im a 14 year old and keep repeating the same mistake of staying on my phone all day, continuing to tease my brother non-stop, in short, being lazy (for this, of course, there are consequenses, as for example, not going to a cosplay event i want to go to). since i got tired of myself being like this, i started watching videos to help myself change from my phone addiction. this is one of the steps to help me. even if not completely, its still helping!
Repeated Scenario to the point where five years later it feels like my soul is stuck at that point in time while my human shell continues living because I repeat it that often it must’ve affected me really deeply I know it has but it must be deeper than I thought
Exactly! I keep attracting the same friends and school life patterns. It also repeating on what happened or incidents happened in the past years of my junior high. Oh my god it keeps repeating until now just diferrent place and people. Im about to lose it alllllllllllllll
Identifying the patterns is the first step to changing it. The next step is to dig a bit deeper into why you think these patterns keep repeating. Everything is a lesson in my opinion.
I have not been able to find a partner but I have spent that time getting to know me, knowing my likes and dislikes and not being afraid of being alone !! Loving my own company and not being a slave to desire !!
Well done! The irony for me was that I went through the same process of focusing on me and what I enjoyed and wanted, and it was only then that I was able to meet my now partner. Just keep focusing on what you enjoy and what makes you happy and you will attract the right kind of person. And it will likely happen when you least expect it.
This is incredible... This is what I was searching for. I am noticing pattern forming in my life for last 2 years. I am loosing all my close friends coz of monetary issues and always get some instinct and confess about that instinct to my brother.
This is how crazy these patterns thing is: I have moved in & out of 8 different motels in the past five years: every single one of them redid the asphalt tne NEXT DAY or same day after I moved in. WTF? I am SUPER ALLERGIC to those fumes. I feared for my life the first time & had a full blown panic attack because they remodeled in front of my a/c unit in the summer. They kicked me out because of that. The next 7 or so motels did the same thing!!! :( I have TONS of uncanny patterns like that. You have to live my (lack of) life to believe it. It's INSANE!
@@bladel9 Hi, I already know why stuff keeps happening to me, if that's why you're asking. It's removing it from my subconscious mind that is resistant to removal, that's the tricky part. But yes, that pattern finally quit. Now, if I could figure out how to stop attracting entitled, unavailable, mean a**holes for "friends", and figure out what keeps me homeless, that would be something!
All my life, I have attracted the same type of "friends". One type is they never have ANY time for me. They start normal friendship, pretty soon they are "busy" like they're some big shot, start yelling at me for getting in touch, email or text. Just like when I was a little kid: I wanted my father to play with me but he was lying on the couch with a book, and said "not until I finish my book!" Of course, he was on page 4 of a thick book. 😕I have NEVER EVER had ANY friends in my life. This past full moon, I sent them important rare info (that's like gifts to them, that's how we met): they BOTH yelled at me, instead of being grateful. They both have done a 180. There's no escape. No matter who I befriend, it's the same sh * t over & over again.
Its so weird like some days feels the same. It has the same events, happenings. Same hour, Same day, same place, same events. Its so weird. Cuz when Im in the middle of it, I could clearly know whats happening next
Thank you my friend... I need this more then you know. Sometimes it's a struggle maintaining positivity and I've been seeking for some answers and personal growth this showed up on my homepage so it's got to be a sign I needed to hear it because definitely made me a little bit more optimistic an open-minded again thank you for putting this content out for people who need to hear this
This video was exactly what I needed to see... I've been so switched off from the universe and my inner soul lately and feel so heavy and disconnected... you seem like such a great soul 😁
It's God. God created the universe. God is outside of the universe. You are loved and special to God. Your life has a purpose- from God. He heals, teaches, disciplines, and loves. He is a good, good father. ❤
It comes a point in life when one has to GROW UP and quit rehashing the same delusional 🐂💩. There is ONLY your subconscious mind. THAT's it! We're on our own lady! NO ONE loves you/us. The Battle for Your Mind uploaded by Sutphen Family. Look for that audio title right here and learn how you have been brainwashed.
I had a major breakthrough this morning and I already lost it! :-/ Your video was at right column just as I was hearing "revelations" and it all made sense. Now, it's gone! :-/ I have a pattern of rejection. I have been homeless my entire life hopping from temp shelter to temp place. I have lived in over 85 places my first adult on my own year. I'm old now so it's probably been over 2000 places. I can't get a home. Everyone rejects me. I went to 7/11 to get food for the stray cats, they closed the door in my face & refused entry for "mopping". :-/ I was to meet someone 2 nights ago, he never showed up. Paid a deposit yesterday for a mover, that was a scam. The revelation I got is I feel guilty for not being able to help others. And guilt produces punishment. And that i need to forgive myself so my subconscious stops punishing me.
Idk if you replied in your other comment cause I can't read the 4th thread comment, but I'm sending good luck wishes and prayers for you to get over all your problems! Here if you need to talk.. Big hugs 💗🧚♀️
@@mz6367 Thank you Sorry both of you I never got notifications. I used Reiki The Soul video for rejection and it worked! I am desperately trying to find a quiet home.
That's really sort of good. Sometimes listening n being kind n understanding is all one needs. The way u put it out is so so calm n moreover kind which made me feel a bit better as going through hell right now 👍🏻 Thank you 🙏🏻
Dealing with with people at work that tested u and soon as u Retaliate then u get the worst from it and ite been a thing that's Repeating its self over and over soon as I get Motivation I get knocked back down and it's hard for me to find my way again.
These videos are excellent my friend. I see you haven't posted in a while - I hope that isn't because you're in this space right now. Keep up the good work - I'll keep watching!
Your words made me cry, I don’t know what is the message of the universe to me that I always attracting relationships with the same heartbroken endings, people by seeing me would never think that such a beautiful girl like me, mostly alone, turning to my 38 with the same patterns I am desperately going crazy
I am in the same boat. People tell me you’re tall, good looking, have a great career, and that I’m such a great catch, however, all my relationships end in heart break. I hit rock bottom 10 years ago and pulled myself out of it. So many good things were happening. Now 10 years later, the pattern repeated in the same exact way.
@@dilafruzazimova9822 well aren't you both lucky! Try being ugly, old, female, homeless, disabled and autistic. Be5n homeless for thirty five plus years I starve a lot. At least you have looks, food, a house. Relationships are useless. People betray you I don't even have a friend. Remove relatioships and you are rich with no problems. What do I have? Nothing and no one.NO health or home etc.
@@dilafruzazimova9822 You're ewlcome. I am writhing in discomfort, I am so exhausted I can barely move & I'm starving today. I am so hungry and no way to get food. Lucky you that you weren't born to sadists who kicked you out at 8.Lived a life of homleessness since.
You deserve a bigger fanbase. This is a high quality video. Thank you for giving back and sharing with us. May the Universe have good futurne for your journey ❤️
My bad luck was when i make my mind to move out to a shady apartment it was ugly all by myself trying to self improve and nothing I moved back and it did take me 5 years to recover from that masse Now finally getting a new apartment in a great place of the city
Can you soon make some new (seperate) uploads on your channel - “Best 5 Motivation & Lifestyle Books I Have Read” , “Top 5 Money & Investing Books I Have Read” , “Best 5 Gaslighting & Bullying Books I Have Read” ?
Just discovered your channel and it is just what i needed at this point of my journey. Somehow I feel a good vibe seeing you and i know the contents in here will be very helpful🙂🙏...and I also subscribed to your channel😊😊😊
I was working in a stressful job in remote area and quit. After 6 months I was hired to different company but they work in the same field in remote areas 💔
So, this is quite funny but whenever I was dating someone who wasn’t right for me I’d get an ear infection the first time after being with them! Now if that happens early on I generally take it as a sign haha, sounds nuts but it’s always been the case and never wrong! Haha
Why do bad things keep happening? There’s no one answer to this question. Each being is different. Some are paying a life karma - they agreed to experience a difficult life. Some are paying daily karma( your effect on someone during your daily interactions. People should audit their actions towards each person, or even animals: what did they experience during your interaction?). Some are being refined to be dark.( there’s a light and dark versions of us. Our actions will dictate if we are being refined into a dark or light soul.) There are external forces that influences our thoughts, actions, and words. Depending on how we lived our lives, they temp us to do good or bad things. They temp us to hurt people, to be trapped in addictions: pornography, sex, drugs and alcohol, even food. They cause us to be angry at someone. To hate someone, or hurt someone. Christianity call them demons, or a faction of dark beings that makes souls darker in this world. If you want bad things to stop happening? Win every temptations, and clean your karma - your negative influences on people- thought, words, and actions. There is a life transcript. All or our actions, thoughts, and words are recorded. Every action, even the number of sexual partners, are all judged and seen. What we bring with us is how we lived our lives and our effect on people, animals, and the environment.
People leave me, when i fall in love with them, am twice ended up in a love triangle, now its happening again I don't have the strength anymore to bear it again.. I never realises what ws my mistake, should i stop falling in love?
Thank you so much for this video! It was inspirational. I KEEP GETTING INJURED BY OTHER PEOPLE EVERY YEAR or falling sick! My health always impacted! Im so frustrated why does it keeps repeating?? What should i be learning from it? What is the universe trying to tell me? I hope you can give me some advise please!!
Where are you getting injured? Is it the same areas/injuries? What are the circumstances surrounding the injury? What emotion/thought patterns are common around the injury time?
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB my back keeps getting injured by others! For example now i got a whiplash from a car accident and my neck n back got sprained. Someone dropped a container on my hand and it was sprained for 1.5 mths. Or i keep falling sick with bad flu/food poisoning/ bronchitis. The emotions after every incident is that i dont want to live anymore- the pain is so overwhelming & unbearable. I feel its so unfair because i didnt inflict any of this on myself yet i have to suffer for the mistakes of others. Any idea why it keeps repeating??
@@dapstarwow It's hard to tell based on the little bits of information. Are the back injuries in the same area? For instance always in the neck or mid back or low back? What was thew emotional state going into the injuries?
My case is a social problem... First of all i am a guy in college studying i find myself attractive,funy(i am not the only one saying this) and smart and i simply don't have luck finding a girlfriend...it's really long to explain here what has been happening for the last 5years now but in a nutshell...whenever i like/love a girl it never works out either she plays with me...or first tkme she seems to like me but after a few weeks/months she either ghosts me or doesn't write me anymore...or on the other hand if i don't like a girl those are the ones that do like me 2.Not just girls but sometimes even "friends" people keep treatingme like shit..i reallydont understand why because as i said i think i am a really fun friendly good looking guy..i talked to someone about this and it didn't helped much..right now i am abroad studying and i met some new people and things are slightly better then it has been before but even now there are days when i feel thos bad things keep repeating itself don'thave luck with girls and i am talking not even that small luck that i used to have in my first collegeyears...i am completely sick of this and i struggled alot...so my problem is related to society..any idea why this things keep happening to me?
I forgot: I also have severe CFIDS, for over 30 years, and I am autistic along with co-morbidities. Did you heal from CFS after this? Is healing isntant? The sheriff came to gave m an eviction notice 2 days ago and I only haev 3 days left to move and I don't drive and I have no one to help me. Just was scammed out of a deposit. If you see this, please help LMK what to do?
@@yvonneshanson1525 *sighs* no, but thanks for asking. Your message was sent to me just now as I was exiting email. I ended up in a (very loud) motel room & they just told me that I need to move out next week and I have all my stuff here & nowhere to go. They say '21 days maximum'. I am terrified. I can't cope with this. I have special needs & have all my boxes here, no car, no one to help me move. I can't be moving every 21 days & no 1 will rent to me bc I have no credit, no paper trail and I can't get a roommate ad to reply. A lot of scams online. It is all so scary & I can't be homeless now: I am heat intolerant and have adrenal (& multiple organ) failure. O don't know what to do but thanks for asking.
@@e.e.e oh, can't u go to a shelter or even a hospital after putting your stuff in a rented warehouse ?.. sorry, I'm not living in US but I've seen that there are these kinds of places there. And with your condition isn't there an institution or a service which could help? Ofc that depends on where u live... if you see a good person around ask them if they know any places for u to rent or for any other solution. DONT lose hope, pls 🙏! And maybe find a moving worker to help?
@@yvonneshanson1525 Nope. There aren't many places at all. I called every number. You get (hurt) in shelters, very abusive I NEED my things with me, I have a lot of medicinals that I need to take to stay alive. I need my clothes, my stuff! I don't need a shelter, I need a home. I can pay it I just can't jump thru all the hoops to rent: they demand proof of this that and the other which I don't have. Yes, thanks trying to find a mover, I keep getting turned down. :-/ Hope you are well in Austria & the madness stopped.
Hi Mary, Is it that you actually can't feel the positive emotions, or that when good feelings come up you suppress them? If it's the latter, that's called 'foreboding joy', and the only way that I know of to treat that is through consciously reconditioning of gratitude. I've been wanting to do a video on this for a while, but if it could help I may have to put it to the top of the list.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB This is a good question, the latter I can very much relate to in childhood ,if you could do a video on this please .I will definitely be looking out for it .thank you
Lilian, are you aware of the pattern and making different choices now, or is this still a thing that keeps happening and you're not sure why? Can you share a little more about the 'same patterns'?
I’m aware of the pattern, my r/ships don’t last. The beginning is always great but soon enough the guys I date start showing signs of emotional unavailability and from there things go downhill. In terms of making different choices it’s hard at first because ppl don’t reveal their true colors on the first encounters, but if it’s really like they say that r/ships are mirrors maybe what I’ve to do different os to commit to myself and give my unconditional love and attention to myself first, then I’ll meet someone who will do the same!?
@@lilianoliveira5027 That's what worked for me. I stopped trying to find the right person and instead worked on myself. Then the right person appeared.
Does that mean you stopped dating completely? Or you adjusted your focus and energy in other things but still went on dates with a different mindset? I’m still doing online dating but I seek to be fun on them rather than being serious and asking all the “hat are you looking for questions” or worrying that the next guy will be the one. Would love to hear your thoughts on that. Thank you!
@@lilianoliveira5027 I wasn't a big dater and after the show I was a little bit cautious of other peoples motives. So I didn't actively date, until I met my now partner. But the irony is that I met her when I pursued something I was interested in and didn't do something with the intent of meeting someone.
Not sure if anyone can explain this to me: many times when I line up waiting to check out my items, the cash register would run out of paper right when I'm the next person (so it doesn't happen to the person before or after me but precisely when I'm there)! It happens so many times that it cannot be a coincidence anymore so I'm wondering what all it means?
That's freaky mate. Were the injuries in the same area of the body or from the same activity? Were there any similar links between the three occurrences? I always find this kind of thing really intriguing.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB the first two injuries were in the exact same area. Right eyebrow stitches. Same dr and two different people with injuries from different causes. Third was also stitches but on the right hand. Do you think its something I should try and analyze? Is there a possible message and how would I even begin to understand it. All three people play a significant role in my life.
@@Arseskater I'm not qualified to give any sort of diagnosis, but a book you may find interesting is Louise Hay's 'You Can Heal Your Life', in that she outlines the different areas of the body as well as the emotions and issues that could be related to each. But going off what she says 'Right Side of Body: Giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.' and 'Eye: Represents the capacity to see clearly past, present, future.' and 'Hands: Hold and handle. Clutch and grip. Grasping and letting go.' As these are all close male relationships, there could be some kind of trapped emotion or trauma on your part, or on the three men's parts and they just happen to be similar/have similar un-dealt with traumas.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB thank you for responding and being humble about it. Regardless of your qualifications, this has been the most substantial answer I have come across after numerous attempts at trying to find any type of clue. I will definitely look into that book, does it have any suggestions as to how to deal with the possible traumas or do you have any reading suggestions for this? Thanks again.
My cousin passed away weeks before his 16 birthday. I never knew the story until now that I’m 25. My aunt tells me that the psychiatrist made him believe he had scitzoprania. He was in severe depression. His body was cut. Eventually commit suicide from the 3rd floor. I met a girl. And she’s now my Lady. She’s the 1st gf I ever had. And before I knew the story of my cousin. I called her, her name shorten from the original because it’s a long name. Little did I know I was calling her after the psychiatrist name….. She opened up about her dad having scitzophrania. And the abuse she went through. And nearly commiting suicide because where she lived she was treated like a dog. No bedroom on the floor. No food. Careless. And she remembered her moms love. And didn’t do it, anyways…. When my aunt told me the story yesterday. I see so many patterns similar… my mind is boggled and confused… my birthday is coming and I’ve seen so many signs that I’m not going to make it till December .
You will. Hang in there. I am homeless and disabled and no one car`es about me. I been homeless my entire adult life because I am autistic & disabled and couldn't keep a job. I get 0 benefits. I been homeless over thirty five years I am old now and things more difficult. Some times I do n't have food for weeks & no one helps me. Charlites are not into helping but they pocket hte money. I hope you are well.Pleaes reply. I would be your friend but have't much to offer.If you want to talk, I'll listen Take care.
Hi , thanks for this vedio realy am searching for this from long time , i get jobless & have lot of sarrow ,in every year feb to april , & lost my new cell phone every year it is hapening to me from 2011 i realy afraid during this period ,. i want fredom from this i cant get answer for this & also cant told any one .. please suggest...
Every year repeat itself and the same events happen. Just with different people
I’ve noticed that too but whyy is it
@@danishanwari3466 We attract what we grew up with, pretty much. I get the same sh* T friends over & over again.
im a 14 year old and keep repeating the same mistake of staying on my phone all day, continuing to tease my brother non-stop, in short, being lazy (for this, of course, there are consequenses, as for example, not going to a cosplay event i want to go to). since i got tired of myself being like this, i started watching videos to help myself change from my phone addiction. this is one of the steps to help me. even if not completely, its still helping!
watched this with tears..got answers for whats happening around & why it so.thank you so much ! God bless you✨
Repeated Scenario to the point where five years later it feels like my soul is stuck at that point in time while my human shell continues living because I repeat it that often it must’ve affected me really deeply I know it has but it must be deeper than I thought
Exactly! I keep attracting the same friends and school life patterns. It also repeating on what happened or incidents happened in the past years of my junior high. Oh my god it keeps repeating until now just diferrent place and people. Im about to lose it alllllllllllllll
Identifying the patterns is the first step to changing it. The next step is to dig a bit deeper into why you think these patterns keep repeating. Everything is a lesson in my opinion.
I have not been able to find a partner but I have spent that time getting to know me, knowing my likes and dislikes and not being afraid of being alone !! Loving my own company and not being a slave to desire !!
Well done! The irony for me was that I went through the same process of focusing on me and what I enjoyed and wanted, and it was only then that I was able to meet my now partner.
Just keep focusing on what you enjoy and what makes you happy and you will attract the right kind of person. And it will likely happen when you least expect it.
He has the most gentle and calming tone and presence.
This is incredible... This is what I was searching for. I am noticing pattern forming in my life for last 2 years. I am loosing all my close friends coz of monetary issues and always get some instinct and confess about that instinct to my brother.
It's only the Hope that drives us to another day. Beautifully said
This is how crazy these patterns thing is: I have moved in & out of 8 different motels in the past five years: every single one of them redid the asphalt tne NEXT DAY or same day after I moved in. WTF? I am SUPER ALLERGIC to those fumes. I feared for my life the first time & had a full blown panic attack because they remodeled in front of my a/c unit in the summer. They kicked me out because of that. The next 7 or so motels did the same thing!!! :( I have TONS of uncanny patterns like that. You have to live my (lack of) life to believe it. It's INSANE!
I believe you, my life experiences have been similar.
@@LuxMeow Thank you (and sorry to hear!)
Did u seek explanation?
@@bladel9 Hi, I already know why stuff keeps happening to me, if that's why you're asking. It's removing it from my subconscious mind that is resistant to removal, that's the tricky part. But yes, that pattern finally quit. Now, if I could figure out how to stop attracting entitled, unavailable, mean a**holes for "friends", and figure out what keeps me homeless, that would be something!
All my life, I have attracted the same type of "friends". One type is they never have ANY time for me. They start normal friendship, pretty soon they are "busy" like they're some big shot, start yelling at me for getting in touch, email or text. Just like when I was a little kid: I wanted my father to play with me but he was lying on the couch with a book, and said "not until I finish my book!" Of course, he was on page 4 of a thick book. 😕I have NEVER EVER had ANY friends in my life. This past full moon, I sent them important rare info (that's like gifts to them, that's how we met): they BOTH yelled at me, instead of being grateful. They both have done a 180. There's no escape. No matter who I befriend, it's the same sh * t over & over again.
Its so weird like some days feels the same.
It has the same events, happenings.
Same hour, Same day, same place, same events.
Its so weird.
Cuz when Im in the middle of it, I could clearly know whats happening next
Thank you my friend... I need this more then you know. Sometimes it's a struggle maintaining positivity and I've been seeking for some answers and personal growth this showed up on my homepage so it's got to be a sign I needed to hear it because definitely made me a little bit more optimistic an open-minded again thank you for putting this content out for people who need to hear this
Thanks. I thought time was repeating itself but u healed it thx you have a great soul 😊
This video was exactly what I needed to see... I've been so switched off from the universe and my inner soul lately and feel so heavy and disconnected... you seem like such a great soul 😁
Thank you my friend, very kind of you to say. And glad I could offer some insight.
It's God. God created the universe. God is outside of the universe. You are loved and special to God. Your life has a purpose- from God. He heals, teaches, disciplines, and loves. He is a good, good father. ❤
It comes a point in life when one has to GROW UP and quit rehashing the same delusional 🐂💩. There is ONLY your subconscious mind. THAT's it! We're on our own lady! NO ONE loves you/us. The Battle for Your Mind uploaded by Sutphen Family. Look for that audio title right here and learn how you have been brainwashed.
I had a major breakthrough this morning and I already lost it! :-/ Your video was at right column just as I was hearing "revelations" and it all made sense. Now, it's gone! :-/ I have a pattern of rejection. I have been homeless my entire life hopping from temp shelter to temp place. I have lived in over 85 places my first adult on my own year. I'm old now so it's probably been over 2000 places. I can't get a home. Everyone rejects me. I went to 7/11 to get food for the stray cats, they closed the door in my face & refused entry for "mopping". :-/ I was to meet someone 2 nights ago, he never showed up. Paid a deposit yesterday for a mover, that was a scam. The revelation I got is I feel guilty for not being able to help others. And guilt produces punishment. And that i need to forgive myself so my subconscious stops punishing me.
Idk if you replied in your other comment cause I can't read the 4th thread comment, but I'm sending good luck wishes and prayers for you to get over all your problems! Here if you need to talk.. Big hugs 💗🧚♀️
I’m so sorry to hear that dear please pay more attention to yourself and your health ❤❤❤❤❤
@@mz6367 Thank you Sorry both of you I never got notifications. I used Reiki The Soul video for rejection and it worked! I am desperately trying to find a quiet home.
@@yvonneshanson1525 Thank you so much. Sorry I never got a notice for your comment of five months ago. Blessings to you
That's really sort of good. Sometimes listening n being kind n understanding is all one needs. The way u put it out is so so calm n moreover kind which made me feel a bit better as going through hell right now 👍🏻 Thank you 🙏🏻
Dealing with with people at work that tested u and soon as u Retaliate then u get the worst from it and ite been a thing that's Repeating its self over and over soon as I get Motivation I get knocked back down and it's hard for me to find my way again.
Bro I am from INDIA and i think this is one of the most beautiful, and easy to understand video i ever watch before. keep it up
These videos are excellent my friend. I see you haven't posted in a while - I hope that isn't because you're in this space right now. Keep up the good work - I'll keep watching!
Thank you my friend. No, not in this space right now, just busy with life. But trying to get some more videos out.
Every car I’ve ever owned ended up breaking down, or getting totaled in a wreck. I realize now that it was a sign of an emotional wound.
God bless you❤
May you live happy
This video made me cry.
Your words made me cry, I don’t know what is the message of the universe to me that I always attracting relationships with the same heartbroken endings, people by seeing me would never think that such a beautiful girl like me, mostly alone, turning to my 38 with the same patterns I am desperately going crazy
I am in the same boat. People tell me you’re tall, good looking, have a great career, and that I’m such a great catch, however, all my relationships end in heart break. I hit rock bottom 10 years ago and pulled myself out of it. So many good things were happening. Now 10 years later, the pattern repeated in the same exact way.
@@isaacdebruce2146 I know your pain and what you are feeling currently 🌹🌹
@@dilafruzazimova9822 well aren't you both lucky! Try being ugly, old, female, homeless, disabled and autistic. Be5n homeless for thirty five plus years I starve a lot. At least you have looks, food, a house. Relationships are useless. People betray you I don't even have a friend. Remove relatioships and you are rich with no problems. What do I have? Nothing and no one.NO health or home etc.
@@e.e.e you are so right . Thank you for sharing. You awaken me 🌹
@@dilafruzazimova9822 You're ewlcome. I am writhing in discomfort, I am so exhausted I can barely move & I'm starving today. I am so hungry and no way to get food. Lucky you that you weren't born to sadists who kicked you out at 8.Lived a life of homleessness since.
Thanks you so much... Much needed video that can get me out of loop... Thankyou thankyou... Earned a sub.. Thanks
You deserve a bigger fanbase. This is a high quality video. Thank you for giving back and sharing with us. May the Universe have good futurne for your journey ❤️
My bad luck was when i make my mind to move out to a shady apartment it was ugly all by myself trying to self improve and nothing I moved back and it did take me 5 years to recover from that masse
Now finally getting a new apartment in a great place of the city
Damn! I really really really needed it thank you so much ❣️🥰
Cheers. Needed to hear this tonight.
Love this and your aura - its lovely!
Can you soon make some new (seperate) uploads on your channel - “Best 5 Motivation & Lifestyle Books I Have Read” , “Top 5 Money & Investing Books I Have Read” , “Best 5 Gaslighting & Bullying Books I Have Read” ?
Mate, I love the suggestions. I'm working on some new videos at the moment and will add those to the list.
Just discovered your channel and it is just what i needed at this point of my journey. Somehow I feel a good vibe seeing you and i know the contents in here will be very helpful🙂🙏...and I also subscribed to your channel😊😊😊
Groundhog day.
I was working in a stressful job in remote area and quit. After 6 months I was hired to different company but they work in the same field in remote areas 💔
So, this is quite funny but whenever I was dating someone who wasn’t right for me I’d get an ear infection the first time after being with them! Now if that happens early on I generally take it as a sign haha, sounds nuts but it’s always been the case and never wrong! Haha
Amazing body awareness Rosie. Well done on listening to your body.
Id like to think your date was so loud your ear couldn't tolerate its nonsense no more n hence your ear is trying to recover.
Thank you so much for this video, 🙏🏾
Why do bad things keep happening?
There’s no one answer to this question. Each being is different.
Some are paying a life karma - they agreed to experience a difficult life.
Some are paying daily karma( your effect on someone during your daily interactions. People should audit their actions towards each person, or even animals: what did they experience during your interaction?).
Some are being refined to be dark.( there’s a light and dark versions of us. Our actions will dictate if we are being refined into a dark or light soul.)
There are external forces that influences our thoughts, actions, and words. Depending on how we lived our lives, they temp us to do good or bad things.
They temp us to hurt people, to be trapped in addictions: pornography, sex, drugs and alcohol, even food.
They cause us to be angry at someone. To hate someone, or hurt someone. Christianity call them demons, or a faction of dark beings that makes souls darker in this world.
If you want bad things to stop happening? Win every temptations, and clean your karma - your negative influences on people- thought, words, and actions.
There is a life transcript. All or our actions, thoughts, and words are recorded.
Every action, even the number of sexual partners, are all judged and seen.
What we bring with us is how we lived our lives and our effect on people, animals, and the environment.
People leave me, when i fall in love with them, am twice ended up in a love triangle, now its happening again
I don't have the strength anymore to bear it again.. I never realises what ws my mistake, should i stop falling in love?
Thank you so much for this video! It was inspirational. I KEEP GETTING INJURED BY OTHER PEOPLE EVERY YEAR or falling sick! My health always impacted! Im so frustrated why does it keeps repeating?? What should i be learning from it? What is the universe trying to tell me? I hope you can give me some advise please!!
Where are you getting injured? Is it the same areas/injuries? What are the circumstances surrounding the injury? What emotion/thought patterns are common around the injury time?
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB my back keeps getting injured by others! For example now i got a whiplash from a car accident and my neck n back got sprained. Someone dropped a container on my hand and it was sprained for 1.5 mths. Or i keep falling sick with bad flu/food poisoning/ bronchitis. The emotions after every incident is that i dont want to live anymore- the pain is so overwhelming & unbearable. I feel its so unfair because i didnt inflict any of this on myself yet i have to suffer for the mistakes of others. Any idea why it keeps repeating??
@@dapstarwow It's hard to tell based on the little bits of information. Are the back injuries in the same area? For instance always in the neck or mid back or low back?
What was thew emotional state going into the injuries?
My case is a social problem...
First of all i am a guy in college studying i find myself attractive,funy(i am not the only one saying this) and smart and i simply don't have luck finding a girlfriend...it's really long to explain here what has been happening for the last 5years now but in a nutshell...whenever i like/love a girl it never works out either she plays with me...or first tkme she seems to like me but after a few weeks/months she either ghosts me or doesn't write me anymore...or on the other hand if i don't like a girl those are the ones that do like me
2.Not just girls but sometimes even "friends" people keep treatingme like shit..i reallydont understand why because as i said i think i am a really fun friendly good looking guy..i talked to someone about this and it didn't helped much..right now i am abroad studying and i met some new people and things are slightly better then it has been before but even now there are days when i feel thos bad things keep repeating itself don'thave luck with girls and i am talking not even that small luck that i used to have in my first collegeyears...i am completely sick of this and i struggled alot...so my problem is related to society..any idea why this things keep happening to me?
Thx you so much I mave been feeling like this for a while but I will try no Do! Will Get help!🤬😃
Also I subscribed
No Go back :)
Ops i ment have one more thing the only way I keep feel something was off but I only figured it out by pain more attention
@@JoseNavarro-hu4ib Paying attention to your body and your gut instinct is not something most of us are taught, so well done for listening to yours.
Very happy for you and new girlfriend enjoy your new journey
Thank you🌹
I forgot: I also have severe CFIDS, for over 30 years, and I am autistic along with co-morbidities. Did you heal from CFS after this? Is healing isntant? The sheriff came to gave m an eviction notice 2 days ago and I only haev 3 days left to move and I don't drive and I have no one to help me. Just was scammed out of a deposit. If you see this, please help LMK what to do?
Omg, I'm so sorry.. r u OK now ?
@@yvonneshanson1525 *sighs* no, but thanks for asking. Your message was sent to me just now as I was exiting email. I ended up in a (very loud) motel room & they just told me that I need to move out next week and I have all my stuff here & nowhere to go. They say '21 days maximum'. I am terrified. I can't cope with this. I have special needs & have all my boxes here, no car, no one to help me move. I can't be moving every 21 days & no 1 will rent to me bc I have no credit, no paper trail and I can't get a roommate ad to reply. A lot of scams online. It is all so scary & I can't be homeless now: I am heat intolerant and have adrenal (& multiple organ) failure. O don't know what to do but thanks for asking.
@@e.e.e oh, can't u go to a shelter or even a hospital after putting your stuff in a rented warehouse ?.. sorry, I'm not living in US but I've seen that there are these kinds of places there. And with your condition isn't there an institution or a service which could help? Ofc that depends on where u live... if you see a good person around ask them if they know any places for u to rent or for any other solution. DONT lose hope, pls 🙏!
And maybe find a moving worker to help?
@@yvonneshanson1525 Nope. There aren't many places at all. I called every number. You get (hurt) in shelters, very abusive I NEED my things with me, I have a lot of medicinals that I need to take to stay alive. I need my clothes, my stuff! I don't need a shelter, I need a home. I can pay it I just can't jump thru all the hoops to rent: they demand proof of this that and the other which I don't have. Yes, thanks trying to find a mover, I keep getting turned down. :-/ Hope you are well in Austria & the madness stopped.
@@e.e.e I'm afraid I can't read your reply.!!?.. it writes 4 replies but I see only 3..!!
Hi ,thank you
What advice would you give for someone who is numb to positive emotions, can only feel negative
please
Hi Mary,
Is it that you actually can't feel the positive emotions, or that when good feelings come up you suppress them?
If it's the latter, that's called 'foreboding joy', and the only way that I know of to treat that is through consciously reconditioning of gratitude. I've been wanting to do a video on this for a while, but if it could help I may have to put it to the top of the list.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB This is a good question, the latter I can very much relate to in childhood ,if you could do a video on this please .I will definitely be looking out for it .thank you
Trying hard to understandant the pattern but couldnt... Doesnt matter how hard i try to break the pattern it becomes the same
I keep attracting the same patterns in romantic r/ship
Lilian, are you aware of the pattern and making different choices now, or is this still a thing that keeps happening and you're not sure why?
Can you share a little more about the 'same patterns'?
I’m aware of the pattern, my r/ships don’t last. The beginning is always great but soon enough the guys I date start showing signs of emotional unavailability and from there things go downhill. In terms of making different choices it’s hard at first because ppl don’t reveal their true colors on the first encounters, but if it’s really like they say that r/ships are mirrors maybe what I’ve to do different os to commit to myself and give my unconditional love and attention to myself first, then I’ll meet someone who will do the same!?
@@lilianoliveira5027 That's what worked for me. I stopped trying to find the right person and instead worked on myself. Then the right person appeared.
Does that mean you stopped dating completely? Or you adjusted your focus and energy in other things but still went on dates with a different mindset? I’m still doing online dating but I seek to be fun on them rather than being serious and asking all the “hat are you looking for questions” or worrying that the next guy will be the one. Would love to hear your thoughts on that. Thank you!
@@lilianoliveira5027 I wasn't a big dater and after the show I was a little bit cautious of other peoples motives. So I didn't actively date, until I met my now partner. But the irony is that I met her when I pursued something I was interested in and didn't do something with the intent of meeting someone.
Not sure if anyone can explain this to me: many times when I line up waiting to check out my items, the cash register would run out of paper right when I'm the next person (so it doesn't happen to the person before or after me but precisely when I'm there)! It happens so many times that it cannot be a coincidence anymore so I'm wondering what all it means?
Have taken someone to a hospital to get stitches every year for the last 3 years around May everytime... I dont know why???
That's freaky mate. Were the injuries in the same area of the body or from the same activity? Were there any similar links between the three occurrences? I always find this kind of thing really intriguing.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB the first two injuries were in the exact same area. Right eyebrow stitches. Same dr and two different people with injuries from different causes. Third was also stitches but on the right hand. Do you think its something I should try and analyze? Is there a possible message and how would I even begin to understand it. All three people play a significant role in my life.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB also, adding to that all men: past fling, current relationship and my dad.
@@Arseskater I'm not qualified to give any sort of diagnosis, but a book you may find interesting is Louise Hay's 'You Can Heal Your Life', in that she outlines the different areas of the body as well as the emotions and issues that could be related to each. But going off what she says 'Right Side of Body: Giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.' and 'Eye: Represents the capacity to see clearly past, present, future.' and 'Hands: Hold and handle. Clutch and grip. Grasping and letting go.' As these are all close male relationships, there could be some kind of trapped emotion or trauma on your part, or on the three men's parts and they just happen to be similar/have similar un-dealt with traumas.
@@NoGoingBack_MattyB thank you for responding and being humble about it. Regardless of your qualifications, this has been the most substantial answer I have come across after numerous attempts at trying to find any type of clue. I will definitely look into that book, does it have any suggestions as to how to deal with the possible traumas or do you have any reading suggestions for this? Thanks again.
very helpful. thankyou :)
Really thank u...thank u..thank u...
My cousin passed away weeks before his 16 birthday.
I never knew the story until now that I’m 25.
My aunt tells me that the psychiatrist made him believe he had scitzoprania. He was in severe depression. His body was cut. Eventually commit suicide from the 3rd floor.
I met a girl. And she’s now my Lady. She’s the 1st gf I ever had. And before I knew the story of my cousin. I called her, her name shorten from the original because it’s a long name. Little did I know I was calling her after the psychiatrist name….. She opened up about her dad having scitzophrania. And the abuse she went through. And nearly commiting suicide because where she lived she was treated like a dog. No bedroom on the floor. No food. Careless. And she remembered her moms love. And didn’t do it, anyways….
When my aunt told me the story yesterday. I see so many patterns similar… my mind is boggled and confused… my birthday is coming and I’ve seen so many signs that I’m not going to make it till December .
You will. Hang in there. I am homeless and disabled and no one car`es about me. I been homeless my entire adult life because I am autistic & disabled and couldn't keep a job. I get 0 benefits. I been homeless over thirty five years I am old now and things more difficult. Some times I do n't have food for weeks & no one helps me. Charlites are not into helping but they pocket hte money. I hope you are well.Pleaes reply. I would be your friend but have't much to offer.If you want to talk, I'll listen Take care.
M also going through this condition...I wana do but I can't ..Dono how I can start.
I feel like everything is happening again and again my life is repeating I am 100 percent sure I have lived this life before anyone can answer my ❓
I did not see any questions in your one liner.
I am in that level bro, please help me 😑 i am stuck in the same pattern
Thank you
Isnt it because you do not want to adapt and change?
Wasn't this guy on MAFS? 🤔
Hi , thanks for this vedio realy am searching for this from long time , i get jobless & have lot of sarrow ,in every year feb to april , & lost my new cell phone every year it is hapening to me from 2011 i realy afraid during this period ,. i want fredom from this i cant get answer for this & also cant told any one .. please suggest...
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Thank You