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  • Опубликовано: 23 ноя 2024

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  • @benproudfoot1409
    @benproudfoot1409 3 года назад +7147

    Hey, everybody. I’m Ben, the filmmaker and creator of the ALMOST FAMOUS series. Happy to answer any questions!

    • @marvinrichards8633
      @marvinrichards8633 3 года назад +113

      Did y’all reach out to the current edition of the BEP for a comment or perspective? It definitely would have been interesting given Will.i.am’s latest comments.

    • @benproudfoot1409
      @benproudfoot1409 3 года назад +188

      @@marvinrichards8633 We did reach out to will.i.am’s team before publication but did not get a comment back in time.

    • @reggeesexpressions
      @reggeesexpressions 3 года назад +50

      Did you ever think this piece would blow up as it did?

    • @benproudfoot1409
      @benproudfoot1409 3 года назад +174

      @@reggeesexpressions No! I actually wasn’t sure it was a good idea and Executive Producer Abby Davis urged me to call Kim because she so believed in the story.

    • @reggeesexpressions
      @reggeesexpressions 3 года назад +34

      And how about the resurgence! Completely washing her start off their legacy is crazy. You did say he didn’t reach out in time, did you get what he said in response to this off the record

  • @solidkingcobra
    @solidkingcobra 5 лет назад +5233

    she stayed true to herself and not bitter about it.
    class.

    • @camilogomezkeep2324
      @camilogomezkeep2324 5 лет назад +16

      WOW this comment is so powerful. Did not realized that when trying to be honest in this world can get you bitter.

    • @bnwo
      @bnwo 5 лет назад +10

      lol so why is she crying about it?

    • @camilogomezkeep2324
      @camilogomezkeep2324 5 лет назад +34

      @@bnwo Well, maybe 'cause in life some choises are tough to make and she would have wanted to stay true herself and be succesful.

    • @BlacklightB
      @BlacklightB 5 лет назад +4

      @@bnwo because she's "true to herself" but broke.
      Being TRUE doesn't put food on the table. Why'd you think she made this sappy short documentary anyway. Its her own way of selling out. Gotta make noise to make money

    • @camilogomezkeep2324
      @camilogomezkeep2324 5 лет назад +16

      @@BlacklightB Your point of view makes no sense at all. Actually shows how small minded you are. MAYBE there's a deeper problem with you.

  • @bangbeshyko
    @bangbeshyko 5 лет назад +26661

    She didn’t say anything bitter about anyone and that’s wonderful.

    • @cartoonexpert8764
      @cartoonexpert8764 5 лет назад +361

      @Caleb Huskey cause some people do that. That's why.

    • @user-vq7yi5oo5d
      @user-vq7yi5oo5d 5 лет назад +95

      such a beautiful soul she lowkey reminds me of my mommy ❣

    • @cartoonexpert8764
      @cartoonexpert8764 5 лет назад +180

      @Caleb Huskey I get that. But some people would see what they could've had an just get angry and think it shoulda been them. It happens all the time. Glad she found her happiness and was secure and content in her decision.

    • @brooke.t.g.r5646
      @brooke.t.g.r5646 5 лет назад +72

      bang g it’s sad because so many black women are automatically seen as “bitter”.
      Edit: I am a brown skinned black woman. I have faced what I stated in my comment. I reworded what I said because some people don’t know how to use quotation marks. If you wanna know what I said it was “it’s sad because so many black women are automatically ‘bitter’.” Some of y’all really gettin trigger because you see “black women are ‘bitter’” without even reading what it said in its entirety. This is one of the reasons why people see us the way we do. Some people are so quick to jump the gun and label someone “ism, ist, phobic” without even knowing what they’re saying. Although it’s ignorant to judge a whole race of people off of two people who cannot read, it doesn’t help.

    • @bangbeshyko
      @bangbeshyko 5 лет назад +56

      brooke.t.g.r she was very classy and i can’t help but comment about it bec we
      do need more humans like her who has nothing mean to say.

  • @clrbrk9108
    @clrbrk9108 4 года назад +3831

    "Where's your voice? Where are you?"
    We need more people like this in the world.

    • @merncat75
      @merncat75 4 года назад +4

      Seriously

    • @mitylene_bailey
      @mitylene_bailey 4 года назад +1

      But she was like you know like, i didn't eat like...who are you, like the whole time like you know? So like...nice story though it was like...magnetic like...yeah

    • @newsviewstoday5689
      @newsviewstoday5689 4 года назад +11

      She's awesome I think some of the others sold out & are putting out what the record company wants to telegraph not the band members.

    • @mariacastro2222
      @mariacastro2222 4 года назад +1

      I agree! This is what drew me in.

    • @Jasmine-mc4ru
      @Jasmine-mc4ru 4 года назад +1

      Cory E she’s amazing.

  • @NeonRadarMusic
    @NeonRadarMusic 3 года назад +1681

    I love how she was so honest about the sick practices of the music business, without EVER disrespecting her former bandmates. In fact, she made me respect them more. They worked hard to escape poverty and found what made them happy, and she found what made her happy too. Amazing video.

    • @davidjones8043
      @davidjones8043 3 года назад +7

      Respect them more hahhaa what a JOKE!!!!

    • @GeneralBuckNaked
      @GeneralBuckNaked 3 года назад

      *Eyed*

    • @yevgeniyaleshchenko849
      @yevgeniyaleshchenko849 3 года назад +19

      @@davidjones8043 ??? Are you stoned or what? The only joke here is your ridiculous rude meaningless comment

    • @johnmercado6436
      @johnmercado6436 2 года назад +6

      @@davidjones8043 joke? You mean your life?

    • @butterflymoon6368
      @butterflymoon6368 2 года назад +2

      @@davidjones8043 why? you don't like them?

  • @ridzzy6969
    @ridzzy6969 4 года назад +3680

    "Because we know about being that female in that construct"
    So much respect for this lady, nothing negative and no trace of any bitterness

    • @angelinapatt5589
      @angelinapatt5589 4 года назад +47

      Eventhough Fergie did exactly what Kim didnt wanna do... Its so sad women dont get the same respect for the same work.

    • @blountjuice4932
      @blountjuice4932 4 года назад +10

      Ramesh B check me out! I’m a black violinist 😊

    • @marcep1078
      @marcep1078 4 года назад +15

      @@blountjuice4932 I'll check you out. I don't come across black women violinist real often. I'm all about supporting my people.

    • @Calizen
      @Calizen 4 года назад +9

      Sabrina Capaul And men also don’t get the same respect for the same work. But I feel that Fergie was definitely pushing herself out there and it was worth it at the end she made the band so much better she even got to do her own music and people are still listening to her songs if that’s not respect idk what is.

    • @aaronburratwood.6957
      @aaronburratwood.6957 4 года назад +1

      d
      I didn’t get that at all from this piece.

  • @larrydav1d
    @larrydav1d 4 года назад +5141

    “Where’s your voice? Where are you?”
    I felt that.

  • @airoldithibault5112
    @airoldithibault5112 4 года назад +2638

    the level of peacefulness that she's at is incredible

    • @deadpres9534
      @deadpres9534 4 года назад +8

      She's peace.

    • @isaacc3307
      @isaacc3307 4 года назад +5

      😂😂 that's called denial. Hence the documentary.

    • @nyctophobia787
      @nyctophobia787 4 года назад +15

      @@isaacc3307 you are in denial dear, maybe stop your bitternes would lead you to recognize some real peace. Bye.

    • @Zanthorr
      @Zanthorr 4 года назад +6

      @@nyctophobia787 Amen. Peace comes from acceptance, not denial.

    • @isaacc3307
      @isaacc3307 4 года назад +2

      @@nyctophobia787 you are naive dear. That's how you end up in the same position as her.

  • @bubontherun
    @bubontherun 3 года назад +320

    This woman is nothing but class- she walked away with no regrets and despite not making the money- she wasn’t negative- this is a woman that deserves the world!!!

    • @butterflymoon6368
      @butterflymoon6368 2 года назад +1

      i wish she was honest and negative actually

    • @thepunisher2988
      @thepunisher2988 Год назад +3

      @@butterflymoon6368 If she was honest, they would have only twisted her words with clever editing to generate controversy for ratings, so we wouldn't have gotten her honest side anyway.
      Besides, why should she be honest with the world that does not even value honesty?

    • @tonyamell23
      @tonyamell23 Год назад +2

      @@thepunisher2988 but she should have nothing negative to say about the band because they did nothing wrong, she quit, that was her decision 🤷🏾‍♀️!

    • @edelgyn2699
      @edelgyn2699 7 месяцев назад

      This deserves to be the highest ranked comment.

  • @princessbc9791
    @princessbc9791 4 года назад +12612

    She is really likeable...made her point without dragging anyone down.

    • @MichaelErnest666
      @MichaelErnest666 4 года назад +32

      That Part!!

    • @MichaelErnest666
      @MichaelErnest666 4 года назад +11

      @@thebushdoctorjuicebar7131 she's awesomeness 😊

    • @ml.9746
      @ml.9746 4 года назад +14

      Besides the first 30 seconds when she accused the other 3 black guys of getting rid of her because she was black and Fergie is white this girl failed because of herself

    • @dananshen2423
      @dananshen2423 4 года назад +363

      @@ml.9746 You unfortunately did not understand a thing

    • @MichaelErnest666
      @MichaelErnest666 4 года назад +46

      @@ml.9746 Sad @$$ Human You Are!!! 😥

  • @aidashahirasuhadi9809
    @aidashahirasuhadi9809 4 года назад +3996

    she really is a woman ahead of her time. she sticks to her voice and her integrity is astounding.

    • @TheRealRazhel
      @TheRealRazhel 4 года назад +15

      Ahead of her time? People have been doing that since forever.

    • @IagainstI.
      @IagainstI. 4 года назад +13

      @@TheRealRazhel and what have you done again? Stop being a hater

    • @bachelorofstuff
      @bachelorofstuff 4 года назад +12

      @@IagainstI. What they meant is that integrity wasn't invented in the 90s, dummy. The fact that this lady is having a moment right now thanks to the NYT is symptomatic of the times we live in, as there is a demand for stories like hers. There's nothing 'ahead of the times' about it - that's just a stupid choice of words by the original poster for whom English may not even be their first language.

    • @IagainstI.
      @IagainstI. 4 года назад +6

      @@bachelorofstuff lucatme "that's just a stupid choice of words by the original poster for whom English may not even be their first language"? Really??? What an immensely asinine thing to say. Nothing the original poster said was grammatical incorrect, everything made sense. Just because you don't agree with their opinion, don't presume to know what someone's primary language is, and stop being so angry about what most would consider a positive comment

    • @bachelorofstuff
      @bachelorofstuff 4 года назад +8

      @@IagainstI. you're not really adding much to the conversation beyond excessive amounts of rage, but I'm sorry I called you a dummy - you seem unnecessarily aggravated. As I said, this lovely lady is not a trailblazer by any means - she's just a decent person who deserves to be in the spotlight for this minute and I'm glad I got to hear her story conveyed so beautifully in this short video. I like your username btw, it's a cool song. take care.

  • @jamesclifton4275
    @jamesclifton4275 5 лет назад +27103

    I honestly didn’t plan on watching this whole thing, but she is magnetic. This was beautiful.

    • @Seekyourtruth777
      @Seekyourtruth777 5 лет назад +149

      Agree same what a class act

    • @rackt09
      @rackt09 5 лет назад +222

      Omg I was thinking the same exact thing! But she's just so magnetic and just such great way of speaking that I just wanted to keep listening. Really loved her story.

    • @zerocal76
      @zerocal76 5 лет назад +141

      I was ready to close the video any second! But she was being so honest and genuine, it makes you want to hear her story.

    • @bgimusic
      @bgimusic 5 лет назад +8

      James Clifton forreal!

    • @moebius8670
      @moebius8670 5 лет назад +78

      I watched because there were no newspeople narrating over her testimony. Finally

  • @bobgray6498
    @bobgray6498 3 года назад +681

    Really classy. I loved that she didn't talk negatively about Fergie or her time in the band. It seemed they shared something so special

    • @foreignheart2222
      @foreignheart2222 3 года назад +26

      Kim's soul is beautiful. I get emotional every time I watch this documentary. I want to be like her.

    • @yevgeniyaleshchenko849
      @yevgeniyaleshchenko849 3 года назад +10

      Absolutely! So mature, so classy indeed.

    • @butterflymoon6368
      @butterflymoon6368 2 года назад +10

      she should have spoken negatively if it was negative. it's not wonderful at all. we should praise women for speaking out, not encourage women to keep quiet. i hate these comments!

    • @ashtonv1730
      @ashtonv1730 Год назад +1

      @butterflymoon6368 thank you for that perspective. I fall into the "be polite , meek and mild" area and I'm actively trying to speak up when things matter.

    • @tonyamell23
      @tonyamell23 Год назад +5

      @@butterflymoon6368 But she should have nothing negative to say about Fergie because she quit!! It’s not like she was just replaced!!

  • @allykholodov
    @allykholodov 4 года назад +4494

    this woman is the embodiment of the saying "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

    • @gutimar0328
      @gutimar0328 4 года назад +11

      True, love it.

    • @resanbruhhhh
      @resanbruhhhh 4 года назад

      She not white fergue is latina

    • @marcounder
      @marcounder 4 года назад +9

      Thats what you see here. Probably in reality, she cries everyday.

    • @CutieRingoJoy
      @CutieRingoJoy 4 года назад +1

      And I love it

    • @CutieRingoJoy
      @CutieRingoJoy 4 года назад +4

      Like how I love my high school and it’s been 5 years since I graduated, I should follow this rule of ,don’t cry because it’s over, but smile because it happened

  • @yuhsehd3760
    @yuhsehd3760 4 года назад +4007

    I wasn't going to watch the whole thing. I just wanted to hear her voice and her name then watch something else... but her personality got me watching the whole video.
    She has a charm, seems authentic.

  • @bennetdiaz5186
    @bennetdiaz5186 4 года назад +3170

    Her soul is still intact. She didnt want to compromise her integrity and stood her ground. Shes has a home, a great kid and she is happy. What else do you need.

    • @gsfbffxpdhhdf7043
      @gsfbffxpdhhdf7043 4 года назад +33

      Bennet Diaz millions

    • @100-wattwarlock9
      @100-wattwarlock9 4 года назад +25

      But like the rest of the group said, "she didn't have to move back to east LA if this didn't work out"

    •  4 года назад +6

      shes poor

    • @merritrini9342
      @merritrini9342 4 года назад

      Estoy de acuerdo , esa dama consiguió su bighomme y su pelao bien fanny

    • @garydavidh9511
      @garydavidh9511 4 года назад +15

      You think anyone in that group cares about their integrity as they count the money? If you want to be famous, you have no soul to begin with

  • @RebuttalRecords
    @RebuttalRecords 3 года назад +202

    I have a HUGE amount of respect for this woman; she refused to cave to the sleazy desires of the record execs and she remained true to her art form.

  • @felixantoniosanchezborrero3013
    @felixantoniosanchezborrero3013 5 лет назад +9082

    Great short documentary. She didnt talk bad about the group nor bad about Fergie. She was professional in every aspect.

    • @kennethesaupoint1828
      @kennethesaupoint1828 4 года назад +152

      AMEN.
      VERY CLASSY

    • @busterthe2
      @busterthe2 4 года назад +53

      After the camera went of she broke down and cussed out the entire group

    • @goldenageofdinosaurs7192
      @goldenageofdinosaurs7192 4 года назад +146

      Felix Antonio Sanchez Borrero I remember seeing them around ‘98 or ‘99. They were on the Vans Warped Tour & were with Everclear & a couple other bands.
      I had a backstage pass & when they were on stage I was mesmerized by her. She shined, she really did. As they were coming off stage & headed towards the back, she looked at me & gave me that great smile she has & I remember thinking ‘That girl’s one in a million.’
      I’d talked about seeing them without Fergie, but no one I talked to ever remembered them like that, so I thought maybe she was just a contract player or something. It’s good to get an answer to a question I had wondered about for some 20 years.

    • @tokoniadeyeye3225
      @tokoniadeyeye3225 4 года назад +11

      @@busterthe2 how do you know?

    • @ΑθηνάΚωνσταντινίδου
      @ΑθηνάΚωνσταντινίδου 4 года назад +13

      Real musicians are like that

  • @SuperWarriorPoet
    @SuperWarriorPoet 5 лет назад +17170

    Moral of the story: success has a different meaning to each and everyone of us. She found hers, find yours.

    • @MF-LXRD
      @MF-LXRD 5 лет назад +35

      But she's not even successful though.

    • @kevinf27
      @kevinf27 5 лет назад +597

      ​@@MF-LXRD It was just said that the meaning of success is subjective.

    • @MF-LXRD
      @MF-LXRD 5 лет назад +11

      @Randall 45 okay boomer.

    • @joneslego3645
      @joneslego3645 5 лет назад +162

      @@MF-LXRD bruh

    • @adamsharkey9579
      @adamsharkey9579 5 лет назад +350

      @@MF-LXRD no, YOU, don't feel successful. You're projecting. Clean your room. Get a job.

  • @ThrifterPicker
    @ThrifterPicker 5 лет назад +9327

    I really like her. You can tell she’s 100 percent authentic.

    • @zakkapradana7180
      @zakkapradana7180 5 лет назад +53

      And could probably nails the national anthem

    • @brianmada9834
      @brianmada9834 5 лет назад +9

      Lol exactly what i said 1 minute into the video

    • @jrpapi5
      @jrpapi5 5 лет назад +2

      mascottie true!

    • @jrpapi5
      @jrpapi5 5 лет назад +15

      Alek ok troll lmfao if you knew better you'd do better! She isnt fake by any means especially seeing as how i personally know her

    • @jazzanderson5916
      @jazzanderson5916 5 лет назад +1

      I was just saying that to myself.lol

  • @lifeiscool60000
    @lifeiscool60000 3 года назад +983

    The best part of the story. She fought for her voice. She said no to the big wigs. And she stood up for what she thinks broach her identity. Flesh does not sell. Creativity is. It's great to know people like Kim is still existent. What matters is not how famous you are, its the principle you stand for.

    • @fabiofonseca4560
      @fabiofonseca4560 3 года назад +5

      is it worth tho

    • @Girl95szia
      @Girl95szia 3 года назад +9

      it is privildge when you know you have the support to fall back on when you say no to that pressure. Lot of people can't say no if they wan't to float.

    • @joaopauloduartedasilva4101
      @joaopauloduartedasilva4101 3 года назад +24

      I think it's worthy. The career the Black Eyed Peas had after her was very successful but also very sexual, very commercial, far different from the underground utopia she originally intended.
      Had she stayed in the band, she would end up hurting herself or holding the band back. It's a no win proposition.

    • @harry5472
      @harry5472 3 года назад +10

      I agree, though the band should have stood up for her and said "that's not what we're about". She shouldn't have been forced to quit for being sexualised.

    • @queen_minnieme8321
      @queen_minnieme8321 3 года назад +1

      @@fabiofonseca4560 hmmm this speaks more about you than her….

  • @watashiwanoodle4103
    @watashiwanoodle4103 5 лет назад +2657

    I love the close up shot. It’s like she’s actually talking to the audience and not someone behind the camera

  • @ruzzelladrian907
    @ruzzelladrian907 5 лет назад +7893

    I like her. She's not bitter. She made choices. She feels happy for everyone including herself. That's really good. The only issue were the producers sexualizing her with the men, which she considers as siblings, that crossed the line of course.

    • @CrudeConduct666
      @CrudeConduct666 5 лет назад +22

      Sounds bitter to me

    • @debbiemarie7771
      @debbiemarie7771 5 лет назад +405

      @@CrudeConduct666 How so? She literally said she was happy for them and was explained why she made her decision.

    • @valkline6060
      @valkline6060 5 лет назад +369

      She was not bitter. She has a lot of class. She didn't sell out to the executive pukes!

    • @zz-jones
      @zz-jones 5 лет назад +247

      @@CrudeConduct666 even if she was bitter, which I didn't see a shred of in this vid, i'd say it's valid

    • @julian9231
      @julian9231 5 лет назад +158

      FunWithFirearms explaining what happened is not the same as being bitter

  • @Barbar-barbaro
    @Barbar-barbaro 4 года назад +2091

    Her mentality at the time was far ahead of everyone else’s

    • @blountjuice4932
      @blountjuice4932 4 года назад

      Starkey Whitman check me out! Ima violinist

    • @cacaktuaaa5695
      @cacaktuaaa5695 4 года назад +3

      no.. her actions were more ahead than nowadays.. but not really. Singers and actresses today still go through a lot of social pressure because of how they dress and act, ex: fifth harmony, little mix, billie eilish, miley cyrus... the list goes on and on...I'm sure a lot of women thought the same way as her, but they didn't take action, or fighted in the shadows like Kim Hill..

    • @ishthefish9006
      @ishthefish9006 4 года назад

      @@cacaktuaaa5695 joan jett and big mama in the 50s were very influential

    • @ishthefish9006
      @ishthefish9006 4 года назад

      @@cacaktuaaa5695 thry opened the way for those ladies to act less like females and more like there counterpart stereotypically speaking

    • @dawb86
      @dawb86 3 года назад +2

      @Eric Parras Granted, I think she's a little older than the fellas in the group were but yes, she definitely chose to live in her truth. I just wish she would've put out more material as a solo artist and maybe even had Will produce her, always loved her voice.

  • @JustYourAverageGirl2002
    @JustYourAverageGirl2002 3 года назад +73

    Mad props to this woman. She picked a different path to save her mental health and peace of mind. She seems like a such a genuinely good human. I wish her all the happiness in life.

  • @stupidfrog
    @stupidfrog 4 года назад +3432

    This woman has to be one of the most respectable people I have ever heard of.

    • @scarletdamsel3139
      @scarletdamsel3139 4 года назад +5

      well with all do respect do more research because there are plenty of women out there like herself noooo offense lolz

    • @stupidfrog
      @stupidfrog 4 года назад +65

      @@scarletdamsel3139 This woman has to be ****one**** of the most respectable people I have ever heard of.

    • @evanmedi6144
      @evanmedi6144 4 года назад +9

      @@stupidfrog only if whamen could listen

    • @craiggallagher7292
      @craiggallagher7292 4 года назад

      Amen to that

    • @cassied9327
      @cassied9327 4 года назад +4

      Cornflack
      I can see the point that Sweetcherries was trying to get at but I ultimately agree that your comment was interpreted/read incorrectly.
      The thing that stood out to me about your comment was that you said “this woman is one of the most respectable PEOPLE I have ever heard of”
      You didn’t just say one of the most respectable women, you said people. That’s the point right there and you got it 100%

  • @krzy9010
    @krzy9010 5 лет назад +2015

    It’s so weird how different the band was when she was in it. Nothing but respect for this queen

    • @justicelyric
      @justicelyric 4 года назад +48

      E.E.Rey but what’s really crazy is i didn’t see Fergie grind on Will like they asked her 🤔

    • @NoOneHere2Day
      @NoOneHere2Day 4 года назад +18

      @@justicelyric Maybe they asked her too but she stood her ground and didn't quit.

    • @liv1522
      @liv1522 4 года назад +17

      @@NoOneHere2Day I'm sure she stood her ground too, but was probably told to for so long and possibly threatened to be put out if not. Judging by the video and how much she seemed to want to be a musician.

    • @NoOneHere2Day
      @NoOneHere2Day 4 года назад +1

      @@liv1522 She didnt say that. How would you know?

    • @fredster454
      @fredster454 4 года назад +1

      It was well known hollywood is depraved like that since the at least the sixties. If she wasnt like that she wouldnt have tried in the first place.

  • @joshmcnz8205
    @joshmcnz8205 5 лет назад +1764

    I like that she’s not salty and super level headed

    • @Prince-cp2tt
      @Prince-cp2tt 4 года назад +7

      Nah i saw some salty, she cant hide it all

    • @tdezzydean
      @tdezzydean 4 года назад +20

      Prince who wouldn’t be a little bit salty. I’m sure she would have loved to be famous but she wasn’t going to Change her morality for the music industry

    • @Scalvoo
      @Scalvoo 4 года назад +3

      Ferry Gunadi Who says they wouldn’t be as famous as today??

    • @Leopard0di
      @Leopard0di 4 года назад +1

      she probably told herself this after all the regrets of leaving black eye peas earlier than it blew up. the feminism thing is a recent thing, she riding on that bandwagon and getting some fame. if she could live with it, she would have left it as it is.

    • @j_citikitty
      @j_citikitty 4 года назад

      She wants to paint herself as the purest of purists why would u think she would let you believe anything was wrong wit her ...moral of the story she took a L & was definitely not irreplaceable

  • @blessbythelord23
    @blessbythelord23 3 года назад +213

    This was a great series. Self-love is everything, she walked away with no regrets, no disrespect, no past embarrassments, just love and respect for her once upon a time band member. She has her happiness and in the end, that's all that really matters.

  • @shawnsalvetti1793
    @shawnsalvetti1793 3 года назад +3392

    She didn't feel comfortable with something, she stepped away from it and didn't hold anyone back and still was ok with herself. HERSELF. That is strength.

    • @ulquiorra2520
      @ulquiorra2520 3 года назад +1

      @@snausagesmcgee3963 it’s true. She probably had like 13 sausages back to back, and then she said. Yeah they ain’t gonna make it. And then she quit.
      Tell after they became famous

    • @kaylahearty649
      @kaylahearty649 3 года назад +17

      @@ulquiorra2520 Weirdo wtf are you talkin about…

    • @MT-il5tk
      @MT-il5tk 3 года назад +2

      @@ulquiorra2520 How would you know?!? She made it further in life then you ever have and besides what do you know about staying true to yourself and not wavering from that??

    • @ulquiorra2520
      @ulquiorra2520 3 года назад

      @@MT-il5tk homie. She had those sausages and then got tired of show business. 😂

    • @tikogto3866
      @tikogto3866 3 года назад +5

      @@ulquiorra2520 'She had those sausages and then got tired of show business', then you took over? 😂 Stop hating.

  • @ESPDaniella
    @ESPDaniella 4 года назад +2868

    I've never seen a documentary directed/filmed like this. It's mesmerizing. And her charisma, her expressive eyes and the purple lipstick are what made me stick around till the very end of the video.

    • @thatainthay
      @thatainthay 4 года назад +36

      @gypsy lab Her honesty is wonderful, but to be fair I don't think the lipstick comment was shallow or anything, it is just noting a characteristic in her style and the small choices she makes that add to her great personality.

    • @Mont3000
      @Mont3000 4 года назад +3

      @@thatainthay yep

    • @shakitashontajones
      @shakitashontajones 4 года назад

      Me to.

    • @Ezinma88
      @Ezinma88 4 года назад +5

      @gypsy lab I think she's talking about the cinematography and great it made everything look. Even something ordinarily unnoticeable - like an interviewee's eyes and makeup. I certainly noticed those things and appreciated the style, lighting and attention to detail. Her openness is necessary. But, I really appreciated the craft that went into this doc. And, also, the relationship-building that allowed her to be so open. Great doc.

    • @osirisofthesouth2853
      @osirisofthesouth2853 4 года назад +1

      You must be 13 wtf

  • @CuriousEarthlings
    @CuriousEarthlings 4 года назад +4027

    Can we all just stop and appreciate the editing and interview style of this

  • @leticiacampos1044
    @leticiacampos1044 3 года назад +352

    I never knew of her, but she has my immediate respect for not selling her soul. 🖤

    • @momoni368
      @momoni368 3 года назад +10

      Indeed I'm on shock watching this video they don't even mention her at all

  • @dzevada1992
    @dzevada1992 4 года назад +1745

    Give this man a raise who directed this, it was amazing and I didn’t plan on watching the whole thing but I did

  • @eaqua56
    @eaqua56 4 года назад +2848

    She seems happy, healthy, with shelter and family. That's wealth to me.

  • @BMarie774
    @BMarie774 4 года назад +3080

    This woman doesn’t need fame and fortune. She values herself so endlessly that she’s worth...infinity + 1.

    • @corregidorparkvillage2
      @corregidorparkvillage2 4 года назад +5

      That’s easy for you to say she just taking the hide road

    • @channi183
      @channi183 4 года назад +12

      corregidor park village and what have you accomplished in your worthless life?

    • @BMarie774
      @BMarie774 4 года назад +7

      corregidor park village Hide road? Lol. #BoneAppleTea. And it is easy for me to say, because the truth is easy to say.

    • @lonasmith5572
      @lonasmith5572 4 года назад

      Omg yeeeees

    • @deathb4bondage558
      @deathb4bondage558 4 года назад +1

      so tell me why she made a video titled "i was in the black eyed peas, then i quit?"

  • @andresienes9424
    @andresienes9424 2 года назад +110

    I Never get tired of re-watching this mini-doc of her. So genuine.

  • @sundaayz
    @sundaayz 4 года назад +3684

    This was done so beautiful ... can we acknowledge that she didn't blame anyone BUT the era ??? Massive shout out

    • @saleishamimi8051
      @saleishamimi8051 4 года назад +36

      True,
      sadly it's still the same.

    • @hugoking9778
      @hugoking9778 4 года назад +4

      Still blamed something though

    • @COSANSAL
      @COSANSAL 4 года назад +20

      She did blame Management

    • @rondaallen7211
      @rondaallen7211 4 года назад +18

      well...she did blame administration and management.

    • @vipakat3498
      @vipakat3498 4 года назад +53

      @@hugoking9778 because there's a cause for everything

  • @cmpunko2316
    @cmpunko2316 5 лет назад +3708

    She’s a really good story teller. She has a very nice and calm voice.

    • @p.r.9982
      @p.r.9982 5 лет назад +50

      I think it's the songwriter in her, she can tell a story.

    • @sweettoothmarie7304
      @sweettoothmarie7304 5 лет назад +7

      So true....

    • @Grimpmann
      @Grimpmann 4 года назад

      Really? I almost fell asleep she was so boring.

    • @pcgamex912
      @pcgamex912 4 года назад +1

      and maybe she's a singer

    • @friendlybear3850
      @friendlybear3850 2 года назад +3

      @@Grimpmann and yet you continued to watch it?, and click this video? so who's stupid here?

  • @myosotismalva
    @myosotismalva 5 лет назад +2404

    "Where is your Voice? "
    She kept her mother's words
    That's powerful

    • @sunnylilme
      @sunnylilme 5 лет назад +43

      I thought the same thing when she said that..powerful. I really like her..a lot.

    • @imsofly712
      @imsofly712 5 лет назад +30

      Real self respect has no price. Respect to her for staying true to herself.

    • @bnwo
      @bnwo 5 лет назад +7

      And her mother is why she's broke and talking about missed opportunity.

    • @kiakaha110
      @kiakaha110 5 лет назад +28

      N.W.A. She’s only talking about her experience. Self respect over a pay check is something a lot of this generation has lacked being taught.

    • @merncat75
      @merncat75 4 года назад +5

      @@bnwo you obviously missed the entire point. She's not bitter, why are you? She and her son can be proud of her for putting morals above money. Money and fame can't make everyone happy.. some people have self respect which is worth way more than any amount.

  • @joelabsalom968
    @joelabsalom968 3 года назад +244

    It’s so beautiful to see how Kim hasn’t become bitter/jealous/angry about what happened. She seems like such an awesome woman and glad to see she seems like she’s doing well!

    • @JeromeProductions
      @JeromeProductions 3 года назад +25

      It would only be human if she felt some jelousy or regret but her happiness and originality would overpower those emotions at the end of the day.

    • @yevgeniyaleshchenko849
      @yevgeniyaleshchenko849 3 года назад +5

      @@JeromeProductions Right.

  • @adamtadros1472
    @adamtadros1472 3 года назад +2992

    How on earth did she tell this whole story with not an ounce of resentment or bitterness? What an amazing person!

    • @samiulhuda4001
      @samiulhuda4001 3 года назад +35

      coz she knows the band wouldnt have hit the heights it did if she was still in it.

    • @zah936
      @zah936 3 года назад +34

      She has the right to be bitter and resentful though.

    • @proudbeanerii3810
      @proudbeanerii3810 3 года назад +20

      @@zah936 Yeah but again she knew for the better of the group she had to leave

    • @adamtadros1472
      @adamtadros1472 3 года назад +133

      @@samiulhuda4001 I'm pretty sure the point of this video was that while she could've been the one to be a superstar with them, she valued her image over that possibility and didn't want to objectify herself... maybe watch the video one more time?

    • @heric_
      @heric_ 3 года назад +5

      Probably she's very good at acting.

  • @jeithrowagwag7129
    @jeithrowagwag7129 4 года назад +896

    I felt goosebumps in my spine when she said "I have my happy" at the end and then a clip of her and her son laughing. She won at life

    • @noidea3313
      @noidea3313 4 года назад +1

      Jeithro Wagwag 💜💜

    • @benzelfranklin
      @benzelfranklin 4 года назад +13

      Simple. After all the money, strangers, and supposed friends, big artists wish for simple again.

    • @mandielou
      @mandielou 4 года назад +9

      She really didn't win until she gets to watch her son "get his happy"... As a mother myself this is how I see Life. My life means next to nothing if my children are suffering and aren't happy. As mother's this is our most important role in life, making sure our children grow up happy, successful and healthy.
      She is an amazing woman 😍 the Black eyed peas lost a piece of their hearts, that they'll never get back when they lost her. 😢

    • @JojoJojo-bd6dz
      @JojoJojo-bd6dz 4 года назад +11

      @@mandielou OK calm down

  • @Fashiongirl95
    @Fashiongirl95 4 года назад +2743

    I am glad she stayed true to herself and did not sexualize herself for the industry and for the money.

    • @cameron_fairchild
      @cameron_fairchild 4 года назад +17

      I agree. I'm glad too, since Fergie is waaay hotter! Lady lumps in full effect!Fergie shimmy dance and booty shake on fleek!

    • @Dudettesluv
      @Dudettesluv 4 года назад +108

      john galt dough _capitalism is good! how sad of a response you made there

    • @DP-dc2vv
      @DP-dc2vv 4 года назад +5

      lol "I didn't want to be wildly successful" like, sorry, that's the biz, LOTS of people can sing...entertainment/attractiveness + talent is the draw

    • @WecanWinJesse
      @WecanWinJesse 4 года назад +52

      @@cameron_fairchild You look wise on your pic until i read your comment. It killed it completely.
      A fool is accounted wise until he opens his mouth..

    • @user-pt1qf6qf5c
      @user-pt1qf6qf5c 4 года назад +1

      john galt dough _capitalism is good! If that’s you on your picture then you’re just a worthless old fool. You grew older but brains stayed useless and miserable

  • @drewdrummr
    @drewdrummr 2 года назад +84

    Love what she said about Fergie - a mutual understanding of being female in the industry. No judgement for anyone's choices, just an understanding.

  • @slavichwalker9856
    @slavichwalker9856 4 года назад +2861

    i was expecting her to blame someone but she only blamed the era of music that this opportunity was in

    • @EverBorna
      @EverBorna 4 года назад +51

      She did, right?
      I was also expecting the same thing.
      It's such a beautiful video.

    • @torinjones3221
      @torinjones3221 4 года назад +6

      And white people. She specifically mentions fergies race which she got incorrect. Fergie is mixed she's White and Hispanic and yes there is a difference between the two.

    • @Saturnlovesringsasmr
      @Saturnlovesringsasmr 4 года назад +120

      @@torinjones3221 you can be a white hispanic

    • @diypictures
      @diypictures 4 года назад +33

      @@torinjones3221 There should be a difference between half black people and black people but society doesn't see it that way so it is what it is. I don't make the rules, society sees you as white....you're white.

    • @CrimsonAlchemist
      @CrimsonAlchemist 4 года назад +7

      She was way too up tight. She thinks she was better. Good thing she quit, she would be dragging them down.

  • @summerwhixh
    @summerwhixh 4 года назад +2236

    This was so authentic that I could feel the disappointment in her voice when she said they were wanting her to objectify herself and that's not what she wanted her music to be

    • @motorolae4961
      @motorolae4961 4 года назад +32

      Summer NT. They tried to do the same to Alicia Keyes. They wanted her to be more like Beyoncé.

    • @monieluvs4125
      @monieluvs4125 4 года назад +14

      My heart hurt 💔 for her because she was authentic with her soul, but to see the trade-off? Well that leaves dents in anyone's mind. But no doubt she did the right thing 💯 mad respect for her!

    • @claucometa
      @claucometa 4 года назад

      See? Not always objectfying a woman is a bad thing.

    • @chiya7
      @chiya7 4 года назад +13

      Truth be heard. So unfortunate that great artists are reduced to cheap tricks and ruined as artists... the people deserve better than greedy executive moves.

    • @Zdub26
      @Zdub26 4 года назад +5

      @Idea Headed You can easily want the money but not the things associated with it. Some people would be willing to commit murder for $100,000 others would never do that no matter the price. I think it's more of a thing concerning values and morals and what you're willing to put a price on.

  • @sarahdell4042
    @sarahdell4042 5 лет назад +2891

    Good for her.
    Not many can stay true to themselves.
    She’s a great narrator.

  • @antonhassan
    @antonhassan 3 года назад +780

    "I never wanted to be objectified". I strongly agree with her.

    • @downundabrotha
      @downundabrotha 3 года назад +4

      I'd do it for the money lol

    • @nathanwhiting5475
      @nathanwhiting5475 3 года назад +17

      Nobody wants to objectify you, Anton.

    • @mirandaflores7795
      @mirandaflores7795 3 года назад +6

      I agree with her too

    • @yevgeniyaleshchenko849
      @yevgeniyaleshchenko849 3 года назад

      Sure....

    • @Arichxc
      @Arichxc 3 года назад +8

      Anton you’re not a woman so your attempt to relate is nice but it’s not the same. How about you challenge your male peers when they do exactly that.

  • @Rolz
    @Rolz 5 лет назад +631

    When she said: "I have my happy". That reached so deep into my soul. We may not have the success we have imagined, but we create our own success & happiness!

  • @veronicajade20
    @veronicajade20 5 лет назад +4834

    She perfectly describes how you can easily end up listening to degrading music when you're young. I think it's formulated that way - degrading lyrics over sick beats that _almost_ make you forget what you're actually hearing.

    • @cici2289
      @cici2289 4 года назад +38

      It’s like the song hey ya by OutKast

    • @lovelydiva06
      @lovelydiva06 4 года назад +38

      Yeah when your young but there’s no excuse once your old enough to understand, when you keep supporting something that degrades you people feel no need to change and stop degrading you

    • @BlackOwnedDollars
      @BlackOwnedDollars 4 года назад +2

      Yeah Chris Rock said that

    • @HoneyBunches100
      @HoneyBunches100 4 года назад +60

      The powerful non-Blk people behind the music industry (yew know who they are) intended for our cultural “life to imitate the dark art” of the music industry. For Blk men to incorporate the hateful, unloving lyrics and extreme disrespect shown to Blk women, within their own lives so that the Blk family foundation would be destroyed, love marriages would become non-existent (only baby mamas and daddies and unorganized broken families) and we as a community would have no legs to stand on. Media mind programming that still occurs today with music and now politics that compels us to feel hate towards others and to only see racism everywhere in society, even when it is not really there. Their techniques are stealth and very hard to detect because they let people who look like us (who actually have their mixed blood) do their bidding . This is the power of media mind programming. Always remain discerning and use your logic, do not believe all information presented to you on the news, simply because it is presented to you. Nefarious aims are kept at play to keep our community weak and divided.

    • @JordannEdwards
      @JordannEdwards 4 года назад +8

      I'm guilty of it, too.

  • @CCRob720
    @CCRob720 4 года назад +1627

    "where's you're voice" "where are you"...those are strong words.

  • @alisachalerychit3179
    @alisachalerychit3179 3 года назад +50

    I never knew her before watching this video but now I have mad respect for her. The brother/sisterhood of the band, the respect she has for the band, and the pressure to be a female in this industry… she’s beautifully articulate. Respect!!!

    • @juancalderon5520
      @juancalderon5520 Год назад +1

      It was suppose to stay unknown, but in making it known it shows how she feels about missing out. Sometimes I just can't keep it inside, and wish the world would have known. She missed out

  • @181075
    @181075 5 лет назад +2262

    Not that many people would chose integrity over money,props to her..

    • @drifter3983
      @drifter3983 5 лет назад +8

      True but i dont think thats how she thought of it more like she didnt want to do it at the time cuz they weren't as famous till they got a girl who didnt care to much bout showing more of her body... i bet if it was the good bucks she would of did it.

    • @schallsj
      @schallsj 5 лет назад +1

      eh give me the money

    • @ecclairmayo4153
      @ecclairmayo4153 5 лет назад +32

      She can look herself in the mirror and hold her head up high. She did the right thing!

    • @wavemaker2077
      @wavemaker2077 5 лет назад +18

      I think Fergie can still look at everyone in the eyes and don't feel guilty at all. Everyone has different values in life. She grew up from a mother who taught her not to oversexualize herself. She also grew up in a time of riots and women were always sexualized. She would act differently if she grew up in this present year (2019).

    • @ascend3654
      @ascend3654 4 года назад +7

      thats how satan is. you will only go so far with integrity. you will come to a crossroads like Robert Johnson.
      they got rid of the burden of this girls morality and the next thing you know they are rubbing shoulders with ...Oprah 😈

  • @workhardforit
    @workhardforit 4 года назад +2315

    This was beautiful. A woman with genuine integrity, that’s what she is.

    • @vossenatv2668
      @vossenatv2668 4 года назад +5

      "No need to front, that's what it is"

    • @cepetty
      @cepetty 4 года назад +1

      Max G real class act!

    • @murtithinker7660
      @murtithinker7660 4 года назад

      Integrity living a lie at 16?

    • @2confrontational
      @2confrontational 4 года назад +1

      @@murtithinker7660 what lie? That she grew up in a strange world? Like we all do... she's here telling her story. There are no lies... this is life.

  • @Noisemansoundinsect
    @Noisemansoundinsect 5 лет назад +6516

    She may not be so famous but she still has integrity, which is better.

    • @patriciakeith576
      @patriciakeith576 5 лет назад +70

      I agree .You have to have respect for yourself to get respect from others.

    • @ecclairmayo4153
      @ecclairmayo4153 5 лет назад +84

      She can look at herself in the mirror and not be ashamed. Her kids can look up to her

    • @rollsroyce2627
      @rollsroyce2627 5 лет назад +6

      Exactly 👍👍

    • @nftluis665
      @nftluis665 5 лет назад +5

      Integrity is my cousin.....
      My cousin is dead

    • @kcsdistrict
      @kcsdistrict 5 лет назад +2

      Respect.

  • @angelicaaah1264
    @angelicaaah1264 3 года назад +318

    This editing was great, edited like a mini documentary & her story telling was magnetic and pulling

  • @Lipedemalady
    @Lipedemalady 4 года назад +1360

    What I love here is that she has no bitterness or animosity whatsoever. She was happy for the group’s success, and respected the direction they wanted and needed to take. I also love that she has no jealousy towards Fergie; just feels a kinship towards her and wishes her well.
    This woman is a class act.

    • @conversationswithgofaone
      @conversationswithgofaone 4 года назад +6

      Absolutely

    • @殺人光線
      @殺人光線 4 года назад +13

      Took the words right out of my mouth! In this climate, media would have loved to release her story and paint a bitter ex member narrative. People would be eating off of this publicity for a while. This woman is truly happy with her life, so there's no need for any negativity on her end. I applaud her

    • @Old-Skull.
      @Old-Skull. 3 года назад +2

      that is integrity ,my hat off

    • @isaking6732
      @isaking6732 3 года назад +2

      The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good (PROVERBS 15:3) AMEN

    • @thekabn
      @thekabn 3 года назад +1

      Bullsh!t.. I hear frustration in her voice when she talks about the" 'Platinum records, the fame and BIG HOUSE".. She was holdin the group back, and she knows it. At least she admits it

  • @TaeTae-cv9xz
    @TaeTae-cv9xz 4 года назад +3317

    She chose herself above all else; literally a queen.

    • @mrrit
      @mrrit 4 года назад +3

      I agree taetae!

    • @ballisticbadger9955
      @ballisticbadger9955 4 года назад +21

      "Queen" - Definition:
      (the female ruler of an independent state, especially
      one who inherits the position by right of birth.)
      So no - _ -'....
      She is not *LITERALLY* a queen, you dimwit - _ -'....

    • @vaarbz6764
      @vaarbz6764 4 года назад +46

      @@ballisticbadger9955 look at a dictionary and stop calling people dimwits. Some dictionaries have added that informally, literally can be used to emphasise something that is not literally true. You dimwit

    • @tan5184
      @tan5184 4 года назад +3

      hope she sees this bro

    • @tan5184
      @tan5184 4 года назад +6

      @@vaarbz6764 He's right doe

  • @thebushdoctorjuicebar7131
    @thebushdoctorjuicebar7131 4 года назад +4747

    I personally know her. She is truly a beautiful person. This documentary was so authentic and well put together. She didn't sell out and stayed true to her standards. She now owns a Small Boutique called Radical Woman (at 384 Tompkins Avenue Brooklyn NY) The store is a reflection of her it's so unique. You can find her on Instagram - @radicalwomenbk @alwayskimhill @nextofkimbeauty
    Kim Hill " Has found her Happy "

    • @nosirrahm
      @nosirrahm 4 года назад +27

      The Bush Doctor Juice Bar - I love that.

    • @bihmthethird
      @bihmthethird 4 года назад +11

      Word.

    • @elleswoope1054
      @elleswoope1054 4 года назад +24

      Right down the street from me!!!

    • @thebushdoctorjuicebar7131
      @thebushdoctorjuicebar7131 4 года назад +21

      @@elleswoope1054 yes she is part of TAMA Tompkins Avenue Merchant Association. Make sure to visit 😁

    • @ElizabethT45
      @ElizabethT45 4 года назад +48

      Knowing this about Ms. Hill, I feel like the grind of actually being in the band would have ground her down and made her very unhappy. Only being home for maybe a month out of the year altogether, the constant interviews, the paparazzi, the security, all that, it seems like she made a very wise decision to love herself and say no to objectification for dollars. Please tell her this Mom in Michigan thinks she sounds like a cool person :)

  • @lcda.silvanadonoso159
    @lcda.silvanadonoso159 3 года назад +45

    She stands on her values. That's more valuable than a prize. 👏👏👏 You nailed it, girl!!

  • @eyesburningup
    @eyesburningup 4 года назад +1627

    13 minutes ago I had no idea who she was. Now I’m in love with her soul. Crazy good documentary of a wonderful person.

    • @eye-leenlove
      @eye-leenlove 4 года назад +1

      eyesburningup - I was in awe. By the end I was finding myself again. Just a little bit.

    • @barcelonagrrl
      @barcelonagrrl 4 года назад +1

      Same here!

    • @damotheman4196
      @damotheman4196 4 года назад +1

      Is your username from a linkin park song? Just reading it i ended up singing it! Lol

    • @eyesburningup
      @eyesburningup 4 года назад +1

      Damo The man It is, yes. Forgotten. Love that song! (Have this account for more than ten years and this is the first time anyone figured it out:))

    • @damotheman4196
      @damotheman4196 4 года назад +1

      @@eyesburningup It's been about ten years since i heard it..i had to go listen to all of hybrid theory to find it yesterday cos i couldn't remember the name! Lol...i love dat tune also,they wrote good hooks but that one was killer..that's funny af. Good on ya : )

  • @dijalamki4833
    @dijalamki4833 4 года назад +932

    The words of her mother stuck with her well into adulthood, "where's your voice? where are you?", and she definitely didn't forget who she is, even with all that fame and money staring her in the face. But what I love more is that she made her choices and walked away, but didn't judge those who chose otherwise.

    • @trynatural23
      @trynatural23 4 года назад +22

      Exactly! That's why I don't pull the feminist card like most are in the comments. She didn't fight for "equality", she just removed herself from something that wasn't meant for her!!

  • @ahmedalimam
    @ahmedalimam 4 года назад +757

    no negativity, no bitterness towards anybody, just pure determination, and not selling out her soul, in the end, she was content and happy, and that's all it matters.

    • @KeKe-dw9gf
      @KeKe-dw9gf 4 года назад

      tell me which artist sold their soul? you do know which being take souls right?

    • @ahmedalimam
      @ahmedalimam 4 года назад

      @@KeKe-dw9gf 😴 😴

    • @konstantin7627
      @konstantin7627 4 года назад

      @@KeKe-dw9gf dude its horrifying how many famous Hollywood Stars are selling their Souls.Go search that on Yt.

    • @KeKe-dw9gf
      @KeKe-dw9gf 4 года назад

      @@konstantin7627 no only the devil himself can take souls.

    • @konstantin7627
      @konstantin7627 4 года назад

      KeKe yes but the stars sell their souls to the devil

  • @poragburagohain87
    @poragburagohain87 2 года назад +17

    The true symbol of a strong woman in my eyes. She stood for something that actually signifies women in their own rights and walked away from plastic degradation. Nothing but respect.

  • @x3Vicki
    @x3Vicki 5 лет назад +2399

    I really like her overall aura, she's a brilliant story teller

    • @jonaahthan
      @jonaahthan 5 лет назад +21

      these video editors are amazing!

    • @Orf
      @Orf 5 лет назад +8

      Victoria M give the editor some credit!

    • @maria461
      @maria461 5 лет назад +3

      Right?!

    • @user-op2bh7rc9z
      @user-op2bh7rc9z 5 лет назад

      There’s no such thing as aura you spaced out dummy.

    • @Bih1stOfAll
      @Bih1stOfAll 5 лет назад +1

      @travis bickle That's short sighted

  • @Rio-uv1gs
    @Rio-uv1gs 4 года назад +1698

    She chose to not conpromise her integrity, morals and what she stood for. Most women and men today throw it away for the money as you can turn on the t.v. or computer and see.

    • @231swift
      @231swift 4 года назад +6

      did fergie even do that much "sexualized" stuff to sell their band?

    • @Leopard0di
      @Leopard0di 4 года назад +4

      she probably told herself this after all the regrets of leaving black eye peas earlier than it blew up. the feminism thing is a recent thing, she riding on that bandwagon and getting some fame. if she could live with it, she would have left it as it is.

    • @Rio-uv1gs
      @Rio-uv1gs 4 года назад +10

      @@231swift Go look at the videos

    • @231swift
      @231swift 4 года назад +1

      @@Rio-uv1gs nah dont care enough to find out, was hoping someone educated could tell me, the most sexual thing i can remember fergie doing is wearing a bra / bikini top, which is tame by music video standards

    • @50centricher9
      @50centricher9 4 года назад +5

      @@231swift ... yeah. she did.

  • @EL-ISS
    @EL-ISS 4 года назад +1146

    I'm so glad that this was randomly recommended. She's amazing and humble to an insane degree.

    • @SkittyBlackfire
      @SkittyBlackfire 4 года назад

      +

    • @jorcasce
      @jorcasce 4 года назад

      May I ask, are you having relationship problems? I just want to find link of how these are being suggested

    • @EL-ISS
      @EL-ISS 4 года назад +1

      @@jorcasce nah bro lol at least not NOW. I'm into Rap, R&B, and life stories / mini documentaries so I assume the algorithm recommended it that way.

    • @jorcasce
      @jorcasce 4 года назад

      @@EL-ISS gotcha, thanks mate!

    • @EL-ISS
      @EL-ISS 4 года назад

      @@jorcasce anytime !

  • @JigglePhysicsX
    @JigglePhysicsX 3 года назад +16

    What truly stands out to me is that people who has strong characters don't bring other people down. She never sold her beliefs for money and in the end she found her true happiness.

  • @Jakerski
    @Jakerski 4 года назад +1007

    I started crying when she said “I have my happy”. Icon.

    • @chrisdays5479
      @chrisdays5479 4 года назад +13

      me too man, didn't expect that line to hit me so much. haha

    • @erikamoss9266
      @erikamoss9266 4 года назад +2

      That got me too!

    • @dannyt3522
      @dannyt3522 4 года назад +2

      Jake N. Legend, star and icon

    • @ShesThe1yup
      @ShesThe1yup 4 года назад

      yea same

    • @calixtomelo1213
      @calixtomelo1213 4 года назад

      Eu também! 😭😭😭❤️💎

  • @emmahorn2198
    @emmahorn2198 4 года назад +1544

    It makes you wonder, how many times as this happened within the industry? We don’t see it.

    • @IMustBeStupidForFeelingSoHappy
      @IMustBeStupidForFeelingSoHappy 4 года назад +35

      Emma Horn more than we’ll ever know... it’s a shame because Kim deserved it

    • @beccakly7757
      @beccakly7757 4 года назад +8

      Right? On glad she told the truth and its acceptable the way she presented it.

    • @VLP_123
      @VLP_123 4 года назад +26

      Happens all the time. I would never sell my soul to be famous in the entertainment industry. No, thanks.

    • @AbdallahTeach
      @AbdallahTeach 4 года назад

      thank you for your very needed input.

    • @questionmark3666
      @questionmark3666 4 года назад +3

      Lol she killed her carer thuo

  • @acestarone
    @acestarone 4 года назад +1559

    wow i met kim a year ago at a holiday event where she was selling her natural skin care line. she has an amazing personality. i had no idea this was her history.

    • @caraebanks5067
      @caraebanks5067 4 года назад +27

      What's her brand/website. I want to support her. We all should.

    • @Annik13
      @Annik13 4 года назад +6

      what's the name of her brand?

    • @acestarone
      @acestarone 4 года назад +10

      @@Annik13 next of Kim

    • @jennyt8492
      @jennyt8492 4 года назад +25

      nextofkimbeauty.com/

    • @mikemuller3564
      @mikemuller3564 4 года назад

      Crazy

  • @douglassmithe9799
    @douglassmithe9799 2 года назад +41

    I love those early BEP songs with her vocals on them, and Kim always came across as just chill and authentic. It's a shame that she had to choose between not making great music with her close mates or not being degraded.

  • @paololuiscostanos7095
    @paololuiscostanos7095 4 года назад +2011

    This lady is a rare kind a gem, she has solid principles and she sticks to it. Not everyone can do that. "What Profit it is to a man if he gains the world and losses his own soul"

    • @camaroman101
      @camaroman101 4 года назад +12

      I'd gladly sell my soul for jeff bezos wealth.

    • @demonride15
      @demonride15 4 года назад +22

      @@camaroman101 give your soul to Jesus because HE does love you.. all he wants for you is to love him back after all that he did for us.

    • @paololuiscostanos7095
      @paololuiscostanos7095 4 года назад +2

      @@camaroman101 GTFO weirdo

    • @paololuiscostanos7095
      @paololuiscostanos7095 4 года назад +5

      @@demonride15 Amen bro

    • @bob-manuel
      @bob-manuel 4 года назад +3

      @@camaroman101 No one wants to buy your soul, now get lost...

  • @vxlley_flower5672
    @vxlley_flower5672 4 года назад +1133

    I didn't want to click this, but just something intrigued me. I thought this was going to be fake, or toxic, but no. As soon as I heard her, and she was so smooth and so...her! Honestly, I will take this to heart. "Where's your voice? Where are you?"

  • @diegodru
    @diegodru 4 года назад +720

    I didn't even know this woman existed. Now I wanna know everything about her and her music.

    • @epicmusicbird
      @epicmusicbird 4 года назад

      Diego Salvador sams!! like I was really hoping she made music

    • @ralphv924
      @ralphv924 4 года назад

      me too

    • @pinkangel-36
      @pinkangel-36 4 года назад +5

      She's in all the early music and videos. Smooth relaxing voice. U shud check it out.👍

    • @davemwangi05
      @davemwangi05 4 года назад

      @@pinkangel-36 what's her name and which is her best hit song?

  • @SCALLONpatrick
    @SCALLONpatrick 3 года назад +64

    it is so rare to have a life story such as this be told without bitterness. well done Karen & ben for bringing us this story. Lets us all hear more of Kim Hill . Will I am .. please bring your friend along with you now and shine aa light on her light.

  • @ralphthompson355
    @ralphthompson355 4 года назад +786

    Her sons smile at the end was worth a million dollars!

  • @johnvazquez7781
    @johnvazquez7781 4 года назад +1069

    When she said “I have my happy” I felt that so deep.

    • @wanazizms3942
      @wanazizms3942 4 года назад +1

      “I have my happy”...

    • @denicewms
      @denicewms 4 года назад +8

      It evoked a cry smile

  • @DreadinNY
    @DreadinNY 5 лет назад +4512

    Ladies and gentlemen, this is what you call a classy lady.

    • @kalidevi26
      @kalidevi26 5 лет назад +64

      Absolutly, my deep respects for her for not selling herself and give in to the industry... in the final account it's worth it, no material success is worth selling your femininity

    • @Joshuadalewillis
      @Joshuadalewillis 5 лет назад +5

      This is how you act when they cameras are asking you “how are you feeling?”

    • @witchplease9695
      @witchplease9695 5 лет назад +14

      Jay and NWA are trolls that hate Black women. They're on multiple videos of Black women spreading hate. Obsessed freaks

    •  5 лет назад +1

      Love your profile pic.

    • @DreadinNY
      @DreadinNY 5 лет назад +1

      @ Thanx

  • @yasirwazir567
    @yasirwazir567 3 года назад +19

    You are the one in millions who decides to do right thing even when it means losing fame and money. Salute to you

  • @nonotreallyok
    @nonotreallyok 4 года назад +1628

    Admirable woman. This is what success can look like.

    • @yolandalacey9233
      @yolandalacey9233 4 года назад +8

      She is magnetic and speaks the truth...that always wins

    • @Dominiqueuqinimod
      @Dominiqueuqinimod 4 года назад +1

      I love that you said that.

    • @oskartgrouch8757
      @oskartgrouch8757 4 года назад +10

      Absolutely what success can look like. Everybody wants a big pile of money and recognition, but sometimes you have to choose what will allow you to sleep at night.

    • @FreedomofSpeech865
      @FreedomofSpeech865 4 года назад

      OSKARTGROUCH yessss

    • @FreedomofSpeech865
      @FreedomofSpeech865 4 года назад

      nonotreallyok Exactly, living one’s truth

  • @emeraldblessings
    @emeraldblessings 5 лет назад +7908

    The production behind this was Exquisite! The storytelling, the cinematography flow, it just looks so natural and captivating. Truly effortless in the way it translated to the audience. This was beautifully done! What a powerful story. Thank you for sharing!

    • @LesleyCanterbury22
      @LesleyCanterbury22 5 лет назад +10

      Absolutely agree!

    • @macman975
      @macman975 5 лет назад +4

      Fingers crossed for the little red heart you so desperately want!

    • @PickyPippi
      @PickyPippi 5 лет назад +2

      Nime Emerald Blessings Agreed! Kim is fabulous too. Much grace and talent.

    • @theherk
      @theherk 5 лет назад +7

      The audio cue timing in a few places was superb, and very subtle.

    • @maybefuture
      @maybefuture 5 лет назад +3

      If you like this flow, you gotta also check out The Defiant Ones on Netflix. Amazing piece of work

  • @GagarinZhao
    @GagarinZhao 4 года назад +748

    She was our realtor when we found our last apartment. Such a vibrant woman. Love her. I love this for her.

    • @k3upikachu
      @k3upikachu 4 года назад +35

      i was wondering what she's doing now! thank you!

    • @Vanessabobessa10
      @Vanessabobessa10 4 года назад +3

      Oh wow

    • @akz2204
      @akz2204 4 года назад +20

      Did she sing "and this is the lounge..baby" 🎵🎶🎵

    • @sikerslalatm3147
      @sikerslalatm3147 4 года назад +10

      SkinnyThicc Legend it’s possible why not

    • @piland0
      @piland0 4 года назад

      u lucky uve had opportunity to meet her. I would love to know her.

  • @grt124z7
    @grt124z7 3 года назад +58

    I so much respect for her. She's an actual role model for you girls, and boys as well

    • @butterflymoon6368
      @butterflymoon6368 2 года назад +2

      'you girls' be quiet. we'll decide who our role models should be, not some man on the internet.

  • @christophersmith8486
    @christophersmith8486 4 года назад +779

    Whoever edited this deserves a raise. Incredible editing, incredible subject. Fabulous job

  • @britt.jerome
    @britt.jerome 4 года назад +1561

    She is a rarity among women and men in that she understands herself down to the very core of her soul. What a hero.

    • @shucksful
      @shucksful 4 года назад +1

      Brittany Marie ....Wrong.

    • @cmja09
      @cmja09 4 года назад +1

      OnlyFans, Patreon, Twitch, literally any social media... yeah a woman who has a sense to keep her dignity is a rarity.

    • @fancyncv110
      @fancyncv110 4 года назад +6

      @@ratzilla5388 feminist cringelord

    • @tamuz9633
      @tamuz9633 3 года назад +4

      Beautiful spirit. She will go far. She's a true Queen! A real STAR.

    • @bigbodyrover7981
      @bigbodyrover7981 3 года назад

      What ever

  • @momokoraphaelishida
    @momokoraphaelishida 5 лет назад +589

    “Where’s your voice? Where are you? “ I love that she really took her mother’s advice/voice on throughout her life. Wise and kind.

    • @Social_Pugatory
      @Social_Pugatory 5 лет назад +1

      Momoko Ishida I love that. Parents not letting their kids get white washed and washed out and losing themselves.

    • @qwertyuiopqwertyuiop-bb4mi
      @qwertyuiopqwertyuiop-bb4mi 5 лет назад

      Social Purgatory If that’s what you took from the video, you have to watch it again.

    • @Social_Pugatory
      @Social_Pugatory 5 лет назад

      qwertyuiop qwertyuiop It’s a repeated quote in the video; she stayed true to herself/her culture/her morals/her personal beliefs and still found her happiness in the end. If you DIDN’T get that YOU weren’t paying attention.

    • @qwertyuiopqwertyuiop-bb4mi
      @qwertyuiopqwertyuiop-bb4mi 4 года назад

      @@Social_Pugatory She found a middle ground that represented her. This isn´t about being "white-washed", but about finding who you are as an individual and being able to connect to all the components of your identity. Accepting and assimilating traditions and elements of other cultures isn´t a bad thing, and we shouldn´t have an "us versus them" mentality. Otherwise tensions will remain as they are and discrimination will persist.

  • @atomicboxstudios
    @atomicboxstudios 3 года назад +45

    that said more in 13 minutes than most documentaries do in 90 or 120.Well done. You all found your voice, thank you for sharing.

  • @MoedusaTheeGoddess
    @MoedusaTheeGoddess 4 года назад +711

    She seems at PEACE with herself and that's something money can't buy..I admire women like her that dont sell their soul for fame and keep their integrity..she would be a better influence than any mainstream artist out now

    • @sarfaraz.hosseini
      @sarfaraz.hosseini 4 года назад

      That integrity stopped her from being famous, and becoming a role model in the industry.

    • @MoedusaTheeGoddess
      @MoedusaTheeGoddess 4 года назад +1

      @@sarfaraz.hosseini oh well, I'm sure she's happy with the decision she made, being famous isn't the only way to be a role model

  • @noragarcia252
    @noragarcia252 5 лет назад +2176

    She is a very wise woman and such a beautiful voice.

  • @Jason_Ross
    @Jason_Ross 5 лет назад +2213

    She's so engaging. A docuseries on netflix where she travel around and interviews people that were in the music industry that "almost got famous" would be so interesting.

  • @YesBruv105
    @YesBruv105 3 года назад +13

    This chick represents a time when Black Eyed Peas were good. Respect to her. She kept her integrity, and dignity and clearly still does so. She made the right and good choices and she knows it. 🙌

  • @hectorgauna350
    @hectorgauna350 5 лет назад +2817

    You can tell she’s a good singer just by her talking voice

  • @rijahweiwei6327
    @rijahweiwei6327 5 лет назад +2455

    She made her is choice. She choose to love herself more and respect herself.

    • @sbcdu92i
      @sbcdu92i 5 лет назад +13

      Obviously the wrong choice

    • @Joyfulminimalist
      @Joyfulminimalist 5 лет назад +84

      Samy Bachir fame and money are empty pursuits.

    • @juniordunkley5298
      @juniordunkley5298 5 лет назад +2

      I must say she looked really good in video's

    • @bnwo
      @bnwo 5 лет назад +7

      so why is she crying over her choice?

    • @Kat-zi2tb
      @Kat-zi2tb 5 лет назад +7

      @@bnwo If you watched video you would know.

  • @gratian2577
    @gratian2577 4 года назад +885

    I thought this would fit here: "Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married, or own a house as if life was some kind of grocery list. But no one ever asks you if you are happy" - Heath Ledger.

    • @ladivasobougie706
      @ladivasobougie706 4 года назад +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @rvpstudioscanada3991
      @rvpstudioscanada3991 4 года назад +10

      ... interesting.... RIP Heath

    • @thedaugther
      @thedaugther 4 года назад +7

      I've never heard that before. Thank you for the quote and your perspective.

    • @shannonallaround9490
      @shannonallaround9490 4 года назад

      Amazing quote.

    • @H_A_L_7
      @H_A_L_7 4 года назад +1

      @@shannonallaround9490
      Happiness is very subjective. I would go for content. #Content01012020

  • @dayswithchar
    @dayswithchar 3 года назад +136

    I’ve watched this several times, the cinematography is just amazing (well done Ben!) Watching this again makes me think of the butterfly effect. Either way, I’m proud of her for not succumbing to degrading herself to make it, it’s not always easy to choose to have integrity when your career is on the line

  • @ROVVANDERS
    @ROVVANDERS 5 лет назад +411

    Everything about her screams integrity. It’s humbling to see someone not bitter about ”what could have been”, instead lives a life true to herself and have ”her happy”.

  • @Beachy-w7n
    @Beachy-w7n 4 года назад +1652

    This made me cry idk why. Maybe when she said “I have my happy”

    • @omardude39
      @omardude39 4 года назад +3

      Yeah that got me too 😥

    • @MichaelErnest666
      @MichaelErnest666 4 года назад +2

      She's A Real One ☺

    • @syntaxerror8955
      @syntaxerror8955 4 года назад +3

      But what kind of English is that? One cannot "have a happy". She meant "I have my happiness."

    • @mamasapano3291
      @mamasapano3291 4 года назад +1

      @@syntaxerror8955 She meant what she meant, its their accent

    • @syntaxerror8955
      @syntaxerror8955 4 года назад +3

      @@mamasapano3291 "Accent"? Saying "happy" instead of "happiness" has nothing to do with accentuation.

  • @martymarl4602
    @martymarl4602 4 года назад +1392

    For some reason I was avoiding this recommendation. Tonight i finally clicked it. No regrets...You are an amazing woman.