Enkay47- EUPHORIA (a song about addiction)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 окт 2024
  • Enkay47- EUPHORIA
    Let me know if you relate in the comments…
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    Credits:
    • Video by Campbell Multimedia
    • Written by Enkay47
    • Mixed & Mastered by Zachary Koval
    • Background Screams by Swavi on the Beat
    • Instrumental by Ellegante
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    Lyrics:
    I wake up
    I’m itching
    To take a
    Prescription
    They warned about addiction
    Why don’t I ever listen
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    Looking for happiness at the bottom of a bottle
    Liquor or prescription it doesn’t matter I’ll swallow
    As long as it can fix it whenever I’m feeling hollow
    One shot
    Two shot
    Three shot
    Four
    Fuck it imma take few more till I’m
    Passed out in my house on my floor
    Passed out on my couch until 4 again…
    I wake up
    I’m itching
    To take a
    Prescription
    They warned about addiction
    Why don’t I ever listen
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    What if im wasting my life tryna run after this bliss
    What if it doesn’t exist
    What if it’s only a myth
    What if I’m trapped in a cycle and pass it down to my kids
    And they’re addicted to euphoria before they can live
    I wake up
    I’m itching
    To take a
    Prescription
    They warned about addiction
    Why don’t I ever listen
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    I’ve been looking for euphoria
    Euphoria
    Nate K.

Комментарии • 154

  • @Enkay47
    @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +98

    If you’re not subscribed, you’re not allowed to like this.

    • @Mr.Nicholas.420
      @Mr.Nicholas.420 3 месяца назад +3

      What if I am subbed but think this absolutely sucked? Cuz it did!!

    • @AVoigt1984
      @AVoigt1984 3 месяца назад +2

      😂 ☝🏼

    • @dcknowledgeandentertainment
      @dcknowledgeandentertainment 3 месяца назад +1

      I've loved your music since you first came out and cared about you the whole time Nathan man I really wish you'd leave the illumi like FOR REAL I can see all your demonic bullshit in your videos and hear and see it in you, your music is Garbage while your playing on that team!!! Your way the fucc better than this Nathan stop working for the devil and you'll get a lot more respect and your music will be wayyyyy better!!!! I PRAY YOU FIND ONE LOVE
      Get grounded with nature go do sum shrooms while surrounded by nature 🙏✌️💙 You can do wayyy tf better than this stop playing on the devil's team its TRASH

    • @johnlombardo7816
      @johnlombardo7816 3 месяца назад +2

      for real! haha wtf i just noticed how few subs you have, its criminal! you are needed in this world brother, keep killin it! ive been sober from pills officially for about 6 months.. sadly, the percs only lasted a few years, but the suboxone was 8 years.. wish i just kicked the percs alone.. that said, sublocade helped and being completely off it i feel much better. we all can get through it, sometimes we just need some help. much love bro, hope you get inspired by God and know that with Jesus Christ all things are possible! ❤❤🙏🙏

    • @Frosty0762
      @Frosty0762 3 месяца назад +3

      I haven't found a single track that I didn't love or relate to. 🔥
      I can't wait to see what else that you have in store!
      Also, every artists has they're "alright" tracks and their "phenomenal" tracks.
      That's how they grow. The peoples feedback. Love that you're taking any and all feedback with positivity. 😊

  • @VinJay95
    @VinJay95 3 месяца назад +9

    Sick 🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +5

      Thanks man 🔥

    • @nuckinfuts420
      @nuckinfuts420 3 месяца назад

      Oh snap it's the mumble rap slayer
      When's the next colab happening with you two?

  • @kurtcrean
    @kurtcrean 3 месяца назад +16

    Mass of Man and Enkay dropping crazy songs on the same day? Hell yes.
    This one hits hard!

  • @Massofman
    @Massofman 3 месяца назад +6

    Love this one!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      Thanks man

  • @ameliaspino6419
    @ameliaspino6419 3 месяца назад +16

    Oh, this one hit hard. I'm glad your music and counseling helped me through some very dark days .

  • @jonathanm2690
    @jonathanm2690 3 месяца назад +5

    Cinematography is very cool on this one. The vicious cycle of drug addition on display. The balloons representing those that we have lost through addiction, Enkay feeling lost and hopeless in it. Desperately looking for away to escape the pain and sorrow (searching for Euphoria) and it leads him through the same path as many have found themselves in, addiction. Enkay will become the very thing he's trying to escape. Another tragic death, another balloon at a funeral. Atleast that's how interpreted it.

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +4

      Beautiful interpretation ❤️

  • @williammacleod9546
    @williammacleod9546 2 месяца назад +1

    Idk how enkay hasnt blown up yet. Bros such an underrated artist

  • @kingofscars856
    @kingofscars856 3 месяца назад +12

    I struggled with addiction for years (meth, alcohol, pills...) and finally got clean after OD'ing multiple times. Been clean for 17 years now ❤

    • @KatherineKieras
      @KatherineKieras 3 месяца назад +5

      That's fucking awesome! Congratulations 👏👏 I struggled with pills, heroin, and coke since 2008. I got clean but have had many relapses. I'm finally clean again and plan to always stay this way! I lost my entire family to drugs and do not want to be another statistic! My kids deserve their mother clean and alive! I'm all they have left. So good to hear about your clean time!

    • @Frosty0762
      @Frosty0762 3 месяца назад +3

      Congratulations to you both!! That's incredible!
      I too have struggled with addiction. My poison was heroin, then I added in coke/crack. It took losing everything and everyone that I had to wake up and say enough was enough. My 2 kids were taken when I was trying to clean myself up.
      I went into an outpatient Suboxone treatment program which is another type of addiction in itself, you get sick when you stop taking it. I've been clean for almost 8 years now. (I'm 31).
      I'm so proud of you both! People look down on those with addiction and when they get clean, we get doubted. But we know❤ your journey only stays bright and gets brighter from here.

    • @mimsboy1170
      @mimsboy1170 3 месяца назад

      What's your name and how'd you do it?

    • @KatherineKieras
      @KatherineKieras 3 месяца назад

      ​@@Frosty0762that's great congratulations 🎉!!

    • @johnlombardo7816
      @johnlombardo7816 3 месяца назад

      keep killin it bro!

  • @seanA416
    @seanA416 3 месяца назад +11

    Thank you for your incredibly powerful songs

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +8

      Thank you for being the first to comment

  • @KatherineKieras
    @KatherineKieras 3 месяца назад +4

    I feel this one to my core. I have struggled with addiction since 2009. I sought help years ago but even with detox, counseling, mmt, programs, etc ive still relapsed plenty of times. Being a single mom of 2 beautiful children really helps keep me clean now. I fear for my kids all the time. My parents were both sddicts and both passed away from this epidemic. Thank you for always being real and speaking on important issues ❤❤ Can't wait to see you in RI!!

  • @IOOpcntTr4n5ph0b1c
    @IOOpcntTr4n5ph0b1c 2 месяца назад +1

    I feel it, you get better every single song. I hope you always keep yourself... you're amazing! Thanks.

  • @JacksonPierce
    @JacksonPierce 3 месяца назад +2

    Dope song homie!!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад

      Thanks man

  • @RyanMckinney-iw3rk
    @RyanMckinney-iw3rk 3 месяца назад +2

    i feel every single word of this man ..

  • @timerchange9635
    @timerchange9635 3 месяца назад +7

    Amazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +6

      Thanks 🙌

  • @mpwinder14
    @mpwinder14 3 месяца назад +3

    GOAT 🔥🔥🔥

  • @GrindModeCypher
    @GrindModeCypher 3 месяца назад +1

    🔥🔥🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад

      Appreciate you guys 🔥

  • @Levii_A_Than
    @Levii_A_Than 3 месяца назад +3

    I have been waiting for this since the first snippet dropped,can't believe it's finally here!!!

  • @AverageJoe2023
    @AverageJoe2023 3 месяца назад +1

    Banger. Speaking on things that actually matter

  • @elenag151
    @elenag151 3 месяца назад +2

    Dopeness!!! 🔥🔥🔥
    Excited for this one! Great vocals and 🔥beat
    And lyrics…
    Hope you have doing well 🫂

  • @looselogic
    @looselogic 3 месяца назад +2

    Great job man...song is dope! Video is sick too.. sending positive vibes to you bro. Be safe. Blessings.

  • @brewcrew0374
    @brewcrew0374 3 месяца назад +4

    This one hits deep, too deep like the bottom of thee ocean, barely holding on, showing no emotion, been looking for euphoria… 😊😊😊😊❤

  • @tonitrotz358
    @tonitrotz358 3 месяца назад +2

    Great🔥❤️

  • @kryptiqhiphop
    @kryptiqhiphop 3 месяца назад +7

    Been looking forward to this one!!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +5

      Hope it was worth the wait!

    • @kryptiqhiphop
      @kryptiqhiphop 3 месяца назад +5

      @@Enkay47 it really was man!! Cant stop listening!

  • @JustafiedMusic
    @JustafiedMusic 3 месяца назад +2

    This is fire bro

  • @Tickzy
    @Tickzy 2 месяца назад +1

    This one is song is so amazing Enkay genuinely❤️

  • @ottoswanson6664
    @ottoswanson6664 2 месяца назад

    0:59 "Looking for happiness at the bottom of a bottle"
    Cheers to that, bro 🔥🤟🍾

  • @xs_fear
    @xs_fear 3 месяца назад +2

    Hell yeah love this thankyou ❤

  • @josephmoore7641
    @josephmoore7641 3 месяца назад +2

    Love the song bro! Ik how it is being trapped/addicted to wanting euphoria. I’ve been an alcoholic and taking meds and nothing still hasn’t helped. Keep your head up on finding yourself and what makes you happy bro! Don’t wanna see an amazing artist like you to go ghost or end up overdosing like some of the other legends! (Mac Miller, Juice Wrld, Chester Bennington, Chris Cornel n etc)

  • @SteelGenesis
    @SteelGenesis 3 месяца назад +2

    Miss your songs😢
    Keep it up Nate!🔥

  • @Mustafalisalih
    @Mustafalisalih 3 месяца назад +2

    As someone who has been listening to you for a long time, I say that you need to change your production team. I really thought that almost every scene could be better while watching it, NOONE CAN STOP ME was a really high quality shot and the colors were very well adjusted, I think you should continue to work with that team :)
    I wish you continued success.

  • @DarkProphet7
    @DarkProphet7 3 месяца назад +2

    Perfect timing

  • @vampthyr
    @vampthyr 2 месяца назад +1

    Keep on doing you man!

  • @1997log
    @1997log 3 месяца назад

    Just when I was thinking I need some more Enkay47 songs you release one!! Love your music. Keep up the great work!!!!!

  • @chasenichols5347
    @chasenichols5347 3 месяца назад +1

    Man another dope song I listen to your stuff all the time thanks for sharing can't wait to see more coming out soon

  • @Gryffin1319
    @Gryffin1319 3 месяца назад +1

    withdrawal effects from anti depressant is killing me, feeling so anxious. memories burning me alive.
    missing my counselor
    how are you ?

  • @scottbenfield6714
    @scottbenfield6714 3 месяца назад

    I’ve been looking. Beautiful work. Keep em coming. 🔥

  • @xs_fear
    @xs_fear 3 месяца назад +1

    also, do u have any tours or live shows at some point?

  • @TimCheks1
    @TimCheks1 3 месяца назад +3

    This is dope. That hook is bonkas! ❤‍🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      Appreciate you!

    • @TimCheks1
      @TimCheks1 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Enkay47 Keep at it, mate 🔥

  • @TRYSGrace
    @TRYSGrace 3 месяца назад +3

    💙💙💙💙👣

  • @RapShadez
    @RapShadez 3 месяца назад +2

    🔥🎙🔥🎼🔥

  • @AprilGShowers
    @AprilGShowers 3 месяца назад +1

    This needs to be on the radio NOW!! Amazing! 🔥🔥 We Do Recover. Clean Date: 8/8/11. 🙌🙌

  • @virginiaheflin6480
    @virginiaheflin6480 3 месяца назад +1

    Thank you for this ❤️‍🩹🙏

  • @simulatec5774
    @simulatec5774 3 месяца назад +2

    Same bucko! Same.

  • @KristenLoveLife419
    @KristenLoveLife419 3 месяца назад +3

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +3

      Thanks for commenting ❤️🙌

  • @Minecraftgaming7M
    @Minecraftgaming7M 3 месяца назад +2

    Awesome Enkay47, keep doing you can’t wait till we all here more of you’re music. 🎧

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +2

      @@Minecraftgaming7M thanks for commenting, I’m glad you like the video 🔥

  • @Romeo211994
    @Romeo211994 2 месяца назад +1

    Such a dope and deep song my guy. Also super dope game sesh yesterday my guy I definitely needed that!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 месяца назад

      @@Romeo211994 appreciate you sliding through man, hope you’re well!

    • @Romeo211994
      @Romeo211994 2 месяца назад

      @Enkay47 you know how it goes my guy I'll be Gucci in due time

  • @Aquiseen
    @Aquiseen 3 месяца назад +2

    This will probably get lost in the comments, but I gotta try😅
    I heard "Afterlife" on spotify and had it on repeat for days until it disappeared. I hope you didn't decide to delete it from your discography and re-release it soon. Either way, Ive been a fan since My Own Lane back in '17 and your music helps get through the dark days. Keep doing you! You deserve it all!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      Hey! It’ll be back out in September, I had to fix a few things on it

    • @Aquiseen
      @Aquiseen 3 месяца назад

      @Enkay47 well damn, i was noticed? 😅 That's awesome! I'll be keeping an eye out for it. Thanks for all the work you put in!

  • @05assahse
    @05assahse Месяц назад

    Very dope 🔥

  • @Tickzy
    @Tickzy 2 месяца назад +1

    I’m aloud to like this I’m subscribed😂

  • @matthewchambers132
    @matthewchambers132 3 месяца назад

    Much needed!! Can't wait to see it on Spotify so I can blast it!

  • @petelivesey3377
    @petelivesey3377 3 месяца назад +2

    This is absolutely fire, and it hits close to home

  • @kakashisei1
    @kakashisei1 3 месяца назад +2

    This is incredible man!!!💥💥🔥 I’ve been listening to you since lessons and this is absolutely amazing dude!!!
    Keep this up you fuckin got it homie!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @christinekawaguchi6148
    @christinekawaguchi6148 3 месяца назад +1

    Just about everyone can relate to this. We are proud of you and your words to reach the collective. Love you nephew

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад

      Love you too ❤️

  • @I-Wumbo
    @I-Wumbo 3 месяца назад +1

    I appreciate everything you've done for me as always man, whenever I feel something there's always a song for it because of you. Hope you've been keeping your head up yourself and you best believe im here for the foreseeable future.

  • @KyDaog
    @KyDaog 3 месяца назад +1

    That was really fuckin good man, glad to see you back, I haven't heard anything in a long time.

  • @JesterofRichiousness
    @JesterofRichiousness 3 месяца назад +2

    For me Euphoria was when, I started to look for something that wasn't me and I was blinded by greed an overwhelming emotional things. Balloons distractions from finding the right reason to change my life an make a difference in finding the real me with or without the drugs.

  • @zombiemvp4lifettv
    @zombiemvp4lifettv 3 месяца назад +1

    Hope you been doing good man and love the new song as always!

  • @sarahmonster1991
    @sarahmonster1991 3 месяца назад

    FIRE, MY GUY! FIREEEE! Really missing a live performance in my life. Waypost in Portland has been doing shows lately 👀 it's been like almost 2 years since the show with gremlin. Love you brotato!

  • @BeardWizardMan
    @BeardWizardMan 3 месяца назад +1

    Great track brother! So glad to see a new one from you, it's been awhile.

  • @DarkProphet7
    @DarkProphet7 3 месяца назад +2

    Thanks brother

  • @Hunny4.20
    @Hunny4.20 3 месяца назад +2

    🖤🖤🖤

  • @xs_fear
    @xs_fear 3 месяца назад +2

    when this dropping on spotify?

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      Tonight

  • @Scott.lewis.8
    @Scott.lewis.8 3 месяца назад

    I've been subscribed never gonna leave bro your music heals bro

  • @dianabaker4380
    @dianabaker4380 Месяц назад +1

    You're the best, thank you for all you do for us. We love you nate, you're the real goat 🔥 🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  Месяц назад +1

      Thank you Diana ❤️🙌

  • @dianabaker4380
    @dianabaker4380 3 месяца назад +1

    Dammmnn 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 you killed it 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥.
    Ps. For anyone struggling with addiction im here to let you know it's possible to get clean and sober 💪be stronger than your strongest excuse 💪 🖤

  • @lukes9165
    @lukes9165 3 месяца назад

    Love it 🔥

  • @baneofdreams
    @baneofdreams Месяц назад

    Let's go 2024 enkay I love your tracks can't wait for what's next

  • @mullilynn9707
    @mullilynn9707 3 месяца назад +6

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +5

      ❤️

  • @zombiemvp4lifettv
    @zombiemvp4lifettv 3 месяца назад +1

    Hell ya finally it out! And early!

  • @frbdnknwlge
    @frbdnknwlge 29 дней назад

    So relatable❤❤❤❤

  • @Dspruill1990
    @Dspruill1990 3 месяца назад

    Love this 🫶🏻 Been clean off H/fent and Hard for 2 1/2 yrs 🙏🏻 Getting clean was rhe best thing I could have ever done. It's worth it 🙏🏻

  • @dmounce86
    @dmounce86 3 месяца назад +2

    Running 1 mile a day, Running from a double bloodline of addiction. The cycle stops with me.

  • @integramyke
    @integramyke 3 месяца назад

    Man this hits a personal nerve. After I broke my spine and had rods put in and then couldn't do what I used to I got crazy depressed. So started taking pain meds to be able to live and work like I did before all the surgeries then after was so full of self hate and emptiness I started using Coke to feel alive and drinking to keep it in check. I finally got away from it all after taking a fentanyl laced pain killer not knowing that's what it was, it killed me. Was finally brought back by an officer while the emt was putting me in a bag. I'm very lucky and fortunate I made it unlike so many other people. I'll never go back to that life style. Dying once is enough for me.

  • @BarryShaw-je3sk
    @BarryShaw-je3sk Месяц назад

    Officially subscribed G 👌 you have this fan until the day you no longer exist physically.. nahhh il still be dropping that shit.. 🙏

  • @j-wa357
    @j-wa357 29 дней назад

    The screaming vocal layering is sick af

  • @itsSoullessMusic
    @itsSoullessMusic 3 месяца назад

    Bros never lost it 🔥🙏🏻🖤

  • @strobeunity6336
    @strobeunity6336 3 месяца назад +2

    Is this on apple music? Will it be on Friday? Love it so much!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +2

      It’ll be released on every streaming platform tomorrow at midnight. When it releases, please stream on repeat while you sleep so it can reach more people!

    • @strobeunity6336
      @strobeunity6336 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Enkay47 awesome!

  • @johnpoet5235
    @johnpoet5235 3 месяца назад +1

    Let's get him to 100000 subscribers this guy speaks from his soul love his music

  • @socialxhazard_1168
    @socialxhazard_1168 3 месяца назад +2

    Why’d you remove Afterlife?

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      It’s rereleasing in Sept, had to change a few things on it

    • @socialxhazard_1168
      @socialxhazard_1168 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Enkay47 cool, just asking cause that's one of the many songs of yours I like. That one especially was from the heart. Keep it up

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +1

      @@socialxhazard_1168 hell yeah I’m glad you like it 🙌

  • @PoetLegion
    @PoetLegion 3 месяца назад +1

    Is this coming to spotify soon?

  • @sacento5339
    @sacento5339 3 месяца назад

    very diverse sound with this one i love it and i love the message i hope youre doing better boss much love 🙏🖤

  • @eveliinaparviainen1085
    @eveliinaparviainen1085 3 месяца назад

    ❤🙌

  • @sammiatkins11.11
    @sammiatkins11.11 3 месяца назад

    I needed this ... Im trying to get clean from pills and it's hard 🖤🖤🖤

  • @briandoman7086
    @briandoman7086 3 месяца назад

    🙌 💯 🏇 💨

  • @ReconZodiak
    @ReconZodiak 3 месяца назад +2

    This hits hard for me I've gone through more then enough not like alot of drugs or anything mainly just alchohol happened multiple times n now I'm trying to get through it again n its beyond bad this time in ways I can't explain in a message cause it would be like reading a book lol but this helps thanks bro love your music

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +3

      @@ReconZodiak hey man, idk what you’re going through but I’m wishing you the best. Stay strong and keep moving forward one day at a time. I’m glad you like the song ❤️

    • @ReconZodiak
      @ReconZodiak 3 месяца назад +2

      @@Enkay47 thank you bro really I do

    • @ReconZodiak
      @ReconZodiak 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Enkay47 alot of your songs from the past helped me alot I got way better n was doing really good n then things in life happened n I completely fell apart again but I'll get back up thank you bro

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +3

      @@ReconZodiakkeep going, everything happens for a reason. I appreciate you bro

    • @ReconZodiak
      @ReconZodiak 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Enkay47 your right about that for sure can't wait to see what you drop next.

  • @Pressure917
    @Pressure917 3 месяца назад

    Make another I like this 1 alot good work

  • @canisXpolaris
    @canisXpolaris 3 месяца назад

    I found myself addicted to prescription medication, genuinely trying to chase the peace that I Do know is within me. Sometimes you must storm the valley in the shadow of death alone. Holdfast to hope. Happiness and peace within is ever attainable

  • @Pharaohdefowl
    @Pharaohdefowl 3 месяца назад +1

    I thought the song title was eutopia 😂😂😂. 🔥 🔥

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 3 месяца назад

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @chrispramuka3684
    @chrispramuka3684 2 месяца назад +1

    @enkay47 its time to come back to the midwest

  • @lisaroush8721
    @lisaroush8721 3 месяца назад

    ❤❤❤😊😊that right love song that Right

  • @Frosty0762
    @Frosty0762 3 месяца назад

    I grew up with addiction in my family. My parents were alcoholics and popped pills, as well as sold their pills. (My mom died in 2015 from alcoholism) It wasn't too obvious until i hit my teen years and the abuse got worse. I started drinking and partying at 16 myself. Started using heroin just before i hit 17. As well as X mixed with coke. (Was euphoria like crazy). Did mescaline as well as pills called IR30s. Left that boyfriend a year later and just drank at parties on weekends. Didn't get sick either. Then at 20 I started doing heroin again. From then on i was addicted hard. Coke was brought in after i left my state and home after losing my home and wanting to escape where the drugs were easy for me to Access. Didn't stop me from buying 3 bundles on my drive away from PA. Did Suboxone I bought to curb the sickness. Then messed up and did more. It took a girl trying to kill me with fake shiz to get my act together. Been clean for 7-8 years now.
    This song hits the soul deeply. The cinematics are perfection.

    • @Frosty0762
      @Frosty0762 Месяц назад

      Wowza I wrote a damn paragraph 😅

  • @ardenleber7154
    @ardenleber7154 Месяц назад +1

    💙👣💙👣💙👣💙👣💙👣

  • @ChristinaAderena
    @ChristinaAderena 3 месяца назад +1

    Hope you’re doing okay bruddah 🎉❤

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 месяца назад +2

      @@ChristinaAderena ❤️

  • @JesterofRichiousness
    @JesterofRichiousness 3 месяца назад

    Makes me cry saying this, but it's true for me so... I feel most at peace knowing i can put a end to my life at any minute, it's why drugs comfort me. Because killing myself slowly is the only excuse i needed to keep living in a world that doesn't have a place for me in it...

  • @Battleatthecreek420
    @Battleatthecreek420 3 месяца назад +1

    Addiction sucks... Relapse is worse because it's just one constant never ending hell loop it seems like

  • @xmesaj2
    @xmesaj2 3 месяца назад +1

    fuck drugs

  • @DarkProphet7
    @DarkProphet7 3 месяца назад

    Oxytocin

  • @michaelblack1925
    @michaelblack1925 Месяц назад

    I've been listening to you for a long time now 2017 I believe but I feel when it comes to image you need to go the mac Miller way cuz I feel like you where next to him but he's gone now

  • @DarkProphet7
    @DarkProphet7 3 месяца назад

    Lsd