Celibacy & Nomad Life
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No worries. I've been single and celibate for 8 years since my wife passed. If love happens again, it happens. If not, oh well. I'm content. Stay warm!!!
4 years for me being single since my GF died of lung cancer. But I live in Nevada so if the urge get's to be too big I can rent.
I bet if you ask your dad he will tell you he does not want another. He is up there in age....Not everyone needs someone to be happy and content.@@acemore.3213
Jesus loves You !"!
I was married for 42 years. My Wife died last year from a stroke. I still feel like I'm married. If I dated someone else I'd feel like I'm cheating. I guess that is why God made dogs, they keep me company.
Which god? Man domesticated dogs and cats.
Good show Sarah. There is nothing wrong with being single. I have had two failed marriages and got burnt both times. I have had a few casual relationships since then and finally relalized that it is meant for me to be single. I have also been celibate for five year and really dont miss it. Casual sex usually ends up hurting feelings, and it''s just not worth it. There are many men and women I know that feel the same way.
I'm 100 percent with you on that!!
There is absolutely nothing "wrong" about being single. I understand having your own ideas of what an ideal relationship is about, I've been single a long time too. Being a nomad, you are already living a non-traditional lifestyle and therefore a non-traditional relationship is what will probably fit the best.
Better no relationship than a crappy one. Of course you already know that. Keep on keeping on Sarah, and keep doing the next right thing.
Love, blessings and a big hug!
Think about the kind of man you want to meet and you will meet him. I did, and I got him. He waited until I was ready to commit myse 16:04 lf all the way. Now been married 36 years and 3 awesome adult children and he is still the love of my life❣️. Think and believe Sarah❣️ safe travels for you and little one
You would be surprised how many people have been single for years and will never go on dating sites. You deserve to be loved for who you are.
I'm sorry, that is BS.
As far as Love goes, you deserve nothing.
I don't care what kind of entitled philosophy you adhere to, there is no such thing as deserving love.
A person does the best they can, with what they've got, during the time that they are here on this earth.
Deserving something, and wishing for something are two completely different things.
@@reubenj.cogburn8546I beg to differ. We all deserve love. Just if we find it or not is the biig question. It’s not philosophical headiness or entitlement, it’s just simple. We all “deserve” it but may or may not find it.
Maybe there are those who don’t deserve it because they’ve been really Really evil in their lives, but the rest of us… yeah.
If you’re an honest open person with a good heart, you deserve what’s best for your heart and you to thrive.
@@CalFunInSun sorry, that is simply hogwash.
That's the same kind of theory that everyone deserves a trophy, even if they didn't really try hard.
Bologna.
That's the kind of poo-poo that they teach young ones these days, especially people out on the Left Coast.
@@reubenj.cogburn8546 who pissed in your Cheerios man?
@@martymcfly5764 no one's pissed in anything.
The idea that you deserve love is preposterous.
To deserve something means you are entitled to it, you are entitled to nothing.
That is not how life on earth works.
Do earthworms deserve love?
How about single-cell amoebas?, do they deserve love too?
These are ideas made up by humans to make ourselves feel better, nothing more.
The only reason nature works and life goes on, is that there are no guarantees promises or deservedness.
It is a simple-minded persons fantasy.
Nothing deserves anything, at any time.
You have freedom which is priceless_
I was single for 20 years after my 2nd marriage, I hate dating, had some life altering experiences just like you, I’m 62 and just got married last year. Never been happier, my husband is an over the road trucker and I stay home and work, so I only see him a day or 2 in a week, it works for us, waiting is worth it, and your out and about enough, eventually you’ll find your soulmate ❤🌼☀️
There's hope for me then! I'm turning 63 in Feb. And single/ celebate for 12 years
KEEP doing the celibacy thing because it is hard to find someone like you that holds on to your purity don't be in a hurry to sleep with just anyone. I know a lot of people who have gone all their lives with out sex. I admire you for your dedication, be well and safe.
I about spit my drink out when I saw the gas price! Just under $3 here now. I get the celibate thing. It made my life less dramatic when I stopped worrying about it. All things come to those who wait...
Well, sometimes.
🙋♀️⚘🌿 Enjoying today's Vlogmas! Seems there's many of us who agree. I've been single/celebate for over 8 years now. I enjoy not answering to anyone, cleaning up whiskers or hearing them snore, lol. 🥰 But am lonely occasionally.
We enjoy the gypsy-traveler lifestyle and need a strong, gentle & assured man, maybe seeing them 2x per month ? 😁
Seek out friendships. Not relationships.
I've been single and celibate for 9 years. I don't think I will ever be in a relationship again. I enjoy my time to myself. Far more than any relationship I was ever in. I was married twice divorced twice and the last 9 years have been some of the best years of my life. I get to spend more time with my children than I ever have other than when I was married to my first wife and it's been wonderful nobody getting in the middle of my relationship with my children
I didn’t forget about you Jeepsy from your number one fan in Phoenix. I’ve been single for six years, and I don’t mind it at all. At my age it doesn’t matter anymore.
I adore you Sara everyone likes you you’re so kind and sweet. Stay that way Gary.
❤ can’t wait to meet you, Sara. I’m a little scared because my vehicle doesn’t seem trustworthy. Oh well we’ll see what the future brings. Thank you for being my friend Gary.❤❤
Sarah, you just live your life the way it feels right for you. If the chance and the spark happen, they happen. I was in a similar situation myself for several years and had consigned myself to the likelihood I was just going to be alone the rest of my life. My supervisor at a past job pushed me to ask out the lady I have been married to for the last 7 years.
You have such a pretty smile Sarah. Sometimes it’s better to be single than be in a relationship that isn’t working. I’ve been single too for 5 years. Sometimes it gets lonely, but you’re a sweetheart. Be safe.
I’ve been celibate ever since my ex moved on 3 years ago (was the loneliest Christmas ever). I’ve had a couple brief relationships since then and every time reminds me of why I’d rather just be single.
I’ll heal in time and maybe someone will come along. But I drive truck, I’m on the road all the time, I got serious emotional luggage … so maybe it’s best I’m alone. It keeps things simple.
Praying for you and that love meets you healed and hopeful for the experience.
I've been single since 99 and actually it's been the best time of my life because I needed to find myself. Just me and my dogo Archie. You doing the right thing Sarah finding yourself. Love your Chanel Sarah be safe and have fun ❤️😎👍
Thanks for hanging out w us Sarah, you’re good company! And give Little One a pat for us!
You are loved for who you are, and for what you are by many folks you have likely never met but who follow you on your site. Yes, sometimes a person gets very lonely, but when the right person comes along, you will know when it is meant to be. In the meantime, continue to grow and heal from your past hurts!
Hey Jeepsie! You just keep doing what you do! I admire your commitment to celibacy. The right person will pop up when you least expect it. Take good care of yourself, your dog and your Jeep! Love your videos and your spirit!
I can tell you from experience, 80 is not as far away as we like to think. That's only if you live that long. Don't take too long to enjoy what you love or even what you don't love.
You’re beautiful, Jeepsy, just the way you are. Always remember, there’s a lot worse things than being alone. Hugs
I appreciate your honesty. I’ve been celibate for two years since my fiancé Tami passed away suddenly. I don’t intend on always being single. I love being in love but I think it’s important to take the path of grief without the distraction of a new relationship. I’ve been getting a lot of help and coping tools through Grief Share at a local church. It helps to share with others who are wounded as well 💔 I’ve been following you and your journey for a couple months now. I’m trying to figure out how to subscribe to help support you. Thank you for your outlook and perspective ❤ Safe travels 🙏
Amazing honesty Sarah! Do what you are doing and your soulmate will find you, or you find them, be true to you 👍❤️
It's better to be alone than in bad company! You are loved by many friends,that is more than many others have with empty relationships! Take care, and keep well always!💕
There is someone out there that will respect you for what you are.
Keep living life Sarah. ❤ The right one will come along when you're not looking. Casual hookups aren't the answer to long-term happiness.
No worries Sarah you'll find the right person to share your life with 🙂
Breaking addictions. Sex can be addictive. Freedom is nice.
I was married young. We were made to attend a class in which we were told sex is for procreation. I said, "What?"
And being addicted to sex is probably the most expensive addiction there is. But most people don't see it that way. They just want another candy bar, sort of speak.
Freedom is nice.
When the marriage failed 14 years or so later I was really in need. It took a long time to buy into acceptance.
Freedom is nice.
72 year old man and I still admire both yourself and Wonderhussy I wish you a happy
Life 👍
It definitely makes sense..
Celibacy is too often overrated when it’s actually under appreciated. The "deserving one" will neither need an explanation nor justification; he’ll understand what you already know:
You were worth the wait…💐✌🏽#safetravels
YOU'RE BUSEY HAPPY GAL!, TRAVEL'IN AND MAKING GREAT VIDEOS FOR US TO WATCH! THANKS, SARAH, ALWAYS LOVE WATCHING YOUR TRAVEL'IN VIDEOS!
I respect your sincerity. My background is similar but I did meet someone else eventually after about 15 years through a mutual hobby, walking. You do you. If you meet someone then perhaps through your experience, it may set an order of importance for other gypsy-type relationships. Lots of people are looking for direction in life and you are unique. Being on the road all the time and trying to maintain any personal relationship is tough. Extremely few would "get it." And I suspect and hope you're talking about an exclusive one on one relationship, not open. Right when I was really digging being single and free, to come and go as I please, to go hiking and camping all over this great nation, I found someone to walk with and one thing led to another, but no sex immediately. That took over a year. In short, take your time, be patient, beware of the traps, and good luck! I'm thoroughly enjoying your channel. See you down the road perhaps. 😊
Vlogmas #12. Enjoyed your musing. Especially love your happy smile and shining eyes! I'm 70 and just started seeing a lovely widow from church. Early still, but feels like love's blooming. Probably will marry in Spring 2023. All this is happening after 7-1/2 years of celibacy following my lat wife's passing. It snuck up on us both until we suddenly realized we might be a good match. Live life. Enjoy life. Let events unfold on their own. Eager to see what develops in my life and yours! Enjoy your growing happiness, WJ. You certainly deserve it. Best!
I've been single for about 1 1/2 years now. Sometimes I feel lonely, but I am never alone. Tried the marriage thing 2x, it just seems too much like an institution. Thankx for being out there Sarah.
Married 1991.......divorced 1993.Celebate for 10 years now mostly due to my disability.Both hips and both knees need replaced and I also have spinal stenosis and bad sciatica.Insurance has been screwing me for 10 years now.Aetna dropped me and now I am on access.Broke my back for 40 years working and paid in over $200,000 for disability and have to fight for it.Your videos make me happy.Thank you.
Great to see you on the move again. Don’t think I wouldn’t support you if I could , but I am rebuilding my life after losing much in a flood. But I am always keeping you in my prayers.
I also have been celibate for several years. I am right there with ya !
Thanks for the videos. You are wonderful, and balanced, all good, peace be with you.
Sometimes, those things just make life 'worse' and complications arise. Just let it happen. You always have yourself that really knows what you like! 😊
You wake up one morning and see someone smiling with you, and the journey begins.
There’s absolutely nothing wrong with taking your time to find the right person. It’ll happen when it happens. Thanks for sharing and know that people care about you! Safe travels now and glad your trusty Jeep is back on the road!
I really like that shirt. The colors beautiful. I’m normally an earth tone guy. Celibacy is how we’re supposed to live. It’s the right thing unless you’re married. I’ve not always practiced it, but lately I am.
There is some man out there who is looking for a woman exactly like yourself, and dating does suck sometimes but you gotta" go through that to find the guy who's right for you.
You could go to R.V camps and go to the pools and different things to do in them to meet a good guy who is already traveling.
I was married for 20 years, divorced 5 yrs ago, and at the time I said I will never get married or have a relationship again. Now that I'm older I realize that that is truly what I want, I don't want to get married or be in a relationship, I needed time by myself to help sort things out. There was no way that I could go into a relationship putting conditions on it before I even met that person. For example, they needed to accept this or that about me, no matter what, expecting total fialty from some imagined new person. Its totally unrealistic to think that way, it drives people away. But I can tell you do want to meet someone someday, you want that companionship, but you're putting too many conditions on it and without you even knowing it you're not allowing it to happen. Just let things happen naturally, no demands yet, your perspective on things might change when you meet the right person. Just live.
Just started watching your videos today. i have enjoyed them and appreciate your honesty. I think as we get older if we are not in a relationship, we stay celibate for a long time. Happy Birthday, mine is Friday and i am going to Vegas to see Dead and company. Have a good Birthday.
You do what you need to do, If a lover is authentic they will wait for you.
Jeepsy you are on a journey to discover inner self. That person will find you when you will least expect the moment. Being celibacy can by a good thing if you okay it in the realm of special. Have safe travels and may you find your soulmate when it's the right time for both of you.💜💜🖤
Sarah there is nothing wrong about the way you feel. trust in the Lord. It will happen. More to a relationship than sex. You have a wonderful kindred spirit. There is someone out there for you. Plus you have a lot of us who watch your videos and care about you. Have faith.
From when I first started watching. I have seen one real change in you. Your confidence has improved. Waiting for the right person. Good for you. For all you have overcome. You deserve the right person.
Makes more sense than you realize ... I'm 74 and retired ... I skied in UT during my 20s and 4x4 in the mountains when ski season was over ... my big goal when I retired was to live in the mountains and drive 4x4 trails ... My daughters will.only let me go a few. Weeks at a time ... Celebate by medical plus no more hiking or sking ... So enjoy your freedom while young enough to hike and.be.driving in 4 low as much as possible ... what your doing is a lifetime experience...You can get married anytime, no need to be in a hurry ...😂😂
Trust Lil' One, if she don't like him? Send him packing.
Shortly after buying this farm to restore and make green/ self sufficient I met a Lady. For our first date I took her to a restaurant in Sioux City. For our second date I cooked us a Lasagna, then Lexus my GSD growled at her while my cat Queen hissed and scratched her. I sent her home with a foil wrapped plate I'll never get back! Those animal's pet understood they didn't like her. Relax though, Queen my cat doesn't like anyone!
Keep the faith Miss Beautiful
You are in my prayers
Hoka Hey
That's good that you're waiting for the right person it's not easy finding someone. When you first start dating somebody you don't know with their like. I think it's better to have a friendship with somebody first and then decide if you want to date them or not. I do not mind being celibate either.
Besties that can’t talk are highly underrated!! He’s going to have to be very special to compete with Lil One.
Being celebate is your preference and prerogative and honorable, you could very well meet someone likeminded. No explanations needed. Good luck and God’s blessings on your journey. 😊
I enjoyed your talk, thoughts and feelings. 53 and Single. So I relate
I TOTALLY get it. Thats my mind set also. Nice to know there is 2 of us in the world...
Are you talking to me? 🤣 5 years celebate, heck you're just a beginner Sarah! About 15 for me, but I am old, so that plays into it. But, your comments hit home for me big time in more than one way. Being single and finding people to hang out with without the relationship drama is tough. Over the years , it has always been so awkward being single and trying to fit in with married folks etc. I seriously cannot relate. I don't even believe in marriage, or some of the other social constructs. If you don't conform, a lot of pressure is applied by society. I live alone and that gets tougher as I age. Just not out there much anymore. Being out in nature and away from events and crowds is where I find my solace lies. I think this is one of the reasons I enjoy your refreshingly honest posts so much! Thank you. 👍
Right on! I can SO relate.
Your awesome! 🥰And I love that your following your heart and living in the moment. Don't live for someone else.
I know depression too. Listening to you and following your story is comforting. Thanks so much.
The combination of the desert scenery passing by while you spoke was so beautiful and ...someone as attractive as you will meet someone when you are ready it's your call.
I'm in the same situation but I'm married. Its ok to take your time . my wife has Alzheimer's and I still love her but we are in stage 6 and I am going to hit the road when this is over .I do thank you for showing me what is out there and may run across you ..I may run across someone again some day but will be just looking for some great friendships first. remember take your time your a very special person and deserve another special person with the same likes. Enjoy the journey . Bearfoot aka Bill Bond
There's no need to feel bad or apologize for being single or celibate. It's sad that society expects everyone to be in a relationship. And if they are in a relationship, it has to be sexual in nature. I've never liked dating because people are always so fake and phony. You only see the mask they put on. I've been single my entire life so far and am just fine with it. If the right person ever comes along, then great. If not, then I'm fine with that.
I would say by your unabashed honesty that you have nothing to worry about. Just keep on keeping on and loving that little dog and life will play out in a beautiful way I assure you.
FYI, I am 58 and have been alone for the last 9 Years, all I have for you is to keep your heart open to possibility's. And stay safe, Keep Joy in your heart. John in Texas
Depends on what you want.
If you're going to be living a gypsy lifestyle, intimate relationships are going to be difficult.
I have found that separating adult playtime from committed long-term relationships, helps tremendously.
I was married for 20 years, father of five, and am also a full-time nomad.
What works for me, because I am a male and I pursue and I'm not the pursued, is that when I find a woman that trips my trigger, I simply am straight up with her about her attractiveness and my intentions.
Now then, I am somewhat selective, but I am getting laid more now than I ever did when I was younger and better-looking.
Two ships passing in the night, beats being a castaway stuck by themselves, every damn time.
"LAID"? U r a treasure
The companionship is what is most important anyway. Eventually sex becomes very difficult due to health on both sides. That's when being compatible really comes into play, and no two are perfect. It takes lots of hard work and commitment, so you may find it difficult. Good luck!
6.58 a gallon!?...that's bonkers! Don't wait for anybody. Don't get tangled up in that shit. Live your life. You got your dog.
Just keep doing what you love and you’ll meet somebody that does what you love.
I stay away from being the only single person in a group of couples only.
You might want to establish boundaries.
Be up front and let it be known there will be no sex until marriage.
There is a reason you are conflicted in your thoughts about this.
It's because you are 45 and have a measure of wisdom that you didn't have when you were 19, 20.
Be grateful for your maturity and let it be your guide.
You have earned it!
Just live your life… when time comes… it will happen. Usually when you least expect it. For now live life to your fullest with Littleone 🐶
Safe travels.
There are more celibate people than you think. 😉 People who care about who they invite into their lives, usually want to get to know someone before being that intimate.
When you love yourself and don't need something or someone to make you feel good and you don't feel the need to fix others.
Your happiness comes from within.
You know being alone isn't lonely.
If I'm around people & I'm feeling uncomfortable, I leave.
I enjoy my own company and the peace of silence.
I like people who I can have conversations with & also sit quietly & just enjoy their presence.
There is no need to intertain.
That is being honest and honoring each other's sameness & differences.
Being respectful.
There is nothing wrong with how you feel & no time limits.
Peace be with you 🕊💜🦢
Also looking for the right person. Have not dated or anything for fourteen years. Im a paitent, kind, compassionate, passionate about travel and life. Maybe Im doomed for life also. My deseased wife was something special to me. Im sure there is someone out there for me. Love your content. Heres to finding second soulmate. Cheers! Thanks for sharing!
We are pulling for you Sarah, wherever you go. We love the videos and we thank you for sharing your adventures on the road. As it often happens love will show up when you least expect it.
This video will be a big hit.
I just subscribed when I saw you through cheaprv living, I think the best way to meet someone is by joining groups that have your interest in hobby or activities! This way at least it’s a good start to have something in common but sometimes you can just start by having friendships and just see if it’s something you might be willing to give some of your time for. Sometimes we want company but it may end up taking away from your peaceful life. Just take your time and no need for it to happen if it’s not meant to be ! Much luck and happiness.
My short lived marriage made me think other thoughts. They drive my judgment and I live more independent
I know how it is to be surrounded by couples and being the only single person. I know alot of people who found their soul mates online, the thing I hate about online dating sites is describing yourself and hoping someone will like your description. It's more like fishing than dating, and I've never been a fan of fishing, I always end up going for a hike. At least you have an excuse for being alone you enjoy your nomadic lifestyle and you're traveling all the time. I've been stuck in Northern Arizona for eight years dealing with my own problems and not socializing much. I love being alone but it socks being lonely.
Miss Wandering Jeepsy, that Beautiful Light that Shines from You, cannot be missed. If that person that is the one, gets a chance to see it, you both will know ! And thanks for the hand written notes on my calendar. That was nice. For some reason I thought your secretary was going to send it to me(lol). Bandit and I will try not to forget you and little one's birthday next year !
You're a very thoughtful person.I hope and pray you find the right person to develop the appropriate relationship. We all need something or someone to get thru this difficult world. You've had your share of trials. It's nice that you shared your story to give some newbies the strength to hang in there. Be blessed 🙏
You are special and Jesus loves you , just the way you are .
Just came across your channel & have been enjoying your videos. Currently have the Rona so I've had some time to binge watch them. Noticed in this one you were just getting over being sick one of your recent ones you were getting over being since about the same time again in 2024. As far as being single & celibate, being at peace with it is first. When it is meant to be, it will happen. It is relatable with what you said about they will have to be able to do their thing & then you come together. Being single as well, I have always said, he will have his place, I will have mine, we can meet together but then each has to go back to their respective place. Plus I have a "Little One" too. His name is "Tito" and he is my "great protector" or at least that is what his chihuahua self thinks. Safe travels & looking forward to more of your adventures.
7 years. Celibacy is liberating
Your honesty is beautiful and I liked participating by listening to you and feel where you are in your life...... Enjoy!
Well I highly respect your outlook, that's a very sacred.
Jacket buddy! I have the exact jacket you’re wearing, but faded since I’ve had mine over 10 years. Love it. Safe travels!
I understand. You will probably meet someone and you both will be that cannot stand one minute apart, & travel away together
Hang in there girl, follow your heart.
I think we share a bit in common but I am a straight soloist at 55 years of age and somewhat of an introvert although I do enjoy socializing with people who I meet during my travels. I could go a whole month w/o seeing another person out in the wilderness if I had to as long as I had a dog as my companion. Although I am originally a city boy I am an outdoor enthusiast who enjoys camping, hiking and exploring nature. I really commend you for being who you are and there is nothing wrong with being celibate until you meet the right person. Great Vlog! Continue staying strong.
Hey Sarah, glad to hear you raise such a taboo subject, that should not be taboo at all. Yep, single and celibate and sublimely happy. However, monopause has pretty much killed off any desire for sex, so is like the ultimate blessing and freedom. I love being single and free and my unhappiest times have been spent as part of a couple. Those couples may not have been as happy and content yesterday evening as they appeared to be on the surface. Meanwhile hang in there. If love comes your way good luck to you. Meanwhile, invest in a sex toy or do what men have done for years and seek out the services of a male prostitute if your desire for physical sex is really confounding you, or are you feeling sufficiently whole to br ready for a whole new relationship? Personally I think sex is over rated in its importance and pleasure. Friendship lasts much longer and in terms of a lasting relationship is probably much more important!
Keep living your best life. Just be yourself. Someone special that is the right person for you will come along and blend in with your lifestyle and dreams. They will be celebrate too, they will get it, they will get you. Anything worth having is worth waiting for. God bless you! And, your soulmate that is on his way to you!!
You are a lovely lady Sarah,happiness comes from within one's soul,not from another,keep being you.
Thank you for sharing and I commend your desire to wait for the right person. I feel the same way and still hope to meet the right person. The right person would be patient enough to get to know you first. If not, they are not the right one.....
Celibacy? 🤣 Me, I actually did it. 9 years, 9 months. I'm a gypsy and gave up on that shit. I hike and wander and can relate to the trauma that influences one's life choices. Happy and safe travels love. ~ Steppenwolf ~ Merry Christmas
When the right one comes along, you will know it. One day you'll turn and he will be standing right there in front of you. When you find him, you'll wonder, "where have you been, all of my life?" You don't have to find love, it will come to you. No sex life is better than a bad sex life! Don't "settle" for just anyone, maintain your high standards or it can demoralize you. Stay safe,stay happy!
There is one
May b not the right one
But one you'll not need to explain or tell past to .
You'll live in the moment together, understanding each other
Kool Runnings ,Peace b the Journey
Southern Utah is beautiful and plenty of what back in my day we called Beautiful people. Love and Compassion in all things including yourself. May your journeys always be amazing and full of Beautiful People.
I'm 60 years old and I'm in the same boat. It doesn't change when you get older either. I can relate to everything you said. But sometimes you just need to accept the fact that you need time to heal. Time to find yourself and who you've become after you've healed. Go easy on yourself. Don't push. It's all part of healing. There are many many people that would have been better off if they had taken the time that you've taken. I too want to hit the road,. It is in my blood I did it in my twenties. But alas now I'm too old to do it alone. So don't waste this time.
As you read these comments you can see you're not alone .Chances are,half of those couples you were with,won't be together much longer either, that's just the way it is. I felt the same way ,and as I got older and hopefully wiser,I realized it's not so bad after all.I still have friends, so much freedom to choose whatever I want to do with my life. We are all individuals. Thanks for sharing. 😊