Initially, when I stumbled upon your “medical mystery” short, I thought this was a fictional story someone made about a little frog-like humanoid kid getting adopted by a human after her family failed her. Now I realize that it’s your story. And I am so, so sorry this happened to you. I was lucky enough to grow up in a stable home with my parents and little sister, but not everyone is so fortunate. I’m glad you’re here and brave enough to share and heal, because I know from experience that seeing that someone went through something similar to what you’re experiencing with the knowledge that they came out the other side? It gives you hope. Thank you, Hawley, for everything.
The road of healing from something that happened to you no matter who caused it is a long journey to take. Cause a lot of people heal in different ways, some take longer then others. Cause you're not only healing yourself but your heart and mind. And sometimes you get to a point of where you feel like you're ok now, that your heart is telling you "Hey I think we're ok now, let's try this one more time but let's take it one foot at a time" And sometimes you find someone or a few new friends who help you heal along the way and before long you've start to see yourself as a new person, someone that you actually like being.
The fact you survied so much family trauma and still pushed on is practically so amazing, im glad you kept moving forward, ready to share your story. And we're all hear ready to hear it. I hope you Heal well
Hawley, Thank You. 7-5 Months Ago, I Fell Into Depression & Had Thoughts Of Self-Harm, But Twelve Single-Handedly Pulled Me Out Of It. I’m So Sorry You Had To Go Through All That Trauma, And Thank You For Blessing The World With Your Talents Despite It.
Genuinely, the first time i saw these videos with the frog child, I thought it was some kind of fun series like chikin nugget, where (your grown up oc?) adopted the frog child and is taking care of them or something, but i'm so much more interested when I found out these are actually based on your past experiences, I can't wait to see more!!
I usually don't get emotional from cartoons & it feels like a curse. I Fucking bawled my eyes out from this. Thank you so much for making this, sharing your stories and art with the world, this is one of the things I love about art. It was actually really hard to type this frim the tears tbh
I almost cried about the start of this because I have the same thing with my dad‘s truck. I actually made a promise that I have yet to complete where I’m going to drive at once the thing is we almost lost track of a few years ago and now I keep one of the paint chips in my room in case, we do lose it before I can drive it
This project is so inspiring to see, even with the HUGE bumps in the road, you still managed to end the year on such a wholesome note and it’s the exact reason I have and will be subscribed not just because the project (which again is amazing) but because you have the confidence to share your journey. Keep it up, Hawley ❤
So happy that you’re starting to heal. This is your story and your journey. And I’m so glad to be able to follow along with you as you heal from your past. You can do this❤
I saw the 'medical mystery' and 'family' first,and thought they were about an oc,and i was like 'oh hey this is pretty cute' but then i saw this video and damn did this hit me like a truck.I gotta say you're a very strong person and your story motivated me lots,I wish you all the best in your journey,you deserve good things :'D
3:37 It’s ok, I have autism too! And some parents can’t really accept the fact that children can have disorders. Everything will be ok, and it’ll be okay when you’re sad, because it’s natural and feelings don’t make you weaker.
I just came across your content due to the algorithm and I'm so glad I found your channel. These videos are so inspiring and amazing. It makes me want to return my self healing animation project I had on hold for awhile. I wish you the best with your project and healing the painful scars. It will be hard, but remember you have those who support and root for you. Including your younger self. Plus you're not alone. :))
This is so unique and im so excited to see the rest of this project. Im so proud of how far youve come and how farther you will go. This takes alot of courage and its also so creative. Thank you for sharing with usss omg♡♡
Hawley, im so sorry for what you've been through. But I want to let you know you are an inspiration, I wanted to bring my own characters to life but due to what they went though I was scared. Thank you for being brave. And I hope you know we are all here to help you if you need
I know you've been a lot, and I think you're really brave to make a series dicussing your journey through life and the issues you had to go through... But also, Wild child is the most adorible little frog person I have ever seen... Y'know, I feel like turning your childhood trauma and stuff into a tiny little frog girl is the best way out I feel...
I cant wait to see just how much amazing work you create. These shorts, this one video, has all made me feel so seen and heard even if its not the exact same. I'm so happy and proud of you for getting to this point of talking about your struggles and acknowledging you're not to blame. I hope I can do something as amazing as that, let alone create whole animations for it! I love your art style and am loving what youre doing with it. Thank you.
This healing journey is amazing!!!! An old friend of mine introduced me to you during 2021 and it’s amazing how much you’ve grown so much Wild child will be your and our little munchkin forever because he deserves some love from everyone ❤️🩹🐸
I had found these on my dash one day, starting with sad girl I think! At first I didn’t understand, but I also related a little with them (despite not being diagnosed with autism), and after looking more into it, I found this video. I wish you good luck on your healing journey, and I’ll be here to support ya, one like at a time! Healing is very important, and I’m so glad you’re feeling strong enough to share your story with us.
I just found your channel literally rn and I relate to all of this not gonna go into detail but the wild child story reminds me of what I had to grow up with and how I see the world now thank you for sharing your story it really made me tear up knowing others are trying to heal with all that’s happened
Expressing your emotions through art, writing a letter, animation, ect.. is a good way to improve a healthy lifestyle/relationship with yourself. It boosts your confidence and much more.
I really feel bad after what happened to your younger cousin, I don’t know how he got murdered but that age was so younger to be murdered, rest in peace. Your aunt didn’t deserve this.. I hope they have a happier life than ever in their new life.
I like just found you randomly! I saw awww a cute little frog child. BUT IT WASNT JUST A FROG CHILD ITS WAS FILLED WITH UNEXPECTED SADDNESS AND CUTENESS!
I love this project so much, it feels super cathartic! One suggestion I have though is to put text on the video saying explicitly what the content warning is for. Otherwise people don’t know (because few check descriptions) if it’s for bright colors, s*icide, yelling, knives, etc. I also know there’s a strict limit for how long shorts can be, but maybe having that warning on screen for a little longer gives people time to process what’s in front of them and if they should click off or not. But otherwise, great stuff Hawley!!!!!!
I relate to a lot of this stuff honestly. Not everything is the same of course but the feelings hit home. I want to tell my story too but most of my childhood is a blur and to fill in the gaps all I have is what my family told me I was like, but deep down I feel their perspectives are biased of my own. So idk if I'll ever know the full story. I guess I related to topics of abandonment, grief, being on the spectrum, and healing my inner child. In a way, it's nice to know I'm not alone and it's oddly inspiring to see someone else overcome those challenges too. Thank you for sharing your story I understand how hard those memories can be but it does help you and others in the end to let them out. I hope your healing journey is going well and that Wild Child gets spoiled with all her favorite things. :)
Hawley, you have always been one of my favorite content creators, and getting to hear your story is incredibly healing. Knowing that there were similarities within our childhoods is what makes it so special to me. I was introverted as a kid and your stories felt like home to me, so I just know that younger me would be so excited to know that she's not alone in how she was feeling. That her favorite creator went through the same things!! I can't wait to keep taking this healing journey with you.
this is so incredible and heartwarming ❤❤ ive been following twelve forever and now knowing what youve gone through and knowing through the midst of it you still created such passionate content is insane you are such an inspiration
I wish I could hug you! I hope your life is so much better now! (edit) I am both a black-and-white child, autistic, have addd, AND, I have cripling anixty. Just knowing someone realted to you could...DID, comit murder, is frightning. I wish that you had a better childhood, no kid...no person should go through what you did. *Electronic hug!*
wow this is relatable. Not in like. The specifics but I too went through a lot of trauma and I also have a way of indicating the periods of my life with characters! I too have a dream of one day making a series involving them so… I guess thank you for making this and proving it’s possible :3
You passed through alot felt alot saw alot i cant say much sinse im also very young but you seem to be making it keep on your doing great and i hope i.... might also heal from some.of my own hurts..... yeah this video for some reason makes me feel nice fuzy sad and comforted thank you
I’ve only just started watching your content and I’m so stunned of all the things that happened to you, you keep going and you’ve improved. It takes a lot of time to heal and I’m not quite sure if you’re fully healed. Once again I’m new to you so I still don’t know a lot about you but one thing I’m sure of is you’ve healed enough that you can come out and say I’ve been trough alot but I’m better now. Also you post animations that are amazing and I hope that more people support you.
I love your art style and I’m so happy that you survived all of that and I’m so sorry that that happened to you I hope your heal and I want to also be and artist when I grow up! I’m currently working on it but it’s not very good
Some of these things make me so thankful that I have my brother. I might not have ever had good people for parents, but I'm not alone. And I'm sorry that you were. I was alone too, but I'm not anymore. I'm sorry, please, keeo hopping, little frog, keep hopping❤
Its okey, life isn't always the best, but we have to remember, three ways to truly be brave is to perverse (dont try to make a memory happy when its not), but also to share what is needed (shareing emotions to people you can trust), and also to speak up when you can (speak up to people who hurt you, when your able)
When I first watched a short I thought you were a mom and wild child was your kid..but when more popped up the more interesting it all got and I wanted to stick around and see things get better
I honestly love your project so much, I started following from the "Home" and I've it since. I wish you the best of luck on your healing, you have helped me heal too. _with love, an autistic spacey racoon
I’m very sorry what happened to your past I hope you feel a lot more better. I also hate parents that really should not be parents. I hope you have a good life.
This somehow relates how my life is at the moment I have a Christian grandmother that was my dad’s side I had too many people on my dad’s side but my mom’s side is mostly a mystery, I was raised by my dad’s side for the first few months of my life due to my mum’s smoking problems
I wish i was where you are right now, free..., able to heal..., but i'm stuck, in the past and in the present but yet my hopes are in the future, a place i canxt seem to reach, i'm so sorry you had to deal with that, you never deserve that, you deserved to be loved and cared for and i'm happy a human being like you is able to heal from this traumatic past. Especially in the form of drawing which i learn is a form of therapy in some ways, i do wish that there is a way to heal from it despite therapy and drawing (i'm not good at drawing so i donxt think it would help much... maybe... one day) but it just seems like i'm stuck and can't seem to heal and get out of the situation i'm in, i wish i was older, i'm currently in the parker kind of stage where my childhood is long gone and destroyed in a differen way from yours but i'm just stuck here and can't leave. Idk what to do, but it seems you found a light in yourself... maybe i will too. P.S. Sorry i talk a lot, i'm not sure if that's part of my autism or if that's just me needing to vent with out being specific to details anyway congrats on 100k subs 🎉 and healing ❤❤❤! I hope that this journey is filled with light and love for you, and it seems like wild child will help with that, even if you have to care for her, for your self, anyway bye! I'll stop talking sorry people/PetPyves!
Hello, hope you are doing great. I am planning on sharing my own story aswell. I honestly think its an amazing idea to do this to heal. I also think you are amazing make sure to take care :)
"nothing felt safer daddy" to "daddy was no longer safe" brakes my heart bc other than my mom and dad my family are all manipulative, abusive (physically, mentally, and for my moms dad sexually)neglectful and its disgusting how fast their pretty faces can slip, none of it was you're fault, just terrible luck, well my moms grandma use to fat shame her but has tried to redeem herself but has alcimers and is old now which makes me sad, my moms dad isn't alive anymore but ima be honest i couldn't physically care less
Ok so you guys might get the story but I actually understand Hawley. I've also seen some.. Traumatic things in my youth. I was really young and the memory still haunts me to this day bc my first memory I had... Wasn't the greatest... My biological father nearly choked me to my death but I luckily survived and was taken into foster care. And Hawley you are brave to share with the RUclips community. I normally don't share much but you are really brave for taking the first step of healing.
When does it end, when does trauma stop hurting, when do you stop wishing that things would’ve been different, when do you stop wondering how your life would’ve turned out, if things had just been different?
You have to grieve : ( most of this series is mourning the loss of my child hood and watching Wild Child’s love of life slowly crumble as the horrible truths age with time. It’s hard. It’s taken me my entire life to get to a point where I’m ready to let it go. Accept that it’s gone forever. It’s good and bad news. The bad is over now and those people will never hurt me again. But I still lost my childhood. My goal now is to make my adulthood the best time of my life and to let Wild Child experience the life of her dreams ❤️🩹
@@PetPyvesI’m sorry, and thank you, I don’t know when I’ll be ready, but until then, I’ll just keep using it as motivation to make things better, make the world better, like you do.
this is so beautiful, and definitely a story i can relate to in so many ways. thank you for sharing your story, and paving the way for others to share theirs, too.
Initially, when I stumbled upon your “medical mystery” short, I thought this was a fictional story someone made about a little frog-like humanoid kid getting adopted by a human after her family failed her. Now I realize that it’s your story. And I am so, so sorry this happened to you. I was lucky enough to grow up in a stable home with my parents and little sister, but not everyone is so fortunate. I’m glad you’re here and brave enough to share and heal, because I know from experience that seeing that someone went through something similar to what you’re experiencing with the knowledge that they came out the other side?
It gives you hope.
Thank you, Hawley, for everything.
same here,I thought it was about someone's oc but then this video hit me like a truck
Yeah same
The road of healing from something that happened to you no matter who caused it is a long journey to take. Cause a lot of people heal in different ways, some take longer then others. Cause you're not only healing yourself but your heart and mind. And sometimes you get to a point of where you feel like you're ok now, that your heart is telling you "Hey I think we're ok now, let's try this one more time but let's take it one foot at a time" And sometimes you find someone or a few new friends who help you heal along the way and before long you've start to see yourself as a new person, someone that you actually like being.
You casually dropped 8 minutes of fully animated content like it's nothing
Your work ethic always blows me away
I really love Wild Child's design and the croaking animation is so cute
Ikr i love frogs
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The fact you survied so much family trauma and still pushed on is practically so amazing, im glad you kept moving forward, ready to share your story. And we're all hear ready to hear it. I hope you Heal well
Cult if the lamb pfp
Hawley, Thank You.
7-5 Months Ago, I Fell Into Depression & Had Thoughts Of Self-Harm, But Twelve Single-Handedly Pulled Me Out Of It. I’m So Sorry You Had To Go Through All That Trauma, And Thank You For Blessing The World With Your Talents Despite It.
Genuinely, the first time i saw these videos with the frog child, I thought it was some kind of fun series like chikin nugget, where (your grown up oc?) adopted the frog child and is taking care of them or something, but i'm so much more interested when I found out these are actually based on your past experiences, I can't wait to see more!!
Omg me too
I usually don't get emotional from cartoons & it feels like a curse. I Fucking bawled my eyes out from this. Thank you so much for making this, sharing your stories and art with the world, this is one of the things I love about art. It was actually really hard to type this frim the tears tbh
I almost cried about the start of this because I have the same thing with my dad‘s truck. I actually made a promise that I have yet to complete where I’m going to drive at once the thing is we almost lost track of a few years ago and now I keep one of the paint chips in my room in case, we do lose it before I can drive it
This project is so inspiring to see, even with the HUGE bumps in the road, you still managed to end the year on such a wholesome note and it’s the exact reason I have and will be subscribed not just because the project (which again is amazing) but because you have the confidence to share your journey. Keep it up, Hawley ❤
So happy that you’re starting to heal. This is your story and your journey. And I’m so glad to be able to follow along with you as you heal from your past.
You can do this❤
I saw the 'medical mystery' and 'family' first,and thought they were about an oc,and i was like 'oh hey this is pretty cute' but then i saw this video and damn did this hit me like a truck.I gotta say you're a very strong person and your story motivated me lots,I wish you all the best in your journey,you deserve good things :'D
Everything about this just drips with emotion. It gives you all the feels.
Kids are tough as nails. It's afterwards that it starts to get to us. Happy and safe healing, everyone ❤️🩹🍀
I love how you were able to move on from the trauma you experienced and became a really cool animator also I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR DESIGNS
3:37 It’s ok, I have autism too! And some parents can’t really accept the fact that children can have disorders. Everything will be ok, and it’ll be okay when you’re sad, because it’s natural and feelings don’t make you weaker.
I'm autistic, too! You're doing great!
@@emmasalley132 Thanks!
I have two autistic cousins
And they’re doing great
I just came across your content due to the algorithm and I'm so glad I found your channel. These videos are so inspiring and amazing. It makes me want to return my self healing animation project I had on hold for awhile. I wish you the best with your project and healing the painful scars. It will be hard, but remember you have those who support and root for you. Including your younger self. Plus you're not alone. :))
This is so unique and im so excited to see the rest of this project. Im so proud of how far youve come and how farther you will go. This takes alot of courage and its also so creative. Thank you for sharing with usss omg♡♡
Hawley, im so sorry for what you've been through. But I want to let you know you are an inspiration, I wanted to bring my own characters to life but due to what they went though I was scared. Thank you for being brave. And I hope you know we are all here to help you if you need
I am so heartbroken for you and I’ve only just now found your content. I am so glad you are here to share your story.
I hope there's more to the story because this store is really getting interesting to me
There is! This was only the first year of my life. I’m 26. We have a LOT more to go
I know you've been a lot, and I think you're really brave to make a series dicussing your journey through life and the issues you had to go through... But also, Wild child is the most adorible little frog person I have ever seen... Y'know, I feel like turning your childhood trauma and stuff into a tiny little frog girl is the best way out I feel...
I cant wait to see just how much amazing work you create. These shorts, this one video, has all made me feel so seen and heard even if its not the exact same. I'm so happy and proud of you for getting to this point of talking about your struggles and acknowledging you're not to blame. I hope I can do something as amazing as that, let alone create whole animations for it!
I love your art style and am loving what youre doing with it.
Thank you.
This healing journey is amazing!!!! An old friend of mine introduced me to you during 2021 and it’s amazing how much you’ve grown so much
Wild child will be your and our little munchkin forever because he deserves some love from everyone ❤️🩹🐸
I want to say that I love your art, it looks beautiful
I had found these on my dash one day, starting with sad girl I think! At first I didn’t understand, but I also related a little with them (despite not being diagnosed with autism), and after looking more into it, I found this video. I wish you good luck on your healing journey, and I’ll be here to support ya, one like at a time! Healing is very important, and I’m so glad you’re feeling strong enough to share your story with us.
I just found your channel literally rn and I relate to all of this not gonna go into detail but the wild child story reminds me of what I had to grow up with and how I see the world now thank you for sharing your story it really made me tear up knowing others are trying to heal with all that’s happened
Expressing your emotions through art, writing a letter, animation, ect.. is a good way to improve a healthy lifestyle/relationship with yourself. It boosts your confidence and much more.
I love this so much I can't wait to see what happens next
And I'm proud of you for going through all of that and coming out stronger!
I love this so much
Thank you for sharing your story, it means so much as someone who looks up to you
Hawley. You have done so well! You have overcome so much trauma to be the person you are today 🎉 keep going.
I really feel bad after what happened to your younger cousin, I don’t know how he got murdered but that age was so younger to be murdered, rest in peace. Your aunt didn’t deserve this.. I hope they have a happier life than ever in their new life.
What are the chances I found you today right before this was uploaded
Same😂
I love how current you comforts wild child ❤
Intro: 0:00-1:01
Curse: 1:02-1:52
Home: 1:53-2:53
Band Wagon: 2:54-3:54
First Room: 3:55-4:56
Family: 4:57-5:56
Effects: 5:57-6:57
Mystery: 6:58 7:57
I like just found you randomly! I saw awww a cute little frog child. BUT IT WASNT JUST A FROG CHILD ITS WAS FILLED WITH UNEXPECTED SADDNESS AND CUTENESS!
It’s sad to know that your dad was the only one who kinda cared, I still so sad that you never had a good life.
This was so happy, and your dad seems amazing!
Till that fireworks episode... omg
Beautiful character designs btw, I love these designs! They’re so fleshed out, and interesting.
I love this project so much, it feels super cathartic! One suggestion I have though is to put text on the video saying explicitly what the content warning is for. Otherwise people don’t know (because few check descriptions) if it’s for bright colors, s*icide, yelling, knives, etc. I also know there’s a strict limit for how long shorts can be, but maybe having that warning on screen for a little longer gives people time to process what’s in front of them and if they should click off or not. But otherwise, great stuff Hawley!!!!!!
I love how he was always comforting wild child it so adorable and heartwarming😁😄
The Minecraft music in the background in the start is so relaxing! Great video and i love your Channel❤
Know that you deserve better and I will call you family even if we never meet in person
I relate to a lot of this stuff honestly. Not everything is the same of course but the feelings hit home. I want to tell my story too but most of my childhood is a blur and to fill in the gaps all I have is what my family told me I was like, but deep down I feel their perspectives are biased of my own. So idk if I'll ever know the full story. I guess I related to topics of abandonment, grief, being on the spectrum, and healing my inner child. In a way, it's nice to know I'm not alone and it's oddly inspiring to see someone else overcome those challenges too. Thank you for sharing your story I understand how hard those memories can be but it does help you and others in the end to let them out. I hope your healing journey is going well and that Wild Child gets spoiled with all her favorite things. :)
Hawley, you have always been one of my favorite content creators, and getting to hear your story is incredibly healing. Knowing that there were similarities within our childhoods is what makes it so special to me. I was introverted as a kid and your stories felt like home to me, so I just know that younger me would be so excited to know that she's not alone in how she was feeling. That her favorite creator went through the same things!! I can't wait to keep taking this healing journey with you.
Im so sorry. I feel so bad for you
this is so incredible and heartwarming ❤❤ ive been following twelve forever and now knowing what youve gone through and knowing through the midst of it you still created such passionate content is insane you are such an inspiration
I wish I could hug you! I hope your life is so much better now!
(edit)
I am both a black-and-white child, autistic, have addd, AND, I have cripling anixty. Just knowing someone realted to you could...DID, comit murder, is frightning. I wish that you had a better childhood, no kid...no person should go through what you did. *Electronic hug!*
wow this is relatable. Not in like. The specifics but I too went through a lot of trauma and I also have a way of indicating the periods of my life with characters! I too have a dream of one day making a series involving them so… I guess thank you for making this and proving it’s possible :3
We love our tiny green frog our lil pookie🥰🥰🥰✨✨✨✨
You passed through alot felt alot saw alot i cant say much sinse im also very young but you seem to be making it keep on your doing great and i hope i.... might also heal from some.of my own hurts..... yeah this video for some reason makes me feel nice fuzy sad and comforted thank you
Yknow its interesting..wildchild was my introduction into this entire story,and im gonna see it to the end 😊
Dude am sorry you had to go through that but we are your fans no your Internet family so we are always here to support you 💝❤
damn this hit me so hard.. glad you’re healing though 💟
I send you all the best wishes.
I’ve only just started watching your content and I’m so stunned of all the things that happened to you, you keep going and you’ve improved. It takes a lot of time to heal and I’m not quite sure if you’re fully healed. Once again I’m new to you so I still don’t know a lot about you but one thing I’m sure of is you’ve healed enough that you can come out and say I’ve been trough alot but I’m better now. Also you post animations that are amazing and I hope that more people support you.
I love your art style and I’m so happy that you survived all of that and I’m so sorry that that happened to you I hope your heal and I want to also be and artist when I grow up! I’m currently working on it but it’s not very good
Some of these things make me so thankful that I have my brother. I might not have ever had good people for parents, but I'm not alone. And I'm sorry that you were. I was alone too, but I'm not anymore. I'm sorry, please, keeo hopping, little frog, keep hopping❤
You want a hug?
that hits, damn
also i must say, amazing animation, your work is genuily really good
Its okey, life isn't always the best, but we have to remember, three ways to truly be brave is to perverse (dont try to make a memory happy when its not), but also to share what is needed (shareing emotions to people you can trust), and also to speak up when you can (speak up to people who hurt you, when your able)
7:10 I know this was off topic but I had a cow themed nebulizer!!:33
So many of these remind me of my lovely gf. It hurts to think about the pain you and her went through. I'm so sorry, but you're such a strong person.
When I first watched a short I thought you were a mom and wild child was your kid..but when more popped up the more interesting it all got and I wanted to stick around and see things get better
I honestly love your project so much, I started following from the "Home" and I've it since. I wish you the best of luck on your healing, you have helped me heal too.
_with love, an autistic spacey racoon
Please no be sad
Wild child, you are probably gonna be one of my favorite. I really like your voice and how you look.😊
It's seems really rough but ill be here to laugh cry and anger at all of it I hope you are doing better :'3
I would like to put in a request to be Wild Child's either older sister or cousin. Please consider this application.
Yup same💚💚💚🐸🐸🐸
please consider😋
This series is about her childhood
Good luck on surgery 💙
I really liked this series so far! Makes you think about life, y'know?
I’m very sorry what happened to your past I hope you feel a lot more better. I also hate parents that really should not be parents. I hope you have a good life.
This somehow relates how my life is at the moment I have a Christian grandmother that was my dad’s side I had too many people on my dad’s side but my mom’s side is mostly a mystery, I was raised by my dad’s side for the first few months of my life due to my mum’s smoking problems
this is awesome and I'm gonna cry
"But guess who takes care of us now...?
Me!"
"Yaaaay"
Omg i cannot articulate how personal this feels 🥺
I love you and hope youre okay.
I wish i was where you are right now, free..., able to heal..., but i'm stuck, in the past and in the present but yet my hopes are in the future, a place i canxt seem to reach, i'm so sorry you had to deal with that, you never deserve that, you deserved to be loved and cared for and i'm happy a human being like you is able to heal from this traumatic past. Especially in the form of drawing which i learn is a form of therapy in some ways, i do wish that there is a way to heal from it despite therapy and drawing (i'm not good at drawing so i donxt think it would help much... maybe... one day) but it just seems like i'm stuck and can't seem to heal and get out of the situation i'm in, i wish i was older, i'm currently in the parker kind of stage where my childhood is long gone and destroyed in a differen way from yours but i'm just stuck here and can't leave. Idk what to do, but it seems you found a light in yourself... maybe i will too.
P.S. Sorry i talk a lot, i'm not sure if that's part of my autism or if that's just me needing to vent with out being specific to details anyway congrats on 100k subs 🎉 and healing ❤❤❤! I hope that this journey is filled with light and love for you, and it seems like wild child will help with that, even if you have to care for her, for your self, anyway bye! I'll stop talking sorry people/PetPyves!
We can do this, I believe in u!❤
I love this so much healing
Hello, hope you are doing great. I am planning on sharing my own story aswell. I honestly think its an amazing idea to do this to heal. I also think you are amazing make sure to take care :)
"nothing felt safer daddy" to "daddy was no longer safe" brakes my heart bc other than my mom and dad my family are all manipulative, abusive (physically, mentally, and for my moms dad sexually)neglectful and its disgusting how fast their pretty faces can slip, none of it was you're fault, just terrible luck, well my moms grandma use to fat shame her but has tried to redeem herself but has alcimers and is old now which makes me sad, my moms dad isn't alive anymore but ima be honest i couldn't physically care less
The road to happiness is paved with misfortune so never let it stop you just short of your destination
just finished the stream lol
is this the end of wc?
LOVE YOUR STUFF
Nope! This is only the beginning : ) this was the first year of my life. We'll be following Wild Child until I turn 9!
@@PetPyves Nice! great to hear! keep up the good work and i cant wait to see more!
Ok so you guys might get the story but I actually understand Hawley. I've also seen some.. Traumatic things in my youth. I was really young and the memory still haunts me to this day bc my first memory I had... Wasn't the greatest... My biological father nearly choked me to my death but I luckily survived and was taken into foster care. And Hawley you are brave to share with the RUclips community. I normally don't share much but you are really brave for taking the first step of healing.
All we had in the living room was electric drumset bonk 😂
Wild is my fav because I have Similar traumas
My earliest memory was gaining conscience in the kitchen lol
Feels good to know if somebody else has asthma other than me…
When does it end, when does trauma stop hurting, when do you stop wishing that things would’ve been different, when do you stop wondering how your life would’ve turned out, if things had just been different?
You have to grieve : ( most of this series is mourning the loss of my child hood and watching Wild Child’s love of life slowly crumble as the horrible truths age with time. It’s hard. It’s taken me my entire life to get to a point where I’m ready to let it go. Accept that it’s gone forever. It’s good and bad news. The bad is over now and those people will never hurt me again. But I still lost my childhood. My goal now is to make my adulthood the best time of my life and to let Wild Child experience the life of her dreams ❤️🩹
@@PetPyvesI’m sorry, and thank you, I don’t know when I’ll be ready, but until then, I’ll just keep using it as motivation to make things better, make the world better, like you do.
Have to go through my life is kind of the
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH!! I'm sorry but wild child is sooo cute! I'm really sorry about what you went through....
@petpyves , can I do something like this with my life? I think it would help me get over my childhood trauma
Maybe to start try writing down everything you wanna go over and start from there? Idk tho
They said if u use their idea they'd like if u credit them when doing so!
Thank you both!
I hope you are doing ok, nothing that happened was your fault.
You know that the Undertale music make the scenes hit harder
Wild child is basically a story like me, but just the child has every medical thing that I have and my dad drinks😅
911 happend when you where 2?....its glad you survived wc!
this is so beautiful, and definitely a story i can relate to in so many ways. thank you for sharing your story, and paving the way for others to share theirs, too.
Bless wild child.
Not me binging this 😭