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I've been bullied, harassed, told I'm nothing, told nobody will ever love me if I transition into a boy, disrespected, sexualised, told I'll grow out of it, told I haven't ever dated so I can't be Aro/Ace, told I can't be a boy, told I'll never be a boy, totally alone, losing friends and recently lost one dear to me, told I don't care for someone whole I do, laying in my bed, thinking of ways to remove all records of me existing so I can leave the earth. I... I'm not fine. I need help... please. If you see this, reply, like, anything, just... get my attention, please... I don't know how much longer I'll last.

"We all had bad days... But we learn. And we stick together."

I really hope i dont wake up tmr.

Funny how strangers in the internet care for us even more than our friends and families..

Me seeing my parent treat good at orther kids/little sister but not me..

Im surrounded by people who love and care for me, but at the same time, I've never felt more alone

Hey, so I just wanted to share a bit of a downer story with you guys. You ever have those friends who just seem to bring you down without even realizing it? Yeah, I've been there. There was this one friend who always had something to say about my weight. Like, constantly. At first, I tried to laugh it off, but after a while, it really started to mess with my head, you know? So I finally decided to speak up and tell them how I felt. It was awkward as heck, let me tell you. But you know what? Sometimes you gotta do what's best for you, even if it's uncomfortable. But here's the kicker: it didn't really change much. I mean, the comments might've toned down a bit, but the damage was done. And it made me think, if this person is making me feel like crap, what about the rest of my so-called friends? So yeah, I had to do some serious friend cleaning. Cutting ties with people you used to be close to is never easy. It's like breaking up with a part of your life, you know? But sometimes you gotta do it for your own sanity. Anyway, long story short, I'm still figuring things out. But I'm learning to stand on my own two feet and surround myself with people who actually lift me up instead of tearing me down. And hey, that's progress, right?

is it okay for me to feel that i am the one who always 'give'?, i always try to be kind to everyone around me because that's make me feel good, but recently i thought to myself "where are they when i need them?". idk if its selfish for me to wanting someone to come and ask me do i need help. after thinking like that i'm slowly beginning to wonder "am i always alone this time?". sorry for the mumble, my english is not that good and idk how to express my emotion in text

she died right in my arms....

Why this 2 me...He will never say "ily..." I hate myself...why can't I do anything about it... Domt mind me, I'm stupid...I should die.

I just want to cry... But don't have enough tears to cry...

What is the point of living why should we theres only murder horror and death in the world even when we grow old we die why not die now whats the point is trying to stop and extend our deaths... why... keep going...

Im 14, im still young and already crying myself to sleep like this. I just wanna be loved, i don't wanna be hated and get left on for what i am anymore, i just wanna be like everyone else despite how bad i could be. I don't want to feel the feeling when i know your crush will always be with someone else better than me. I wanna feel like im good enough for once. I don't want the only person i could call my friend say no one would care if i did anymore. I can't "it is what it is" it out anymore. For once i just want to feel loved, i just want to feel like im good enough, i just want to feel like i have someone on my side, i just want to feel that i look good enough, i just want my parents to stop telling me that im a disappointment, i just want to hear an "i love you" For once i just wanna be happy

Highschool was hell. Every second I spend there, Im losing my dignity as a human being. Its not like I dont want to socialize in fact i am TRYING TO but my classmates only care about their circle of friends and their social statuses. Dont you know how fucking hell it is for me to spend 3 YEARS with these people who dont even try to look at me or understand me as a HUMAN BEING? Its like im only a trash bag that was left in the corner and avoided.. all these years of loneliness and isolation doesnt help with my already emotionally deprived ass. I cant fucking do this anymore life sucks so bad it feels like im raising just to be pushed down to where i was again.. it’s so tiring to keep pretending everything is okay. I mean does anybody even care if im okay or not? No one does.

I cried hard af from reading all the heartwarming comments and typing this out I once said something that i wasnt meant to say, and now that person hates me for mentioning it when it was an accident.. i knew how it felt bc im going through it and i feel like i cant forgive myself, i feel like they hate me with the passion more than anything, i felt like if it was better for me to never be her friend in the first place and maybe they would have a better life. Im still thinking of the most sincere and genuine apology i could ever give because i feel like im just a shitty person who doesnt even cares abt others and thinking i care abt myself more..i dont show it but deep down i care abt all my friends and family more than anything.. And now that i said that offensive thing, my life is a living hell

So there's this one friend in school i like (Im gay btw) but he's straight. Every moment with him feels like a situationship and its driving me crazy. With me being a sensitive ass mf, I always feel awkward as he knows i have a crush on him. He acts both nice and playful with me making me even more delusional. In school i'm always an ambivert, talking to people is fun but having alone time is sick too but I always had a fixation on being loved as the pandemic helped to suppress my relationship with anyone. Everyone feels like just a person who likes to gossip and no one actually cares for my feelings... Then when I go home, I just feel so lonely, I dont rlly talk to my family about anything, and nobody ever chats me unless its some school shit or whatever. I just wanna feel loved, I just wanna feel the embrace of his hug, I just want someone to comfort me... Oh I wish you loved me Chris.

I have one friend!! But she doesn't consider me her best friend even tho i have given up my life to her and stopped hanging out with other people and buying her everything I could!! Yet i watch her talk to others how she wants to leave this school and leave all her friends here and go back to her old town. I listen to her complain how everyone is annoying, including me. I got my reputation messed with her for the first time. I stopped my hobbies to hang out with her. Yet she wants to leave me and i get it, she misses her old friend! Yet I noticed how she called someone I showed her and she has talked to like three times, but she callsa them her best friend... Am I too annoying? Am I too clingy? Do I complain too much? Am I enough? I see her get 12 grade reading levels when we are just in 6 grade. I see her get 11th grade level in all the rest of our classes. She is smart. She is calm. Yet she makes me feel unworthy, jealous, scared, lonely, stupid, annoying, and out of place. I also am not allowed to do much like play tag with others or even really speak until she has let me... I know no one will see this except you who had patience to read my voice that is wishes it was mute for good, so thabk you for having such patience with me I hope you enjoy your life for the rest of it!! If you ever think you're useless, just remember that you are special for having patience and you are not alone!! 🫶🏼

Today wasn't a good day for the most part.. I overthought some things and I thought of the worst. I wanted to give up on my hopes and dreams...especially after some other issues. They won't come true. I put two of my pookies on my in-brain (not the written one) kill list today. They'll be gone soon hopefully. I just need to forget. I won't forget. I listened to a really weird/eerie song about war and it made me think.. about life. What even is it? It's so fragile yet crucial. We can't go on without it. It comes in all shapes and sizes, all forms. It's awful, terrible, amazing, beautiful. It's magical and disgusting. Life is bad. I've been so busy with editing today and pressured by the voice in the back of my head to finish a project I'm doing with my pookies. I didn't have any help and I was driven to work on it. I won't be able to finish it. Then there's some random life problems. No. Shut up, tomorrow will be a new, sunny day. There's always another day to try and try again. No matter how bad the last was, tomorrow is a new page. A new empty page where you can write it how you like. Maybe ink will spill on it, it's not your fault. I need to be positive. I can do this, tomorrow! My hopes and dreams will come true. I will forget. Life is good. I will be able to finish it. I'll try again tomorrow. May the sun shine down on the new, windy day✨

I tried to drown once. Didn't go well. Tried to hang myself. Didn't go as planned. Got bit by a dog. Got vaccines before the symptoms kicked in. Stabbed one of my eyes. It did work. But they place an artificial one in. *A N N O Y I N G .*

i like vent playlists because the songs are fire (i am actually happy, not depressed)

I'm here for the same reason as everyone else. Stay strong everyone, I wish I could hug you.

Guys I found her, I love her.

Have no tears to cry so I just stare into the wall for hours till I fall asleep

I never thought i would get in this situation... but right now my biggest wish is to be able to look at the mirror at the end of the day and tell myself "you have done a good job today! You are amazing" truly meaning it...

Even though the whole school knows me, I'm still struggling to find a true friend

how do i get them to love me back?

i'm cooked if my friends find out about this lmfaooo

Oh cupid, why must I earn your arrow? I thought you gave love to ones who needed it the most.

I'm fine, I swear.

"It seems like life no longer has meaning...Humans need love but why do they hate each other then?"

I just want to be enough. I just want my parents back. I just want a normal life. I just want to be happy. I just want someone to love me. I just want to be understood. I just want to stop taking pills to be happy. I just want to stop taking pills to be normal. I just want him back. I just want everything to go back to normal like it was…….

Your skin isn't paper don't cut it!! Your skin isn't wax so don't burn it!! Your neck isn't a coat so don't hang it! You aren't a flower so don't cut the stems off making it fall. Don't fake a smile if your not okay.. It's ok to be upset! You are not alone don't listen to that 1% they are only trying to bring you down into the deep end in chains. Unlock those chains swim to the top of the water. If your feeling down its alright find something to distract yourself, such as a pet or a plushie etc. Or your favourite tv show. I went through something sad too, your not alone!! There is always someone out there who cares about you and I am one of them! To anyone reading this please don't take your life, its precious! Your an awesome talented and sweet person!! Not mean or ugly if you hear those ppl they are jealous of you!! ^^ I'm proud of you making it this far keep going!! (Feel free to spread the word ^^

People say im cute, say I have a good personality, they say they have a crush on me. But do they ask me out? NO. Has even just ONE of them asked? NO. IDK if I'll find a love or not. The crush I have is obsessed with someone who broke his heart already, they are together right now. Will someone tell me they like me? Probably not. I'm not a lot of peoples types, when I say people have crushes on me, I mean like 3 people.

I feel shitty… I do not know my name I do not feel the same Purple put me to shame Why do I care for a video game The way I hide my hands The same way his begins to dance The way we both began to prance Even his little Dino stance Make me believe I have a chance I feel shitty The freckles on my nose The way my expressions froze All seem to mimic him Look at that I’m acting like a pathetic cat I wish I could cut the act I’m not beaten I’m not bruised so why the f Do I relate to you. Eve like the fruit My religion is always a hoot Make me sway and that loot is a sin too shoot. First the lakes of Kami now my own religion eclectic pagan is What I have chosen. You can call me rain yet again I have forgotten my name Blame it on your idol how purple their curly haven. But you do not need saving. Doors slamming is normal don’t act so fucking formal. Yelling to the point of tears now I can’t remember those years Throwing things across the room I felt my life was ment for doom Politics began to fume Separation begins to loom with the thought of losing my cousin because of you I used cords across the den all around my tiny “feminine” collar With all those unnecessary tears I could earn a dollar From the person I used to call my mother. Call me things that aren’t true and act like I’m hurting you Blame me for freaking out But it’s a response of abuse without a doubt I don’t want your comfort in times of need “Why don’t you fucking talk to me🥺” Jee I wander why….

Amazing having to watch my ex (first kiss & first love) flirting with one of my best friends for two hours every week because they sit in front of me in my physics class. At the same time I hate her so much and yet something inside of me still loves her. What kind of pitiful feeling even is that? I don't want her to love anyone except me, but I don't want her to love me? I'm going mad inside or something I knew I should've jumped out as soon as I heard she has been with many people, when she cuddled onto me the day after my best friend rejected her, the same girl that I've never seen in a relationship that lasted longer than a month. But no, I just had to stay, I needed my first love to go to her. How can I ever even be friends with her again? I even want to start doing motorbike lessons because I need some way to vent, but the only place offering lessons in my town IS IN THE BUILDING SHE LIVES IN. I just can't do all of this anymore. I wanna go, away from her, away from all that reminds me of her, from her friends, from everything. That's not gonna happen though. I don't particularily want to die, but I also... don't not want to die? Like, I won't kill myself, but if I die, then so be it, what did I lose anyway? Eh, I probably should go to therapy.

I can’t even speak to someone without stuttering that’s why I don’t answer questions in class all the time I’m nervous and anxious

People are nicer to me on the internet then irl it’s weird and people on the internet understand me better then anything

0:01 No Surprises by Radiohead 4:41 BedRoom by yungatita 9:01 Jealous by Eyedress 10:44 it was nice while it lasted by unjaps 13:07 After Dark by Mr Kitty y’all welcome

i have a friend who saved me from suicide just a night ago. i love him so much

is abt to do an amazing downbeat the frys ad 💀

WHERE ALL GOING TO CRUMBLE AND DIE WITH THIS ONE🗣🔥

Remeber. There is 8 billion people on the earth and there is no way that no one will love you. Wish yall best of the luck.

Meu Senhor que vontade enorme de tirar minha vida, como que alguém que me colocou nesse mundo não poder compreender a própria filha?????????

Hey guys this is for all the girls out there dealing with Puberty. Please do not get embarrassed About it , Don't let your mom make you embarrassed about it or sad or anyone else because it is the way life made us girls no girl is stupid or disgusting or ugly when they go through puberty it is the way god made us to be.

"is it hard to get one hug from you?"

honestly i know im late to commenting but . im scared to grow up, my birthday is in a few weeks and i really dont want it to be tho it has to be, kinda crying about it but also happy at the same time i dont wanna get older but i know i have to and i know its just a bit older then i am now its just sad i have to be older when i wanted to stay how old i am. :[ wish i could stay my age forever growing up was never fun for me even tho i always get cool birthdays.

I can’t tell if I’m annoying to people or am I just a bad friend that pulls away from them leaving me all alone again, I’m too scared/embarrassed to ask friends. I don’t get it, what’s wrong with me?

grandma: "how was your day" Me: ...

When your in so much pain you cant cry.......

*You see Kakorra standing at the edge of a building.* "salutations, love. how are you feeling today, hm? tired? we all have those days, dear. that's okay. you rest now." *Kakorra sits down.* "lean on me if you need. i'm always going to be here for you, and i'll always try to do my best to help that beautiful, worthy smile shine through." *Kakorra gestures to the setting sun in the distance, gently resting the side of his head on yours.* "isn't it beautiful?" *He asks.* *He pauses.* "you can talk to me, y'know. what you tell me stays with me," *He chuckles.* "not to pry, (user), i just...think about this," *Kakorra begins.* "you're a soda bottle, yes?" *He chuckles again.* "yes, (user), that's a metaphor. but say you are. life's problems shake you up, day by day, and if you keep it all bottled up, it can become overwhelming and you could hurt yourself mentally." *Kakorra says, tilting his head off of yours and back a little bit.* "it's healthy to let things out." "what's that? you don't like talking? well, that's fine. did you use the fidgets i gave you for stress last time? yes? good, good." *He nods.* "well, how about i shut my trap and let you rest now? sweet dreams, (user)." ~Kakorra Silverstein, Therapy OC