My life will never be the same...
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- Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
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TBH I always thought of you as simply a "free spirit" ... not masculine ... not feminine ... not neuter. You ARE love & dance & music & nature ... You ARE a soul, a magnificent soul. I love you 😘
And I love you @MamaYouniverse💞
glad to hear you are able to grow as a person. Ive really never heard anyone have the same Idea's as me on all of this. I really dont like labeling anything. Just living what I feel. anyways I really wish you the best.
Thank you for sharing, that is a big reason why I wanted to put this video out
❤ 👣 🏳️🌈 Being ADHD and Gay are unique gifrs. God made you special.
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This whole thing is gross.
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I can’t watch anymore. I made it to seven minutes and I need to go 🤮. The cringe alone - the piano, the oversharing, the whole thing is just gross!
I have been on and off of the channels you have posted videos on for the longest time ,being super inspired by the way you live and approach life in general and trying stuff and having all these experiences ,and to see this video of you finding more about yourself and living your truth just made me so happy because i can also relate to parts of your self discovery journey and it really helps with coming to terms with myself more.Thanks for sharing!! Wish you all the best.
You're the best Josh. Thank you for sharing. I listened and embraced every word. Forget the labels and live your life. It's YOURS. ~ You made our day Josh. ~
What a sweet, loving, honest person you are, Joshua. I wish you every success in your journey
I dont understand how you realizing you find a greater % of the human population sexable than you did before warrants breaking up a monogamous commitment you had. Just seems selfish. Obviously "explore" means "have sex". Seems very selfish, seems like a weak justification, and I'm gonna guess breaking up was a big fuckup on your end.
Thank you, Josh ❤️, for having the courage to tell your story 👍👏! I am sure that it will help many. It is never easy to live one's life truthfully, because of cultural conditioning as well as societal and familial expectations. The lives of many otherwise productive human beings are ruined because they have chosen to succumb to what others expect of them instead of being who they truly are. What tragedy! Everyone has only one life to live, and maximizing one's potential and happiness should be the overriding goal. We must support one another who are in a similar situation. I wish you the best in your personal journey. 🙏
No-one is talking about your poor wife in the comments.
She's been ousted from a marriage to only see you be lauded. If she complains about you at all she will be vilified.
Awful.
Did you miss the part where he said they're still close and friends?
Thank you! 👏🏻👏🏻
Thank you for this. Love and light to you, Josh.
Thank you for sharing. Wishing you peace in your journey!
I've enjoyed your cooking videos for years, love your channel. I like your honesty, keep it real.
"I'm not looking to get rid of those parts, I just want to also be okay with the feminine side of me."
Them are some meaningful words and I thank you for saying them.
This really made my day. :) I'm so happy for and proud of you for being able to grow and reach the point where you're able to throw off the constrictive weight of what is expected from you and just live your best life and be your truest self without worrying about what society thinks about it. Wishing nothing but love and good things for you :)
Right there with you bro! I came out (as a gay male) two years ago when I was 31. It's liberating and you will become fearless and life just becomes so much better.
I've been following you since I watched brothers green in 2015 and wow, as a gay boy, this is inspiring for me!! You inspired me on starting eating better, doing exercises, you're an inspiration and watching you just sharing all that I trully feel like a friend! Thank you that and all the best for you, you're FANTASTIC, josh!!
Thank you for sharing. Coming out is so personal and the fact that you are able to share with us means so much. Welcome to your truth. I am so happy for you and so proud of you for sharing your journey with us. 🥰🦄😊
Wishing you so much love on your journey, josh. I’m so happy you are finding your truth. What an incredibly brave thing to do. I wish you the best and Jackie, too. You are both remarkable people!
so happy for you ❤️❤️ wish you and jackie the best and hope that you guys can find some closure and happiness
Thanks for sharing your story! You are awesome no matter what!❣️ Looking forward to seeing more content from you
Congratulations buddy and best of luck on this new path. So happy for you!
I've loved watching your videos for a long, long time. Your wonderful energy and gentleness has always resonated with me and been calming and welcoming. I am so so happy that you are living your truth and exploring the fullness of /you/!
Living authentically is the greatest gift you can give yourself and the world! You are such a unique, free spirit, you deserve to explore your truth to the fullest extent you can. Thank you for sharing, you continue to inspire so many of us :) xxx
Joshua... live in the moment. This is now. Wear what you want to, look how you want to. Feel how you want to. I know what it means to hide the feelings of fear. Your story is enigmatic yet so relatable to how our culture is growing and understanding. Our youth will grow to be better people through this. Set all discrimination aside and accept a person as they are.
I'm happy that you found and embraced who you are! 🌈
Josh, I'm proud of you for loving your truth. Thank you for sharing. I am inspired by your brave transparency.
Mazel tov!
Personally, I was lucky enough to grow up in a family where it was cool for me to explore both my masculinity and my femininity. I happen to identify as more male than female, but I can’t imagine shopping for clothes in only the men’s department. At least half of my clothes were designed for women.
Seriously, congratulations!
You are brave and strong and I hope you flourish.
Holy shit I can't explain it but I needed a video like this today.
:) glad to hear that.
You are a human and that’s all you can be who cares what you wear what your hair looks like or if you squat or stand to pee just be a good person and be happy
Oh shit ...im sorry for your wife mate. But good luck for you at the same time man. Be yourself.
"Living in your truth."
Living in YOUR truth.
Living in YOU.
I really pray it works out with your wife, on whatever level makes both of you live...to enjoy life!!! No labels except HUMAN.
Very happy for you and proud of you! This video took guts, but I bet was also healing in some respects. I'm older and was "brought out" and stigmatized, before I really knew who I was.
Keep being you "Yashua"
(and the music in the background is FABulous!)
I really appreciate your openness! I have always liked your videos. You taught me how to make Chinese food, lol! This video is super helpful for me as I work to keep up with and support my beloved young adult looking for their truth. And, yeah it’s good to face childhood trauma - I’m much older and the fear is something I never knew how to get past. I wish you every happiness!!
You are a good person trying to do the right thing... by yourself... by those close to you... and people like myself who you will probably never meet. Hope you get wherever it is you should be!!!
Live your truth. It takes a lot of courage to be honest to yourself
this is amazing and you sharing your story is inspiring people who need it, well done :)
So glad to see you not labeling myself. I am a straight woman who loves men’s sweaters and no one cares. But a man wearing a woman’s sweater is an issue. Doesn’t make since right?
You have inspired me to deal with my old trama, I don’t want to because i have shoved those memories so deep down, it’s scary to think of bringing them up.
You are such an inspiring person. So happy to see you as you
we are here to support ya, thank you for sharing this and I trust that you will keep growing in the ways you need.
I really think that is the ultimate journey for every soul. When our soul is ultimate light. Gender fluid polyamorous and pansexual... a soul that is everything and can love everything...
Ugh, love all this and everything you had to say. Brothers Green were some of my fave videos to watch! All the best to you in the future!
So glad you are on a discovery path, and so sorry for the pain it caused others.
I just found your channel and am seeing this after seeing newer videos, two years after the fact.
I don’t really know you, but now, two years after this video, you seem so much more relaxed and comfortable in your skin.
We get so many labels and roles pushed upon us, and freeing ourselves from them is such a revelation. I remember during the time I was about to come out, I became hyperaware of how much I confined my behavior based on fears about what someone else would think of me. Even something as simple as wearing a flower on my coat. “My God,“ I thought, “I’m stressing about whether to put a flower on my coat or not?!”
Having lived for about 14 years in a very traditional society, I saw there how clearly relationships and roles were almost scripted. In childhood and adolescent life were like a big dress rehearsal where you learned your roles, and then marriage was the play in which you acted out what you had learned, continued in your roles, and then you were done. In the west we fancy ourselves freer from those rolls, and we’ve definitely started shedding them, but we are far from done. I think more “obvious” gay and lesbian people maybe started dealing with that earlier, because they were already rejected from conventional roles to begin with. It was harder for people who could pass more easily as straight. But now we’re getting to the point where people who grew up and identified or maybe still identify as heterosexual, are also realizing that they are so much more than a role, or a collection of anatomy.
I love your use of “transitioning/transcending.“ I do think that spiritually, we are complete. By that I mean, we have all the qualities that our society tries to divide into “male“ and “female.“ Or “masculine“ vs “feminine.“ And I do think that, beyond the persecution of people who don’t fit easily into roles, a lot of the confusion and angst around gender is that, while we try to shed these restrictions, we still are insisting on defining ourselves according to a gender, or trying to come up with new classifications. It’s as if, on this continuum of gender and orientation and sex with infinite points along it, we are trying to come up with a name and classification for every possible point, and where lines drawn between them intersect. Where I think we need to be shedding that baggage.
If we are not careful, we can exchange one prison for another. We are already so much more than any either-or, and just as a person should be able to love the person they love without having a label slapped on them for it, we should also be free to think and move in this world through the jungle of “gender roles/characteristics” without being punished or label for it.
That’s awesome that you can finally be who you want to be.
I just have met you. You are number one, a beautiful soul. Anyone who tries to help others, is awesome, fantastic, and rare in this world. You got it, sexualiity, is just a small part of who you are. We like what we like. Men stuff, woman stuff is just labels also. You are so level headed. You see very clearly. Good for you. So happy for you. Overcoming trauma is so confusing in itself. You are free.
Thank you for being willing to gift this video to us and the world. My desire is the world to live without definition and judgment and to be full of allowance. Thank you for the gift you be. All of life comes to us with ease, joy and glory.
This made me emotional because I 100% relate. I started out thinking to myself how much more I prefer women to men, but, I also never felt like I was lesbian. Nor did the term bisexual fit me. It wasn’t until I was 24 (29 now) that I found the term Pansexual. I felt that suited me best. It was like coming out to myself all over again which was emotionally draining. Then I found the term Demisexual. Which means not limited to sex, but, to have no sexual desire unless a bond is formed. Which my husband said that was what suited me best. So then I started to express to him when we were dating: ‘I honestly don’t feel feminine all the time. Or masculine. I just feel like I am me.’ Which is when I learned of pronouns around January 2016. So I decided to say to some close friends and him: ‘I’ll respond to she. But. I feel as though I am me. So. You can say she. But. I’ll respond to she/they.’ Later in 2017, I found out about Shiva & Shakti where it explains that it’s a perfect balance of divine masculine and feminine, from that I learned of Advaita Vedanta, read: BE HERE NOW by Ram Dass and everything now has started to slowly fall into place for me. Sometimes? I still feel trapped and I feel it’s a never ending journey on learning what helps you expand outside the box of, ‘YOU WERE BORN - SO YOU MUST BE -.’ I appreciate you sharing this video so much. Thank you. We all need to heal and it’ll take a while but I know we will get there. Stay strong love.
PS: I remember commenting and tweeting to you long time ago on your account you shared with your brother that I appreciated you did Plant-Based food challenges and it was what made me look more into it and found Veganism. Since then? I made the transition over to align my feelings and actions. Life is journey and all we can do is just keep living it.
Your just a free love hippy at heart ❤️. It’s a beautiful thing and your are a beautiful soul. Keep being true to who you are and the healing will continue. Sending love and good vibes !!! Keep your head up and keep up your positive work. ♥️♥️
What you need is absolute truth. Something that never changes, is the same yesterday today and forever. That truth only comes from the God who created you. If you look for your identity in the latest culture trends, you will never be at peace. Connect with God your creator who made you unique and for a purpose. Ask Him what that purpose is
You’re ahead of your time. Wishing your heart clears from the trauma and you can fulfill your life path.
I don’t believe in conforming to someone’s confines of who we should all be. Serving a role that doesn’t come from our hearts leads to this suppression of us. This in turn makes this place sadder than it needs to be and opening up like you have is going to help blossom the future. You’re so great. Best of luck and keep us posted. :)
I loved learning this about you. I was a huge Brothers Green fan during university, and I always felt like I identified with you a lot. I think I must have subconsciously seen some struggle within each of us. It's nice to see that you have investigated your mind and found solace in the truth. I myself am questioning autism at 30 years old, and it's brought me a lot of peace to see that my decades of "pretending" to get by aren't the result of a fault within me; merely misunderstanding. This is no fault in you, either. Best of luck and thank you!
Thank you for sharing this Sean, I appreciate the sentiment, keep being awesome
Happy for you brotha 🖤
So much love and peace to you Josh! ♥️❤️♥️
LOVE this! Live your truth. Spread your love. Be your journey.
Brave of you to step forward,
Daring to live one's truth is difficult for many more than I realize, it's tough for me too but It's good to explore.
Be you baby, we all still love you.
props for having the courage to make this video
You, my friend, are still a hero.. you do you. I've been following you and your brother's work since way before your MYV program. I don't think I'll ever forget the 'fish washer' dish.. Proud of you for making this video bro.. all your fans are here with you buddy..
We all have both masculine and feminine energies in us..a perfect balance in love between these - there we find true bliss! You are perfect exactly as you are..
You’re such a colorful person! I’m glad you’re not muting yourself anymore. 😊
I am a woman and I am married to a man, however, when I am attracted to someone it is not their gender it is their soul that draws me to them.
Just wanted to tell you that i think you are pretty awesome. Keep being who you are, the world is a better place because you are in it.
wow wow so much love and support from one enby queer to another 💞
I love this video. I will love and support you no matter what! :)
I came out as gay on New Year's Day 2012, and my family and most of my friends have been incredibly understanding, and I'm grateful to them about it. I first realised I was gay in 2001, and I kept quiet about it out of fear that everyone would drop me, and I do regret not doing it earlier. But I have come to realise that I wasn't ready at the time.
I do realize that this might not have nothing to do with what you're saying in your amazing video, but I just wanted to share my story with you.
Keep up the fantastic work with the channel, and keep being you. You're awesome.
Jacko
Great sharing,we all contribute ❤
I know this isn't going to get a lot of likes, but in the spirit of living in truth I think I should put this out there.
Joshua, the world will tell you a lot of things that aren't true. I've been a big fan of yours over the years. I enjoyed watching your early days because you had so much energy to try and help so many people. But I saw you trying to prove something to yourself. You started changing the way you cook, dress, even talked to the camera. I could sense frustration as I watched you trying to make changes but not seeing the differences you were hoping for. I watched when you got married and what your relationship was like. I believe every married couple eventually figures out that it's a challenge and not the fairy tale that was previously envisioned. Moving to Colorado hoping that it would fix something. Going to Peru. I'm going to say something that may not sound loving, but if I didn't love you like a brother then I wouldn't bother saying it at all: You can't fix your problems by running from them or throwing away the good things in your life. You've had success in so many areas but are so focused on trying different changes that you end up running from all the good in your life. The world will tell you that it's good to explore these things but but you will only end up sad and alone. The majority of people can't stand to be around their family, let alone work with them but you could pull it off. The majority of people couldn't talk into a camera, expressing their real emotions in such a captivating way and then post it for the world to see, but you can and do! To find love and make a life long commitment is easy to do, but to honor that commitment is extremely difficult and very rewarding. I don't doubt that you've gone through some trauma but hopefully you can see that your choices are continuing that trauma and you are not allowing yourself to be in the loving environment of a family where you can thrive, learn, and most importantly, heal.
Right now society is making it popular to experiment with this open idea of sex, both gender and orientation. I want to ask you though, if you were having thoughts about living as a homeless person and wanting to stop taking care of all personal hygiene, shake all personal responsibility and commitments, and just see how rewarding it was too experiment with all this new nomadic lifestyle, you wouldn't have all this support from the society that we are in. It sounds more like that person is going through some trauma and is needing some help, hope and a reality check before they make some decisions that will seriously alter the quality and length of their life. But since this fad is going on and so many people are feeling confused and are also in search of the secure feeling of stability, you are going to hear a lot of people encouraging you to continue down this road that leads to nowhere. There are others who feel the need to feel anything at all and turn to self mutilation, even lighting themselves on fire. Eventually they stop these things and search for the activities in life that bring balance, comfort and joy.
You are a lot of things: an inspiration, an example, a son, a brother, which means you are a boy, a cook, a musician, an artist, a human being, in all of its emotional glory and imperfection. The list is just scratching the surface, but hopefully you can recognize that these titles describe you, not define you. You don't have to hate them, run from them, or prove them. They came to you. You are sure to expand the list. You are going to continue to do great things in your future, if you want to.
If the kids teased you about being gay then that doesn't make you not straight. If you liked women's fashion then that doesn't make you not straight. I don't expect you to share every detail of what happened in your life, but from an outsider's perspective it seems to me that this is just the next line item on Josh's list of things he will regret giving up and will feel the need to prove to everyone that he is happier from having done.
This isn't meant to sounds condescending, although I know it's a little harsh. This isn't meant to sound like a lecture, although I know it is long. This isn't meant to sounds like a judgemental critic either, although it did take analysis of your life and the relatively small small part of the story that is revealed to your audience. It's meant to hopefully give you some perspective from a man who has watched a lot of your content and agrees with much of it but respectfully disagrees with a fair portion of it as well. Sometimes we need to hear it from someone who is distanced enough but still cares. I don't know if you'll even read this, or if it is enough to inspire a desire to start discerning the difference between proactive change and running from a problem. On your quest to find truth you've ended up doing things have hurt yourself and those who love you the most and something has kept you from having this fact. You could read this and justify yourself or put up excuses as to why you've made certain decisions. It's unproductive. You already know what you've done and seen the fruits.
Here's to wishing that you will enjoy life, and spoiler alert, the only way to really do it is by loving and serving the people you meet. Facing the problems head on instead of running. Shed the things that are not part of you and reclaim all that is!
Taylor Sessions I love this comment thank you for taking the time to write it! Would you mind if I anonymously included it in my book I’m writing as a way to give you a sort of answer?
@@YOUENJOYLIFE you certainly can, but if I included any typos I hope you'd give it a little edit! Although we've never met I feel close to you and I sincerely feel sad watching you go through all the struggles that you share. I love you as a brother and wish you all the best.
Trying to be only one thing is limiting and ultimately everyone looses out in some way.
Sounds complex brother, hugs... from the comments below you'll see many are with you, as am I. Thank you for sharing this.
I think you are wonderful. Your videos are so heartfelt. You are such a beautiful HUMAN!
It's wonderful what you have shared today! I love to watch your videos whether they are about cooking, music, gardening, or ways to navigate life and relationships. You give the world so much of yourself, and it is heartening to hear that you yourself are on the path to truth and happiness in your life.
thank you Benjamin
ur still cool regardless, thx for the honesty
No RUSH OR EVER to LABEL YOURSELF Spend as much time with Joshua get to know each other! Hugs and Kisses
He really went off the deep end after leaving brothers green
How?
I sense some homophobic vibes, if you were a true fan let alone a decent person you would feel happy for him! brothers green was a small part of his journey in life and he’s now becoming someone he needs to be and deep down has always been, I’m beyond proud of him for coming out to his supporters and opening up the way he has cause it’s not easy talking about childhood trauma. I wish him the best.
Whitney Morris never said I was a fan of him :)
MrRandomSong why are you here then?? if you have nothing nice to say then don’t say anything at all.
I’m thinking this is why the brothers green broke up and parted ways.
*Hugs* Josh! ❤️
Kudos for sharing this, Josh. You are so right! Labels are incidentals, life is about being your true, authentic self. You are inspirational. Peace and love from Australia.
i have always thought u were into dudes... live ur best life im glad u found out before u spent ur life miserable... u r amazing we all still love u and ur still just as crazy awesome...
Been watching you since your RUclips show with your brother. Wow, how much you’ve grown! I struggled with this as well, and with being gender fluid. I very much feel fluid in all ways of my body and soul, and labeling is just a tiring process I don’t care about anymore. I love everyone and everything with my whole being, and that’s what matters. Seeing you be this way is so wonderful. I check back on you and your brother now and again every few years and the growth you both have done is wonderful. Here’s to you, Josh. You’re special in every way, and I hope you feel all of my love and kindness through the computer hahaha.
Living your philosophy and accepting continuous changes. Growth
Mazel Tov Yehoshua! Be yourself; it is, and was always enough. Best wishes on your new journey.
Wishing you the best on this next chapter of your life. ❤️
wonderful that you can be more fully you !
You have a sweet, gentle spirit. 😊❤️
This is great! I am sp happy you are truthful with yourself and now can grow further
Love it! I’ve always thought “human” is the most appropriate way of labeling everyone. if you want to understand more about a person, get to know them. Man, woman, gay, straight, NB, trans, BI, are all labels that have an array of stereotypes attached to them. To understand someone learn about what they like and what they value, ascriptions of labels Isn’t productive. best of luck to you Yoshua!!!!
"It's the system that needs to change" - yes! ✌ So important to be who you are and not care about those little boxes they want to put us in. 💕
What system?
@aish b I think there are objective moral principles. Murder is objectively a wrong, so is rape, and theft.
Am following you here am glad I found this channel you always had a cool spirit I loved watching you cook and all and now am following you here....BE HAPPY IF YOU ARE HAPPY AM HAPPY BE YOU...BE UNIQUE...YOUR OWN...❤️❤️❤️
This really resonated with me, because I was always kind of the same way. Though, being female, I don't think it was quite such a big issue for me. It is kind of more accepted for girls to be androgynous than boys. Still, when I was a kid, I basically gave zero fucks about "boy stuff" vs. "girl stuff." I loved running around outside, making poop jokes and climbing trees, but also playing with dolls and makeup and other girly stuff. I had a buzz cut for a little while, but also had no problem wearing frilly dresses.
But as I got older, society's expectations started to seep into my brain along with the idea that I needed to "fit in." So I started to subconsciously tone down my "masculine" side. I think I had a much healthier attitude when I was a kid, lol. There have been times when I wondered if I was trans, just because I was overthinking everything. But I've found that if I don't overthink, if I just let myself be myself without agonizing over what category it puts me into, it doesn't really bother me. I'm fine with my body and mostly fine with being a "woman." It just doesn't fit me (or probably anyone, honestly) 100%.
And I agree that we probably will live in a more or less post-gender world someday. Gender is kind of an antiquated concept. There is going to be (and already is) some backlash, of course, because the ideas of "masculine" and "feminine" are such a huge part of our culture, and a lot of people build their whole identities and worldviews around them, so there's a lot of fear there. But that's the problem. We put so much weight into these labels that we end up trying to change people to fit the system, when really we should be doing the opposite. People don't fit into neat little boxes, even if some come closer than others.
There are many aspects of this comment that I can relate to.
I just watched an old video from "Brothers green eats" with you and your brother and the first thought i had seeing you was "omg i hadn't realized they're non binary!"
I always felt safe and comfortable with the kind of person you presented as since way back when i watched you and your brother everyday c. 2015
You inspired me way more than i had ever realized since just now, and i saw a lot of myself and who i wanted to become in you
I've been thinking about your old videos on and off for years but even more so recently (~yk how time itself resonates within the human mind, right? Thoughts, emotions, events, all repeating at a complex/compound sine wave like a thread that links every subjective manifestation of them as if there were only one, as if every apple you think about in a specific context/mindset/state is the exact same apple, as if there's wormholes linking them as if by pinching spacetime itself, but instead of actual gravitationally based wormholes, it's entanglement and complexity(alright.. now it got to an incomprehensible level, to get it there's Sapolsky's lecture on complexity and susskind/maldacena's ER=EPR theory of quantum gravity) , information, entropy, energy states/types/flavors/essence/semiotic significant/metaphysical properties of matter and their behavior on a complexily dense region of spacetime, like the human brain, the collection of our brains as a barely-if-at-all-conscious superorganism and every other layer of sufficiently complex systems from chemistry to cells to the cosmos~) and anyway, i was probably just gravitating towards this so needed moment, to be proud of your being and grateful for what it's done to impact, influence and inspire mine.
It's great to find you again and see that i was blessed to see you expressing yourself since way back then and that it allowed me more freedom to be and find out who i am and how i think of my being in human dialectics.
I came out as enby to my family exactly 6mo ago
If i hadn't grown up seeing beings like you id probably still be suffering and struggling to fit in by trying to squeeze myself into the masculine cisheteronormative gender concept
Thank you so much for being yourself ❤
May the universe be kind to you and bring much joy and prosperity for your soul, the ones you love and everyone else we live with in this blue marble.
Remember that language is just fables we invented to pretend like we understand anything and that reality is far more complex than the human mind could've ever even dream of processing.
Words aren't truths, the truth is unspeakable, it's the air we breathe. not what we think or who we think we are, but who we simply _aire_ just by being breathing per se.
Words are lies, everything we named has been by such action artificially condensed into an extreme simplification that couldn't ever contain even a speck of the vastness of the truth behind such concepts.
Genders don't exist, people are just people no matter what we call them or the categories we put them into. they're just delusions of the human ego that become ideological prisions if you(and we as humanity itself as a whole) actually believe in them.
Don't limit yourself, you're just too infinite to be reduced down to such smallness and offensive simplicity.
Love you and your soul ❤
I also came on youtube today looking for someone nb to follow, specially i wanted to see them cooking, like a full day of eating vlog or something related to both somehow
I'm glad i found exactly what i didn't know exactly i was looking for
Again, it's like this video screamed at me so I'd come here to fulfill this moment in time
And yeah, i also realize that the yt algorithm(after years of many many hours a day being used and trained by me) has reached a level of complexity wherein it acts as an extension of my own brain and sometimes knows more about what I'm seeking than myself even, but i accept it and take it in as part of myself, as another layer, like the knowledge we ourselves gather throughout life, that isn't us but still shapes us and guides us.
But that's just as much part of the universe as anything else, so it doesn't actually matter but it does help quite a bit.
Also 3days short of a month that I've parted ways with a SO friend bc she couldn't respect my mental struggles w/ mainly autism("-like symptoms") and too many other psychiatric disorders that i suffer from and got blamed and shamed for by her; and my gender identity, to the point where she said "if you really insist that i don't call you a man.. (more like scream it in blatant transphobia as if to purposefully hurt me).. I'd rather never call you at all ever again"
I wasn't even asking that she used gender neutral pronouns to make me feel gender euphoria, just that she didn't purposefully label me as a man(always emphasizing it loudly) knowing that that's not how i want to be thought of and perceived as by myself and others.
Also did ayahuasca yesterday and she was also there too and i thanked her for the enormous love and goodness that she brought into my life, all she taught me and all she will forever represent in my life and that'll love her eternally, and asked forgiveness for all I've done as well. And that was it. I hope she has a happy life and grows to be a better person for others as much as she is, ever increasingly, for herself.
Maybe she'd be welcomed back somehow and carefully if she eventually overgrows her psychophobia and transphobia, but until such improbability is actually fulfilled i just thank her for allowing me to learn to prioritize my own well-being instead of humiliating myself for approval of someone that never really respected me.
Can't believe how much better i am now, how much I've grown bc of everything that happened..
I've never been prouder of myself
Still working on the extremely verbous oversharing habit, but it helps me think slowly and more clearly, to structure my thoughts and reflect upon my feelings and i still have a few more months of growth and character development to be until i can fully blossom into my true and matured self, so I'll allow myself to continue doing it unapologetically until I'm able to let it go.
You’re such a sweet person. I think we are all a combination of masculine and feminine traits. Those things are societal also so it’s simple yet it’s absolutely complicated. You can see here that the comments are all great. Would love to follow what’s next with you.
You can never find truth inside my friend. Truth comes from only one source. I see someone searching, like all of us, but lost as well. True happinesses only comes from real truth which comes from Jesus. For real peace seek him out, this path you are on will eventually leave you empty once the newness wears off. Will pray for you.
MoonaticDestiny yes he died. But he lives. A greater truth than anything we can find within us. Within our own thinking.
Amen.
Wait, I can't tell if you're homophobic or not. Are you saying the path is heterosexuality, or are you saying something else?
Josh, by you being authentic, you give others the freedom to do the same! Good for you! You are brave.
Yes be yourself! Your a beautiful person. Be who you want to be.
You are inspiring and important. Big hugs.
Hey Josh! Hope you are well and not using your identity and sexuality as an outlet - unless you feel like you're just letting out who you've been all along. You should definitely find a psychiatrist who you like and don't feel judged by to discuss symptoms of dysphoria and find a more stable long term expression of yourself.
Beautiful soul, be YOU, do YOU...💜
You're Awesome ❤️ I love your energy
Welcome to being you Juana :-)
Life is a constant ride - and it's a damn shame if you go through your own life never really experiencing it.
All the love in the world to you.
AAAWWW!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I have loved you and the work you have done for YEARS now, and I love that you are becoming whole with yourself. 🥳💜
Awww dude, I'm glad you're getting to know yourself a lot better. 🤗♥️
I had a massively long comment written out; I read it, then reread it, and decided that I don't want to rain on your parade so I deleted it; I'll just say I hope you figure yourself out and find a way to truly enjoy life. I wish Jackie all the best in the world.
Jason, I'd love to hear what you have to say, feel free to email me if that is easier youenjoylifemusic@gmail.com
@@YOUENJOYLIFE Hi there, I kind of had the same idea, is it ok if I email you too?
That's an American Robin in the background 'squawking'! And a crow! How do you spell the new version of your name? You'll be fine! Sending lots of healing and love to your former partner. She's a GEM!
I am sorry if my 100% changeable opinion offends any of you, this is my opinion: You should volunteer at a animal shelter or maybe you should give blood or give yourself some time to think about yourself while something is happening prehaps hiking or maybe hunting a invasive specie, my point is when you see feel smell and hear the world where you're a man it can make you look back at yourself and see that you made the choice to improve yourself, i see that you aren't happy because you feel unsatisfied with yourself or at least who you are now, I'll still watch all the videos you make and i hope you figure out what makes you happy.
Right on. I felt the same about shopping but realized I wanted the men’s section!
Thank you for sharing this.