fr bra, as i'm happy now in my life i only listen to this for the souvenirs but it reminds me of so much bad things that happened, even tho this song is godly made
I sometimes don't know if the feeling dissapeared for me, or if I just got used to it. Nowadays I actually prefer beeing alone. I'm 30 in a few years. What do u guys think about that?
@@trashgamerxd7612 I think it did go away a little bit, but sometimes I turn on some tunes from the 90s and early 00's and the vibes are just right and it brings back those feelings
How to ascend to heaven without dying. 1. Turn off the lights in your room, but not pitch black, but dark enough. 2. Search for this song, put on some headphones/earbuds. 3. Close your eyes, try and imagine what the song is as a sort of imagination. 4. Ascend, and enjoy.
This kind of music had a similar energy to the kind of music I listened to when I was homeless as a teenager. To put things in perspective, it's like coming home from school everyday and being the last stop of the day on your bus before you come back to the homeless shelter, but after everyone else is dropped off, as you and your brother wait to be dropped off, you come across an entire miles long community of nothing but mansions as far as the eye can see, dreaming of one day calling one of those mansions yours, only to not long after be brought back to reality, when you are dropped off.
This sounds like being 10-12 years old, sitting on a brick porch in the suburbs on a cold evening, looking back and being happy about everything that happened today, even though a few things went wrong, and being hit by the sudden realization that one day it's going to end.
@@noemiezimmer9392 hey, I know that's not easy, because we all have different problems, we're much more complex than we think. The answer will not come out if you keep thinking you'll be cured in no time, or it will miraculously come out, and you're cured. It's a hard process, and it may probably hunt you forever. Maybe try changing your therapist, but keep it going trying to find the answer for your probably depression, so you can weaken that problem and have a better life. You must seek for at least ease that pain/sadness or even emptiness feeling that you're carrying in yourself. I hope you feel better and get the help that you're seeking to. I'm sorry if I said something stupid, I'm just trying to help you out from my perspective. ❤
This track has huge emotional impact for me. It reminds me a state that I am when I feel most depressed. Some bonding with other lonly people out there, who also can't tell anybody how really bad it is inside.
I'm almost a college student, and my free high school years are ending. All friends I had during my high school and years weren't real. I just realized that no matter how many connections I create, I will always be left with nothing in the end. I'll always end up being alone and ignored no matter how hard I try to keep up with others. It's my last year of being a high school student, and I don't care if that's so. I'll definitely end up pushing people away from me this last year of high school, because I'm so tired of being fooled around with.
I used to feel this way too, so I understand what you mean. Yet matter of fact, you’ll end up even more miserable in isolation. Trust me. It’s not a matter of how many times, it’s a matter of who. Always better yourself, yet stay true to yourself; find the right people, and be happy. I can wish you that much.
this music has touched my heart deeply with several memories, it reminds me how valuable the past was and how the future has just changed in a rancid state.
This is one of the first songs that got me into the genre in the first place. I have no idea what happened to nihigo but I hope they're okay. It seems like a lot of dnb/jungle producers these days kinda get shafted by life sometimes
I'm soaring through life. Sometimes plummeting, other times skyrocketing so quickly that I worry I'll reach a place I no longer understand enough to call home. But life doesn't stop it's swing because you are staggered; second pass, moments are missed, humans are born to the rest of their lives and die, losing every opportunity they ever accrued, in the same instant. If we don't grab hold we will watch life slip away like a clod of sand, but holding on too tightly will only make it hurt ever the more once it's all over. I guess that's the endless, looping struggle. Care too much and be ripped away, or care too little and have nothing worth sticking around for. Well, I for one hope you find something friend. And I hope it gives you enough satisfaction to make life worth living. For whatever that means. Be good to each other too though ok?
an emotional rollercoaster of a song. despite having so many different emotions skilfully crafted together in one song, one word can be used to describe them collectively: beauty.
its like im floating in the night sky and suddenly im moving through space and time and the speed of light but in reality im sitting on the potty doing a wee this music is just pure art
This makes me think of when my cat died, it’s not a completely bad memory because my cat was a really sweet little guy. I like to think of him even if he’s not with me anymore.
I don't know why but this song freaks me the fuck out for no reason I genuinely feel threatened and scared when I look at the video while the song is playing. other than that no anime samples 11/10 very cool.
The first ever song ive heard that used dnb was fine night by goreshit and discovering this one was the best thing ever. Idk what happend to nihigo but im hoping hes okay ❤
Makes me think of the tears i wont be able to get back once i cry them all out, Makes me think of my body killing itself, Makes me think of who and what i am. I hope im dreaming and will wake up from this terrible place soon.... (i literally love this song as much as i love the idea of dying.)
@@LiterallyUnpleasant Nah it's not cringe bro. It's just self-expression and maybe the words aren't as 100% perfectly poetic as they could be. When some famous poet writes something that sounds incredible, he picked an assortment of words that didn't sound "cringe" even though that famous poet was also just.... expressing themselves in a similar way. One day you'll write a line that is perfect poetry. Be safe my man. sry if this makes no sense, im trippin balls rn and felt empathy for you
I used to listen to this song a lot i still do sometimes but now is atached to bad memories idk it just makes me feel like my young self is trying to catch me up telling me to stop before is to late im sorry If its weird but it makes me feel like i want to scream but i cant open my mouth 😴
I discovered this song while i was watching "Toradora" and my brain cant stop associating this song with the anime, i'm maybe wrong but i find it similar to "lost my pieces" (one of the ost in toradora)
nihigo deleted all his tracks i am sad i hope he is mentally ok :c
bless
alot of artists i listen to are deleting everything, it really does suck
I hope they're all doing well and they're just moving on
@@alt3208 life is very challenging, god bless them all
Do u happen to know where could i find them?
@@notanuberweeb wait wha... Who're u
to me, this song sounds incredibly melancholic. probably the most melancholic song ive ever heard. like it completely accepts something traumatizing
Determination.
fr bra, as i'm happy now in my life i only listen to this for the souvenirs but it reminds me of so much bad things that happened, even tho this song is godly made
You should give the Chainsaw Man OST “Living room” a listen
2:10 onward is pure melancholy
i don't know how something can sound so intense but so delicate at the same time, absolutely wonderful
I love ambient electronica. Ever since I was a teen I felt like it exemplified my feelings of loneliness and isolation.
its the same for me, you are not alone in these kind of feelings
I sometimes don't know if the feeling dissapeared for me, or if I just got used to it.
Nowadays I actually prefer beeing alone. I'm 30 in a few years.
What do u guys think about that?
@@trashgamerxd7612 I think it did go away a little bit, but sometimes I turn on some tunes from the 90s and early 00's and the vibes are just right and it brings back those feelings
I keep trying
But loneliness seems inevitable
I'm probably just going to focus on my very self and mind
@@calibvr how are you doing? I too have been lost lately, so if you wanna talk I'm here:) Hope you are okay!
How to ascend to heaven without dying.
1. Turn off the lights in your room, but not pitch black, but dark enough.
2. Search for this song, put on some headphones/earbuds.
3. Close your eyes, try and imagine what the song is as a sort of imagination.
4. Ascend, and enjoy.
Dam, fr? Imma have 2 try it
This kind of music had a similar energy to the kind of music I listened to when I was homeless as a teenager. To put things in perspective, it's like coming home from school everyday and being the last stop of the day on your bus before you come back to the homeless shelter, but after everyone else is dropped off, as you and your brother wait to be dropped off, you come across an entire miles long community of nothing but mansions as far as the eye can see, dreaming of one day calling one of those mansions yours, only to not long after be brought back to reality, when you are dropped off.
this song makes me cry. it's as if the entire song speaks to me in melodies that tell me it'll all be okay in the end
This song is so beautiful; and the image does a surprisingly good job at representing the song; I get a sense of nostalgia from it
same
the burbs
POV: The angel waifu failed to make you a better person and is now leaving you, good luck.
Ow that hurtz
Welcome to NHK moment
@@sosuke4836 I should give that one a watch actually.
NHK bad ending
you ruined this song
This music sounds both hopeful and hopeless at the same time
Melody of my lost childhood...
Ayni his
for me the drop at 3:30 its pure perfection the way that clap hits and shortly after merge perfectly with the percussions its truly angelic
This sounds like being 10-12 years old, sitting on a brick porch in the suburbs on a cold evening, looking back and being happy about everything that happened today, even though a few things went wrong, and being hit by the sudden realization that one day it's going to end.
It will end for me too bro... You're not alone in this insignificant world.
This is it.
Y'all need some therapy! ... I'm not joking, but that was somewhat beautiful to imagine.
@@EddyFusilli i'm going yet, it doesn't seem to help idk what i should do:(
@@noemiezimmer9392 hey, I know that's not easy, because we all have different problems, we're much more complex than we think. The answer will not come out if you keep thinking you'll be cured in no time, or it will miraculously come out, and you're cured. It's a hard process, and it may probably hunt you forever. Maybe try changing your therapist, but keep it going trying to find the answer for your probably depression, so you can weaken that problem and have a better life. You must seek for at least ease that pain/sadness or even emptiness feeling that you're carrying in yourself. I hope you feel better and get the help that you're seeking to. I'm sorry if I said something stupid, I'm just trying to help you out from my perspective. ❤
holy fucking shit, why this masterpiece is so underrated
i know right, this is fucking amazing, the build up and then 4:35 literally drops my jaw
nihigo has a ton of underrated songs which can't even get a quarter of this songs views
FR, it’s one of the best things I’ve heard
Why does just living feel so hard?
because of the fucking ruined world
bc for some it is
@@sympathy_for_strays it just is. But that’s means everyone can deal with it together
@@jett_spe3d590 it's subjective not objective. (i also find living to be very hard. that doesn't make it a fact.)
@@ebrumVidslearn empathy
I swear I've been listening to this song for 1 year and 3 months and I can't get enough. It's so epic.
I wish I could have back my first time (listening to this)
Me too. I know I’ll forget this song. I just pray in the future when I find it again or listen that I still love it and not move on
True. The emotions from this song is just amazing i can’t explain it
My first time rn and I feel safe
i only just listened to this for the first time yesterday and i feel the same
Ngl I think I just did this
i listened to this song a couple months ago forgot what it sounded like and listening to it again
This track has huge emotional impact for me. It reminds me a state that I am when I feel most depressed. Some bonding with other lonly people out there, who also can't tell anybody how really bad it is inside.
This makes me miss the sun
10/10
Maybe, just maybe, one day, if I’m still alive, I’ll be able to enjoy listening to this on a walk without being badmouthed by family
We'll all get there someday dw
ts hit too close to home
I'm almost a college student, and my free high school years are ending. All friends I had during my high school and years weren't real. I just realized that no matter how many connections I create, I will always be left with nothing in the end. I'll always end up being alone and ignored no matter how hard I try to keep up with others. It's my last year of being a high school student, and I don't care if that's so. I'll definitely end up pushing people away from me this last year of high school, because I'm so tired of being fooled around with.
I used to feel this way too, so I understand what you mean.
Yet matter of fact, you’ll end up even more miserable in isolation. Trust me.
It’s not a matter of how many times, it’s a matter of who.
Always better yourself, yet stay true to yourself; find the right people, and be happy. I can wish you that much.
That is high school but their are good people they are just a hello away
This is so full of depth and emotion, definitely one of, if not my favorite dnb songs
this music has touched my heart deeply with several memories, it reminds me how valuable the past was and how the future has just changed in a rancid state.
This feels like you are missing an old, now dead angel
accurate to what i was feeling back then.
Goddamm dude this is so fucking beautiful, I really wish they uploaded it to spotify
Every once in awhile I come back to this song on a day I can't handle
Come back pls
This is one of the first songs that got me into the genre in the first place. I have no idea what happened to nihigo but I hope they're okay. It seems like a lot of dnb/jungle producers these days kinda get shafted by life sometimes
Ok
when this comes on shuffle I just straight up become depressed again
No more depression
The music and the image are making me feel really nostalgic, I like it :,)
The best drop scares me every time. I’ve been listening to this song for 5 months.
i listened to this on a plane with the clouds below me. 10/10 experience highly recommend
Justamente estaba escuchandola por primera vez en mi cuarto y me dio esa sensación de estar flotando por las nubes :')
Im in a train also good
These kinds of songs are great for plane rides. I would love to listen to this during the night over NYC w/ all the city lights on.
added to the bucket list, thanks 🫶
blasting it on 5 AM at the clark speedway 30 volume?
just so beautiful
This is so beautiful.
It truly sound angelic, but mixed with a bit of sad
I think they are really sad
@@istheOTHERSIDE ig I was sad a year ago
Listened to this while riding around on my bike at night and it was the best experience I've ever had
this sounds... incredibly nostalgic
I'm soaring through life. Sometimes plummeting, other times skyrocketing so quickly that I worry I'll reach a place I no longer understand enough to call home. But life doesn't stop it's swing because you are staggered; second pass, moments are missed, humans are born to the rest of their lives and die, losing every opportunity they ever accrued, in the same instant. If we don't grab hold we will watch life slip away like a clod of sand, but holding on too tightly will only make it hurt ever the more once it's all over. I guess that's the endless, looping struggle. Care too much and be ripped away, or care too little and have nothing worth sticking around for.
Well, I for one hope you find something friend. And I hope it gives you enough satisfaction to make life worth living. For whatever that means.
Be good to each other too though ok?
I always knew seeing an angel and the love it irradiates would bring all to tears
00:10 in and I know this is gonna be a classic
I don't want to take my pill I want to keep seeing the cute anime girl angel 😶
Blessed be Soundcloud for allowing me to enjoy this kind of music since a long time ago 🧡🙏
an emotional rollercoaster of a song. despite having so many different emotions skilfully crafted together in one song, one word can be used to describe them collectively: beauty.
This made me cry, happy and sad tears while bobbing my head to the beat. Thank you.
Slow buildup torwards a bright and dramatic end.
Damn the emotions in that music❤
If Boards of Canada made breakcore / DnB, I'd imagine it sounding like this! 10/10
you can feel through your memories while listening to this song
Found this randomly, so fucking good 😍
i hope this never disappears
i remember hearing this song before.. but i cant remember where...
sameee!
this song is my mood swings throughout day..
this reminds me of playing zelda twilight princess on my gamecube as a child, wow
Certified hood classic
Reminds me of post rock, especially at the end
Beautiful song, gives me a feeling of melancholy about something that never happened
ur channel is a gift frum above
When you're trying to vibe but the traumatic memories won't stop
its like im floating in the night sky and suddenly im moving through space and time and the speed of light but in reality im sitting on the potty doing a wee this music is just pure art
love the cover
found this by utter accident, and im in love
There is no other feeling that can describe listening to this while smoking at 3 am
This is really something else man, it really makes me feel something unique. I listen on repeat at work often
This makes me think of when my cat died, it’s not a completely bad memory because my cat was a really sweet little guy. I like to think of him even if he’s not with me anymore.
This is the beautiful song I’ve ever heard
I don't know why but this song freaks me the fuck out for no reason I genuinely feel threatened and scared when I look at the video while the song is playing.
other than that no anime samples 11/10 very cool.
same
@@loek8638 thanks for reminding me of this
I would love if songs could have been tattooed
Well they can in a way, they're tatooed in your mind.
tattoos are dumb try scarification much better
@@letonyzur6284 don't say that, it's a really bad idea.
@@letonyzur6284 dont do that
@@_kichiga tattoos r already are a form of scarification so? xd
For me. It hits different without headphones
Play it in a place where there is echo
This song represent my nickname at a perfection point. Thanks.
So underrated
Such a gorgeous song, thankyou
This is the song I’d play in my head cutting fruit for hours on end…
Dios, esta canción me recuerda en mis tiempos del 2013-2015. Cuándo era feliz.
Pérdida de inocencia, supongo,,
so beloved...yet so depressing....
RUclips recommended me this because it thought i would like it, turns out I loved it! 💖🔥
what a nostalgic feeling,
does anyone happen to have a complete archive of nihigo's music? i lost mine and am feeling very disheartened...
There's a Playlist on RUclips that has around 14 songs just search up this song and scroll down a little
Это расслабляет
The first ever song ive heard that used dnb was fine night by goreshit and discovering this one was the best thing ever. Idk what happend to nihigo but im hoping hes okay ❤
This slaps beautifully
playing god while there’s no one to play with.
that’s kind of what i see from this track.
I would tattoo this song on my body if I could…
legendary
just two words
amazingly beautiful
Perfection.
Amazing. SO damn underrated!
so dope
I love this song ❤️
Makes me think of the tears i wont be able to get back once i cry them all out, Makes me think of my body killing itself, Makes me think of who and what i am. I hope im dreaming and will wake up from this terrible place soon.... (i literally love this song as much as i love the idea of dying.)
God this comment is so cringe what is wrong with me.
@@LiterallyUnpleasant Nah it's not cringe bro. It's just self-expression and maybe the words aren't as 100% perfectly poetic as they could be.
When some famous poet writes something that sounds incredible, he picked an assortment of words that didn't sound "cringe" even though that famous poet was also just.... expressing themselves in a similar way.
One day you'll write a line that is perfect poetry. Be safe my man. sry if this makes no sense, im trippin balls rn and felt empathy for you
I used to listen to this song a lot i still do sometimes but now is atached to bad memories idk it just makes me feel like my young self is trying to catch me up telling me to stop before is to late im sorry If its weird but it makes me feel like i want to scream but i cant open my mouth 😴
amazing
so beautiful!
I like how when I sleep while being really sad I have a very delightful dream
Instant favourite. And it’s just Jan now.
No it's Nov
Beautiful
woah I'm a real angel tbh that's me in the picture
This is a beautiful song
it's amazing!
I discovered this song while i was watching "Toradora" and my brain cant stop associating this song with the anime, i'm maybe wrong but i find it similar to "lost my pieces" (one of the ost in toradora)
I read somewhere that this song does sample lost my pieces
I may be wrong tho
This is fucking amazing
underrated
Love it
Best chill breakcore song :´b