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I was exhausted,sick but forced to go to skl, crying, my "friends" thought its funny to poke my back ,even though my body was sensitive and I don't like physical touch, and pull me back out of my chair and scream at me.
That’s terrible, they are absolutely horrible “friends.” I can’t do much for you, im afraid. You are probably a great person, I’ll be here for u if you want, if you want to talk I have Pinterest💞
@@cellyheartheart It's ok, TYSM nobody has ever said anything good to me, but I can't have Pinterest. Ty for offering tho
Screw them. They aren’t friends. Kick them out your life before it’s too late.
Those aren't true friends, find some friends that respect you and your body.
@@Edits_By_Corvina yw!
*looking at myself* “why am I like this?” “How did I get fat again?” “I want to be just like her..”
And the girl you wish you looked like wishes she looked like someone else... And it just goes on and on... No one will ever fully be comfortable with themselves... There will always be something that you find a flaw- but all of your so called imperfections are what make you unique, you are beautiful... Because beauty is a mindset not a physical trait, you are good enough. Because, no one will ever be YOU there may be look alikes, or people who share the same features, but you as a person are unique, you're amazing, beautiful and perfect. Everyone is in their own ways. And please please please! Don't call yourself fat . Now, please remember to drink water, brush your teeth/hair eat something or try to. Take a nap, do something calming... And try to say one good thing about yourself in the mirror every morning 💙 you are enough never forget that 💜💜💜💜
Tysm for that!
Skill Issue Tbh.
@@juehju wow, you are so funny like making fun of someone's body dysmenorrhea is funny
@@ri3e_420 making fun of someone faking something for attention is very Fun indeed.
Just a little reminder:
I'm proud of you for being here, for fighting for yourself, for getting up in the morning, for trying to get better. It is not easy at all, and I admire you for your strengh, because all the people that judge you will never understand how hard it is to be in your place.
I promise things wil get better, I'm proud of you all. Lots of love
Thank you so much I needed to hear that a lot
No ones a terrible person. They just got hurt by the person they loved most.
My friends don’t know how much I just want to scream how I feel and give reasons why
then go ahead and scream and then say it was the neighbor
Ike literally me everyday no one knows
You know that feeling when you’re really happy around someone and you talk to them a lot for a little while but then they start being short with you and you think you’re annoying them and they don’t want to talk to you so much? Yeah. It hurts.
hey, I’m really sorry to hear that’s happening to you. are you okay? I’m here if you need, things will get better ❤
@@lover_2023_ thanks 💕
had that since 5 months. now it`s all over...
@@kiikxooff Oh.. that's bad
I hope you're doing good, just know that there are lots of people that care about you, including me
It's sad that scars will fade but the pain never will.
I always think that I should’ve never went to middle school but then I remember I would’ve never met them ❤thank you to all my friends, savanna, kelice, Gaby, minami, Artie, and ofc mars! You guys are the reason I’m still holding on.
Middle school is where I both met and lost my closest friends...
I'm still in middle school 🙃
6:24 this made me cry because no one has ever said that to me
waking up and watching this cause you dont feel any better
I just wish someone would look at me like they loved me, not see through me like I’m made of glass.
hey, I know we don’t know each other, but I love you. I’m proud of who you are, and I’m here if you need anything. stay strong x
man... I was so close to keeping a straight face "i love you kiddo
i love watching this and writeing in my vent book
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
-Not mine, but pass it around guys
Omg thanks this really helped me❤❤❤❤
im gonna think of this 24/7
Damn the one when “I have tried I tried for sixteen years” yeah that one just reminded me of when my mom said “Ik ur depressed you just don’t like that it takes effort to get out of depression. You don’t like that it takes work” (I wasn’t on medication or anything, no way for me to feel better)
hey, I’m really sorry to hear that. I’m really proud of you, and I know you can do this. stay strong, I’m here if you need x
Tori
I've been having a serious problem with crying lately. I keep crying when I don't want to, and its all because of my family, and that "she" left. I wanna get help but everyone shrugs it off. I'm even crying writing this. I hope you all end up better and not like me
It’s okay love I’m in the same boat but when you and me are older you will be successful you will be beautiful you will be happy and you will be loved
Skill Issue
@@juehju actually stop
@@juehju some people are in real pain, and need comfort. How is it so hard to have empathy? (Nohate)
@@inMyVillainArc69 Because me and other people I know went through Far Worse than what people are saying here in the Comments. Everyone In here Just wants Attention so thats what I gave them all.
My parents claim to have tried their best to never talk about weight near me or my brother, even though my brother used (and still) gets harrased by my family for being skinny. My grandma (and one of my friends) would pinch my face, and call my face "cute and chubby". Since my parents never talked about weight gain, or eating disorders I never learned how to deal with people talking about my body..
And even though they didnt talk about it as much around *me*, school definitely talked about it a lot..
I remember 3rd grade we were learning about gross food facts (gelatin, how beef/hotdogs are made, etc.). 4th grade I learned about calories. In 5th grade one of my teachers made my class count the calories in our lunches as a project. In 6th grade I developed an eating disorder. My school counselors would always talk about being fit and exercising to lose calories, and having a healthy diet. In 7th grade I'd refuse to eat breakfast or lunch, and eat lots of snacks before exercising way to much..
Ever since I was 7 I sucked in my stomach thinking it was bad to be fat. I have overweight friends, and there's nothing wrong with them, I just can't stand myself being overweight because I was never told it was okay. Hell, I wasn't told anything.
My eating problems have only gotten worse. I still binge and purge. I still make myself exercise more than I need too. I have multiple fitness, and weight loss apps. And my mental health has only been getting worse.
I don't know what to do anymore tbh. I can't stand myself
i had managed to hold a straight face until 6:33. that got me good man “what happened to my little girl..”
yes. it hurt.
6:44 this sounds like it was quoted from 3 hours ago during 6th period omg .
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done
Things someone told me was stress/ being overwhelmed
Over eating
About to cry every second
Feeling weird and Wanting to hurt urself
Overthinking
Being fidgety
Ur leg bouncing up and down when u sit down
Biting ur nails
And often break outs/pimples… i hope nobody ever feels stress again :(
YOU’RE AMAZING!!🎉
Just a little reminder:
You're alive
You're human
Stop trying to find happiness
Stop thinking you can't be as perfect as the person you see
You're already perfect
Even if no one is perfect, you are
Because, you are you, and it's really hard to change, because, you're perfect the way you are
You're beautiful
Gorgeous
And an absolute masterpiece
You're NOT useless
You're NOT ugly
You're NOT crazy
You're NOT too skinny
You're NOT too fat
You're NOT weird
You're NOT a disgrace
You're NOT gross
You're NOT weak
You're NOT a horrible person
You're NOT alone
You're a beautiful human
You're ok
Even if you don't look ok
You're ok
Because you're still here
You're enough
You're you
You're so important, you don't realize it
Look at you:
Scars
Belly fat
Invisible jaw line
Hairy face, legs, face ect.
Weird nose
Abused nails
Weird smile
Glasses
Baggy, dark eyes
Skinny
Fat
You're so beautiful, no matter what you have, or what you are, you're so gorgeous,, you can't see, but, I do, even if I don't see you, I know it, I'm so sure, I love you know, when you die, people will be sad, and disappointed, don't do it, stay alive, for everyone, I promise it'll be alright, just pretend your stuffed animal, is me, or a person you love or like, and hug it, because, you should know that you're loved, and that hug is love
Your name, your personality, your smile, your eyes, I wish you could see how beautiful they are, just like your heart, and soul
Thanks Alot! you Just gave me Aids!
@@juehju BRO!? wdym?! I didn't, I never touched you, I don't have AIDS, and now you tell me I gave you AIDS, wth did I do!? I spend my time making that comment to help people, and here you are, HELLO!?
@@Mike-Benedict "I spent my time making that comment" great now you just gave me stage 4 Cancer, thanks alot dude.
I am crying. Thanks for the effort, so many people will need this. :)
@@inMyVillainArc69 aww, no problem ❤
I vented to my bff. SHE SUPPORTED ME?! I NEVER CRIED SO MANY HAPPY TEARS IN 2 YEARSS,M!!
i like how i help my friends with everything pretty much being the therapist friend, never uncomfortable with anything they say but i try to vent or express myself they become uncomfortable and stop being my friend like I'm 11 who has separating parents like damn I guess i can't express myself.😁
Im proud of you still trying, dont give up, your not alone we all are here for you, or I am. Pls dont give up . Dont hurt yourself today:)
I swear I can’t be the only one who sometimes sh just for the scars
5:30 Really explained me. My entire life and personality. 🙃
epic fail
Skill Issue
@@juehju omg based fellow
@@Rudy137 Chad fellow
my love: "Everyone else is associates."
it included me too.
when your Christmas buddy is no one :)
Today I was exhausted (mentally and physically) but had to go to school and I fell asleep during gym so my teacher yelled at me
0:20 my initial is R ❤ most of the time when I see the initial or my actual first name in these they hate R
Can I be someone’s friend? I love you
I can :D
I can be your friend
I’ll be ur friend:) hope you are doing well
@Freaks alright mother!
@@cellyheartheart I’m fine I don’t have anything to talk on I’m just saying who needs a friend bc some are struggling
My "friend" once asked me: your always so though 💪 and wenn was the last time you cried you never wear any colour 😂
I said you made me never smile or wear dresses anymore you made me this fucking way
I’m so happy you guys can’t see me cry.
lately i feel like ive finally beaten my depression i feel beautiful i actually for once like the way i look im much more confident i can talk to people better without feeling inserure as much all thanks to my wonderful freinds. i found after the death of someone very dear to me ive started to believe in things like heaven not because i actually fully believe in it but cuz its just a reliving feeling to think that she is watching me somewhere from above. she is like a star, even though she has long died her light is still shining brigthly. i hope it will take a longtime for that light to fade because even though it can hurt to remember her it is my duty to remember her because my memorys are the only thing that are left of her. lately ive beginning to feel so thankful for everything the weather the gras that im walking on and the peoplearound me. my sisters how they care for me likeim theyre own child, my brother, and my sweet little autistic sister insa that cute little fatty hehe:im thankful to be here in this moment breathing and living im thankful for my two friends who were mainly the ones that cured me of my depressionand the fact that ive met them im thankful for eveything and ive realized that you need to savour every moment of your life because it can all be taken in a flash so you need to enjoy it fully even by just realizing the small things like the weather even if it may be rainy isnt that just beautiful? the rain gives the plants the power to grow and then other animals eat thta grass .after that we eat those animals and continue to live. after weve died we will give our nutrients back to the earth where new plants will grow on to soon be eaten again. damn i sound like an old grandma even though im still just a child (im only 13 hahah) i feel like i will die early btu not that early only after ive liveed my life to the fullest and truly enjoyed it so im not that sacred of death i know that if i were to be in a live or death situation right now i would piss my pants but im not scared of the future im not scared of dying when ive gotten old because ven death can sometimes be beautiful just like everything else the only thing that isnt beautiful are humans of course it is very animals nature to only think of oneselves which also includes us but we can just do much more worse things..... anywaysi doubt anone actually reads this but i still wrote it down nevertheless
hey kiddo, I’m really proud of you. being grateful is something not many people do, I’m sorry for your loss and I know she’d be proud of you to. stay strong x
0:43
just explained my whole life and why i always get screamed at
8:46 I did that recently, and they never said anything even though I know it’s something like that. They just put me on ani-psychotics like I was crazy.
Idk all Christmas break I feel an emptiness I haven’t felt since last year in 6th grade and all I can do is hope when I go back to school on the 6th I am happier and not so empty
5:29
I was not expecting it to get this personal, and I feel very targeted rn 😨😨😨
6:03 hit me. I hate how every time I smile or laugh, people point out how I look like a "tomato" and make fun of me for that. It's starting to get old when people will compare my face to something red when I laugh.
13:56 made me smile I barely get told I’m loved
It took a while for me to come to terms with the fact that I'm just ugly and I'll be alone for the rest of my life. It's a hard thing to accept especially when you're only 13 years old and only starting highschool.
hey, I’m really sorry to hear that kiddo. I know it may not mean much, but I think you’re gorgeous, and I’m really proud of the person you are. you’ll find that people at your age are just mean and have got nothing better to do then hurt others. don’t stress, you’ve got this, I’m here if you need
@@lover_2023_ thank you so much 😭😭😭
@@iamsleepy_ of course, remember you’re more then enough, and you’re beautiful the way you are ❤️
Hey, I know it may not be much, but I know what you’re going through as I am going through it myself, but I promise, it gets better, you’ll find someone who will love you for you. You are gorgeous, don’t ever forget that.
"your enough"...one week year ago, i felt like enough, but everythings changed and i left my old school. And everyone is mean. And i dont feel happy anymore...
I'M PROUD OF YOU!
just not me
2:44 this one hits hard
Does anyone else know that empty feeling in your stomach not hunger but just empty and some unknown sadness or smth? With no core it’s just empty and sad??
I read solitare and I never realized how many of my favourite audios were tori spring
My parents expect the best of me but they don't let me be MYSELF.
They don't let me dress, talk, socialize,study and live the way I want.
I understand that it's for my own good if its....Idk....
I know my friends aren't real but I wish they were.
I have to pretend to care when they leave cuz I had seen it coming.
I have lost so many loved ones.
People that SHOWED their love.
And it fucking hurts how each time one of them leaves I get this weird ass feeling that something bad is boutta happen.
It leaves me guilty.
I tell others that they look good just the way they are.
Yet each time someone compliments me I have a hard time believing it becuz I never saw myself as beautiful.
I know I have and issue with OCD, BFRB and insomnia.
The scars on my knees, hands and feet make it clear, the eye bags make it clear, the way I impulsively end up ripping of the paper at hints of the smallest error makes it clear
Yet I can't say anything cuz if I do...." You're just overthinking "
At the end of the day it hurts so bad
I'm so fucking tired
I want this cycle to end yet I can't even cry
I'm so scared that the internet is the last refuge I can go to
And honestly I would have lost it if it wasn't for my online friends.
I'm sorry for ranting,
Hope you have a good day/night
Love you
i know how you feel ive felt like that myself before i dont want to say empty words of consolidation but im sure youre very beautiful inside and out it may not help you at all but i still wanted to tell you this i know were just strangers but you kinda remind me of my self , i cant believe im crying because of a strangers comment... i really sincerely hope for you that you will slowly get better and start to have a happier life just like me i hope no im sure that you will eventually get better and live a happy live i dont know if im even in a place to give you advice because ive made many many errors in the past and am still making more but please dont keep this to yourself if you cant talk to youre parents then talk to your friends and if you cant trust even your supposed friends then you can write it down just dont bootle it in it just makes evrything worse if you want to cry let it out, please i may not know you at all but i hope you dont repeat the same mistakes as me and find some real friends you can trust enough to talk with about your problems even though i dont know ou at all you sound like a very beautiful and nice person lots of love to you
@@miko_niko_nie9276 I-
I genuinely feel so much better. Thank you so much for your kind words. Your words do help a lot. They make my feelings feel validated. Thank you stranger whom I now see as a important person in my life for the help you've provided me :)
Im sure you too are amazing and wish you to have a lovely life ahead. Love you :)
Not the fact that I got ice / weather on my iPad and it opened this yt channel and played this vid and I thinking abt kms 😅😕
0:23 ive literally never got told that
Same :(
12:55 literally happened to me today at lunch i was over stimulated and having an anxiety attack. It was extremely exhausting.
7:39 i do it with a razor but i am trying to quit it is very hard sometimes i bring it to school it is so much fun i like the feel of it and i dont know why.
Please, stop doing it, ik it's very tempting, but you could seriously hurt yourself and we don't want that. Please don't...
@@chenuli7 it has been 3 days since i last did it that is the longest i have been without doing it
@@elizabethsmith9718 yay I’m proud 🤍
I plan on going into a forest one day and building my own future and leaving everything and everyone. I'm in 8th grade and been planning this since 3rd grade
You know its so funny because. My parents didnt know how to take care of me when i was younger, but now they have my sister and they did all the stuff with her that i WISH i had as a child. All the did was hurt me, and push me away.Then they wonder why i have depression…
Im so sorry that happened to you, maybe if u can talk it out to them they will understand. Also are u the oldest child? Most parents didnt know how to take care of children since its theyre first time yk? If u ever feel like you need to vent you can add me on discord and we can talk it out❤❤. I love you and please take care
Skill Issue
@@juehju you need to stop. This is litteraly a channel for venting so they can vent and I read otehr comments form you it’s fine to vent on youthbe if it’s a safe space for venting like this channel litteraly called vent
@@-whos.rei- 😂
Tw vent, abuse, losing someone
Have a good day everyone ❤❤❤❤
I just lost my best friend who’s been with me after I lost my other best friend. She hates me there’s so much to go through Im balling my eye out, she thinks I’m annoying she hates pretending to be my friends no one likes me except my small close friend group and 1 of my best friends hit me in the face with a bible today rlly hard (don’t ask why we had one, not Christian school) and my life is so fucking sad the abuse I went through growing up and now (now is only verbal)
Wow I bet all you did was vent to your friend and they got sick if it and stopped hanging out with you. Try ACTUALLY losing a friend. Try sharing years of friendship with someone and then being told they died. Stop crying and go outside for once.
@@TwentyThree-vf1ro ummmm why u tryna make this bout you, I dint vent to them in awhile, I go outside a lot actually, I’ve lost many friends 1 of like 6 urs 2 of 4 yrs and this one was my friend for 1 yr and why say this if your “so hurt” I bet u never lost friend to death
Omg I’m so sorry!😭😭😭
@@sh3lly_stan nah it’s fine popped the chocky milk Yk, jk jk I’m fine now got up and dealt with it
@@TwentyThree-vf1ro u don’t understand them.
I feel terrible, I don’t know how I’m even still alive at this point, am I glad I am? No. I am doing stuff I shouldn’t just to feel something anything. I’m vaping, cutting, hitting the wall, I don’t eat, run till I pass out and I don’t feel anything. I want to feel something, love, appreciation, happy I don’t even know at this point. This may be my last year here on this earth but I don’t think it won’t matter, no i know it won’t matter. I’m just done with everything.
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Please don’t. I would be very upset
I give you some of my love, and i appreciate you!! Please stay ;) ⭐️ you have so much to look forward to, the future will bring you luck ☀️
5:34 called me out so hard it’s not even funny
6:29 hits so fucking hard I don't even know what happend to the happy little girl I once was.
Too EVERYONE:
look bae..
I was like you once when I was young :( still I still have social anxiety!
But I have no.more depression
All u need is self-love
Stop contacting the toxic ones...
CUT HEM OFF!!
and stop sh yourself.
Just stop.
U mom didn't carry you for 9 months
Just for you to c_t ur self
No.
Get your life together.
Make a productive routine ur comfortable with
And stop saying.
" oh I'm useless.."
" I'm a failure and dumb. "
JUST STOP?!!
THOSE WONT HELP AT ALL!!!
now. Start taking care of yourselves.
And stop watching those kind of tiktok.
Clear ur.mind sis
AND I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANOTHER BAD WORD BOUT YOURSELF FROM YOU!!!!
ur just pushing the best chances of ur life away.
Take care love
(7:21) scratching yourself until your skin is red when your nervous or stressed
Oh shoot
0:42 this girl just defined me- 😭💀
Fr same
Goofy
I would just like to thank one person who cared about me more than anything||Max tysm for being there for me when I needed you my love
4:16 can someone clarify? i kinda wanna know what harm gum can make ngl
People usually use it as a way to trick their brain into thinking they have eaten so they won’t get so hungry fast (I do it too) it doesn’t really work that well but it kinda does I don’t recommend it tho just keep eating healthy😝
@ … is that why mom brought me so much gum?
0:50 I relate to this so much
Vent
Two steps forward, four steps back.
I say, Dad? Everyone my age in my family, my cousins, my aunts, my uncles, everyone, they all have mental health problems. They also have adhd. Can we… find out if I do?
He says, No girlie, its all alright. We both just deal with things differently!
And I think, why? Why will nobody help me? Why can’t things be different?
But it won’t be different. So we push it down, and it builds up, and it gets worse.
Skill Issue, a Bit Relatable though.
@@juehju no need to say skill issue on someone’s vent it’s rude
0:40 this literally speaks to me, this tiktok explains me
@@Unknown_12643I’m sorry idk right now :(
If I find it I’ll tell you!
Did you know it's actually so common to feel suicidal, that it's almost a majority? So if someone says that their not okay, they are actually more likely to be telling the truth than not 🙃
Why did I start shaking when I read "im so proud of you!" at 13:58 ......?
you know what ever since I was 9 years old I had to deal with a lot of stuff I cried all the time and now I'm being bullied at school
sunday will be my 2 week free mark. thank u
I don’t vent as often because I feel as I can’t trust anyone or I’m being dramatic so I keep those feeling and one time I lost it on my parent sooner I did sh then I came clean then they forgot I was sensitive so it reset and we were just in a loop
I am done with everything at this point. Life is a struggle my mom died when i was only six and i have grown up without a mother figure my whole life.My halfsister/bestfriend i haven't seen here for 7 years. Im losing all my friends from my elementary school that i cared about. I always get blamed for things that weren't me. I am not liked at my school. My friends that i have right now don't even know don't have a mom and at my birthday party all my new friends were in a group and asking where my mom is. My best friend that went to my elementary had to budge in and tell them that she died when i was 6 and when she walked off they started talking bacon me saying that I'm probably weird and always said because of my mom's death and they feel bad for whoever has to be seen with me and they acted like i didn't know and then when i confronted them they just left no goodbye or anything just left....
As someone who hates March I can confirm I do in fact get déjà vu (I did not spell that right) I watched my best friend attempt and I was the only one there.. I had to save her that day and knowing I did makes me have this huge hole in my heart because I thought she would be mad at me for getting her help she didn’t want yk?
why do i get sudden feelings of sadness when nth is wrong is it js smth wron with me then ppl say im over dramatic but idk what to do with myself anymore.
1:27 ik it s hard but u can't change ppls sexual identities , it hurts but it s for the better , don't be sad bc u might be single , one day , soon or later , you will find the right pêrson
1:18 is this what my friend felt like..? my ex bsf used to have a crush on me and she knew i was straight but she still told me. anyway, it ended up tearing us apart and now we dont talk anymore. she always is forgotten and made fun of and i feel bad but i still sorta hate her (im not homophobic the friendship was just sorta toxic.) im never mean to her and i do help her we just...dont talk. and its weird because we used to be literal best friends. like we would talk 24/7. i sorta miss that kind of friendship tho..
Once I somehow got in a fight with a guy I really don’t like, he was annoying me to death and I decided to throw hands. My inner thoughts said to not do it, but I ignored them. Now sometimes I look at myself in the mirror thinking about that same fight, I wonder, *what if I punched it?*
Ps: I am VERY much okay. I am not trying to act, I don’t have any disorder or anything like that, in fact I have been doing better since I only remember it from time to time now. I only think about it very scarcely, it doesn’t bother me too much since it’s reducing. Thank you☺️
The fact that a lot of my irl friends know I sh but never try to stop me, the only person that has noticed is my teacher, the only people that try to stop me are my online friends, my boyfriend and the people that I pretend are real but in reality its just me talking to myself
hey, I’m so sorry it’s like that. I really hope you’re okay and I’m really proud of you. stay strong, you’ve got this
@@lover_2023_ thank you
@@nagitokomaeda8360 anytime, just remember you’re more then good enough, I promise
@@lover_2023_ so are you :)
13:58 had me crying hard
5:44 13 reasons hit different 🥲🥲
10:12 my cousin and the thought of my parents/bsfs getting the call from the hospital..
My parents were talking
Once and they told me if you don't love yourself I can't love anyone that explains a lot I thought and I stared into my dad's eyes while crying and he looked at !I mom and whispered we shouldn't have said that like it you understand
To whoever reads this,
I love you ❤
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your looks
I love your face
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel hopeless
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel unloved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel tired
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stressed
I love you on the days you feel anxious
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel okay
I love you when you’re unhealthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in tv shows
I love your taste in movies
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you’re kind
I love you when you’re mean
I love you when you’re alone
I love you when you can’t feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you feel like it’s too much
I love you when you can’t take life anymore
I love you when you’re asleep
I love your nightmares
I love your dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love you when you don’t believe in yourself
I love the way you think
I love your problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love your pain
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love your sass
I love your creativity
I love your hand gestures
I love your scars
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when your energetic
I love how you cook
I love your bravery
I love when you’re adventurous
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your flaws
I love you when you talk(or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love when you help others
I love when you need help
I love when you’re immature
I love you when you’re mature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you’re responsible
I love you when you’re irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love you when your silly
I love you when your nice
I love you when you’re you
And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list.
I love you.
At least yall Have people Who ask you "how are you?"
How are you? Are you doing well? ♥️
10:12 him, my thoughts of him, seeing him at school.
Can anyone tell me what the clear phonecase thing means.?
So typically when somone wants too hide the self harm blades they put it in there phone case so no one can find them
Xx
"What's keeping you alive right now?"
Fear
Lack of supply’s/enough privacy to actually have it work for me (rlly hope you get better and don’t hurt yourself if you ever wanna talk ill talk don’t sh don’t kys it’ll be ok if you need to hear this im proud of you and i love you)
The one that said “why do you love hugs?” this is my story: So it was a normal day in school and it was the start of the school day, the teacher told us that we are having a new pupil at our school and she’s coming today, when she walked in everyone just stared at her.. no one saying a thing, catching her breathe and viewing everyone’s eyes, including mine, she finally introduced herself (obviously this isn’t her real name but yk) “hello! I’m sausage :D” and she was widely smiling, the teacher pointed to a seat next to mine “you can go sit by (not my real name and not my friends real name either) artsy and potato! :)” and she walked over to us and sat, I sat there awkwardly and waited for the right moment to speak, a few minutes later it was break, I spoke up and said “hi..” in an very uncomfortable voice. (I usually have a weird voice when talking to strangers) and then introduced myself and she said “hello :)” and I forced a smile and a laugh “hah” she jump at me and hugged me tightly, it nearly lifted me up. I forgot how it felt like, then all through that year we were best friends but I never liked her and I regret that terribly and every time I think abt it I feel like just yk that feeling? Well anyway all through that year we were best friends or as she would call besties :) and everyone in the class thought she was weird and stuff I tried sticking up for her but I just couldn’t and I actually agreed with them I really did.. and this is all in late 2020-2021 and now it’s late 2021-2022 I’m talking abt, so I waited till it was home time and told her to walk with me and I said “I’m really sorry sausage but, I just really don’t… I umm I really don’t like you” and my friends encouraged me to do it (they didn’t force me, it was my idea I was talking abt it with them and they helped me have the guts to do it) and I hugged her tight and it was a long-ish hug and I ran home and I said bye under my breath… the next day I apologised because I regretted all that I did that other day and now it’s 2023 the present and I am not a fake friend and she is best friend my bestie and I love her more than anything. I got jealous a lot of times because she’s been hanging out with others and I just sit there watching her having fun and I’m scared to loose her because she’s my best friend, and in 2021-2022 she hugged me ALOT and I didnt like it so I told her to stop but she sometimes just had the urge to and I got used to it and I love her more than my own family… ❤❤❤ love you sausage
hey, I’m glad you’ve got a friend like that. you’re a good person, and Im so glad you love hugs. I hope you’re having a good day
i feel so drained and on top of that i have to clean my room my parents insult me about how much i eat/ my weight and i have noone to talk to about all of it
hey, I’m really sorry to hear that. don’t listen to your parents, they don’t understand how much their words hurts. I’m always here if you need to talk, I hope things get better for you
Daily reminder:
Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
Remember to always love yourself because you're a freakin' star
I’m a star :3 I burn and eventually explode
1:15 idk if the is the right timestamp but all i know is that as that kind of girl, it hurts so much when they break our hearts :/
sad vent tiktoks:
*the random subway surfers video* : 💀💀
Nothing makes me happy, nothing makes me happy.
I've lost my sanity, if I even had any. . .
That’s a mix of depression and self pity. Try taking a walk outside and appreciate nature. Should help :)
@@TwentyThree-vf1ro I've been outside all day with my family, but not exactly in nature. My mum's taking me and my sister on a nature walk tomorrow tho. Might make me feel better.
LMFAO SKILL ISSUE
@@juehju it's people like *you* who help add to the number of suicides in your country.
@@anonymouscheeseslice6546 Our generation cant be this soft theres no way, I dident know me saying Skill Issue would make someone wanna kill themselves, damn my bad bro 💀
6:29 That little girl? oh- haha She fell down a fucking well
0:41 proof tiktok stalks me even after it being deleted
Goofy
…song pls?
My friends poured salt all over my bed 💀
when i was small i used to be obedient, pretty, used to liked dresses, used to be moms perfect girl......now im sttill obedient, have trust issues, have anger issues, take 5 different types of medicine, i would never use dresses anymore, i would cover my body, im fatt, im not moms perfect girl anymore, they compare me with other girls....etc
0:40 the definition of me✋😁
Song pls?????)
6:12 J❤❤❤
I'm just gonna vent here for no reason :)
Ever sense 6 years old ive been made fun. 6-9 years old I was made fun of for my speech impediment. 7-12 years old my height. 10-13 (im 13) my neck (I have a long neck). and there's always been comments about how I look insulting me. one time I was called a stick. I feel like im too skinny, I can feel my ribs and spine and my hips are bony, but the doctor says im healthy but I feel like im ugly and unwanted. then I feel like I should eat more so I do but then I feel fat. I go days without eating anything and when I do eat a lot I feel like a pig and I hate myself. I S.H and its been 4 months and I don't wanna get better. I called my ex best friend manipulative but not to her face, only to two people, posted about it on my tiktok but I didn't reveal who she is and I speak highly of her. she started talking crap about me and insulting how I look, spilling my secrets, and making fun of me to several people I used to know, then she says how she hates herself on her tiktoks making me feel like I am the shitty one. I blame myself for so much and I hate the way I look. my nose, neck, and heigh are all to long and tall. my hair is boring and just plain blonde. my friend says all my photos are plain cause its always the same pose, cause I cover up my mouth cause of insecurities of how I look. I don't like my arms cause they are skinny, and my legs feel hairy. I feel like every part of me is ugly despite what people say. and even after trying to tell my mom how people used to be mean she would say "its in the past, don't listen to what people say" how does that help me? I don't understand why im here on earth just to be a disappointment. im not saying I don't have fun in life or anything, or that I want to die (I sometimes do ngl) I love my friends and family but sometimes I just wish I never existed. anyways sorry this was stupid lol.