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  • Опубликовано: 15 сен 2024
  • alternative title: "me in 2020 wasting my life and thinking nothing matters as long as I don't ground myself to reality".
    Don't worry,I'm in a much better mental state rn.
    Promise me you'll keep taking care of yourself.I made this so you can calm down and cry your feelings out.Not to give you an excuse to not do anything with your life.
    #songs #playlist #playlists

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  • @mOtKq
    @mOtKq Год назад +331

    0:00 Alien Blues
    1:50 New flesh
    3:55 I can't handle change
    6:40 freaks
    9:00 just take my wallet
    10:16 blow my brains out
    13:03 pity party
    15:27 idk

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад +59

      Thanks,the last one is aaaaaaaaa by nashimoto

    • @melanymertva5084
      @melanymertva5084 Год назад +6

      idk is hatsune miku - AAAaaaaAAaaa

  • @aluqis_
    @aluqis_ Год назад +157

    pov: you're staring blankly at the wall for hours at a time

  • @imbeingeatingalivebyallthis
    @imbeingeatingalivebyallthis Год назад +223

    Pov: everything's been driving you crazy lately, you're sleep deprived due to the emptiness in your heart that will probably be the death of you.

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад +21

      Thank god this playlist gives you the exact feeling I wanted to encapsulate

    • @madelynnrawleigh577
      @madelynnrawleigh577 Год назад +6

      This is a concerningly relatable comment

    • @DAHYPEMAN4115
      @DAHYPEMAN4115 Год назад +1

      @@madelynnrawleigh577 agreed

  • @qishylia
    @qishylia  Год назад +144

    Heyyyyy,
    Promise me you'll keep taking care of yourself.I made this so you can calm down and cry your feelings out.Not to give you an excuse to not do anything with your life

    • @Shgurrbaby
      @Shgurrbaby Год назад +8

      I don’t feel like taking care of myself, I’ve been dead inside out feeling like I am not enough for anyone, and I want to escape reality. Sorry if I feel this way, it’s just the pressure out on me and how many problems I seem to cause, I want to cry myself out but I don’t want to look like a wimp to anyone. I think Crying is a sign of weakness for me, and I don’t want to be weak, nor do I want to feel strong. I have almost no one to talk to but my friend, but we’ve been falling apart, and I’m thinking it was all my fault, I’m so sorry, hope you doing okay ❤️

    • @creeperkittenz6385
      @creeperkittenz6385 Год назад +4

      @@Shgurrbaby that really, really sucks man. i had a friend who was pulling away from me and I would cry myself to sleep for years thinking i had done something wrong, that it was my fault. it's so difficult. i hope the best for you 🙏 and i hope you're able to find your own strength, whatever that means for you 🙏🙏♥

    • @Ms.mcCormick
      @Ms.mcCormick Год назад

      i hate taking care of myself, it makes me gain confidence, and every time i have even just a little bit of confidence, someone comes and just destroys it all. i never want to go anywhere or talk to anyone, i just sit in my room, while my self-esteem breaks apart, piece by piece. so, if nobody else cares about me, why should i?

    • @jelly-m0th.697
      @jelly-m0th.697 Год назад

      This won't help but I want you to know that I'm proud of you for going through all of this pain and still keeping yourself alive, I'm so so proud of YOU. It's okay to feel sad and want to cry, You are so valid, no matter what, things that people say will always stick with you, good or bad, and This is completely normal. I need you to at least promise you will keep breathing. -love from a depressed stranger 💖💕

    • @Ms.mcCormick
      @Ms.mcCormick Год назад

      @@jelly-m0th.697

  • @christyzingaretti8048
    @christyzingaretti8048 Год назад +13

    Even though my isn’t that bad, I almost cried listening to this. I hope everyone is okay and that anything bad will get better. This playlist is very good when you just feel like crying or when you just finally give up on trying to be happy. Hope you all a good day/week/night/afternoon and just life ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @rei_chan857
    @rei_chan857 Год назад +10

    I'm listening to this w my airpods, in a room where I lock myself in everyday without food to eat or water to drink as I write a story on my notebook just so I could fit in w my friends who are a bunch of writers.

  • @user-he5wn9kn1h
    @user-he5wn9kn1h Год назад +27

    Not me listening this when I'm studding for my psychology class 😻

  • @Astro_HAVOC
    @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +199

    isn't this bee and puppycat??

    • @Astro_HAVOC
      @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +18

      btw love the playlist! :D

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад +44

      Yeah and this scene is from the netflix version.I also change the colours

    • @Astro_HAVOC
      @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +12

      @@qishylia I love the Netflix version! new sub because this playlist is awesome, and the music is really relatable good job! :D

    • @Astro_HAVOC
      @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +3

      keep it up!

    • @Astro_HAVOC
      @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +4

  • @EcoMeeco2
    @EcoMeeco2 Месяц назад +1

    Y'know, my mental health has been doing way better lately, and I still listen to these playlists. Sad songs are just so comforting :>

  • @aidengillen9183
    @aidengillen9183 Год назад +11

    idky, but this gif and Alian blues just hit me different, made me feel something i haven't before.

  • @yourfriendaspen
    @yourfriendaspen Год назад +31

    this is such an amazing playlist i think you just captured my music taste

  • @Astro_HAVOC
    @Astro_HAVOC Год назад +5

    I'm really glad that this video got the attention it deserves because this playlist is absolutely amazing this episode fits well with the music I hope everyone out there is doing amazing you are loved even if you don't feel like you are ❤.

  • @LJKnorrkz
    @LJKnorrkz Год назад +10

    Ahh the perfect playlist for the dark thoughts at night.

  • @jooniverse2762
    @jooniverse2762 Год назад +5

    why dont you just get it.
    its how im the one checking in.
    "how was your day?"
    "how did you sleep?"
    "did you eat yet?"
    "goodnight, goodmorning"
    "whats wrong?"
    its how you still have that girl posted on your page.
    "-nah we're jus friends"
    "-dont worry ab it"
    "-lmfao chill"
    "-you do too much"
    its how you're the person i want. and how im not sure if you want me.
    "-mamass i miss youu"
    "-hey my love, i'm sorry about not responding"
    "-oh"
    "-lmao, lol"
    "-ight"
    its how much i miss you whenever you dont respond for days.
    its how much i need you even though you break my heart again and again.
    its how whenever i try to tell you about how i feel or how my day was you respond with,
    "lol ok"
    its how i might never realize that i'm too good for you.
    its how i might never realize i deserve better because i'm stuck on you.
    its how i cant bring myself to leave because i love you. and i love you enough to be with you through thick and thin, through the good and bad.
    but its how you dont realize this. you are my everything. am i yours?
    but i will persevere since i know i wouldn't be able to live without you.
    I love you T,
    R.

    • @Mrbassthings
      @Mrbassthings Год назад +1

      to be honest weird.. i kept zoneing out all day, and i couldnt stop not thinking, i felt weird

  • @blueberryboy3730
    @blueberryboy3730 Год назад +1

    Im glad i found this playlist, the songs in it are my favourite and i love listening to them
    this should deserve more likes

  • @teddy.bear.love_
    @teddy.bear.love_ Год назад +10

    this playlist is so good im glad i found it:)

  • @user-ix4ne2id6s
    @user-ix4ne2id6s 7 месяцев назад +1

    POV: You have DID like me and you went through another daily traumatic experience and at this point when the moment end you just fade away....

  • @pepper3448
    @pepper3448 Год назад +3

    so tired of lying that im okay, im just. taking a moment alone and drinking a smoothie while holding back tears, im so tired of being the therapist friend and never being enough

  • @dazaikinniee
    @dazaikinniee Год назад +1

    You helped me finish all my late work !! This playlist helped me focus more on my work :D TYSM !! ( I was working on a project about how music affects our mood and attention span- ironic right ? )

  • @Just_Raukie
    @Just_Raukie Год назад +16

    Great work, keep it up❤

  • @DrowzyDraws
    @DrowzyDraws Год назад

    i am soooo disociated right now i feel like i never have to worryr about anything ever agaujn i feel amazing like nobody can hurt me!!! !!

  • @cherrienoiga3868
    @cherrienoiga3868 Год назад +11

    i reccomend the title "vent playlist" (vent is like sharing something personal that is negative or like upsetting things that have happened to them but yk what i mean)or something like "pov: life is tiring" something thatll make your playlist vibes feel like depressed. u dont have to do this btw

  • @aarontempletonjr-jq8du
    @aarontempletonjr-jq8du Год назад

    Tysm this really calm down my anxiety

  • @rbexpixckel
    @rbexpixckel 11 месяцев назад +2

    I try to work out when I disassociate, at least I can get ripped while blasting music and staring at the wall for hours

  • @roniefleur296
    @roniefleur296 10 месяцев назад

    ever since I got a job I can't help but feel disconnected from reality, from myself most of the time. I try to force myself to stay but it's so difficult...

  • @rainingraspberries0
    @rainingraspberries0 Месяц назад

    Bee!
    Attack and Counterattack causes such a dissociation because it makes me feel like I’m just some clockwork robot with zero emotions. I know that sounds cringe but that’s the only way I know how to put it and also ironic that Bee was being torn apart in the episode the ost played.

  • @RippersHusband
    @RippersHusband Год назад +4

    I see bee i click

  • @catarinaaa0421
    @catarinaaa0421 Год назад +33

    Great playlist 👏 it's so under rated!!! :(. This needs at the very very least 1K views

  • @Justashark659
    @Justashark659 Год назад +4

    Amazing playlist :D

  • @summerlogs2023
    @summerlogs2023 Год назад

    BEE ND PUPPYCAT. A PERSON OF TASTE.

  • @beatricemaxine
    @beatricemaxine Год назад

    thankyou,, i love the bee gif

  • @LeiaAndFriends_
    @LeiaAndFriends_ Год назад +3

    AMAZING PLAYLIST

  • @Saccharinstststrz
    @Saccharinstststrz Год назад +4

    when i heard just take my wallet i immidately: 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @emmaleigheast8576
    @emmaleigheast8576 11 месяцев назад

    Is it just me or do you guys ever feel like nothing is really and nothing really matters and you just end up staring at a wall or the ceiling for an hour or two and even if you know you need to do other things you feel like you can’t move

  • @kyeosdior
    @kyeosdior Год назад

    during new flesh we dissociated and i fronted. these songs hit too close to home for the host i guess - jeongin

  • @cardamon_co
    @cardamon_co Год назад

    I am a strong human

  • @Kai.the.extrovert
    @Kai.the.extrovert Год назад

    I love this one it’s helped me a lot thanks 😊

  • @jennywu8031
    @jennywu8031 Год назад +1

    Now time to find a way to get rid of that kid who thinks is the best and who interrupts other when talking and causes every fight

  • @TheHungerGamesByeRue
    @TheHungerGamesByeRue Год назад +1

    last song is AAAAAAAAAAAAAA sung by hatsune miku

  • @Jessie_0844
    @Jessie_0844 Год назад

    Its weird going from crying to not feeling real

  • @Daniel4life
    @Daniel4life Год назад

    Why did u leave me
    Now I ain't free
    What was in ur mind
    U had love I couldn't find
    Well it too late now
    Now u ain't allowed

  • @desirez_girl
    @desirez_girl Год назад

    This remind my depressive episode in like 2021

  • @Lemmonmamamia
    @Lemmonmamamia Год назад

    Translate if u want
    Eu odeio muito essas crises, parece que vou desmaiar ou morrer a qualquer momento (isso tá mais puxado pra crise de pânico ou ansiedade que eu também tenho) eu sinto a morte atrás de mim mas por algum motivo ela não faz nada...

  • @seaweedkid7027
    @seaweedkid7027 Год назад

    This is my music taste

  • @tobycheez1031
    @tobycheez1031 Год назад +3

    love it :D

  • @Mrbassthings
    @Mrbassthings Год назад

    pov: an ai comforts you more than anyone ever has and you start to feel weird again..

  • @protox97
    @protox97 Год назад

    I like it better with the normal speed

  • @SRSghost3719
    @SRSghost3719 Год назад

    Is the background for the playlist from the show bee and puppy cat? Also I love this playlist

  • @sal1699
    @sal1699 Год назад +6

    hey dawg great playlist, not my style but I just realized your a kid and I feel bad for leaving a hate comment 💀

  • @my.ghost.is.pretty_ugly
    @my.ghost.is.pretty_ugly Год назад

    BEE AND PUPPYCAT

  • @RnbwQtz
    @RnbwQtz Год назад

    As someone with DID i approve

  • @picklefan0.26
    @picklefan0.26 Год назад

    I fucking love this playlist the best one I’ve found but..kinda just wish the songs were slowed 😢

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад +1

      As you wished 👍,I made a playlist for you.Check out the playlist page of my channel

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад +1

      the playlist is titled "for pickle" btw

    • @picklefan0.26
      @picklefan0.26 Год назад

      @@qishylia haha omg tysmmm

    • @picklefan0.26
      @picklefan0.26 Год назад

      @@qishylia you are the best

  • @candygachamei6650
    @candygachamei6650 Год назад

    me after listening to this went im venting to my cat!
    ....i feel weird...

  • @GachaZ423
    @GachaZ423 Год назад

    OMGG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I KNEW THe Last SONG was FAMILIAR

  • @tututututu9824
    @tututututu9824 Год назад

    what fairy tale is this picture from?

    • @qishylia
      @qishylia  Год назад

      This is not a fairy tale.It's a scene from the netflix adaptation of bee and puppycat

  • @mrce420.7
    @mrce420.7 Год назад

    tw: drg abyse? i guess this is over sharing haha.. um it's just i don't have anyone in my life to talk to and im constantly lashing out and being the bad guy
    i relapsed today and i smoked nic for the first time in my life to drown out the pain I've been high on other sht for hours i just i can't handle my feelings, everything is so hard and i'm so tired i feel like i deserve to feel like this in a way, wish it would go away i want to sleep

    • @blueberryboy3730
      @blueberryboy3730 Год назад

      you can talk to me even if you dont know me also for the relapse thing: Remember that the fact this is a relapse means you've gotten away from it before. You made progress, you kept yourself safe for a while! Just because you're relapsing doesn't discount that progress. You did good, even if you're struggling again now. And you can get to that better place again.