Dont let the dark emotions take over you!! Life can be wonderful, dont chose sadness. Try - at least sometimes - to have real fun ⭐️✨ even if it sounds difficult
“You eat so much yet you stay so skinny and get your insecure about your body but you don’t understand how lucky you are” -all my friends and family If only they knew 🥲
Dude 😭 my father said the same thing to me but ive been telling him i got an eating disorder and he just calls in an excuse to "eat everything in the house"
"TW:SU!C!DE/SH "I would rather have you krs then c*t, because at least then I wouldn't have to worry about you hurting yourself all the time" -My mom (we're on infinitely better terms now and have a great relationship, I just still think of this every day)
3:35 - Am I the only one who used to fake my personality bc I thought people would leave me if they knew me, and I did it so often, I DON'T KNOW MY OWN PERSONALITY ANYMORE? I genuinely don't remember what my personality was like
I can’t stop panicking at school. I had FCE (first certified English) lessons today and there were only 5 people including me and it was quiet. Too quiet. I could say or read anything out loud. I was almost crying, sitting there, everyone staring at me. I felt light-headed and though I almost had a panic attack (I know when it’s coming). Somehow I held it back but I just don’t want to go back there anymore. I’m too scared…
"the pain hurts so comfortably" a sentence that hits hard for a lot of people (including me, I was emotionally abused and s/a'd at a young age and I just got used to it and found comfort in my sadness)
I get the friends one at 8:18. Nobody understands how hard it is to keep them happy though. You live with the constant fear that you are going to get a call that says your bestfriend/friend is dead. I hope you get better. Remember you are loved, dont give up, im so proud of you
8:10 like fr my brother does nothing and my mom just says 'I love you soo much my baby' or 'good job honey' meanwhile me overthinking my education and doing all I can so I can just get a 'Good job' or 'I love you'.Also me wishing for that same affection as my siblings and always as the oldest i'm supposed to clean,wash,cook and do all the chores and I get nothing also I'm always trying to make my parents proud and get my grades up because my parents don't like 88s and 80 and i got that same mindset that they have because i had 90s or up all my life and I can't get a 80 on my report and they (parents) don't let me cry as they think that will call disgrace so I can't cry,they always think I'm happy and joyful all the time... also anyone who read the whole thing ,thankyou ❤
I HATE expressing myself in front of others because of how I look so I just stopped showing my emotions in front of people, but they think “why do you look so depressed all the time”
if these videos make you feel worse stop watching them, some people might find comfort in it but for some people it makes things worse, I know I feel worse because of videos like these. absolutely no hate to the creator but if it hurts you then seek out conten that makes you feel bettter
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too. take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise. You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. They feel like they need to be just like everyone else, but they aren't. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They wish they didn't want to be like everyone else, so they bash on you for being unique, unlike they are. They will never be able to be like every other person out there, and they will never stop trying. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it.
Small vent (8:19) 🤪🤪: I have adhd and autism and I have trouble looking people in the eye (especially if I see signs of them being mad at me) so when my dad started yelling at me the other day, because I asked him to please wait a second, and got all up in my face saying to look him in the eye, I started crying. Mind you I was asking him to please wait because I was putting on shoes to bring my little siblings outside, so immediately after he stopped yelling, he told me to go outside, and I had to try to not look like I was just crying. And my dad wonders why I have social anxiety 😬
(8:34) I have a habit of not eating for days at a time and then just eating everything when I'm super upset.. My dad always points it out and says stuff like; "are you really eating again? Didn't you just eat?" and "are you really eating all of that? Isn't that a bit much?". And because I do that I never end up being under or over weight, so everyone assumes I'm healthy... but I don't think so.
I’m so sorry for everything you go thru/ went thru. I love you and I am proud of you! I’m always here if you need someone to talk to. And the not eating for days is relateable but I’m still always here and ready to listen. 🫶❤🩹🙂@@Kosuke_Matsukito
the anger issues is the one i relate to the most. i have a towering temper and often start crying because of how angry i am, people constantly do things just to piss me of...especially my siblings and whenever i blow up it's always my fault, nobody even takes into account what anybody did to me, i'm always the one who's overreacting i just wish i was someone else.
7 months late but I can relate sm- I’m sick of my sister almost all the time and I really wanna be alone so I don’t make anyone else upset with my attitude. I keep making my parents mad and disappointed :(
0:35 "you can cry, you can vent, but ive never actually liked you." *girl who 'saved' my life..* Literally helped her thru a panic attack in a car and i had to go and fr felt so guilty as if she didnt tell me to kms last week
i love caring for others and it makes me so happy to see others happy, but when im going through the hardest time in my life no one's there for me, and if i do one thing wrong everyone suddenly cares and blows up on me telling me i should do better and im not working hard enough
One thing I told my sister when she broke up with her boyfriend was “people will leave, but one person will always stay with you” please don’t harm yourself your skin is not paper!!
1:11 so true. Before I stopped being friends with my ex BFF, I really didn’t like her for about 8 months before that. I was so tired of it all by the end of those 8 months. I finally ended it after 6 years in September. 10 months of toxicity
@@starzneptune. I still feel like its messed up for THAT too be in the desc on a VENTING thing. Its funny when its on a joke video, or just any positive videos, but not for this... (IM SO LATE-)
I wanna go to sleep and never wake up. I wanna live in a dream. I had a good dream that everyone understood. I was with people I adore. They were also struggling with sh. They were amazing ppl. They didn’t bully me like the rest of the ppl. I guess it was just a dream like other dreams. It’s never gonna happen
4:30 I relate so much. My dad ignored me for 2 years, called me selfish and a brat when all he cares about is money and making everyone jealous of his fake personality, turned my room into a walk in wardrobe for his girlfriend so when I stay with him I have to sleep on the floor and payed a girl to bully me for 7 years just to 'toughen me up'. I fucking hate him.
0:35 “You can be friends with us again once you start talking” I’m almost completely fucking mute and when I do talk you tell me to shut up. No, I won’t talk.
“Navy, why are you shaking? All he did was raise his voice a little to tell you to stop?- it wasn’t even loud!” Me: let’s not talk about it… “Why are you just standing there like an idiot?!” Me: sorry- “Hey, why are you so nervous , he just wants to give you a. Handshake!” Me: let’s not talk about that!..
My only words are: Stuff those who made my heart turn into pieces then scrunched them AND THEN RIPPED THEM AND PUT THEM IN FIRE TO BURN LIKE WHYY WHY ME!!? My last words: Looks like it’s just gonna be me now.. like always… And my final words: I’m thankful for this day that I have waited for the time where I don’t need To listen to no one and I just go down or up I don’t mind either now
I hate when people say younger siblings are spoiled. My parents wanted one child. I was the accident. They really don’t care about me at all. Everything about me is too embarrassing for them.
I had a big argument with my mom yesterday and she told me that I should not be screaming at her and I broke down, I never cried so much. I told her I just need to scream and yell at something because I've had the worst month and a half of my life and no one has been there for me and I've had to handle it on my own and cherry on top to all that since my mom started her new job I feel neglected and left to completely take care of myself. Then she said I could always talk to her but I try and she immediately turns it around on me and yells at me or makes it about her or something.
I'm empty.. I make up these personalities for different people so much so I don't even no which ones the real one.. I don't feel anything I feel nothing no emotions at all..
pov: that one time that one girl got mad at you so you have to ask ur art teacher in tears(almost at that point having a full on breakdown) if you can go to the bathroom, you get there and there's that one girl who knows ur struggling and gets the principle>>>>
This has been one of the worst years of my life so far. All the “popular” kids started making fun of me, two of my friends had to go to the hospital bc they do s/h, one of them is actually still in the hospital. I just stopped talking to one of my best friends because he said he “supports” my friend doing s/h and doesn’t care if she kills herself. I’m going to miss him so much but recently he’s really been stressing me out, and then he said that. I feel awful. I walk into school some days and I feel like throwing up.
0:42 he's not coming home😭 Explanation : when I was about eight or a different age, but something around that time I had a big black mixed lab who is with me in my entire life that year in my entire life, but I didn't realize anything. I thought it was just like his birthday or something that day because we got pizza ice cream, and a bunch of other things, but I was sitting in the front seat not realizing what's happening as I heard my dog almost getting ready to barf. My mom took him out of the car and went into the vet. She handed me her phone and I watched some videos for a few minutes and then my mom got in the car crying with a paper in the blanket that we brought and I fell asleep in that car that night thinking that we just left him at the vet for overnight. (Ps it was 1 AM when we dropped our dog off.) in the next day I asked my mom in the sweetest voice. When are we picking up Buddy, which was my dog's name it broke my heart when she told me he's not coming home in the entire night I spent crying my eyes out😢
0:35 “don’t cry for attention, it’s your fault anyway”- my 5th grade, 6th grade, classmates, and my dad “Maybe they don’t hang out with you because you’re too sensitive and cry too much?” -my school counselor “Seriously you’re crying? You’re the one who lied about your best friend, don’t even.”-my best friend’s boyfriend when she lied about me and cried because I stood up for her and she was embarrassed to be my friend and gaslight me and bully me in ways that are un-noticeable while she says I’m her “bestest friend” and only acts like it when we’re alone. all my friends bully me so bad and my crush said he hopes I die and fat shamed me when I’m actually so skinny my mom and doctors get proud when I gain even 1 pound. They all gang up on me in group chats, real life, telling me it’s my fault I’m crying and when I open up they just say “dang sorry that happened” like it’s the simplest thing ever. They say I’m their friend, if I am then act like it. Im scared to talk because every time I do people call me weird, disgusting, and fat. I’m not the insecure type about my body, just my personality. At school I listen to sad music, sit in a corner crying my eyes out, planning my next sh, just for no one to notice or care. The only time they notice is when I leave and they say “why weren’t u there to help with the project? It’s the biggest part of our grade” is the first thing they say and I just snap at everyone saying “Dude u not see me having a panic attack in the corner?!? That’s YOUR FAULT for bullying me.” People are so cruel. I tell them I’m not in a good mental state to fight with them about why I left the gc FaceTime and they just say stupid shit to avoid the truth that I’m seriously not ok. Even when it’s obvious that I’m not okay. I vented in my notes and sent it to my therapist then had to get an evaluation for the 2nd time. Last year I barely did any school and most of the time was either at home, in the hospital, at CSO, or at partial hospitalization programs. This year I tried sh and I’ve never been more happy or alive in my Life. Though…I don’t think it was happiness, more like feeling so numb to all the pain u gaslight yourself into thinking it makes u happy. It’s hard to quit sh when u have an addiction to pain. If I can’t slice my arms I pick at my skin and nails, I scratch my legs and arms, I bite myself till I turn red, I stick any sharp pointy thing in my skin because it feels so good, I slap myself, or bang my head against the wall.
sometimes my brother mentally hurts me so much, whenever i get in trouble and get hit, or yelled at by my mom and stuff he just laughs and mocks me. but back then when we were so much younger I always heard him crying, my mom was yelling at him so much back then, and upstairs I was just listening. praying and begging god that he's going to be okay and fine. I would always cry whenever I heard my mom and my brother arguing and I always felt bad for him. I was there for him when he felt suicidal, and now that I'm in his place, it feels like if crying was a person, crying would be the only one there for me.
0:40 the hardest words I had to swallow were from a girl I dated for 2 years : "I'm really sorry but i,don't want to be in this relationship anymore... I don't really think even like girls to be honest...and I was only in the relationship to make you happy..." I've cried myself to sleep every night since...
Ways to improve mental health: 1.Be productive, have a busy lifestyle 2. Exercise regularly atleast 15 minutes a day 3.Developing a sense of meaning and purpose in life 4.Be curious and open-minded to new experiences. 5. Visit simple places (whether by yourself or with others) Ways to stop abuse: Let them know their treatment is affecting you. Sometimes try to give references on how they act upon you and ask them if you treated them this way, won't they also be hurt? However if they still don't plan on understanding and they're basically monsters, don't be afraid, call 911 How to stop cutting yourself: 1.Call or text a friend or play with a pet. 2.Make a warm drink, like tea or hot chocolate. 3.Take a shower or bath (make sure there aren't razors nearby). 4.Wrap yourself up in a cozy blanket and listen to soothing music 5.watch a funny show, or read a book. Remember there are many things to live for, they are: 1. Live and achieve your goals 2. Fulfill your dreams 3. Experience the life of being old 4. Learn to live by yourself 5. If you have kids in the future, try to be the best mom someone can ever have and set an example to this world of toxic parenting 6. Friday mornings 7. Experiencing sunsets 8. To be loved and to love 9. Finally be able to cook properly 10. Love a pet 11. Save a life One last reminder Being kindhearted in this sick world is not a weakness, it's courage. Don't vent your anger out on others despite whatever you're going through. You might say, "Than what about me?" I understand that you don't deserve that AT ALL. However, remember we all are ONE, we have to live altogether. Make "people mistreating you" your biggest life lesson, instead of treating others the way you have been treated, treat others the way THEY want to be treated and set an example for humanity ❤️❤️ (Spread my comment as much as u possibly can)
its so funny that i cant even remember the hurtful words people said to me because i dont give a single shit, im already sad and you cant make me more sad cause its already at worst
0:35 “if you ever end up k!lling yourself, just know that everyone will forget about you, your just a random peace of shit, no one cares about. You just take up space in the room, no one even cares..”
@@S.is.mine09 I know but it bothers me when people pretend like it’s completely fine to relapse. It’s not, you can’t get comfortable with doing it, but you shouldn’t beat yourself up over it
My mom got mad at me because of one word I said and that was "I hate you!" That's one word vs the 100tm words she said about me.... Why am I so nice to people..?..I've already lost 3 more people I don't wanna lose more....
My birthday is in two days which means my parents are going to spend money on me so if I die then they’ll have wasted all of that for nothing and I don’t want them to have anything that I mess up even farther if my friends are sad then they might commit and then their families will be sad so I just live numb crying every fifteen minutes and bleeding out everyday standing away pills if I finally stop caring enough
ACTUALLY??!! i’m actually crying right now after hearing that, i’m so sorry that happened i really hope that your feeling better though. I know how it feels losing your dog. I once losted my german Shepard, kiara. She was the sweetest and funnest dog ever and even though she was only a year old she felt like my sister. But then when kiara was on the sundeck she was barking so much and she does that everyday and there’s this couple that lives underneath us (they’re like husband and wife is what i meant sorry lol) and they took her because she was being really annoying. I was little so i didn’t know how they took her but i hope that she has found a better home now. I can’t believe i lost my best friend who was basically my sister because every time i cried she would always come up to me and comfort me. She was the sweetest dog ever and when they took her i was crying so much. So really, i REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that you have another dog or that you’re feeling much better. (i cried halfway writing this 😢)
0:35 “your weak, you can do it yourself.” “SHUT YOUR F*CKING MOUTH I HATE YOU.” “Get back to work, your not tired yet.” “Even though your a fake friend ………….” “I am a bad friend” The “even though your a fake friend ………….” And “I am a bad friend” hurt me most. Because the “I am a bad friend” makes me feel like I treat them badly, the “even though your a fake friend ………….” Just states I am a fake friend, and these 2 messages I mentioned were from my BFF, yeah right, BFF, The one who always tests me. The one who always says everything is a joke. She doesn’t treat me the same. I don’t know if I wanna forgive her or not, I don’t wanna say this to her, it might cause drama, as always. I 50% hate her, I 50% like her (as a bff). I really wanna shout it out to her, it might cause more drama, I tried to dump her, it failed. Someone joined her in the group. All shame on me, I feel, she makes me feel week, shes making me feel dumb. “Get back to work, your not tired yet”, I said it to myself. I don’t get enough sleep because of school. As always. A whole vent you say.
it's funny because when i'm at school i always smile, no one asks if i'm okay because i look okay, and i believe that i am okay. But all the time i come home i start tearing up for the smallest things that are big to me..
I told my counselor about my mental health but all I really need is a hug, but I have not friends cause all of them started to leave me but when I did, they didn't like physical touch
I've found my comfort in sadness :/
Same
@✰ Josey’s Channel ✰ my mom called me the most selfish person she'd ever met one time lol
@@_sOulz._
same anytime i feel sad i watch these and i feel like everyone here understands me 🫶🏽
I feel the same way..
*Most of the tiktoks being really sad*
1:30: *BILL!!!😭😭😭 the saddest of all of them😞*
Fr😭
You know you're gone when you can't be bothered to try and get better. I'm staying alive in my sadness rn, thats enough.
Right?
Dont let the dark emotions take over you!! Life can be wonderful, dont chose sadness. Try - at least sometimes - to have real fun ⭐️✨ even if it sounds difficult
fr I just live with it so at this point most of it feels like a blur
0:35, “you can come out of your room when you start acting like a normal human being!”
:(
0:35 “by the age of 13 your gonna be 300 pounds if you keep eating that much” - my father
Oh baby I’m so sorry
“You eat so much yet you stay so skinny and get your insecure about your body but you don’t understand how lucky you are” -all my friends and family
If only they knew 🥲
Dude 😭 my father said the same thing to me but ive been telling him i got an eating disorder and he just calls in an excuse to "eat everything in the house"
"TW:SU!C!DE/SH
"I would rather have you krs then c*t, because at least then I wouldn't have to worry about you hurting yourself all the time" -My mom
(we're on infinitely better terms now and have a great relationship, I just still think of this every day)
lol my whole family fr
The worst pain is looking in the mirror with tears in your eyes, thinking you've failed at everything.
0:35 „and now you are seeking for attention again“ that’s hurtful.
"I just wasn't worth your time."
But the cat at 5:45 was adorable
3:35 - Am I the only one who used to fake my personality bc I thought people would leave me if they knew me, and I did it so often, I DON'T KNOW MY OWN PERSONALITY ANYMORE? I genuinely don't remember what my personality was like
Same with me i dont know who i am…
I can’t stop panicking at school. I had FCE (first certified English) lessons today and there were only 5 people including me and it was quiet. Too quiet. I could say or read anything out loud. I was almost crying, sitting there, everyone staring at me. I felt light-headed and though I almost had a panic attack (I know when it’s coming). Somehow I held it back but I just don’t want to go back there anymore. I’m too scared…
it okay i fell the same
0:35, …”I’ve met someone new.” Oh my god that hurt so bad. :(
Yeah 😭
Ouch 😭
2:34 ..... Never have I ever felt so understood, and misunderstood at the same time.
0:36
“Why do you hate me so much?”
1:29 i was crying and whatever BUT THIS TOOK ME FOR SURPRISE AND MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD JHGFDGJHDKFDFJH
IKR😭😭😭
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"bye bill" lollll ;poor bill tho lol
"the pain hurts so comfortably" a sentence that hits hard for a lot of people (including me, I was emotionally abused and s/a'd at a young age and I just got used to it and found comfort in my sadness)
I get the friends one at 8:18. Nobody understands how hard it is to keep them happy though. You live with the constant fear that you are going to get a call that says your bestfriend/friend is dead. I hope you get better. Remember you are loved, dont give up, im so proud of you
8:10 like fr my brother does nothing and my mom just says 'I love you soo much my baby' or 'good job honey' meanwhile me overthinking my education and doing all I can so I can just get a 'Good job' or 'I love you'.Also me wishing for that same affection as my siblings and always as the oldest i'm supposed to clean,wash,cook and do all the chores and I get nothing also I'm always trying to make my parents proud and get my grades up because my parents don't like 88s and 80 and i got that same mindset that they have because i had 90s or up all my life and I can't get a 80 on my report and they (parents) don't let me cry as they think that will call disgrace so I can't cry,they always think I'm happy and joyful all the time... also anyone who read the whole thing ,thankyou ❤
It’s scary the amount of these I relate to.
0:35 “You only said you loved me because you want that validation.”
Just wanted to tell my mom I loved her.
I HATE expressing myself in front of others because of how I look so I just stopped showing my emotions in front of people, but they think “why do you look so depressed all the time”
It’s nice to find people you can relate to..
0:36 “she’ll never like u back get over her already”:/
if these videos make you feel worse stop watching them, some people might find comfort in it but for some people it makes things worse, I know I feel worse because of videos like these. absolutely no hate to the creator but if it hurts you then seek out conten that makes you feel bettter
THIS^
I can’t stop… I’m sorry
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too.
take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise.
You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. They feel like they need to be just like everyone else, but they aren't. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They wish they didn't want to be like everyone else, so they bash on you for being unique, unlike they are. They will never be able to be like every other person out there, and they will never stop trying. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it.
I really needed that, thank you.❤
@@radiohysteria
Small vent (8:19) 🤪🤪:
I have adhd and autism and I have trouble looking people in the eye (especially if I see signs of them being mad at me) so when my dad started yelling at me the other day, because I asked him to please wait a second, and got all up in my face saying to look him in the eye, I started crying. Mind you I was asking him to please wait because I was putting on shoes to bring my little siblings outside, so immediately after he stopped yelling, he told me to go outside, and I had to try to not look like I was just crying.
And my dad wonders why I have social anxiety 😬
(8:34) I have a habit of not eating for days at a time and then just eating everything when I'm super upset.. My dad always points it out and says stuff like; "are you really eating again? Didn't you just eat?" and "are you really eating all of that? Isn't that a bit much?". And because I do that I never end up being under or over weight, so everyone assumes I'm healthy... but I don't think so.
I feel ur pain on a another level 🖤
I’m so sorry for everything you go thru/ went thru. I love you and I am proud of you! I’m always here if you need someone to talk to. And the not eating for days is relateable but I’m still always here and ready to listen. 🫶❤🩹🙂@@Kosuke_Matsukito
the anger issues is the one i relate to the most. i have a towering temper and often start crying because of how angry i am, people constantly do things just to piss me of...especially my siblings and whenever i blow up it's always my fault, nobody even takes into account what anybody did to me, i'm always the one who's overreacting
i just wish i was someone else.
7 months late but I can relate sm- I’m sick of my sister almost all the time and I really wanna be alone so I don’t make anyone else upset with my attitude. I keep making my parents mad and disappointed :(
0:35 "you can cry, you can vent, but ive never actually liked you." *girl who 'saved' my life..*
Literally helped her thru a panic attack in a car and i had to go and fr felt so guilty as if she didnt tell me to kms last week
i love caring for others and it makes me so happy to see others happy, but when im going through the hardest time in my life no one's there for me, and if i do one thing wrong everyone suddenly cares and blows up on me telling me i should do better and im not working hard enough
0:35 “your heart is as ugly as your face”
“Your so mean that’s why everyone hates you”
I have anger issues which I can’t control
Me personally I would never take that level of disrespect
1:32 TF IS THIS DOING IN A VENT VID LMFAOOOO BYE BILLLLLL
0:35 "It looks like you got attacked by a bear, good thing it's winter"
-My dad when he saw my SH scars
0:35 ‘’ sry but your not accepted in this family as a queer! ‘’ :(
Oh my god i'm so sorry for you... What did you do..?
1:30 HE GOIN PLACES 💀
“What have you eaten today :3”
“Lunch “
“Wdym? Lunch what about dinner “
“Bread”
0:35 “if you don’t stop eating so much your gonna be fat.” - my mom🫶🏼
0:35 “get out of the house. Go for a walk. I don’t want to see either of your faces right now”
One thing I told my sister when she broke up with her boyfriend was “people will leave, but one person will always stay with you” please don’t harm yourself your skin is not paper!!
Guys! I know this is for venting but. 1:34 BILL! BILL COME BACK!!❤😂
1:11 so true. Before I stopped being friends with my ex BFF, I really didn’t like her for about 8 months before that. I was so tired of it all by the end of those 8 months. I finally ended it after 6 years in September. 10 months of toxicity
Imagine your 5year old self seeing you now 💔
She would have a breakdown
She would be so disappointed in me because i would be nothing like she had hoped
It’s still the same I started being insecure about my weight around six and started sh at seven :c
O:35 "You have to stop too."
And "i love you" when they didn't mean it.....
8:09 sad but true no I'm not a daughter but I have a sister
"it's okay I forgive you .."*she says as she holds in her tears for years hiding pain*
Everyone here is venting their hearts out, meanwhile the description just has "gacha heat, furry animation meme" in the description 😐
i think it’s just for the algorithm so more people get this video on their recommended :)
GACHA WHAT!? 😨
WUT-
@@starzneptune. I still feel like its messed up for THAT too be in the desc on a VENTING thing.
Its funny when its on a joke video, or just any positive videos, but not for this... (IM SO LATE-)
@@CertifiedYapper-jr9hz yeah i get what u mean, but i guess they didn’t expect anyone to look at the entire description 🤷♀️
0:35 “your such a slob” damn…
I wanna go to sleep and never wake up. I wanna live in a dream. I had a good dream that everyone understood. I was with people I adore. They were also struggling with sh. They were amazing ppl. They didn’t bully me like the rest of the ppl. I guess it was just a dream like other dreams. It’s never gonna happen
0:35 ... "u lair u lair BE A HUMAN AGAIN!"
Do any of yall just are have a good life but when you watch these you think something may be wrong with your life and you just don’t know what it is
Don’t let these get to you, be grateful for what you have and in time youll find what you’re missing
u don't need a reason to be sad
@@LyntzbartzkyPerez harder than it looks.
4:30 I relate so much. My dad ignored me for 2 years, called me selfish and a brat when all he cares about is money and making everyone jealous of his fake personality, turned my room into a walk in wardrobe for his girlfriend so when I stay with him I have to sleep on the floor and payed a girl to bully me for 7 years just to 'toughen me up'. I fucking hate him.
0:35 “You can be friends with us again once you start talking” I’m almost completely fucking mute and when I do talk you tell me to shut up. No, I won’t talk.
“Navy, why are you shaking? All he did was raise his voice a little to tell you to stop?- it wasn’t even loud!” Me: let’s not talk about it…
“Why are you just standing there like an idiot?!” Me: sorry-
“Hey, why are you so nervous , he just wants to give you a. Handshake!” Me: let’s not talk about that!..
IM SORRY, BUT THE HAMSTER GOT ME 😭😭😭
0:35 "i think you suffer and i hate how you just think its ok toboame me for it." Ouch. You are the reason..
My only words are:
Stuff those who made my heart turn into pieces then scrunched them AND THEN RIPPED THEM AND PUT THEM IN FIRE TO BURN LIKE WHYY WHY ME!!?
My last words:
Looks like it’s just gonna be me now..
like always…
And my final words:
I’m thankful for this day that I have waited for the time where I don’t need
To listen to no one and I just go down or up I don’t mind either now
The fact tha i went from "They will hurt me?Well idc imma hurt back" to "They have hurt me,and they would do it again,will i fight back?I can't."
0:35
“you’re just not good enough for me anymore.”
And
“DAD ISN’T HERE! HE’S DEAD. GET OVER IT!”
i just hate the fact that people we relate to are literally across the world
And you might relate to someone more than you think but will never know because they are too scared to talk about it
@@ReeseLinen-jh8nw yeah
I hate when people say younger siblings are spoiled. My parents wanted one child. I was the accident. They really don’t care about me at all. Everything about me is too embarrassing for them.
Stuff i relate to in this video😮
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(Will finish later ❤)
2:31 I…damn
I never knew how to describe myself until now god damn
comfortingly venting :)
I had a big argument with my mom yesterday and she told me that I should not be screaming at her and I broke down, I never cried so much. I told her I just need to scream and yell at something because I've had the worst month and a half of my life and no one has been there for me and I've had to handle it on my own and cherry on top to all that since my mom started her new job I feel neglected and left to completely take care of myself. Then she said I could always talk to her but I try and she immediately turns it around on me and yells at me or makes it about her or something.
I'm empty.. I make up these personalities for different people so much so I don't even no which ones the real one.. I don't feel anything I feel nothing no emotions at all..
pov: that one time that one girl got mad at you so you have to ask ur art teacher in tears(almost at that point having a full on breakdown) if you can go to the bathroom, you get there and there's that one girl who knows ur struggling and gets the principle>>>>
I was crying and then I hear " BILL come back bill
This has been one of the worst years of my life so far. All the “popular” kids started making fun of me, two of my friends had to go to the hospital bc they do s/h, one of them is actually still in the hospital. I just stopped talking to one of my best friends because he said he “supports” my friend doing s/h and doesn’t care if she kills herself. I’m going to miss him so much but recently he’s really been stressing me out, and then he said that. I feel awful. I walk into school some days and I feel like throwing up.
0:42 he's not coming home😭
Explanation : when I was about eight or a different age, but something around that time I had a big black mixed lab who is with me in my entire life that year in my entire life, but I didn't realize anything. I thought it was just like his birthday or something that day because we got pizza ice cream, and a bunch of other things, but I was sitting in the front seat not realizing what's happening as I heard my dog almost getting ready to barf. My mom took him out of the car and went into the vet. She handed me her phone and I watched some videos for a few minutes and then my mom got in the car crying with a paper in the blanket that we brought and I fell asleep in that car that night thinking that we just left him at the vet for overnight. (Ps it was 1 AM when we dropped our dog off.) in the next day I asked my mom in the sweetest voice. When are we picking up Buddy, which was my dog's name it broke my heart when she told me he's not coming home in the entire night I spent crying my eyes out😢
8:10 as a daughter, this hit home too hard..
0:35 “don’t cry for attention, it’s your fault anyway”- my 5th grade, 6th grade, classmates, and my dad
“Maybe they don’t hang out with you because you’re too sensitive and cry too much?” -my school counselor
“Seriously you’re crying? You’re the one who lied about your best friend, don’t even.”-my best friend’s boyfriend when she lied about me and cried because I stood up for her and she was embarrassed to be my friend and gaslight me and bully me in ways that are un-noticeable while she says I’m her “bestest friend” and only acts like it when we’re alone. all my friends bully me so bad and my crush said he hopes I die and fat shamed me when I’m actually so skinny my mom and doctors get proud when I gain even 1 pound. They all gang up on me in group chats, real life, telling me it’s my fault I’m crying and when I open up they just say “dang sorry that happened” like it’s the simplest thing ever. They say I’m their friend, if I am then act like it. Im scared to talk because every time I do people call me weird, disgusting, and fat. I’m not the insecure type about my body, just my personality. At school I listen to sad music, sit in a corner crying my eyes out, planning my next sh, just for no one to notice or care. The only time they notice is when I leave and they say “why weren’t u there to help with the project? It’s the biggest part of our grade” is the first thing they say and I just snap at everyone saying “Dude u not see me having a panic attack in the corner?!? That’s YOUR FAULT for bullying me.”
People are so cruel. I tell them I’m not in a good mental state to fight with them about why I left the gc FaceTime and they just say stupid shit to avoid the truth that I’m seriously not ok. Even when it’s obvious that I’m not okay. I vented in my notes and sent it to my therapist then had to get an evaluation for the 2nd time. Last year I barely did any school and most of the time was either at home, in the hospital, at CSO, or at partial hospitalization programs. This year I tried sh and I’ve never been more happy or alive in my Life. Though…I don’t think it was happiness, more like feeling so numb to all the pain u gaslight yourself into thinking it makes u happy. It’s hard to quit sh when u have an addiction to pain. If I can’t slice my arms I pick at my skin and nails, I scratch my legs and arms, I bite myself till I turn red, I stick any sharp pointy thing in my skin because it feels so good, I slap myself, or bang my head against the wall.
6:32 is just me after school, during school, and before school. i just wish i wouldnt get bullied from crying to much 🙂
sometimes my brother mentally hurts me so much, whenever i get in trouble and get hit, or yelled at by my mom and stuff he just laughs and mocks me. but back then when we were so much younger I always heard him crying, my mom was yelling at him so much back then, and upstairs I was just listening. praying and begging god that he's going to be okay and fine. I would always cry whenever I heard my mom and my brother arguing and I always felt bad for him. I was there for him when he felt suicidal, and now that I'm in his place, it feels like if crying was a person, crying would be the only one there for me.
0:40 the hardest words I had to swallow were from a girl I dated for 2 years : "I'm really sorry but i,don't want to be in this relationship anymore... I don't really think even like girls to be honest...and I was only in the relationship to make you happy..." I've cried myself to sleep every night since...
Everything feels numb.
I saw a vent TikTok and it said "sleep can't fix this kind of tired" and honestly, it really can't. I don't think anything is gonna fix this, dude :/
lots of comfort and care mixed with people who wont leave u :>
My ONLY comfort is in my boy best friend I have a crush on him to
Ways to improve mental health:
1.Be productive, have a busy lifestyle
2. Exercise regularly atleast 15 minutes a day
3.Developing a sense of meaning and purpose in life
4.Be curious and open-minded to new experiences.
5. Visit simple places (whether by yourself or with others)
Ways to stop abuse:
Let them know their treatment is affecting you. Sometimes try to give references on how they act upon you and ask them if you treated them this way, won't they also be hurt? However if they still don't plan on understanding and they're basically monsters, don't be afraid, call 911
How to stop cutting yourself:
1.Call or text a friend or play with a pet.
2.Make a warm drink, like tea or hot chocolate.
3.Take a shower or bath (make sure there aren't razors nearby).
4.Wrap yourself up in a cozy blanket and listen to soothing music
5.watch a funny show, or read a book.
Remember there are many things to live for, they are:
1. Live and achieve your goals
2. Fulfill your dreams
3. Experience the life of being old
4. Learn to live by yourself
5. If you have kids in the future, try to be the best mom someone can ever have and set an example to this world of toxic parenting
6. Friday mornings
7. Experiencing sunsets
8. To be loved and to love
9. Finally be able to cook properly
10. Love a pet
11. Save a life
One last reminder
Being kindhearted in this sick world is not a weakness, it's courage. Don't vent your anger out on others despite whatever you're going through. You might say,
"Than what about me?"
I understand that you don't deserve that AT ALL. However, remember we all are ONE, we have to live altogether. Make "people mistreating you" your biggest life lesson, instead of treating others the way you have been treated, treat others the way THEY want to be treated and set an example for humanity ❤️❤️
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its so funny that i cant even remember the hurtful words people said to me because i dont give a single shit, im already sad and you cant make me more sad cause its already at worst
0:35 “if you ever end up
k!lling yourself, just know that everyone will forget about you, your just a random peace of shit, no one cares about. You just take up space in the room, no one even cares..”
0:44 is legit me
Am I the only one who can't cry when I want to, but in random situations?
0:35 "he doesn't love you anymore.."
My best friend had to tell my my ex broke up with me because he was scared to do it himself
0:35 - “It’s because you’re lazy.”
No mom, it’s because I’m drained.
i just relapsed after almost 2 weeks
and thats okay to relapse, i know u can do this i believe in you 🫶
In July I relapsed after not cvtting for 3 years. Im 6 months clean. You just gotta get back up
@@poppysnaith4452its not ok to self harm in any way bro don’t tell that to people
@@LyntzbartzkyPerez relapsing is a part of healing and i feel like their saying to not be disappointed or feel guilty if i were to
@@S.is.mine09 I know but it bothers me when people pretend like it’s completely fine to relapse. It’s not, you can’t get comfortable with doing it, but you shouldn’t beat yourself up over it
No one’s gonna talk about the random hamster TikTok…
1:30
My mom got mad at me because of one word I said and that was "I hate you!" That's one word vs the 100tm words she said about me....
Why am I so nice to people..?..I've already lost 3 more people I don't wanna lose more....
0:35 "Where did that sweet little girl go?"
I became self aware by realizing tonight when I cried I held my breath subconsciously in hopes it'd end everything, with no new beginning.
1:17 is what I feel like rn so is 1:54
My favs and relate
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3:49
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Lastly 4:35
My birthday is in two days which means my parents are going to spend money on me so if I die then they’ll have wasted all of that for nothing and I don’t want them to have anything that I mess up even farther if my friends are sad then they might commit and then their families will be sad so I just live numb crying every fifteen minutes and bleeding out everyday standing away pills if I finally stop caring enough
guys does anybody know the song that goes like "how long... how long? youuuu" or something like that?
I was crying my life out because I just got a puppy and it just died today.
ACTUALLY??!! i’m actually crying right now after hearing that, i’m so sorry that happened i really hope that your feeling better though. I know how it feels losing your dog. I once losted my german Shepard, kiara. She was the sweetest and funnest dog ever and even though she was only a year old she felt like my sister. But then when kiara was on the sundeck she was barking so much and she does that everyday and there’s this couple that lives underneath us (they’re like husband and wife is what i meant sorry lol) and they took her because she was being really annoying. I was little so i didn’t know how they took her but i hope that she has found a better home now. I can’t believe i lost my best friend who was basically my sister because every time i cried she would always come up to me and comfort me. She was the sweetest dog ever and when they took her i was crying so much. So really, i REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that you have another dog or that you’re feeling much better. (i cried halfway writing this 😢)
0:35 “your weak, you can do it yourself.” “SHUT YOUR F*CKING MOUTH I HATE YOU.” “Get back to work, your not tired yet.” “Even though your a fake friend ………….” “I am a bad friend”
The “even though your a fake friend ………….” And “I am a bad friend” hurt me most. Because the “I am a bad friend” makes me feel like I treat them badly, the “even though your a fake friend ………….” Just states I am a fake friend, and these 2 messages I mentioned were from my BFF, yeah right, BFF, The one who always tests me. The one who always says everything is a joke. She doesn’t treat me the same. I don’t know if I wanna forgive her or not, I don’t wanna say this to her, it might cause drama, as always. I 50% hate her, I 50% like her (as a bff). I really wanna shout it out to her, it might cause more drama, I tried to dump her, it failed. Someone joined her in the group. All shame on me, I feel, she makes me feel week, shes making me feel dumb.
“Get back to work, your not tired yet”, I said it to myself. I don’t get enough sleep because of school.
As always. A whole vent you say.
0:35 "antes eras mejor...has cambiado, para mal."
Im still standing😕
it's funny because when i'm at school i always smile, no one asks if i'm okay because i look okay, and i believe that i am okay. But all the time i come home i start tearing up for the smallest things that are big to me..
I told my counselor about my mental health but all I really need is a hug, but I have not friends cause all of them started to leave me but when I did, they didn't like physical touch
Second
Also ty for the vid
Things that comfort me!!!
How did i end up like this
3:48 is so my life