common in practically every aspect of human endeavor? Why do scientists believe that the laws of Physics will not apply to them?

    • @mannagarwal5390
      @mannagarwal5390 8 месяцев назад

      I am a medical doctor in India and Indian academia is filled to the brim with abusive frauds masquerading as "Professors"

    • @amylindahl7822
      @amylindahl7822 8 месяцев назад +1

      Great post. I strongly relate and am so impressed that you raised these issues with administration. Much of the academic world is toxic and abusive in ways that would shock those outside of it. Leaving was my only option, and I understand why you did too.

  • @johnwong6063
    @johnwong6063 8 месяцев назад +62

    Thank you for your integrity and for sharing...

  • @flyingfox707b
    @flyingfox707b 8 месяцев назад +126

    Hi Sabine. My name is Mihai, i am an archaeologist with close to two decades in the industry. Tonight, I had a few pints with a friend of mine and we where talking about the same sh1tshow in our industry, academic and commercial. Your channel is a breath of fresh air and a good place to learn. Thank you for your time and effort and for this video, particularly.

    • @glen.simpson
      @glen.simpson 8 месяцев назад +2

      what area of archaeology?

    • @thyristo
      @thyristo 8 месяцев назад +1

      ... that's why I am unemployed and enjoy my life and time by learning what I want, doing recreational sports, taking strolls in the park, watching documentaries and gaming. Everything government tries to get me into work will only lead to the government paying three times more for me than it does now.
      I am definitely not prostituting myself in fake,-science and fake-research.
      To you I wish the best - and to enjoy yourself as much or even more as I do in my position. I did not choose it but rather got shifted into it...but AI adapted and now like it very much... especially because now I know what I avoided without even knowing it back then.

    • @flyingfox707b
      @flyingfox707b 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@glen.simpsonseveral areas of interest, but I work mainly in commercial archaeology and planning.

    • @flyingfox707b
      @flyingfox707b 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@thyristothere's a bit of a difference between me, who works for a living and pays taxes and, if you live off of government assistance, meant to be a support for people who NEED OT FOR WHATEVER REASON, you... If you live of of your personal savings, I can't tell you how to live your life and spend your money. If you are on the public support, get off your effing ass and get a job, you prick.