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Видео
I just want to be loved… {vent playlist}
Просмотров 2,4 млн2 года назад
Feel free to vent it’s ok you can just let everything out no one’s forcing :)..
/𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒅𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖/ you have social-anxiety :c {*ventplaylist*}
Просмотров 27 тыс.2 года назад
) Meaning-: people judge you the way you look and act :( ) (Credit of the vent art)-: ) -@riihabaa on Twitter-. )
I trusted you… /vent Playlist/ 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕖𝕤/read description! *Optional*
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-Vent playlist mix up- (mix up vent- fast to slow songs) -up to 9-10 songs- %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Please Injoy and feel free to share your thoughts  And your parts (if you know what I mean) but injoy !!!!!!!!!
It’s not /vent play list/first play list I made*
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It’s not /vent play list/first play list I made*
bro, the title is so relatable im an abnormal freak who should be forgotten ong. I've found my purpose, and that's to be everyone's personal punch bag
i would've made another vent comment, but ever since i've applied "everything's gonna be fine" my sadness has been replaced with apathy. can't say its better or not to be honest, sometimes i'll reminisce about the past just to feel real, even if it also made me feel sad
I NEED TO FEEL LIKE I AM WORTHY OF SOMETHING, I NEED LOVE AND AFFECTION IM SO DESPERATE FOR APPROVAL. I'M STARTING TO SHOUT OUT FOR A LOVE SO DISTANT, I NEED SOMEONE TO STAY AND TELL ME THAT I'M A GOOD PERSON AND I DON'T NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF I JUST WNANT LOVE
2 months left, this is my last year bro. I’m just so tired of what revolves around me it never change. I hate myself bro.
Just a year ago, when i shouldn't have been on the internet, i was groomed. I sent nudes and we sexted. A few of their friends noticed that a 12 year old shouldn't send nudes to someone who is 17. For a while, I had self harmed and had suicidal thoughts, but a then very close friend (who i now consider as a sister) had cheered me up. She shouldn't have to deal with my shit, but she still comforted me and I felt very cared for, for once. I could be honest with her and the rest of my friend group. But the point is that things do get better, even if there's still a permanent scar, she told me that, and it's stuck with me. "And you need to know that healing from something this extreme will take a while, but every wound heals eventually even if it leaves a scar" were her exact words. I will never forget those words. Thank you, sis.
Guys I’m 11 🤓☝️☝️
Xill Madder Allo
Hi everyone I don't get many likes so no one will probably see this but,I BEAT DEPRESSION❤🩹3 MONTHS ❤🩹 CLEAN!!
You had depression for 3 months?
POV: You're always the one that everyone runs to for help but is never actually helped... (Me)
Pov: your tired getting better
👇 de like si tienes traumas 😊 los intiendo ❤
I want to die. My crush friend zoned me and said we were only friends and she liked my friend. I liked her for 8 years and told her good morning and goodnight every day. Kill me please I can’t take it
Well bro don't kill urself over that, bc I bet if she said yes she would cheat on u so it's better this way and plus life is better with no women around 😊
You're gonna end yourself over a girl? Everyone gets rejected by a girl no matter what, its a part of life you'll have to overcome.
@@IZAKOKINGlife is better with a good woman, sure its harder to find one today, but as a man you have to work yourself up to earn one.
i miss my daddy...
why does it need to hurt so much? i dont even know why im so hurt... i just wanna disappear. i need it to stop. i wanna die
I imagine death in front’s of me waiting for me to die
This is original from "@its_ava5793" (the fact online people know us better than our parents and irl friends) so does that mean cami knew me better??
𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔
*“Just stop arguing for a minute….”*
Same
Music comforts me more than my parents …
I just cant see myself as a 20- year old woman, I am pobably dead by then.
Thank you my friends tried the suicide trend on tiktok some flinked some succeed -.. i needed this-..
Anyone wanna sh with me or give me tips on it? If so reply to this if not then don’t idc lol
Sh?
@ sh = self harm
Hey guys I hate my life because I dated 4 girls and they all broke up with me for another guy each time I'm sad 😭 and I miss my childhood friend that was like sister to me and she used to help go through the things that happen to me
both of my childhood friends started to be more and more transphobic in the recent years and I've been openly trans for years (we've all been friends for 16 years and we're just 19-20)
Wish I could go back and warn my past self what was coming maybe she would be more prepared-
When everyone around you are a fake liars and only are talking to you when they may need something from you.
I just wanna go home. ive been saying that for seven years now, Im sixteen Home rlly is a feeling, one i rarely feel anymore.
Hi everyone I am 22 and I got fired from my job and now I feel like a failure. I wish I could do something about these feelings. I know things will get better if I keep trying but I am too scared of future. Sorry I know this must be annoying to read
ow...thats soo bad, i feel soo sorry for you
Why would anyone love you if you don't even love yourself in the first place?
Bro i am actualy happy and on god lucky cuz of that and i swear to god whana meet you guys here and help you no joke cuz im very happy in life and i know some of you arent and even if i cant meet you i still want the best of luck and happiness to every single mf here
The video ends, catches on a tear that's formed in the corner of my eye, making it glisten. "I think... I think maybe the point isn't to erase the bad stuff. Maybe it's about... about learning to carry it. And still making room for good things. Like listening vent playlist and cleaning my windows. Looking at the world, through fresly cleaned glass."
I have no friends, my family doesn't care about me, my mom cut off all of my communication to the outside world because I'm grounded, I'm lucky she didn't find this tablet. My science teacher is the only person who actually seemed to care, he asked if I was okay and after I brushed it off he asked again, more seriously, I was planning on doing it that day but I guess I'm so useless I can't even do it right. He's the only person I can email who actually cares about me. I promised him I would tell him if I needed anything, I lied and I'm sorry, I really am, I don't even want to email him because I'm afraid that I'm bothering him, but I also know that if I don't he might worry, and I don't want him to worry, and I'm on break for a week now so I can't even give him the letter I wrote him, and then maybe he'd read it early and try to help me. I'm so ready to just drift away in my sleep. In passing conversation my aunt told me she knows reincarnation is real so maybe that would be better than what's happening rn. I just want to feel loved and cared about. I see my science teacher as a father figure in my head, that's how desperate I am for a found family. I just want to feel loved on a regular basis, to be free from all of this.
Don't be sad, you are a good person and you deserve all the best ❤🙂
*you mustn't care about me*
i like music
As of November 21st 2024 7:27PM when I type this am in a state of depression. For an Ex girlfriend who loved me dearly, we both loved another to death. First for everything, kiss, hugs, cuddles and even being like parents together with her dog when he was only a puppy. We were together since Freshmen year I remember asking her to be mine and screaming happily at night when she said yes. We then got married freshmen year and from then on together forever. There were definitley faults especially because of me but at a point in October or late September. I felt she was so valuable and perfect I couldnt provide or be enough for her so I asked her for a break because I was so confused with my own self. She fought so hard to make it not happen but I told her because you've moved schools try to find new people like friends in the meantime because I cant be there. Alot of the time i told her find soemone better because I was a horrible husband yet she still fought. Mid october rolls around we still talk and tell each other we love another because I didnt care if I was on a break or not my connection, our connection ran that deep. Every morning id send pictures she heart them and my birthday rolls up on the 18th of October. "Happy birthday cruzie!!! you look good today, the next day and the day after that and the week after and the year and onward!" Best thing I heard more than my PS5 I got that day. We still talk eventually I finally learned hey maybe I have value and shes ready to fix it all. November 2nd I ask her when will ya come back as she said shes not entirley ready yet which was fine. She then says alot is busy with her life and school assignments and i think friends too, then she said she has a **boyfriend** who respects that. I read twice before my mind broke, my heart and soul was torn. I tried everything did everything so late and it was my fault and I called her begging her please we can fix this he wont have what I have. Cried, hurt the same way she did for me but in her perspective it was too late for any of that now and I know its my fault. I asked her how long have you been with this person she said "i cant say that" it got worse in my soul. I asked her please im ready to fix it but she said I cant changed my decision cruzie and when I cried more and more and hurt more and more she just said whatever cruzie. Eventually blocked me on everything from discord to to whatsapp and roblox. I'll never know if she'll come back as its our Junior years now. One day maybe I'll get a text after maybe in a year or less who knows. If shes reading this Im sorry I never was enough or did enough I love you eternally ❤
I'm so sorry
Im only 15 and im a freshman and everyone talking about jobs and learning how to drive and its scary i don't want to become a adult and have to worry about my dreams come true or sex or having kids or money i just want to be a teenager forever
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i cant cry but atleast i can smile
As an autistic person i love this.
As an autistic person, YOU ARE GAY
Not anymore. I just want to exist and get over with this life now since I'm too weak to even think of harming myself and since people are doing perfect job at that.
I had to help myself. Now I help others like me.
I wish to do the same, and I hope I have.
Dont we all
Maybe...
Sad story, I was minding my own business in class and then I get a text from my old crush, let’s call her G. G and I were close but we started arguing over stupid stuff and eventually she called me out and falsely accused me of “sexual harassment” when in the end I was both physically and mentally being bullied by her and her family. In the end it lead to my little to no reputation burn to hell and yesterday had been shoved into a locker and beat up. I can’t fight or defend for myself and when I found out that it all lead to her calling it made me feel like shit.😢
Tak po prostu zaczęłam płakać..........przypominając sobie momenty w których wiedziałem że już nic z tego nie będzie ale jednocześnie tak bardzo chciałem żeby było jak kiedyś.....................
i just people to notice me and care about me
what is the name song at 9:11 ?
Jealous - eyedress
through out heaven hell and earth you just want to be loved but once you get a taste its like a drug you want more and more but its hard to not have
Friends to lovers❤
Im so tired of being ignored, or moreso my experiences being ignored Every time i talk about it she just has to pull the attention to her
im sorry
im...fine...thanks for the music...
i kinda just want to give up on everything. i don't know what to do