I understand the difficulty what yoi are talking about. I can really relate to this from a whole different field that is not an art as well. In my field of interviewing people, writing notes etc, i used to see othet peoples interviews and notes, the phrases they use, the structure they create, etc as always so inspiring and awesome.. that i would try to be like these people that I saw. But then in doing so, I wouldnt be good at it, cause it wasnt my natutal style, it wouldn't work for me. And it wasnt until i starting let go of those things, just did the job and tasks, i started learning my own style that works for me. This is also true in art and photography as well right.. we all need to find our own style of doing and expressing.. and learn to trust that we are good enough. We just need to compare to our younger versions and not to others. And 2 years later i had this moment of realisation of how far i had come in that area, compared to when i had first started, when i was in a very similar situation and i dealt well. Also important is the concept of time. Just like how a plant grows into a bush and a tree.. we need that time to grow and evolve. So we need to learn to be patient with ourselves, and find ways of how to get out of moments that makes us feel down. The journey of success is not a straight line after all. All the best in your channel. I can already see such a big difference in this video.
I understand the difficulty what yoi are talking about. I can really relate to this from a whole different field that is not an art as well. In my field of interviewing people, writing notes etc, i used to see othet peoples interviews and notes, the phrases they use, the structure they create, etc as always so inspiring and awesome.. that i would try to be like these people that I saw. But then in doing so, I wouldnt be good at it, cause it wasnt my natutal style, it wouldn't work for me. And it wasnt until i starting let go of those things, just did the job and tasks, i started learning my own style that works for me. This is also true in art and photography as well right.. we all need to find our own style of doing and expressing.. and learn to trust that we are good enough. We just need to compare to our younger versions and not to others.
And 2 years later i had this moment of realisation of how far i had come in that area, compared to when i had first started, when i was in a very similar situation and i dealt well.
Also important is the concept of time. Just like how a plant grows into a bush and a tree.. we need that time to grow and evolve. So we need to learn to be patient with ourselves, and find ways of how to get out of moments that makes us feel down.
The journey of success is not a straight line after all.
All the best in your channel. I can already see such a big difference in this video.
Lol that was such a long note!!