I Almost Quit. (emotional storytime)
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- Опубликовано: 16 июн 2020
- Throughout this whole story there were many times that I wanted to give up, but I just kept going. No matter how depressing it got at times or how badly I wanted to quit, deep down I believed in myself more than anything. I hope from this story you walk away realizing that right when you want to quit is when you're going to have your breakthrough. But if you quit you'll be like the gold miner who quit and didn't know that they were inches away from gold.
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My story is that i was an alcoholic for 11 years eating horribly, 3 years ago i was giving up because i thought i was too deep into my alcoholism that i could never dig myself out. 2 years ago i lost my job i had for 17 years because my performance related to alcohol. I thought ‘this was it’ every night i would wonder if I’d wake up the next morning. Then about 7 months later i tried getting back to that job and manager said no because i was still in that mindset. So i went home and told myself ‘this is it’ this will be the time i wake up and get out of that hole. I was tired of being the way i was, I couldn’t even walk down the street to the liquor store to get my beer. I was tired. November 9 2018 was the day i got sober and started my journey to get ME back. I was about 300 lbs, started exercising and walking. Little by little, day by day. I started to go vegan because of you craig. In January 2020 i went back to work for the same company at the same building and i am down to 175 lbs. LIVING. GREATFUL everyday i have on this earth. I am 38 years old, never give up.
God bless u
Glad you decided to get sober. One day at a time. I hope you are going to AA.
Well done for overcoming :) I'm so happy for you!
Vvikingshadow ❤️❤️❤️ I’m a recovering alcoholic too. I know your story all to well. So happy for you and for me 😊...
Well done, overcoming alcoholism is one of the most difficult things to do, well done, you're strong♥
I have 3 things necessary for a good day..
1. wake up..if I wake up it's a good day.( I was supposed to pass away by 10 yrs old)
2. If I can breathe...it's a great day. (I am allergic to practically every thing but food )
3. If I can move there's no stopping me. ( the effects of C P)
Every thing else I encounter is extra blessings and opportunities. I feel very blessed for everything thing I am able to do..I am able to work, I am healthy and happily married. Stay safe.
“don't cry to quit cry to keep going.” Eric Thomas
Hell yeah! I'm a big ET fan!
Funny how inspiration/a story that is helpful can appear just when you need it. Thank you. It does help.
It's amazing how God puts people in our paths. He's got his reasons. ✌❤
Craig, you are such a good human and it has been a pleasure watching your story. Thank you.
Thanks Lindsay!
Thank you for sharing your story.
I almost gave up being vegan bc I was making it so much harder on myself than what it needed to be. I was struggling for awhile until I found your channel and you showed me how easy eating, shopping and cooking vegan is. I am so glad I didn't give up. Going into my 4th year as a vegan and couldn't be happier. Thank you for everything you do Craig!
Awesome! That's all I really want my channel to do. I just want people to realize how easy and attainable being vegan is.
Bravo! You're amazing, Craig. You've left me speechless but, at age 72, even I have just learned something. Thank you.
Awww thanks Eileen, I'm glad you liked the video
Thanks for the pep talk Craig. I almost died from Graves Disease in 1993. It has relapsed after having covid. I'm crying with you. You're the real McCoy Craig. You have a great head on your shoulders and I'm so fortunate to have found both channels. I don't know that I'll survive this round. I barely survived the first time. Drs aren't real bright where I come from. I dropped to 75 pounds with a gigantic goiter before I was taken seriously. You're such a positive influence to myself and others. Thank you
I hope you can pull through and I hope your doctors take your seriously 🙏
Thank you for your story. I wish I had seen it 20 years ago, when they couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me. I also have an auto immune disease related to GB. It’s OK to cry I hate how society says men shouldn’t cry, they are human so why shouldn’t they cry. I often felt like you, wanting to give up and believe me I cried a lot. I’m doing ok and love watching all your videos. You and your parents are an inspiration to us all.
Thanks so much! And yeah I couldn't agree more, I feel like it takes more bravery to cry and be vulnerable than it does to never cry
Have gone through similar experience, at the same age. The most frustrating thing is that it's invisible, even doctors second-guessed me several times before a very serious diagnosis. Besides the obvious scary symptoms and weakness, it's an invisible condition that no one relates to. I'm so glad you saw your way through, mad props and respect XXXXX!!!!
Yeah exactly, you get it, the invisibility at a young age can be tough
I've heard you tell your story before, Craig, but never with this much feeling and emotion. I'm so glad that things have worked out well for you. Your never give up spirit and family support have undoubtedly played a large part in the outcome you've achieved. You're awesome!
Thanks, yeah having a loving, caring and helpful family was key for sure!
It's a aweful feeling when your mind is willing but your flesh is weak....I live it every day ...I'm glad you got your cure ....never take such a gift for granted....thank you for sharing your story ....it gives those if us who feel hopeless ....hope ! 🙏💕
Yes it is, but you got this Melissa!
“When you want to give up - that’s when you’re gonna have your breakthrough.”
I’m in month 6 of inpatient rehab with GBS. Passing that timeframe has been so devastating because it’s far longer than I could have imagined I’d be here, let alone not even walking. I hit a wall and feel like giving up.
This is what I needed to hear.
Before you know it you'll be on the other side of this and you'll have a really badass comeback story to tell!
I just want to give you the biggest freaking hug known to man. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story and sharing your heart. I think anyone who watches this will learn something powerful about continuing to stay motivated regardless of what they are facing. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗❤
Haha thank you for all the virtual hugs!
I love how open ans vulnerable you are in this video. It is SOOOO appreciated. It is so awesome to see your inspirating story and response to the hurdles you've faced in your life. If it helps one person, and I'm sure it will, you've made a tremendous difference in the world. Even outside of this video you're pretty awesomely inspiring! Keep it up, Craig! (I don't often even like/dislike videos, but I sure did for this one!)
Well thank you for your rare like on this video!
This video legit made me cry. Thank you, Craig ❤ I needed to hear that someone believed in me today. You motivated me to write for the first time in months. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and carpal tunnel which makes doing the things I love, like writing and practicing my ASL, hard, so I get so discouraged. Now, I feel like I can do anything ❤ you're the best and I'm glad that you never gave up. You are an amazing man, person, friend, son, and inspiration. Keep being you ❤ and I'm glad your parents never gave up either. They are such hard workers and seeing the business doing so well...dude, I'm going to start crying again. I'm just so happy for you and your family. Seeing them work, talk together, smile together...honestly, it relaxes me, puts me at ease, and makes me smile. The nicest bunch of people I have ever seen.
I definitely do believe in you Jocelyn! You can do anything if you just keep at it long enough. It's funny you say you wrote today because during those quarantine I've gotten into writing short stories, what sort of things do you like to write?
@@NoEggCraig thanks Craig! And I also write short stories! Usually my short stories are in horror or thriller-type genres. I'm also working on an Adult Urban Fantasy Detective story about a necromancer and a murder-mystery. What do you write? Working on anything currently? I'll be honest, I think it's so cool that you write! I don't know a lot of people who write so its neat that you do :)
@@chatnoir2266 I recently subscribed to Masterclass and have been really liking Neil Gaimann's classes (definitely recommend it). I took one of his ideas and I've been trying to write a short story for every month. So far I did a post apocalyptic story for January. Working on February now about a young girl learning self love and I also just wrote a short story from a memory of a race that I ran in highschool. I think it's cool that you write too!
@@NoEggCraig I heard a lot about Masterclass, and been interested in maybe taking a class, so its good to know that someone I follow finds them useful! I'm going to see what classes they have available now :) and your stories sound really interesting. If you ever decide to publish them, please let us know so I can buy a copy. I always need more books for my little library at home haha though my bookshelves are protesting a bit at the moment XD
I remember when my brother had Guillaume-Barre. Worst case they ever saw. He actually had what you feared ,being paralyzed from the neck down, on a respirator, dialysis. Tough situation. It took for four months to get off the machines and many mos. of therapy. Thanks for sharing your story.
Yeah GBS is no joke, I hope he's doing a lot better now though
@@NoEggCraig Yes he is, but there was lasting nerve damage. Thanks for asking.
I was 36 and active duty Air Force when I was diagnosed with CIDP. My world just collapsed. Even now I struggle but, like you, I just keep on trucking. Giving up was never in my vocabulary. Had good role models. Thanks for such a heartfelt and honest talk! (64 and I’m still here!)
I'm so incredibly proud of you. So proud to call you my friend. You had me in tears even if I already knew most of your story. I always try to be positive. I have been disabled for 11 years now due to and accident. I have lots of pain everyday, can't walk for more than 10 minutes. But still I try to do as much if not all things myself. Thats why I was so happy to get my scooter. I can now take care of my mom and not have to depend on others. Even my mom said. Since you got your scooter you're different you smile more and appear happier. Yes I feel all that despite the pain, I have my freedom back. Back to you. You're an amazing guy and look what you did for your parents. You didn't know what you started would turn out this way but you gave your parents, especially your dad his dream. A very successful business that he has been working on for 40 years. You became your own boss and even in that department you're doing great. Again I'm so proud. I wish I could give you a hug so I'm giving you a virtual hug. 😉 You are amazing Craig! Love you. ❤
He is pretty amazing and so are you Sandra.
Wow Sandra. I didnt know you have this hardship. Glad your scooter gives you freedom :)
I could tell from your comments how excited you were about you scooter haha but that's awesome! Getting your independence back is a life changer.
@@gbuhler79 Thank you Gary. 💞
@@lin90210 Thank you.💕
I don't have anything to add, but was incredibly impressed with you and this video, so wanted to make sure you get 1 more comment to spread this video around faster!
Thank you for your service Jake.
@@NoEggCraig Also, thnx for the music recommendation, really enjoying Redlight King now!
@@0rdinaryman101 awesome! I actually listened to that album when I was making my thumbnail because making the video reminded me of it
So awesome of you to share this with us. Vulnerable and emotional. You come from great parents and you have an awesome future ahead!
Thanks!
Who's cutting onions?!! Stop it!
😂 I think your eyes are just sweating
So needed this! Thank you so much for sharing! You are an inspiration!🙏🏾❤️
Best video ever. You and your family are an example of what everyone should strive to be. Humble, hard working, giving love to others and loving life. How we react to the horrible things in life exposes your true character. Save your DNA so we can clone you! 😊
haha thanks, idk how I feel about being a clone though 😂
Well said Speedy Marie!
Thank you Craig for sharing your story. I lost my husband and my mother in five years. I was with both when they passed. I'm alone now but I have very bad days still. Watching you and your family gives me joy. It really helps with the tough spots. Never be sorry for shedding tears. Tell your dad I'm Batman I have it on my shirt. Blessings upon you and your family. Oh and Max!
Awww I'm so sorry to hear that, that must have been and is really tough. But I'm glad my videos can help even just a little bit.
This was beautiful Craig, thank you for sharing this story
Thanks Remy
I was giving you a big virtual hug when you started to talk about giving up. Thank you for sharing your story. Much love and blessings to you and your wonderful family.
THANK YOU . You can't even imagine how you made my day take a positive turn 😊
Cryinggg....thanks for sharing Craig. It's been hard for people for all different reasons but we need to keep going!
Amazing! Thank you so much for sharing. I love the messages never give up, you can do anything, and count your blessings. Fantastic and needed reminders for us all
I remember hearing your story a while back. Your determination, strength is very inspiring. You have to much to offer to this world.
Thanks Dianne!
Your story touched my heart! I needed to hear this... don't give up! I think alot of people in the messed up world we live in needs to hear this as well! Warm hugs sent to you from Texas!!
a person who cries for a child doing good, is an angel in my book
Just -- my god, Craig! Your story sounds excruciatingly hard and must have been horrible for you, especially, but also your family. I'm so glad you're better now. Sending you and your family much love, my friend. :)
Thanks! I mean it was definitely tough, but I came out the other side better because of it so I'm grateful for my struggles
you are such a caring inspirational human being. and i am so glad you did not give up. thank you so much for the encouragement and words of wisdom
Thanks for sharing Craig! Your story is inspirational!
Craig, YOU and your story are truly amazing and inspiring. Thank you for sharing your journey. ♥️
Such a powerful message! Thank you so much for sharing. I heard you down in my heart.
Very motivational. So happy for your recovery.
I need this type of motivation. I’m so happy you are healthy now. Great story 😊
Thanks Krista!
I really enjoy watching your videos. You have an amazing, supportive family which is a major blessing. Thanks for sharing your story of inspiration and motivation.
Needed this today. Thank you for sharing. Crazy what you’ve been through, if you can get through that maybe I can get through what I’m going through right now. ♥️
The cool thing about going through something so tough is that when you're done anything and everything seem possible. This could be the opportunity to prove to yourself that you are the woman that you always knew deep down that you could be. I believe in you.
No Egg Craig And one day I will get to that store and meet you guys too! 💕💕💕
Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable with us! Love you!
Amazing! Ty for sharing this with us Craig :)
Your story touched my 💓!!! Your so positive yet been through so much!! Your a true champ! It's your positiveness that pushes you through the worst. Love you Craig 💕💕💕
Thank you for sharing your story. Incredibly inspirational and had me in tears. It's pretty clear you have a heart of gold, and just seeing all of these other comments is evidence of the power one person can have. Gratitude for all the small things in life, daily!
Aww Craig that broke my heart to watch .. I kind of knew your story as I’ve followed Hercules for so many years .. thank you for sharing your a star 💫 and such an inspiration .. huge hugs xx
Thanks! Just know that those weren't sad tears when I was telling my story, hopefully that breaks your heart a little less
What an inspiring video! I know what it is like to go through hard times. I had an brain aneurysm. And the come back from that is hard. There was times that I don't remember things. God Bless you. And sharing may help others!
Thanks for sharing your story Craig. I'm glad you didn't give up 👍
Wonderfully heartfelt and inspiring. So glad you are feeling well now. My sister is going through something similar and has seen many doctors and they are all terrible. They've said she's being ridiculous and because she's been very upset during appointments they say she needs to see a psychiatrist. It's so frustrating.
Thank you, Craig, for the inspirational account of your illness. I have heard little bits here and there, but have always wondered about the whole story. So great to see how you have overcome your illness, but it must still be so 'fresh' to remind you to be emotional and humble. Love, love, love watching every video about the 'candy shop'!! :)
Omg. This was great. Thank you. And I'm so glad you never gave up!
Thank you for sharing this Craig ❤️
Thanks for sharing Craig.Been in a battle with my body for last 3 yrs and stiĺl going through it.Definetly had the giving up thought and have struggled to keep going.This video has given me a little boost to keep going as recently l have hit a brick wall mentally.Love watching you and your fam in the Hercules vids has given me alot of laughs and smiles during my dark momments.xxoo
I found your CIPD videos when I was in the hospital with GBS (AIDP). Your videos were some of the few GBS related videos that I could find that gave me hope when I was in the hospital barely able to walk with a walker. Your story definitely helped me stay positive and stay motivated to go to PT and get recovered. I still have some neuropathy in my feet but am pretty much fully recovered.
Your story sounds very similar to mine, and I'm glad I could help you in your recovery
I came from Hercules Candy channel (to which I subscribed just last week and I'm watching all the videos like, in a row 😍), and I can't describe how moved and touched I am with your story, Craig. You're a true winner!!! Sending lots of love from Brazil 💚💛
Thank you for sharing this full story with us. Means so much to hear everything and I can just imagine how hard this experience was for you. I am so happy you are so much better, you're amazing. Your family is amazing.
Craig, you have such a big heart. Thanks for sharing this vulnerable and emotional part of your story. I thought you were awesome for your goofy sense of humor but now this too. ❤️
WAO I really did not expect this. You are great! Thanks for this! Great video!
Omg the story at the end is wonderful! Thank you!
Craig, thank you so much for your story. I also have CIDP and was diagnosed in 2019. As with you, my Neurologist diagnosed me with a mild case of GBS that eventually progressed and was later found to have CIDP. There are days I pray that I am not here anymore and often cry. However, my family relies on me and they keep me sane and pushing forward; a good support system definitely helps. I am not doing well and declining and walking with a cane. I started out getting IVIG every 4 weeks and now I can’t make it to my 3rd week. You are a true inspiration and you give me hope that things will get better.
Even if things haven't gotten better yet, the likelihood that they will is actually pretty good with CIDP. Some people don't recover 100% but most people do recover to a degree. I actually kept getting worse for almost 2 months once I started getting IVIG so chances are pretty good that you'll get better with just a little more time 😊
Thank you so much. You are a really great man with a warm heart. All the best for you❤
It took me a couple of days to watch this...you are an inspiration to so many others out here who just give up. Thanks for sharing your struggles with all of us.
Thank you, Craig! Thank you for sharing your story, your emotions, and just yourself! You're awesome! I'm not crying.. I'm so crying!
Thank you so much for sharing your story Craig...I am sooo happy you hung in there and are now inspiring others with your story. I needed to hear this today. Love you and your family!!
Thank you!
I really needed this. Thank you
How I stumbled upon your videos and the whole Hercules crew is beyond me but what a blessing it is. So happy you're doing better and thanks for spreading the love.
Yeahp that's a big chunk of life XP you gained there. I'm glad you kept going, some people don't sadly and certainly by no fault of their own, sometimes some things are too big for people to fight on their own, but that's why its important to spur others on to try to help them over that line, give them the best shot to keep fighting for the moments that make life worth it. I'm glad you're using your maxed out lvls to help others through that pain. Crying is good, release that cortisol, those are some intense and painful memories for you. I think you are an excellent human.
Thanks, and I definitely appreciate the video game references haha that's how I think about life sometimes
Craig this was such a inspirational video...Never give up on yourself.. God Bless you Brother...Thank you for sharing your own journey with us. 🙏😘💙😊
Thank you, I needed to hear this tonight! Thank you so much❤️
This is incredible 😭🙏😢🥺 thank you for sharing your story Craig❤️
Thank you so much for this message. It resonates with me, with what I've been experiencing in my life. Challenges can be so scary and confusing. Your story gives me hope.
Thank you Craig! I appreciate you taking the time sharing your story - it meant a lot!!
Needed this today, thank you so much for sharing your story. You're the best.
This was so sweet and I cried when you started to cry! I just wanted to give you a big hug!! Thank you for sharing this it means so much!!
THanks Paula!
No Egg Craig your welcome!!
Thank you! I was weight lifting , eating healthy and at 24 diagnosed with testicular cancer, was a month away from going to chiropractic school, almost forgot about all that stuff until I saw your video. A lot of emotion, I fought through, actually forgot up until now how mentally strong I was at that time, thank you! needed this.
And if you can come back from that you can do anything!
Thank you for sharing your story and your tears Craig. I love watching you and your family on the candy videos. Tears are liquid diamonds. They are precious, priceless, and represent so much that cannot be put into words. Thank you for being so vulnerable. It helps all of us to feel safer with our emotions.
Thank you so much for sharing, You are strength for those who need it most and so glad you are ok. You have such a loving family. Only good things ahead for you. You got this!!!
Health is your wealth. Thanks for sharing Craigster :'I such a scary time
Thank you so much for this beautiful video and wonderful inspiration ! You are very special !
Thank you so much for sharing this Craig! I am really happy to have you here fully with us. Much love🙏🏼💚
Thank you for your openness. I needed this today, thank you.
Thank you Craig. I needed that.
So thankful , you did not give up! You have helped so many! Blessings! 🤗❤️🤗
This is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you so much
Thank you so much Craig for sharing your story and being so honest. I have not been through what you have but I do have some autoimmune issues that being plant based has helped. Your message to not give up is a very powerful one. I wish you only the best now and in the future. Stay strong, everything is as it should be :)
Thanks for sharing. I adore you. I had a bout of anxiety yesterday, and this video helps me! I will remember your words when I so often want to give up!
Amazing story Creg! Thank you so much for sharing this. Hearing through what you went through and seeing you talk about it, while being so positive and open, almost made me cry. I wish you all the best and never quit !
Thank you so much!
Thanks for sharing such a raw and emotional story.You and your family are great human beings and I am so happy to have found you all on RUclips - I've been watching Hercule's since 2018. Much respect and love ❤
Thank you for sharing.... as a nurse it is such a big boost when one of my patients quits listening to their own negative thoughts and decides to not give up... Thank you
Hearing you tell your story is so inspiring! Yes, we all have our trials and challenges, and regardless of our beliefs or our background it's wonderful to care about and encourage each other. Thank you, thank you for your attitude, and your caring. So motivational! Bless you and your family.
Aww Craig! Thank you for that I think we all needed to see that. Thank you for sharing your emotions with us. Don't feel stupid for crying we all have our moments because you are trying to show us all that we can do it. And I needed that today because I have been trying to figure out what I can do with my life right now. Thank you Craig!
I’ve been following you and your family for a while now. It’s been a joy to see y’all have so much success. Thank you for being so vulnerable with all of us. I know it’s not easy to do, but you did it beautifully.
Craig, you are an awesome person.. Bless your heart for going through this and not giving up.. We love you..
Thank you for sharing. Your story will make a difference to many that need the boost. I’ve been in a similar place health wise. Have the ugly cry and pitty party for a few minutes then get up and do the hard work. Wishing you well on your journey. Ps: We love the candy shop/family video and candy as well!
Thank you for sharing and showing your vulnerability. I've always appreciated how real you are in your videos. ✌
Thank you for sharing Craig. Watching you and your family in general is a joy and this video in particular helps me personally in ways I don't even want to talk about, I guess we all have our crosses to bear. You have a huge heart, thanks again, God bless.
I love how real you are, you are truly a blessing to many. Thank you for sharing and caring.
I 🧡 you and your family so much!!! Thanks for being vulnerable and posting this!
I'm so glad this video popped up in my recommended. Im going through something very similar and it's been so frustrating and emotionally and physically draining. Thank you for this.
I'm glad I could help Jacqueline!