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i’m so anxious that i don’t even want to go into the grocery store anymore. social anxiety is limiting me so badly. i am so terrified to wear anything that i like because i feel like people will say things like “oh that’s weird” or laugh at me. it holds me back from making friends. i’m so awkward and don’t ever know what to say to please people.
@@rose0apollo231 thank you so much. i forgot about this comment and i am amazed. i feel so confident now. i wear whatever i want. i say what i want. (appropriately) and it’s crazy that i used to feel like this.
I just have to get this off my chest So I haven't really been diagnosed with social anxiety, but if I were to tell my parents they would tell me I'm being 'pathetic' and to just be grateful because some people have it worse. But I show literally all of the symptoms. I try to avoid social interactions, I hate being the center of attention, I always feel like people are judging me and watching me, and I shake and sweat when I have to do some sort of presentation. And I honestly just don't know how to talk to people. And then I replay conversations over and over in my head, and wonder why I can't just be *normal* like everybody else'. I just wish I wasn't so awkward, and could make jokes, and know what to say and how to act. Luckily it's gotten better the past couple of months, but I think it's coming back again. I really don't want it to get severe again, and I'm trying to focus more on self love but I just can't get rid of it. I honestly just feel like nobody understands
I self-diagnosed myself with SAD with the DSM-5 criterion because it was so obvious to me, but I am so so sorry about that. Us socially anxious freaks need to stick together...
I am fake. At school, I act like the most confident person and I’ve been told from people that they admire me for that “trait”, but in reality im insecure and anxious and always worried about what other people think, especially since im in hi cap.
I hate it. I hate me. it’s ruining me day by day. making me hide away. making me push others away. i cant even fucking leave my room without crying or almost crying. No matter where i am, what im doing, i feel judged. everyones eyes are on me. watching my every move. Making fun of everything i do. I mess one thing up and then everyone hates me. They are always watching me, all eyes on me. Social anxiety is a curse and i wish no one has to deal with it.
0:00 - 2:30 that must be so confusing for a little girl 2:31 - 5:28 strawberry shortcake by melanie martinez 5:29 - 6:15 jealousy jealousy by olivia rodrigo 6:16 - 9:30 deviltown by cavetown 9:31 - 11:40 prom queen by beach bunny 11:41 - 16:19 idk sorry 16:20 - 19:46 not allowed by tv girl
Funny to turn from social butterfly to social anxiety from extremly extroverted to Super extremly introverted from 34 friends to 2 friends from a happy warm face to a cold Ahh face.
small vent: i used to be really extroverted and i didn’t care at all about my appearance. then i got really bad acne (it’s genetic) and literally everything fell apart. i have pretty severe social anxiety, i have panic attacks when i have to go meet new people or go places and i always constantly think everyone’s watching me. and hating me. i’m so jealous of everyone who has never had to talk to their mom and then watch her eyes go up to your forehead, your biggest pimple, etc. like why can’t she look me in the eyes?!?! that’s my biggest fear and i just hate being around people, being around everyone. i have such a big nose and i think i’m annoying and it’s hard for me to make friends and after social events i just go into my room and cry. i hate myself sm.
It’s not your fault for the acne or anything I’m sorry about the issue with your mom don’t hate yourself I would love to be friends with you ❤❤ I hope you find some comfort 😊
I always thought that I was an extrovert person, talkative and trying to be nice to everyone. Turns out that I was masking the whole time, and I'm well aware of it now 'cause I feel like I change my personality completely depending on who I am with. Lately I've been having trouble to understand and talk with people around me, I feel like no matter how hard I try, nobody understands or like me and that makes me think I'm a bad person, even though my psychologist and my parents tell me otherwise
I have social anxiety, I get anxiety/panic attacks just thinking about people or seeing them I cry everytime I get back from school,I do have one best friend but I never hangout with her cause I’m scared to even get out from my class I do talk to my classmates just because I don’t want them to know that I’m literally scared of humans but whenever I do I literally go cry in the bathroom and start shaking my family got sick of it and I did too and even some of my classmates know that I am scared of people and they make is worse. They call me a depressed sad person even when I’m not it’s just cause I don’t talk/smile because why would I smile for what? And I’ve been introvert since I was a kid but whenever I grow up it gets so much worse like last year I started getting panic/anxiety attacks what’s next????? It’s so scary and I really want to start changing and talking to people like idk what’s gonna help🥲 But at the end of the day everyone struggles and no one have a perfect life I know it’s hard but with work everything is gonna get better for me and you you’re strong I’m strong it won’t be like that forever so it’s okay we’re gonna get out from this together 🫶🏻
one time i got to the store and all the stuff changed from place so i had to ask a worker there but i was so scared to ask if feel so stupid that i can't just ask someone something
My first day of my new school was horrible these people laughed at me and it's elementary with middle school so I hate it and when it was lunch I almost had an anxiety attack I literally hate myself and then the music teacher was talking about a play in front of everyone I was not going to raise my hand because I literally hate people I don't know!
Same.....why do I have to be the weird goth social anxiety kid? Why? I'm sick of thinking everyone hates me and sometimes I don't really want to be here but I don't want to die ..... Is it just me or all of us who have social anxiety get bullied because they think we're "faking it for attention" 😮💨
don't you love it when you have social anxiety and your one teacher that is super good with mental health puts you in a group without your one friend in the entire class that makes you feel 100% safe and unjudged because AAAAAAAAAA it's only the second day of the project but last time I was on the verge of tears the entire time and my heart rate was 147 and whenever I think about it I start crying I also literally plan to wear long sleeves to wipe my tears on
I never had that happened I hope you and your friend keep a wonderful and amazing friendship I hope your grades stay good I hope your emotional and physical state stays good 😊❤
So umm vent ig. My parents told me to get mustard and other things from the store today. I was just on edge the whole time I was there and when I wanted to put the mustard glass in my bag I dropped it onto the floor. So of course everyone was immediatly staring at me. Than I had to get a worker and tell them that I dropped it. I told them it, they saw the fear in my eyes and told me that it's fine. I just said goodbye and went to get my bag. Another person asked if I was alright when I went to get my bag. It's nice and all that, but in that moment I just shook my head and run home as fast as I could. Now I'm here, in my room, writing this and eating ice cream to calm myself down after my anxiety attack. (it was kinda good to write that down ngl) (I just sat here 5 minutes now and hovered over the comment button. Just gonna comment it Ig. I have nothing to lose!)
i just cried reading this because i did something like that recently too but idk in just hurt to know i didn't change at all, i am not all brave, so that day i go to the store to get myself food and candy's (i was really hungry for cola) and i dropped my coins on the ground, though of not paying it all but some good woman helped me and i tried paying all my food but could not, so outside the store i just covered my face with my hands and was ashamed and cried a little then remember there are still people and wanted to go to the parc but could not, there were girls my age and i was too scared, so i got home, and was sad, real sad a mess in a dirty room, just thinking i will never be okay, just .. can't be good, sorry, just wanted to vent and go away but your story made me so sad
@@tenshi-no7902 I'm so sorry for you, I just want to let you know that you're not alone with this problems. I always think I'm actually getting better, but then such things happen and I'm down again. Just you know, many people struggle with this. Not everyone is brave enough to say such a story and how they really felt during it. So I think you're on the right way. :)
Today i had my debate competition. I prepared really well but as I saw like 500 people infront of me. I forgot everything, started shivering alot and i just made fun of there
You know that feeling? That feeling where no one understands you but instead hates you, you loathe your own skin, you think your selfish, you think your a demon child yes it hurts, I udnerstand you Im sorry behalf the people around you, you may be selfish, evil, ugly, fatty, skinny, or whatever but so what? Just dont mind them, I know it hurts but if you keep clinging on them will you ever achieve your own happiness? Remember to not be blinded by the eyes around you
Social anxiety is a curse that gatekeeps me from being able to experience life. That's why it pisses me off when people fake having it/want to have it.
Vent Last week in school for geography, teacher would choose all students to show something on geographic card and i was so scared. It was like 10 minutes before ringing bell, i started biting my nails, i felt so cold yet i was shaking and i felt so hot. My leg was shaking and i even cried. My friend said " don't worry, you have time " and it made me feel even worse. Thanks God it ringed and teacher didn't choose me, when i stood up i felt dizzy, like i was going to faint, my hair was so wet and other friend asked me if i was okay. I just replied yes because no matter what nobody will understand my social anxiety. I just started high school, there's a lot of more incidents. I always used to throw up from social anxiety 1-6 grade. I just started high school and i got friends. I act like i'm extroverted but i'm really not. And this friday i finally raised hand in class and got right answer. My heart was beating so fast but i did it! I never raised my hand before because of social anxiety. I'm proud of myself but it's hard.
I was a "normal" kid in elementary school who talked to everyone in class without feeling judged. It all changed somewhere towards the start of 6th grade. I felt like I didn't fit in cause of my weight and appearance. I slowly lost friendship with my bff throughout middle school, and I went virtual in 8th grade (I regret). Freshman year, I went back to public, but I felt even more alone. Everyone was so pretty and had friends, I had none and never had the courage to talk to anyone. I felt everyone constantly judged me. Spring break of freshman year was when the pandemic started, so I had to go virtual again for my sophomore year. I can't even talk to a person without trailing off, stuttering, forgetting words, etc. I'm a senior now, graduating in May, and I still don't have any friends. I've come to the conclusion that I don't deserve to have friends or have relationships with anyone, cause idk how. I can't even take compliments from people cause my brain always thinks that they don't mean it, or they are just pitying me. It hurts, and I think about it every night. People always say, "Talk to a therapist/counselor", But how? I can't even have the courage to speak to anyone without feeling judged and hated. I feel stuck since I just don't know what to do.
You can talk to me I don’t judge or anything I won’t tell anyone either if it’s something you don’t want a lot of people knowing I hope you find some peace and calmness for the rest of your life there’s nothing wrong with your appearance you are probably beautiful ❤❤❤
I've been bottling it up for years, but today it just came out of the blue in physics and my teacher sent me to the nurse. When I got there she was trying to talk me through it but i didnt want to talk (she was really nice though, not obnoxious or anything) and then I forgot to grab an anxiety gummy before I left for break and was literally freaking out about going back but i got one and it really helped for my play in english.
I cant keep going like this, I like this girl, she's everything I could want and more, she always spots me at school and comes up to hug me, and when she does I feel loved, I feel like I have everything I'll ever need, but, she hugs everyone, she makes everyone happy, and I'm scared to confess because I don't think she will ever like me like that, I feel like she's just a friend, I mean she likes girls so thank god I didn't fall for a straight girl (btw Idk what my sexuality is either, but I know I'm not straight and that's another thing I'm worried about!!!) why is life so hard, Amazing playlist btw 🥰🌈❤💕
I just wanted to say that I swear it will be alright one day or another. I had really REALLY bad friends ( i don't really want to talk about it 😅) and I have found friends that support me and understand when i'm not feeling good ! I remember that one day, i had a VERY bad anxiety attack and all of my classmates and bet friends started laughing at me and it was not very nice ! yeah ! I think i would'nt have social anxiety if i didnt had a childhood like this... hehe. And THAT'S why the internet is amazing. I know there will be always people that support you and that's really cool ! So good luck with your life ( for those who are reading this ) and I wish you the best ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍💖
actually i got social anxiety because of being isolated in home for almost 6 years my parents do not let me go play with other kids outside and only if i go to school i feel like i didn't enjoy almost fully of my childhood because of them, which i really hate even if i try to not be a person that has social anxiety and introverted at a really young age no matter how hard i try i'll always be and stay as that "introverted quiet and has social anxiety kid"
I’m about to vent rn so- I really don’t know what to do with my life. I have massive social anxiety, adhd, celiac disease, and yeah, I have insomnia, and yeah I guess I have friends. But they are only relevant when school is in, and I always tell myself I’m not weird. I’m just so tired all the time since I can’t sleep, and my adhd doesn’t help with it because it just makes me more lively. I only ever sleep after a wear my body out so it’s so annoying if I finish with a long day and I can’t sleep. I contemplate telling my parents about my struggles but my dad works late and my mom is a teacher so i don’t wanna add anymore stress on their shoulders. I just don’t know what I should do. I had a scare yesterday where one of the girls I knew started choking me while i was giving her a piggyback ride IN THE WATER. I could have died if two guys I knew weren’t also in the water. I couldn’t breathe and that scared me so- that’s all I’m gonna say. And I just had to rant my life story to strangers, so read it or not.
I can't even remember how many times I felt like this, I'm so tired and I just want to be sane and happy. I don't understand why I'm like this, I've always been like this but I don't understand why, really... is it normal for a girl to be so unsociable? In kindergarten I was always the quiet one and since then I could never change, I had many opportunities, I went through many stages but I really don't have what it takes to change and be happy. I guess that I'm just gonna give up for today
Don’t give up! You can do this I may not know you and even if this doesn’t help you are amazing and It’s normal for some people to not be social people. Sending hugs 🫂 ❤
0:00 - 2:30 that must be so confusing for a little girl 2:30 - 5:29 strawberry shortcake 5:30 - 6:15 jealously jealously Those are the first three I didn’t do all cause I felt lazy 😅
I've had social anxiety all my life. I'm scared I'm too far gone, not even the pills work. And I'm terrified of doing presentations that I would rather fail then even have someone judge my work in front of me. My brain is so focused on trying to convince myself that I should be afraid of others judging me that nothing helps and I feel like people are judging me even if I'm alone. It feels too normal, I'm honestly scared I'm never gonna get better.
I just really hate not being able to talk to strangers, especially teachers. And the first thing my dad thinks is that I think I am all-knowing or something and it completely discouraged me from ever talking to him about any mental health stuff cause I am not confident at all, I don't think I know better than my teachers, I feel like I know nothing compared to my classmates. And there's no way I'm ever talking to teachers cause I'm so afraid of them thinking and confirming that I am a worthless piece of garbage that doesn't deserve their time. Thank you for reading my vent 🙇
I'm so fake at school I act like the loudest person and the one that makes everyone laugh but deep down I observe every single thing people say about me. How they look at me, how they talk to me andhow they behave with me i do have friends but I think they probably find me annoying and stupid.
i have this compliacted feeling i want friends but I cant talk to people because the way the world treated me traumatized. i don't mean my parents btw its other people all i wished was to be noticed, treated nicely, and have freinds.
I need help, I say things and don’t mean to. One time in writing class, I said someone burned our pride flag (we didn’t even have one) and so I burned his American flag (I DIDNT I SWEAR). And now the popular/bully/class clown in our class hates me the most :( I want help
Rant- I hate this curse, but I feel so guilty about talking about it to another person, that really I’m just faking it. I want to reach out to other people around me, in the same fandoms as me but they seem so much better than me, why do I mess up so god damn much? I know that they don’t secretly hate me but it feels self centered to say that. I want to do m.a.p.s! But I have no experience with animation or backgrounds, I say I’ll practice but then the thought of talking to actual artists it feels as if I’m ruining their art with my shitty doodles. I really hope no one reads this
nobody will understand, social anxiety and, social awkwardness, unless you've experienced it, its very suffocating, it feels like everybody will hate you or hate you for doing something or because you did something, or some other stuff, it feels like a bubble of loneliness except when someone suggest to pop the bubble you refuse, and feel guilty, its a really anxious, guilty kinda, feeling, not only but just KNOWING, you have social awkwardness and social anxiety is very weird, i feel very different, as i blame myself for a-lot, and when someone's in trouble you feel like your part of it, making you feel timid and scared and anxious, it so pressuring, its a weird feeling, like if everything got jumbled up and now its dizzy, you also sometimes feel jealousy of people who are extroverts and DONT have social anxiety & awkwardness, because there never left out and you are, feeling discluded compared to them. Btw please don't steal this in comments, videos, or anything including docs, as this is serious and id like everyone to do there own research, and also this is personal to my own life and id like for everyone to respect that.
VENT: The last few weeks I've struggled, in school I sit in class with headphones in waiting for class to end, I can hear people talking and laughing 'They are talking to you' is what I'm thinking. People walk past me and look at me 'You must look funny' I say to myself. I try to drown it out but I can't, I won't talk to my parents about it, they wont understand like they said they do. I don't know whats wrong with me, Does anyone have advice?
I feel crappy because no matter what community I join, people are always mean and it shows. I try to be nice and conversate and then it blows up in my face. With Irl friends, with people I barely know, and in a language I don't speak very well. It just sucks. 😭
Everyone has called me shy since i was little. I cant make friends easily people have always come to me when im lonely. I went to the dance with my older sister in the highschool but i couldnt and got so nervous i started crying it but it felt good after surpressing my emotions for so long i feel numb a lot of the time. I also cried in class cause i felt so lonely and cause a boy was intentionaly making me nervous. I had an ed cause of my insecurities and went to a hospital. I get easily stressesd in social places and i feel the need to distract myself so indont seem akward. I just want to cry but its almost as if i forgot how i want to talk to someone about the stuff i like and our similarities. I want to go back to 4th grade
Please read this, Is someone is venting don’t say , “fr” “relate “ “ ikr” It just makes everything about yourself (No hate ) I pray for you guys who are struggling
I don't really know how I came here. Literally I was the perfect little girl that all parents would show to their children's. I was a really social girl,I had really good grades and most importantly all people in my school loved me. Everything fall apart when I turned to 11. I fall in love with the popular guy at our school. After I met him everything changed. I never had insecurities in my life before then but something changed I started to compare myself. I would always think everyone was beautiful than me. They were. My grades started to get lower and lower and last year I wasn't the top of my class. It was the everything I had. My grades they were not just some random numbers. They were like the important part of my life. Then my social life started to break like a mirror. I couldn't find anything to talk with people. I didint had anything for the first time. I always would start a conversation. I never started after that. I could't. So on my crush and his stupid friends started to fake rumors about me. After that everyone started to look at me like I was pitiful. It made me think of people opinions. I always felt eyes watching me . I stopped asking questions in class I was shy and scared that everyone would judge me. Most importantly my crush. So yeah I still like him and I know I look like a stupid lovesick.
When you say something and then spiral downhill for hours afterward. First you wonder if you're a dick and then suddenly you wanna expire cos you're somehow more evil than Hitler
today i was just reading peacefully and some one came to me (there was a lot of pepole around us) the person who bullies me hits me and i started crying/bleeding but when i was crying i wasn’t showing any emotions i loooked around people started stering at me and I started to breathe heavily and started to crul up in a ball and my eyes looked like dots and my eyes widened and i start hyperventilating I didn’t know what to do i felt EVEYONES eyes on me and I started having a panic/anxiety attack
I commented at one tt and the owner of that tt got me wrong, I didn't mean to sound mean or that I'm hating her account 😭 I fell so wrong now but if I send her message on tt what would she think?
A little vent here: My friends always calls me cringe or pick me bc i act like...myself...Idk how to act anymore...Idk who they want me to be....If they dont like my real self then?.....Why they are my friends? First they say that they love me and then bulliying me...Idk what to do Idk what to feel.....I say them that i dont like being called cringe or pick me or attention seeker but they still.....Do they really care about me idk....I am lost....My fingers are bleeding thanks to them....Ik cutting yourself seems like cringe or for attention seeking....But i dont SH for attention....I am lost
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I'm so tired of myself. I feel like a literal alien tryna reach basic human norms. Social anxiety is a curse.
frr i have social anxiety too
Don’t be tired of yourself you are a amazing , gifted, talented, beautiful/handsome, and graceful person ever!
I hope you feel better soon ❤❤
It is a curse, I agree.
YES
Relatable
i’m so anxious that i don’t even want to go into the grocery store anymore. social anxiety is limiting me so badly. i am so terrified to wear anything that i like because i feel like people will say things like “oh that’s weird” or laugh at me. it holds me back from making friends. i’m so awkward and don’t ever know what to say to please people.
Life is too short to worry about what people think of you 🤷♂️
@@rose0apollo231 thank you so much. i forgot about this comment and i am amazed. i feel so confident now. i wear whatever i want. i say what i want. (appropriately) and it’s crazy that i used to feel like this.
I just have to get this off my chest
So I haven't really been diagnosed with social anxiety, but if I were to tell my parents they would tell me I'm being 'pathetic' and to just be grateful because some people have it worse. But I show literally all of the symptoms. I try to avoid social interactions, I hate being the center of attention, I always feel like people are judging me and watching me, and I shake and sweat when I have to do some sort of presentation. And I honestly just don't know how to talk to people. And then I replay conversations over and over in my head, and wonder why I can't just be *normal* like everybody else'. I just wish I wasn't so awkward, and could make jokes, and know what to say and how to act. Luckily it's gotten better the past couple of months, but I think it's coming back again. I really don't want it to get severe again, and I'm trying to focus more on self love but I just can't get rid of it. I honestly just feel like nobody understands
I self-diagnosed myself with SAD with the DSM-5 criterion because it was so obvious to me, but I am so so sorry about that. Us socially anxious freaks need to stick together...
I am fake. At school, I act like the most confident person and I’ve been told from people that they admire me for that “trait”, but in reality im insecure and anxious and always worried about what other people think, especially since im in hi cap.
real...
same
I hope you can find some happiness instead of putting on a facade to other people ❤❤
I hate it. I hate me. it’s ruining me day by day. making me hide away. making me push others away. i cant even fucking leave my room without crying or almost crying. No matter where i am, what im doing, i feel judged. everyones eyes are on me. watching my every move. Making fun of everything i do. I mess one thing up and then everyone hates me. They are always watching me, all eyes on me. Social anxiety is a curse and i wish no one has to deal with it.
This playlist comforts me more than my parents could ever
Sending hugs ❤
True … but not my brother
They don’t even know.
I hope you find some comfort and peace and happiness ❤❤
frrr
0:00 - 2:30 that must be so confusing for a little girl
2:31 - 5:28 strawberry shortcake by melanie martinez
5:29 - 6:15 jealousy jealousy by olivia rodrigo
6:16 - 9:30 deviltown by cavetown
9:31 - 11:40 prom queen by beach bunny
11:41 - 16:19 idk sorry
16:20 - 19:46 not allowed by tv girl
Ok.🤗🤗🤗
my eyes literally widened when i saw your profile pic
Thank you soooo much ❤❤
@exemodleaker i literally just does it for people since no one does it yet
@exemodleaker OH sorry i thought you were talking abt me
Funny to turn from social butterfly to social anxiety from extremly extroverted to Super extremly introverted from 34 friends to 2 friends from a happy warm face to a cold Ahh face.
small vent:
i used to be really extroverted and i didn’t care at all about my appearance. then i got really bad acne (it’s genetic) and literally everything fell apart. i have pretty severe social anxiety, i have panic attacks when i have to go meet new people or go places and i always constantly think everyone’s watching me. and hating me. i’m so jealous of everyone who has never had to talk to their mom and then watch her eyes go up to your forehead, your biggest pimple, etc. like why can’t she look me in the eyes?!?! that’s my biggest fear and i just hate being around people, being around everyone. i have such a big nose and i think i’m annoying and it’s hard for me to make friends and after social events i just go into my room and cry. i hate myself sm.
real
Sounds mostly like ur inscure
@@phrog9618 yes
i feel you :(
It’s not your fault for the acne or anything I’m sorry about the issue with your mom don’t hate yourself I would love to be friends with you ❤❤
I hope you find some comfort 😊
When it's gym i just stand there and do nothing like I can's even do anything when there a lot of people I feel frozen like I can't move at all
I always thought that I was an extrovert person, talkative and trying to be nice to everyone. Turns out that I was masking the whole time, and I'm well aware of it now 'cause I feel like I change my personality completely depending on who I am with. Lately I've been having trouble to understand and talk with people around me, I feel like no matter how hard I try, nobody understands or like me and that makes me think I'm a bad person, even though my psychologist and my parents tell me otherwise
I hope you feel better soon I’m sorry about the realization
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I have social anxiety, I get anxiety/panic attacks just thinking about people or seeing them I cry everytime I get back from school,I do have one best friend but I never hangout with her cause I’m scared to even get out from my class I do talk to my classmates just because I don’t want them to know that I’m literally scared of humans but whenever I do I literally go cry in the bathroom and start shaking my family got sick of it and I did too and even some of my classmates know that I am scared of people and they make is worse. They call me a depressed sad person even when I’m not it’s just cause I don’t talk/smile because why would I smile for what? And I’ve been introvert since I was a kid but whenever I grow up it gets so much worse like last year I started getting panic/anxiety attacks what’s next????? It’s so scary and I really want to start changing and talking to people like idk what’s gonna help🥲
But at the end of the day everyone struggles and no one have a perfect life I know it’s hard but with work everything is gonna get better for me and you you’re strong I’m strong it won’t be like that forever so it’s okay we’re gonna get out from this together 🫶🏻
I will support you always until the day I die I hope you will feel better and things get amazingly better! ❤😊
one time i got to the store and all the stuff changed from place so i had to ask a worker there but i was so scared to ask
if feel so stupid that i can't just ask someone something
I’m sorry you have that issue I hope it goes away and stops bothering you ❤❤
My first day of my new school was horrible these people laughed at me and it's elementary with middle school so I hate it and when it was lunch I almost had an anxiety attack I literally hate myself and then the music teacher was talking about a play in front of everyone I was not going to raise my hand because I literally hate people I don't know!
Same.....why do I have to be the weird goth social anxiety kid? Why? I'm sick of thinking everyone hates me and sometimes I don't really want to be here but I don't want to die ..... Is it just me or all of us who have social anxiety get bullied because they think we're "faking it for attention" 😮💨
don't you love it when you have social anxiety and your one teacher that is super good with mental health puts you in a group without your one friend in the entire class that makes you feel 100% safe and unjudged because AAAAAAAAAA
it's only the second day of the project but last time I was on the verge of tears the entire time and my heart rate was 147
and whenever I think about it I start crying
I also literally plan to wear long sleeves to wipe my tears on
I never had that happened
I hope you and your friend keep a wonderful and amazing friendship
I hope your grades stay good
I hope your emotional and physical state stays good
😊❤
So umm vent ig.
My parents told me to get mustard and other things from the store today. I was just on edge the whole time I was there and when I wanted to put the mustard glass in my bag I dropped it onto the floor. So of course everyone was immediatly staring at me. Than I had to get a worker and tell them that I dropped it. I told them it, they saw the fear in my eyes and told me that it's fine. I just said goodbye and went to get my bag. Another person asked if I was alright when I went to get my bag. It's nice and all that, but in that moment I just shook my head and run home as fast as I could. Now I'm here, in my room, writing this and eating ice cream to calm myself down after my anxiety attack. (it was kinda good to write that down ngl) (I just sat here 5 minutes now and hovered over the comment button. Just gonna comment it Ig. I have nothing to lose!)
i just cried reading this because i did something like that recently too but idk in just hurt to know i didn't change at all, i am not all brave, so that day i go to the store to get myself food and candy's (i was really hungry for cola) and i dropped my coins on the ground, though of not paying it all but some good woman helped me and i tried paying all my food but could not, so outside the store i just covered my face with my hands and was ashamed and cried a little then remember there are still people and wanted to go to the parc but could not, there were girls my age and i was too scared, so i got home, and was sad, real sad a mess in a dirty room, just thinking i will never be okay, just .. can't be good, sorry, just wanted to vent and go away but your story made me so sad
@@tenshi-no7902 I'm so sorry for you, I just want to let you know that you're not alone with this problems. I always think I'm actually getting better, but then such things happen and I'm down again. Just you know, many people struggle with this. Not everyone is brave enough to say such a story and how they really felt during it. So I think you're on the right way. :)
Today i had my debate competition. I prepared really well but as I saw like 500 people infront of me. I forgot everything, started shivering alot and i just made fun of there
I hope you feel better and you won’t feel like that for a ever long time if you need to talk you can talk to me ❤😊
You know that feeling? That feeling where no one understands you but instead hates you, you loathe your own skin, you think your selfish, you think your a demon child yes it hurts, I udnerstand you Im sorry behalf the people around you, you may be selfish, evil, ugly, fatty, skinny, or whatever but so what? Just dont mind them, I know it hurts but if you keep clinging on them will you ever achieve your own happiness?
Remember to not be blinded by the eyes around you
Im so sorry you feel like that too :(
Heres a dog. I hope he makes you happy :)🐶
:) 🫱🏽🌹
@@n0tmxiaxx Thank you
real
❤❤❤
Social anxiety is a curse that gatekeeps me from being able to experience life. That's why it pisses me off when people fake having it/want to have it.
Vent
Last week in school for geography, teacher would choose all students to show something on geographic card and i was so scared. It was like 10 minutes before ringing bell, i started biting my nails, i felt so cold yet i was shaking and i felt so hot. My leg was shaking and i even cried. My friend said " don't worry, you have time " and it made me feel even worse. Thanks God it ringed and teacher didn't choose me, when i stood up i felt dizzy, like i was going to faint, my hair was so wet and other friend asked me if i was okay. I just replied yes because no matter what nobody will understand my social anxiety. I just started high school, there's a lot of more incidents. I always used to throw up from social anxiety 1-6 grade.
I just started high school and i got friends. I act like i'm extroverted but i'm really not. And this friday i finally raised hand in class and got right answer. My heart was beating so fast but i did it! I never raised my hand before because of social anxiety. I'm proud of myself but it's hard.
Free virtual hugs if you need them:
* hugs * it'll be okay ❤
@@Once_ABlueMoon thanks..
@@Mint_and_Moss_other_cores ofc ❤ hope you feel better now (sorry for late response 😭 )
@@Once_ABlueMoon is okay you must have been busy
@@Mint_and_Moss_other_coresI just don't really check comments that often 🤷♀️
I was a "normal" kid in elementary school who talked to everyone in class without feeling judged. It all changed somewhere towards the start of 6th grade. I felt like I didn't fit in cause of my weight and appearance. I slowly lost friendship with my bff throughout middle school, and I went virtual in 8th grade (I regret). Freshman year, I went back to public, but I felt even more alone. Everyone was so pretty and had friends, I had none and never had the courage to talk to anyone. I felt everyone constantly judged me. Spring break of freshman year was when the pandemic started, so I had to go virtual again for my sophomore year. I can't even talk to a person without trailing off, stuttering, forgetting words, etc.
I'm a senior now, graduating in May, and I still don't have any friends. I've come to the conclusion that I don't deserve to have friends or have relationships with anyone, cause idk how. I can't even take compliments from people cause my brain always thinks that they don't mean it, or they are just pitying me. It hurts, and I think about it every night. People always say, "Talk to a therapist/counselor", But how? I can't even have the courage to speak to anyone without feeling judged and hated. I feel stuck since I just don't know what to do.
You can talk to me I don’t judge or anything I won’t tell anyone either if it’s something you don’t want a lot of people knowing
I hope you find some peace and calmness for the rest of your life there’s nothing wrong with your appearance you are probably beautiful ❤❤❤
I've been bottling it up for years, but today it just came out of the blue in physics and my teacher sent me to the nurse. When I got there she was trying to talk me through it but i didnt want to talk (she was really nice though, not obnoxious or anything) and then I forgot to grab an anxiety gummy before I left for break and was literally freaking out about going back but i got one and it really helped for my play in english.
I’m glad you were able to get it im happy you have a nice nurse aswell I hope your anxiety is cured soon ❤😊
I cant keep going like this, I like this girl, she's everything I could want and more, she always spots me at school and comes up to hug me, and when she does I feel loved, I feel like I have everything I'll ever need, but, she hugs everyone, she makes everyone happy, and I'm scared to confess because I don't think she will ever like me like that, I feel like she's just a friend, I mean she likes girls so thank god I didn't fall for a straight girl (btw Idk what my sexuality is either, but I know I'm not straight and that's another thing I'm worried about!!!) why is life so hard, Amazing playlist btw 🥰🌈❤💕
hey how are you? did it work out?
@@starboy.x asking that too
I hope it goes well with you and her! 😊❤
And if you get her that would be amazing I’m glad you found someone for you
I haven’t 😅
❤😊
I just wanted to say that I swear it will be alright one day or another. I had really REALLY bad friends ( i don't really want to talk about it 😅) and I have found friends that support me and understand when i'm not feeling good ! I remember that one day, i had a VERY bad anxiety attack and all of my classmates and bet friends started laughing at me and it was not very nice ! yeah ! I think i would'nt have social anxiety if i didnt had a childhood like this... hehe. And THAT'S why the internet is amazing. I know there will be always people that support you and that's really cool !
So good luck with your life ( for those who are reading this ) and I wish you the best ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍💖
actually i got social anxiety because of being isolated in home for almost 6 years my parents do not let me go play with other kids outside and only if i go to school i feel like i didn't enjoy almost fully of my childhood because of them, which i really hate
even if i try to not be a person that has social anxiety and introverted at a really young age no matter how hard i try i'll always be and stay as that "introverted quiet and has social anxiety kid"
I’m about to vent rn so-
I really don’t know what to do with my life. I have massive social anxiety, adhd, celiac disease, and yeah, I have insomnia, and yeah I guess I have friends. But they are only relevant when school is in, and I always tell myself I’m not weird. I’m just so tired all the time since I can’t sleep, and my adhd doesn’t help with it because it just makes me more lively. I only ever sleep after a wear my body out so it’s so annoying if I finish with a long day and I can’t sleep. I contemplate telling my parents about my struggles but my dad works late and my mom is a teacher so i don’t wanna add anymore stress on their shoulders. I just don’t know what I should do. I had a scare yesterday where one of the girls I knew started choking me while i was giving her a piggyback ride IN THE WATER. I could have died if two guys I knew weren’t also in the water. I couldn’t breathe and that scared me so- that’s all I’m gonna say. And I just had to rant my life story to strangers, so read it or not.
I can't even remember how many times I felt like this, I'm so tired and I just want to be sane and happy.
I don't understand why I'm like this, I've always been like this but I don't understand why, really... is it normal for a girl to be so unsociable?
In kindergarten I was always the quiet one and since then I could never change, I had many opportunities, I went through many stages but I really don't have what it takes to change and be happy. I guess that I'm just gonna give up for today
Don’t give up! You can do this I may not know you and even if this doesn’t help you are amazing and It’s normal for some people to not be social people.
Sending hugs 🫂 ❤
@@Valkyrieee__ Thanks, I'm better now
@@smediske1833 I’m glad that makes me happy 😁
Melanie is my comfy artist 🥹🫶💗
0:00 - 2:30 that must be so confusing for a little girl
2:30 - 5:29 strawberry shortcake
5:30 - 6:15 jealously jealously
Those are the first three I didn’t do all cause I felt lazy 😅
Thank you even if it was the first couple 😊
earphones/headphones adds 50 years in my lifespan
I've had social anxiety all my life. I'm scared I'm too far gone, not even the pills work. And I'm terrified of doing presentations that I would rather fail then even have someone judge my work in front of me. My brain is so focused on trying to convince myself that I should be afraid of others judging me that nothing helps and I feel like people are judging me even if I'm alone. It feels too normal, I'm honestly scared I'm never gonna get better.
I just really hate not being able to talk to strangers, especially teachers. And the first thing my dad thinks is that I think I am all-knowing or something and it completely discouraged me from ever talking to him about any mental health stuff cause I am not confident at all, I don't think I know better than my teachers, I feel like I know nothing compared to my classmates. And there's no way I'm ever talking to teachers cause I'm so afraid of them thinking and confirming that I am a worthless piece of garbage that doesn't deserve their time. Thank you for reading my vent 🙇
Just because I like different things..people call me annoying...or stupid..or ugly. And..its annoying.
I don’t want to die but I want to give up I care and don’t care at the same time..:.
Same...
I'm so fake at school I act like the loudest person and the one that makes everyone laugh but deep down I observe every single thing people say about me.
How they look at me, how they talk to me andhow they behave with me i do have friends but I think they probably find me annoying and stupid.
I feel like Im acting like an adult when acc I don't know wtf Im doing. Im just tired of all
I can’t even speak to someone without stuttering that’s why I don’t answer questions in class all the time I’m nervous and anxious
i have this compliacted feeling i want friends but I cant talk to people because the way the world treated me traumatized. i don't mean my parents btw its other people all i wished was to be noticed, treated nicely, and have freinds.
I’ll be your friend!
😊❤and I never leave :D
I’ll always try to not be rude
I will forever be supportive
I’m sorry about what happened in the past❤
I need help, I say things and don’t mean to. One time in writing class, I said someone burned our pride flag (we didn’t even have one) and so I burned his American flag (I DIDNT I SWEAR). And now the popular/bully/class clown in our class hates me the most :( I want help
i needed this tbh
Me aswell if you ever need to talk I’m here!
Rant-
I hate this curse, but I feel so guilty about talking about it to another person, that really I’m just faking it. I want to reach out to other people around me, in the same fandoms as me but they seem so much better than me, why do I mess up so god damn much? I know that they don’t secretly hate me but it feels self centered to say that. I want to do m.a.p.s! But I have no experience with animation or backgrounds, I say I’ll practice but then the thought of talking to actual artists it feels as if I’m ruining their art with my shitty doodles. I really hope no one reads this
i hate social anxiety. Thanks for this playlist.
I feel disgusted, ashamed of myself I’m breaking.. everyone keeps leaving or I’m losing them.
nobody will understand, social anxiety and, social awkwardness, unless you've experienced it, its very suffocating, it feels like everybody will hate you or hate you for doing something or because you did something, or some other stuff, it feels like a bubble of loneliness except when someone suggest to pop the bubble you refuse, and feel guilty, its a really anxious, guilty kinda, feeling, not only but just KNOWING, you have social awkwardness and social anxiety is very weird, i feel very different, as i blame myself for a-lot, and when someone's in trouble you feel like your part of it, making you feel timid and scared and anxious, it so pressuring, its a weird feeling, like if everything got jumbled up and now its dizzy, you also sometimes feel jealousy of people who are extroverts and DONT have social anxiety & awkwardness, because there never left out and you are, feeling discluded compared to them.
Btw please don't steal this in comments, videos, or anything including docs, as this is serious and id like everyone to do there own research, and also this is personal to my own life and id like for everyone to respect that.
I got a panic attack when listening to strawberry shortcake because I have a HUGE fear of getting raked replace the k with two p’s.
I’m sorry about that ❤ I hope you are ok now if you ever need to talk to someone I’m hear
VENT:
The last few weeks I've struggled, in school I sit in class with headphones in waiting for class to end, I can hear people talking and laughing 'They are talking to you' is what I'm thinking. People walk past me and look at me 'You must look funny' I say to myself. I try to drown it out but I can't, I won't talk to my parents about it, they wont understand like they said they do. I don't know whats wrong with me, Does anyone have advice?
I feel crappy because no matter what community I join, people are always mean and it shows. I try to be nice and conversate and then it blows up in my face. With Irl friends, with people I barely know, and in a language I don't speak very well. It just sucks. 😭
Same, I feel like that since I was 8 (I'm 16) and I even started to think I'm a bad person
I hope you start feeling better and I wish I knew you in person so I could hug you ❤
Everyone has called me shy since i was little. I cant make friends easily people have always come to me when im lonely. I went to the dance with my older sister in the highschool but i couldnt and got so nervous i started crying it but it felt good after surpressing my emotions for so long i feel numb a lot of the time. I also cried in class cause i felt so lonely and cause a boy was intentionaly making me nervous. I had an ed cause of my insecurities and went to a hospital. I get easily stressesd in social places and i feel the need to distract myself so indont seem akward. I just want to cry but its almost as if i forgot how i want to talk to someone about the stuff i like and our similarities. I want to go back to 4th grade
Please read this,
Is someone is venting don’t say , “fr” “relate “ “ ikr”
It just makes everything about yourself
(No hate ) I pray for you guys who are struggling
Thank you for spreading this information 😊
@@Valkyrieee__Yw
oh would you look at the time its time to get deprresed and have anxiety thanks to my life and adhd :)))
I’m sorry for how your feeling and I hope you will no longer have those I wish I could hug you ❤
I don't really know how I came here. Literally I was the perfect little girl that all parents would show to their children's. I was a really social girl,I had really good grades and most importantly all people in my school loved me. Everything fall apart when I turned to 11. I fall in love with the popular guy at our school. After I met him everything changed. I never had insecurities in my life before then but something changed I started to compare myself. I would always think everyone was beautiful than me. They were. My grades started to get lower and lower and last year I wasn't the top of my class. It was the everything I had. My grades they were not just some random numbers. They were like the important part of my life. Then my social life started to break like a mirror. I couldn't find anything to talk with people. I didint had anything for the first time. I always would start a conversation. I never started after that. I could't. So on my crush and his stupid friends started to fake rumors about me. After that everyone started to look at me like I was pitiful. It made me think of people opinions. I always felt eyes watching me . I stopped asking questions in class I was shy and scared that everyone would judge me. Most importantly my crush. So yeah I still like him and I know I look like a stupid lovesick.
When you say something and then spiral downhill for hours afterward. First you wonder if you're a dick and then suddenly you wanna expire cos you're somehow more evil than Hitler
today i was just reading peacefully and some one came to me (there was a lot of pepole around us) the person who bullies me hits me and i started crying/bleeding but when i was crying i wasn’t showing any emotions i loooked around people started stering at me and I started to breathe heavily and started to crul up in a ball and my eyes looked like dots and my eyes widened and i start hyperventilating I didn’t know what to do i felt EVEYONES eyes on me and I started having a panic/anxiety attack
Now i dont feel safe anymore
u deserve the world sweetheart
I’m so anxious
I developed S.A.D During covid T~T
I’m sorry about the s.a.d problem I hope it goes away
Sending virtual hugs 🫂 ❤
I hate feeling lonely
To all the therians your not alone in all the hate❤
I'm discommunication alien.
Goodnight world
I commented at one tt and the owner of that tt got me wrong, I didn't mean to sound mean or that I'm hating her account 😭 I fell so wrong now but if I send her message on tt what would she think?
A little vent here:
My friends always calls me cringe or pick me bc i act like...myself...Idk how to act anymore...Idk who they want me to be....If they dont like my real self then?.....Why they are my friends? First they say that they love me and then bulliying me...Idk what to do Idk what to feel.....I say them that i dont like being called cringe or pick me or attention seeker but they still.....Do they really care about me idk....I am lost....My fingers are bleeding thanks to them....Ik cutting yourself seems like cringe or for attention seeking....But i dont SH for attention....I am lost