To everyone feeling this way right now, Im praying for you. God loves you, He understands where you've been. He knows how you feel. He is right there with you. Dont give up. Your life is worth living. Keep praying He will answer you. This is just a season most of us have to go through. To truly appreciate the better times that are coming. 🙏
This truth broke my heart all over again!! Just mere months before your passing we were happy and making plans for the future. I was on cloud 9.. the day we walked into the doctor's office shortly after our vacation, i felt something inside me shatter as I saw the look in your eyes, and realized that there is no coming back from that. As the weeks progress, and you became more and more distant as you health started to deteriorate, I often wandered what you where thinking and feeling, but honestly, i already knew, because I also became distant, trying to hide my feelings of fear from you, because I saw that you were slowly starting to surrender to the inevitable. That sunday night, when you asked me to just come and lay next to, and you took both my hands in yours and pulled it closer to you, like you wanted to pull me inside of you, we looked into eachother's eyes, and I asked you to please promise me that you will not die, and you replied, "you know that I can'r promise you that, always remember that I love you very very much" I have tried to stay awake for as long as I could, keeping a watchful eye while you were sleeping, little did I know that by the next morning, my worst fear would become a very stark reality. I still start to hyperventilate by just recalling that. I still cry almost every day, sometimes happy tears at least. You always said that you are not good at expressing feelings, I hope you know that not one single day went by that I didn't see the love in your eyes, your eyes could never hide secrets from me, and I honestly hope that you knew how much I loved you. I still do and always will. I might have said it 50 times a day, but I meant it every time I said it. I miss you so so terribly, and not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts, and you will remain forever in my heart. I Love you, and lelie blom... Thank you xxx
Its almost comforting to listen to this. Its like someone was putting into words the feelings that I can't say outloud. It feels comforting like finally, someone understands what I feel.
what's the point of life if you die anyway? so you might as well pull the trigger while you can, cause life ain't getting better and it's a losing battle not worth fighting.
@@KSGaming419 Life is what you make it! Some days are good, and others are bad. There is hope. Don't give up fighting. You're stronger than you think. You have a purpose. Remember that. God bless
Baby you are so special every time I see you I just smile cuz you get this huge smile and you glow cuz your so happy when you see me no one sees it you feel you just hide it to protect yourself
I love you more then life it self I'm in love with you baby your my queen it will always be you I'm not gunna love ever again and you have so much to give to this world your not nothing you are the queen
Waww it's like listening to mee My Life right now .All my life I was always a Happy Girl . Happy me I use to feel Pain,hurt, jealousy,love, happiness.Now I feel Nothing .The day I lost my husband that's the day My life and me + myself changed .And it's so hard to try to look like u ok outside..But inside u Feel emptyenis. :( :(
I’m going to ask lord ✝️ to heal you body and Soul and your mind , tonight the name of Jesas ، you will be heading by tomorrow Just believe and fate ..... god bless you ✝️🙏
@@laurenonianwa cmon man, lets be real this earth is full of people who succesfully conned or committed fraud on others and those are who rule this stinky place. Conning others is humanities culture 🤣 give me a break
We mirror each other. I've never been so depressed, despondant, worthless. I could write you a long letter but I'm so tired financing my head against a brick wall. Last I heard, you were getting married, secretly planning and arranging the wedding. But, after proposing to me just days before I was told this, I said to you that was the very last time. You're behaving as if this is my fault and you know can well that's not true. I'm not going to message you again. It's making me ill. I will wait for you to contact me telling me you are on your way home.
You should think about me, I can never climb mountains in action, I can't travel anywhere, I've been disappointed and unhappy, I used to be like you were unhappy, I know you well, you can rest assured I will help you , you don't have to worry, because I am inconvenient to move, I have encountered many difficulties and setbacks in my life, I hope you can rest assured that I will support you! 🙃😉😊
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To everyone feeling this way right now, Im praying for you. God loves you, He understands where you've been. He knows how you feel. He is right there with you. Dont give up. Your life is worth living. Keep praying He will answer you. This is just a season most of us have to go through. To truly appreciate the better times that are coming. 🙏
This truth broke my heart all over again!! Just mere months before your passing we were happy and making plans for the future. I was on cloud 9.. the day we walked into the doctor's office shortly after our vacation, i felt something inside me shatter as I saw the look in your eyes, and realized that there is no coming back from that. As the weeks progress, and you became more and more distant as you health started to deteriorate, I often wandered what you where thinking and feeling, but honestly, i already knew, because I also became distant, trying to hide my feelings of fear from you, because I saw that you were slowly starting to surrender to the inevitable. That sunday night, when you asked me to just come and lay next to, and you took both my hands in yours and pulled it closer to you, like you wanted to pull me inside of you, we looked into eachother's eyes, and I asked you to please promise me that you will not die, and you replied, "you know that I can'r promise you that, always remember that I love you very very much" I have tried to stay awake for as long as I could, keeping a watchful eye while you were sleeping, little did I know that by the next morning, my worst fear would become a very stark reality. I still start to hyperventilate by just recalling that. I still cry almost every day, sometimes happy tears at least. You always said that you are not good at expressing feelings, I hope you know that not one single day went by that I didn't see the love in your eyes, your eyes could never hide secrets from me, and I honestly hope that you knew how much I loved you. I still do and always will. I might have said it 50 times a day, but I meant it every time I said it. I miss you so so terribly, and not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts, and you will remain forever in my heart. I Love you, and lelie blom... Thank you xxx
I know what that's like, and I'm sorry you have to experience it
I can’t make happy. Nobody can. Only when you feel you are enough and have enough that’ll make you happy.
Its almost comforting to listen to this. Its like someone was putting into words the feelings that I can't say outloud. It feels comforting like finally, someone understands what I feel.
comfort is what was going to say. i am sorry for what life has put you through! good luck. try Poets of the Fall song .Sleep. its a life saver for me
These words are so so true, living yet dead inside 😔
I can relate to this because nothing makes me happy no more
I love you till my last day..its not possible to forget...or leave as true love forgives everything
Please don't give up! 😢
You ain't dead yet!!! You have so much to give...be happy and make your days count!!!! You CAN do it...
thank you very much for your words
what's the point of life if you die anyway? so you might as well pull the trigger while you can, cause life ain't getting better and it's a losing battle not worth fighting.
@@KSGaming419 Life is what you make it! Some days are good, and others are bad. There is hope. Don't give up fighting. You're stronger than you think. You have a purpose. Remember that. God bless
This is hard to listen to, but at the same time I’ve never felt so heared. This is my dilemma, my life, my feelings in a nutshell. Thank you.
It's so deep. I can feel the emotions... Wonderful.
I love your voice so so much. I also have trouble pronouncing my R and you gave me so much confidants to be proud of who I am
You just spoke my heart. Thank you ❤️
When our passion to live died, all comes with it except the physical us still living, but dead inside.
I'm in the same place. I feel your pain 😞
Beautiful
Wow, wow, wow
I love u so much,truly I loved,till my end I'll b,no place for other choice in my life already I'm dead,no words,
Baby you are so special every time I see you I just smile cuz you get this huge smile and you glow cuz your so happy when you see me no one sees it you feel you just hide it to protect yourself
I love you more then life it self I'm in love with you baby your my queen it will always be you I'm not gunna love ever again and you have so much to give to this world your not nothing you are the queen
The most beautiful words I've ever read
Sad but true
Waww it's like listening to mee
My Life right now .All my life I was always a Happy Girl . Happy me I use to feel Pain,hurt, jealousy,love, happiness.Now I feel Nothing .The day I lost my husband that's the day My life and me + myself changed .And it's so hard to try to look like u ok outside..But inside u Feel emptyenis. :( :(
Thank u for sharing u will make it out of the swamp
I promise you
I’m going to ask lord ✝️ to heal you body and
Soul and your mind , tonight the name of
Jesas ، you will be heading by tomorrow
Just believe and fate ..... god bless you ✝️🙏
You will get happiness. Just wait. God is also waiting to give you happiness
Wow wow
It's hard to keep going
😢okay i get it good my england rose 🌹 I'm bz now take care
I just want to sleep and never wake up to have to live another day
I feel that sometimes. But, there is hope. Just take it one day at a time
I get it … wow
Wow🥰🥰🥰🥰
Ugh I so relate😢
Okay! DONE
I just love to feel nothing, i rather be dead I dont know why I even exist.
I'm glad that you're alive and on this earth. I have hope that things will get better
@@laurenonianwa cmon man, lets be real this earth is full of people who succesfully conned or committed fraud on others and those are who rule this stinky place. Conning others is humanities culture 🤣 give me a break
You know I love this but when you start to laughing about the ashes that not right
Who is the person that is sitting there in video I feel nothing
I wish I didn’t. I knew this
We all are
🙏
We mirror each other. I've never been so depressed, despondant, worthless. I could write you a long letter but I'm so tired financing my head against a brick wall. Last I heard, you were getting married, secretly planning and arranging the wedding. But, after proposing to me just days before I was told this, I said to you that was the very last time. You're behaving as if this is my fault and you know can well that's not true. I'm not going to message you again. It's making me ill. I will wait for you to contact me telling me you are on your way home.
😍😍😍😍🤘
👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾🙏🏽
Stay.
Dnt do that to ur self baby ur so better than that u can b anything u wanna b ur so book smarts streets smarts for godssake u were going to b a doctor
Me
😭😭😭
Я надеюсь ты сможешь в кратчайшие сроки спасти свою душу, чувства, эмоции и краски, смыслы с друзьями и близкими. Будь счастлива.
Trying hard
Keep going 🫶🏾
You should think about me, I can never climb mountains in action, I can't travel anywhere, I've been disappointed and unhappy, I used to be like you were unhappy, I know you well, you can rest assured I will help you , you don't have to worry, because I am inconvenient to move, I have encountered many difficulties and setbacks in my life, I hope you can rest assured that I will support you! 🙃😉😊