The GTA V Chaos Mod finally broke my mental stability

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  • Опубликовано: 15 окт 2024

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  • @Natalia-no9yj
    @Natalia-no9yj 3 года назад +1588

    "Jimmy and Jesus" sounds like the restaurant you go to for your last meal

  • @LonelyAncient
    @LonelyAncient 3 года назад +211

    "YOU KILLED ALL THOSE PEOPLE! THERE WAS NO NEED."
    Oh no, the chaos mod truly broke him.

  • @dogwatersoda
    @dogwatersoda 3 года назад +3588

    Kevin: "YOU KILLED ALL THOSE PEOPLE! THERE WAS NO NEED!"
    Kevin in literally every other game:
    🗡(👁👁)

  • @DCme94
    @DCme94 3 года назад +536

    It kinda sounded like Lester was yelling “KEVIN!”

  • @snowy12339
    @snowy12339 3 года назад +255

    Kevin dabbing at the same time of the explosion is everything I didn't know I needed

  • @m.c.gargamel7736
    @m.c.gargamel7736 3 года назад +60

    12:55 The church in the background is just the cherry on top for this scene.

  • @ekuaosei337
    @ekuaosei337 3 года назад +1992

    The GTA chaos mod and Jim Pickens would be a deadly combination.

  • @Snow10101
    @Snow10101 3 года назад +71

    Jimmy and Jesus sounds like a sitcom I would watch. Two roommates one is an underemployed Uber driver the other is the messiah.

  • @autumnalburn
    @autumnalburn 3 года назад +157

    6:35 Car explodes right as Kevin dabs, now that's true power

    • @Hayden_Lummus
      @Hayden_Lummus 2 года назад +9

      The Dark Side of the Force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural.

  • @spicytydirium4601
    @spicytydirium4601 3 года назад +136

    When griefer Jesus first spawned you could just see the true fear in Kevin’s eyes

  • @rinqueen
    @rinqueen 3 года назад +1243

    “The GTA V chaos mod finally broke my mental stability”
    Bold of you to assume it wasn’t broken already 😤

    • @koi944
      @koi944 3 года назад +2

      I think he would know the state of his own mental stability though, wouldn't he?

    • @rinqueen
      @rinqueen 3 года назад +1

      @@koi944 🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @shyguy9302
      @shyguy9302 3 года назад +3

      "Being crazy's a requirement, sonny. Who else could understand the world when it's like this? It takes crazy to know crazy."
      -_Odin Anderson, 2010_

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад

      You telling me there's more than 1 kevin
      NPCs: 😰

    • @LOONACORE
      @LOONACORE 3 года назад +2

      @@koi944 hey have you heard about the latest trend? yeah it's something crazy called a "joke" it's pretty niche but

  • @CarlosThadeu
    @CarlosThadeu 3 года назад +133

    1:19 I love how One Winged Angel is pretty much Extreme Griefer Jesus theme now lol

    • @JuBeoN
      @JuBeoN 3 года назад +1

      lmao me too

  • @phoenixsan1550
    @phoenixsan1550 3 года назад +3278

    Kevin should make Griefer Jesus in The Sims and make him Jim's mortal enemy!

  • @luigivercotti6410
    @luigivercotti6410 3 года назад +747

    Meanwhile, at Jimmy and Jesus:
    Customer: The food was great, but I before I leave I simply must say; You're the only one working this restaurant here, no?
    Waiter/Chef: Oh yes, I am Jimmy.
    Customer: So the title was just for marketing appeal?
    Waiter/Chef: Not at all; You will be seeing Jesus momentarily.

    • @NathanRLDale
      @NathanRLDale 3 года назад +59

      Oppressor MK II Engine whirs
      Waiter/Chef: That’ll be him now :)

    • @jockeyfield1954
      @jockeyfield1954 3 года назад +37

      @@NathanRLDale they kill the customer and grab his wallet, good business strategy ngl

    • @pleaseenteraname6590
      @pleaseenteraname6590 3 года назад +17

      *pulls out a gun*

    • @pickleproductions5736
      @pickleproductions5736 3 года назад +15

      @@jockeyfield1954 No bad reviews too!

    • @crazyngll
      @crazyngll 3 года назад +22

      *Glass shatters as Jesus breaks through the window with a motorcycle and rocket launcher in hand*

  • @kyrimichael4418
    @kyrimichael4418 3 года назад +600

    Kevin: This week i'm posting at 10pm btw guys
    My Dumb Ass at 8:01pm: WHERE IS HE?!!!!

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +11

      Congrats on the heart

    • @mdxyziiiiii7505
      @mdxyziiiiii7505 3 года назад +4

      @@IamaPERSON your in every heart comment 😂:comment on mine please:hint:

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +3

      @@mdxyziiiiii7505 sure thing

    • @mollym3812
      @mollym3812 3 года назад +1

      it’s like 1am for me

    • @johnfowler2008
      @johnfowler2008 3 года назад +1

      @@mollym3812 it's 4pm for me. which sucks cause I always have my lunch at 2 when he normally uploads :(

  • @lm9029
    @lm9029 3 года назад +80

    0:33 "I need your help"
    "-no"
    "Screw you, Michael.
    *Proceeds to remote detonate his car out of frustration*

  • @lizardlad279
    @lizardlad279 3 года назад +1330

    Kevin “I fear no man but that thing”
    Extreme griefer Jesus:
    Kevin: it scares me

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад +13

      Only Jesus scares Kevin makes sense because Jesus is holy 🤣

    • @judym.4712
      @judym.4712 3 года назад +10

      OH FECK JESUS

    • @martol7169
      @martol7169 3 года назад +13

      actually let me improve that joke
      Kevin: I fear no man but that thing
      Extreme Griefer Jesus, Griefed Jesus, jealous Jimmy, Angry alien, super hero guy I don't his name, Invert gravity, Deadly agent , Teleport to heaven, Doomday, obligate all nearby NPC, ignite player, 5 star wanted level, explode current vehicle, exploding zombies, all pods, Remove current vehicle, end credits, W stuck, realistic hacking, Need for speed
      Krbin: it scares me

    • @lizardlad279
      @lizardlad279 3 года назад +1

      @@martol7169 basically all of this mod is terrifying to the Pickens puppet

    • @martol7169
      @martol7169 3 года назад

      yeah and it going to expand

  • @mopa_OG
    @mopa_OG 3 года назад +43

    I like how they gave Kevin ‘all vehicles are invulnerable’ and immediately give ‘explode current vehicle’

  • @abcdefgheat1888
    @abcdefgheat1888 3 года назад +1674

    I feel like Kevin lost his mental stability long ago..

    • @poki-_-999
      @poki-_-999 3 года назад +1

      yea

    • @yashiro560
      @yashiro560 3 года назад +1

      True

    • @mdxyziiiiii7505
      @mdxyziiiiii7505 3 года назад

      Lol

    • @epilepticbro
      @epilepticbro 3 года назад +7

      Lets be real we probably lost ours with his lol

    • @FluffySharkz
      @FluffySharkz 3 года назад +4

      I knew batman vs superman was bad but i never knew what an effect it could have on a person until i found kevin

  • @zyassiri
    @zyassiri 3 года назад +176

    Everybody: You weren't mentally stable to begin with
    Meanwhile Kevin: You get a heart for just saying that!

  • @lockefosho46
    @lockefosho46 3 года назад +584

    0:30
    Amanda: "I need your help, Kevin! Right now!"
    Kevin: "No."
    Amanda: "Screw you, Kevin!"
    **A fire starts in Kevin's car**

    • @omershaik6374
      @omershaik6374 3 года назад +30

      Amanda's a witch

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +29

      @@omershaik6374 with a capital 🅱️

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад +4

      That was art

    • @DEEZNUTZ-gm8sy
      @DEEZNUTZ-gm8sy 3 года назад +5

      @@UtopssAKAPJ with a Capital F at the Start

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад +3

      @@DEEZNUTZ-gm8sy haha

  • @jockeyfield1954
    @jockeyfield1954 3 года назад +33

    12:36
    today we discovered that lamar has a secret super power: when he says "biz-ack!" everything around him explodes

  • @phoenixsan1550
    @phoenixsan1550 3 года назад +501

    'The GTA V Chaos Mod finally broke my mental stability'
    Better get back to that therapist, Kevin.

    • @wickedalbel
      @wickedalbel 3 года назад +25

      he could really do with some yoga

    • @phoenixsan1550
      @phoenixsan1550 3 года назад +1

      @Lukus F oh well, it was fun while it lasted

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад +2

      is there a therapist that can help him
      Kevin: "Jim made me do" 🤣
      that would make a good fanfic Jim Pickens becomes real but only Kevin can see him
      wait how do we know that isn't the case 😮

    • @sort6726
      @sort6726 3 года назад +1

      "you're plainly addicted to chaos"
      - Kevin's therapist

    • @catchall2874
      @catchall2874 3 года назад

      which therapist kevin doesn't go to therapist you dumb dude omg

  • @MrDUneven
    @MrDUneven 3 года назад +742

    If Kevin became a joga instructor he'd be Calm Me Kevin

  • @107-KING
    @107-KING 3 года назад +641

    Jesus in the bible: Nice
    Jesus in Gta:LeAvE No SuRvIvoRs

    • @harryarm123
      @harryarm123 3 года назад +22

      Noah’s ark

    • @107-KING
      @107-KING 3 года назад +44

      @@harryarm123 plot twist the flood wasn’t the one who killed everyone.It was extreme griefer Jesus.

    • @Guy-bm5wh
      @Guy-bm5wh 3 года назад +17

      Baptism with fire

    • @eldritchabomination9726
      @eldritchabomination9726 3 года назад +17

      Jesus 2.0: Hates the Sinner and the Sin

    • @UtopssAKAPJ
      @UtopssAKAPJ 3 года назад +9

      GTA is the true bible 🤣

  • @Molten_Anarchist
    @Molten_Anarchist 3 года назад +34

    Kevin, I just want to let you know, the reason why I like this content is not because you’re suffering but because it’s fecking hilarious to see the most random shit happen in the game via the mod (plus your commentary amidst the chaos just adds more wood to the comedy fire)

  • @IamaPERSON
    @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +363

    Implying you were stable before, Kevin?

    • @acabosasha
      @acabosasha 3 года назад +5

      Lol, questioning the same

    • @Canada_Official
      @Canada_Official 3 года назад +6

      hi person

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +6

      @@Canada_Official hello canada, how are you

    • @callmeturg
      @callmeturg 3 года назад +2

      AYYYY CONGRATS ON THE HEART!!!

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +2

      @@callmeturg thank!

  • @skylarkessler9805
    @skylarkessler9805 3 года назад +7

    6:35
    The timing of that dab was PERFECT.

  • @ItsMiccaelBoo
    @ItsMiccaelBoo 3 года назад +56

    Today I called Kevin Jim in my head and I’m afraid that the 2 personas are merging together in my mind 😭😭

  • @thatoneclonetrooper5663
    @thatoneclonetrooper5663 2 года назад +6

    1:15 I love Kevin's look of fearful realization here.

  • @sockthesaduofastudent5096
    @sockthesaduofastudent5096 3 года назад +117

    As his therapist said, he is addicted to chaos

  • @FearsomeHippo74
    @FearsomeHippo74 3 года назад +100

    No one:
    Nobody:
    Not a soul:
    Kevin: Lester’s screams are so good 🙃

  • @kodakkushi
    @kodakkushi 3 года назад +41

    “You may get a kick out of it”
    That’s why we watch you Kevin :)

  • @KNOTTYBUDS
    @KNOTTYBUDS 3 года назад +28

    Lester screams like the, "It's Wednesday my dude's" guy.

  • @Salty_exe
    @Salty_exe 3 года назад +79

    Ah yes, chaos is Kevin’s addi-
    I mean, specialty

  • @xxMaro92xx
    @xxMaro92xx 3 года назад +7

    7:22 Yes, that was Lester screaming :D My friend and I tortured Lester in the first GTA Online Heist Mission in every way possible. We figured out that Lester screams "OKAY THEEEEEEN" when you are airbourne for some time... we also figured out that he forgets he needs his walking stick if you piss him off enough. He then starts to punch you to death or steal random civilians' cars. He might run you over with them or drive a motorcycle until the end of the world... Lester is a wild one if you break his AI, I mean if you set him free, of course...

  • @Pixelated_Princess
    @Pixelated_Princess 3 года назад +34

    I find it fitting that Kevin's screaming in so many of his thumbnails. Chaotic Kevin is the best Kevin

  • @geoffreydevereaux3272
    @geoffreydevereaux3272 3 года назад +16

    It’s almost like Kevin’s been training his community to become wholesome trolls for all these years, and the GTA V Chaos mod is the chance to show the teacher what he taught us. 🤣

  • @justyouraveragenerd7688
    @justyouraveragenerd7688 3 года назад +35

    Nothing in this series will ever top Doomsday starting at the exact moment that Trevor shouted "ElWoOd O'nEiL!" I must say.

  • @Itsjustmike635
    @Itsjustmike635 3 года назад +17

    Therapist: Kevin what is your greatest fear
    Kevin: Greifer jesus, jealous jimmy, and the twitch chat

  • @janajanuar
    @janajanuar 3 года назад +10

    1:16 I read that last one as "Spawn Turg" and got really excited

  • @CarlosThadeu
    @CarlosThadeu 3 года назад +8

    Honestly bless you Kevin for inteoducing me to this mod. This is a addiction I approve. This series always makes me uncontrollably laugh at the point of being light headed. Keep up the great work.

  • @olwynryan-bovey7971
    @olwynryan-bovey7971 3 года назад +42

    “I never knew Lester’s screams were so great” Woah dude

  • @sepiasmith5065
    @sepiasmith5065 3 года назад +2

    1:16 god I love that comedic timing and slow realization

  • @phoenixgemini42
    @phoenixgemini42 3 года назад +40

    Amanda: "Screw you, Michael!"
    *Car immediately explodes*
    Me: "coincidence, I think not!"

  • @clanker6653
    @clanker6653 3 года назад +8

    1:37 The comedic timing was perfect

  • @yourlocaljoyandhappiness8461
    @yourlocaljoyandhappiness8461 3 года назад +50

    "GTA V Chaos Mod Finally broke my mental stability"
    I think that always happens when Kevin plays the chaos mod

    • @sunnydew2795
      @sunnydew2795 3 года назад

      Youu are literally everywhere what

  • @Pr0D13gen
    @Pr0D13gen 3 года назад +11

    AT 11:02 AND I SWEAR, LESTER SCREAMED: "KEVIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @lizardlad279
    @lizardlad279 3 года назад +26

    Ya know what they say “you can’t break what’s already broken” :D

  • @DrXeyd
    @DrXeyd 3 года назад +9

    Kevin: "Let me get into that cab really quick"
    Chat: "How about no?"

  • @BigMac87963
    @BigMac87963 3 года назад +26

    I’m addicted to watching Kevin being addicted to the Chaos Mod

  • @BigBlackMuzik
    @BigBlackMuzik 3 года назад +12

    Kevin beating up jezus) Kevin: "i'm Catholic by the way" 😂😂😂😂 13:00

  • @chuckizza4034
    @chuckizza4034 3 года назад +25

    I love how kevin zooms in on his lips whenever he sighs.

  • @Decca1234
    @Decca1234 3 года назад +10

    11:28 I’m honestly crying - his glasses went flying off his head 😂

  • @mdxyziiiiii7505
    @mdxyziiiiii7505 3 года назад +107

    When you click so fast the comments don’t even work

    • @IamaPERSON
      @IamaPERSON 3 года назад +6

      *You are speed*

    • @mike-7684
      @mike-7684 3 года назад +2

      I was drawn here by I am a person

  • @pravitkeyo9167
    @pravitkeyo9167 22 дня назад +1

    12:16 "YOU KILLED ALL THOSE PEOPLE! THERE WAS NO NEED!"
    Also Kevin: kills everyone in Hitman

  • @callmestephanie1305
    @callmestephanie1305 3 года назад +37

    11:02 I swear Lester screams KEEEEEVINNNNN hhahahahah

  • @austinwatts1845
    @austinwatts1845 3 года назад +11

    Love how Kevin is sometimes genuinely impressed by some of the worst combos.

  • @jimpickensisourwayoflife2126
    @jimpickensisourwayoflife2126 3 года назад +11

    It's always a joy to hear our community leader Kevin saying "hey there friend's my name is Kevin"

  • @CaaaramelApples
    @CaaaramelApples 3 года назад +7

    One Winged Angel for Extreme Griefer Jesus was a beautiful touch

  • @ArtyKibbles2190
    @ArtyKibbles2190 3 года назад +15

    Kevin most of the time: 😃
    Kevin when Griefer Jesus comes: 😱

  • @torakunoichi
    @torakunoichi 3 года назад +2

    Kevin sounds like an exasperated father whose dealing with his chaotic children who he’s both proud of for the chaos but also just tired of everything they do, like if they had done it to literally anyone else he’d be happy but because it’s him it’s taxing him

  • @Dread0-0
    @Dread0-0 3 года назад +7

    Kevin calling me "friend" in the intro makes me happy

  • @jenkins4258
    @jenkins4258 3 года назад +7

    Kevin and editors, you've made my day

  • @aidanhelfrich4887
    @aidanhelfrich4887 3 года назад +9

    7:25 lester screams
    RUclips subtitles MUSIC

  • @CalifornianCuttlefish
    @CalifornianCuttlefish 3 года назад +17

    Everyone: *worried about COVID-19* Kevin: *worried about Jesus*

  • @thatonedude108
    @thatonedude108 3 года назад +6

    Kevin you someone always impress me when you manage to do a heist with this mod

  • @foxywolf4705
    @foxywolf4705 3 года назад +4

    “Hold on guys I gotta beat up Jesus”
    -Kevin 2021

  • @logancrapser3866
    @logancrapser3866 3 года назад +6

    This may be an exaggeration. But, in solely and only my opinion, I like how this video specifically, this series of chaos mod in general, shows how men can look at situations that anger them and just take a breath and laugh. I'm not gonna say it's uncommon, but it's not how I was raised to play videogames. But it is how I like to play them. So regardless of anything else, thanks for being a chill dude Kevin.

  • @CalifornianCuttlefish
    @CalifornianCuttlefish 3 года назад

    5:03 I love that effect paired with jumping vehicles/bouncy vehicles and vehicles have no gravity

  • @HannahPerryBrown
    @HannahPerryBrown 3 года назад +3

    Kevin: “You killed all those people” “Those poor people”
    Also Kevin: kills everyone in hitman 3

  • @kianshort2643
    @kianshort2643 3 года назад +1

    I figured it out, all peds attacking players, combined with the fact they were explosive meant lots of ticking time bombs chasing Kevin, that bomb went off when the gravity got inverted and they all hit the ground, I imagine the number of police chasing him added to the body count too - but I'm pretty sure that specific combination crashed the game

  • @ambertasniem7245
    @ambertasniem7245 3 года назад +6

    *brings this series up during therapy*

  • @keesdriesen9256
    @keesdriesen9256 Год назад +1

    That's an EXTREMELY super bold statement to say that you ever were stable in the first place, Kevin.

  • @MrBassmann15
    @MrBassmann15 3 года назад +8

    The two people who disliked the video were Griefer Jesus and Extreme Griefer Jesus.

  • @blaff4904
    @blaff4904 3 года назад +6

    Nobody:
    Mermaid Man and Barnacle Boy: 14:42

  • @rtdeathdealer
    @rtdeathdealer 3 года назад +3

    Kevin I hope you can read this (doubt it cause you're so busy) but here goes...
    I've been in a bad place mentally (depression) for about 2 years, ex left me for another man, and took my kid, then thanks to Covid I don't get to see my kid as often. Then last night while visiting my family, I was informed that both of my grandparents and my dog have only maybe a few years left... Main reason I'm telling you this, is because this evening you're GTA V Chaos Mod videos have helped alot today. Thanks again for being a ray of light in my dark years. (Don't think I have ever made a comment)
    A long time follower
    -Alex

    • @o.o5258
      @o.o5258 3 года назад +3

      Hope things get better for you mate

  • @SomeDude12300
    @SomeDude12300 3 года назад

    I've been doing a story playthrough with the Chaos mod, if you die while selecting your approach for the heist your game gets softlocked after you respawn at the hospital. That mission took me at least an hour to get through

  • @Shanetor
    @Shanetor 3 года назад +4

    3:38 "I'VE BEEN FALLING, FOR 30 MINUTES"

  • @Hana1LuLu
    @Hana1LuLu 3 года назад

    I love how Kevin handles the frustration. He turns it into genuine laughter and admiration. I aspire to be that controlled

  • @wasp4256
    @wasp4256 3 года назад +3

    Ok that lsd part at 9:10 reminded me of someone who actually jumped out of the roof cuz he was on lsd he didn't die or anything he just thought that aliens were proping him.

  • @shaanp9796
    @shaanp9796 3 года назад +2

    4:22 - Fav part. Thanks for the laughs Kevin!

  • @bobjones3459
    @bobjones3459 3 года назад +3

    -Kevin posts later than usual
    -Me... well what am I supposed to do

  • @AriJWeiss
    @AriJWeiss 3 года назад

    Kevin,
    Thank you. I’m going to keep this real short. Your videos/VODs keep me sane and happy. I always know if I’m really struggling with my anxiety/trauma I can turn to your videos. Thank you for being the person you are. Much love.

  • @jimpickensisourwayoflife2126
    @jimpickensisourwayoflife2126 3 года назад +8

    I'm surprised Kevin still has a mental stability after having an addiction to gta 5 caho mods

  • @Non-PoliticalGamer
    @Non-PoliticalGamer Год назад +1

    9:42 looks like Lester has seen your play through of L.A. noire and is enacting revenge on behalf of the npcs in the game.

  • @foxywolf4705
    @foxywolf4705 3 года назад +7

    Jim Pickens + GTA V chaos mod
    “Perfection”

  • @yeahoksure1406
    @yeahoksure1406 3 года назад +2

    That gray hair wasn’t there before he started playing the chaos mod, so I like to believe the stress got to him so bad it bleached his hair

  • @Officialzpd
    @Officialzpd 3 года назад +5

    Kevin's dab was so strong he exploded the car 6:27

  • @chocolatelover19
    @chocolatelover19 3 года назад +1

    6:35 Kevin dabs while the car blew up!

  • @thefabviking
    @thefabviking 3 года назад +21

    The subreddit will have fun with all the screenshots of you in the far back. Unless the meme is already dead.

  • @ljorsanisprobablyadoginahu9197
    @ljorsanisprobablyadoginahu9197 3 года назад +2

    can we appreciate how beautifully timed that dab was

  • @lucascyr98
    @lucascyr98 3 года назад +5

    I think Kevin lost what sanity he had left when the... incident happened at the end of the latest AI Dungeon stream

  • @valoressbqiskrnrjbx5025
    @valoressbqiskrnrjbx5025 2 года назад

    That "I love how much this means to you all" or something like that at the end was very very wholesome.

  • @camdencooper5149
    @camdencooper5149 3 года назад +4

    It's cute to see Kevin pretending he still had mental stability

  • @CalifornianCuttlefish
    @CalifornianCuttlefish 3 года назад +2

    1:00 Kevin: gets in the game game: TANK TIME

  • @silvertube11
    @silvertube11 3 года назад +19

    Kevin having mental stability?
    More like-
    No I can’t, I’ll go now

  • @CalifornianCuttlefish
    @CalifornianCuttlefish 3 года назад +1

    "The GTA V Chaos Mod finally broke my mental stability" i didn't think you had any mental stability, kevin

  • @abcdefgheat1888
    @abcdefgheat1888 3 года назад +73

    Day 52 of asking kevin to restore the tomadachi life save

  • @lefty4182
    @lefty4182 3 года назад

    I'm so sad that scene on the train tracks was edited down -- in the stream it was so goddamn good.
    Just - [train noises while stuck] OH NOOOO. [quickly moves] phew...that coulda been bad. [car fucking explodes]
    but the raw timing was just....so perfect. i was in tears.