1st Whole Brain and Spine Radiation-Proton Therapy-Stage IV NSCLC
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- Опубликовано: 4 авг 2023
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Jenny Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
CURRENT TREATMENT:
I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
Our GoFundMe Link:
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The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
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I had stage 4 cancer in my 20's. I did have surgeries, 9 rounds of chemo, 96 shots of liquid gold (to stimulate my bone marrow), and 5 days a week for 6 weeks of radiation. I fell asleep on one (or more) radiation treatments. I yelled "no" at one treatment and they stopped the treatment to check on me. I did not even know I yelled. That is when I found out that I talked (and yelled) in my sleep. Radiation was the easiest of all my treatments. I remember when they told me to get my affairs in order because I was going to die. Well, I lived through that, but the treatments made me feel like I was dying. I still talk in my sleep. (It has been over 20 years and I am still here).
You are living breathing truth that you can get through stage IV cancer. So happy that you beat the cancer and pray that Jenny will do the same
I am so happy you survived and have been here to experience your life. You are an inspiration. ❤ I wish for you health and joy for many decades to come.
My God❤ praise God!!!
God is greater and bigger than medical science and doctors . Halleluiah 🙌
We are thinking and praying for you dear sweet Jenny.🙏🙏🙏
This NY girl lit candles in churches all over Budapest, Vienna, and Prague for you Jenny and Kyle!!! Sending you so much love and strength today and everyday. ❤🙏❤️
Dobrá ❤️
That’s so lovely of you ❤
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Also in germany ❤❤❤
That’s beautiful x
To everyone praying for a "miracle", LMD is 100% fatal within months. NO ONE has ever survived it. It's is OK to accept reality. Death is part of God's plan for all of us, and is not something to fear. Grief and sadness are normal, because we miss our loved ones. But, sometimes acceptance can bring peace. I pray Jenny and her family are able to make many wonderful memories over the next few months.
There are some who think she is " faking cancer" , there are extremes it seems when it comes to opinions. She should make the best of the time she has and prepare, but at the same time, it is ok to hope and pray for the best. More quality time at the very least. That is my opinion.
Jenny went through all the chemo, radiation, and trials, knowing what the ultimate outcome was going to be, but did it all to give her more time with Kyle and her kids.
Exactly. Buying time is very important. She is doing this for her family as she prepares them for the future that most likely won't include her in her physical being but her legacy & these amazing memories you're making will give your children the gift of more love, affection, wisdom & teach them the amazing values you have.
@@valeriegood8427 She died Nov 5, 2023
What Jenny and Kyle have is what everyone DREAMS of having one day. I’m not a very emotional person but seeing them together is so heartwarming; they’re perfect together.
Hi hope everything goes well,my mom had brain radiation and did not loose her hair, wish you all the best❤
So true! I would want a husband like that myself! Beautiful relationship :)
Jenny and Kyle.
Palliative Care RN here. Please talk to your team about better pain control during these procedures. There are very short term meds available to take immediately before you have to lie down for a procedure. Additionally, please ask your doctor about taking your anti anxiety medication when you first wake up vs in the car before a daunting procedure. I worry that in the especially stressful times you are experiencing more uncontrolled anxiety than you need to. Anxiety is the silent enemy.
Hugs to all of you. 🥰🥰🥰
Agree!!!!❤
Great advice
LOVE the shades!
I've been wondering if she's on palliative care. In the US she wouldn't be eligible for hospice yet but palliative would be such a benefit in terms of pain management.
@@janepeterson3016They're the best! She really rocks 'em!
When Jenny said this is our last anniversary it was like a knife in my heart and I know for Kyle too. He has been the best not just caregiver but husband and friend and Jenny deserves no less. The saying I would rather have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.... some people live a life time and never find THIS kind of love.
Yes and I'm so grateful to God that I was able to experience that even if it wasn't for a lifetime 🥰
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I experienced this extent of love also ending in loss through cancer. It was lovely till the illness then heartbreaking to see him suffer like he did, miss you Paul Xx
Prayers continuously for Jenny Xx bless you, Kyle and the lovely children xx
Most people never experience this kind of love and devotion. Jenny and Kyle, you are happy couple. The best wishes from my heart.
So nice to see a happy marriage!
I am re watching Jenny’s journey. She went through SO MUCH! I honestly don’t know how she endured all of this over 2 years! Brave and strong she was. Praying for Kyle, their children, family and friends as they navigate moving forward without her. 🙏🏼✝️🙏🏼
I always watch you guys' vlogs but I never comment. I work in a 5 star hotel as front desk, when you make your reservation let the front desk know you guys are going thru this. Not only they will be more prepared to help you guys with anything unexpected you might need. It gives the hotel staff a chance to make your stay more pleasant. We are in the hospitality industry to make you guys feel special so we appreciate to know more about guests. Thanks for sharing your struggle. My brother had cancer and we were so lucky. He had stage 4 lymphoma and he celebrated his birthday yesterday. It has been 10 years since he finished his treatment and he is alive. Wishing you guys the best!
“Courage is not the absence of fear, it’s the ability to move through it and inspire others.” Jenny is the definition of courage🌸💕
Well said.
Amen
She definitely is! ❤
Indeed
Beautifully said and so true 🩷🩷🩷
Hello Jenny. I just wanted to share with you my best friends journey. Diagnosed 2 years ago with stage 4 lung cancer. Spread to her spine and brain as it does. Spinal surgery, chemo, and gamma ray brain treatment. Then she was able to get into a trial thru The cancer center here in Seattle. It was a very rough journey and she withstood it as long as humanly possible. She is now months out on the other side. Remaining brain lesions have stabilized as well as lungs. No evidence in spine. She is actually being assessed for a stage reduction and has been given the gift of some time. I just wanted to share and I know Lisa would be happy to share with you. Sending you love and strength and hope.
Hello! Hello! Hello!!
Great story!!!
Awesome! So happy for your friend!! That’s the hopeful story the Applefords need to hear. They are more than realistic and what will be, will be. But living with hope is always a good thing.
Awww, that is so nice of you to let them know!
Exactly what they are hoping for.
Imagine, not asking to live for 40 years for your kids but at least 6 months😢 There is no perfect time to leave the world but each last time for this and that means a million times more when you are pretty sure it's the last.
Seattle is the best place to go. I lived there for 40 years and miss their specialists and hospitals. Good luck.
I am 84 years old, lots of time to pray, so I’ll be praying for you
Everyone out here, including me, loves you so very much and we are all praying for you! ❤
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Everybody say a prayer for Jenny AND POG family who just lost their matriarch to this deadly disease.
So sorry to hear that.❤
Love this comment. I was so heartbroken when Sarah passed. I am a 3x cancer survivor (the 3rd dx I have is chronic and current). We lost my 46 yr old cousin a few months ago...her mother (my aunt) 6 years ago and more...this disease is relentless and evil. Love and prayers for both families and all who are affected by cancer.
Jenny please don't ever feel you're letting anyone down. This isn't about everyone else it's about you. ❤️🙏
Yes..best comment. So very true ❤
Yes!! Absolutely right! If we could reach out and hug you dear Jenny, every single one of us would! Please don’t think of us, take the best care of yourself and your beautiful family🥰🥰🥰
Amen 🙏
*Some people can spend a lifetime and never find a true love like this*
I hope Jenny is managing to get through this as well as possible ❤🙏
One hour at a time, Jenny. Be kind to yourself. We’re all rooting for you!
As a nurse, I am being honest in telling you not to feel bad, guilty or "being a bad student" when you fall a sleep during treatment. Be honest with them on your next visit and maybe they will have suggestions to help. They are there for YOU! Praying for you and the family Jenny! Gentle Hugs!
Nurses are angels on earth. Every nurse I've ever had has been such a good person.
@@danakavanaghI agree I’ve always said that nurses are angels sent from heaven and they don’t get as much credit as they deserve . I thank God for all of them . 💕🙏🏻💕
@@danakavanaghI agree t[a point. Some nurses were never meant to be nurses. But I believe most have found their calling.❤
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Some are...others become calloused which fades the gentle kindness that once came genuinely🤔
Cool shades!
Jenny, you are doing a lot better than I would be doing. I have a good husband, but he's not a caretaker and has little patience with sick people, unless it's him, then the whole world should stop. You are so lucky you have Kyle. Hang in there, Jenny. When they're is life, there is hope.
Where there is God✨ hope never dies 😊💕
This is war
Whilst people are chasing something constantly chasing themselves and their desires,, there is a real war going on and the special ones are caught right in the middle of it..
This is my firm very solid belief ✨💕
Much love💫💕
She will get through this but she's doing it the hardest way possible to man.. she is an inspiration to the 'Power of Love'✨💕
Much love💫💕
Kyle is definitely a brilliant hubby.
You are an inspiration - both of you. I remember a decade ago when I was battling what my doctors told me was also terminal (and it still may be, after a relapse, but not as quick as they thought - which was weeks), I sat in an ICU bed for most of a year and every day for 6 months straight. During that time, I watched them building a proton therapy center on the campus (they built around certain equipment it was so large). But through chemo every other day and daily dialysis, I fought - and I see you doing that, too. I had days I thought, "I'm done, I quit, I'm ready," but still found a reason not to give up hope and tried my best to be grateful for everything and to celebrate little successes (like waking up, or being able to talk). I wish you all the best in your journey. I know that your journey is different than mine, and it's different than anyone else's, but know so many of us have walked that road and those still here are keeping you and your family in our prayers.
Jenny & Kyle
I’ve gone thru what you are going thru now. I took care of my best friend of 32yrs for a year and a half when she got diagnosed with 4th stage brain cancer. The most important thing I learned was to make each day special and let her be surrounded by people who weren’t telling her what to do all the time. Even if loved ones have good intentions the pressure it can be on someone who is already caring the pressure can suck. We had candle lit dinners every night until she couldn’t do it any longer, we went on a vacation to celebrate her last days of chemo/radiation. Just be presence in your everyday. Show your babies love and have great memories they will reflect on that will be their treasures. Sending love, light and the peace of GOD to surround you. You are with HIM and HE is with you.
Sincerely hope you'll get through this whole ordeal. Love you all
So do I..
I pray that you will be feeling better real soon 🙏🙏 ❤love you all
I’m so happy to see you, I was worried about you. I’ll keep you in my prayers. ❤️. I love your sunglasses, how cute. Oooh, I love guac! Be calm and know that God is with you.
Have a wonderful time on your romantic getaway. Many kisses, huggles and snuggles! I love you two.
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You have the best subscribers on the entire UTUBE platform. The love I feel for you both is so real. I feel so privledged to be part of your cancer journey. It is pure hell, but you both stick together, no matter what. You were meant to be together.
I know it's stressful. I'd be nervous too. Just remember your support system is made of steel. They're there and love you so much❤you've got this.
Jenny, you are such a strong woman! You also rock the glasses. Praying for you and your family.
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I used to be an X-ray tech About 2/3 patients smell this “burnt” smell from radiation-bc of ozone Hope this therapy does miracles!!!!!!
Thank you for explaining that issue!
So happy to see Jenny's gotten over her fear of "addiction" and started using pain meds!! 😂 Zombie Jenny is a happy Jenny! ❤ Girl, take those meds! I'd rather you fall asleep in the machines than be in overwhemming pain and fear! Keep doing you and don't feel bad about it!
Kyle, I have no words...honestly I had no idea men like you were a real thing! Please tell me you have a brother around 44 years old that I can marry?!? Yes? No? ...😂 You are truly amazing! ❤ So much love for her, she is a very lucky woman. 💙
Ets: Still praying and sending love from Boston! 💙🤗💙
Last night a lady from England did the rosary for you. So being Catholic I joined her. We are sending love and prayers your way. You have inspired many of us Mother’s more than you realize. ❤️🙏🏼🙏🏼💍
I don’t know where you are (I’m on Eastern time), but if you both do it again, I’d love to join you. 📿❤️
@@lisasharf1442 I will too. I live in England.
what a thoughtful gesture...kudos to you and the lady from England....
I'm Catholic and will join you too
@@lisasharf1442 California
Kyle can your grandfather or mom give us RUclipsrs some tips on raising good sons?!? You are one of the most genuine, gentle and kind men I’ve ever seen (my husband is like that too!!) we need more men like you in this world!!!
I was thinking the same thing. He truly is one of a kind, it would be fun to have his mom on and let us know what she did to raise a son with such empathy, emotional awareness and patience. Jenny is also a wonderful mother who is equally kind and compassionate.
My late husband was the most loving, gentle, kind, patient, extraordinary man much like Kyle. He died 10 years ago at the age of 38. Even ten years later, the heartache and desperation of missing him still pains my heart and soul. He (my husband) shared with me that he was so incredible to me because he never wanted to be to me what his dad was to his mom.
@@sunshine9122 oh man, I'm terribly sorry for your loss. It sounds like your dear husband was an awesome man and died at such a young age. Ten years may seem like a long time ago to many, but it's like yesterday, because I remember a very traumatic event in my life that also happened back then, yet it's as fresh as ever in my mind, but by God's grace and mercy, He has strengthened me and keeps me going. I wish you all the very best, may God guide, bless and protect you always and grant you strength to face each new day. Sending virtual hugs 🤗
@@jacquelinejohnie2598 Thank you for your kind words and taking the time to comment, Jacqueline. It means a lot. My husband's death was sudden, unexpected, and very traumatic. I'm sorry you relate to trauma, but it's reassuring to hear from someone who understands. Sending virtual hugs and healing thoughts your way.❤
@sunshine9122 What a sad but loving comment. I firmly believe we will meet our loved ones again. Keep strong and sending best wishes from Scotland xxx
I'm a new Subscriber, My Aunt is a nun with the sisters of Mercy I told them of you're situation and they are holding a special mass to pray for you!!❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
“I’m so worked up today - I don’t know why”
after having gone through years a treatment I feel that statement so much - we are going through so much yet discount it. ❤️🌈💪🏻
This is a really good Cancer treatment. We had a young child in the Uk 🇬🇧 that had his parents take him out of hospital against a court order and they went to Spain to sell their home to pay for proton beam therapy. They were arrested fir kidnapping their own son who the doctors said had 6 weeks to live. The little boy had the proton beam therapy in the end and I’m pleased to say he beat brain cancer and is now a teenager 😊
The Uk system make all the decisions for you and you get no choice if the docs don’t want your child going to another country. They ended up in Hungary and he was cured. I hope it works for you. All the best. TeamFury Jamie 👌🏻🇬🇧
Yes I remember that very well. They were Jehovah’s Witnesses. He went on to do very well didn’t he. Hello to you from London 😊
Thanks for sharing that story ☺ 👍
That's nuts
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Darling Jenny. Just remember you’re in the hearts and prayers of so many. Thank you Kyle for taking such good care of everyone ❤
You’re not letting anyone down. You’re dealing with this the best you can, probably better than a lot of people. I hope these next months are as peaceful for you as possible.
You are the bravest and most courageous person ever.
To share your story with others both the highs and lows. Complete honesty. You are inspiring
The two of you are the most wholesome people in the world. It’s an honour to have a little peak into your world. Jenny, always thinking of you, beauty.
Jenny has a great sense of humor in spite of her pain and condition! We love you all and praying for your speedy,painless,recovery!
You know someone is in pain when you hear it in their voice it sad to see them deteriorate jenny may you have all the time you need
Jenny, don’t ever let anyone make you feel uncomfortable, embarrassed or sad. You are loved by your wonderful husband, kids and family including us here on you tube. 💜💜💜
Jenny (& Kyle) you’re handling this with such grace and quiet courage. Still beautiful inside and out. Prayers for good pain control for you. Xx
I hope everything goes well today ...I keep coming to your channel to check in on you. You are in our prayers.
It’s PTSD. I hope they do keep anti anxiety meds readily available for you. I’m glad the DR was upbeat and confident. What a lovely night, cool hotel - good food delivery - perfect set up!!! I am sending all good vibes and I a hope you two have many beautiful wedding anniversaries to come. ☮️
When my husband first got his cancer diagnosis, l learned to live moment by moment. Now i have progressed to day by day. Each day I have with him is a gift, and i am thankful. It's scary and at times lonely, but it has given us a new prospective on life. Just love, and know, it's okay to be scared, we all are. I will pray for strength for you and your family. Please know you are not alone in this struggle. We go to City of Hope in Durate, Ca. They are amazing. As far as Wills just make sure your husband has power of attorney for your health matters and is on all bank accounts.
Jenny, you are a very brave young woman who has gone through so many acute times . . . and Kyle. Oh, Kyle. What a wonderful person you are. Empathetic. That says it all. Empathetic, supportive, selfless, and loving. So unusual and I admire you beyond measure. Remember that you too are being followed and admired.. Every single day. Love to both of you and thank you so very much for letting us follow you.
Aren't they Adorable🌹
Amen!
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You can take those ladybug stones, people leave them as acts of kindness
Jenny you have a funny personality, you make us smile.
❤ You got this girl
She’s a sweetheart; so is Kyle ❤
@@LaurieLataille Very much so
A lovely couple ♥️
Happy Belated Anniversary to a very special couple! “A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.” - Mignon McLaughlin
Jenny’s comments about wanting to be a good patient and not let anyone down sounds exactly how I feel at times during my treatment for Crohn’s Disease. Jenny, we can only do the best that we can at any point.
Thank you for letting us share this with you, sweetie. You just be you. We're here for you ❤
I am a lung navigator nurse, and I would like to say you two are such a phenomenal pair, the strength you have displayed, the grace and humility, and the willingness to share your journey is amazing. I continue to pray for you as a family. Never doubt the possibilities, always rely on God and family. You are helping many others as they go through their journey, so be fierce and brave in your own. I am so proud of you both!
Amen‼️👍🏼👏🏻🫶🏻
Written with such eloquence and truth! Amen!
Beautiful message❤️ they have really touched my heart and am really praying hard for them..there is hope🙏🏼
So true. Jenny is courageous and Kyle is such wonderful man. Bless you in your nursing profession.
It is really good to see that face! I have to admit it when you thanked Winnie for the sunglasses, I lost it. She will treasure those words forever. I pray your treatment isn't to painful and from the man upstairs, I pray for healing. Update when you get a chance. Love you guys! Hugs to the kiddos. I have a small gift for your kids . I was going to send it from Amazon , but I don't think the P.O. box address is compatible. I can send it from home and then to you.
I hope you all like it! ❤
I remember when I went through radiation treatments (for head/neck cancer), I could smell what made me think of my flesh burning. I hated that smell! Keep fighting!! 💕
Did you used to get a lot of dental X-rays?
Oh my goodness, Jenny, my heart can not begin to process, the sadness, remember, you and your family, will always be together, you are a true jem, in this sea of stones.
The rotten apple will eventually fall off the tree lol 😆
I really hope you will get better soon
I comment this before my friend she had proton therapy with stage 4 lung cancer and she lived couple of years after that. Please stay positive Jenny. I m thinking about you every day. Greetings from Slovenia (European Union). ❤️🙏
@@glitterbomb7764please your statement is inappropriate. If you wanna demotivated Jenny or everyone else ask yourself what is your goal. And yes proton therapy in Jennies case is major advance.
Jenny! I didn’t know you and your sister got married in a double wedding! My sister and I did as well!! Our wedding was June 9, 1979, 44 years ago! It was crazy awesome, chaotic, emotional, and absolutely beautiful!!! I’ve never met anyone else who got married in a double wedding; so cool!
I have been following you for many months now, and I keep you in my prayers. I’m so sorry for all you’re going through; I can’t even imagine how difficult it must be. But I encourage you to keep your eyes on the Lord; He is faithful and good, even when we don’t understand His ways. He is our only hope in this life and the next and He calls all men everywhere to repent. Jesus said “I Am the Way, the Truth, and the Life; no man comes to the Father but by Me.” John 14:6
Praying for you and Kyle as you navigate these challenging times together, that your love for each other would grow even stronger. The Lord bless you. Happy Anniversary!❤
I'm an introvert and not very much a people person. If it's too people out there, I just don't go out. I read, study and try new things. I work in the yard, love nature, and always try to stay positive. In the wintertime, I take photos of nature, the sparkly snow. I take walks and love to re-arrange my furniture. I'm just happier when I'm alone. I don't like "small talk" but do enjoy talking about philosophy, religion, and animals. Give me a deep thinking subject and I will talk forever - one on one. Talk politics and I'm gone. I also cherish my rosary and my talks with God. I do them both every day. You have to learn to love yourself. Try new things. Don't hide behind your anxiety...it only makes your anxiety worse. Try new, small things....one day at time. ❤❤
Hi Jenny, I’m so hoping that this proton therapy gives u at least a few more quality years, if not longer. There is no shame in being scared or anxious. You are human. Don’t apologize. We all love you and your family. So sorry you are suffering.
❤So well said.
We are with you girl ,God bless you got this 🇦🇺🇦🇺❤️
🙏🙏🙏🥰 happy anniversary ❤️
Jenny is so sweet. I cry every time. I see Jenny. Two beautiful people
Anxiety sucks...suffering... Hoping you have relief from all the suffering ... I am still with the heart that you will experience the most joyful things. ...and without the pain and having to be courageous. I love you from afar. I believe in miracles because I have seen them. Whatever the case- Love.
It’s almost 5 am and I woke up thinking about you Jenny, Kyle and the kids. I’m asking and begging God for help. I’m asking for you dear Jenny to have more time.Jenny dearest, you are a warrior, a fighter and you will be able to get through this treatment. You have to have more time, please Lord, more time for Jenny. We, your friends here, LOVE YOU, tremendously and with fervor and I’m hoping that the good and strong energy that comes from this LOVE will transmit into a miracle for you, my lovely Jenny.
Oh Jenny you are so precious.
Please know there is NOTHING that you can do wrong in this process. You are not bad because things are not going " by the book". I cannot even start to imagine all the "rules" you are expected to follow. Thank you for being you! Kyle you are amazing. Its unreal the pressure your family is under and yet you remain steady and the love you show for your family is authentic and beautiful. You guys are so loved!
Jenny & Kyle, the happiest of anniversaries in this hard journey. My sig other is just like Kyle. I know this cancer isn’t anything comparable to what his life was like taking care of a quadriplegic wife for 25 yrs. She was home & had nursing care, including him working as her caretaker 24/7. She passed in 2006 at home quietly. I believe you will get thru this & have a longer time then what they told you. The docs told my sister who had metastatic cancer she had 6 mths but she fought for 14 mths. Prayers are being sent your way with loads of love for your whole family.🐞♥️🐞♥️🐞
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I just got my biopsy results and my cancer is still not bad enough to need treatment and my doctors are amazed so there’s definitely hope with genetic treatments to help fight cancer!
Research plant base diet and cruciferous vegetables.
5/12/23 ~ I just popped in to say to you Jenny and to Kyle that the thumbnail here for this video you both look like a couple of high-flying jet setting american millionaires Jackie Onassis or similar and looking very cool there Jenny ❤ I vowed I would pop in everyday with the video that RUclips puts in my feed everyday just random videos from Jenny and today this is the video. It's been a month since you went on holiday Jenny on your Sojourn to heavenly pastures awaiting us all but I miss you so much along with everybody else but I will carry on as if you are still here and also with Kyle's uploads supporting the family as someone touched by cancer too. Stay fabulous Kyle and blessings to you Jenny ❤
Hi Jenny ---- Please give yourself some grace!🐞 I know this is easier said than done. 😊 Falling asleep because of necessary meds is nothing to be ashamed of. Praying for you and your family. 🌻
Hi jenny, I came to youtube a while back to find videos to watch on lung cancer. I was vaping (smoked prior to using them) and was looking for inspiration from ones fighting this awful cancer to help with stopping. I watched your story and fell in love with you and your family. You have inspired me and yes, helped me to stop vaping. So many people on here have never smoked and fight lung cancer. That was kind of a shock to me. It's a BIG fear I have to get cancer. I've prayed for you and pleaded with God to heal you so this miracle could be told to the world. Stay strong and jeep fighting. I along with so many are in your corner fighting and cheering for you. Sending love and hugs.
is vaping dangerous????
@@andreanittel2240YES!!!!!!! Stop ss soon as you can. Just as bad if not worse than smoking.
Yes, more evidence coming out lately, especially young people @@andreanittel2240
I am 80 years old but every time I see you I am struck by your beauty! Can see this beauty in your children ❤
Have asked my team here in the US to pray for you as well as my folks in Central and South America. God Bless you. You are not alone.
You poor thing! You have suffered more than any human should ever, and yet, you are the bravest lady I have ever seen. I pray for you daily, and for Kyle and the children as well. Kyle needs prayers just as much. Some people don't understand the toll illness takes on the caregiver. Bless him for his caring and love.
You two are my daughter's age. Both of you are going through this together and so wonderfully handling this. I am so proud of you both, and your babies are so precious. Your families are awesome, and that takes a lot off your shoulders when you need help with the kiddos. Godspeed on your healing, Jenny! Speak positively about your future. You never know what God has in store for you ❤
My old pastor told us to speak healing and wholeness into your are of home. It will put seeds of healing around your home and bloom for the positive. God is so good, and I speak healing and wholeness over this entire situation. Jenny, feel God's love and tenderness and healing power all around you. Safety and less pain. There's soo much love between you both, and it reflects in your children.
Love you both! ❤️
What a beautiful comment. Sister such true words…
Amen! Agreeing in prayer
A lot of us are with you virtually, remember that, both of you, during treatments. Neither of you is ever alone! Sending much love! Jenny, shades look darling on you!!!
As for the nudeness, pretend you are just in a tanning bed! 🤣
They are the sweetest couple and so cute together they make me laugh even though they’re going through some tough times they can still make each other smile that’s love❤
Hi Jenni & Kyle ☺ 👋 This is Melinda, from Australia again 😙 Just wanted to say, Thank you for sharing, your challenges, adversities, and triumphs, in your day to day lives, with us all 😏 I am guessing, that you already have had people tell you sometimes, that you guy's are helping other's as well. Not just cancer patient's, but people like me whom have 4 different types of chronic pain constantly / everyday. You both, as a side benefit from sharing these video's, help to give me a bit more strength to keep going, as I don't have much support really. And to appreciate and be grateful, for what I do have in my life. Instead of, dwelling on the things that I don't have in my life. Best wishes, and you are both in my thoughts regularly, and I have you included in my Prayer's. Melinda ❤❤ ~
Don’t listen to any SOBs saying dumb stuff.
We love and pray for you- your story is so important and helps to make stage IV cancer a little less taboo to talk about.
We love both of you and the kiddos.
Jenny your bravery is unbelievable, never feel embarrassed or that your letting anyone down ever. Your bravery is astounding lots and lots of precious love to you and your family 🫶
Jenny, your shout out to future Winnie was so sweet. You’re a wonderful mother.❤
In case any new subscribers are not aware…Kyle has his own channel where he has also been posting updates. Sending love and prayers to this special family. ❤
Kyle is a fantastic husband. 🇬🇧
Jenny, NEVER think you are letting people down. You are so brave and push through your pain. Do not be embarrassed.
You are going through so much.
Prayers and love.
I pray you live to see your great grandkids be born♥️
I know this is 3 days out but Prayed for you just now! I’m also struggling a stage 4 cancer diagnosis and have been through the gamut of emotions as well as treatments etc. Be blessed ❤
Sending you my prayers and thoughts 🙏 ❤️ from the UK.
Never give up sweetheart.
I truly hope that you overcome this awful disease.
God bless you.
Praying for you.❤
Thank you for keeping us updated even when you're feeling awful and wiped out, keeping you all in my thoughts 💛🕊💛
We are all hoping, praying , thinking positive thoughts. We need you to be around for years, many years
The cancer center of the hospital I work in has painted rocks outside when you enter the building. The rocks are so pretty 😍 with some having a small message ❤
The rotten apple will eventually fall off the tree 😆
How could you not be anxious or nervous after all you've been through and never knowing exactly how you'll react? I'm sure you'll be fine and God will keep you strong and bless you all.
When she said "it may be our last anniversary" and you could see his heart drop 😢
it won't be, jenny, you've got this! Can't wait to see the anniversary video next year when you prove yourself wrong! ❤
I have a friend who was given days to live and lived almost 3 years. Hugs and prayers.
That was so sweet how you talked to future Winnie. I would just die to hear my mom say little things to me again. I am praying so much every day for you Jenny. I BELIEVE.💙🫶😇💯
SWEET SHADES!!👍I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THEM♥️and BOTH OF YOU..
You two make the cutest couple EVER & you are the BEST PARENTS, EVER GOD BLESS🙏
I started joining along with your journey a few months back. Since them you all have captured my heart and soul. There is such an honesty in your vlog and conversations with each other. I can't imagine what you are feeling, even though you do an amazing job showing it on video. Unless one has walked in your shoes we can never truly know what that walk feels like. As a nurse, Ive seen amazing recovery's, life expectancies blown out of the water and life's that end much too soon. None of us know what our expiration date is, but you two are certainly making the most of the cards that have been dealt you. Your humor, bravery, devotion and love for each other is incredible. You are both an inspiration. No one in my immediate family is currently dealing with cancer, but that could change in a heartbeat, and if that happens I can only pray that we handle it in a similar fashion. Thank you for sharing your lives.
Couldn't have said it better❤
Yay Jenny! I have tears of happiness and joy streaming down my face just seeing you in this video and knowing you’re doing okay. I don’t know how it’s possible to love someone I’ve never met, but love you all so much! Reading the comments of people who had stage 4 cancer 20 years ago and are still here is so encouraging. If love, strength, hope and prayers are the key you will be here into your golden years. You got this!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Kyle is without a doubt one of the best husbands I've seen here on youtube along with Josh from POG family channel, who recentley lost his beautiful young wife Sarah RIP, to this evil, monster thing called cancer. Jenny is very strong, I hope and pray that this Proton treatment buys her more time with her beautiful children and a gem of a husband.....Miracles do happen!!!!
I really do wish people would stop comparing Kyle to Josh, Kyle is nothing like that man! Josh showed no respect for his wife in her final weeks, telling the world about her need for diapers when she was incapable of communicating consent to that information being given out. Then filming her in THE most vulnerable state just to get clicks...absolutely shameful and abhorrent behaviour. He and Sarah's sister treated that poor ladys final journey like a pay per view spectacle.
@@littlebobas9656 I said the same thing on Josh's video and got attacked by his viewers so I left. It's pretty shameful how he handled his wife's death.
@@littlebobas9656 Josh & Sarah knew what her journey at the end would be like & she wanted it to be known. Josh explained her wishes, but if you don't believe him that's your problem. Someone even said they wouldn't believe him unless they saw written consent from Sarah!! Just because you can't comprehend being filmed like she was at the end doesn't mean Sarah had a problem with it. He certainly doesn't have to explain himself, he knew his wife's wishes & they should be respected even if some people can't handle it.
@@battle__chick Shameful to you because you didn't agree. Did you not believe Josh when he told of Sarah's wishes to show everything? They talked about it beforehand & he carried out her wishes. If you think he shouldn't have done what his wife wanted, that is your problem.
You two hang in there. Theres a miracle on the horizon. POSITIVITY & SO MANY PRAYERS!!!!
My bestie of 40 years thought she was having a stroke. Turned out to be brain cancer caused from lung cancer. Shes 6 weeks in. Did radiation, did immuno, n next chemo. Its hurting me worse than her but id never tell her that. Shes 4 hours from me. Selling my home, buying a travel trailer n getting closer to her. Her sister n brother in law need relief AND IM IT! Just went thru taking care of both parents n a brother. ID DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!
We love you Jen❤
Kyle, we are so very thankful for you. Many of us women know that our significant others would not do ALL THAT YOU ARE DOING and most importantly, with a smile on your face and no irritation. I’m beyond happy for Jenny because she. has. that.
She has Y O U ❤❤❤
May God bless your entire families. It’s not a joke when they say it’s a family struggle. It affects everyone❤
Thank you for the update Kyle and Jenny! You know I’m always praying for a Miracle from our sweet Jesus! Hope you feel better Jenny!❤️🙏
Jenny, I once head a wonderful definition of courage...you feel the fear, but do it anyway. That's you Jenny!❤
Don't ever be embarrassed. You're facing more than most do in their lifetime. Those doing the radiation understand, I'm sure. God bless you.
Jenny is such a Warrior. I know it's probably second nature, I do the same "I'm sorry" about things I've zero control over. Pretty sure there's no changing the habit. Just in your heart of hearts Jenny please know that no one is upset with you or thinking less of you for being a human being. Your courage, strenght, kindness and light shine through for all to see. Prayerfully yours, God bless. 🐞🙏
I had stopped praying completely about a year ago. I’ve been praying for you guys hard this past week.
Jenny, I see your acceptance. It’s ok to accept it.
Kyle, I see you hoping. It’s ok to hope.
I pray for peace for your whole family.
My dad has glioblastoma and just completed his proton radiation and first round of chemo. It's so nice to see you guys enjoying each others company like me and my dad. He stayed at a free motel for those going through treatments (Hope Lodge) for 6 weeks. Amazing place and people. Praying for y'all. Now I'm craving Indian food. Cherish each other, take it moment by moment with positive thoughts and prayers. There are miracles, everyone is unique on their journey. Positivity enjoying your kids and family is the best you can be as the mind is a powerful thing. Waiting for my dad to have his follow-up in three weeks to see if cancer spread or not. If he needs more chemo, research studies, optune, etc. Hopefully no spreading and Optune to maintain. He is wheel chair primarily but getting stronger to use Walker more. Recovering from brain infection, broken ribs, and pulmonary imbulism as well. God Bless you all. It's nice to not feel so alone in this journey. Love to you all.❤
@@suesteig3025 thank you so much
You are an amazing couple facing this horrific beast. Makes my breast cancer journey seem so minuscule! Your whole family is in my prayers. You are both so brave. Thank you for sharing your story.
Jenny you are a true warrior keep fighting what u r doing , last week my pastor watch all your videos it put a tear in his eye we are doing something special at my church for u . We are praying for people have cancer
Kyle, God is outside of time!!! We can pray for her comfort and success during her treatment today and the prayers will be there for her yesterday!! God bless! Jenny you work so hard you could NEVER disappoint!!! God bless!
Jenny, I pray that the Proton B Therapy will go well for you. Jenny, you are not letting anybody down when you are in pain like that. The doctors there understand very well.
Jenny, you've expressed your griefs and fears surrounding the latest news but you seem to have found this new inner resilience and bravery. Perhaps I'm imagining this "no fucks given" matter of fact kind of attitude. I am very curious as to how your are processing things on a very individual level. You amaze me with each video. Nonetheless, I am so happy you finally posted again and are doing well, considering.