The fact that the douchebag caller said he was gonna come out and shoot when Ludwig was gonna come out the door is crazy, people who swat streamers need to be put in prison for attempted murder
(19:03) ahh, thank you for explaining that part. man i feel dumb, i was confused because she said the roommate called and i thought the roommate had said that. i didnt put together that the "person who remained on the phone" was the disgusting imbecile who wanted to "prank" them. i really hope people who swat streamers do time for this bs, so fucking cruel and for what.
@@indecisivejamieI initially saw that part in a short on this channel so it was completely missing the context necessary to figure out who was “going to come out and shoot”
It's illegal to submit a false report to authorities, which swatting counts as a false report. But that's *if* the cops even manage or try to track down the person submitting the false report.
@@criminals112 if they were phoning from a normal phone yes but they wouldn’t if they didn’t want to be caught. Either way even if they did track it they would still need to respond the same way unfortunately they couldn’t tell for sure what was happening just from the location.
Whats forse Ludwig mentioned that after first swatting he asked for police to next time call and verify with them in case something similar happened and they agreed and all that. But then he got swatted again and they didnt call or did anything that they talked about.
I think it's either out of jealousy or lack of parental attention when it comes to people who like to swat their "favourite streamer". Idek how some people can find swatting funny..
Yea it's even scarier to think how easy you yourself forget, like when a youtuber who does weekly or daily uploads just goes off the map and you just literally forget about the possibility of their having a life, and no matter how hard you try, if you leave it to your subconscious, then you will forget that people are people. Its freaky.
@@J1mmybeef true. It's like a broken puzzle but you don't know what piece is missing. Not the shape, size or even the color. And that's just weird and irritating
@@tapioca6863 Fr though it’s just pure harassment and the “people” who do it know it is. They’re very mentally ill and unfortunately many twitch viewers are the type that *never* leave their house or their computer screen. I can’t imagine many people watching hours of a stream of a guy sleeping at 4am are normal. 😅
“There’s a difference between suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies and.. it's just scary… even if I'm the most depressed thing in the world, I love life. I don't wanna die, I don't want those things, and so it’s very frustrating when that happens” that sprung a chord hard. I never knew her before this but she’s SO strong and such a cool and down to earth person.
That is NOT a prank... that is STRAIGHT UP attempted murder... she could of been killed. How fucked up do you need to be to think that's okay to do. She is so strong and qs someone who has PTSD and OCD I know how horrible it is. I have panic attacks regularly and they are horrific. She's so brave for being able to talk about it. I hope those people get in a LOT of trouble for the damage caused to her and for making the calls in the first place.
Sorry I'm not american and I don't really understand the whole thing? Like it seems stupid that anyone can anonymously make those calls and also how do they even know where the streamers live? Also I genuinely don't understand, Cops need a search warrant to do literally anything and sometimes people die because of inaction caused by it. But apparently SWAT teams can just go around killing people? Like sorry I don't get it lol.
Yes! Someone actually died because of it. You do have to sympathise with the swat force though. Tracing a call takes too long, if the threat was real (which they have to assume it is) they have to act immediately after getting a call.
The type of person to do this also had to scrutinize any stream footage and figure out their where they lived. This person had set out to do this for a while and actively tried to kill them. Evil
Is it not considered a false police report?? They should be investigated by the FBI or something. Maybe that would stop the swatting. People need to be held accountable. Disgustingly sad. Infuriating
Technically it’s not a police report, (I think somebody has to open a police report) this is a false threat, if it makes you feel better a boy from I wanna say Canada but he was from e somewhere else and he said he was gonna shoot some girls school up in Florida because she rejected Him, he was later swatted and either killed or taken into custody.
@@glardian966 I hope that’s true. I was swatted by a classmate (on my birthday) and he only got a fine (he also had to change schools repeatedly, because no one wanted contact with him. And we always found out his new school.)
@@GalacticStudios69 it's still a police report either way. you're reporting to the police and 911 operators that there was something that happened, which means they gotta go check out the situation and Canada has Provinces and the US has states and they have different laws than each other. so by dialing 911 on the phone, you're technically making a report to a 911 operator about something bad happening. a police report doesn't have to be done at the station or in person, it can be done over the phone. i have family that are detectives and officers of the law including a couple people i went to school with. it sounds like to me, you're one of the people who makes the phone calls for streamers to be swatted, by saying "it's not a police report." it's both a false threat and police report at the same time.
Her streams are really great. She's got a terrific sense of humor. And I know for me personally, the way she is willing to speak openly about her struggles with mental health has really helped me be more comfortable talking about it with friends and all too.
It wasn't always free. A lot of the time the pizzas are ordered and the streamer gets told something "10 large pizzas that will be X total" by the driver. On top of that they're expected to tip the driver as well. It usually hurt the pizza company as they would have 10 pizzas or whatever worth of product that they'd paid money for that wasn't sold because some idiot decided to play a "prank".
@@vermontvampyre i think you mean it wasn't _ever_ free... 😜 Its not like the "prankster" would ever pay for it, so if they wanted to be able to ever order pizza again, they'd just pay it and eat pizza for the next week
The choice between having the struggle of, "If I should pay for the 10x pizzas that have been sent to me or my house being raided by armed professionals?" The pricey pizza prank is definitely the lesser evil
I didn’t know who she was before this video, but she seems like such a genuine individual. It takes so much strength to push through with PTSD, I have so much respect for her
I've only known of Ludwig through passing because of other people I watch. I thought I had heard something involving Ludwig and him being swatted before. Before, I was just like, "Oh, that's a fucked up thing to do". Now I'm shaking and furious that somebody would put somebody into this kind of a situation. Especially to somebody who seems very kind, looking at how she always wanted to make sure everyone was alright.
Her describing swatting in such a real, raw, terrifying, and traumatic way really explains how crazy it is that people do it and think it's just a prank or joke. Its Sad that you have to live in fear of that.
I don't think the person making the call was stupid enough to believe it was a funny prank. This was attempted homicide. The caller should be arrested and put in jail, but sadly, I doubt they ever found him.
truly tho. I lost my mom when i was 17, and our moms sound very similar from the way she was describing her. She hit the feeling spot on when she said it was surreal going from every day contact to silence.
Former 911 worker here - sometimes we can track phone numbers but sometimes people are really good at using technology to hide their information even from police. Most departments do keep a record so if you’ve been swatted before, they’re able to recognize a swatting again. I’ve worked a few swattings with twitch streamers, and luckily we were able to just call the streamer and verify that it was not happening. Unfortunately sometimes, this isn’t an option and they are forced to take it seriously.
Ludwig talks about how they've been swatted multiple times and they are never given a curtosy call despite being told that they would. If I recall correctly, there was a time they were called about it well after it had already happened
Jesus, QT. It's crazy how people have no thought process about swatting at all. You definitely deserve a big break, AND a crown for the Queen of Twitch that you are.
I really hope that in the future, Swatting never works out, I absolutely goddamn hate those disgusting people who would ruin someone life just for a “laugh” I hope QT and other people affected by swatting heal, because it isn’t something that can be forgotten easily ❤
@@Zalied YES this is the one i subscribe to. i mess with my sister all teh damn time. im an annoying older brother lol. but if she isnt laughing at the end, i messed up. but she laughs every time :)
is calling a SWAT team not illegal? how is it that they do this to streamers as if you're ordering a pizza. Tracing the call should be like #1 thing to do, this is so dangerous and i can't see how this is a prank or something funny.
Unless you're calling from a landline, 911 does not have your exact location. they can maybe ping your location to the closest cell tower in the moment. But it is not currently possible to trace the call to an exact location/caller within the 30 seconds to 10 minutes a 911 call usually lasts. All they know is that someone could possibly be losing their life _right now_ and so they act accordingly. The risk of not believing the caller is that someone could die. It's unfortunate that for situations like this, the risk of _believing_ the caller is _also_ that someone might die.
i had my house swatted when i was 6 (because my dad was doing illegal activities) and i still am not the same. they don’t care about what happens with you, you don’t get a warning and it’s absolutely petrifying. i can’t imagine having to go through it several times for a prank, she is so strong.
Sending her a virtual hug. She's been through so much just trying to live her life. I can relate to the trauma, PTSD, and OCD, but not the publicized trauma. It's not deserved.
It's the "boy who cried wolf" situation except that law enforcement can't just simply ignore it. The streamer may have moved, and a new person(s) may be living there now. For all they know it might be true this time. It sucks but it is what it is. And the SWAT teem gets pissed because their time just got wasted.
@@shirosflowernever said it was right or justified. Just explaining why the teem acted the way they did. And the dude has been caught and convicted for the instance that QT is describing in this interview.
Hearing QT talk about being swatted is honestly so sad and infuriating. How can people be so heartless and evil to do that to another person. Wishing her all the success, and thank you Anthony for shedding light into streamer’s life with this interview.
Seconding. It broke my heart; it sounds terrifying and I can only imagine the kind of trauma it creates. I'm not surprised she has PTSD from it. I hate that people can do something so heartless, and I'm glad she's talking about it.
@@nightingalebardyeah I’ve never really heard someone describe swatting like she has. It’s so much more violent and terrifying than some people make it out to be.
Yeah it's also like; that shit was completely not okay even back when swattings first started being a thing, and then people were killed from being swatted, and even after that some jackasses still think it's funny. Like no
I'm really glad that QT was able to talk through all this trauma. She is so incredibly strong for persevering through all of this trauma and I cannot imagine how hard *all* of this is on her especially with all the events she puts on
QT is one of those creators that if she schedules an event, I will NOT miss it. She’s so talented and her attention to detail is unmatched. The Event GOAT.
I love how Anthony barely even had to interview her, she just has so many stories and life experience that she could just go on for hours without prompt. Could be the editing tho.
She said on stream they cut off a lot of other things that she had brought up (and she was glad they did not include those segments. I think this is perhaps edited in a way that has actually cut out more of what she was saying (that she maybe didn't want out to the public). So probably the opposite way in terms of editing.
honestly this has to be taken more seriously and should genuinely be illegal. look how quickly swat teams got for these stupid calls, but when it’s genuinely a bad situation, they can’t do shit ?? for fucks sake
It also seems so counterintuitive that a SWAT would even work in genuine situations (hostages, murder-suicides). Where are the people to de-escalate? A dangerous person with a gun is only going to get more dangerous when they have loads of guns trained on them- at that point they have nothing to lose.
@@secondrateseth8360 Yeah they are supposed to send hostage negotiators in that scenario. If that was a real hostage situation it could have turned incredibly ugly with how they responded. I also think it’s ridiculous that QT’s house got swatted 3 times, sometimes with the same officers, but they still had that aggressive reaction. The SWAT team can’t be that stupid, obviously it’s a prank.
@@liliebilie yeah i would expect in swat situations they have those negotiators on the line with the house even before they arrive or start yelling at them.
I watched a video not too long ago I think by wavywebsurfer about a guy who regularly swatted streamers and ended up getting someone killed.. I'm pretty sure he got jail time
God QT is just such a kind, hard-working soul. I want to give her the biggest hug & I hope she gets the recognition and success she deserves. Oh god and hearing her sleeping schedule JUST to be swatted again. It really breaks my heart
@@LunaLoveBad6969 they were caught! She talked about it on her podcast wine about it, but they did get and prosecute the guy from the sounds of things!
It’s the LAPD that’s not shocking, other streamers that gave been Swatted are basically in first name bases with the team, and it’s a hey it happing again isn’t it
@Dex it doesnt matter who its "for" it affects everybody living in the house. And you cant say "third wheel" for someone who is literally ludwig's partner
@@ingenious_crab1952 it’s just funny how ppl actually say that dumb shii🤣 “third wheel “ “nothing special”, QT is great and he can’t take away from what she went through or experienced.
Every time QT gets real I start sobbings - homegirl has gone through everything yet still standing strong, succeeding and paving the path for women and young girls
I have never seen this side of her. I can't believe she was dealing with so much. I'm happy she is pulling through and has given us so much entertainment and laughs. thank you for everything qtCinderella. You are one of the most amazing content creator out here. Thank you.
This is why I'm terrified of starting out as a female streamer... She just confirmed my fears of being sexualized just for showing yourself online. It's really disgusting and just not right, wtf. There's nothing to do about it though, the internet will always have more and more advanced technology and disgusting pigs...
and it's even harder for her since she is the gf of one of the most popular streamers so the hate is unbelievable for her, whatever she does is criticized.
Go vtuber, there's one who is just *an animated burger!* 😄 Or make the fans fight amongst themselves with a "kid character" like Amai Hiyo Sure you still get a few sickos, but you _get even more_ who are like "PROTECT HER PURITY!!!" 😠
Honestly, you don't show yourself. Ever. No matter how much you get of "who is this,"take the mask off. " You don't. You use nordvpn, you take all these safety procedures and never ever cave for the views. Don't be dream lmao. Stick true and just stay hidden
QT gets so much shit for no fuckin reason. But I am glad that lately she's been getting the love she deserves from chat and other streamers. QT is a hyper anxiety filled, annoyance, LIKE ME ☺ and I cherish her, and am extremely happy for her growth.
I felt the love she had for Ludwig when she said she stayed awake every time Ludwig was asleep on stream. She shouldn't be experiencing anyone of this, honestly.
@@cctv1180 the origin is a viral screenshot of a snapchat from about 6 or 7 years ago that depicts a man looking into the camera crying in a dark room. the caption says “i don’t know why i’m crying in the club right now” it turned into a reaction image and has stayed in use for years now
QT isn’t my most watched streamer, but probably the one I respect the most for the content she generates. She gives people a way to enjoy the streamers they love in another way
Yes I always carve out time to watch shit camp because Ludwig, Austin, Hassan, Rae, just to name a few are all just hilarious when they are together. It's just cool to see them all come together from the different types of streams they make to do activities together. 💕
Hearing the people in charge of protecting people tell the victim “ this is your fault” really let’s me know how much worse our country’s armed forces are
yes. that's the most disgusting part of it all. do they have like 0 training in talking to victims? it's an incredibly traumatic experience by itself, but being blamed right after it happened by the people that should protect you... that's completely unprofessional and just straight up cruel.
man 9 minutes in this is one of the saddest episodes (of interviewing streamers). and i haven't gotten to the swatting part yet :/ Hope QT can deal with these things and feel better about them in the future, good luck!
As a mom, I just want to give her a big hug. What an intelligent, genuine, resilient woman. Wishing her peace, healing, and lots of continued success 💜
QT talking about having PTSD and how she feels like she can’t sleep because of it is so real. i was recently diagnosed with PTSD and many people have told me it’s not real or that i am faking it. seeing her talk about it makes me feel so seen and known that it’s not just for a specific group of people
I've never heard of QTCinderella before today but her story really got to me, all those things that have happened and the issues that have arised due to the trauma feels so close to what I've gone through these past years. Before even finishing the interview, just seeing her cry and not feel ashamed said a lot about her character. And then hearing her speak so openly about her experiences just helped me feel a little less alone. I really wish her the best in life. 🙏🏼
She does a lot of really cool streams. Most recently she did a charity summer love song concert with a bunch of other streamers in honor of her mom where they raised money to pay animals adoption fees and she ended it with a tribute by singing mama Mia (her mothers favorite song), she’s a great host and does a lot of similar content to that, they’re always very well set up. I really recommend checking her out!
Lowkey he seems to have learned it a little from Ludwig ever since he was on the yard and ever since he interviewed Ludwig he has a lot more of a casual approach
When she started talking about where her PTSD started I just started crying because I know EXACTLY the feeling she's talking about when she says "the one day I didn't check, it happened." I have PTSD and for anyone with this you know this is your worst fear confirmed. Though tbh the hypervigilance beforehand shows she probably had it from the first time they got swatted. That whole story was so traumatic too.
Shoutouts to Anthony Padilla for being an outlet for stories this powerful, and shoutouts to QT for sharing her story. We as the human race must do better.
Her explaining suicidal thought is so accurate, I literally deal with what she explains all the time and it really is scary. I tried to reach out and my therapist at the time told my mom and then out of anger my mom took me out of therapy. I wish that people would be like "just don't" cause that's not how it works. anyway sorry I hope you guys have a good day.
don't apologize, people are here to listen ❤️. intrusive thoughts are really scary as they come and go. it's worth it to acknowledge that you are not your thoughts, and they don't have to mean anything if you don't want them to. if they ever turn serious, please know there are many people out there who are willing to help out and you deserve that love and care. I'm sorry your mom reacted that way
@@ComedyGlor I was afraid of the same thing when I talked about it in front of my mom when we were meeting the therapist and she asked. She asked how bad it’s gotten and I said as bad as it’s gets and an attempt has been made. Instead my mom started crying and apologizing to me (she did nothing wrong I just don’t fit in and adhd has made it hard and I stress a lot about things ti that point) she apologized and thought it was her fault I think I would have rather her get mad cause it’s not her fault
@@cooperweller5472my mom just sent me to a mental hospital for a week, made it way worse. That was 3 years ago and I can safely say I am miraculously over it. Because in the moment it feels like its not possible to get over it.
QT is one of the streamers who seem like they have been through some of the most trauma and yet still all she wants to do is get streamers together and have a good time. She is such a badass and so inspiring, hearing her talk so casually about so much trauma is heartbreaking.
Just her being a streamer with ocd, I can imagine the hellish stuff her brain comes up with during streaming, with that many people paying attention to everything she does. Doing that while also handling all the other bullshit that comes with streaming is unimaginable to me. People without ocd have no idea, that is a very strong person
Imagine being so much of an a**hole that you arrive to an innocent person's house, terrorize them and then refuse to help them even after you realize they're innocent, be rude about it, and come back to do it again without acknowledging it at all. I really hate police.
the fact that they're probably just mad about their time being wasted and the paperwork they've gotta do while these innocent people are clinically traumatized...
Swat and police in general arent even trained to work with people or to help people at all. They should be trained just like social workers but instead they mostly just get firearms training and a books about laws and police code. They basically dont care about the people that pay their wages for the most part.
Look I agree they should've acted differently and decently, but you gotta keep in mind the SWAT team goes in there preparing themselves for hundreds of dangers and possible traumas they might encounter. They're risking their lives with a call like that and also have to be mentally sharp enough not to harm anyone innocent. If a call like that turns out to be a prank, they're still fired up and full of adrenaline. They go in there fully ready to kill another human being and are asked to help look for a cat. So yeah I wish they'd reacted differently, but don't blame them for what happened.
I’ve never heard of her, but listen to her speak, she sounds like such a kind, caring, and genuine person. I can’t understand how someone could do this to her. And then how people can feel it’s justifiable. Insanity.
@@R7SkIlZ I'm on youtube every day I have basicly no life watch 100s of content creators but only recently really found out about ludwig/qt, it's quite easy to miss some content creators lol
I definitely feel for QTCinderella when she said "cuz girls are an accessory". This is more or less how Marzia felt, according to her own words she lost her identity as herself because people mainly treated her as Pewdiepie's girlfriend (now wife) and not as Marzia. Can you imagine what it must feel like being treated as if you dont exist outside of the context of another person? It's insane that women are more likely to be treated this way. Marzia is just one of many examples and I'm sorry to mention specifically her but unfortunately she's the biggest example of being mistreated by other people this way. I know so many similar examples of women treated this way. It's sad that it comes down to this gendered topic, I wish these kinds of things didnt happen regardless of gender.
It makes me sad bcs i loved Marzia's content and the way she carries herself. Such a kind, humble genuine person. Whenever I was having a bad day or particularly anxious I would watch her DIY or relaxing vlogs. She had an artistic eye for those things.
It's like in the 1800's, when a woman would be called Mrs. Scott Smith or Mrs. Tom Doe... completely erasing her name and replacing it with her husband's, like she isn't worthy of her own identity. I felt profound sadness about this just from looking at a photo of women many years ago, on a wall in a curling club. All those women were posing for the photo, and underneath the photo I could read their names, but it was all "Mrs." + Husband's Name. These women are just remembered as the wife of a man who completely overshadows them, taking their names away, even though their photo is on a wall for me to see, decades and decades later.
as someone with diagnosed ptsd it’s so scary. i feel for her. it’s gotten better for me, it’s been 5 years. but when i was first diagnosed, the amount of nightmares i had, i’d wake up throughout the night screaming, i’d get barely any sleep. it was awful. i hope she’s doing okay:(
@@akilahlayan naw its a different animal. Shit can go down,there are no monitors and you feel the room. Its really different. I didnt believe it either til i went to see ccomedy live. Even the best have to deal with hecklers,Timing and bombing. Im not saying she cant do it. But its alot to conquer and succeed at. Years of dedication and working bits non stop.
@@akilahlayan also i dont think she couldnt stream and do stand up seriously. She would run herself ragged for comedy shows usually run late. She would be new so her spots would be later, probably be bumped quite often til she established herself and gathered a following in the scene. I could easily see anyone attempting that burning out hard. But i have been proven wrong. She would be one the few who could.
Everyone should watch QT's streams. She is such a talented human being and her streams are always a vibe, whether it's a big event that she spend months planning, a casual baking stream, or a no cam potato league stream. She's a queen
True! People always talk about the events (and they should), but qt is legitimately one of the funniest people on twitch and you only really catch that if you watch the regular streams. At the events she’s typically too busy being the organizer.
i hope she takes care of herself and is able to feel safe and comfortable in her own home so much respect for the fact that she has gone through all of this but continues to spread positivity, fun, and laughs throughout the community in such creative ways
Qt is amazing, and I love how much she is changing twitch. Its really sad how mych she has been through and in my opinion still doesn't get all the recognition she deserves. Her being nominated at the game awards was amazing but even tho she deserved it they still gavd it to ludwig because he is bigger.
Bigger or not, he is a better streamer than QT. He may not put in as much effort sometimes but he doesn't need to. She totally deserves more recognition but she can't compete with ludwig at being a likeable and watchable streamer in most peoples opinion
@@rainbowtrout950 have u even watched her streams dude? I fux with her stuff but you’re crazy if you think she’s a better “streamer”. She provides a lot of value and is super important to the streaming world, but ludwig is hands down the better streamer. Just look at “the yard” and her podcast, the difference is night and day. He does the most and she kinda just reacts, her events are baller tho
How is she changing twitch lol just because you are used to watching streamers sit in front of the computer doesn't mean other don't put on big events.
Ludwig also did great content this year but let's not beef here. I'm sure that they are both happy and they seemed to be really supportive of each other's work so let's not compare and belittle each another.
Such an impactful episode. Hearing firsthand from QT about her PTSD and all of the trauma associated with swatting isn't something that most viewers think about, and it's devastating to hear.
I lost my mom last year and was just starting to become friends with her. QT talking about her mom and voicing the same thoughts I have had made me feel so much better. Thank you for this
QT is genuinely such a strong woman and I admire how resilient she is through such hard times. Having ptsd combined with ocd is unimaginable especially for such a public figure. While she does have a subjectively easy life compared to her viewers, but theres a whole laundry list of unimaginable hardships she has had to face.
It's weird, I find it quite comforting hearing QT talk about her mom and losing her and how traumatizing it was.. Because I lost my mom when I was the same age and I relate to EVERYTHING she talks about and how it feels to loose a close parent in your early 20's. Hearing her talk about that makes me feel heard in a stupid way!
i lost my dad when i was 19 going on 20. and the way she talks about her mom is how i feel about my dad. he was my best friend. that part of the video made me tear up, i felt understood. none of my closest friends have been through that since everyone's parents were still relatively young and it was a very isolating feeling. my condolences for your late mother, i see you and i feel your grief.
Her talking about how during the swatting she was scared she would die if she sneezed makes me scared what would happen if someone with tourettes and ticks got swatted. So many people have ticks that could easily get them killed in a situation like that. I hope Sweet Anita and all other internet celebrities with ticks stay safe.
the unfortunate reality is that a lot of people with disabilities are killed by police for that reason. hearing impaired people are often arrested or killed for 'refusing to listen' or 'resisting arrest' when in reality they can't hear the police, same with people with cognitive impairments and mental illness who may not entirely understand what's happening. people with tics or neurological issues are often arrested, tased or shot at for making sudden movements and noises, or for not moving at all.
@@zoekarina6966 that's such a good, important point. Swatting is a pretty rare occurrence considering how most people aren't famous internet celebs, but even any common police interaction could dangerously escalate if that person has disabilities.
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5. I just got through the past 5 seconds." was surprisingly powerful and moving. Honestly, I never really thought of life like that, but when you're in a super dark place, when holding on to something or celebrating those tiny seemingly unimpressive little achievements is all you can do in that specific moment, that is enough and you *should* celebrate them because you fucking got through them. Now go and give yourself another tiny achievement to absolutely rock and eventually you'll be able to expand those into bigger and bigger goals. I will definitely be taking this mantra with me from now on. ❤️
I remember during the subathon all the clips with qt “accidentally” quitting stream were everywhere and so many comments were berating her and asking how someone could do that accidentally. Poor girl she never deserved any that. I hope all the commenters can at least understand now that her and her roommates are able to talk about it. Sending love Blair, I love everything that you put out
Got to learn new layers of QT. Honestly I am quite surprised that she was bullied, because of the way she carries herself. But obviously your online persona is different for the masses. But it was nice to see such a real and raw interview with her
People love drama. If they can make up an interesting story they can talk about endlessly, they will. Since they are streamers, people emphazise with them less because they don't know them personally.
I didn't know much about QTCinderella until this and some of her stories broke my heart. I always saw her as confident, friendly, and kind, but now I know it comes from a lot of harships. Im happy she is doing well. She deserves all her success.
I could totally see qt transitioning to a behind the scenes person one day. Any organization, group, or company would be lucky to have her. Her work ethic and original ideas would uplift any brand.
Her boyfriend Ludwig has started a production company and they’ve both talked about retiring from streaming eventually and doing that + running a bakery together (she used to be a pastry chef and he is French and loves to bake bread), so it’s genuinely not super unlikely that that’s what she does/ends up doing someday
Man, my heart hurts so much for QT. Swatting is absolutely vile behavior, and those who do it should get the same punishment as murderers. The fact that, in these particular cases, their murder attempt failed, shouldn't reduce their sentence. QT seems like such a genuinely kind person - there's nothing she could have done that would even remotely justify the hell she's been through. I really hope she and Lud are able to figure out a living situation that will guarantee them some peace and safety.
her swatting stories really made me think about xqcs sleep issues and swatting incidents, I cannot imagine how difficult it is to cope with these events. :( so fucking messed up
It’s so sad to think that there are people out there with such deep inner issues and instead of just working through those and becoming a strong, empathetic, resilient, mature, and self confident human, they simply tear down others, so that they don’t feel as bad about themselves. Mind blowing that they feel so tough, funny, and cool, when they chose the weakest way to be okay with themselves.
I'll admit that I don't watch her streams much (maybe an hour or two overall) but usually liked her, when the hot tub meta was at it's biggest on twitch, she went the other way (but still did tub streaming) but with scuba gear pretty much and extra clothes/stuff and huge respect for the events she's done, which I've watched most of, didn't know she or well guess all of 'em, got swatted twice and how damaging that was. She seems like a very cool person and I really hope her mental state gets better.
@@lexiediazxo As a woman, it's kind of an infinite money glitch for girls to do sexy streams on twitch. so it's commendable she didn't go the easy route
@@lexiediazxo It was more an example because lot if not most of the women 'hot tub streaming' under 'just chatting' were just wearing bikini and she was one of the others making fun of it, but what ever.
I was raided once because of my sibling getting in trouble, very scary experience. I have PTSD from waking up to a swat team with giant guns waking me up. I was in a nightdress with no undergarmets, and have now learned never to sleep in something you aren't willing to be seen in if an emergency happens. Some other things I've done since then at my own home. I have lots of cameras. There is a driveway doorbell, so I can know when a car pulls into the driveway.
She’s really so inspiring to me. I lost my mom at the age of 16 and I can relate to her so much and seeing how successful she is now inspires me so much.
man this completely changed my cursory opinion on qtcinderella. knowing almost nothing about her the first ten minutes of this interview is a trip and i’ve already gained an immense amount of respect for her. might give her channel a second try
My dad was the exact same as QT’s mom, where he would call, text, and try to be a part of my life every day and be so supportive of anything I did even if it wasn’t a big deal. Unfortunately lost him in 2020 to Covid, and I can relate so much to that feeling of just utter silence and not having them there to share things in your life with anymore.
Her description of the silence after is spot on. 5 months into my loss and I still sometimes wonder how come my dad hasn't text me this week or I try to call him out of habit. Then it hits you all over again that you can't. That the person who was so supportive is no longer with you.
There needs to be something in place where you can file with police that you are an internet celebrity, and you know people will try and swat you, and they need some sort of protocol in place. They also need to start holding these caller’s accountable. They are wasting police resources. KNOWINGLY
yes the caller needs to be Held accountable, but also the police. How can they be just so negligent, insult when someone is trying to talk, should different orders? They went there three times with even same cops and they literally just do not care. Cops don’t need to act like navy seals breaching osama bin Ladens house. This is excessive and leads to so many wrongful deaths without anyone being punished.
The LAPD already has this and Ludwigs house was on file after the first swatting. They don't care, this is a larger issue with police in general and the ability to rapidly weaponize them because ultimately enacting violence is their function.
This exists, it's called whitelisting which Blaire, Ludwig and their roommates attempted to do but the LAPD (and all other PDs) is just a violent gang that love to shine their tax dollar payed toys and pretend to be seal team 6
They actually do and it works for some streamers in texas, and QT and lud gave their number to the LAPD but even though they should call and check with them for some reason they aren't
QT literally had me tearing up when she spoke about getting through life 5 seconds at a time. This episode was really good and it was intresting to learn about how the industry can have such a huge effect on people mentally.
Same. I always had this mentality whenever mentally things get bad, that id say "You can last five more minutes... Okay, now do it again" same idea as her. I appreciate how real she is being.
Never heard of this girl before this episode and she's probably one of the more memorable interviews to me. She's so honest and kind. I hope things get better for her ❤️
I remember one of the first baking live streams I watched of Qt when she thought she was being swatted.. the fear that washed over her scared the living crap out of me for days. I can't imagine the horror of dealing with that each time you wanna stream and have fun. Sending QT so much love 💗
dude i feel so bad for her, never realized how hard she actually had it since she plays it off so well. I hope those bastards who call swat on them get it I hope she gets better soon as well eventually, poor her. Her content and events are amazing as well! I hope she pushes through and gets better overall
I have CPTSD and OCD and I couldn’t have related to her more when she was talking about suicidal ideation. It’s an intrusive thought and even though I’m depressed as hell, I realize that I don’t actually wanna die, I just want things to get better. But the problem is the thought is really scary. I start to obsess over it and that only makes everything worse. It’s hard to go through and I don’t talk about it with anyone other than my therapist so I’m proud of her talking about it here. I hope 2023 is her best year ever to make up for how terrible she’s been treated. Sending so much love to her ❤❤❤
@@pumpkin3461 it really is hard! Ocd can feel very isolating imo because sometimes it’s hard to talk to people about it, but know that there are millions of us that share these experiences. You aren’t alone and you have a community of similar people that want to support you 💛☺️
QTC: "I'm raised mormon and you're never good enough. That is the thing about Mormonism, you are never going to be good enough" Sounds like a traditional Asian household. We were raised through emotional damage! Glad she had her own supports growing up. Not everyone has that.
@@fozziebean Yes, many. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (formerly nicknamed the "Mormon Church") is a worldwide church. But the mindset and attitude she describes is unfair and not what is supposed to be taught. And good grief it's nothing like a cult, and a Buzzfeed quiz is such a poor guide to judge a religion that does so much good in the world.
This really hit hard for me. I lost my mom a few weeks ago, as an 18 year old, to cancer and it's really encouraging to hear "1,2,3,4,5 you just got through 5 seconds" thank you so much QT!
If you see this and you have or have considered doing something like calling a SWAT team to a streamers house or any person you know hasn’t done anything’s house just know for a fact that you’re a terrible person. It doesn’t matter if we know who you are because you know and I hope you never forget it cause the ppl in that house won’t, you’re wasting officers effort and time, disrupting the entire neighborhood, etc.
@justvibing4796 If you're seriously thinking that telling them what they want to hear will get them to stop, then you're about as much of a problem as they are because you're encouraging them. Stop complaining about the trolls, and start complaining about how law enforcement handles them. You're only making things worse this way.
@@therexyogaming Yeah, no, if the trolls hear how much everyone hates them, good. The only people who actually enjoy that behavior are other sweaty pimply slobs. They lash out at people in the spotlight because nobody pays attention to them, or they're actively avoided. Because they're disgusting. It's not hurting anyone undeserving by calling them garbage.
@@fleentstones117 If you were hurting them by saying it, sure. But, apparently you don't know how to read, because I specifically said that being complained about/insulted is exactly what they want. They *want* to be called trash, because it lets them know they got us mad. They *want* us to complain, that's why they did it in the first place. If you watch the video, she actually mentions that exact thing, because (apparently you weren't really listening) if you make a big fuss about it, all your doing is giving them the publicity they desire. So lemme say this one last time (and if in spite of all that explaining, you still don't understand, you're a lost cause) complain about the police who didn't do shit to avoid this situation, not the dickholes who want to be complained about.
@therexyogaming yeah, those prank callers sure are great people! I would love to sit down and have a beer with them one day. Also, I hope that SWAT teams take all abduction cases less seriously. Because obviously they're able to tell when the call is a prank or not. I sure love those prank callers!
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The fact that the douchebag caller said he was gonna come out and shoot when Ludwig was gonna come out the door is crazy, people who swat streamers need to be put in prison for attempted murder
(19:03) ahh, thank you for explaining that part. man i feel dumb, i was confused because she said the roommate called and i thought the roommate had said that. i didnt put together that the "person who remained on the phone" was the disgusting imbecile who wanted to "prank" them. i really hope people who swat streamers do time for this bs, so fucking cruel and for what.
@@indecisivejamieI initially saw that part in a short on this channel so it was completely missing the context necessary to figure out who was “going to come out and shoot”
@@indecisivejamieI was also confused it took 3 rewatches to figure it out
Some of them do end up there luckily, due to it being illegal to make a false report like that (in the U.S at least)
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It's illegal to submit a false report to authorities, which swatting counts as a false report. But that's *if* the cops even manage or try to track down the person submitting the false report.
That swat story sounds horrendously traumatic. People are insane to do this to other people.
but for real. Do they really dont check from where the call is coming from? It's not like it's 1980s
@@criminals112 if they were phoning from a normal phone yes but they wouldn’t if they didn’t want to be caught. Either way even if they did track it they would still need to respond the same way unfortunately they couldn’t tell for sure what was happening just from the location.
Whats forse Ludwig mentioned that after first swatting he asked for police to next time call and verify with them in case something similar happened and they agreed and all that. But then he got swatted again and they didnt call or did anything that they talked about.
i think it's justifiable if you are that rich
@@Liza.Wharton uhhhhhh no
I’m sorry but it is honestly shocking about how little some people care about the fact that streamers are human being with real emotions.
I think it's either out of jealousy or lack of parental attention when it comes to people who like to swat their "favourite streamer". Idek how some people can find swatting funny..
Yea it's even scarier to think how easy you yourself forget, like when a youtuber who does weekly or daily uploads just goes off the map and you just literally forget about the possibility of their having a life, and no matter how hard you try, if you leave it to your subconscious, then you will forget that people are people. Its freaky.
HA GayyyyyyyYYY!
@@J1mmybeef true. It's like a broken puzzle but you don't know what piece is missing. Not the shape, size or even the color. And that's just weird and irritating
@@tapioca6863 Fr though it’s just pure harassment and the “people” who do it know it is. They’re very mentally ill and unfortunately many twitch viewers are the type that *never* leave their house or their computer screen. I can’t imagine many people watching hours of a stream of a guy sleeping at 4am are normal. 😅
“There’s a difference between suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies and.. it's just scary… even if I'm the most depressed thing in the world, I love life. I don't wanna die, I don't want those things, and so it’s very frustrating when that happens” that sprung a chord hard. I never knew her before this but she’s SO strong and such a cool and down to earth person.
OOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!! Something just clicked in my head. Not sure if it’s a good thing or not:/
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I am vaguely similar but that’s because I fear death not because I love life.
Jesus can make those thoughts stop. It’s spiritual, it’s evil spirits putting thoughts in your head
@@kay3-q8d that's just so not true. some people find comfort in jesus but no amount of bible thumping undoes trauma.
That is NOT a prank... that is STRAIGHT UP attempted murder... she could of been killed. How fucked up do you need to be to think that's okay to do. She is so strong and qs someone who has PTSD and OCD I know how horrible it is. I have panic attacks regularly and they are horrific. She's so brave for being able to talk about it. I hope those people get in a LOT of trouble for the damage caused to her and for making the calls in the first place.
yeah, it really sounded like especially slime could've been killed during the first swat.
@@josefinarivia right? it's just sick
Sorry I'm not american and I don't really understand the whole thing? Like it seems stupid that anyone can anonymously make those calls and also how do they even know where the streamers live? Also I genuinely don't understand, Cops need a search warrant to do literally anything and sometimes people die because of inaction caused by it. But apparently SWAT teams can just go around killing people? Like sorry I don't get it lol.
Yes! Someone actually died because of it. You do have to sympathise with the swat force though. Tracing a call takes too long, if the threat was real (which they have to assume it is) they have to act immediately after getting a call.
The type of person to do this also had to scrutinize any stream footage and figure out their where they lived. This person had set out to do this for a while and actively tried to kill them. Evil
Is it not considered a false police report?? They should be investigated by the FBI or something. Maybe that would stop the swatting. People need to be held accountable. Disgustingly sad. Infuriating
They need to get rid of anon phone calls
Technically it’s not a police report, (I think somebody has to open a police report) this is a false threat, if it makes you feel better a boy from I wanna say Canada but he was from e somewhere else and he said he was gonna shoot some girls school up in Florida because she rejected Him, he was later swatted and either killed or taken into custody.
The person who made the swat call on QT and Lud is serving 20 years in jail
@@glardian966 I hope that’s true. I was swatted by a classmate (on my birthday) and he only got a fine (he also had to change schools repeatedly, because no one wanted contact with him. And we always found out his new school.)
@@GalacticStudios69 it's still a police report either way. you're reporting to the police and 911 operators that there was something that happened, which means they gotta go check out the situation and Canada has Provinces and the US has states and they have different laws than each other. so by dialing 911 on the phone, you're technically making a report to a 911 operator about something bad happening. a police report doesn't have to be done at the station or in person, it can be done over the phone. i have family that are detectives and officers of the law including a couple people i went to school with. it sounds like to me, you're one of the people who makes the phone calls for streamers to be swatted, by saying "it's not a police report." it's both a false threat and police report at the same time.
this woman is so strong and understandable, i feel so safe in her presence.
qt is seriously the best
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Her streams are really great. She's got a terrific sense of humor. And I know for me personally, the way she is willing to speak openly about her struggles with mental health has really helped me be more comfortable talking about it with friends and all too.
This is a very blessed comment. 🖤
You’ve never been in her presence yall just say shit and you don’t even make it make sense💀
Can we just go back in time to when people gave streamers free food instead of endangering their lives.
It wasn't always free. A lot of the time the pizzas are ordered and the streamer gets told something "10 large pizzas that will be X total" by the driver. On top of that they're expected to tip the driver as well. It usually hurt the pizza company as they would have 10 pizzas or whatever worth of product that they'd paid money for that wasn't sold because some idiot decided to play a "prank".
@@vermontvampyre i think you mean it wasn't _ever_ free... 😜 Its not like the "prankster" would ever pay for it, so if they wanted to be able to ever order pizza again, they'd just pay it and eat pizza for the next week
The choice between having the struggle of, "If I should pay for the 10x pizzas that have been sent to me or my house being raided by armed professionals?"
The pricey pizza prank is definitely the lesser evil
Real tho it’s not free I would prefer to not get swatted
In what world was a prank ordering pizza that was paid for?...lol
I didn’t know who she was before this video, but she seems like such a genuine individual. It takes so much strength to push through with PTSD, I have so much respect for her
I've know of her for a while. She's super hardworking and deserves all the success she's had come her way. Can't wait for the next streamer awards!
yeah QT is really good at seeming like a genuine individual
I've only known of Ludwig through passing because of other people I watch. I thought I had heard something involving Ludwig and him being swatted before. Before, I was just like, "Oh, that's a fucked up thing to do". Now I'm shaking and furious that somebody would put somebody into this kind of a situation. Especially to somebody who seems very kind, looking at how she always wanted to make sure everyone was alright.
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Her describing swatting in such a real, raw, terrifying, and traumatic way really explains how crazy it is that people do it and think it's just a prank or joke. Its Sad that you have to live in fear of that.
Not really, she is just mentally challenged. Any sane normal person does not have to go through that crap she is talking about. Her brain is broke.
Based on the first one with the "I am coming out with a gun" it was definitely malicious wanting someone to die...
@@joshuaslawson9125 exactly I hope whoever did that get caught and arrested for second degree attempted murder
And now that she says that she has PTSD, some sick idiot will think it's a good idea to do it again to make her suffer
I don't think the person making the call was stupid enough to believe it was a funny prank. This was attempted homicide. The caller should be arrested and put in jail, but sadly, I doubt they ever found him.
almost teared up when QT started talking about her mom
her mom sounds really sweet and QT is just as well
* gives a stern look* *spits on ground* Mumbles:"Women"
@@susanthejew6351 What in the roleplay-
truly tho. I lost my mom when i was 17, and our moms sound very similar from the way she was describing her. She hit the feeling spot on when she said it was surreal going from every day contact to silence.
@@susanthejew6351 ok
@@aMaZexSh0cKz fr though qt explained it very well
sorry to hear about your mom D:
Former 911 worker here - sometimes we can track phone numbers but sometimes people are really good at using technology to hide their information even from police. Most departments do keep a record so if you’ve been swatted before, they’re able to recognize a swatting again. I’ve worked a few swattings with twitch streamers, and luckily we were able to just call the streamer and verify that it was not happening. Unfortunately sometimes, this isn’t an option and they are forced to take it seriously.
Ludwig talks about how they've been swatted multiple times and they are never given a curtosy call despite being told that they would. If I recall correctly, there was a time they were called about it well after it had already happened
Jesus, QT. It's crazy how people have no thought process about swatting at all. You definitely deserve a big break, AND a crown for the Queen of Twitch that you are.
I really hope that in the future, Swatting never works out, I absolutely goddamn hate those disgusting people who would ruin someone life just for a “laugh”
I hope QT and other people affected by swatting heal, because it isn’t something that can be forgotten easily ❤
Qt the queen of twitch? lol
More like a clout chasing snake lol
sadly some of them do, they just don´t care
They know what swatting does. They know exactly what the results could be. that's why they do it.
Oh.. they have a thought process. They just don't have any empathy.
As a wise man once said,
"It's not a prank if no one is laughing in the end."
Nor is it a joke if even 1 persons left out
It's not a prank unless EVERYONE laughs at the end
It will never be a joke if someone dies in the end
@@Zalied YES this is the one i subscribe to. i mess with my sister all teh damn time. im an annoying older brother lol. but if she isnt laughing at the end, i messed up. but she laughs every time :)
@@SilverPizza6147 I don't know about that a knock knock joke on hitler ending in an explosion would be pretty fucking funny
God I want to give her the biggest hug
Me too, she's such a precious bean
@@stratosphere94 Bean?
@@peterargueta2522 it’s a term of endearment
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is calling a SWAT team not illegal? how is it that they do this to streamers as if you're ordering a pizza. Tracing the call should be like #1 thing to do, this is so dangerous and i can't see how this is a prank or something funny.
1. yes, its illegal. its a felony in the US.
2. people can spoof their numbers INCREDIBLY easily, which can make it untraceable to even police
Exactly. It should be standard for that kind of stuff, because it could get somebody killed.
Even having the same fucking cops that should know by know that these people are minor celebrities that are being purposely harassed
They use spoofed numbers and burner phones so they can't be tracked
Unless you're calling from a landline, 911 does not have your exact location. they can maybe ping your location to the closest cell tower in the moment. But it is not currently possible to trace the call to an exact location/caller within the 30 seconds to 10 minutes a 911 call usually lasts. All they know is that someone could possibly be losing their life _right now_ and so they act accordingly. The risk of not believing the caller is that someone could die. It's unfortunate that for situations like this, the risk of _believing_ the caller is _also_ that someone might die.
i had my house swatted when i was 6 (because my dad was doing illegal activities) and i still am not the same. they don’t care about what happens with you, you don’t get a warning and it’s absolutely petrifying. i can’t imagine having to go through it several times for a prank, she is so strong.
Wow, I can't believe that happened to you at 6! I hope you're doing good now ❤
@@TrueThat02 why are you blaming the 6 year old for the father's actions
@@TrueThat02 You completely missed the point
The swat teams should be merged with the army (if they aren't already)
Sending her a virtual hug. She's been through so much just trying to live her life. I can relate to the trauma, PTSD, and OCD, but not the publicized trauma. It's not deserved.
Can confirm, it's not a fun combo. I can't imagine having people actively trying to ruin your life on top of that.
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I can relate to trauma and PTSD too, it’s horrible and no one deserves it :(.
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Anthony is such a good interviewer so respectful
Yeah slime should do his own podcast
@@PicassosCat How tf is that related to what kreatura said? Or even this video?
@@B3ka_Anthony "Slime" Bruno, Ludwigs manager.
@@OhmsFPS Ik who he is, but how is him starting his own podcast related to the comment and/or the video?
@@B3ka_ Slime is such a good interviewer so respectful
Okay, but why is it so easy to have someone SWATTED?
So true!! System is fucked
It's the "boy who cried wolf" situation except that law enforcement can't just simply ignore it. The streamer may have moved, and a new person(s) may be living there now. For all they know it might be true this time. It sucks but it is what it is. And the SWAT teem gets pissed because their time just got wasted.
@@drakadarkon1458 what does that have anything to do with swatting being an accessible and easy to get away with occurrence?
@@shirosflowernever said it was right or justified. Just explaining why the teem acted the way they did.
And the dude has been caught and convicted for the instance that QT is describing in this interview.
@@drakadarkon1458 I see
Hearing QT talk about being swatted is honestly so sad and infuriating. How can people be so heartless and evil to do that to another person. Wishing her all the success, and thank you Anthony for shedding light into streamer’s life with this interview.
Seconding. It broke my heart; it sounds terrifying and I can only imagine the kind of trauma it creates. I'm not surprised she has PTSD from it. I hate that people can do something so heartless, and I'm glad she's talking about it.
@@nightingalebardyeah I’ve never really heard someone describe swatting like she has. It’s so much more violent and terrifying than some people make it out to be.
Yeah it's also like; that shit was completely not okay even back when swattings first started being a thing, and then people were killed from being swatted, and even after that some jackasses still think it's funny. Like no
I'm really glad that QT was able to talk through all this trauma. She is so incredibly strong for persevering through all of this trauma and I cannot imagine how hard *all* of this is on her especially with all the events she puts on
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Being a millionaire and having a millionaire lifestyle is very traumatic. (:
@@LearningAccount-z7c Yeah she lives comfortably but no one should be almost killed for a dang prank. Just go away you troll
@@LearningAccount-z7cdid you even watch the video
@@LearningAccount-z7ctell me you didnt watch the video without telling me you didnt watch the video
QT is one of those creators that if she schedules an event, I will NOT miss it. She’s so talented and her attention to detail is unmatched. The Event GOAT.
@@gg-kr8ws nah I’m with him. They are always worth
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Her events are Ice Poseidon rip offs they’ve been done but she makes them Disney channel friendly ..no wonder you like it
@@contontaudit7844 who's ice poseidon
@@cycoekiller119 biggest tool on the internet
I love how Anthony barely even had to interview her, she just has so many stories and life experience that she could just go on for hours without prompt. Could be the editing tho.
She said on stream they cut off a lot of other things that she had brought up (and she was glad they did not include those segments. I think this is perhaps edited in a way that has actually cut out more of what she was saying (that she maybe didn't want out to the public). So probably the opposite way in terms of editing.
You could tell this was heavily edited
honestly this has to be taken more seriously and should genuinely be illegal. look how quickly swat teams got for these stupid calls, but when it’s genuinely a bad situation, they can’t do shit ?? for fucks sake
Swating is actually illegal the problem is them never trying to find the person that called the police
It also seems so counterintuitive that a SWAT would even work in genuine situations (hostages, murder-suicides). Where are the people to de-escalate? A dangerous person with a gun is only going to get more dangerous when they have loads of guns trained on them- at that point they have nothing to lose.
@@secondrateseth8360 Yeah they are supposed to send hostage negotiators in that scenario. If that was a real hostage situation it could have turned incredibly ugly with how they responded. I also think it’s ridiculous that QT’s house got swatted 3 times, sometimes with the same officers, but they still had that aggressive reaction. The SWAT team can’t be that stupid, obviously it’s a prank.
@@liliebilie yeah i would expect in swat situations they have those negotiators on the line with the house even before they arrive or start yelling at them.
I watched a video not too long ago I think by wavywebsurfer about a guy who regularly swatted streamers and ended up getting someone killed.. I'm pretty sure he got jail time
QT has so many traumatic stories. Getting kidnapped as a kid, almost being trafficked, swatting, etc. She’s so strong.
seriously so strong. she needs so much more credit
I’ve never heard of her before this,she seems like a genuine person who i want to sub to,she deserves every sub she has
God QT is just such a kind, hard-working soul. I want to give her the biggest hug & I hope she gets the recognition and success she deserves. Oh god and hearing her sleeping schedule JUST to be swatted again. It really breaks my heart
facts man streamers get treated like shit
Yes! I was so not expecting her to say it happened AGAIN like wtf. Whoever did that needs to be caught.
@@LunaLoveBad6969 they were caught! She talked about it on her podcast wine about it, but they did get and prosecute the guy from the sounds of things!
the swat told her to "get a new job"????? like actually???? oh my god????
“sorry we threatened to murder you, but it’s your fault because you chose to generate income through completely legal means”
It’s the LAPD that’s not shocking, other streamers that gave been Swatted are basically in first name bases with the team, and it’s a hey it happing again isn’t it
@@jurdie111yea like wtf it’s just a job and a lot of people have their faces attached to their jobs anyway
@jurdie111 sorry we lost your cat too. No we wont help you look for it. Go get a real job. Smh
"get a new job and we won't find your cat that we let out" 😔😭
such a good episode. i love how she showed the darkness that the industry can cause. genuinely love her content. thank u anthony
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Definitely one of the most open and honest interviews, both of them came across wonderfully 👏
@Dex it doesnt matter who its "for" it affects everybody living in the house. And you cant say "third wheel" for someone who is literally ludwig's partner
@@ingenious_crab1952 it’s just funny how ppl actually say that dumb shii🤣 “third wheel “ “nothing special”, QT is great and he can’t take away from what she went through or experienced.
@Dex she lives in the same house as ludwig, so it directly effects her and the roommates as well. let’s not be dense pls.
Every time QT gets real I start sobbings - homegirl has gone through everything yet still standing strong, succeeding and paving the path for women and young girls
I hope she gets another podcast
I have never seen this side of her. I can't believe she was dealing with so much. I'm happy she is pulling through and has given us so much entertainment and laughs. thank you for everything qtCinderella. You are one of the most amazing content creator out here. Thank you.
This is why I'm terrified of starting out as a female streamer... She just confirmed my fears of being sexualized just for showing yourself online. It's really disgusting and just not right, wtf. There's nothing to do about it though, the internet will always have more and more advanced technology and disgusting pigs...
You stream anyway, no matter what im sure you will be great
I always thought wearing a mask or doing that animated character superimposed over you would be a good option to avoid being personally sexualized.
and it's even harder for her since she is the gf of one of the most popular streamers so the hate is unbelievable for her, whatever she does is criticized.
Go vtuber, there's one who is just *an animated burger!* 😄
Or make the fans fight amongst themselves with a "kid character" like Amai Hiyo
Sure you still get a few sickos, but you _get even more_ who are like "PROTECT HER PURITY!!!" 😠
Honestly, you don't show yourself. Ever. No matter how much you get of "who is this,"take the mask off. " You don't. You use nordvpn, you take all these safety procedures and never ever cave for the views. Don't be dream lmao. Stick true and just stay hidden
QT gets so much shit for no fuckin reason.
But I am glad that lately she's been getting the love she deserves from chat and other streamers.
QT is a hyper anxiety filled, annoyance, LIKE ME ☺ and I cherish her, and am extremely happy for her growth.
She gets shit because she is in a relationship and horrible people don't like to see other people happy with something they don't have.
@@DreamingVoid ifykyk, and you don't 😂
I felt the love she had for Ludwig when she said she stayed awake every time Ludwig was asleep on stream. She shouldn't be experiencing anyone of this, honestly.
why are you happy about having anxiety
@@Moonking_Is_Back im not. But she's relatable to me.
QT GOT ME CRYING IN THE CLUB
Girl why u watchin qt in the club
What does ‘crying in the club’ mean?
@@cctv1180 unexpectedly getting upset/crying due to an outside stimulus eg a video
@@cctv1180 the origin is a viral screenshot of a snapchat from about 6 or 7 years ago that depicts a man looking into the camera crying in a dark room. the caption says “i don’t know why i’m crying in the club right now” it turned into a reaction image and has stayed in use for years now
Right there with you, friend 🥲🤧
QT isn’t my most watched streamer, but probably the one I respect the most for the content she generates. She gives people a way to enjoy the streamers they love in another way
And all her events are great
Yes I always carve out time to watch shit camp because Ludwig, Austin, Hassan, Rae, just to name a few are all just hilarious when they are together. It's just cool to see them all come together from the different types of streams they make to do activities together. 💕
I agree, she is the streamer I have the deepest respect for
That was not a prank. That was the type of thing you probably can and should be arrested for. That’s terrible to do to someone.
You can in the US. Mis use of the emergency service system or something.
Should be arrested for fraud and attempted murder.
Hearing the people in charge of protecting people tell the victim “ this is your fault” really let’s me know how much worse our country’s armed forces are
"You should get different jobs" says the pigs who suck up American's taxes to give parking tickets and kill innocent people 🙄
Yeah some of it’s pretty shit… but like with everything else there’s good and bad.
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yes. that's the most disgusting part of it all.
do they have like 0 training in talking to victims? it's an incredibly traumatic experience by itself, but being blamed right after it happened by the people that should protect you... that's completely unprofessional and just straight up cruel.
@@polina-rs4lr are you coming online for some amongus soon?
man 9 minutes in this is one of the saddest episodes (of interviewing streamers). and i haven't gotten to the swatting part yet :/
Hope QT can deal with these things and feel better about them in the future, good luck!
This was a fking therapy session
Hopefully good things happens to her
As a mom, I just want to give her a big hug. What an intelligent, genuine, resilient woman. Wishing her peace, healing, and lots of continued success 💜
QT talking about having PTSD and how she feels like she can’t sleep because of it is so real. i was recently diagnosed with PTSD and many people have told me it’s not real or that i am faking it. seeing her talk about it makes me feel so seen and known that it’s not just for a specific group of people
hey, ive also been diagnosed with ptsd and i hope you are doing okay. fuck all the people who say things like that. stay strong
mad respect to qt!! she’s done so many amazing things for the community! can’t wait for the second streamer awards🤞
It is gonna be on my birthday!
@@sphawesome571 lol mine too!
Bruh she got me tearing up when she counted to 5 and said "you just got through the last 5 seconds, good job!" Whack I needed that honestly
Crying in the taco bell drive thru
I've never heard of QTCinderella before today but her story really got to me, all those things that have happened and the issues that have arised due to the trauma feels so close to what I've gone through these past years. Before even finishing the interview, just seeing her cry and not feel ashamed said a lot about her character. And then hearing her speak so openly about her experiences just helped me feel a little less alone. I really wish her the best in life. 🙏🏼
She does a lot of really cool streams. Most recently she did a charity summer love song concert with a bunch of other streamers in honor of her mom where they raised money to pay animals adoption fees and she ended it with a tribute by singing mama Mia (her mothers favorite song), she’s a great host and does a lot of similar content to that, they’re always very well set up. I really recommend checking her out!
@@Grexsome will do, thanks!!!
Her personality is so pure
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Only 5 minutes in but I LOVE this new conversation style you're going with as opposed to it feeling like more of an interview
Lowkey he seems to have learned it a little from Ludwig ever since he was on the yard and ever since he interviewed Ludwig he has a lot more of a casual approach
@@jenkummankum9211 Being on The Yard and Trash Taste definitely helped him come up with this newer style
I think that's more up to her taking long to respond, and also it's not really an interview when it's with fellow creators
When she started talking about where her PTSD started I just started crying because I know EXACTLY the feeling she's talking about when she says "the one day I didn't check, it happened." I have PTSD and for anyone with this you know this is your worst fear confirmed.
Though tbh the hypervigilance beforehand shows she probably had it from the first time they got swatted. That whole story was so traumatic too.
Shoutouts to Anthony Padilla for being an outlet for stories this powerful, and shoutouts to QT for sharing her story. We as the human race must do better.
Her explaining suicidal thought is so accurate, I literally deal with what she explains all the time and it really is scary. I tried to reach out and my therapist at the time told my mom and then out of anger my mom took me out of therapy. I wish that people would be like "just don't" cause that's not how it works. anyway sorry I hope you guys have a good day.
don't apologize, people are here to listen ❤️. intrusive thoughts are really scary as they come and go. it's worth it to acknowledge that you are not your thoughts, and they don't have to mean anything if you don't want them to. if they ever turn serious, please know there are many people out there who are willing to help out and you deserve that love and care. I'm sorry your mom reacted that way
Wtf your mum heard that you're suicidal and decided to take you OUT of therapy?? I'm so sorry
@@ComedyGlor I was afraid of the same thing when I talked about it in front of my mom when we were meeting the therapist and she asked. She asked how bad it’s gotten and I said as bad as it’s gets and an attempt has been made. Instead my mom started crying and apologizing to me (she did nothing wrong I just don’t fit in and adhd has made it hard and I stress a lot about things ti that point) she apologized and thought it was her fault
I think I would have rather her get mad cause it’s not her fault
@@cooperweller5472my mom just sent me to a mental hospital for a week, made it way worse. That was 3 years ago and I can safely say I am miraculously over it. Because in the moment it feels like its not possible to get over it.
@@chandlereaves6573 Happy ur still here❤❤
QT is one of the streamers who seem like they have been through some of the most trauma and yet still all she wants to do is get streamers together and have a good time. She is such a badass and so inspiring, hearing her talk so casually about so much trauma is heartbreaking.
She has the survivor tales of everything she’s been through. That’s why she is loved, because she’s fought the haters and came out winning.
Just her being a streamer with ocd, I can imagine the hellish stuff her brain comes up with during streaming, with that many people paying attention to everything she does. Doing that while also handling all the other bullshit that comes with streaming is unimaginable to me. People without ocd have no idea, that is a very strong person
The fact people even consider swatting a prank is baffling, that’s no prank its a straight up crime and those people need to be arrested
Imagine being so much of an a**hole that you arrive to an innocent person's house, terrorize them and then refuse to help them even after you realize they're innocent, be rude about it, and come back to do it again without acknowledging it at all. I really hate police.
the fact that they're probably just mad about their time being wasted and the paperwork they've gotta do while these innocent people are clinically traumatized...
Swat and police in general arent even trained to work with people or to help people at all. They should be trained just like social workers but instead they mostly just get firearms training and a books about laws and police code. They basically dont care about the people that pay their wages for the most part.
They had the ultimate scenario: larp as heroes without having anything on the line, I would think they'd be grateful 😭
well thats an american police problem, in alot of countrys its way better!
Look I agree they should've acted differently and decently, but you gotta keep in mind the SWAT team goes in there preparing themselves for hundreds of dangers and possible traumas they might encounter. They're risking their lives with a call like that and also have to be mentally sharp enough not to harm anyone innocent. If a call like that turns out to be a prank, they're still fired up and full of adrenaline. They go in there fully ready to kill another human being and are asked to help look for a cat.
So yeah I wish they'd reacted differently, but don't blame them for what happened.
I’ve never heard of her, but listen to her speak, she sounds like such a kind, caring, and genuine person. I can’t understand how someone could do this to her. And then how people can feel it’s justifiable. Insanity.
How do you not know who Ludwig is
@@R7SkIlZthe internet is vast .
@@R7SkIlZ I'm on youtube every day I have basicly no life watch 100s of content creators but only recently really found out about ludwig/qt, it's quite easy to miss some content creators lol
I definitely feel for QTCinderella when she said "cuz girls are an accessory". This is more or less how Marzia felt, according to her own words she lost her identity as herself because people mainly treated her as Pewdiepie's girlfriend (now wife) and not as Marzia. Can you imagine what it must feel like being treated as if you dont exist outside of the context of another person? It's insane that women are more likely to be treated this way. Marzia is just one of many examples and I'm sorry to mention specifically her but unfortunately she's the biggest example of being mistreated by other people this way. I know so many similar examples of women treated this way. It's sad that it comes down to this gendered topic, I wish these kinds of things didnt happen regardless of gender.
i loved marzias channel it was so sad when she quit
THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS
It makes me sad bcs i loved Marzia's content and the way she carries herself. Such a kind, humble genuine person. Whenever I was having a bad day or particularly anxious I would watch her DIY or relaxing vlogs. She had an artistic eye for those things.
It's like in the 1800's, when a woman would be called Mrs. Scott Smith or Mrs. Tom Doe... completely erasing her name and replacing it with her husband's, like she isn't worthy of her own identity. I felt profound sadness about this just from looking at a photo of women many years ago, on a wall in a curling club. All those women were posing for the photo, and underneath the photo I could read their names, but it was all "Mrs." + Husband's Name. These women are just remembered as the wife of a man who completely overshadows them, taking their names away, even though their photo is on a wall for me to see, decades and decades later.
This! It was sad to see her leave.
as someone with diagnosed ptsd it’s so scary. i feel for her. it’s gotten better for me, it’s been 5 years. but when i was first diagnosed, the amount of nightmares i had, i’d wake up throughout the night screaming, i’d get barely any sleep. it was awful. i hope she’s doing okay:(
As a qt fan I’m super excited to hear her say she wants to be a stand up comedian. She’d be perfect for it, but also what can’t she do perfectly
Hopefully she realizes what she signing up for.
@@bige4333 You don’t think the years of streaming taught her that?😐
@@akilahlayan naw its a different animal. Shit can go down,there are no monitors and you feel the room. Its really different. I didnt believe it either til i went to see ccomedy live. Even the best have to deal with hecklers,Timing and bombing. Im not saying she cant do it. But its alot to conquer and succeed at. Years of dedication and working bits non stop.
@@akilahlayan also i dont think she couldnt stream and do stand up seriously. She would run herself ragged for comedy shows usually run late. She would be new so her spots would be later, probably be bumped quite often til she established herself and gathered a following in the scene. I could easily see anyone attempting that burning out hard. But i have been proven wrong. She would be one the few who could.
started bawling at her talking about her mother because she literally says it exactly how it is.
Everyone should watch QT's streams. She is such a talented human being and her streams are always a vibe, whether it's a big event that she spend months planning, a casual baking stream, or a no cam potato league stream. She's a queen
She’s a Saint, pure and simple. She brings the best in all she does, and we love her for all she does.
True! People always talk about the events (and they should), but qt is legitimately one of the funniest people on twitch and you only really catch that if you watch the regular streams. At the events she’s typically too busy being the organizer.
i hope she takes care of herself and is able to feel safe and comfortable in her own home
so much respect for the fact that she has gone through all of this but continues to spread positivity, fun, and laughs throughout the community in such creative ways
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Qt is amazing, and I love how much she is changing twitch. Its really sad how mych she has been through and in my opinion still doesn't get all the recognition she deserves. Her being nominated at the game awards was amazing but even tho she deserved it they still gavd it to ludwig because he is bigger.
Bigger or not, he is a better streamer than QT. He may not put in as much effort sometimes but he doesn't need to.
She totally deserves more recognition but she can't compete with ludwig at being a likeable and watchable streamer in most peoples opinion
@@ktgame2640 yikes
@@rainbowtrout950 have u even watched her streams dude? I fux with her stuff but you’re crazy if you think she’s a better “streamer”. She provides a lot of value and is super important to the streaming world, but ludwig is hands down the better streamer. Just look at “the yard” and her podcast, the difference is night and day. He does the most and she kinda just reacts, her events are baller tho
How is she changing twitch lol just because you are used to watching streamers sit in front of the computer doesn't mean other don't put on big events.
Ludwig also did great content this year but let's not beef here. I'm sure that they are both happy and they seemed to be really supportive of each other's work so let's not compare and belittle each another.
Such an impactful episode. Hearing firsthand from QT about her PTSD and all of the trauma associated with swatting isn't something that most viewers think about, and it's devastating to hear.
omg flub hi
Verified geometry dash player 🗿
I lost my mom last year and was just starting to become friends with her. QT talking about her mom and voicing the same thoughts I have had made me feel so much better. Thank you for this
QT is genuinely such a strong woman and I admire how resilient she is through such hard times. Having ptsd combined with ocd is unimaginable especially for such a public figure. While she does have a subjectively easy life compared to her viewers, but theres a whole laundry list of unimaginable hardships she has had to face.
It's weird, I find it quite comforting hearing QT talk about her mom and losing her and how traumatizing it was.. Because I lost my mom when I was the same age and I relate to EVERYTHING she talks about and how it feels to loose a close parent in your early 20's.
Hearing her talk about that makes me feel heard in a stupid way!
It’s not stupid, I totally understand how it’s comforting knowing you’re not alone.
It's validating your emotions and sympathy is much stronger than empathy. It's not stupid at all
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i lost my dad when i was 19 going on 20. and the way she talks about her mom is how i feel about my dad. he was my best friend. that part of the video made me tear up, i felt understood. none of my closest friends have been through that since everyone's parents were still relatively young and it was a very isolating feeling. my condolences for your late mother, i see you and i feel your grief.
I'm in my late teens and my mom is battling cancer and hearing Qt talk about her loss makes me feel a little less scared for the potential future
Her talking about how during the swatting she was scared she would die if she sneezed makes me scared what would happen if someone with tourettes and ticks got swatted. So many people have ticks that could easily get them killed in a situation like that. I hope Sweet Anita and all other internet celebrities with ticks stay safe.
the unfortunate reality is that a lot of people with disabilities are killed by police for that reason. hearing impaired people are often arrested or killed for 'refusing to listen' or 'resisting arrest' when in reality they can't hear the police, same with people with cognitive impairments and mental illness who may not entirely understand what's happening. people with tics or neurological issues are often arrested, tased or shot at for making sudden movements and noises, or for not moving at all.
@@zoekarina6966 that's such a good, important point. Swatting is a pretty rare occurrence considering how most people aren't famous internet celebs, but even any common police interaction could dangerously escalate if that person has disabilities.
I literally knew nothing about her 30 minutes ago, and now I’m so glad I watched this. Nothing but admiration
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5. I just got through the past 5 seconds." was surprisingly powerful and moving.
Honestly, I never really thought of life like that, but when you're in a super dark place, when holding on to something or celebrating those tiny seemingly unimpressive little achievements is all you can do in that specific moment, that is enough and you *should* celebrate them because you fucking got through them. Now go and give yourself another tiny achievement to absolutely rock and eventually you'll be able to expand those into bigger and bigger goals.
I will definitely be taking this mantra with me from now on. ❤️
I remember during the subathon all the clips with qt “accidentally” quitting stream were everywhere and so many comments were berating her and asking how someone could do that accidentally. Poor girl she never deserved any that. I hope all the commenters can at least understand now that her and her roommates are able to talk about it. Sending love Blair, I love everything that you put out
Got to learn new layers of QT. Honestly I am quite surprised that she was bullied, because of the way she carries herself. But obviously your online persona is different for the masses. But it was nice to see such a real and raw interview with her
im so mad about what people said when she turned off the stream after the swatting... like holy fu what is wrong with people
People love drama. If they can make up an interesting story they can talk about endlessly, they will. Since they are streamers, people emphazise with them less because they don't know them personally.
I didn't know much about QTCinderella until this and some of her stories broke my heart. I always saw her as confident, friendly, and kind, but now I know it comes from a lot of harships. Im happy she is doing well. She deserves all her success.
I actively cheered out loud when she said she wants to do stand up when she’s done streaming. Her pre-written material is top notch.
Thank you for not sugarcoating anything and speaking out. Your honesty is so appreciated. Wishing you a happier and healthier, more peaceful future
I could totally see qt transitioning to a behind the scenes person one day. Any organization, group, or company would be lucky to have her. Her work ethic and original ideas would uplift any brand.
Her boyfriend Ludwig has started a production company and they’ve both talked about retiring from streaming eventually and doing that + running a bakery together (she used to be a pastry chef and he is French and loves to bake bread), so it’s genuinely not super unlikely that that’s what she does/ends up doing someday
Man, my heart hurts so much for QT. Swatting is absolutely vile behavior, and those who do it should get the same punishment as murderers. The fact that, in these particular cases, their murder attempt failed, shouldn't reduce their sentence. QT seems like such a genuinely kind person - there's nothing she could have done that would even remotely justify the hell she's been through. I really hope she and Lud are able to figure out a living situation that will guarantee them some peace and safety.
her swatting stories really made me think about xqcs sleep issues and swatting incidents, I cannot imagine how difficult it is to cope with these events. :( so fucking messed up
It’s so sad to think that there are people out there with such deep inner issues and instead of just working through those and becoming a strong, empathetic, resilient, mature, and self confident human, they simply tear down others, so that they don’t feel as bad about themselves. Mind blowing that they feel so tough, funny, and cool, when they chose the weakest way to be okay with themselves.
This has to be the truest thing I’ve read in a comment section in a long time.
I'll admit that I don't watch her streams much (maybe an hour or two overall) but usually liked her, when the hot tub meta was at it's biggest on twitch, she went the other way (but still did tub streaming) but with scuba gear pretty much and extra clothes/stuff and huge respect for the events she's done, which I've watched most of, didn't know she or well guess all of 'em, got swatted twice and how damaging that was. She seems like a very cool person and I really hope her mental state gets better.
why would you respect a girl more or less by the amount of clothes she has on? it lowkey seems kinda...
I think they actually got swatted three times, but the most recent one it was only lud and aiden.
@@lexiediazxo As a woman, it's kind of an infinite money glitch for girls to do sexy streams on twitch. so it's commendable she didn't go the easy route
@@SwizzleDrizzl yes thank you for explaining that
@@lexiediazxo It was more an example because lot if not most of the women 'hot tub streaming' under 'just chatting' were just wearing bikini and she was one of the others making fun of it, but what ever.
I was raided once because of my sibling getting in trouble, very scary experience. I have PTSD from waking up to a swat team with giant guns waking me up. I was in a nightdress with no undergarmets, and have now learned never to sleep in something you aren't willing to be seen in if an emergency happens.
Some other things I've done since then at my own home. I have lots of cameras. There is a driveway doorbell, so I can know when a car pulls into the driveway.
She’s really so inspiring to me. I lost my mom at the age of 16 and I can relate to her so much and seeing how successful she is now inspires me so much.
Mad respect to QT. This woman has had a rough time, yet she still pumps out very good content. I love you girl.
We all love you, QT, The haters might growl, we’ll snarl back and stand for you (and if they put up dukes, stand in front of you too).
man this completely changed my cursory opinion on qtcinderella. knowing almost nothing about her the first ten minutes of this interview is a trip and i’ve already gained an immense amount of respect for her. might give her channel a second try
holy shit. she’s been through so much. i hope she knows how fucking strong she is and how far she’s come. she deserves rest and success.
Same
My dad was the exact same as QT’s mom, where he would call, text, and try to be a part of my life every day and be so supportive of anything I did even if it wasn’t a big deal. Unfortunately lost him in 2020 to Covid, and I can relate so much to that feeling of just utter silence and not having them there to share things in your life with anymore.
qt is my favorite person, i don’t watch her streams the most, but her personality makes me want to be a better person.
Her description of the silence after is spot on. 5 months into my loss and I still sometimes wonder how come my dad hasn't text me this week or I try to call him out of habit. Then it hits you all over again that you can't. That the person who was so supportive is no longer with you.
There needs to be something in place where you can file with police that you are an internet celebrity, and you know people will try and swat you, and they need some sort of protocol in place. They also need to start holding these caller’s accountable. They are wasting police resources. KNOWINGLY
yes the caller needs to be Held accountable, but also the police. How can they be just so negligent, insult when someone is trying to talk, should different orders?
They went there three times with even same cops and they literally just do not care. Cops don’t need to act like navy seals breaching osama bin Ladens house. This is excessive and leads to so many wrongful deaths without anyone being punished.
The LAPD already has this and Ludwigs house was on file after the first swatting. They don't care, this is a larger issue with police in general and the ability to rapidly weaponize them because ultimately enacting violence is their function.
@@lenoio512 Theyre so idiotic fr
This exists, it's called whitelisting which Blaire, Ludwig and their roommates attempted to do but the LAPD (and all other PDs) is just a violent gang that love to shine their tax dollar payed toys and pretend to be seal team 6
They actually do and it works for some streamers in texas, and QT and lud gave their number to the LAPD but even though they should call and check with them for some reason they aren't
tbh I feel so sorry for her. She fought so hard for her place in the world and other people are being so cruel to her.
QT literally had me tearing up when she spoke about getting through life 5 seconds at a time. This episode was really good and it was intresting to learn about how the industry can have such a huge effect on people mentally.
Literally crying at that part.
Same. I always had this mentality whenever mentally things get bad, that id say "You can last five more minutes... Okay, now do it again" same idea as her. I appreciate how real she is being.
Never heard of this girl before this episode and she's probably one of the more memorable interviews to me. She's so honest and kind. I hope things get better for her ❤️
She got me crying 😭
I remember one of the first baking live streams I watched of Qt when she thought she was being swatted.. the fear that washed over her scared the living crap out of me for days. I can't imagine the horror of dealing with that each time you wanna stream and have fun.
Sending QT so much love 💗
dude i feel so bad for her, never realized how hard she actually had it
since she plays it off so well. I hope those bastards who call swat on them get it
I hope she gets better soon as well eventually, poor her. Her content and events are amazing as well! I hope she pushes through and gets better overall
I have CPTSD and OCD and I couldn’t have related to her more when she was talking about suicidal ideation. It’s an intrusive thought and even though I’m depressed as hell, I realize that I don’t actually wanna die, I just want things to get better. But the problem is the thought is really scary. I start to obsess over it and that only makes everything worse. It’s hard to go through and I don’t talk about it with anyone other than my therapist so I’m proud of her talking about it here. I hope 2023 is her best year ever to make up for how terrible she’s been treated. Sending so much love to her ❤❤❤
I got diagnosed with ocd recently and I'm really happy to find people I relate to :') ty for sharing, it really is hard sometimes
@@pumpkin3461 it really is hard! Ocd can feel very isolating imo because sometimes it’s hard to talk to people about it, but know that there are millions of us that share these experiences. You aren’t alone and you have a community of similar people that want to support you 💛☺️
QTC: "I'm raised mormon and you're never good enough. That is the thing about Mormonism, you are never going to be good enough"
Sounds like a traditional Asian household. We were raised through emotional damage! Glad she had her own supports growing up. Not everyone has that.
Not everyone has that, but if you are lucky, you can find that in other people
Are there Asian Mormons? 🤔
@@fozziebean Yes, many. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (formerly nicknamed the "Mormon Church") is a worldwide church. But the mindset and attitude she describes is unfair and not what is supposed to be taught. And good grief it's nothing like a cult, and a Buzzfeed quiz is such a poor guide to judge a religion that does so much good in the world.
ahahahhaha emotional damage LOLOLL ahahhahaha 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐
@@bryceinnerst7963 jesus christ relax
What touched my heart the most is the thought of her Momma bear in the chat. RIP Momma QT
She is such a strong female figure in this space, she deserves all the success!
This really hit hard for me. I lost my mom a few weeks ago, as an 18 year old, to cancer and it's really encouraging to hear "1,2,3,4,5 you just got through 5 seconds" thank you so much QT!
If you see this and you have or have considered doing something like calling a SWAT team to a streamers house or any person you know hasn’t done anything’s house just know for a fact that you’re a terrible person. It doesn’t matter if we know who you are because you know and I hope you never forget it cause the ppl in that house won’t, you’re wasting officers effort and time, disrupting the entire neighborhood, etc.
Aren't you just gratifying them by saying this? I fully agree with the sentiment, but these types of comments can backfire severely.
@justvibing4796 If you're seriously thinking that telling them what they want to hear will get them to stop, then you're about as much of a problem as they are because you're encouraging them. Stop complaining about the trolls, and start complaining about how law enforcement handles them. You're only making things worse this way.
@@therexyogaming Yeah, no, if the trolls hear how much everyone hates them, good. The only people who actually enjoy that behavior are other sweaty pimply slobs. They lash out at people in the spotlight because nobody pays attention to them, or they're actively avoided. Because they're disgusting. It's not hurting anyone undeserving by calling them garbage.
@@fleentstones117 If you were hurting them by saying it, sure. But, apparently you don't know how to read, because I specifically said that being complained about/insulted is exactly what they want. They *want* to be called trash, because it lets them know they got us mad. They *want* us to complain, that's why they did it in the first place. If you watch the video, she actually mentions that exact thing, because (apparently you weren't really listening) if you make a big fuss about it, all your doing is giving them the publicity they desire. So lemme say this one last time (and if in spite of all that explaining, you still don't understand, you're a lost cause) complain about the police who didn't do shit to avoid this situation, not the dickholes who want to be complained about.
@therexyogaming yeah, those prank callers sure are great people! I would love to sit down and have a beer with them one day. Also, I hope that SWAT teams take all abduction cases less seriously. Because obviously they're able to tell when the call is a prank or not. I sure love those prank callers!