Hello guys!🤍, thank you so much for the support of my first playlist! I hope you guys enjoy it!, I may make more of this playlist if I have more time but for now, injoy!
I have anxiety so i decided to talk to the school psycolog and i told her my prob. The school nurse is rlly nice and i told her my prob too. Both talked abt it during a lot of time. They called MY MOTHER telling her '' oh your daughter has anxiety and prob depresion''. Obviously i didn't want to tell her bcs she tells my father and they wnt to take me to a children's reformatory. They never understand me. Now my life is all messed up bcs all my family knows that i have a problem and they don't treat me the same. My cousin( my ex bff) is like. ''look at the mentally unstable girl''. I stopped sleeping. I dont eat. I stoped paying atention in class. My terapy is listening to music like this while drawing. I thought that summer this year was going to be great. But since they are comparing me 24/7 with my ''amazing'' cousin yk it is NOT the same. My brother is also like ''you so stupid shut the f**k up'' he is like that ALL DAY LONG. Im obviously tired of hearing that everyday. I started hurting myself like a week ago( not cutting mslf) just biting my thin¡mb cuz its a tic. U know if ur like 7 or 8 reading this post imma give u a tip. Now that ur young make friends, eat, go to the beach/mountains... Do what ever you want not what others tell you to do.
I feel so bad if you need anyone to talk to, im always here, i cant belive you couisin could do that, how old are they? (Or the age range if its a bit too personal-) anyway, mind if i vent to you? If you dont here This hasn't been just a new thing. This has been hapening for two years, two years at the least. I've had symptoms of depression since I was 8, and moving to an entire new state didnt help. It was right in the middle of the year, too. I didnt know anybody. The first day I was there, I was shown around by someone who is just awful. She was infact the "Popular girl" I didnt seem too impressed with them. I kept my distance form her and her group of 9 or 10 friends. Eventually, i joined. (Keep in mind I was 8) I just didnt like the feeling I got from them. They were all just trying to fit in, I had none of it. Being alone for all of those day really didnt help my mental health at the time, though I didnt notice. When I was 9, I started having body issues, I didnt like how my thighs were, and I felt uncomfortable in my own skin. My symptoms got worse, covid hit when i was 8 and a half (I think) I enjoyed the alone time, but it got tiring. And then, 5th grade. I was 10, and recollecting all of my thoughts about me. My sexuality was Bi at the time, remember that group of girls? Yep, there still together, and all "bi" (Im quoting this because I was pretty sure some weren't actually and were just trying to be oMg SaMe so that they didnt feel left out.) So I joined it, for that first quarter. I immediately regretted it, but the second quarter was coming. And oh man- these b****** really messed me up. There were three of them, lets call them jessica Mary and Hannah, Hannah was what you could call the leader. But that's later. I liked the alt style so started dressing like that, and i was slightly a joke, which annoyed me a lot. But they were the only people I had. I stayed all the way until mid quarter 3, when I had enough of it. Jesica and Mary said that they "didnt like Hannah" And thought she was super toxic, (which she was) and I agreed. And quick side question, Just because you plutonicly like girls and like boys, (and is plutonically dating a girl) You are still bi/pan/omni (were talking about bi but you get it lol) Me being Nonbianary and Bi at the time said, just because you plutonically like a girl you arent bi- however, dating one plutonically, your still bi (Thats how I percived it) However, Jessica wasn't having that as an answer and said no. And I'm like- but you asked for my opinion- One day, she was having back pain. I honestly knew she just slept on it wrong and was over reacting. That snack, Jessica told me Hannah wasn't coming because her back pain was "hurting more" I said three words. THREE WORDS. I said, Oh thank god. I was completely over hanging out with hannah and was happy for some time without her. Jessica said What? Like she was offended. I explained and then the next day they literally turned into the mean girls and wouldnt speak to me. I Was so confused and then Hannah said Jessica told me what you said. I was like screw it f*** you too and walked away. Ofc, that didnt help with my depression symptoms at all. It gave me slight aniexty too, that my friends would just leave me if I said one word. I hopped friend groups then, but for the fourth quarter, I stuck with the Quote en quote "Weird kids" They were just the nicest and relatable people, I felt like for once, I was in somewhere that fit. And because we all didnt like Hannah, we said, you know, on the last day of school we should flip hannah off. We all agreed, and over 20 people joined in (there was about 100 kids so we had a lot of the grade there) We thought we'd be outside for the end of the day, but we didnt, it was disappointing, but we were happy enough to ditch one of our toxic friends. I stayed in contact with them, though none could hang out. This, this is when I spiraled. It's now 3 am and I'm writing this after crying about my situation. That first week, things seemed to be okay and going to plan. I hung out with my friend at the mall and her family at the water park. and then, nothing. My symptoms are at thier worse, and ive sh'ed. Ive lost contact with anyone to hang out with. They all just ghosted me. Leaving me to be dumbfounded. I stoped sleeping, I rarely ate, I stopped trying. My parents are so accepting and aware, yet not enough to see me. My brother's in la, for 2 weeks, all because he knows someone famous. At this point I was into the alternative subgeneres and enjoyed the music. My brother was the one who got the attention, His attitude showed that. I' now genderfluid and pan, feeling dysphoric as ever. I've just cried for too long over this whole ordeal. This isn't even everything, I skipped past crushes and other people. If you read this, I think you got your summer reading time in lmao Edit: I've started writing a heartstopper-like story. I helps calm me down
@@dollopedits listen,I completely understand your having a hard time, and I feel sorry for u. But the thing is, you can't just vent under someone's vent post. You could offend the other person, or worse. But really, your doing something disrespectful. Also, don't say 'if you need someone to talk to,I'm here for you' and then vent. you could have posted it separately and not post under someone else's vent. I hope you realize your mistake.
Holy! This is a great playlist.. Also I am going to shout out all the lgbtq members! I’m super sorry that you guys are going through this homophobic behavior.. I’ve seen videos of people burning pride flags. I’ll burn them.. (Ps: ik this’ll be a war in the replies but.. I’m a lesbian ^^)
you can try... christian/islamic traditions will continue to be carried out through the modern day no matter what you or any queer will say! edit:pls dont start 5000 comment reply arguement
Pov - ur sister helped the family a lot n now she's out of state so now u try to take care of it as well as she does but everyone just compare ur sister n u even tho at the time ur sister was talking care of the family u were helping her but now u r doing it alone so u are lacking N now u don't know ur feelings as u love ur sister too n u wanna walk in her steps but is it worth it It's not fair ¿ . . . . Btw the playlist really hits me (・∀・)
![Dimension 20: Never Stop Blowing Up Trailer [Dropout Exclusive Series]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/xYeXpbHnGEM/mqdefault.jpg)
00:01 hey kids
03:53 alien blues
06:31 homage
09:28 after dark
13:46 crimewave
16:40 always forever
20:24 not allowed
23:11 jealous
25:14 chamber of reflection
29:05 space song
Alien Blues will always be the best even if it’s been around for 6+ years!
@Řøtting_mîlķ👑🎗 mikan tsumuki
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timestamps because nobody else did it
hey kids | 0:00 - 3:54
Alien Blues | 3:55 - 6:30
Homage | 6:31 - 9:57
After Dark 8D | 9:58 - 13:42
Crimewave | 13:43 - 16:39
Always Forever | 16:40 - 20:20
Not Allowed | 20:21 - 23:10
Chamber Of Reflection | 23:11 - 29:02
Space Song | 29:03 - 35:19
this took long to make lol
you forgot jealous
hank yooou!!!!!
@@shim64 ye
@@charliedove837 sorry-
@@atan_ven its all good, have a lovely day
Finally a PLAYLIST THAT DOESNT HAVE OVERUSED SONGS
there r some overused songs 😭??
Hello guys!🤍, thank you so much for the support of my first playlist! I hope you guys enjoy it!, I may make more of this playlist if I have more time but for now, injoy!
ur the best
keep up the good work!
This is good for your first Playlist! Keep it up and never stop believing!
Thank you so much! This comment deserves to get pinned :)
0:00 hey kids
3:51 alien blues
6:30 homage
9:52 (?) After dark 8D
13:41 crimewave
I'm to lazy to finish lol! Great playlist
This is the playlist I have been trying to find foreverrr thank you for this ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Tu primera lista de reproducción fue muy buena sigue así. Dios mío mis canciones favoritas en una sola lista amé ♥️.
Thanks ! I looove this playlist ! ^^
This is comforting :)
I have anxiety so i decided to talk to the school psycolog and i told her my prob. The school nurse is rlly nice and i told her my prob too. Both talked abt it during a lot of time. They called MY MOTHER telling her '' oh your daughter has anxiety and prob depresion''. Obviously i didn't want to tell her bcs she tells my father and they wnt to take me to a children's reformatory. They never understand me. Now my life is all messed up bcs all my family knows that i have a problem and they don't treat me the same. My cousin( my ex bff) is like. ''look at the mentally unstable girl''. I stopped sleeping. I dont eat. I stoped paying atention in class. My terapy is listening to music like this while drawing. I thought that summer this year was going to be great. But since they are comparing me 24/7 with my ''amazing'' cousin yk it is NOT the same. My brother is also like ''you so stupid shut the f**k up'' he is like that ALL DAY LONG. Im obviously tired of hearing that everyday. I started hurting myself like a week ago( not cutting mslf) just biting my thin¡mb cuz its a tic. U know if ur like 7 or 8 reading this post imma give u a tip. Now that ur young make friends, eat, go to the beach/mountains... Do what ever you want not what others tell you to do.
I feel so bad if you need anyone to talk to, im always here, i cant belive you couisin could do that, how old are they? (Or the age range if its a bit too personal-) anyway, mind if i vent to you?
If you dont here
This hasn't been just a new thing. This has been hapening for two years, two years at the least. I've had symptoms of depression since I was 8, and moving to an entire new state didnt help. It was right in the middle of the year, too. I didnt know anybody. The first day I was there, I was shown around by someone who is just awful. She was infact the "Popular girl" I didnt seem too impressed with them. I kept my distance form her and her group of 9 or 10 friends. Eventually, i joined. (Keep in mind I was 8) I just didnt like the feeling I got from them. They were all just trying to fit in, I had none of it. Being alone for all of those day really didnt help my mental health at the time, though I didnt notice. When I was 9, I started having body issues, I didnt like how my thighs were, and I felt uncomfortable in my own skin. My symptoms got worse, covid hit when i was 8 and a half (I think) I enjoyed the alone time, but it got tiring. And then, 5th grade. I was 10, and recollecting all of my thoughts about me. My sexuality was Bi at the time, remember that group of girls? Yep, there still together, and all "bi" (Im quoting this because I was pretty sure some weren't actually and were just trying to be oMg SaMe so that they didnt feel left out.) So I joined it, for that first quarter. I immediately regretted it, but the second quarter was coming. And oh man- these b****** really messed me up. There were three of them, lets call them jessica Mary and Hannah, Hannah was what you could call the leader. But that's later. I liked the alt style so started dressing like that, and i was slightly a joke, which annoyed me a lot. But they were the only people I had. I stayed all the way until mid quarter 3, when I had enough of it. Jesica and Mary said that they "didnt like Hannah" And thought she was super toxic, (which she was) and I agreed. And quick side question, Just because you plutonicly like girls and like boys, (and is plutonically dating a girl) You are still bi/pan/omni (were talking about bi but you get it lol) Me being Nonbianary and Bi at the time said, just because you plutonically like a girl you arent bi- however, dating one plutonically, your still bi (Thats how I percived it) However, Jessica wasn't having that as an answer and said no. And I'm like- but you asked for my opinion- One day, she was having back pain. I honestly knew she just slept on it wrong and was over reacting. That snack, Jessica told me Hannah wasn't coming because her back pain was "hurting more" I said three words. THREE WORDS. I said, Oh thank god. I was completely over hanging out with hannah and was happy for some time without her. Jessica said What? Like she was offended. I explained and then the next day they literally turned into the mean girls and wouldnt speak to me. I Was so confused and then Hannah said Jessica told me what you said. I was like screw it f*** you too and walked away. Ofc, that didnt help with my depression symptoms at all. It gave me slight aniexty too, that my friends would just leave me if I said one word. I hopped friend groups then, but for the fourth quarter, I stuck with the Quote en quote "Weird kids" They were just the nicest and relatable people, I felt like for once, I was in somewhere that fit. And because we all didnt like Hannah, we said, you know, on the last day of school we should flip hannah off. We all agreed, and over 20 people joined in (there was about 100 kids so we had a lot of the grade there) We thought we'd be outside for the end of the day, but we didnt, it was disappointing, but we were happy enough to ditch one of our toxic friends. I stayed in contact with them, though none could hang out. This, this is when I spiraled. It's now 3 am and I'm writing this after crying about my situation. That first week, things seemed to be okay and going to plan. I hung out with my friend at the mall and her family at the water park. and then, nothing. My symptoms are at thier worse, and ive sh'ed. Ive lost contact with anyone to hang out with. They all just ghosted me. Leaving me to be dumbfounded. I stoped sleeping, I rarely ate, I stopped trying. My parents are so accepting and aware, yet not enough to see me. My brother's in la, for 2 weeks, all because he knows someone famous. At this point I was into the alternative subgeneres and enjoyed the music. My brother was the one who got the attention, His attitude showed that. I' now genderfluid and pan, feeling dysphoric as ever. I've just cried for too long over this whole ordeal. This isn't even everything, I skipped past crushes and other people.
If you read this, I think you got your summer reading time in lmao
Edit: I've started writing a heartstopper-like story. I helps calm me down
@@dollopedits listen,I completely understand your having a hard time, and I feel sorry for u. But the thing is, you can't just vent under someone's vent post. You could offend the other person, or worse. But really, your doing something disrespectful. Also, don't say 'if you need someone to talk to,I'm here for you' and then vent. you could have posted it separately and not post under someone else's vent. I hope you realize your mistake.
this playlist is soo good thanks uuu
Im saving it, its pretty good🔥
cool background and playlist
This playlist my favorite 🤩
Amazing Playlist
то что заставило меня это послушать - это микан на первых же секундах
The first song hits diferrent whit the talking
I love this song
: It's not fair not fair not fair not fair WHY WON'T YOU FORGIVE ME? I love this part
❤
Holy! This is a great playlist..
Also I am going to shout out all the lgbtq members!
I’m super sorry that you guys are going through this homophobic behavior.. I’ve seen videos of people burning pride flags. I’ll burn them..
(Ps: ik this’ll be a war in the replies but.. I’m a lesbian ^^)
Oooh nice! Im pan. PRIDEEEE 🔴🟠⚪️🟣💗 (closest i can get to your flag sorry lol)
C:
@@Bluesy143 :D im pan also
@@P0IS0NNN_ YASSSSSSS
you can try... christian/islamic traditions will continue to be carried out through the modern day no matter what you or any queer will say!
edit:pls dont start 5000 comment reply arguement
Pov - ur sister helped the family a lot n now she's out of state so now u try to take care of it as well as she does but everyone just compare ur sister n u even tho at the time ur sister was talking care of the family u were helping her but now u r doing it alone so u are lacking
N now u don't know ur feelings as u love ur sister too n u wanna walk in her steps but is it worth it
It's not fair ¿
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Btw the playlist really hits me (・∀・)
Haha funne songs
This song is perfect for me when i lose my fcking friends
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
solo vine por lo de omori
aaa
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