The Caretaker - The Loves of My Entire Life

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  • Опубликовано: 27 сен 2024
  • Tenth song off their 2016 album 'Everywhere At the End of Time'

Комментарии • 349

  • @themelancholia
    @themelancholia 4 года назад +646

    When you win a dollar on a scratch ticket from the gas station.

  • @malsypright
    @malsypright 3 года назад +341

    This one sounds innocent and content, a lone person staring off into a beautiful cloudy view, remembering their younger days and smiling.

    • @brianghostfury
      @brianghostfury 2 года назад +9

      somewhat agree. i only have positive associations with this as well.

    • @RaiNIceDog
      @RaiNIceDog 2 года назад +6

      Or as the name suggests, remembering lovers from their youth years

    • @caption9146
      @caption9146 2 года назад

      and then they realize that they have dementia

    • @Thatguyfromthemilkyway
      @Thatguyfromthemilkyway 3 месяца назад

      It gives me the vibe of going deep into a dark place but alone, so not dangerous or afraid, just weird and alone

  • @dogf421
    @dogf421 3 года назад +172

    i think of this ones title as being pretty sad as its like thinking back on everyone they have ever cared about, maybe their spouse is already gone, they have had many relationships over the years but now its too late to make any new ones, so loving people is now a thing of the past entirely

    • @ChazzDiStefano
      @ChazzDiStefano 3 года назад +25

      this 100%. It has such a beautiful melancholy to it. Like reminiscing on the most romantic and surreal moments with past loves but those relationships are either burned bridges, dead people, or people who are from so long ago that you wouldn’t know who to contact to rekindle with them and catch up. All you have are the memories of how you felt way back then and wonder if the remaining people remember too.

    • @malicious_piggy5946
      @malicious_piggy5946 3 года назад +4

      @@ChazzDiStefano you nailed it bro

  • @bewitchedk
    @bewitchedk 3 года назад +145

    This feels like a song that plays during your childhood. Nothing to worry about, just having fun at a young age.

    • @dankRITZ.
      @dankRITZ. Год назад +3

      More like a trip in a clear museum

  • @bloody_bunny_-
    @bloody_bunny_- 3 года назад +152

    This song is nice, it feels like looking at your childhood memories!
    But no one has face or it's just too blurry to see.

    • @wagahagwa6978
      @wagahagwa6978 2 года назад +6

      i have the same thing in old games, but the usernames are too blurry or unclear to see

  • @lunethewaningmoon143
    @lunethewaningmoon143 2 года назад +159

    My great grandmother is suffering with dementia.
    She can't even speak anymore, and the only people she can maybe remember is me and my mom. All the other people we have to remind her about so she can remember but its still fuzzy for her. This song makes me think of when she didn't have the dementia and she would hug me and talk to me and everything. What makes it worse is that my grandfather passed away so now we're all sad. But this song just hits me in the feels so much.
    Edit: She's gone now but we're still pushing through! :,)

    • @ryan.1990
      @ryan.1990 Год назад +5

      Imagine living like that. I'm taking my own way out if I end up diagnosed with dementia when I'm older. F*** putting my family through that

    • @kpedoloc0
      @kpedoloc0 Год назад +5

      I think what hits hard is the fact that you know Dementia is a thing that even your beloved ones can suffer and when you see the stories of people like Pear you be like: oh shit bro... this can happen to me

    • @lunethewaningmoon143
      @lunethewaningmoon143 Год назад +3

      I wanted to edit my original comment, but I thought it would take too much time so I'll just add my edit here. So, for the people listening, which I assume are few, as you can see from my edit, my great grandmother is no longer with us. But, we're all doing better now, though my mom is still going through depression, she's still pushing through and we all are as well. Though we're all still very sad about losing three of our close family members (my grandfather, great grandmother, and one of my great aunts) we're doing better and healing!

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings Год назад

      @@lunethewaningmoon143 stay strong and i wish your family all the best

    • @lunethewaningmoon143
      @lunethewaningmoon143 Год назад

      @@LucyWings thank you! we're all doing better now :)

  • @crabbycrabsofcrab7331
    @crabbycrabsofcrab7331 3 года назад +145

    "Their love for people has grown from a dread of something is about to happen, they'll look at them with love, affection, warmth, and enjoyment, they'll cherish their loves of their life in the last stages, before their dread grows more into a sudden realization."

    • @robthornber6746
      @robthornber6746 3 года назад +8

      Where’s this quote from?

    • @Enriquito445
      @Enriquito445 2 года назад +2

      @@robthornber6746 he made it himself

    • @DemRise1999
      @DemRise1999 2 года назад

      @@Enriquito445 source?

    • @Enriquito445
      @Enriquito445 2 года назад +1

      @@DemRise1999 there’s no source, he made it

    • @DemRise1999
      @DemRise1999 2 года назад +1

      @@Enriquito445 Good enough

  • @net_alone
    @net_alone 7 лет назад +253

    this is my f a v o u r i t e

    • @ejsrocket
      @ejsrocket 5 лет назад +11

      Mine too. Replying to you to remind you to hear this again...

    • @panchikofan123
      @panchikofan123 4 года назад +5

      same here!

    • @PhiliWilli
      @PhiliWilli 4 года назад +5

      One more!

    • @net_alone
      @net_alone 4 года назад +5

      Thank you

    • @zumoss
      @zumoss 4 года назад +2

      same

  • @AlastorTheNPDemon
    @AlastorTheNPDemon 4 года назад +88

    This one will lull you gently to sleep.

    • @graciouslump9695
      @graciouslump9695 3 года назад +10

      J1 - post awareness confusions is also a good one that i slept to

    • @exeterishere6928
      @exeterishere6928 3 года назад +2

      @@graciouslump9695 ikr? Its supposed to be sad and all that but the last few minutes were so relaxing

    • @graciouslump9695
      @graciouslump9695 3 года назад +8

      @@exeterishere6928 yep, its just the sort of silent ambient noise with the distorted piano that felt like more of a bliss state than that stage 4 bliss state tbh

    • @kimjongunsucksbooty750
      @kimjongunsucksbooty750 2 года назад +3

      stage 6 is also pretty relaxing actually

  • @raeenriquez1410
    @raeenriquez1410 3 года назад +25

    What I hear: An old person having troubled thoughts...but having their spirits lifted by family.
    Perhaps they've noticed that some memories just aren't as clear as they wanted them to be. They wanted to tell their grandkids about that one time, or sing this one song in its entirety, or...what have you. But they can't. They know they're getting old. They just wish they weren't THIS old already.
    So...a younger loved one sits down with them. The elder and their loved one take a moment to look into each other's eyes. Maybe an "I love you", maybe not. But without a doubt, a hug and a kiss. And this brings a tear and a smile onto their face, they lull into another wistful afternoon nap. True; perhaps they don't know the name of a song they like, or anything more than a few lyrics.
    But they know the love of their entire life. And they don't see themselves forgetting THAT anytime soon.
    They sleep again--albeit this time, they can't quite remember what they dreamt--or IF they dreamt at all.

  • @TheBlasstard
    @TheBlasstard 4 года назад +89

    the wistfulness of this track just absolutely floors me, it’s so perfect

  • @techdeckdudes_
    @techdeckdudes_ 3 года назад +31

    a fond, wistful remembrance. looking back on the warm, little moments we shared, with just a small tinge of mourning. Oh, the times we had ...

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 3 года назад +3

      oh hey its you

  • @giao2437
    @giao2437 2 года назад +11

    This feels like waking up from a vivid dream that you had whit your crush and having memories all the day about things you never lived with her/him

  • @me.2604
    @me.2604 3 года назад +38

    The final moments of happiness, just pure happiness, love and at ease. The final calm moments before the storm.

  • @psychedelicdreamcastle
    @psychedelicdreamcastle 4 года назад +85

    Probably my favorite on the album as far as enjoyability of listening

  • @isaacbarlow8247
    @isaacbarlow8247 4 года назад +51

    I can't stop listening to this song

    • @KingSavy100
      @KingSavy100 3 года назад +13

      its like being stuck in a beautiful dream never wanting to leave but you must leave.

    • @zacharytrombly6135
      @zacharytrombly6135 3 года назад +4

      It’s a great tune called willow weep for me

  • @btwsoulyt4242
    @btwsoulyt4242 2 года назад +5

    I think of this, your in a beautiful place where it’s shiny, clean, it’s like Heaven. Your with your loved one and married not that long ago, or so you thought. You realized that your around your 80’s, you think nothing much of it. Then you wake up and look for the one you loved, you asked a little boy where they are and they say “hello grandpa/grandma, there not here there in heaven.” You are shocked and feel like you were shot in the heart, how could I forget?

  • @Blue-cs1ez
    @Blue-cs1ez 3 года назад +26

    Im about into stage four right now and this one stood out to me because I feel as if ive heard it before, or at one point may have thought of the tune. I realize a part of this project is to make you think you've heard them somewhere in which I find fasenating.

  • @Johnprize28
    @Johnprize28 2 года назад +7

    When nothing special is happening in my life and time keeps passing by.

  • @lordroy88
    @lordroy88 2 года назад +4

    I picture an elder yet wise oarsman going out for a nice row down the River. He sings a somber yet sentimental tune and greets the people that wave by. He hears the whistling of the wind, the rustling of the trees and the fish that guide him down the river. He won’t have many rides left, but he appreciates the trips he takes and he promises to leave his family his oars so they can carry on his memory someday.

  • @therealwisemysticaltree
    @therealwisemysticaltree 2 года назад +6

    So i think of this like getting home tired, sitting on the couch and planning to get a snack to relax, but you start getting more and more sleepy and this song is the point where you are half awake half asleep

  • @jsm_
    @jsm_ 7 лет назад +62

    Willow weep for me ♪

    • @leehayes4019
      @leehayes4019 3 года назад +1

      This has to be based off that song, right?

    • @sometree2744
      @sometree2744 3 года назад +1

      ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

    • @JeriSmiler
      @JeriSmiler 3 года назад +1

      @@leehayes4019 yes

    • @Nooahtroll19
      @Nooahtroll19 3 года назад +1

      @@leehayes4019 yes, the layton and johnstone version, but i really like the frank sinatra version

  • @reallyseriousman5765
    @reallyseriousman5765 3 года назад +32

    it reminds me of some music you'd here in the background of a peanuts cartoon

  • @the2ndcomingoflaynekrusz654
    @the2ndcomingoflaynekrusz654 2 года назад +6

    My grammy identified the melody of the this song when I played it to her. :D

  • @Niiiko895
    @Niiiko895 2 года назад +6

    Man, you might think from listening and getting used to this song, it might sound happy or relaxing, but when you listen to the sample, the context is much sadder, sample is: Layton and Johnstone, Willow Weep For Me.

  • @GuyWhoDoesExist
    @GuyWhoDoesExist 3 года назад +9

    This is in my opinion the most non talked about song of stage 1. This song is so peaceful. I literally turned into the studying anime girl and used this song during my entire math class.

  • @Dewey122
    @Dewey122 2 года назад +7

    This song makes me feel an emotion that doesn't even exist.

  • @fixer4u743
    @fixer4u743 4 года назад +461

    I forgot about this one!
    Uh oh.

  • @themonomineestation5815
    @themonomineestation5815 2 года назад +6

    It feels like it goes on forever.

  • @jacksbackyardbbq4840
    @jacksbackyardbbq4840 3 года назад +12

    I feel like this is the most mild song of all of eateot

  • @MrBambi3190
    @MrBambi3190 3 месяца назад +2

    This feels like recalling memories from your childhood, looking back at the old better days

  • @minecrash101
    @minecrash101 2 года назад +7

    This is a certified hood classic

  • @gwarchive
    @gwarchive 2 года назад +6

    Finally found the perfect music for my ringtone

  • @dodsonboys
    @dodsonboys 2 года назад +5

    This once played in a dream I had.Ok so I once had a dream that was like an old recording of a car driving down a street with a bunch of trees and this song playing in the background, and it was pretty normal until it randomly cut to this demonic Japanese monster standing on a porch with the Mr incredible becoming uncanny music playing in the background, I immediately woke up sweating. I think it's the scariest dream I've ever had.

    • @inaudivle
      @inaudivle 2 года назад

      Search its just a burning memory and tell me is that what you heard as Mr incredible becoming uncanny music

    • @dodsonboys
      @dodsonboys 2 года назад

      @@inaudivle no its the music when he first becomes monochrome

    • @inaudivle
      @inaudivle 2 года назад

      @@dodsonboys just tell me the number of the stage

  • @a_pc
    @a_pc 2 года назад +4

    ngl this sounds like an iphone ringtone

  • @josiasibarra2006
    @josiasibarra2006 2 года назад +5

    Believe or not, this song now arrived me many many memories.
    I don't know why, the other stages, including the other projects of the caretaker, have a different feeling. But this stage make me feel many nostalgia.
    It's been a year and a half since I heard for the first time this project, the stage 1 and always when I hear it again it put in in tears for the memories this brings to me.

  • @arthurbinado
    @arthurbinado Год назад +4

    I always forget the name of this song

  • @darlenawojcik2150
    @darlenawojcik2150 2 года назад +3

    The white noise really seems like a faded dream or memory to me. Something that was SO routine, yet washed away with time or by simply Awakening .

  • @theillustrious_angel
    @theillustrious_angel 2 года назад +5

    ended up listening to this on my 2 year anniversary today . and I dont regret it

  • @PartyRockerOG
    @PartyRockerOG 3 года назад +4

    The title is really beautiful the person with dementia may be thinking about their family and loved ones it’s beautiful and sad at the same time knowing what these beautiful tunes turn into

  • @DeadlyLazer
    @DeadlyLazer 2 года назад +3

    That nostalgia for something that happened so long ago, that you're likely the last person alive that remembers it. And just barely. Everything is hazy, you're not sure if it happened like this or like that, was it Susan or Helen? Was it the driveway or the living room? Was the car red or green? The details are lost. You just remember it was fun. You don't remember why it was fun. You just know it was.
    It's such a specific feeling, I didn't think it was possible to convey through music.

  • @ramoore2318
    @ramoore2318 2 года назад +2

    A dream land with no past or future

  • @Palomar23
    @Palomar23 2 года назад +5

    This is my favorite one out of the whole album

    • @Palomar23
      @Palomar23 2 года назад +1

      I thought I replied this yesterday?

  • @Mister_Keyyy
    @Mister_Keyyy 2 года назад +4

    Best one on the album. Just ever so perfectly mournful. 10/10. Makes me want to go back.

  • @kartblaster9987
    @kartblaster9987 3 года назад +6

    _this feels so calming and i dont understand why_

  • @djaccountisbfisbx3880
    @djaccountisbfisbx3880 6 месяцев назад +1

    It’s like staring into one of those light panels that are made to look like a cloudy sky in a hospital. A tinge of artificiality, the cold and sterile environment of the hospital is nothing like what you’d feel when seeing something like this, but you damn well wish.

  • @LuigiKaweege
    @LuigiKaweege 3 года назад +6

    This sounds like a minecraft disc

  • @eqquip6812
    @eqquip6812 3 года назад +3

    This just sounds so unsettling dear god

  • @nl1638
    @nl1638 2 года назад +2

    This one is definitely about recollection on people throughout your life, you can’t remember all of their names but that’s normal for someone your age

  • @raulmorales9347
    @raulmorales9347 2 года назад +2

    The only track from this album that I don't make me cry. I imagine I'm a diver and I'm swimming around a lot of fish.

  • @thenumber39
    @thenumber39 Год назад +2

    I’m not sure why, but this song gives me heavy minecraft vibes

  • @rockkiller124
    @rockkiller124 3 года назад +6

    I love this album

  • @lostmediaguy72
    @lostmediaguy72 2 года назад +1

    “Please wait as we put you on hold.”

  • @JScorpion-ej4in
    @JScorpion-ej4in 3 года назад +4

    You can hear how some parts of it sound out of rhythm and then it speeds up a bit to signify them becoming less familiar with everything. They can still remember but it takes a bit of effort.

    • @superguy9834
      @superguy9834 2 года назад

      No, that's just the sample he took from.

    • @Gojifann
      @Gojifann 3 месяца назад

      ​@@superguy9834 although it may have been part of the intent

  • @navyblues6661
    @navyblues6661 3 года назад +3

    the only song on the entire eateot album that doesn't scare me half to death so far

  • @Lucky-lp8do
    @Lucky-lp8do 3 года назад +3

    this reminds me of a low quality grainy time lapse of the clouds

  • @EnderWarden
    @EnderWarden 2 года назад +3

    The sanctuary of sanity.

  • @Miko_subz
    @Miko_subz Год назад +2

    This doesn't feel happy. This feels sad, but not in the normal way one would think, but that feeling of emptiness, that no one can help you... From the fear of forgetting, the fear of go anywhere, and not remember people who are there, to forget that at any moment someone you know can approach you.

  • @RobertoDeMundo
    @RobertoDeMundo 2 года назад +6

    Hey this isn't minecraft...

    • @_dankRITZ
      @_dankRITZ 5 месяцев назад

      If Minecraft was in a benadryl depression universe:

  • @OmicronBravo
    @OmicronBravo 3 года назад +6

    Why does 0:12 hit so damn hard doe 🥴

  • @СолисЭклектикос
    @СолисЭклектикос 2 года назад

    Nobody seems to notice but the last seconds of this track are quite unsettling. That last short sound and echo...

  • @callmerich4953
    @callmerich4953 2 года назад +3

    It sounds so peaceful

  • @chillman69420
    @chillman69420 Год назад

    This track feels like grabbing an old picture and remembering the good times you had at the time you took the picture

  • @desireeroy3454
    @desireeroy3454 Год назад +2

    everyone says this song sounds happy, but i dont see it that way. not entirely. it seems innocent at first, like remembering pleasant fond memories. but at 0:12 the sound becomes a bit lonely. underneath, something feels wrong. you can barely place it, what could it be that feels so off? ... and as the tune repeats over and over for 4 minutes, this happy cheerful tune feels repetitive and uncomfortable. songs usually have a structure, a chorus, a bridge, but no. Loves of my entire life just keeps on going, the piano keys echoing. you *do* have fond memories. but when did they become memories? as you listen, you realize, its just going to keep repeating, going on and on. time keeps passing. more of your current life is becoming a past memory. nonetheless, it sounds cheerful... for now. and though you may not admit it, or even realize, something down inside yourself tells you something is deeply wrong,

  • @bred4889
    @bred4889 Год назад

    idk why but whenever i hear this i can never associate it with anything good. this is by far my favourite on the album but i can never see good when i listen to it. i always just see regret that you weren’t able to live your best moments to the fullest. and now that it’s over you just look back at it with pain knowing it’s never gonna happen again

  • @beatbox_battle1253
    @beatbox_battle1253 3 года назад +1

    1976. Your daydreaming out in the Seattle hills, thinking about your daughter, who’s turning 26 this year. Your 4, not 3, grandkids. And your beautiful lovely wife. Your having a great time, and check your basket, ready for the picnic. But, uh oh. Your forgot the picnic carpet! Oh, that sucks. But hey, at least you got all this food! Your dining like a king today!

  • @MoolsDogTwoOfficial
    @MoolsDogTwoOfficial 7 месяцев назад +2

    Back when everyone thought stage 1 was the whole album.

  • @crazyboutferrets
    @crazyboutferrets 2 года назад +2

    This reminds me of a ringtone

  • @Mynutegod
    @Mynutegod 2 года назад +3

    Subnautica’s ost seems a little different that it used to

  • @padawanguy360
    @padawanguy360 3 года назад +6

    add a beat to this and it could easily be something you’d hear on lo fi radio

  • @Sonicthehedgeho4
    @Sonicthehedgeho4 3 года назад +3

    Weeping willow tree, weep in sympathy
    Show your love to me, along the ground and cover me
    Listen to me please, listen willow and weep for me

  • @joenax777
    @joenax777 4 года назад +11

    What is this sampling from?

    • @torrestuff4901
      @torrestuff4901 3 года назад +8

      Willow Weep for Me - Layton & Johnstone

  • @dat3g_break56
    @dat3g_break56 3 года назад +2

    This one is the best

  • @ryan.1990
    @ryan.1990 Год назад +1

    Aaaaaaa! The music is slowing down I'm going insane!!

  • @brianghostfury
    @brianghostfury 2 года назад +1

    lovely

  • @MestyArtz
    @MestyArtz Год назад +2

    the name of the song "The Loves Of My Life" implies that he has multiple loves, therefore the caretaker is cheating on his countless loves.

  • @user-tb7tg4ub2k
    @user-tb7tg4ub2k 3 года назад +1

    I miss you Manchas

  • @susanwarner4886
    @susanwarner4886 3 года назад +4

    i know theres a second part to this... i can only remember the first part...

  • @Yottifferent
    @Yottifferent 3 года назад +5

    Scariest song on stage 1 imo

    • @Skel_cat63
      @Skel_cat63 3 года назад +9

      For me, this one is one of the more pleasant tracks of stage 1. It still has that weird unsettling feeling that most of th tracks have, but it's still nice. I'd say the first track is the scariest for me. Like, it literally low-key triggers my fight/flight response, and I have zero idea why.

    • @Pinkification
      @Pinkification 3 года назад

      scary? I think it's really calming to be honest.

    • @pidge3193
      @pidge3193 3 года назад +2

      What about Slightly Bewildered then?

    • @pandasrule08
      @pandasrule08 3 года назад

      @@Skel_cat63 I think it's association - when you think of A1, you think of Everywhere at the End of Time as a whole

  • @Molten546
    @Molten546 3 года назад +1

    sounds like those old samsung ringtones
    either way, its still sad and nostalgical

  • @raretympa
    @raretympa 3 года назад +1

    Willow Weep For Me

  • @PonikoRoblox
    @PonikoRoblox Год назад

    "A person that learns to love, takes the risk of hating."
    -By me yes

  • @streethassle_
    @streethassle_ 11 месяцев назад +2

    This song is so fucking ravaging and melancholic, it actually made me cry. If I ever kill myself I'll do it to this song.

  • @DancerChick408
    @DancerChick408 2 года назад

    The original song is called ‘willow weep for me’ by Layton and Johnstone tho it has many covers! Enjoy!

  • @hellvetiks
    @hellvetiks 3 года назад +1

    Minecraft but I have dementia (soundtrack)

  • @Hampter_25
    @Hampter_25 Год назад

    This is probably the least scariest song from the album in my opinion

  • @Darkly8
    @Darkly8 5 месяцев назад +1

    EYYYYYYY

  • @Lenchoski
    @Lenchoski 9 месяцев назад +1

    Sounds perfectly like a minecraft soundtrack

  • @gamenor1015
    @gamenor1015 2 года назад +1

    I love my capybara

  • @Ducky27_
    @Ducky27_ 3 года назад +1

    This sounds like a DDLC song

  • @clever_girl_766
    @clever_girl_766 2 года назад +2

    This sounds like Minecraft music disk music

  • @Bushwick-to9up
    @Bushwick-to9up 3 года назад +4

    does anyone think of this as a small ringtone when someone calls you?

  • @bungee4380
    @bungee4380 2 года назад +1

    Please tell me I’m not the only one who thinks this sounds awfully familiar to the song willow weep for me by Dinah Washington

  • @Z.DeAllen
    @Z.DeAllen 9 месяцев назад

    You can definitely hear Claire de Lune in this.

  • @unnamedchannel3976
    @unnamedchannel3976 2 года назад

    it feels almost as distorted as some in stage late 2-early 3 but its covered up the jumps are obvious if you look for them and there is no real melody or pattern so it is very well covered up and hidden
    listen to it while looking for jumps and distorsion its almost like the victim is thinking about loved ones knowing their thoughts are distorted but repressing the feeling with static and music that is hard to follow so it is borderline un-noticeable the jumps are only in areas that are less memorable parts of the song too the main part that is very memorable never change almost like that's a memory of someone very close and important but lesser areas of the song have small jumps like the victim is forgetting about less memorable people like old friends or distant relatives
    god i read way to much into this

  • @cfif126
    @cfif126 3 года назад

    Autumn falls

  • @StomachAcid
    @StomachAcid 3 года назад

    Hi

  • @DanAtuch_Archives
    @DanAtuch_Archives 2 года назад

    To be honest sounds like a techno song for some reason

  • @tto0508
    @tto0508 Год назад

    This song is first heard in J1 Layer 2/Section B

    • @Clidester
      @Clidester Год назад

      Nah it’s first heard in stage 1👀

    • @tto0508
      @tto0508 Год назад

      @@Clidester Ok
      I meant that this song is first used in 🙄

    • @Clidester
      @Clidester Год назад

      @@tto0508 ohhhh ok

  • @vibrantgleam
    @vibrantgleam Год назад

    I've only had 4 loves of my life because I'm only 15