Your videos are nostalgic for me, I lived and breathed erowid for years. It's why I started going to school for pharmacology. I loved reading trip reports and your narration helps me sleep. Appreciate you, Vivec 💙💜✨️
I’m only going 20 grams on my death bed to send me off😂. The other day I vomited off shrooms for the first time, it was just a sick feeling trip the first half of it but when I puked….it’s impossible to explain but it was a like a rebirth in that moment. I cried and just laid in the grass looking at the stars and the universe. I had never felt so at ease, all my problems washed away. The beauty of music was so emotional and I just laughed and cried at the same time. Once I finally got up I was starving. Food tasted like it was the first time I ate food or drank water. Was absolutely the best experience of my life. Not every trip is super memorable but this one will stick with me. I love knowing that we aren’t bound to this world, there are places in our consciousness we can go that feels like home that feels like this is how the world should be.
Everytime i take psychedelics, it feels like whatever there is, it tells me everything that i could not pack in my imagination. It expands my chareacter and makes me give better advice for friends. I love the mystery arund these effects, wether its an alien or not, a god or maybe something completely different? I dont care as long as i have the advice from whatever is the higher me. And i am thankful for being able to give my information to less experienced people
@@sexybeast161I do too on a mad level and I use these trip reports to help me sleep I just listen and tryn picture that person's trip aswell helps me but yh with vivec u can't go wrong ❤
In the edible trip, I never went through the first parts discussed. However, I definitely experienced the bad part. I vividly remember a point where I began slipping into insanity while using a heavy amount of weed. I was on zoloft at the time and it turned out my mind did not mix the two pleasantly. I was completely immobilized in a short span of 15 minutes, my body viscously twitching and my heart pounding. Every time I opened my eyes, a painful pressure exploded throughout my body like a ripple of intense vibration. At first, I was uncomfortable, but I soon lost all regard for my physical body. Only then did I delve deep into my thoughts and I began to visualize myself. Infront of my closed eyelids, my body. Myself. I saw my anxiety, my fear, my depression, and all of my wrong doings swirling around my mind like a cycle of angry reminders of who/what I am. Seeing how easily I let others bully me, how I always allowed myself to be walked all over, how I could never stand up to my father, and how easily it was for me to give into addiction. It sucked me deeper and deeper to the point I started bawling. My eyes stinging with tears, I wish I could remember and explain what it felt like, but all I can say is that the physical sensation of my releasing tears felt alien. Every second I regressed farther back in age until I was once again my little five year old mind. I could only ask the same question, “why me? Why must I loathe my own existence so deeply? Why does it have to be this painful?” Ofcourse my thoughts were far simpler, as I was that tiny self, but they conveyed that very message. I felt so weak, so small, I felt so underwhelmed by the human I was. Unaccomplished, falling apart, and losing hold of the mental strength that gave me my very identity. I then began to ascend into a fit of pure anger… then rage… then hatred. I looked upon my body and felt beyond disgusted. I disowned my own shell and began to imagine myself as someone else tearing apart my body piece by piece until all that was left was a heap of flesh. I looped this same image on repeat for god only knows how long. When it was over, I had found myself to be so beaten in tears that my blanket and pillow had become soaked. The rest is gone to my memory, but I assume I came down after that. An intense memory however, and something I still think about a lot. I have only healed ever so slightly from my mental state, but being so raw to that pain was oddly therapeutic for me.
Bro same I’m on Zoloft and vyvanse and a few more meds that I don’t know the name of but every single time when I started smoking was exactly like this
@@Soccerplayershoulddie Im pretty sure the mixture of zoloft and weed can cause serotonin syndrome. I cant speak for the other medication, however, when I was on prestique I suffered very similar effects except I hallucinated these white dots pulling at everything in my vision and these tentacles wrapping around my brain. I honestly do not recommend using THC while medicated, but I understand how hard it can be to get off of weed. Before medication, weed was amazing to me. After, it was awful. Ide definitely recommend getting high with a lover when ever you may find yourself with one though, it can be incredibly beautiful. Sometimes the other way around though if you realize that person is terrible for you. Either way.
@@zyzyx4157 im pretty certain it was serotonin syndrome. Im not on meds anymore, ive been taking mushrooms just recently and I haven’t had those experiences on weed since I was on zoloft.
Thanks, Vivec! I don't know how much of your skill set results from talent, and how much comes from hours of conscientious practice. However , your delivery, timing, tone, annunciation, background, etc. Is all on point; and it is delightful to listen to! Much talent, no doubt!
Long time sub, happy to see your channel is growing! Thanks for another great compiliation. Soundtrack is on point as always, you should make a playlist! My favourite ones are the game OSTs. Cheers.
Just gunna put this out there I was talking to mid journey ai while i was on acid and it started talking about crazy stuff like The singularity, God nature. Ancient architecture and the future of AI.
That's kinda scary tbh lol. Although every time I listen to Tool whilst in a deep trip I always feel like Maynard is speaking to me and knows exactly what's going on. Simply guiding me through my journey 😅
I listened to this while going to bed snd while I don't do psychedelics, something about these gave me the insight to realize that I'm addicted to weed and prompting me to tell my gf about it. It's not going to be easy and the urge is still there and I really want to just sink back and escape these feelings. Anyone going through similar struggles?
One time I took 2g of penis envy and everything went dark with my eyes opened, and all of a sudden I was in the presence of an ancient aztec god, it only lasted what felt like a minute. I wanted to communicate with it but It went away pretty quick once my friend got my attention. I sat on the couch and closed my eyes and I got to Astro project out of my body and I was in the air above a rave, I could see the stage and the dj and all the flashing colorful beams all that and was absorbing the atmosphere for what felt like 30 minutes. I started coming down after that but that so far is the hardest I tripped
if you guys dont know healers come w a birth defection so thats how i was able to call it and it sound like hes lived a very interesting life as well hes cool and uh yeah may the interdimensional beings guide him w his journey
Your videos are nostalgic for me, I lived and breathed erowid for years. It's why I started going to school for pharmacology. I loved reading trip reports and your narration helps me sleep. Appreciate you, Vivec 💙💜✨️
Hey ✌🏽
Do you have any ideas what to do with that kind of degree ? :)
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How do you go to school for pharmacology? What do you do with that degree? Pharmacology is super interesting to me
Have you woken up to a particularly scary story on here that caused you to change the video because it creeped you out?
@@K1ckLoch Research Scientist, medical science liason, pharmacist, clinical scientist, toxicology, pharma sale rep,.
I’m only going 20 grams on my death bed to send me off😂. The other day I vomited off shrooms for the first time, it was just a sick feeling trip the first half of it but when I puked….it’s impossible to explain but it was a like a rebirth in that moment. I cried and just laid in the grass looking at the stars and the universe. I had never felt so at ease, all my problems washed away. The beauty of music was so emotional and I just laughed and cried at the same time. Once I finally got up I was starving. Food tasted like it was the first time I ate food or drank water. Was absolutely the best experience of my life. Not every trip is super memorable but this one will stick with me. I love knowing that we aren’t bound to this world, there are places in our consciousness we can go that feels like home that feels like this is how the world should be.
😊😊
Thanks for the effort, it will indeed inspire positive change into someone, you're doing a good work by sharing these
Your voice mixed with this music is the perfect tranquilizer. I felt too energetic and then after about 30mins of listening I feel ready to go to bed
That's awesome to hear
Everytime i take psychedelics, it feels like whatever there is, it tells me everything that i could not pack in my imagination. It expands my chareacter and makes me give better advice for friends. I love the mystery arund these effects, wether its an alien or not, a god or maybe something completely different?
I dont care as long as i have the advice from whatever is the higher me. And i am thankful for being able to give my information to less experienced people
Found my bedtime sleeping for a few nights
I hope this is mine I have insomnia
@@sexybeast161I do too on a mad level and I use these trip reports to help me sleep I just listen and tryn picture that person's trip aswell helps me but yh with vivec u can't go wrong ❤
Every thumbnail get's better and better ❤. I had really bad anxiety today and your video's help relax me.. another awesome video!! Thank's dude..🙌
Excellent!! Love these long videos! The 2nd story is absolutely beautiful
In the edible trip, I never went through the first parts discussed. However, I definitely experienced the bad part. I vividly remember a point where I began slipping into insanity while using a heavy amount of weed. I was on zoloft at the time and it turned out my mind did not mix the two pleasantly. I was completely immobilized in a short span of 15 minutes, my body viscously twitching and my heart pounding. Every time I opened my eyes, a painful pressure exploded throughout my body like a ripple of intense vibration. At first, I was uncomfortable, but I soon lost all regard for my physical body. Only then did I delve deep into my thoughts and I began to visualize myself. Infront of my closed eyelids, my body. Myself. I saw my anxiety, my fear, my depression, and all of my wrong doings swirling around my mind like a cycle of angry reminders of who/what I am. Seeing how easily I let others bully me, how I always allowed myself to be walked all over, how I could never stand up to my father, and how easily it was for me to give into addiction. It sucked me deeper and deeper to the point I started bawling. My eyes stinging with tears, I wish I could remember and explain what it felt like, but all I can say is that the physical sensation of my releasing tears felt alien. Every second I regressed farther back in age until I was once again my little five year old mind. I could only ask the same question, “why me? Why must I loathe my own existence so deeply? Why does it have to be this painful?” Ofcourse my thoughts were far simpler, as I was that tiny self, but they conveyed that very message. I felt so weak, so small, I felt so underwhelmed by the human I was. Unaccomplished, falling apart, and losing hold of the mental strength that gave me my very identity. I then began to ascend into a fit of pure anger… then rage… then hatred. I looked upon my body and felt beyond disgusted. I disowned my own shell and began to imagine myself as someone else tearing apart my body piece by piece until all that was left was a heap of flesh. I looped this same image on repeat for god only knows how long. When it was over, I had found myself to be so beaten in tears that my blanket and pillow had become soaked. The rest is gone to my memory, but I assume I came down after that. An intense memory however, and something I still think about a lot. I have only healed ever so slightly from my mental state, but being so raw to that pain was oddly therapeutic for me.
Bro same I’m on Zoloft and vyvanse and a few more meds that I don’t know the name of but every single time when I started smoking was exactly like this
@@Soccerplayershoulddie Im pretty sure the mixture of zoloft and weed can cause serotonin syndrome. I cant speak for the other medication, however, when I was on prestique I suffered very similar effects except I hallucinated these white dots pulling at everything in my vision and these tentacles wrapping around my brain. I honestly do not recommend using THC while medicated, but I understand how hard it can be to get off of weed. Before medication, weed was amazing to me. After, it was awful. Ide definitely recommend getting high with a lover when ever you may find yourself with one though, it can be incredibly beautiful. Sometimes the other way around though if you realize that person is terrible for you. Either way.
Could’ve been serotonin syndrome. But I relate to a lot of aspects of your experience
@@zyzyx4157 im pretty certain it was serotonin syndrome. Im not on meds anymore, ive been taking mushrooms just recently and I haven’t had those experiences on weed since I was on zoloft.
Thanks Vivec💯💯💯
My pleasure
Damn, that second story was so beautiful.
Oh, you are GOOD, Vivec!
You are VERY, VERY GOOD!
Thanks, Vivec!
I don't know how much of your skill set results from talent, and how much comes from hours of conscientious practice. However , your delivery, timing, tone, annunciation, background, etc. Is all on point; and it is delightful to listen to!
Much talent, no doubt!
we love you vivec ‼️‼️‼️
20:03 AHAHHA CALLED IT LOLOL THIS GUYS GONNA BECOME A HEALER fuck im too good bro 😂
Flying through everything, grabbing onto things, afraid of the infinite possibility ahead
Long time sub, happy to see your channel is growing! Thanks for another great compiliation. Soundtrack is on point as always, you should make a playlist! My favourite ones are the game OSTs. Cheers.
was pleasantly surprised to hear yume niki's aureate clockworks at 38:26, one of my favorite relaxing songs
Cant wait to watch this in a bit when i sleep. thanks buddy
Great series
i love these marathon videos so much. if i could i'd buy you a pint and a pickled egg
Textbook psilocybin infinity loop trip with some ego death...mmm there is nothing more humbling ❤❤❤❤❤
love it man
This is an amazing video
Best day ever 🙌
Just gunna put this out there I was talking to mid journey ai while i was on acid and it started talking about crazy stuff like The singularity, God nature. Ancient architecture and the future of AI.
That's kinda scary tbh lol. Although every time I listen to Tool whilst in a deep trip I always feel like Maynard is speaking to me and knows exactly what's going on. Simply guiding me through my journey 😅
Love the silent hill 2 music to start the video off
I listened to this while going to bed snd while I don't do psychedelics, something about these gave me the insight to realize that I'm addicted to weed and prompting me to tell my gf about it. It's not going to be easy and the urge is still there and I really want to just sink back and escape these feelings. Anyone going through similar struggles?
Layed my head down to sleep and then i heard him say OUNCE. WHAT THE FUCK
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bro i listen to these to sleep too
Omfg it's here! 😁😁🦆
Wake up babe new Viv…. Oh I forgot I don’t have a girlfriend. Still hyped though
They tripped Billy Corgan from music’s The Smashing Pumpkins
One time I took 2g of penis envy and everything went dark with my eyes opened, and all of a sudden I was in the presence of an ancient aztec god, it only lasted what felt like a minute. I wanted to communicate with it but It went away pretty quick once my friend got my attention.
I sat on the couch and closed my eyes and I got to Astro project out of my body and I was in the air above a rave, I could see the stage and the dj and all the flashing colorful beams all that and was absorbing the atmosphere for what felt like 30 minutes. I started coming down after that but that so far is the hardest I tripped
Hey was youre channel down too, along with TFTT
Nah
34:42 - 36:02 I experience something similar to this
Full metal alchemistmusic pog
Trip report: i just unlocked psychadelic potential
lmao first report and it's 30g shrooms
and dude just went to school after that lol?
Anyone getting stargste sg-1 vibes from the flying nanites?
whats the song in the backround 11:45
piercing blue eyes, blond hair, green smoke, red orb? sounds like lucifer. venus.
Who else sleeps to these
if you guys dont know healers come w a birth defection so thats how i was able to call it and it sound like hes lived a very interesting life as well hes cool and uh yeah may the interdimensional beings guide him w his journey
Are these trips actually real ? Because holy shitttttttttt
You'd be surprised the lengths certain individuals will go too for that life altering trippy experience 😊
Is it js me or can I never sleep on shrooms
W.o.w