I love you with my whole heart and I hope your love yourself just as much! I hope this reading helps you recognize the beautiful being that you are 💗 thank you for letting me read for you! 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA & IN THE COMMENTS🚨🚨 🕯Candle of the Month:🔮High Priestess (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.angelicmagic888.com/product/high-priestess-crystal-candle-with-amethyst-and-moonstone/461?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 www.etsy.com/listing/971960797/eso-tarot-high-priestess-crystal-candle?click_key=b922b6cad6e3898342dbefd694c654c4319dae72%3A971960797&click_sum=c9259c73&ref=as_recently_viewed-1 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:15 Pile Selection: 0:32 Reading Breakdown Con't: 1:28 Pile 1 (Rainbow Heart Tarot): 3:16 Pile 2 (Apparition Tarot): 42:49 Pile 3 (Ember & Aura Tarot): 1:15:44 Pile 4 (Outsider's Tarot): 2:25:16 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: xesotarotx@gmail.com Cashapp: $palehag
You are amazing! A thousand thank you's for sharing your gift. Your readings are like a therapy session from Holy Spirit. I have so much gratitude for you! 💖
i love you so much eso. your videos have made me feel comforted and seen for years now, i just love them so much!! i love your vibe and how kind and patient you are. i appreciate you sm :)
Pile 3 just felt like years of therapy combined into one session. You nailed it. Mother energy and all. Thank you for that! I love how kind and compassionate you deliver your messages. And I relate to the adhd and introvert struggles ❤️
I was just getting to type those same things! I use her readings as my shadow work and have learned so much about myself the process. She is a true blessing! This reading particular was so spot on!
The way pile 3 (🌹) was the most seen I've ever felt. I was sobbing after like 5 minutes. When you said "You're beating yourself up for the way you've coped with traumas you've had in your past" I was shaken to the core. Then you talked about not being able to open up due to being so intensely self-critical that it's scary to let people in. And the shell that feels impossible to break out of. And then it was just thing after thing after that. Thank you for this. It really opened something in me.
pile 3, the first time i have cried hearing a tarot reding. I born and brought up with a condition, i have to be a good girl. My family assaulted me so many times in every way, emotionally blackmailed me to get what they want. I loved them too much, but they always made fun even It's my achievements. I was and is a good for nothing child for them, they even choose a husband for me who is just like them. I always feel guilty for being alive even for breathing. Everytime i want to go, make a choice myself, they will say that " you wanna make us ashamed? You are good for nothing and very bad girl. You hurt us, you are the reason of our downfall. " it hurts everytime when i kill my dreams for them, it hurts when i beat myself up before they even do anything cause i was too scarred of them, it hurts when i wanna disappear every time but failed. I am a writer you know, people loves me for that, but my so called lovely family want me to sacrifice it. How could i trust people? How could i make myself tender for them? When i know they will hurt me cause i am not a good person. I never made my family and husband happy, how could i make another person happy? Yes It's a mother wound, yes i hate this word so much. My own mom left me, and step mom killed my childhood and sexually harassed me. She is the one who chooses my husband, my dad loves her too much that he watched my downfall and did nothing. I tried to be a mother. But failed again. My husband calls me worthless shit who just breathing air and eating food. I am so sorry for vending here and thanks for the reading. No one can love me, i have expected that long time ago.
Yessss Madison, you should definitely start that 2nd RUclips channel!! ✨You already know you literally have thousands (more like tens of thousands) of people lined up who would love to hear more from you. And think of all the fun and growth you will have exploring whatever other topics you want on there. Go on and express yourself, that’s what we are here for!! 🥳🕊
pile 3, i never usually comment but wow, you described my childhood, most of my early life and teenage years to a t. the amount of healing this video helped me do is insane, thank you so so so much eso! you have a beautiful heart and soul ❤
Pile 3 and I am sobbing. I want to let you know I only choose to watch your videos when I notice them in my feed because I feel like those are meant for me. And every. Single. Time. You are spot on. Thank you for doing this. I needed it.
Pile 3:🌹 Had me crying the first cards and the mother wound 100% hit home this entire thing is hitting so many points, last night I woke up in the middle of the night after a bad day and I was just like wow I really hate this I don't wanna see myself like this anymore I want to heal I want to be happy and when I woke up in the morning I did tarot and I got the spiritual awakening card + opened my youtube to this and just wow. I just realized all 3 readings I've seen so far on your channel ive been pile 3
Something important for me to remember: Your flaws and productivity do not directly correalate with you as a person. What you give to the world does not define your entire worth. You are more than just your goals. I really needed that, thank you for this beautiful video!
Hi thank you for making me feel so seen by choosing pile 3 and truly grateful the level of empathy you have offered in a lonely place. It is so true that I feel so weary after all the trauma and continuously work on myself but still feeling not truly freeing my true self. I'm coming back to this reading to write down every insight I've gained. Thank you for your work
Yes very insightful about people either project trauma externally or direct towards themselves. I did the latter but over a long period of time was able to process most of that and turn it around to feel positive about myself.
Pile 2. Thanks so much for this reading. It helped bring to light a trauma that I've been feeling in my periphery, but haven't been able to identify until you reminded me that it was a trauma that motivated me to keep myself small and unnoticeable. Now that I know, I can start the healing/ integration work on it. All my gratitude.
Pile 1: I DO feel like we are friends! 🥺❤ And honestly, you sharing your struggles, inner thoughts and experiences made me feel better because I have similar challenges. I don't feel as alone. ❤ Since I was a child different people have made me feel as if my struggles are ridiculous and fake, and I should "just do it" whatever "it" is. That it shouldn't be this hard or complicated and I that I'm being lazy or dramatic or purposely rebellious about things. But in reality, I have depression, anxiety and ADHD, so sometimes its really hard to do normal things expected of me. By you sharing those things, it helped me realize that I'm not the only one who goes through challenges! And it's okay to be different and I'm beautiful the weird way that I am! (Which I'm pretty weird and goofy😂) Everything in this reading really resonated and hit home. Thank you so much Maddi! ❤ I hope you have a wonderful day, whenever you see this.
Pile 3 "Something is not clicking". YES exactly I dont know "You're beating yourself up for the way you've coped with traumas you've had in your past" And not just traumas but mistakes too. Especially mistakes 😔 "trying it different way" 🤔
I believe that the princesses that endured periods of trauma were doing a couple of things right. they were not catastrophizIng everything. They were focused on that they were still alive and things might get better. They knew that if they didn’t have this place to live in it might even be worse. So their self talk to themselves through it along with their faith their knowing that there was going to be something better. Love you girl! Love how you use your gift !
🌹 🌹 🌹 Pile three kicked my entire ass. Issues with mom and lack of affection, high standards as a youth, feeling like the gifted kid who fell behind as an adult, have trouble with commitment and intimacy and sharing and control and needing all the answers (and random additions to lunches and going out etc haha - it bothers me and it’s because I already mentally prepared for a different situation!!) I would love to love myself more. I will keep trying. Thank you! This was literally the most accurate and affirming reading I’ve watched. ❤
I chose pile 3 I have adhd that I found out about later in life. I’m also an infp-Turbulent personality type. And have been through quite a bit early in life . I have a mother wound that I am navigating and am trying my best to be self aware so I don’t repeat a generational cycle with my own daughter. Self compassion and learning to receive help is definitely a lesson I’m learning from my guides. I feel things deeply and at times it’s annoying lol cause I feel like a lot of people around me can’t relate to the way I think. I also impose perfectionism on myself which is impossible , paralyzing and heavy at times especially in my pursuit to be an artist. I can definitely be incredibly hypercritical of myself and sensitive and I play small when I don’t need to. I really want to learn to allow myself to feel free consistently BUT I am proud of how much I’ve been able to transmute in my life and my determination to live a sovereign and authentic life. My daughter was my saving grace and was the catalyst to finding my light again while parenting her I’ve been learning to reparent myself and believe in my dreams. I would love to make art and stories for deeply feeling and sensitive children to help empower them and I want to give my daughter a strong foundation of self esteem and worth.
Omg the note on having a plethora of ideas vs execution 😩 I used to feel like a flake, & I’d fall into imposter syndrome and I would give up or go long periods without doing the things I love. but now I’ve shifted that perspective and accept jumping from project to project as part of my process and I’ve adjusted the way that I develop my art to accommodate for that.
Pile 3: hey love, thank you for taking time for us and thank you for exposing me and doing this for us, dont forget to take care of yourself, its okay to cry and express emotions!
As a pile 4 suffering from loneliness and needing a hug, I'm so thankful that we can suspend time and space for a hug together. Thank you so much babes. ❤
I have 32 minutes left in pile 4, but this reading has been absolutely amazing... you picked up on my energy so accurately and provided some much needed comfort and validation for what I've been through. You sound pretty young, but you have been blessed with awesome wisdom! I love it :) thank you for the reading, Eso. New subscriber here ❤️
Amazing! ❣ Pile 4 was incredibly accurate for me. I consider myself to be an empath, although I get why you don't like that term. Sadly, many who use it are actually covert narcissists. I have experienced many years of narcissistic abuse - that was my Tower in reverse. The wild thing is that I have spent the past several years actively healing that abuse and am about to release a book and course on that topic. Pretty much everything you mentioned in the reading - validating others, accepting that there are those who lack kindness, realizing I am enough, knowing that I need to embrace fun (joy) - is what I discuss in the course. And, the last several cards were totally perfect, especially "Surrender to rest and sleep," which is what I have been doing for the past 3 years!!! I was feeling a bit nervous about releasing the course, but this reading validates that I need to put it out into the world. I KNOW there are other Pile 4's who are like me and could use the support 😍
#1 --- Creativity #2 --- Structure #3 --- Changes and Challenges #4 --- Heart Expansion Before I watch because I'm called to all and my intuition gave me a 3,4,5,6 numerology message 🤷
You always upload just what I’m needing! Thank you! ❤ Edit: Pile #3 pulled the rug out from under me in the best way. Growing up with ADHD was difficult, but I’m learning to love myself now. I’m constantly impressed by you!
pile 3.. i want to cry but I can't for some reason. i'm part of that collective with the strong mother wound from childhood and right now. the strongest thing I took from this was something you said along the lines of starting to portray your maternal and paternal figures as mother earth and father sky. im going to build my relationship with mother earth and my father in the sky who passed away when i was young.. 🥲😢 thanks Eso 🤍🤍🤍 love and light to you and your loved ones. 🌹🌹🌹
Girl you made me cry a few times during this reading. It was truly validating and definitely broadened my perspective of my past trauma. Thank you so much for all you do. I love you 🌹🌹🌹
When the queen calls you out (kindly and with concern) for shaming yourself for crying or showing emotion. I appreciate the way you embody compassion in every reading. It’s a truly beautiful and rare gift. Higher self is sending you a hug right back.
Thank you so much for the spot on, encouraging, and validating reading! Regarding past trauma, I believe I am a kind, compassionate, and open minded person NOT BECAUSE of what I’ve been through but IN SPITE of it. No one needs to be traumatized to become a better person. Perpetuating cycles of abuse only holds ourselves and others back from reaching our highest potential and finding internal and eternal peace. It’s by breaking free of these cycles that we as a collective grow. Sending love and light to you all!❤
You just called me out and read me to filth straight away in pile 3 😂 thank you truly though. You always speak to my soul and really help me dig deeper and feel seen and heard ❤ With all of my heart I can honestly say you are a gift to us all!
I also wanted to thank you for coming from such caring place surrounding trauma whilst helping us grow from our experiences. You never sounds like you are invalidating our feelings and it is one of the many reasons that I will continue to come back to your readings!
💙 Pile 4 here 💙 First and foremost, I just want to say thank you to Eso. I've never felt more seen and validated. You are such an absolutely beautiful soul! I've been working on becoming more grounded in my own energy. It's so hard not to want to save others from going through pain and suffering. I do, indeed, internalize all of my past trauma. My empathy has led me to have a complete lack of boundaries in past relationships. I understand the pain of other's sometimes to my own detriment. I'm so quick to forgive them and don't extend that same understanding and kindness to myself. I've been slowly learning these boundaries and I'm in a period of isolation while working on how to differentiate my own energy vs the energy of others. The regression into the unkind internal dialog is something that I also struggle with as well as not seeing my own emotions (specifically crying) as a form of weakness. Navigating that sometimes we are healing and can also take two steps backwards and that's okay. It doesn't take away from the healing that we have already accomplished. To all of my fellow Pile fours be kind to yourself. I'm sending the biggest hug to everyone out there that is struggling. I love you all. You are worthy of the same love that you extend to everyone else! Straighten those crowns 😘😘😘
Thank You for expressing this and sharing. I needed to hear that on some internal level. We often do see things such as emotional pain or crying as a weakness.... Honestly I haven't cried in years, seriously even when I should have or felt like it. This reading as well as YOUR comment brought sincere tears to my eyes. I just wanted to let you know there are other people out there who resonate and understand with genuine Love. I've been undergoing similar introspections and healing myself to love myself more so I can share and give it to others. I was SENT here you could say, and directed to your comment by "guidance". I'm starting to better understand my place and purpose to a point of complete refinement. Sending you much deserved ...LOVE... 🔥💛🔥 I WILL PROUDLY WEAR MY CROWN AND SO SHOULD YOU MY LOVE. ...........Thank You Sincerely.......... ⭐👑⭐LUX DYNAMIS ⭐👑⭐ You are a earth Angel
Of course this video serendipitously shows up on my RUclips and I pick #3. This pile was a massive confirmation of how my mother wounds affect the ways I show love (and sometimes neglect) to myself. I was cleaning my room whilst listening to this. Synchronicities are real and so is magic.
wow! pile3 - "you could have a mother wound of some kind, plus self-sabotage tendencies" - me with mother wound AND father wound. literally have felt like an orphan my entire life WITH my parents alive. and the mother wound is coming up to be healed in a major way for me now. Trust Eso to channel messages in real-time each time. Thank you.
Pile 4.- Oh man, I came straight out of therapy, crying my eyes out, to this. Everything you said, I talked about it with my psychologist today. Everything resonated, also most of it I have been working it for the last two years, and I feel like I'm right now in a check point trying to see how much of this has been integrated... girl I am tired. I need to sleep for at least 24hrs, and I want to go and hide in the woods next to a river. I send lots of love to everyone resonating with pile 4, take a deep breath, don't rush, being and healing is not like a car doing donuts in a sideshow. Thank you Madison, I send lots of love to you too.
Thanks ❤. I have had a feral furry friend in my life for the past five or so years. As he was advancing in years I decided to tempt him to the great indoors and for the past few months he has been coming in in the evenings and we listen to your readings - he clearly vibed hard with your vibe. Tonight we listened to pile three together while waiting for the cats protection people to help take him to the local vet - I think he was already transitioning. I was with him while he crossed the rainbow bridge. But it was a lovely thing that he got to chill with a new reading before taking his leave. I know it will have calmed him ❤
#1 I'm amazed by how accurate this reading was. I felt really heard and seen in everything. I feel a lot of shame and guilt for many things, most of them in the past but some still until today. I'm being called lazy and unambitious when really I'm doing my best and just trying to find my way in life. It's not easy and it makes me really sad and depressed from time to time. Hearing this reading made me feel much better and realizing that what my intuition is saying is actually right. I need to listen more to myself and less to others. Thank you
/ how smart and spiritual you are - you're just doin the damn thing and I really appreciate your energy and your effect on your sphere of influence - keep shining :)
Hold on I have to pause for a moment because I’m tearing up while listening to pile 3. “You grieve a mother you’ve never had” hits so deep for me. Girl how did you know?? 😭😭 I literally break down crying about this all the time. Your intuition and ability to read is so magical. Thank you Eso. This reading resonates so much 💕💕
1. You are amazing 2. I’m pile 3 and you were mentioning that you are not prepared enough to tell us the reading. Darling, you born with this gift, you don’t need to be prepared, just do your best to channelized spirit messages 3. You are really felling our pain, shame and struggles, love you so much 😘😘😘
ESO you are the absolute best in every way. Your readings are so powerful and empowering. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. To all my pile 3 friends we got this! Bless you all 🙏❤️
Pile 3... Yup, me and my mother. Seems like I can never be good enough whatever I do. It hurts a lot, like a wound that pesters. I have a daughter now and I make sure she knows she is loved and supported always.
I was just watching your “what you need to hear” tarot readings. It’s awesome this one came in❤ thank you for your sharing your wisdom and gifts with us Also an anxious being navigating the world ❤
I picked the first pile and I cannot express how accurate it was. I’m a life path 2/11, first born + first daughter, and a Cancer moon, and I’ve always felt so responsible for every one else. I feel so guilty when I want to be alone and so much shame from my chronic illness, but I’m at a place where I want to honor and do right by myself. I’m also literally in school for music(business)😭
pile 3 popin in to say i completely understand that feeling when its not hanging out with 2 ppl as opposed to 1, im also introvert and am a hsp but i think its just moreso about a change of plans than what was discussed
Eso you are always spot on but Pile 1… I have never felt so seen. This came at exactly the perfect time. Truly divine timing. Thank you for all that you do. You don’t know how incredible your gift is to this world!!! 💜
pile 3, i procrastinated watching but i’m so glad i did. i have adhd AND bpd so that’s pretty self explanatory, this reading called me out, made me cry and smile over and over. literally feel like this pile was made for me. thank you eso
I was looking for some clarification on what is going on with me right now and I immediately thought to watch one of your videos. I have gotten all the answers I needed, thanks
pile 3 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 1)I love your rambling please don't stop. I get a lot of answers there 2) yeah I can't stand when someone I'm hanging out with invites someone else because that totally throws off the 1:1 dynamic 3) thank you so much I really needed this
pile 3, wanted to say wowee, you always pick up on things so well, i feel like i've made so many of these comments and i know i'll be making more - but in terms of the meeting with someone and they bring someone who wasn't planned to come type thing, that's a really typical autistic trait, something i definitely *struggle* with for years and years now it could be so many things, i also am diagnosed with ADHD so definitely also could be that too that book seems really interesting also, thank you a lot for bringing it up
Damn, any other pile 3-ers feel like they've been put through the ringer in the best way 😅. Thank you eso for making this and really taking your time with us.
You give a lot. Wow thank you for all of this, you're amazing. I find that your self develipment/growth videos always resonate with me so much. Thank you ❤
I never really comment because I don’t usually feel comfortable being vulnerable or being seen, but I want to thank you so much Eso or Madison (I’m not sure which you prefer to be called) for becoming a reader. I feel like the way you word the messages you receive is so helpful, and you were the first tarot reader I really started watching I think and you helped me through a lot of hurt. Even right now your readings are so helpful. Im watching pile 3 rn and there are so many things you pick up that ig Im subconsciously trying to avoid, and the words and advice you give is so helpful. It’s really obvious how much you care about the people you give readings, and I find that so beautiful and am so grateful for it at the same time. It really makes me feel safe to just sit with my emotions. Girl, really, thank you so much for all that you do. Even now I’m tearing up!! haha Also kinda off topic whenever you say “I really want to give you guys a hug” it is so comforting and validating to hear you say that. So thank you for that too :,))
🌹 I listened to this mostly while at work today and paused it with maybe 10/15 minutes left. I scheduled my mom a haircut for today and whimsically got mine cut after hers. Reba was great! Flash forward to now, bedtime, and I decided to finish the reading. Talk about confirmation! I just remember taking my jewelry off as Mom was finishing getting styled and asking if there was room for me today. I chopped off 8 inches, and it still hits top-middle of my back. I feel much lighter. I think I'll relisten tomorrow and take notes. Love you forever, Madison!
Pile 3 - thank you so much for the reading. Definitely a chaotic few months, everything you touched upon resonated with me quite deeply and I'm grateful for the guidance, as I have been unsure of the next steps to take. Blessed be. 🌹
100% Pile 1 - “Compassion Fatigue” oufff yep, as a neurodivergent working in a highly energetic and service based field (professional psychic medium and energy healer), after several years of full time self-employment working with clients one-on-one, I’ve hit burnout so many times and I’m finally realizing I can’t keep doing what I’m doing the way I’m doing it. Spirit is guiding me to step back from client work and focus more on my RUclips channel here and creating courses and other resources that don’t require so much of my personal time, focus, and energy. Thank you for this clarification and confirmation! 🙏🏻 ❤
OMG! I really needed to hear Pile 1! What A blessing you are, Eso. My "best friend" has been saying horrible upsetting things to me and I have to spend ages recovering from. I'm distancing myself from her more and more. She even told me that the way I live my life is not "normal" and doesn't understand why I get upset. Love to have found a kindred spirit. Thank you Eso. Mwah!❤❤❤❤
Yes daddy, I'm listening 🤣 Fr though your content has been bang on ever since I started watching probably about 6 months ago. I've had an immense amount of growth over the past few weeks mentally and spiritually because of how you put exactly what I need to hear in perspective. Thank you for your service, I'm sure you are aware of how many lives you enrich with you're content. If not I'm here to say it's a lot and I'm the proof. This is the first comment ive ever made on youtube, i just felt i needed to show you some appreciation. Arigatou gozaimasu 🙏 ❤️
I absolutely resonate with having to emotionally prepare to hang out with people. It ranges depending on the person but I have to do that with everyone, even friends I completely love.
Pile 4 , I've really experienced that when I start falling and spiraling into unhealthy patterns , I know why that happens. I know why and what made it happen but not in a way I can explain to my teachers and parents. And more often than not it's not possible for me to consistently be mindful and be compassionate toward myself. It doesn't leave me with the strength to be able to take care of myself. If the same happens to anyone else where something happens and it triggers your mental health issues and if you've failed trying to help yourself on your own , just allow yourself to ask for help. Ask for help professionally if possible because your pain is valid and you deserve to get help. Sometimes we just need to speak out. There's no point in suffering alone and silently.
Pile 3, flawlessly accurate in every word❤❤ 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹you just described EXACTLY what I am dealing with and this gave me the nudge I've needed to enjoy and relax into my process more, be easier and rescript my life's perspective. Thank you!!
Eso you are an amazing reader, but more than that you share an intelligent, caring , lighthearted insight that enhances every reading! I chose pile 4 and I was blown away. The way you explained empath and how to grow through trying to prevent others from experiencing pain, but instead learning to allow everyone to walk their path and process their journey without deciding to feel the need to carry them on your back! Thank you 🙏🏼 ❤
I am one of your silent watchers and Eso I honestly don’t know what to say but thank you. How can someone channel everything so precisely I’m just grateful 🩵 blessings and hugs
omg eso you are so sweet. i’m only half way through the reading but i honestly felt called to listen to one of your readings, as you were one of the first tarot readers i ever came across and you changed my world like a year, nearly two years ago. i’m listening to pile 3 and in it you say you feel bad telling us not to feel guilty for what we’ve been through, but honestly it’s what i’ve needed to hear!!! it just shows how wonderful of a person you are. maybe others have been through worse than me, but as someone who grew up in a chaotic household, you wind up all those wounds into your soul and don’t dare to open up the box which you’ve placed them in your heart. and i think what you’re saying is so important, because the box in which i put all this hurt and pain never needed to exist, and that’s what i feel you’re saying. there is no shame in the pain the events i experienced brought me, and i have no need to hide them from myself anymore
(Lovely rambly Pile 3.) The only reader I will watch on my Quest VR headset, because you get my UNDIVIDED attention -- every bit is relevant. Hi praise from this Gemini Moon! 😄
Thank you so much for the pile 3! I chose both it and the pile 2, and the change in your voice between the piles really conveyed all the feelings ans the pain you have channelled for us. Thank you for your efforts, for your emphathy, for your understanding, for your vulnerability, and for bringing out a healing message for us. Keep up the great work and please take a good of yourself, I watch almost every video from you and appreciate your help and your character greatly ❤
I love you with my whole heart and I hope your love yourself just as much! I hope this reading helps you recognize the beautiful being that you are 💗 thank you for letting me read for you!
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Intro: 0:00
Reading Breakdown: 0:15
Pile Selection: 0:32
Reading Breakdown Con't: 1:28
Pile 1 (Rainbow Heart Tarot): 3:16
Pile 2 (Apparition Tarot): 42:49
Pile 3 (Ember & Aura Tarot): 1:15:44
Pile 4 (Outsider's Tarot): 2:25:16
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Hey You're hilarious and I love sitting here with u for a min, laughed and cried😂 , Stay blessed!!🙏❤️
We love you Madison too ❤
You are amazing! A thousand thank you's for sharing your gift. Your readings are like a therapy session from Holy Spirit. I have so much gratitude for you! 💖
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i love you so much eso. your videos have made me feel comforted and seen for years now, i just love them so much!! i love your vibe and how kind and patient you are. i appreciate you sm :)
Pile 3 just felt like years of therapy combined into one session. You nailed it. Mother energy and all. Thank you for that! I love how kind and compassionate you deliver your messages. And I relate to the adhd and introvert struggles ❤️
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I was just getting to type those same things! I use her readings as my shadow work and have learned so much about myself the process. She is a true blessing! This reading particular was so spot on!
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Pile 3 nailed it for me too, thank for the reading?
The way pile 3 (🌹) was the most seen I've ever felt. I was sobbing after like 5 minutes. When you said "You're beating yourself up for the way you've coped with traumas you've had in your past" I was shaken to the core. Then you talked about not being able to open up due to being so intensely self-critical that it's scary to let people in. And the shell that feels impossible to break out of. And then it was just thing after thing after that.
Thank you for this. It really opened something in me.
Exactly!
“You are meant to live a life that is the opposite of what you were prepared/raised to live” girllll you’re making me so emotional this reading 😭😭😭
pile 3, the first time i have cried hearing a tarot reding. I born and brought up with a condition, i have to be a good girl. My family assaulted me so many times in every way, emotionally blackmailed me to get what they want. I loved them too much, but they always made fun even It's my achievements. I was and is a good for nothing child for them, they even choose a husband for me who is just like them. I always feel guilty for being alive even for breathing. Everytime i want to go, make a choice myself, they will say that " you wanna make us ashamed? You are good for nothing and very bad girl. You hurt us, you are the reason of our downfall. " it hurts everytime when i kill my dreams for them, it hurts when i beat myself up before they even do anything cause i was too scarred of them, it hurts when i wanna disappear every time but failed. I am a writer you know, people loves me for that, but my so called lovely family want me to sacrifice it. How could i trust people? How could i make myself tender for them? When i know they will hurt me cause i am not a good person. I never made my family and husband happy, how could i make another person happy? Yes It's a mother wound, yes i hate this word so much. My own mom left me, and step mom killed my childhood and sexually harassed me. She is the one who chooses my husband, my dad loves her too much that he watched my downfall and did nothing. I tried to be a mother. But failed again. My husband calls me worthless shit who just breathing air and eating food. I am so sorry for vending here and thanks for the reading. No one can love me, i have expected that long time ago.
THANK YOU FOR UPLOADING I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU
Literally me too
same tho 🫨
A beautiful analogy by Eso: "To be cringe, is to be free" ❤ Love it
Yessss Madison, you should definitely start that 2nd RUclips channel!! ✨You already know you literally have thousands (more like tens of thousands) of people lined up who would love to hear more from you. And think of all the fun and growth you will have exploring whatever other topics you want on there. Go on and express yourself, that’s what we are here for!! 🥳🕊
100% agree
When did she mentioned that idea? That's a great idea!
@@ritarosa6824 2 videos ago, pile 4. It is!!
@@Vladyyy it's so kind of you to answer, thank you!! Have a great day 💖🙏💫
@@ritarosa6824 No problem! Thanksss, I will. Enjoy your weekend!! 😊
pile 3, i never usually comment but wow, you described my childhood, most of my early life and teenage years to a t. the amount of healing this video helped me do is insane, thank you so so so much eso! you have a beautiful heart and soul ❤
Pile 3 and I am sobbing. I want to let you know I only choose to watch your videos when I notice them in my feed because I feel like those are meant for me. And every. Single. Time. You are spot on. Thank you for doing this. I needed it.
Pile 3 as well n same
Pile 3:🌹 Had me crying the first cards and the mother wound 100% hit home this entire thing is hitting so many points, last night I woke up in the middle of the night after a bad day and I was just like wow I really hate this I don't wanna see myself like this anymore I want to heal I want to be happy and when I woke up in the morning I did tarot and I got the spiritual awakening card + opened my youtube to this and just wow. I just realized all 3 readings I've seen so far on your channel ive been pile 3
Something important for me to remember:
Your flaws and productivity do not directly correalate with you as a person.
What you give to the world does not define your entire worth.
You are more than just your goals.
I really needed that, thank you for this beautiful video!
Here's a stack for the troubles. Thank you Eso, you've really helped me get out of dark times. And for that I can't thank you enough.
Thank you for reminding me of giving a thank you to Eso myself!❤
Thank you so much for supporting me!!!
Group 3 - a lot resonated here. Second time I got the arch angel Rafael card. Thanks so much.
Group 3, dont let your story dim how bright you shine.
Hi thank you for making me feel so seen by choosing pile 3 and truly grateful the level of empathy you have offered in a lonely place. It is so true that I feel so weary after all the trauma and continuously work on myself but still feeling not truly freeing my true self. I'm coming back to this reading to write down every insight I've gained. Thank you for your work
Pile #3, thank you... For your time, your empathy, delivering this message and sharing your light. I truely appreciate it ♥️☀️✨
Yes very insightful about people either project trauma externally or direct towards themselves. I did the latter but over a long period of time was able to process most of that and turn it around to feel positive about myself.
Pile 2. Thanks so much for this reading. It helped bring to light a trauma that I've been feeling in my periphery, but haven't been able to identify until you reminded me that it was a trauma that motivated me to keep myself small and unnoticeable. Now that I know, I can start the healing/ integration work on it. All my gratitude.
Beautiful 👍🏻💪🏻
Pile 1: I DO feel like we are friends! 🥺❤ And honestly, you sharing your struggles, inner thoughts and experiences made me feel better because I have similar challenges. I don't feel as alone. ❤ Since I was a child different people have made me feel as if my struggles are ridiculous and fake, and I should "just do it" whatever "it" is. That it shouldn't be this hard or complicated and I that I'm being lazy or dramatic or purposely rebellious about things. But in reality, I have depression, anxiety and ADHD, so sometimes its really hard to do normal things expected of me. By you sharing those things, it helped me realize that I'm not the only one who goes through challenges! And it's okay to be different and I'm beautiful the weird way that I am! (Which I'm pretty weird and goofy😂) Everything in this reading really resonated and hit home. Thank you so much Maddi! ❤ I hope you have a wonderful day, whenever you see this.
Pile 3
"Something is not clicking". YES exactly I dont know
"You're beating yourself up for the way you've coped with traumas you've had in your past" And not just traumas but mistakes too. Especially mistakes 😔
"trying it different way" 🤔
I believe that the princesses that endured periods of trauma were doing a couple of things right. they were not catastrophizIng everything. They were focused on that they were still alive and things might get better. They knew that if they didn’t have this place to live in it might even be worse. So their self talk to themselves through it along with their faith their knowing that there was going to be something better.
Love you girl! Love how you use your gift !
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Pile three kicked my entire ass. Issues with mom and lack of affection, high standards as a youth, feeling like the gifted kid who fell behind as an adult, have trouble with commitment and intimacy and sharing and control and needing all the answers (and random additions to lunches and going out etc haha - it bothers me and it’s because I already mentally prepared for a different situation!!) I would love to love myself more. I will keep trying. Thank you! This was literally the most accurate and affirming reading I’ve watched. ❤
I chose pile 3
I have adhd that I found out about later in life. I’m also an infp-Turbulent personality type. And have been through quite a bit early in life . I have a mother wound that I am navigating and am trying my best to be self aware so I don’t repeat a generational cycle with my own daughter. Self compassion and learning to receive help is definitely a lesson I’m learning from my guides. I feel things deeply and at times it’s annoying lol cause I feel like a lot of people around me can’t relate to the way I think. I also impose perfectionism on myself which is impossible , paralyzing and heavy at times especially in my pursuit to be an artist. I can definitely be incredibly hypercritical of myself and sensitive and I play small when I don’t need to. I really want to learn to allow myself to feel free consistently BUT I am proud of how much I’ve been able to transmute in my life and my determination to live a sovereign and authentic life. My daughter was my saving grace and was the catalyst to finding my light again while parenting her I’ve been learning to reparent myself and believe in my dreams. I would love to make art and stories for deeply feeling and sensitive children to help empower them and I want to give my daughter a strong foundation of self esteem and worth.
Omg the note on having a plethora of ideas vs execution 😩 I used to feel like a flake, & I’d fall into imposter syndrome and I would give up or go long periods without doing the things I love. but now I’ve shifted that perspective and accept jumping from project to project as part of my process and I’ve adjusted the way that I develop my art to accommodate for that.
I chose 4 as well felt a strong pull to stay on the video after 3 lol
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Pile 3 here - cried a lot right from the beginning
Pile 3: hey love, thank you for taking time for us and thank you for exposing me and doing this for us, dont forget to take care of yourself, its okay to cry and express emotions!
Thank you💛
As a pile 4 suffering from loneliness and needing a hug, I'm so thankful that we can suspend time and space for a hug together. Thank you so much babes. ❤
Pile 3 felt like a big hug. I'm really thankful for your readings, Eso 💜
I have 32 minutes left in pile 4, but this reading has been absolutely amazing... you picked up on my energy so accurately and provided some much needed comfort and validation for what I've been through. You sound pretty young, but you have been blessed with awesome wisdom! I love it :) thank you for the reading, Eso. New subscriber here ❤️
Amazing! ❣ Pile 4 was incredibly accurate for me. I consider myself to be an empath, although I get why you don't like that term. Sadly, many who use it are actually covert narcissists. I have experienced many years of narcissistic abuse - that was my Tower in reverse. The wild thing is that I have spent the past several years actively healing that abuse and am about to release a book and course on that topic. Pretty much everything you mentioned in the reading - validating others, accepting that there are those who lack kindness, realizing I am enough, knowing that I need to embrace fun (joy) - is what I discuss in the course. And, the last several cards were totally perfect, especially "Surrender to rest and sleep," which is what I have been doing for the past 3 years!!! I was feeling a bit nervous about releasing the course, but this reading validates that I need to put it out into the world. I KNOW there are other Pile 4's who are like me and could use the support 😍
#1 --- Creativity
#2 --- Structure
#3 --- Changes and Challenges
#4 --- Heart Expansion
Before I watch because I'm called to all and my intuition gave me a 3,4,5,6 numerology message 🤷
Pile 2! Thank you so much for your readings! The "you can't see the forest for the trees" saying really hits home. Thank you! I needed to hear that. ❤
Guys the pile 3 reading is really punching me in the feels 😭😭😭 I can’t even count how many times I’ve teared up while listening ohmygod-
You always upload just what I’m needing! Thank you! ❤
Edit: Pile #3 pulled the rug out from under me in the best way. Growing up with ADHD was difficult, but I’m learning to love myself now. I’m constantly impressed by you!
It’s crazy because I was also diagnosed with adhd as a kid . And recently been coming up in my life as a big issue 💙
pile 3.. i want to cry but I can't for some reason. i'm part of that collective with the strong mother wound from childhood and right now. the strongest thing I took from this was something you said along the lines of starting to portray your maternal and paternal figures as mother earth and father sky. im going to build my relationship with mother earth and my father in the sky who passed away when i was young.. 🥲😢 thanks Eso 🤍🤍🤍 love and light to you and your loved ones. 🌹🌹🌹
I chose pile 3 too. I bought a malachite bracelet it helps me release a lot but that crystal isn't for everyone etc.. Go with caution
@@hobbytreyi why do you say it's not for everyone? thank you for the suggestion, i'll look into it ✨
Girl you made me cry a few times during this reading. It was truly validating and definitely broadened my perspective of my past trauma. Thank you so much for all you do. I love you 🌹🌹🌹
When the queen calls you out (kindly and with concern) for shaming yourself for crying or showing emotion. I appreciate the way you embody compassion in every reading. It’s a truly beautiful and rare gift. Higher self is sending you a hug right back.
Thank you so much for the spot on, encouraging, and validating reading! Regarding past trauma, I believe I am a kind, compassionate, and open minded person NOT BECAUSE of what I’ve been through but IN SPITE of it. No one needs to be traumatized to become a better person. Perpetuating cycles of abuse only holds ourselves and others back from reaching our highest potential and finding internal and eternal peace. It’s by breaking free of these cycles that we as a collective grow. Sending love and light to you all!❤
Pile 4: these readings DO always feels like a hug 🤗 ❤
You just called me out and read me to filth straight away in pile 3 😂 thank you truly though. You always speak to my soul and really help me dig deeper and feel seen and heard ❤
With all of my heart I can honestly say you are a gift to us all!
I also wanted to thank you for coming from such caring place surrounding trauma whilst helping us grow from our experiences. You never sounds like you are invalidating our feelings and it is one of the many reasons that I will continue to come back to your readings!
💙 Pile 4 here 💙
First and foremost, I just want to say thank you to Eso. I've never felt more seen and validated. You are such an absolutely beautiful soul! I've been working on becoming more grounded in my own energy. It's so hard not to want to save others from going through pain and suffering. I do, indeed, internalize all of my past trauma. My empathy has led me to have a complete lack of boundaries in past relationships. I understand the pain of other's sometimes to my own detriment. I'm so quick to forgive them and don't extend that same understanding and kindness to myself. I've been slowly learning these boundaries and I'm in a period of isolation while working on how to differentiate my own energy vs the energy of others. The regression into the unkind internal dialog is something that I also struggle with as well as not seeing my own emotions (specifically crying) as a form of weakness. Navigating that sometimes we are healing and can also take two steps backwards and that's okay. It doesn't take away from the healing that we have already accomplished. To all of my fellow Pile fours be kind to yourself. I'm sending the biggest hug to everyone out there that is struggling. I love you all. You are worthy of the same love that you extend to everyone else! Straighten those crowns 😘😘😘
Thank You for expressing this and sharing. I needed to hear that on some internal level. We often do see things such as emotional pain or crying as a weakness.... Honestly I haven't cried in years, seriously even when I should have or felt like it. This reading as well as YOUR comment brought sincere tears to my eyes. I just wanted to let you know there are other people out there who resonate and understand with genuine Love.
I've been undergoing similar introspections and healing myself to love myself more so I can share and give it to others.
I was SENT here you could say, and directed to your comment by "guidance". I'm starting to better understand my place and purpose to a point of complete refinement.
Sending you much deserved
...LOVE...
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I WILL PROUDLY WEAR MY CROWN
AND SO SHOULD YOU MY LOVE.
...........Thank You Sincerely..........
⭐👑⭐LUX DYNAMIS ⭐👑⭐
You are a earth Angel
Of course this video serendipitously shows up on my RUclips and I pick #3. This pile was a massive confirmation of how my mother wounds affect the ways I show love (and sometimes neglect) to myself. I was cleaning my room whilst listening to this. Synchronicities are real and so is magic.
wow! pile3 - "you could have a mother wound of some kind, plus self-sabotage tendencies" - me with mother wound AND father wound. literally have felt like an orphan my entire life WITH my parents alive. and the mother wound is coming up to be healed in a major way for me now.
Trust Eso to channel messages in real-time each time. Thank you.
Pile 4 Fab. Trying hard to be about rest, play, self love and letting adults be.
Pile 4.- Oh man, I came straight out of therapy, crying my eyes out, to this. Everything you said, I talked about it with my psychologist today. Everything resonated, also most of it I have been working it for the last two years, and I feel like I'm right now in a check point trying to see how much of this has been integrated... girl I am tired. I need to sleep for at least 24hrs, and I want to go and hide in the woods next to a river. I send lots of love to everyone resonating with pile 4, take a deep breath, don't rush, being and healing is not like a car doing donuts in a sideshow. Thank you Madison, I send lots of love to you too.
Thanks ❤. I have had a feral furry friend in my life for the past five or so years. As he was advancing in years I decided to tempt him to the great indoors and for the past few months he has been coming in in the evenings and we listen to your readings - he clearly vibed hard with your vibe. Tonight we listened to pile three together while waiting for the cats protection people to help take him to the local vet - I think he was already transitioning. I was with him while he crossed the rainbow bridge. But it was a lovely thing that he got to chill with a new reading before taking his leave. I know it will have calmed him ❤
#1 I'm amazed by how accurate this reading was. I felt really heard and seen in everything. I feel a lot of shame and guilt for many things, most of them in the past but some still until today. I'm being called lazy and unambitious when really I'm doing my best and just trying to find my way in life. It's not easy and it makes me really sad and depressed from time to time. Hearing this reading made me feel much better and realizing that what my intuition is saying is actually right. I need to listen more to myself and less to others. Thank you
I freaking love you Eso ! pile 4 soul tribe, when you let your goofy goober spirit roam free it inspires mine and makes me feel giddy and smile :)
/ how smart and spiritual you are - you're just doin the damn thing and I really appreciate your energy and your effect on your sphere of influence - keep shining :)
Pile 3, thank you for delivering these so gently🫶🏼🌻
Hold on I have to pause for a moment because I’m tearing up while listening to pile 3. “You grieve a mother you’ve never had” hits so deep for me. Girl how did you know?? 😭😭 I literally break down crying about this all the time.
Your intuition and ability to read is so magical. Thank you Eso. This reading resonates so much 💕💕
1. You are amazing
2. I’m pile 3 and you were mentioning that you are not prepared enough to tell us the reading. Darling, you born with this gift, you don’t need to be prepared, just do your best to channelized spirit messages
3. You are really felling our pain, shame and struggles, love you so much 😘😘😘
ESO you are the absolute best in every way. Your readings are so powerful and empowering. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. To all my pile 3 friends we got this! Bless you all 🙏❤️
Pile 3... Yup, me and my mother. Seems like I can never be good enough whatever I do. It hurts a lot, like a wound that pesters. I have a daughter now and I make sure she knows she is loved and supported always.
I was just watching your “what you need to hear” tarot readings. It’s awesome this one came in❤ thank you for your sharing your wisdom and gifts with us
Also an anxious being navigating the world ❤
Hi Eso, I actually don't like it when I'm supposed to hang out with someone one on one and they invite someone else, so you're not alone 😊❤
Pile 1 - your readings are so healing. I feel so seen 🥹 Everything resonates so deep
Pile 4 resontes with me. Tears poured from my eyes to hear someone say out loud what i never do. Thank you for this reading.
I picked the first pile and I cannot express how accurate it was. I’m a life path 2/11, first born + first daughter, and a Cancer moon, and I’ve always felt so responsible for every one else. I feel so guilty when I want to be alone and so much shame from my chronic illness, but I’m at a place where I want to honor and do right by myself. I’m also literally in school for music(business)😭
pile 3 popin in to say i completely understand that feeling when its not hanging out with 2 ppl as opposed to 1, im also introvert and am a hsp but i think its just moreso about a change of plans than what was discussed
Thank you for creating this space. I'm feeling the LOVE!😊❤️🌈🌬👑
Eso you are always spot on but Pile 1… I have never felt so seen. This came at exactly the perfect time. Truly divine timing. Thank you for all that you do. You don’t know how incredible your gift is to this world!!! 💜
pile 3, i procrastinated watching but i’m so glad i did. i have adhd AND bpd so that’s pretty self explanatory, this reading called me out, made me cry and smile over and over. literally feel like this pile was made for me. thank you eso
Yes Pile 4 Hit Hard and I Bottle Things Up and Abused Myself Up For Everything I Do and I On A Healing Journey For Myself.💔❤️🩹💖💖
I was looking for some clarification on what is going on with me right now and I immediately thought to watch one of your videos. I have gotten all the answers I needed, thanks
pile 3 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
1)I love your rambling please don't stop. I get a lot of answers there
2) yeah I can't stand when someone I'm hanging out with invites someone else because that totally throws off the 1:1 dynamic
3) thank you so much I really needed this
pile 3, wanted to say wowee, you always pick up on things so well, i feel like i've made so many of these comments and i know i'll be making more - but in terms of the meeting with someone and they bring someone who wasn't planned to come type thing, that's a really typical autistic trait, something i definitely *struggle* with for years and years now
it could be so many things, i also am diagnosed with ADHD so definitely also could be that too
that book seems really interesting also, thank you a lot for bringing it up
🌹 Pile 3. I'm going to rewatch this until I die. You have no idea how much I needed to hear all of this.
Damn, any other pile 3-ers feel like they've been put through the ringer in the best way 😅. Thank you eso for making this and really taking your time with us.
100% yes. I feel like someone just stripped away all my walls and I'm just here like "what the heck just happened" lol
@@whoami.24601 😂😭😂
2:31:56 yes daddy, I am listening😌
You give a lot. Wow thank you for all of this, you're amazing. I find that your self develipment/growth videos always resonate with me so much. Thank you ❤
I never really comment because I don’t usually feel comfortable being vulnerable or being seen, but I want to thank you so much Eso or Madison (I’m not sure which you prefer to be called) for becoming a reader.
I feel like the way you word the messages you receive is so helpful, and you were the first tarot reader I really started watching I think and you helped me through a lot of hurt.
Even right now your readings are so helpful. Im watching pile 3 rn and there are so many things you pick up that ig Im subconsciously trying to avoid, and the words and advice you give is so helpful. It’s really obvious how much you care about the people you give readings, and I find that so beautiful and am so grateful for it at the same time. It really makes me feel safe to just sit with my emotions. Girl, really, thank you so much for all that you do. Even now I’m tearing up!! haha
Also kinda off topic whenever you say “I really want to give you guys a hug” it is so comforting and validating to hear you say that. So thank you for that too :,))
🌹 I listened to this mostly while at work today and paused it with maybe 10/15 minutes left. I scheduled my mom a haircut for today and whimsically got mine cut after hers. Reba was great! Flash forward to now, bedtime, and I decided to finish the reading. Talk about confirmation! I just remember taking my jewelry off as Mom was finishing getting styled and asking if there was room for me today. I chopped off 8 inches, and it still hits top-middle of my back. I feel much lighter. I think I'll relisten tomorrow and take notes. Love you forever, Madison!
Def an anxious bean lost in the world🫘 😂 love you!!! 💕🫶
Pile 3 hit sooo hard 😅 thank you for another amazing reading, I really needed that perspective shift!
Pile 2: Thank you so much 💗✨️
Pile #3 Thank you, i love that you talk alot that just means your passionate what you do. Appreciate you
Pile 2
I just had a panic attack and you posted you are very comforting thank you ☹️💗
Thanks, that helped so much, I felt really seen and supported and have some practical things to apply as I move forward. Grateful for you.
Pile 4 here and goodness you really hit the nail on the head! I felt so seen. Thank you!
i honestly cannot tell you how much i love you, just the way you think and express yourself is so beautiful. you truly are a gem 💎
Piles 2 & 4. Yes. 🙂 Thank you for the acknowledgments, affirmations, confirmatios, & awkward hugs! (And 100% YES re: Carlin!)
Pile 3 - thank you so much for the reading. Definitely a chaotic few months, everything you touched upon resonated with me quite deeply and I'm grateful for the guidance, as I have been unsure of the next steps to take. Blessed be. 🌹
100% Pile 1 - “Compassion Fatigue” oufff yep, as a neurodivergent working in a highly energetic and service based field (professional psychic medium and energy healer), after several years of full time self-employment working with clients one-on-one, I’ve hit burnout so many times and I’m finally realizing I can’t keep doing what I’m doing the way I’m doing it. Spirit is guiding me to step back from client work and focus more on my RUclips channel here and creating courses and other resources that don’t require so much of my personal time, focus, and energy. Thank you for this clarification and confirmation! 🙏🏻 ❤
OMG! I really needed to hear Pile 1! What A blessing you are, Eso. My "best friend" has been saying horrible upsetting things to me and I have to spend ages recovering from. I'm distancing myself from her more and more. She even told me that the way I live my life is not "normal" and doesn't understand why I get upset. Love to have found a kindred spirit. Thank you Eso. Mwah!❤❤❤❤
Yes daddy, I'm listening 🤣
Fr though your content has been bang on ever since I started watching probably about 6 months ago. I've had an immense amount of growth over the past few weeks mentally and spiritually because of how you put exactly what I need to hear in perspective. Thank you for your service, I'm sure you are aware of how many lives you enrich with you're content. If not I'm here to say it's a lot and I'm the proof. This is the first comment ive ever made on youtube, i just felt i needed to show you some appreciation. Arigatou gozaimasu 🙏 ❤️
🌹I had a feeling that this reading would be supportive. Thank you!
I absolutely resonate with having to emotionally prepare to hang out with people. It ranges depending on the person but I have to do that with everyone, even friends I completely love.
Pile 4 , I've really experienced that when I start falling and spiraling into unhealthy patterns , I know why that happens. I know why and what made it happen but not in a way I can explain to my teachers and parents. And more often than not it's not possible for me to consistently be mindful and be compassionate toward myself. It doesn't leave me with the strength to be able to take care of myself. If the same happens to anyone else where something happens and it triggers your mental health issues and if you've failed trying to help yourself on your own , just allow yourself to ask for help. Ask for help professionally if possible because your pain is valid and you deserve to get help. Sometimes we just need to speak out. There's no point in suffering alone and silently.
🌹 It was hard for me at first to get through it but I pulled through and I’m glad I did pile 3
Pile 3, flawlessly accurate in every word❤❤ 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹you just described EXACTLY what I am dealing with and this gave me the nudge I've needed to enjoy and relax into my process more, be easier and rescript my life's perspective. Thank you!!
Eso you are an amazing reader, but more than that you share an intelligent, caring , lighthearted insight that enhances every reading! I chose pile 4 and I was blown away. The way you explained empath and how to grow through trying to prevent others from experiencing pain, but instead learning to allow everyone to walk their path and process their journey without deciding to feel the need to carry them on your back! Thank you 🙏🏼 ❤
Pile 3 🥺😭♥️ Thank you, Eso ❤️❤️❤️
Pile 3 🤍 Thanks so much 🌹🤍🫶🏾❣️
I am one of your silent watchers and Eso I honestly don’t know what to say but thank you. How can someone channel everything so precisely I’m just grateful 🩵 blessings and hugs
Really needed a reading that wasn’t love based thank you so much
A big virtual hug for you ESO for the struggle you have been through that I can hear in your voice
omg eso you are so sweet. i’m only half way through the reading but i honestly felt called to listen to one of your readings, as you were one of the first tarot readers i ever came across and you changed my world like a year, nearly two years ago. i’m listening to pile 3 and in it you say you feel bad telling us not to feel guilty for what we’ve been through, but honestly it’s what i’ve needed to hear!!! it just shows how wonderful of a person you are. maybe others have been through worse than me, but as someone who grew up in a chaotic household, you wind up all those wounds into your soul and don’t dare to open up the box which you’ve placed them in your heart. and i think what you’re saying is so important, because the box in which i put all this hurt and pain never needed to exist, and that’s what i feel you’re saying. there is no shame in the pain the events i experienced brought me, and i have no need to hide them from myself anymore
(Lovely rambly Pile 3.)
The only reader I will watch on my Quest VR headset, because you get my UNDIVIDED attention -- every bit is relevant. Hi praise from this Gemini Moon! 😄
Thank you for commenting this I had no idea you could use the VR headset like this you just gave me an idea!!
@@Tanggerinne yes RUclips is part of Meta, so Zuck has the RUclips app built in to the Quest. And many people load 3-D videos on RUclips as well!
I’m not sure if I completely believe in tarot cards but your videos are always comforting and inspirational
Thank you so much for the pile 3! I chose both it and the pile 2, and the change in your voice between the piles really conveyed all the feelings ans the pain you have channelled for us. Thank you for your efforts, for your emphathy, for your understanding, for your vulnerability, and for bringing out a healing message for us. Keep up the great work and please take a good of yourself, I watch almost every video from you and appreciate your help and your character greatly ❤