I've been a fan of your channel for such a long time. Since 2017 or something like that. I'm so happy for you and Jezzel! Your happiness truly radiates when you are with her! And, also, thank you for being so vulnerable. I feel like it's easy to get our favorite content creators are humans too. I hate to see you going through a tough time mentally, but I sincerely value your openness to express that you are struggling. I hope you guys have a happy Thanksgiving! I look forward to your nest video :)
I relate sooo much to little things putting you in a bad mood and it being so frustrating that you WANT to feel happy but just don’t. Be gentle with yourself and give yourself time! Recognising your patterns is already such a big step ❤️
Thanks for opening up about your mental health. I’ve been through the ringer and have been misdiagnosed so much. I finally got diagnosed with adhd at 28 and medicated and it has transformed my life. I’ve dealt with bpd, anxiety, and depression my entire life. But getting to the root of adhd has been insane. I never even thought I had it!!! Was so focused on the wrong things and getting the wrong treatment.
Girllll, I used to be soooo negative and everything bad would ruin my mood and my entire day. Practice gratitude it really helps. I also found God which has completely changed my entire life! I have like one bad day a year now 🙌🏼 Sending good vibes and prayers your way! 🙏🏼😊
I know it’s hard when it’s literally your job, but for me cutting my social media time down has helped my mood so much! I was so depressed, grumpy, anxious, etc at the beginning of this year and deleting TikTok really helped me mentally get out of that space. Also reading more, spending less time on my phone in general, exercising, etc but reducing my social media time was the catalyst for me and I notice a huge difference in my mood on days when I spend a lot of time on my phone vs when I don’t
I experience intense emotions before my period too, they sound very similar to what you described. I was diagnosed with PMDD, which is like PMS but x10. It may be something to talk about with your doctor or a mental health professional. Sending you lots of love & support, Morgan! 🫶🏽
I completely relate to EXACTLY how you've been feeling! It's a horrible cycle to get caught in. I just started therapy back up, so I'm hoping that will help. Meditation, journaling and gratitude too :) You're not alone.
I’ve loved your channel since I found it in 2019! Back when you and Adrienne were living together! I’ve so enjoyed your real-ness and your thoughtfulness in your videos over the years. I know it’s just a taste of who you are and what your life is like, but genuine qualities of a person still shine through the camera. I think you’re a truly genuine person, and that’s why Jezel (sp?) and you are such a good match. Two loving, genuine, and caring souls!! 💜🩷
I completely relate. It’s like the week before my period I’m at my absolute lowest point where I could cry at the drop of a hat. Super fragile and so angry that I feel that way. I wish I had advice to help because I struggle too. The only things that have really helped me I feel like is taking a shower or deep cleaning something. It’s like you feel like everything is out of control but if you clean that one thing then you feel like you can control something. Don’t beat yourself up. My boyfriend of 7 years also does not have an internal monologue and me however, I am literally just like you where I overthink constantly and can’t get my mind to turn off. Sometimes it’s really hard because my boyfriend doesn’t understand me spiraling. I’ve explained it to him many times and his mind must be so quiet. I’m jealous because mine never shuts off. I have background music playing while having full blown conversations with myself and also am picturing the worst possible scenarios playing out in my head at night. I wish there was an off button lol. I do take ashwaghanda supplements and I feel like those help me to sleep along with having a weighted blanket. Amazon sells 20pound weighted blankets and seriously that has been my biggest help. Please be gentle with yourself because I get it 100%. Also, I love you and Jezzels relationship so much. She is seriously an angel and always so patient and caring and you both deserve so much happiness. 💕
I think pressuring yourself to have to feel a certain way makes it worse, and feeling bad about feeling bad makes it worse. You’re allowed to be sad and feel your feelings, let yourself feel them and then move on with it. That’s probably what my therapist would say and what advice works for me when I’m in the slump like that. It also definitely happens to me when my period comes 😂 I hope it gets better soon ❤
Morgan! So excited for you and Jezzel. One thing on the irritability - I was experiencing something VERY similar and found out through a Genomind test (cheek swab neurotransmitter test) that I have some predispositions that make me irritable AF for what feels like no reason. Always thought it was PMDD, but it turns out hormone fluctuations just make it worse. If you feel like it isn't ebbing and flowing with life, consider checking with a Mental Health NP or a physician who knows how to read those tests. It changed. My. Life. You guys deserve all the best
awww I enjoyed this vlog Morgan and sending you lots of love!! I totally relate to feeling frustrated/anxious and more irritable the week before my period too so you're not alone in that. You went to my farmers market as well how funny 😂
Am sorry 😞 you feel that way ...😞😭 I couldn't stop crying because am going through some family "fights bullshit " also and these holidays are gonna suck 😔 and am in the middle, but am just staying positive and keeping busy ,I hope you feel better 🙏sending you positive thoughts and prayers 💕
Love your videos so much 😊 I'm glad that engamrnt ring shopping before you're engaged is a thing, because I think my bf and I will be doing that soon and didn't know if that was weird or not
Morgan, have you been diagonsed with anxiety or depression? I used to literally be like that. I got on anti depressants in my early twenties and havent had spiraling thoughts in a very long time. You def hit the nail on the head, we dont know your mental health. I am not a doctor. Just someone who went through similar experiences and wants to see you get better. ❤❤❤
When I tell you it’s 100% worse without an inner monologue!!! 😅 just blind, emotional rage and I completely embarrass myself especially at work and then feel the need to apologize for my body having a complete breakdown once a month. I can’t take birth control because it exaggerates my symptoms but CBD oil and Magnesium has been helping a lot lately. Sending all the love!
Very much not trying to diagnose anything, but you might want to look into OCPD. I have a few family members with it and recognize some of what you were explaining in what they struggle with as well. They’ve expressed that just being aware of some of the hallmarks of OCPD has helped with the cycle of getting frustrated with themselves when they are stuck on something.
I’ve been watching your vlogs for a while and used to feel very similar to how you have been feeling. I was anxious all the time and irritable. Do you go to therapy or have you thought about it? Once I started going to therapy it helped so much!
the older we get (i’m 28) I feel like the worst the PMS gets the week before your period. but it’s not just the week before because our hormones are constantly changing. how fun 🙃 i recommend the mixhers drinks!! i feel like they have helped me!
I think it was def mostly that because it was only a few days and then went away completely! And I'm now thinking about it and it's been kinda like that for a few months now haha
I can totally relate to the negative spiral. I think that when you're a perfectionist you can be so hard on yourself and I'm so stubborn that sometimes i just sit in the suck instead of getting out of my own way. Take it one day, one hour, one minute at a time. You're not alone 🖤
You and Jezel are so beautiful together and I love it. Please take the time to visit a doctor to run blood work on your hormones. You may just need adjustment because I went through it and could not get a handle on what was happening to me. It affects those who love you too and so perhaps looking into it might help.
I do take meds (and have for 8 years) that manage my depression 🤍 For me the irritability isn’t anything like my depressive symptoms, which fortunately I don’t really experience anymore. I think it’s just PMS because it completely went away 😅
Queer joy is so special!! Happy for you guys and can’t wait for the engagement/wedding content whenever that will be!!!
I've been a fan of your channel for such a long time. Since 2017 or something like that. I'm so happy for you and Jezzel! Your happiness truly radiates when you are with her!
And, also, thank you for being so vulnerable. I feel like it's easy to get our favorite content creators are humans too. I hate to see you going through a tough time mentally, but I sincerely value your openness to express that you are struggling.
I hope you guys have a happy Thanksgiving! I look forward to your nest video :)
I relate sooo much to little things putting you in a bad mood and it being so frustrating that you WANT to feel happy but just don’t. Be gentle with yourself and give yourself time! Recognising your patterns is already such a big step ❤️
Thanks for opening up about your mental health. I’ve been through the ringer and have been misdiagnosed so much. I finally got diagnosed with adhd at 28 and medicated and it has transformed my life. I’ve dealt with bpd, anxiety, and depression my entire life. But getting to the root of adhd has been insane. I never even thought I had it!!! Was so focused on the wrong things and getting the wrong treatment.
Girllll, I used to be soooo negative and everything bad would ruin my mood and my entire day. Practice gratitude it really helps. I also found God which has completely changed my entire life! I have like one bad day a year now 🙌🏼 Sending good vibes and prayers your way! 🙏🏼😊
I know it’s hard when it’s literally your job, but for me cutting my social media time down has helped my mood so much! I was so depressed, grumpy, anxious, etc at the beginning of this year and deleting TikTok really helped me mentally get out of that space. Also reading more, spending less time on my phone in general, exercising, etc but reducing my social media time was the catalyst for me and I notice a huge difference in my mood on days when I spend a lot of time on my phone vs when I don’t
I get the same way the week leading up to my period. Sending you good energy and hope you feel better soon 🫶🏽
SO excited for you both! Ring shopping is so so fun
you’re such a thoughtful and intentional person, i’d love a video or reel about personal christmas gift ideas!
I like engagements more than weddings for some reason. Hope everything works out perfectly!
I experience intense emotions before my period too, they sound very similar to what you described. I was diagnosed with PMDD, which is like PMS but x10. It may be something to talk about with your doctor or a mental health professional. Sending you lots of love & support, Morgan! 🫶🏽
That dinner after the ring appointment was amazing! A true day of love ❤
I completely relate to EXACTLY how you've been feeling! It's a horrible cycle to get caught in. I just started therapy back up, so I'm hoping that will help. Meditation, journaling and gratitude too :) You're not alone.
I’ve loved your channel since I found it in 2019! Back when you and Adrienne were living together! I’ve so enjoyed your real-ness and your thoughtfulness in your videos over the years. I know it’s just a taste of who you are and what your life is like, but genuine qualities of a person still shine through the camera. I think you’re a truly genuine person, and that’s why Jezel (sp?) and you are such a good match. Two loving, genuine, and caring souls!! 💜🩷
I completely relate. It’s like the week before my period I’m at my absolute lowest point where I could cry at the drop of a hat. Super fragile and so angry that I feel that way. I wish I had advice to help because I struggle too. The only things that have really helped me I feel like is taking a shower or deep cleaning something. It’s like you feel like everything is out of control but if you clean that one thing then you feel like you can control something. Don’t beat yourself up. My boyfriend of 7 years also does not have an internal monologue and me however, I am literally just like you where I overthink constantly and can’t get my mind to turn off.
Sometimes it’s really hard because my boyfriend doesn’t understand me spiraling. I’ve explained it to him many times and his mind must be so quiet. I’m jealous because mine never shuts off. I have background music playing while having full blown conversations with myself and also am picturing the worst possible scenarios playing out in my head at night. I wish there was an off button lol. I do take ashwaghanda supplements and I feel like those help me to sleep along with having a weighted blanket. Amazon sells 20pound weighted blankets and seriously that has been my biggest help.
Please be gentle with yourself because I get it 100%.
Also, I love you and Jezzels relationship so much. She is seriously an angel and always so patient and caring and you both deserve so much happiness. 💕
i clicked so fast! So excited for you both, such an exciting time even if it's just shopping✨
I’ve been loving your vlogs! I hope you and Jezzel have the best holiday season! 🤍
I think pressuring yourself to have to feel a certain way makes it worse, and feeling bad about feeling bad makes it worse. You’re allowed to be sad and feel your feelings, let yourself feel them and then move on with it. That’s probably what my therapist would say and what advice works for me when I’m in the slump like that. It also definitely happens to me when my period comes 😂 I hope it gets better soon ❤
Morgan! So excited for you and Jezzel. One thing on the irritability - I was experiencing something VERY similar and found out through a Genomind test (cheek swab neurotransmitter test) that I have some predispositions that make me irritable AF for what feels like no reason. Always thought it was PMDD, but it turns out hormone fluctuations just make it worse. If you feel like it isn't ebbing and flowing with life, consider checking with a Mental Health NP or a physician who knows how to read those tests. It changed. My. Life. You guys deserve all the best
this is so exciting! when I got the RUclips notification I literally showed all my friends I was with
You’re wedding will be so so beautiful. It will be worth the wait
I thought spiral like that as well. I think we just have to be easier on ourselves and realize we can't do it all!
I would love to see a video of all the things you have for your dinner parties
Feelings are actually in our control
awww I enjoyed this vlog Morgan and sending you lots of love!! I totally relate to feeling frustrated/anxious and more irritable the week before my period too so you're not alone in that. You went to my farmers market as well how funny 😂
Aww my engagement ring is from Vrai!! So so excited for you both!! ❤❤
you both look so cute together !!♥️
Am sorry 😞 you feel that way ...😞😭 I couldn't stop crying because am going through some family "fights bullshit " also and these holidays are gonna suck 😔 and am in the middle, but am just staying positive and keeping busy ,I hope you feel better 🙏sending you positive thoughts and prayers 💕
Love your videos so much 😊 I'm glad that engamrnt ring shopping before you're engaged is a thing, because I think my bf and I will be doing that soon and didn't know if that was weird or not
Morgan, have you been diagonsed with anxiety or depression? I used to literally be like that. I got on anti depressants in my early twenties and havent had spiraling thoughts in a very long time. You def hit the nail on the head, we dont know your mental health. I am not a doctor. Just someone who went through similar experiences and wants to see you get better. ❤❤❤
When I tell you it’s 100% worse without an inner monologue!!! 😅 just blind, emotional rage and I completely embarrass myself especially at work and then feel the need to apologize for my body having a complete breakdown once a month. I can’t take birth control because it exaggerates my symptoms but CBD oil and Magnesium has been helping a lot lately. Sending all the love!
also Morgan, i love the vlogs. please never feel bad about posting too many on here lol
Very much not trying to diagnose anything, but you might want to look into OCPD. I have a few family members with it and recognize some of what you were explaining in what they struggle with as well. They’ve expressed that just being aware of some of the hallmarks of OCPD has helped with the cycle of getting frustrated with themselves when they are stuck on something.
Congrats! Happy for you both.
You are my comfort youtuber! :)❤
YAY!!! Congrats!!!!
I got my engagement ring from Vrai and I love it!!
I’ve been watching your vlogs for a while and used to feel very similar to how you have been feeling. I was anxious all the time and irritable. Do you go to therapy or have you thought about it? Once I started going to therapy it helped so much!
the older we get (i’m 28) I feel like the worst the PMS gets the week before your period.
but it’s not just the week before because our hormones are constantly changing. how fun 🙃
i recommend the mixhers drinks!! i feel like they have helped me!
I think it was def mostly that because it was only a few days and then went away completely! And I'm now thinking about it and it's been kinda like that for a few months now haha
Omg I get frustrated with myself in the exact same way you’re describing 😩
The worst 😩 glad I’m not alone haha
I can totally relate to the negative spiral. I think that when you're a perfectionist you can be so hard on yourself and I'm so stubborn that sometimes i just sit in the suck instead of getting out of my own way. Take it one day, one hour, one minute at a time. You're not alone 🖤
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Omg do a hair tutorial please for the intro hair. I am hair INEPT.
Haha me too, I love this idea.
the three of us all had the same reaction to nicki minaj
You and Jezel are so beautiful together and I love it. Please take the time to visit a doctor to run blood work on your hormones. You may just need adjustment because I went through it and could not get a handle on what was happening to me. It affects those who love you too and so perhaps looking into it might help.
Sounds like PMDD. Look into that its a real thing and many woman suffer with it
Make a video about your mental health
Would love to see some recipes videos.. BTW Love your home Try some CBD for your anxiety
Oof, all of your symptoms sound like depression. I felt this way a LOT before taking meds to balance things out.
🩵🩵it’ll get better
I do take meds (and have for 8 years) that manage my depression 🤍 For me the irritability isn’t anything like my depressive symptoms, which fortunately I don’t really experience anymore. I think it’s just PMS because it completely went away 😅