Hi, pile 3 here and it’s me. It is about work for me, I know exactly what you’re referring too, and it doesn’t make sense to me either but I know exactly what I do that I make into a problem. Nobody is probably mad at me but I’m always sure they are. Yeah, for those of us here, we knew you were talking about us 😅❤
Pile 3 here. Went for a walk listening to you and pushed down internal sobbing while listening to the first part of the reading. I feel SO alone, SO isolated my whole life, trying to find some senses and connection. It’s only now at 28 when I realize why exactly the connection was pushed away time after time, and how much I’ve sacrificed myself piece by piece to be accepted by various societies I’ve been in, only to realize I’m not part of any of them. Sometimes it feels like a curse, to want to have a soul family so much. Especially at the times like this, with the eclipse corridors and wars and hate and constant segregation. It is such a relief to hear those words from you, to feel seen and to hear something apart from my own voice in the head saying “well there’s definitely everything wrong with you” Thank you so much
Don’t give up it is hard to find spiritual friends who have your back I’m 67 and only have a few but they don’t pick up the phone when I call sooo 😢 like your girlfriend gets a boyfriend and then you’re on the back burner in some cases. Look for Spiritual group’s and get out and enjoy nature as much as you can. It’s definitely good for the head and the heart. ❤❤❤
💕 To hear this video, it resonate my whole being,❤️Only God knows how much grateful i am. After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
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Pile 2: I pretty much did cry at one point in the reading. I have reached a certain point where I've cut off or let go of a lot of people that weren't good for me. I've reached this point of stagnation where I've just been feeling burnt out. I've recognized that yes, I do want to create new experiences with new friends and attract a new relationship in my life but I've been feeling almost reluctant to "start over" in a way. Your reading really has confirmed so much for me. Thank you so much for this message Eso!
I feel like you just wrote my life too. Have let go of a lot of people, but been resistant to the full fresh start that I know would be best for me, holding onto a few old comforting fall-backs that I know are keeping me stagnant. And also have spent most of my life avoiding/suppressing the difficult feelings
Also pile two here! I've been feeling the same way, to the point where I've been aware that I'm holding parts of myself "hostage" so to speak even from my boyfriend of 4 years. I'm so excited to heal this. As usual Eso had just the confirmation I needed to know I'm on the right track 🖤
🦄 from Pile 3: Sorry for the messy energy but also thank you for always get the right words to help all of us and for always be so nice and lovely (also for been honest with us!!! That's very important part ☺️🫶 ). The pack of wolves inside me are so grateful for your help channelling all this messages that we needed to listen 🐺🤍🐺🤍🐺
Pile 4. 10/10, you hit the TARGET. Fully sobbing, wrecked but feeling so hopeful for the future. The reading was so accurate, probably the most accurate one so far. Thank you some much for this. It’s 2AM and I’m truly looking forward to tomorrow even tho it’s scary. Sending love and good vibes to y’all❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2 here! I was very, very called out in this reading. I've been letting fear and my emotional trauma decide my life for me and I've been at career crossroads that honestly isn't even that deep. I can't plan my way into the perfect life I have to jump and see where I land. I know I use logic to distract from actually doing anything scary and I appreciated this thorough call out. Thanks so much Eso!! I did my own tarot spread before watching this one (I saw the notification and felt motivated to have full night of tarot before bed). And my main focus was self improvement and overcoming fear. I pulled similar cards or kept seeing these cards popping out when I pulled. And it just feels so serendipitous and like you're literally talking to me, like no other pile or video I've watched of yours. Thanks again Eso.
I claim pile 1. Right away, my spirit guides made me to choose it! ❤🎉 I know i'm going to be successful with the things I'm working on. I'm gonna save this tarot reading as reference. ❤🎉 What a motivational reading. Thank you for the confirmation. While I'm typing this comment, you mentioned about a loved one who already passed on who watches over the person who picked pile 1. I wrote a letter to my mom a few days ago, hoping and wishing she's going to be proud of me someday. And you said, that person is saying how proud she/he is. 😢 I shed a tear. Thank you, Eso.❤❤❤
Pile 3! You never fail to hit the nail on the head. I can imagine how confusing it is on your end but girl you are spot on. Thank you for all these readings you do for us- they help me feel so reassured exactly when I need it! Hope you have a wonderful spooky szn-
Picked pile 4. This process has already started to happen in the last months...I actually do take the words in this pile as a confirmation. Escaping a toxic family system and "burying" (a living) absent parent is a really deep pain. But I am finally gaining a sense of identity after all these years of living in constant escapism. A lot of nightmares and insomnia in the past months. Time will heal and I will continue my growth. Yep I did start going to therapy for the first time, and my creative side is FINALLY coming back to LIFE. I'm no longer the well behaved girl I was. Thanks for the reading
Pile 4 where all the stars aligned. I was journaling earlier on the day you posted and was wishing and wondering if you posted. I had the same color of red as the pile, and I truly wept in resonating with the pile 😭❤️🦄
Pile 3. The universe has conveyed to me that I have a higher purpose, a path that most people have chosen not to experience. And I am lost in my life. I am a libra, which is an indecisive type of person, and I constantly can't make a choice because I don't know what I want and I cant figure out what the universe wants so my brain is a mess.
Same 😭 Im also a libra, and I’m graduating soon and as I keep telling everyone, my life is huge damn question Mark after I graduate. I have no idea what I truly want or what’s meant for me and I don’t wanna mess everything up by making the wrong choice.
Pile 3, I'm halfway through the reading so far and what you've said has all been spot-on. In particular the part about seeing the different parts as wolves and the shame wolf is competing with the heart and the other wolves and preventing balance. Thing is, how do you keep the shame wolf out when it wants in? It's pretty insistent.
Pile 2 here. While you were wondering why you were telling us all this, I was hanging on your every word. This truly helped me a lot. Mediumship can be so confusing and your messages were so reassuring. Thank you!🥺❤
Eso idk how you do this. You nailed it. Pile 3. Every sentence. Words I’ve used in texts to my friends even. I adore your readings I cry and laugh the whole way through. I stopped it at 222! 2:22:05 ! Wild! Anyways thank you as always and I’m gonna check out pile one cause you mentioned it ! Just a pit stop here 😂
Pile 4 ❤ Be the light in the darkness Don’t change who I am because other people are uncomfortable with the new me Sounds like a personal problem Hope is my 👼 name My car is named Ruby 😂 Then I was guided to come back and watch Pile 3. Confusion, dominance, judgment, holding myself back from going to the beach. My idea of success is different from what others think but it doesn’t mean I’m wrong or shouldn’t go after it! 😊
WOOP WOOP!!!!!! OMG this is my favorite reading you do 🥹 Pile 2 JUMPED out at me like HELLA bright before I could even look at any of them. Omg I’m so excited every time I see one of these it makes me so happy bc it always shows up right when I need it, thank youuu I’m so excited for this one but also a little *nervous* bc of how quickly Pile 2 got my attention 😂😂
Madeline I chose pile 2 and I wanted to let you know that I am so grateful you chose to be bold enough to say what I so desperately needed to hear. I cried the long awaited tears that I had been trying to convince myself didn't exist and finally allowed them to flow for as long as they needed to. You gave me the most important gift I have received in at least a decade; and that allowed me to give myself the gift of compassion and space to feel. I will be eternally grateful for this message and for you, the messenger. Thanks for reminding me that life is beautiful and I am meant to show up for it. Sending big love to you, dear one. ☆☆☆
I feel so lost in my life and I was looking for a message from my guides (pile 3). Thank you eso, I guess you're one of my higher self favourite beings ! ❤
It’s funny because you were in my dream last night and we were hanging out at a coffee shop and eating grilled cheese’s together LOL😎 silly you ended up posting today, definitely excited to watch !! ✨💞
I dont comment a lot. I picked pile 3. I know you felt theoughout the reading that you didnt understand what the message was or confusion through it but you were soooo spot on! I was just harshly judged by someone that I never knew super well. Their anger at life came at ME in a very personal and painful way and this isnt the first time someone has felt the need to do this. What upsets me the most is how WRONG their perception of me is and just how many people in my life have felt this way. It makes me wonder if I dont know myself as well as I thought I did. And thats not a comfortable place to be. I live and love with such intention and dont feel like I deserve backlash or anger or hatred. The world confuses me and I know I am not from this place and am just experiencing it.
This is the first reading of yours I’ve listened to. I picked like 4 and I’m sitting here crying ( like you said I do know what’s coming) because you have no idea how much I needed to hear this. You’re so wonderful you’re such a light! Thank you!❤
chose pile 3 and im listening this while putting laminate flooring in my new house. holding back tears because everything you say hits me right to my core. i am literally doing everything by myself and most of the reason is because i am too proud to ask for help and i think too much about others. i also pick the wrong people. I've been through a lot this past month, in my old neighborhood a crazy psycho shot and killed my neighbors, a 14 year old and her 39 yr old mother. (i live in Europe so guns are illegal) it shocked me but what hurt the most is that everyone that i hoped would be there for me, left me in the dark. i feel super alone and this vid was like a big hug. thank you madison!
Madeline I chose pile 2 and I wanted to let you know that I am so grateful you chose to be bold enough to say what I so desperately needed to hear. I cried the long awaited tears that I had been trying to convince myself didn't exist and finally allowed them to flow for as long as they needed to. You gave me the most important gift I have received in at least a decade; and that allowed me to give myself the gift of compassion and space to feel. I will be eternally grateful for this message and for you, the messenger. Thanks for reminding me that life is beautiful and I am meant to show up for it. Sending big love to you, dear one. ☆☆☆
Pile 2: My paternal Grandpa always said, "you never know unless you ask/you never know unless you try" and it felt like he was talking to me through you after that. I still have tears in my eyes. He would want me to do the things that I love, the things that I've been pushing away; things that I did to express my joy of life that made him so proud of me. I miss him terribly, still and I definitely needed to hear this.
Currently listening to Pile 3, I did choose 2 decks! I was strongly drawn to them both. I can’t wait to see what messages await for me ☺️ I don’t usually comment, but I love your videos and I always resonate with your messages so much. Thank you for all that you do!
Eso- yo Madison, would you be open to a few reading content or topic suggestions? 🤔 By the way, thanks once again for being amazeballs.... ❤🎉😊 1) Twin Flame topic reading, and possibly mission/purpose/ epic quest for this lifetime? 2) Major Events Happening in Your (Our) Life over the Next Year/ Few Years? 3) Where Are You At In Your Soul's Evolution? Thank You 😊 🙏 Oh no, thank *-you -* ...! I'm Australian by the way. I wonder what part of the US you're from? Oh, and Spirit says "Hi" by the way. (*waves to Spirit) ... ^_-
Immediately drawn to Pile 3, and the struggle you had with doing the reading is the exact same way I struggle with my current situation and been struggling with for years now. Everything resonated perfectly and the message is a confirmation for what I’ve been feeling I need to do! Thank you for this lovely reading! ❤ **I also felt drawn to check Pile 2 and it was also another confirmation of the issues I need to resolve!
Pile 2,1 and 3 in that order. I needed every word of the guidances separately and as a whole and the fact that you mentioned how both 2 and 3 are related to 1 was such an affirmation. 1 is for my career, yes I'm focused on a career that I love and am trying to go it alone. Let's see how I get into a partnership. Yes, I'm choosing between paths, being an employee or entrepreneur. I am close to completing my MBA. I hope I really can juggle the two. And yes, I was thinking maybe I'm not good enough or I'm too late. 2 for my emotional growth. Yes, I'm currently shut down and justify avoiding social interaction very intelligently lol. You caught me there Eso! Also, I have been connecting to my ancestors and being very close to their realm since 3 days. My grandpa. Wow, didn't think this would be discussed. So random. 3. For my situationship. I really am confused. I am starting to go within to balance both my contrasting worlds.
pile 4- definitely needed some reassurance about the change happening in my life right now... i noticed there were three 5 cards (swords, pentacles, and wands) so i looked it up and 555 represents change and transition! another magic reading✨
Pile 2, probably 1 in a little bit as well. I'm called to express gratitude, thank you for what you do ✨ Your positive messages do not go unnoticed ✨ 💙
Pile 4 and I did go through a divorce. I'm ok with that part but definitely feel a little lost as to who or what I am supposed to be after conforming for so long.
Pile 4: I feel like I'm kinda lost like I had this tower moment and I felt like I built my life around this tower and now that it's gone Im lost in what direction to go and you nailed it that I feel like where is the excitement or happiness..I dont look forward to life ..thank you it helped i felt like it was a boost of confidence i feel like someone is there cheering me on. And I feel like things are gonna be ok when I haven't really felt that way in a long time. Your Awesome!!
Eso, your “ hi friends “ always feels like a warm hug ❤ I’m attracted to Pile 3. So while I’m late to this video by a couple of days I’m tuning in now. Thank you always 🫶🏾♥️
Thank you Eso for the beautiful pile 1 reading 🌞🧡💜🧡 Many blessings to you and all your viewers 🪷🦋🕊️ (PS I am a “king of pentacles” zodiac-ally speaking, lol, with my sun in ♉️; also, when you mentioned ‘you won’t have to shop at the dollar store,’ I had just walked out of one haha)
Pile 3: your not confusing, it resonated 100. This is exactly what's going on with me. I've been wandering what was going on with me. Listening to this reading, made so much sense. Now I can move forward. Thank you so very much
pile #3: you are not confusing, this is exactly how i’ve been feeling!!!! really just overthinking and in my head. it’s like i’m trying so hard to be a perfectionist with myself and my actions and my thoughts that i drive myself mad. i definitely just need to surrender to flow more and allow things to just happen. i’ve been so confused so i can see why the energy is showing up that way 😂💗 thank you so much!!
Pile 3 here. I did really resonate with this. I laughed outloud a few times. For some reason when you were talking about the wolves I started thinking of the wolves out of the movie "Storks" and busted up laughing thinking of their voices. Also loved the bit about not needing anymore self help books 😂. Seriously hit the nail on the head there. I love your readings and your spirit 🥰
🦄 Pile 4: I'm flabbergasted at the accuracy of this. I'm going through the process of quitting my job and at the same time I started to touch into my spiritual self and some powers I didn't realize I had before!!
Pile 4: This reading was so interesting because it was reading my very recent past. I just started a new job and I absolutely love it. I feel more hopeful, more creative, it's been so wonderful. I feel like I'm finally stepping out of the 5 of pentacles energy and into the queen of pentacle energy. The tower makes sense to me because my last job really did crumble like a house of cards. I had such high hopes for that last job. With this change, I've had to shift my perspective about what I want out of not only my career but my whole life. It's been painful, and many days were spent crying and wracking my brain to figure out what went wrong. But since interviewing, getting offered my new job, quitting my old job, and starting my new job and LOVING it... I know that I've had to walk through that dark tunnel and I've finally made it into the light.
Pile # 4 is exactly what I really needed to hear right now in my life because I want to be happy but other people are jealous of what I will have to be happy and loved. I am not living my life for someone else that is jealous of what I want in my life you I'm not giving up on my dream man and my love of my life and my soulmate. People are jealous because I will be happy and I know I'll be loved and people can't stand to see me happy because they are jealous it's not their life but it's mine.
Pile 3 closely resonated thank you. I know you were a bit confused for some of it, but you provided strong confirmation of the constant battling of me not being happy with where I am in my life right now, but also being afraid to move forward towards a bigger goal (because I am afraid of still not finding purpose when I reach it). I need to trust that my heart was guided towards this new road for a reason (even if that reason is not clear to me now). I need to let go of obsessing over the future and simply be proud of who I am, what I've done, and practice speaking my truth. I vow to release my fear of the outcomes and instead enjoy the process of this adventure as my full authentic self. I hope this message helps anyone else who needs to hear this. 🦄🦄🦄
pile 4: I'm not done listening yet, but I just had to pause out of how bizarre it is that you mentioned being more open in therapy, because I am sitting here stressing over what I'm gonna say in my therapy appointment an hour from now falskdfjsk lmao your readings never cease to astound me I stg. One way or another, you always end up giving me some insight I really really need in the moment, so thanks for that
I usually don't comment on youtube videos but after listening for your Pile 2 reading... wow, your really described my life and myself.. I have been through a moment of allowing myself to feel and be honest with my heart and desires after a long period of self sabotage and overthinking. I have been in a 8 year relationship which was quite toxic and I have a very difficult relationship with my parents bc of my identity and rejection, so I have deep wounds. I'm very cruel and critique with myself and I believed for a long time that I didn't need to love myself to live well, plus ignoring the " bad feelings " too - That self inflicted " sadism " started to ruin everything that's important to me, but I decided to start again and feel sincerely and love myself. I saw the thumbnail of your video and immediately my eyes went to pile number 2. The number 4 is my " luck " number and it appeared many times in synchronicities and when you did the energy check I was really surprised, also I'm a nb/ genderfluid person with a bad relationship with my feminine spectrum so this was so on point that a got shocked. You are amazing and your reading was a confirmation of all that I have been passing through. Thank you so much! ❤
pile uno here ~ i LOVE the song who says by SELENA GOMEZ haha but thanks so much for the reading it really resonated with me , considering that im in school and im going to apply to a position that im working towards to in my career … everything you said is confirmation of the things i’ve been intuitively thinking about … love you eso and keep doing you girl i hold these readings to my heart ♥️
Pile 4. Broke up with my ex 3 weeks ago and then found out last night that he was cheating on me for months already. I broke down and cried all night. Initially, he made me feel like everything wrong in the relationship was my fault and now I can see clearly who really is at fault between the two of us. He drained the life out of me by blaming me all the time and by making me feel like I am not good enough. I'm grateful it ended but I am still depleted and clueless right now. I want to feel creative and so full of life again :)
Pile 4. I had to end a lifelong friendship because it was just so toxic and draining. I am trying to move on and create a better life for myself with connections that feel more authentic and supportive. But it’s been hard 💔 thank you for this message. It was encouraging and helped me feel like I did the right thing. I am hopeful 💕
🦄🦄 Hi Eso!💖 Piles 3 and 4 (not finished yet) This reading came in PERFECT timing!! You're the most talented reader that I've found so far and definately my favorite!! 💞💞 Could you please do a dream interpretation reading on "What this dream meant" or "What this dream is trying to tell you" to find messages in a dream? Ly!! Tysm for another beautiful and powerful reading!! Be well!!🥰🥰💗💖💖
Eso: “i feel like this reading isn’t making any sense” Me: *literally resonating with every word* like “mhmm, yep, mhmmmm” Pile 3. Thank you queen for another spot on reading! 🫶🏻
Pile 4: literally everything is falling apart rn and nothing feels worth it anymore. My cat is dying, I lost my job, I’m moving out of my parents house and into my boyfriends place (with his family), I’ve been recently diagnosed as autistic and adhd and have been advised to not work, but I need money and can’t go on benefits. I feel like my life is very quickly coming to an end
You can't give up. It always gets worse before it gets better.. there is a brighter day, you HAVE to believe that with all your heart ❤ I believe for you. I love you. If you need someone to talk to im here for you
pile 2!! felt SO incredibly called out but in the best way possible. i’m so ready to put my fears aside and open myself up to love and new possibilities. 🥺 thank you so much! 💜💜💜
mini message is 100% accurate. finally moving on and taking the steps to start a new chapter in my life after being haunted by a specific situation for the past year
Yayyy i love the mini readings💗💗💗 I don’t know what pile will resonate yet but thank you for being a loving presence on the internet and in my life. I’ve been so aligned with myself since I found you❤ -Virgo moon 🦄
I am Pile 3 and literally every word you said resonated with me so much and you kept saying how you're not sure if anything you're saying makes sense lol made me laugh so much. Was so funny to me of how you were describing my life and were confused about it 😂😂 I love your readings! Thank you for doing what you're doing! ❤❤❤
Hi Eso! I was drawn to pile 2 and then pile 1. I started my own business and have been focused on building it up. I definitely identify as a healer and empath and have always focused on working with my guides, angels, and ancestors. I read tarot as well and love using oracle decks, and work with manifestation pretty regularly. Recently, I’ve been feeling more called towards deities (Freya, Persephone, Ganesh) and have been getting messages about tapping into mediumship. I have been having a few messages from people and felt presences (friend’s grandparents, a spirit passing through, someone recently deceased who seemed confused) and while I have always been shut down to mediumship, I’m opening up to it more as I keep getting messages about it from spirit. Any tips on how to find someone to work with/mentor me? I am asking the universe to guide me in the right direction and bring someone to me when the time is right. Thank you!
coming from Pile 2, mind blown, you're just incredibly spot on with my situation, and I'm perfectly getting through it. And when people say "eew tarots are bullshit" I laugh at them, I know the truth, channeling is powerful stuff and I THANK YOU for the work you're doing for all of us❤🙏🥰
Hi Eso :) Pile 4. I really needed to hear this and it was so spot on. I am currently going through a breakup and got broken up with by him simply just ghosting me. It's been horrible and I still feel let down and disappointed because I tried my best to make things work and he threw away years of being together so easily. I really hope for a new beginning and to find myself again but most of all I hope that things get better. Thank you for the wonderful message, it really helps me to hear this when things seem to be going wrong left and right! You're amazing!!!💗💗💗💗💗
Pile 3, not only were you right about me feeling drawn to another pile.. but you were right about everything else. Just a person trying very hard to do the right thing and even when I feel like I did the right thing I get stuck in my head wondering if that was the best thing I could do for everyone. It’s exhausting. But this was an amazing reading, very helpful, thank you.
@@hollydaugherty2620 we would all like to believe that’s true but it’s not. Some people do not have this thought process. It doesn’t make them bad people, they just function differently.
Pile 3:girrrl this makes so much sense if you only knew!The wolves,the frustration and the words about being in progress (it was a quote from The Shack,wasnt it?) Thank you for delivering it in such a beautiful way 🙏sending lots of positive energy and gratitude your way❤
I’m Pile 3 and you described my situation so accurately! It was so surprising. I’m 28 and I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. After years of self improvement and bettering myself, I’ve reached a point where I have friends, family, a BF and a cushy job that pays well. I’m grateful for all of these…but feel like I have multiple wolves inside of me, telling me to venture out and live my purpose. Sometimes I want them to quiet down a little, because they keep me distracted and not present with my loved ones. But the voice, that voice is so loud. Telling me to venture out into the unknown. It’s tempting.
And lately, waking up in the mornings have been difficult. I’d wake up with a sore gut and heavy heart. It’s as if my inner child is crying, crying that I’m not listening to her advice to seek out the unknown. Deep inside, I’m afraid.
Pile 3. You struggling with the energy of the piles I pick is almost constant. Thank you for sitting in uneasy energy to help others. It always amazes me how they resonate with whatever I’m going through in the moment and have helped me through so many hard times. Appreciate everything you do. ❤
pile 4 and you hit the nail on the head for me again! i don’t want to let go of this connection but the absolute depression and anxiety this person has caused for me for several years is draining. i still wish i had hope but i don’t. he left me so it is not as if i had a choice as to whether or not i can walk away, but i feel that’s cause spirit knows if left up to me i won’t. i feel depleted of everything in me and some days i can’t even get out of bed. i know i have to let go to have a new beginning in my life and this is what spirit wants for me but it’s hard when the heart won’t let up. i will keep trying though. thank you eso for your wonderful messages and the time out of your day to help guide us randoms with your natural abilities and talent.
@@hollydaugherty2620 thank you for your reply, honestly you’re right. i have love for him, or maybe the potential of what he could be, but it’s really clear he doesn’t have love for me after all these years of lies and cruelty. 💔 painful reality.
The moment you opened the candles and mini card resonated me 100%. There, I took myself to the universe, manifested my spirit guide and asked him for the clarity. First, pile 3 and 2 were what I had chosen. Omg! Suddenly, the white light came into my energy line and he gave me pile 1 card into my hands with a big smile. There, the answers who is this pile 1 for cleared all the doubts. I claim everything in pile 1 100% resonates me. Thank you very much. ❤❤❤
It's always so hard choosing piles😭 you're the only reader I have this problem with lol your 3rd eye must also be your eye for aesthetic because it is POWERFUL💯😂
Pile 2 - honestly really needed to hear this call out, and it was spot on 🥹 made me tear up. Thank you for such a beautiful reading, your words always sink into my soul.
"the fact that this perspective is more loving and peaceful..or i hope it is" "you have a higher evolved perspective...but maybe that comes across douchey" i have this conversation with myself every day. I feel like i have good intentions/loving perspective...but also if i say that then i feel egotistical. questioning myself 24/7 like am i good or am i convincing myself im good? Or if i act confident in public as a woman in 2023 then am i an egotistical b*tch? 😂 Anyone else in pile 3 feeling this?
Pile 3- You are the second person who has said being an empath may not mean you are a good person. I had not really thought about it that way, but I can see it.
Pile 2. Despair piling up recently. Considering the already appeared results, I didn't dare to take even a single day off from work. I can tell my mental steadiness is collapsing, exhausted to the point that I can cry for no reason while walking on street roads. But my brain keeps evaluating career achievements over my personal health, squeezing air out of my lungs. Thank you so much for your reading. I think it's really the time to adjust my breathes.
Pile 3 here: you’re not confusing, you’re just describing my life. IM THE CONFUSED ONE 😭❤️
Same here. It made complete sense to me 😂 I’m confusing to people. (Very accurate to this pile)
haha yep 😅
Me too, everything she says in our intro IS ME!
Hi, pile 3 here and it’s me. It is about work for me, I know exactly what you’re referring too, and it doesn’t make sense to me either but I know exactly what I do that I make into a problem. Nobody is probably mad at me but I’m always sure they are. Yeah, for those of us here, we knew you were talking about us 😅❤
Me 2!!!
Pile 3 here. Went for a walk listening to you and pushed down internal sobbing while listening to the first part of the reading.
I feel SO alone, SO isolated my whole life, trying to find some senses and connection. It’s only now at 28 when I realize why exactly the connection was pushed away time after time, and how much I’ve sacrificed myself piece by piece to be accepted by various societies I’ve been in, only to realize I’m not part of any of them.
Sometimes it feels like a curse, to want to have a soul family so much. Especially at the times like this, with the eclipse corridors and wars and hate and constant segregation.
It is such a relief to hear those words from you, to feel seen and to hear something apart from my own voice in the head saying “well there’s definitely everything wrong with you”
Thank you so much
I chose pile 3 as well and this is so relatable for me :’) Let me send you hugs my fellow pile 3.
Same!
I love listening to tarot readings while I go for a walk ❤
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Don’t give up it is hard to find spiritual friends who have your back I’m 67 and only have a few but they don’t pick up the phone when I call sooo 😢 like your girlfriend gets a boyfriend and then you’re on the back burner in some cases. Look for Spiritual group’s and get out and enjoy nature as much as you can. It’s definitely good for the head and the heart. ❤❤❤
💕 To hear this video, it resonate my whole being,❤️Only God knows how much grateful i am. After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
I'm 37 and have been looking for ways to be successful, please how??
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😱Sounds familiar, I have heard her name on several occasions.. and both her success stories in the wall Street journal!
The economic hardship, recession, unemployment and the loss of job caused by covid pandemic is enough to push people into financial ventures.
I appreciate Mrs Claudia Vecchi Nese for her good work, I will always share the good news to the world I made it out for the very first time with her, she's truly a God sent to me.
Pile 3 shined so bright I had to see for myself! Thank you ESO
❤same
SAME
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Same❤
Pile 2: I pretty much did cry at one point in the reading. I have reached a certain point where I've cut off or let go of a lot of people that weren't good for me. I've reached this point of stagnation where I've just been feeling burnt out. I've recognized that yes, I do want to create new experiences with new friends and attract a new relationship in my life but I've been feeling almost reluctant to "start over" in a way. Your reading really has confirmed so much for me. Thank you so much for this message Eso!
I feel the same I’m mentally drained I know I need to change but taking the steps is tiring because I am in survival mode
I feel like you just wrote my life too. Have let go of a lot of people, but been resistant to the full fresh start that I know would be best for me, holding onto a few old comforting fall-backs that I know are keeping me stagnant. And also have spent most of my life avoiding/suppressing the difficult feelings
Also pile two here! I've been feeling the same way, to the point where I've been aware that I'm holding parts of myself "hostage" so to speak even from my boyfriend of 4 years.
I'm so excited to heal this. As usual Eso had just the confirmation I needed to know I'm on the right track 🖤
Resonates!
I CRIED THE WHOLE TIME 😭 It was ...... Much needed. Thank you Eso, spirit , and angels 💖
🦄 from Pile 3: Sorry for the messy energy but also thank you for always get the right words to help all of us and for always be so nice and lovely (also for been honest with us!!! That's very important part ☺️🫶 ). The pack of wolves inside me are so grateful for your help channelling all this messages that we needed to listen 🐺🤍🐺🤍🐺
Pile 4. 10/10, you hit the TARGET. Fully sobbing, wrecked but feeling so hopeful for the future. The reading was so accurate, probably the most accurate one so far. Thank you some much for this. It’s 2AM and I’m truly looking forward to tomorrow even tho it’s scary. Sending love and good vibes to y’all❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2 here! I was very, very called out in this reading. I've been letting fear and my emotional trauma decide my life for me and I've been at career crossroads that honestly isn't even that deep. I can't plan my way into the perfect life I have to jump and see where I land. I know I use logic to distract from actually doing anything scary and I appreciated this thorough call out.
Thanks so much Eso!!
I did my own tarot spread before watching this one (I saw the notification and felt motivated to have full night of tarot before bed). And my main focus was self improvement and overcoming fear. I pulled similar cards or kept seeing these cards popping out when I pulled. And it just feels so serendipitous and like you're literally talking to me, like no other pile or video I've watched of yours.
Thanks again Eso.
I claim pile 1. Right away, my spirit guides made me to choose it! ❤🎉 I know i'm going to be successful with the things I'm working on. I'm gonna save this tarot reading as reference. ❤🎉 What a motivational reading. Thank you for the confirmation.
While I'm typing this comment, you mentioned about a loved one who already passed on who watches over the person who picked pile 1. I wrote a letter to my mom a few days ago, hoping and wishing she's going to be proud of me someday. And you said, that person is saying how proud she/he is. 😢 I shed a tear.
Thank you, Eso.❤❤❤
Pile 3 was so specific. Sometimes I forget how spot on tarot is but reads like this remind me of the magic of tarot ❤
Pile 3! You never fail to hit the nail on the head. I can imagine how confusing it is on your end but girl you are spot on. Thank you for all these readings you do for us- they help me feel so reassured exactly when I need it! Hope you have a wonderful spooky szn-
Just started pile 3, but this one hit so deep. I was asking the universe for a sign in tears, when this reading popped up. Thank you for this one Eso
Picked pile 4. This process has already started to happen in the last months...I actually do take the words in this pile as a confirmation. Escaping a toxic family system and "burying" (a living) absent parent is a really deep pain. But I am finally gaining a sense of identity after all these years of living in constant escapism. A lot of nightmares and insomnia in the past months. Time will heal and I will continue my growth. Yep I did start going to therapy for the first time, and my creative side is FINALLY coming back to LIFE. I'm no longer the well behaved girl I was. Thanks for the reading
Pile 3... This reading is for me and the other autistic anxious beans who are just trying their freaking best 🤣
Pile 4 where all the stars aligned. I was journaling earlier on the day you posted and was wishing and wondering if you posted. I had the same color of red as the pile, and I truly wept in resonating with the pile 😭❤️🦄
Pile 3. The universe has conveyed to me that I have a higher purpose, a path that most people have chosen not to experience. And I am lost in my life. I am a libra, which is an indecisive type of person, and I constantly can't make a choice because I don't know what I want and I cant figure out what the universe wants so my brain is a mess.
Same 😭 Im also a libra, and I’m graduating soon and as I keep telling everyone, my life is huge damn question Mark after I graduate. I have no idea what I truly want or what’s meant for me and I don’t wanna mess everything up by making the wrong choice.
Same pile 3 and also Libra ♎❤
Pile 3, I'm halfway through the reading so far and what you've said has all been spot-on.
In particular the part about seeing the different parts as wolves and the shame wolf is competing with the heart and the other wolves and preventing balance.
Thing is, how do you keep the shame wolf out when it wants in? It's pretty insistent.
Pile 2 here. While you were wondering why you were telling us all this, I was hanging on your every word. This truly helped me a lot. Mediumship can be so confusing and your messages were so reassuring. Thank you!🥺❤
Eso idk how you do this. You nailed it. Pile 3. Every sentence. Words I’ve used in texts to my friends even. I adore your readings I cry and laugh the whole way through. I stopped it at 222! 2:22:05 ! Wild! Anyways thank you as always and I’m gonna check out pile one cause you mentioned it ! Just a pit stop here 😂
Wowie ! The inner child stuff to OMG just if you knew me this reading pile 3 then 1 would ROCK YOU
The “Wtf am I watching” chapter title took me out 😂💀
Pile 4 ❤
Be the light in the darkness
Don’t change who I am because other people are uncomfortable with the new me
Sounds like a personal problem
Hope is my 👼 name
My car is named Ruby 😂
Then I was guided to come back and watch Pile 3. Confusion, dominance, judgment, holding myself back from going to the beach. My idea of success is different from what others think but it doesn’t mean I’m wrong or shouldn’t go after it! 😊
WOOP WOOP!!!!!! OMG this is my favorite reading you do 🥹 Pile 2 JUMPED out at me like HELLA bright before I could even look at any of them. Omg I’m so excited every time I see one of these it makes me so happy bc it always shows up right when I need it, thank youuu I’m so excited for this one but also a little *nervous* bc of how quickly Pile 2 got my attention 😂😂
Madeline I chose pile 2 and I wanted to let you know that I am so grateful you chose to be bold enough to say what I so desperately needed to hear. I cried the long awaited tears that I had been trying to convince myself didn't exist and finally allowed them to flow for as long as they needed to. You gave me the most important gift I have received in at least a decade; and that allowed me to give myself the gift of compassion and space to feel. I will be eternally grateful for this message and for you, the messenger. Thanks for reminding me that life is beautiful and I am meant to show up for it. Sending big love to you, dear one. ☆☆☆
I feel so lost in my life and I was looking for a message from my guides (pile 3). Thank you eso, I guess you're one of my higher self favourite beings ! ❤
"you probably saw this because you have good taste and are subscribed" lol i love her
It’s funny because you were in my dream last night and we were hanging out at a coffee shop and eating grilled cheese’s together LOL😎 silly you ended up posting today, definitely excited to watch !! ✨💞
This is so sweet 💗😭 I love coffee and grilled cheese hehe i wish I could have experienced it!
PILE 3: u think it makes no sense eso but everything u are saying is how ive been feeling, literally word for word.
I dont comment a lot. I picked pile 3. I know you felt theoughout the reading that you didnt understand what the message was or confusion through it but you were soooo spot on! I was just harshly judged by someone that I never knew super well. Their anger at life came at ME in a very personal and painful way and this isnt the first time someone has felt the need to do this. What upsets me the most is how WRONG their perception of me is and just how many people in my life have felt this way. It makes me wonder if I dont know myself as well as I thought I did. And thats not a comfortable place to be. I live and love with such intention and dont feel like I deserve backlash or anger or hatred. The world confuses me and I know I am not from this place and am just experiencing it.
This is the first reading of yours I’ve listened to. I picked like 4 and I’m sitting here crying ( like you said I do know what’s coming) because you have no idea how much I needed to hear this. You’re so wonderful you’re such a light! Thank you!❤
chose pile 3 and im listening this while putting laminate flooring in my new house. holding back tears because everything you say hits me right to my core. i am literally doing everything by myself and most of the reason is because i am too proud to ask for help and i think too much about others. i also pick the wrong people. I've been through a lot this past month, in my old neighborhood a crazy psycho shot and killed my neighbors, a 14 year old and her 39 yr old mother. (i live in Europe so guns are illegal) it shocked me but what hurt the most is that everyone that i hoped would be there for me, left me in the dark. i feel super alone and this vid was like a big hug. thank you madison!
Pile 3 👋🏼 Thank you so much for enduring my messy energy 🙈 and delivering these much needed messages 😮💨🙏🏼💖
Madeline I chose pile 2 and I wanted to let you know that I am so grateful you chose to be bold enough to say what I so desperately needed to hear. I cried the long awaited tears that I had been trying to convince myself didn't exist and finally allowed them to flow for as long as they needed to. You gave me the most important gift I have received in at least a decade; and that allowed me to give myself the gift of compassion and space to feel. I will be eternally grateful for this message and for you, the messenger. Thanks for reminding me that life is beautiful and I am meant to show up for it. Sending big love to you, dear one. ☆☆☆
Thank you Eso for Pile 2. . You gave me the drive to start my own tarot chnl on here. Thank you for being such an inspiration.
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Pile 2: My paternal Grandpa always said, "you never know unless you ask/you never know unless you try" and it felt like he was talking to me through you after that. I still have tears in my eyes. He would want me to do the things that I love, the things that I've been pushing away; things that I did to express my joy of life that made him so proud of me. I miss him terribly, still and I definitely needed to hear this.
Currently listening to Pile 3, I did choose 2 decks! I was strongly drawn to them both. I can’t wait to see what messages await for me ☺️ I don’t usually comment, but I love your videos and I always resonate with your messages so much. Thank you for all that you do!
Pile 2 ❤ thank you! Being in my head all the time has worn me thin. I need to remember that emotions will always pass.
Sending love!
Eso- yo Madison, would you be open to a few reading content or topic suggestions? 🤔
By the way, thanks once again for being amazeballs....
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1) Twin Flame topic reading, and possibly mission/purpose/ epic quest for this lifetime?
2) Major Events Happening in Your (Our) Life over the Next Year/ Few Years?
3) Where Are You At In Your Soul's Evolution?
Thank You 😊 🙏
Oh no, thank *-you -* ...!
I'm Australian by the way.
I wonder what part of the US you're from?
Oh, and Spirit says "Hi" by the way.
(*waves to Spirit) ... ^_-
OH MY am I the first?? Woooo🎉🎉🎉 hi esooo I hope you’re having a wonderful swaggy day love youuu! And thank you for all that you do queen !
Immediately drawn to Pile 3, and the struggle you had with doing the reading is the exact same way I struggle with my current situation and been struggling with for years now. Everything resonated perfectly and the message is a confirmation for what I’ve been feeling I need to do! Thank you for this lovely reading! ❤
**I also felt drawn to check Pile 2 and it was also another confirmation of the issues I need to resolve!
Pile 2,1 and 3 in that order. I needed every word of the guidances separately and as a whole and the fact that you mentioned how both 2 and 3 are related to 1 was such an affirmation.
1 is for my career, yes I'm focused on a career that I love and am trying to go it alone. Let's see how I get into a partnership. Yes, I'm choosing between paths, being an employee or entrepreneur. I am close to completing my MBA. I hope I really can juggle the two. And yes, I was thinking maybe I'm not good enough or I'm too late.
2 for my emotional growth. Yes, I'm currently shut down and justify avoiding social interaction very intelligently lol. You caught me there Eso! Also, I have been connecting to my ancestors and being very close to their realm since 3 days. My grandpa. Wow, didn't think this would be discussed. So random.
3. For my situationship. I really am confused. I am starting to go within to balance both my contrasting worlds.
Haha I did pile 2, then pile 3, and then pile 1 haha😂🎉🎉🎉
@@rebekahodell7186 Lol I'm glad I wasn't the only one.
pile 4- definitely needed some reassurance about the change happening in my life right now... i noticed there were three 5 cards (swords, pentacles, and wands) so i looked it up and 555 represents change and transition! another magic reading✨
The baby holding a telephone made me crack up that is EXACTLY what I feel like
You’re making perfect sense to me lmao
🦄 when you talked about the Hannah Montana song (pile 1) I went to listen to it and came back sobbing!! Definitely needed to hear that🙏🏻 love you Eso💘
Pile 2, probably 1 in a little bit as well. I'm called to express gratitude, thank you for what you do ✨ Your positive messages do not go unnoticed ✨ 💙
Pile 4 and I did go through a divorce. I'm ok with that part but definitely feel a little lost as to who or what I am supposed to be after conforming for so long.
Pile 4: I feel like I'm kinda lost like I had this tower moment and I felt like I built my life around this tower and now that it's gone Im lost in what direction to go and you nailed it that I feel like where is the excitement or happiness..I dont look forward to life ..thank you it helped i felt like it was a boost of confidence i feel like someone is there cheering me on. And I feel like things are gonna be ok when I haven't really felt that way in a long time. Your Awesome!!
Eso, your “ hi friends “ always feels like a warm hug ❤ I’m attracted to Pile 3. So while I’m late to this video by a couple of days I’m tuning in now. Thank you always 🫶🏾♥️
Thank you Eso for the beautiful pile 1 reading 🌞🧡💜🧡 Many blessings to you and all your viewers 🪷🦋🕊️ (PS I am a “king of pentacles” zodiac-ally speaking, lol, with my sun in ♉️; also, when you mentioned ‘you won’t have to shop at the dollar store,’ I had just walked out of one haha)
Pile 3: your not confusing, it resonated 100. This is exactly what's going on with me. I've been wandering what was going on with me. Listening to this reading, made so much sense. Now I can move forward. Thank you so very much
9:21 I wished for a safe home of my own ✌️🙏✨
pile #3: you are not confusing, this is exactly how i’ve been feeling!!!! really just overthinking and in my head. it’s like i’m trying so hard to be a perfectionist with myself and my actions and my thoughts that i drive myself mad. i definitely just need to surrender to flow more and allow things to just happen. i’ve been so confused so i can see why the energy is showing up that way 😂💗 thank you so much!!
Pile 3 here. I did really resonate with this. I laughed outloud a few times. For some reason when you were talking about the wolves I started thinking of the wolves out of the movie "Storks" and busted up laughing thinking of their voices. Also loved the bit about not needing anymore self help books 😂. Seriously hit the nail on the head there. I love your readings and your spirit 🥰
🦄 Pile 4: I'm flabbergasted at the accuracy of this. I'm going through the process of quitting my job and at the same time I started to touch into my spiritual self and some powers I didn't realize I had before!!
Pile 4: This reading was so interesting because it was reading my very recent past. I just started a new job and I absolutely love it. I feel more hopeful, more creative, it's been so wonderful. I feel like I'm finally stepping out of the 5 of pentacles energy and into the queen of pentacle energy. The tower makes sense to me because my last job really did crumble like a house of cards. I had such high hopes for that last job. With this change, I've had to shift my perspective about what I want out of not only my career but my whole life. It's been painful, and many days were spent crying and wracking my brain to figure out what went wrong. But since interviewing, getting offered my new job, quitting my old job, and starting my new job and LOVING it... I know that I've had to walk through that dark tunnel and I've finally made it into the light.
Pile 3 here: you aren’t confusing, you absolutely nailed it. I feel incredibly seen. ✨You truly have a gift.
Pile # 4 is exactly what I really needed to hear right now in my life because I want to be happy but other people are jealous of what I will have to be happy and loved. I am not living my life for someone else that is jealous of what I want in my life you I'm not giving up on my dream man and my love of my life and my soulmate. People are jealous because I will be happy and I know I'll be loved and people can't stand to see me happy because they are jealous it's not their life but it's mine.
Hi Eso!! You are so powerful and bright to this planet and we are lucky to have you!!!🩷🩵🩷
Pile 3 closely resonated thank you. I know you were a bit confused for some of it, but you provided strong confirmation of the constant battling of me not being happy with where I am in my life right now, but also being afraid to move forward towards a bigger goal (because I am afraid of still not finding purpose when I reach it). I need to trust that my heart was guided towards this new road for a reason (even if that reason is not clear to me now). I need to let go of obsessing over the future and simply be proud of who I am, what I've done, and practice speaking my truth. I vow to release my fear of the outcomes and instead enjoy the process of this adventure as my full authentic self. I hope this message helps anyone else who needs to hear this. 🦄🦄🦄
You're the best! Told me exactly what I've been needing to hear 🦄
pile 4: I'm not done listening yet, but I just had to pause out of how bizarre it is that you mentioned being more open in therapy, because I am sitting here stressing over what I'm gonna say in my therapy appointment an hour from now falskdfjsk lmao your readings never cease to astound me I stg. One way or another, you always end up giving me some insight I really really need in the moment, so thanks for that
I love when you find a reader you can trust 😄❤️
All I’m gonna say. I had pile 4 and bawled my eyes out. Thank you. I needed to hear this.
“i don’t know what’s going on in your life pile 4” well that makes two of us eso
@aliagonzalez4471 •Well same here starting of upside down ,sure resonates ..I don’t know what I am up to or up against
Same boat here
Pile 4 here! Thank you so much for the reading, it’s very warm and helpful, especially the “ I am the light” practice!
I usually don't comment on youtube videos but after listening for your Pile 2 reading... wow, your really described my life and myself.. I have been through a moment of allowing myself to feel and be honest with my heart and desires after a long period of self sabotage and overthinking. I have been in a 8 year relationship which was quite toxic and I have a very difficult relationship with my parents bc of my identity and rejection, so I have deep wounds. I'm very cruel and critique with myself and I believed for a long time that I didn't need to love myself to live well, plus ignoring the " bad feelings " too - That self inflicted " sadism " started to ruin everything that's important to me, but I decided to start again and feel sincerely and love myself.
I saw the thumbnail of your video and immediately my eyes went to pile number 2. The number 4 is my " luck " number and it appeared many times in synchronicities and when you did the energy check I was really surprised, also I'm a nb/ genderfluid person with a bad relationship with my feminine spectrum so this was so on point that a got shocked. You are amazing and your reading was a confirmation of all that I have been passing through. Thank you so much! ❤
pile uno here ~ i LOVE the song who says by SELENA GOMEZ haha
but thanks so much for the reading it really resonated with me , considering that im in school and im going to apply to a position that im working towards to in my career … everything you said is confirmation of the things i’ve been intuitively thinking about … love you eso and keep doing you girl i hold these readings to my heart ♥️
Pile 4. Broke up with my ex 3 weeks ago and then found out last night that he was cheating on me for months already. I broke down and cried all night. Initially, he made me feel like everything wrong in the relationship was my fault and now I can see clearly who really is at fault between the two of us. He drained the life out of me by blaming me all the time and by making me feel like I am not good enough. I'm grateful it ended but I am still depleted and clueless right now. I want to feel creative and so full of life again :)
Pile 4. I had to end a lifelong friendship because it was just so toxic and draining. I am trying to move on and create a better life for myself with connections that feel more authentic and supportive. But it’s been hard 💔 thank you for this message. It was encouraging and helped me feel like I did the right thing. I am hopeful 💕
Pile 2!! Tysm Madison/Eso!! 👉👈🥺💕✨
Piles 2, 3, & 4
2- Capricorn, Life Path 4, Taking Back my Power,
🦄🦄 Hi Eso!💖 Piles 3 and 4 (not finished yet) This reading came in PERFECT timing!! You're the most talented reader that I've found so far and definately my favorite!! 💞💞 Could you please do a dream interpretation reading on "What this dream meant" or "What this dream is trying to tell you" to find messages in a dream? Ly!! Tysm for another beautiful and powerful reading!! Be well!!🥰🥰💗💖💖
Pile 1. Funny that I made a wish related to my tarot channel and the whole reading turned out to be about it 😂 Thank you ❤
Eso: “i feel like this reading isn’t making any sense”
Me: *literally resonating with every word* like “mhmm, yep, mhmmmm”
Pile 3. Thank you queen for another spot on reading! 🫶🏻
Pile 4: literally everything is falling apart rn and nothing feels worth it anymore. My cat is dying, I lost my job, I’m moving out of my parents house and into my boyfriends place (with his family), I’ve been recently diagnosed as autistic and adhd and have been advised to not work, but I need money and can’t go on benefits. I feel like my life is very quickly coming to an end
You can't give up. It always gets worse before it gets better.. there is a brighter day, you HAVE to believe that with all your heart ❤ I believe for you. I love you. If you need someone to talk to im here for you
pile 2!! felt SO incredibly called out but in the best way possible. i’m so ready to put my fears aside and open myself up to love and new possibilities. 🥺 thank you so much! 💜💜💜
pile 3 here and holy shit. this makes a lot more sense when youre someone with dissociative identity disorder
mini message is 100% accurate. finally moving on and taking the steps to start a new chapter in my life after being haunted by a specific situation for the past year
hi! i’m guessing you also chose pile 4? i just want you to know you’re never alone and that we will get through this. we will heal. ❤️🩹
@@gurgeofthejunglhugsss❤
Pile 4..some serious bs went down earlier in the year..had to cut many people out and off. Hoping my time for goods is soon ❤ thanks for the readings.
Yayyy i love the mini readings💗💗💗 I don’t know what pile will resonate yet but thank you for being a loving presence on the internet and in my life. I’ve been so aligned with myself since I found you❤
-Virgo moon 🦄
This helped so much, thank you. I think your like a divine spirit sent from the universe to help the world. Thank you!
Eso and Kino are the best PAC readers on RUclips! Thank you Madison. ❤
Couldn’t agree more!! They’re the only two I really watch - they always resonate so hard 🥺
truee and they remind me of one another so much. i love their energies
Do you need to be a teen to know this abbreviation lmao
@@hollydaugherty2620 no lol. "pick a card" 😭
I am Pile 3 and literally every word you said resonated with me so much and you kept saying how you're not sure if anything you're saying makes sense lol made me laugh so much. Was so funny to me of how you were describing my life and were confused about it 😂😂
I love your readings! Thank you for doing what you're doing! ❤❤❤
Hi Eso! I was drawn to pile 2 and then pile 1. I started my own business and have been focused on building it up. I definitely identify as a healer and empath and have always focused on working with my guides, angels, and ancestors. I read tarot as well and love using oracle decks, and work with manifestation pretty regularly. Recently, I’ve been feeling more called towards deities (Freya, Persephone, Ganesh) and have been getting messages about tapping into mediumship. I have been having a few messages from people and felt presences (friend’s grandparents, a spirit passing through, someone recently deceased who seemed confused) and while I have always been shut down to mediumship, I’m opening up to it more as I keep getting messages about it from spirit. Any tips on how to find someone to work with/mentor me? I am asking the universe to guide me in the right direction and bring someone to me when the time is right. Thank you!
coming from Pile 2, mind blown, you're just incredibly spot on with my situation, and I'm perfectly getting through it. And when people say "eew tarots are bullshit" I laugh at them, I know the truth, channeling is powerful stuff and I THANK YOU for the work you're doing for all of us❤🙏🥰
Hi Eso :) Pile 4. I really needed to hear this and it was so spot on. I am currently going through a breakup and got broken up with by him simply just ghosting me. It's been horrible and I still feel let down and disappointed because I tried my best to make things work and he threw away years of being together so easily. I really hope for a new beginning and to find myself again but most of all I hope that things get better. Thank you for the wonderful message, it really helps me to hear this when things seem to be going wrong left and right! You're amazing!!!💗💗💗💗💗
Pile 3 you are just in the mind of an ADHD person lol makes perfect sense to me
Pile 3, not only were you right about me feeling drawn to another pile.. but you were right about everything else. Just a person trying very hard to do the right thing and even when I feel like I did the right thing I get stuck in my head wondering if that was the best thing I could do for everyone. It’s exhausting. But this was an amazing reading, very helpful, thank you.
Unsurprisingly, most humans are that way.
@@hollydaugherty2620 we would all like to believe that’s true but it’s not.
Some people do not have this thought process. It doesn’t make them bad people, they just function differently.
Pile 3:girrrl this makes so much sense if you only knew!The wolves,the frustration and the words about being in progress (it was a quote from The Shack,wasnt it?)
Thank you for delivering it in such a beautiful way 🙏sending lots of positive energy and gratitude your way❤
I’m Pile 3 and you described my situation so accurately! It was so surprising. I’m 28 and I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. After years of self improvement and bettering myself, I’ve reached a point where I have friends, family, a BF and a cushy job that pays well. I’m grateful for all of these…but feel like I have multiple wolves inside of me, telling me to venture out and live my purpose. Sometimes I want them to quiet down a little, because they keep me distracted and not present with my loved ones.
But the voice, that voice is so loud. Telling me to venture out into the unknown. It’s tempting.
And lately, waking up in the mornings have been difficult. I’d wake up with a sore gut and heavy heart. It’s as if my inner child is crying, crying that I’m not listening to her advice to seek out the unknown. Deep inside, I’m afraid.
Pile 3. You struggling with the energy of the piles I pick is almost constant. Thank you for sitting in uneasy energy to help others. It always amazes me how they resonate with whatever I’m going through in the moment and have helped me through so many hard times. Appreciate everything you do. ❤
pile 4 and you hit the nail on the head for me again!
i don’t want to let go of this connection but the absolute depression and anxiety this person has caused for me for several years is draining. i still wish i had hope but i don’t. he left me so it is not as if i had a choice as to whether or not i can walk away, but i feel that’s cause spirit knows if left up to me i won’t. i feel depleted of everything in me and some days i can’t even get out of bed. i know i have to let go to have a new beginning in my life and this is what spirit wants for me but it’s hard when the heart won’t let up. i will keep trying though. thank you eso for your wonderful messages and the time out of your day to help guide us randoms with your natural abilities and talent.
That ain’t love. It’s a lot of things, but none of them are love. Your heart doesn’t want those things either.
@@hollydaugherty2620 thank you for your reply, honestly you’re right. i have love for him, or maybe the potential of what he could be, but it’s really clear he doesn’t have love for me after all these years of lies and cruelty. 💔 painful reality.
The moment you opened the candles and mini card resonated me 100%. There, I took myself to the universe, manifested my spirit guide and asked him for the clarity. First, pile 3 and 2 were what I had chosen. Omg! Suddenly, the white light came into my energy line and he gave me pile 1 card into my hands with a big smile. There, the answers who is this pile 1 for cleared all the doubts. I claim everything in pile 1 100% resonates me. Thank you very much. ❤❤❤
I have good taste AND am blessed to receive the best, highest vibe messages from my angels and guides.
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It's always so hard choosing piles😭 you're the only reader I have this problem with lol your 3rd eye must also be your eye for aesthetic because it is POWERFUL💯😂
Pile 2 - honestly really needed to hear this call out, and it was spot on 🥹 made me tear up. Thank you for such a beautiful reading, your words always sink into my soul.
Pile 3: currently @ 2:20:18. "This reading isn't making any sense" GIRL my life isn't making any sense i see why you're confused😂😂😭
"the fact that this perspective is more loving and peaceful..or i hope it is" "you have a higher evolved perspective...but maybe that comes across douchey" i have this conversation with myself every day. I feel like i have good intentions/loving perspective...but also if i say that then i feel egotistical. questioning myself 24/7 like am i good or am i convincing myself im good? Or if i act confident in public as a woman in 2023 then am i an egotistical b*tch? 😂
Anyone else in pile 3 feeling this?
I have now finished pile 3 (i did actually pick multiple piles but i chose to watch 3 first 😉) thank you eso ❤️ this was definitely helpful
I chose pile 3 and you described my Gemini moon and Virgo rising so well. It resonated so much. Also you’re super funny 😊❤
Pile 3- You are the second person who has said being an empath may not mean you are a good person. I had not really thought about it that way, but I can see it.
Tarot readers are the best therapists ❤ You deserve a trophy and all the love care support in this world 🏆💕
Pile 2. Despair piling up recently. Considering the already appeared results, I didn't dare to take even a single day off from work. I can tell my mental steadiness is collapsing, exhausted to the point that I can cry for no reason while walking on street roads. But my brain keeps evaluating career achievements over my personal health, squeezing air out of my lungs. Thank you so much for your reading. I think it's really the time to adjust my breathes.