WORK WEEK IN MY LIFE: i got laid off...
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Rejection is redirection girlie!! Things often fall apart to fall into place, you’ve got this
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this is SO true!!
Getting laid off is not embarrassing, it is unfortunately corporate America. I am so sorry dear. You are so bright and motivated. I know you will find something better!
Especially this year it's been insane and the job markets not great, but sometimes these things happen and you end up in a better place than before.
Always act like a mercenary. Go for the highest bidder. Since you can get fired anytime only care about yourself. It's the job market they created, the mentality shift should start with the companies not you.
I've been in HR for 35+ years. Every company goes through this at one time or another and many will follow a LIFO (last in, first out) standard when determining who would be impacted by a layoff. Your manager was right though, this could turn out to be a really good thing - you've got experience and references that you didn't have before and now you can use that to find another position hopefully easier/faster/better than your last one. So have a good cry, wipe your tears, and go out and live your life... you're going to be just fine!
I've been in corporate as long as you have. I agree that the company followed LIFO when determining impacts. To answer Keegan's other question, they knew about this months ago. I have been involved in many restructuring initiatives, and discussions around cost savings and resource impacts take months before they are finalized and communicated.
I work in HR for the last 7 years... everything what @jljacobs62 said!!!! It says a lot about your work and you as a person when they are so willing to give you recommendations.
Also in HR - I check my states WARN notices constantly to see upcoming company layoffs and make sure my company isnt on them 🙃
35 years? Dang. No redundancies? No resignation? What are you made of? Stone?
I think people should always hunt for opportunities. Never wait for a layoff. Be faster, you can't get fired if you quit first and move to a better job. If you feel the company has issues, jump ship asap. I immediately jumped ship as soon as a few people got fired. You don't just sit around and wait your turn.
The job market is so bad. It took me 7 months just to get a simple part time position. People graduating are competing with experienced workers recently laid off so the opportunities are very low. All we can do us keep goibg and pray for the best. This is inspiring me to start something to fall back on. My biggest fear is homelessness. You got this!
Don't get discouraged because sometimes you will be more desirable as a candidate than others with experience because they won't have to pay you as much as someone who has been in the field for several years.
It has NEVER been this bad. Pray to jesus
Oh my god I can’t believe they didn’t let you say goodbye to anyone!! This is wild. My heart is breaking for you bestie. You did nothing wrong and should hold your head high knowing that you have this gif your all. You’re going to find another job that is so beyond grateful and lucky to have you. Love you lots, sorry this was such a bad week, hope you’re taking care of yourself 💛
Aww Keegs, I am so so sorry about that!!! Everything will work out for you. And trust me, you didn't do anything wrong, there's so many people getting laid off right now!!! I'm going to look at is as you WILL find a job better than that one, you have so much to offer to any company!! We all love you and will support you during this rough time ❤❤❤
i love you so much🥹🥹
@@KeeganActon we all love you too
@@KeeganActon I love you so much too 💖
Ugh I knew it ! You said bad news and you said it would affect your lifestyle … I’m so sorry. Been there you’ll rebound better than ever.
When I got laid off I found my now husband and who then pushed me apply for a job I wouldnt have apply for otherwise. Got the job. Got married. Bought a house. And had a kid. Sometimes life just steers you in another direction. I hope you look back on this lay off as psotively as i look back on mine in 5 years.
So beautiful, I am also hoping I can use this time to find my husband as well. Got laid off today.
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@@samia6888 Every time a door closes, another opens up. Often unexpectedly.
Aww sister, this is not embarrassing. It is a setback. But you are amazing and something better will come around the corner. As far as the house-there will be more on the market, hopefully with better interest rates! You're one of my favorites. Keep being your vulnerable, peppy, fun self and everything will fall in to place.
Honestly best you didnt get the condo. Non-warrantable means no government agency will give anyone financing on it. Thats why they need cash offers. It would be hard to sell and could put you in a position of not being able to sell it when you need to.
agreed. veteran of mortgage origination and former Realtor. walk away. IMO
Yup and that’s why it was 50 k under market
And would be the reason it was none warrantable?
girl i am so sorry! im 43 and i have been there! laid off at 28 and 34. u will find something, i promise! itll all work out!❤❤
btw i work in comm marketing writing editing etc...yes they are usually the first ones to be removed, it sucks! u got this though i believe in you
i keep adding comments sorry, lol! also update your linkedin page that you are open to work as well.
Keegan thank you for keeping it SO REAL with us no matter what. We love you and we’re ALWAYS here for you🩷
It wasn't meant to be, just a redirection in life. ❤ you've got this!
I definitely know the feeling of being laid off. It’s not a fun experience but you gotta keep moving forward. Last year, I was laid off of my higher ed job and 8 months later, I got a brand new job in higher ed. Don’t give up on finding something new everything happens for a reason! I know you got this!
When one door closes, another one opens. You just gained valuable experience and knowledge. You’re hard working, and personable. Who wouldn’t want you. You will rise to the top in no time.
Keegan!! This is so sad to hear, but thank you for sharing your honest/real emotions. You’re so charismatic and talented literally any employer would be lucky to have you. Again I appreciate your vulnerability and am sending you all the love & encouragement. ❤️
So sorry Keegan. Just know that there is something better out there for you where you will be so so valued! And the condo falling through sounds like a blessing in disguise. Everything happens for a reason girl! ❤❤
I got laid off in January and I was crying all day in my office. Little did I know that it would be the best thing to ever happen to me!! I was finally given the time to apply and interview as much as I could. One month later, I ended up with 5 offers and went with my first choice that was DOUBLE my previous salary. Rejection is really redirection! I don’t think I could’ve applied myself this well if I was still working full time
Hey girly. Your feelings are validated and I’m so sorry you’re going through this. But thank you for being vulnerable and for sharing your experience as it really normalizes when life isn’t going as you planned. Thinking of you ❤️
I’m so sorry Keegan! I got laid off last week so I know exactly how you are feeling rn cause I’m going through the same thing. The thing I’m keeping in mind is that something better is coming and that’s honestly what’s getting me through this right now. Thinking about you and know better things are on the Horizon💗
I’m so sad for you…. I’m so sorry. I feel like crying with you! I’m the same age/phase of life as you and this is one of my biggest fears. I’ve been watching you for years and seen you grow! This sucks, but you’ll overcome it!! You will do great things!
am i the only one that is seeing MASSIVE red flags when Keegan said she wasn't allowed to tell ANYONE that she got laid off cos of the NDA?
I was thinking that also, it makes me wonder what else was in the NDA, bc that one tiny part is CRAZY
@@volleygirl1018 deffo something illegal. Like i understand not wanting to mess up the morale of the team when she got laid off (even it's very messed up she wasn't allowed to tell her team and one of the team member was texting her but she couldn't say anything) but the fact that she couldn't talk about it ANYWHERE has my bells ringing. I hope she got paid a decent chunk of money for not being allowed to talk for 2 weeks cos that's a long time esp for someone who's jobless. That's one paycheck gone. Like idk how even that would work. Doesn't seem like a good company to work for.
This is sometimes common in a corporate world. I worked for a public school and when people were laid off, they were escorted off the property and unable to say goodbye depending on the reason.
@@turtleycoolnails3479 it's common to silence people for 2 weeks in the corporate world????? She said in her YT video and tik tok that she wasn't allowed to say a word about her getting laid off to ANYONE. NOT A SINGLE PERSON. She said she wasn't legally allowed to talk about it until she had approval. For 2 weeks she had to live in silence that she lost her job, couldn't post about it online, couldn't tell anyone? How is that common? That's illegal. Only way it's legal is if the company paid her a huge settlement not to talk. If that's corporate America then it's fucked up in so many ways. How can people think it's ok.
@@rachelv9441 Unfortunately yes. It is not an illegal form of silence if the other party willingly signs it. She could have declined. Most likely a severance package was offered and that was part of the NDA as an incentive. It does not need to be a huge amount offered and can sometimes be negotiated.
She also mentions how her company is global and headquartered in London so this is not just an American thing.
Which also goes to what kind of NDA she signed. If it is a non-compete NDA then that would make more sense on the staying quiet since it can also affect companies that work with her company and causing them to pull contracts. But also so she does not take any company accounts or secrets with her to a competitor. Knowing she is in the marketing world, this is likely the kind she signed.
Generally you are not supposed to talk about it because people are still likely to be laid off and the company is trying to do this quietly until they are ready for it to come out. This could be because what you were offered may not be what others were offered in their severance package and they do not want other employees to be tipped off. This also extends to the competition and trying to not get the word of any possible financial trouble or whatever other reason out there. It is all about the company’s confidentiality.
I’m so sorry this happened Keegan! That is so hard I can’t imagine. The same thing happened to my brother this year. I’ve heard lots of stories of this happening to a lot of people who have been post-grad from college from 2020-now. Great things are coming your way & I know you will find the perfect company & position for you! I admire your authenticity on camera so much it’s refreshing to see a creator show the real parts of life that aren’t all happy & picture perfect.
Oh sweetheart😭 You have so many people and followers who love you! You WILL be ok!!
Thank you for posting this. We have all been there. This is so so hard and I am sure it will help so many people going through similar things. ❤❤❤
I remember how hard you worked and prayed for this job… I love you SO much, I’ve been hearing since the beginning, and I know you will find something better❤❤
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
I am so sorry to hear this! Know that you have a community of people that loves you and is here for you ❤
Im so sorry Keegan. Don’t feel ashamed or embarrassed, you didn’t fail. This isn’t a reflection on you at all. Sending you all the positive vibes and healing energy. You’ve got this! And also everything you’re feeling is normal and valid.
Got further along in the video.. you are so young and that's honestly great! You're already way ahead of others in this life game. I've been let go from jobs about 5 times already. It never feels good, but it's so normal nowadays.
Keegan! I'm so sorry to hear what has happened! The same thing happened to me and we will get through this!
i’m so sorry for got laid off too!! hoping for bigger and better things for you🫶🏼🫶🏼
@@KeeganActon same for you too! Something amazing is around the corner for you girl!
Giving you the BIGGEST virtual hug!🥺 you are SO talented and I’m so excited to see what doors open for you!
Keegan.. thank you for even sharing this aspect of your life with us. You are being redirected and better is yet to come. Sending you strength!!
I'm so sorry Keegan! Bigger and better things are to come.... everything will work out for you! 💕
thank you for being so real we need it in this time especially on social media where everyone seems to living their best life so thank you❤
Thank you for being so vulnerable here. You are going to be absolutely okay, someone else mentioned rejection is direction - I totally agree! This might be just what you need so another better door can open for you in time xx
I'm so sorry this happened to you Keegan!! It's a competely awful situation, but I truly believe that everything always works out in the end. It may be in 1 month, 2 months, 6 months, a year, or longer, but there will be a time where you'll look back on this situation and be glad for what opportunities it brought you. Just please make sure you take the time to heal mentally before pushing onto the next big thing! Wishing you all the best, and sending hugs from England!
So sorry Keegan! One of the reasons why i love watching your videos is how relatable you and your vlogs are and this is no exception. Its sooo not embarrassing to feel all the things you are feeling being blindsided like this but you clearly do have great resources from your previous job and I look forward to following along as you will surely get your next one!
I hear you! I've been there. Lost my job Jul2023 and I FINALLY landed a new one. Crying is normal. It sucks getting laid off but I do believe something better will come out of this. You've got this!
Keegan 😢 I'm so sorry about you being laid off. I could how much you loved the job even before you confirmed you got it. You are going to have another amazing opportunity come your way. This was just your first step. Being graceful with yourself ❤.
Awwww Keeg you truly are a class act . I can’t wait to see what you do next ! Thank you for being so transparent with us ❤
Dear Keegan , thank you so much for creating these entertaining videos for us, you don't know how much I love watching ur videos and how much of an inspiration you are to me
sending you so much love, I know how hard it can be! I truly love your content and feel like we are friends. I cant tell you how much I look forward to your content. All things will pass and everything will be ok🤍
I was in a very similar position as you a few months ago and now I have the best job I think I could ever have. As cliché as it is, Everything happens for a reason!!! You will be in such a different position in a year and I’m sure you will be thankful this happened.
Praying for you sweet Keegan!! Keep your head up, you've got this.
So sorry this happened Keegan, sending you love! I got laid off in 2023 and I went through alllll the exact same feelings as you, it can be so shocking and difficult to adjust to! It’s a weird job market as you know but I’m hopeful for both of us finding the right next step for work and for life 💕😊
Keegan I’m so sorry to hear that!! You’ll be okay everything will work out ❤
So sorry to hear that! I believe there are something better and amazing waiting for you! !!!!!!!!!!!
Aww girl! I've been laid off multiple times, I'm 30. And my 20's was rough. I promise you, it's always, always, ALWAYS better. I was laid off one time over a zoom seminar and my computer automatically shut off and I couldn't even access anything. It will be 100% OKAY!! And this is not embarrassing. Corporate America sucks! And everything has always worked out for the better for me. You got this! Those letter of recommendations will be helpful, network, network, network, and reach out to recruiters at places that are hiring. Go that extra mile to stand out in this rough job market. Wishing you the best!!
Keegan, so sorry you were laid off. I know it's super hard in the moment, but please don't take it personal. I'm in marketing and have been through 3 layoffs during my career. It did end up being for the best in the long run. You now have more experience for your resume and will find something great!
Keegan! Thank you for sharing this very real experience. I'm so sorry this happened to you and can't wait to see if you go the condo!!
So sorry Keegan, everything will work out!! ❤
So glad I found your channel today. Wishing you the best on your career journey and I know you said you’re unhappy with doing social media full time but I hope you flourish on here! ❤
Keegan! I send you lots of love and well wishes❤️ Better things and days are coming your way!! Love you lots!!🥰🫶🏾
I know this is devastating for you because I’ve seen a change in you since getting the job but know that there is a reason for this. This too shall pass and you will be fine. It’s a process and I know you soon be on to something great. Believe it and tell yourself everyday how awesome and strong you are because you got this!❤❤❤
Keegaaaan I'm so sorry! I know it may not seem like it right now, but it will get better and you will look back on this being a learning experience. You have so much to offer, look at the impression you left at your first job! You will do amazing. And stop apologizing about crying! You did nothing wrong. Sending you a big hug through the computer screen ♥♥
I'm so sorry. Please know this happens and don't be embarrassed!! You are strong and will find another job that will be better than the last one.
Take this time to focus on you!! Travel, work on RUclips, keep crushing your daily habits. It will all make sense soon enough :)
Im so sorry that happened to you but you handled it so well, you should be proud. you let yourself be sad and cry but really starting thinking forward. you will do great things ❤
I got laid off back in November, and I understand you fully. It hurts so bad, especially when you're not expecting it. My best advice: cry, get mad, do all the emotional release you have to do to not keep it in. Things will only get better, I promise. It's a blessing in disguise. It turned out to be the best thing to happen to me. Good luck ❤
Sending you so much love, it's a horrible thing to go through and it's valid to feel all of these feelings. Take time to heal and be easy with yourself. And with the house, it honestly sounds like you've had a lucky escape, it sounded sketch that it was so cheap and cash only so I think something bad would have happened! You will come out the other side ❤
I’m soooooooo sorry you lost your job. I actually lost my job last year April and it was the hardest things I had to go through. I ended up going back for my masters and currently have an internship for this upcoming summer. So it’s definitely not the end of the world. Everything happens for a reason
My heart dropped when I saw this. I’m sorry. I haven’t even watched the video yet but hoping you stay strong. Very greatful you have RUclips / social media as a 2nd job.
Awww Keagan I am so so sorry to hear this news. I’m sure it was very shocking and still doesn’t feel real. This is just a sign that something better is on its way. Stay strong beautiful girl!! Love always! 🩷🌷🫶🏻💐
Awwww stay strong girl. Things will pick up. One door closes another opens. Hugs to you from the snowy mountains of montana
IKeegan im soo sorry to hear that girl, but dont worry everything happens for a reason, you cant have good days without bad days and theres only up from here, wishing you the best and thanls for sharing this side of you with us💗💫
My heart goes out to you, I know you will get through this! ❤️
I’m so sorry Keegan!! Everything will be okay and work out! ❤️❤️
You’re not alone. I’m on the chopping block after 8 months at my first job post-grad. Thanks for being real ❤
Oh my gosh Keegan we love you so so much! I wish I could give you the biggest hug! You will be absolutely fine and you will find something better! You got this! We are all here for you! xxx
I just want to give you the biggest hug! I can see how much you value and loved the work you did. I'm really sorry this happened. Another door will open for you.
Sending you love. My family member also recently got laid off. It's a hard time out there. You are a beautiful, smart, accomplished soul and I have full faith you will find the next best thing for you! Hang in there
Aww I’m so sorry! Keep your chin up something better will come your way!❤ love you!
i'm so sorry that you got laid off:c everything will work out in the end ♥ sending lots lots lots of love
I am so sorry about your job! It’s ok to feel alll the emotions you are feeling! I can’t tell you how many times I got laid off!
I had this really important job for 3 -1/2 years when the company was experiencing a big lay off!
I was devastated and I cried for 2 weeks!
You just get up and forage through and hopefully you can find another job! Things do happen for a reason and maybe a bigger and better opportunity is awaiting you!
Keep your chin up!
We don't pity you, this is a very common experience unfortunately. I feel for you so much, I am 24 and work in a corporate environment and I am always scared of layoffs, especially being in the tech industry. Cry it out as much as you need and know that new, better doors are opening for you soon. My cousin was also in marketing (also 24) and struggled finding jobs in her area upon graduation and ended up moving to Texas for a job opportunity. Life takes you in so many directions but you are doing great! One step at a time
Hi Keegan, I am so sorry! I went through the same in October. I am moving to Phoenix this month from WA because I got a new job. I know it will work out for you too!
Gurl you dodged a bullet on that condo. Things happen for a reason. You might not see this now but years from now you'll look back and think wow I was so lucky. I'm so sorry that they had those dehumanizing rules in place about how you had to leave your job. I have never heard of that before but I guess that's how the world works now. My job let my work bestie go and we were called into a teams meeting and told that we weren't to have contact with her. I'll tell you how that's working for them. They don't get to dictate to me who I spend my time with out of work. You've got this and you will only go up from here!
I am so sorry this happened. As an old lady of 57, I am going to say this much, they absolutely knew way before the day they laid you off. The HR lady has all kinds of documents to prepare and the like. As well an IT request to restrict your access isn't created the day of it takes time especially in a large company. Your direct boss may not have known until last week but they all knew well before that morning. 'Restructuring ' means layoffs no matter what business you are in.
All that said take all you learned there and you will find something that works well for you I am certain of that. As for the Condo, the reason it had to be cash is because it doesn't meet 'quality' standards for a mortgage. Meaning either the building itself or that unit has some underlying issues.
You shouldn't be embarrassed you did nothing wrong and I think it's their loss. Unfortunately employers do not see people as human. You will 💯 flourish going forward I believe that. You created your own business with the 'to do lists', that is an enormous accomplishment and shows you have personal drive and ambition, not many people have that. Hold your head up high you are an amazing young woman and great things are ahead for you.
I am so sorry about what happened. Stay hopeful and you will soon find the job that is best for you. There will be a job that is meant for you. Sending love.
I'm so sorry. I know its so hard to hear the news. My first job I was laid off, and I took it so personally and wondered what I could have done to prevent it. 10 years later, it was one of the best things to have ever happened to me. Allow yourself to grieve now, and you will eventually grow from it. Wishing you the best, and healing in this moment.
Just joined! You’ve got this!! Rooting for you !!! 🎉
i‘m so so sorry, bestie !!! we all love you soo much and are here for you
Lay offs are so hard! Your feelings are so valid! Just stay positive Keegan❤
Keegan I truly am so sorry this happened! I just can't relate more to my experience working a corporate job and am so glad to hear you've had a similar experience! This may be a blessing in disguise but I wish u the best on your new job search!❤️
Awww Keegan I am so sorry!! Same exact thing happened to me after working someplace for 2 years. I was the most expendable my my workplace couldn’t keep up with their reckless spending and keep me. I luckily found another job quickly and it was the best thing to happen to me! Company ended up loosing more money with my severance pay rather than waiting for me to quit on my own if they had waited a month longer. Your experience is a great resume builder and finding your next job will be quicker because of that!! Sending you all the good vibes and luck ahead of you!! 💛💛
I'm so sorry you're going through this Keegs, I've been here ever since your "what's in my backpack" videos and I'm always here :) please let us know if there's anything we can do to cheer you up!!
I'm so sorry about this. I know exactly how you feel. But I know you will find a great job. 🤞🏼 sending my love🥰
Best wishes and I know that it will turn around. You’ll find an even better job and that condo isn’t the right place. You will find the right place. It’s tough right now but it will get better.
For some reason, I’ve found it easier to say- my job got cut, rather than say I got laid off.
Remind yourself there is nothing to be embarrassed about. I'm in the same boat as you. I was let go last year a month after closing on my first home. Don't lose hope and take of care of yourself in the meantime. You will find something great job and home!
i'm so sorry... i completely understand how you feel. i was laid off during covid and i was beyond traumatized. you're so strong and will find something way better.
sending you ❤❤ also the clip at the start of you walking on your walking pad is so cool looking and idk why 😅
I have been watching your videos for a while and rarely comment but I wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear that you were let go. I'm sure another opportunity will come along for you and you WILL be able to buy the perfect condo/house for you! Keep your head up, I firmly believe good things are still coming your way! 💗
God’s got you Keegan! I bet you will find something else that makes you happy and you will find another condo or home, that will be smooth sailing ! Prayers for you!
I am so sorry baby girl. It hurts but more and better doors will open and opportunities will come!! Sending you love ❤
I’m so sorry Keegan. Praying for you ❤. God has something better for you.
Keegan I’m so sorry :((( Big hugs. I hope good things start coming your way soon.
Girl I’m soo sorry, I recently got laid off but I found a better job, I truly believe that things happen for a reason and I hope everything goes well!! Here’s to the future
So sorry Keegan, it’s cliche, but I would apply “The comeback is always greater than the setback” to this situation. Everything you’re feeling is a natural response to this change and the impact it has on your life. Remember this is not permanent unless you choose for it to be. You determine your future, and where you go from here.
Maybe you’ve said this before, but are you not open to relocation? I know your family and most of your friends are in AZ, but are there other reasons you want to remain where you are? That’s something to think about.
Wishing you nothing but the best. I hope you’ll find opportunities to explore very soon, that give you the same sense of fulfillment. ❤
I am so sorry you had to go through this. I lost my dad last month (I actually got hired at the company the same day he died but 2 years ago) and today I was hit with a layoff. It wasn’t just me but the whole team. It’s crazy how they don’t even care that I lost my dad and now putting this hardship on me but I see it as a blessing that now I can fully grieve safely and comfortably instead of pushing myself to work and then sleeping the rest of the day. It was no way to live. I am grateful to Allah (God) for my faith in Him.
It hurts so bad right now and you have every right to be sad and hurt and scared. These were both blessings and something great is coming. Take a moment to grieve but know there is something exciting on the horizon.